#ryo's writing rambles

[corpus-chorus]

Hi there! I hope its not too random,i was Always curious to hear if you had favorite hcs regarding mark egos ?

so it's been straight up three months since you sent this and i have once again let an ask I really wanted to answer fester in my inbox for way too long.

Gonna put this one under a read more outta courtesy :]

Okay, but headcanons! I actually don't have a huge amount, since I tend to lean towards strictly canon or just exploring different ideas rather than having specific hcs. But for a few:

Illinois is ace or aroace. I don't remember who I first saw say it right after Heist came out, but I mentioned it to my (ace) wife as an example of what a headcanon was 'cause she didn't really understand them. And then she got really invested in it and now I just have an attachment to it lol. But just, I love the suave, sexy, put together stereotypical adventure hero who's very aware of his charm and sex appeal just having . . . zero interest in pursuing it. The whole "married to the work" and especially the line "Sorry if you fell in love with me - they always do". It just makes me happy lol.

Dark isn't anywhere near as strong as he pretends to be. I was such a Dark whore in like 2017/2018, but the more time I spent exploring him as a character, the more he really started to shape into this manipulative posturing thing, and I just really like the idea of him not actually being that strong. So much of his position and "strength" comes from his reputation and image instead of things he's actually done. And even if he is still strong, he'd be disincentivize to show off just how strong, since others being afraid of how strong he might be based off rumor and image is better than someone realizing they might be stronger than him. Idk if that makes any sense, but god I just love the idea of all of Dark being a lie XD

Bim Trimmer is a cannibal. I literally cannot unsee this one. This motherfucker just has teeth filed to points in my head and eats people. Zero idea why, that's just . . . that's just his entire character to me. Markipler-flavored Hannibal Lector.

#ryo rambles #markiplier egos #headcanon #idk man i've never been much of an hc person myself #but there are a few things that just live rent free in my head #headsquatters if you will #ryo's writing rambles

[ryotan]

This is so insanely Kaiser coded, why does Silvio have to be so similar to Kaiser damn

#but honestly Silvios is so so much worse than kaiser #somehow #imagine being similar to Kaiser but even more unlikeable #writing this I realized another thing these two have in common #Silvio is my second fave and he bullies my actual fave #rio bby I'll kick his ass for u #and kaiser is my fave who bullies the guy who's always threatening that fave position #sorry kaiser but me going “I love my bf! I love my bf! I love my bf!” happened more often with Isagi than with you #ryo's rambles .⁠｡⁠*⁠♡ .¶

[fallingyams]

Yuukoku no Moriarty, I feel, has ignited a lot of my childhood glee. I've missed hyperfixating on things and coming up with dumb headcanons and writing fics to get rid of the silly brainworms the come in the middle of the day.

It's been a really, really long time since I've experienced this thrill where I can't stop thinking about the characters and story and not a single day passes where a little idea hits me like a sledgehammer in the middle of working

And then Morimyu, oh god, has sparked a descent down another rabbit hole (into 2.5D hell) and i haven't felt this way since I was like 13 and discovering Rebocon for the first time where KHR was an all-consuming series for me (fanfiction, fanpages, cosplay, osts, voice actors, EVERYTHING)

Anyway this was just a ramble because I'm mildly experiencing withdrawal from consuming stage content ever since I was introduced to some stages by a particular actor :') but WOW I've really missed this exhilarating feeling, my fingers are TREMBLING as I type this.

#yuukoku no moriarty #the yams are falling #personal rambles #morimyu #rebocon was life-changing #khr was really something that defined my adolescent and teenage years because of how much fandom became my entire life #psycho pass also later became my main catalyst for writing #god now im in some kind of hirano ryo rabbit hole #absolutely wild

[nitunio]

tsukumo ryo for the character ask meme :3

Thanks for the askkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and when i thought that i wont see this name in my ask box.....

Ryo Tsukumo (by unpopular but much appreciated demand)

BINGOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!

joking JOKING

BINGOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

In all honesty. When I first watched Third Beat I was so jawdropped by him and what he's doing and it made me irrationally scared to the point where I forgot about taking screenshots (i usually do so for future reference). and a month after I still caught myself thinking back to i7 because to me it was just another anime but HE was one of the characters that made me stay. He made me want to know what happens next So Much that I spent hours on wikis and websites searching more info on how to access more stories besides the anime. I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT HIM

and when I continued thinking back to him I found myself with the following thoughts: "evil. so hot." and "wow. he's like. proper disgusting. im intrigued!!!!" and by lords. when i first drew him on emotion it felt like an electricity jolt to my brain. I was never the same since. and I went back to rewatch Third Beat. and I read third part and fourth part and.

It's always a stage play and he's performing for everyone. If nobody's paying attention to him, he will point all lights to himself. But not in that way, pay attention in a different way. Love him, like him... If nobody likes him, then everybody shouldn't. If he is bad, then he should be the worst. If he wants something, he will get it. There are so many cracks within his fragile ego facade. And the only ones for him, the only ones he could peel this wrapping for, even if for a bit, are Riku and Momo. (and ZOOL in pt6)

I project onto him and make many headcanons because I can relate to a lot of his characteristics that CAN BE VERY MUCH MISSED BY THE AUDIENCE WITH HOW QUICK AND SUBTLE THEY ARE. or maybe im just catching myself in the "he's just like me fr" and starting to make things up You never really know with this sort of stuff.

There are two Ryous for me -- the bastard evil guy I want to impale and the Canonly Childhood Traumatised and coping with it in the worst ways possible (which is a recurring theme for characters in i7). I do feel like he gets a lot of hate because people (rightfully so) don't wish to delve deeper into his character because he serves as a good plot device even in his "irredeemably evil" state. I think that another layer of "sinister" gets placed on top considering that He Can Get Worse. it's always possible with the kinds of situations that a lack of regulation and help can bring and He Did Get Worse (ex: balcony scene)

The bastard evil guy is a good flavour of Ryou too because of the situations he can put others in. He's silly, unpredictable, evil, remorseless, sadistic, and absolutely unhinged. hes probably good in bed because of that but please disregard this whole sentence right now. everyone else is wrong and right about him because of how little we get of his screentime that is really about himself but THERE IS SOOO MUCH SO MUCH.

re: aesthetic, gender, design. awooga. 2/3 of my fave colours (orangeish yellow and purple), fave hairstyle (middle part), fave eyes (dead inside), fave frame (look at his back!) I WANT TO STEAL HIS GENDER. I LOVE THE murderous aesthetic I love the playhouse wife aesthetic i love the "i want to be the spoiled child" thing hes got going on . i love his outfits i love his expressions i love his moves i love HIS DESIGN. I FUCK WITH IT SO HARD PLATONICALLY WJAT AM I SAYING AT THIS POINT

Anyways. that was like. a fraction of my thoughts i just scrolled back up and realised ive been torturing you with my elder-scroll worth of text wall

#nitunio.txt #nitu i7 ramble #ryo tsukumo #good lord #ask games #im not reading all that back what i wrote is what i wrote #if i wrote something bad assume i didnt write it #i enjoy him

[moonsvillain]

would have so much fun writing about ryo and amagai's relationship/friendship recovering but their dynamics and everything about them is just so complex it makes me [head in hands]

i get you entirely it is so hard to write them sometimes but it is also the most fun thing ever. going about reconciliation is something i haven't thought about, though, i'm not sure how i would go about it.

i feel amagai would have to commit to the whole idea of getting better and so would ryo but it would also need to be aided by a separation between the two of them so they can work on themselves without making each other worse as they do. i mentioned in an earlier post a while ago that i thought the relationship between them was destructive on both ends.

with amagai, i think it'd be something along the lines of learning to work for himself but also humanize himself and step down from the pedestal he's put himself on. with ryo, i'd imagine that his way of getting better would be moreso about standing on his own two feet away from him.

of course, they coulddd get better alongside one another but i feel it would be very easy for them to fall into those same unhealthy patterns that they're used to because let's be real how many times have you told someone who's been hurting you maliciously for a long time that they've been hurting you and had them immediately apologize, fix their behaviour, and never have a problem again?

tldr i think the idea of reconciliation would be so hard but also very interesting between them.

#moonsv asks #high & low #high & low the worst x #amagai kohei #suzaki ryo #this is a whole lot of rambling sorry i just write a lot without thinking #dont even know if this makes sense #in my head i imagine amagai learning from housen and their general sense of taking responsibility #versus suzaki learning about like #healthy friendships from oya #lmfao #does this make sense #i think yuken and amagai would either hate each other or join arms to become the worst pair of annoying bastards alive #blah blah ramblings whatever #good talk guys

[thatgamingkid45]

Greetings y’all, it’s another sleepless night and I have another Music Rant!

On this edition, I’m going to take a bit of a turn from songs I’ve covered before. Mainly cause, I’ve been in the mood for metal! Call it edgy, but sometimes when I’m straight up not having a good time, it’s therapeutic to crank the volume to 100 and zone out to the chaos.

…though my ears would probably beg to differ (o_o”)

Anyways, here’s my recommendations to drown out the screaming in your head!

This song is among some of my favorites! The horns at the beginning, leading into that iconic build up dubstep is known for, and finally exploding with “TRY NOT TO HEAD BANG!”. It’s also a favorite because it’s a really good stress reliever personally, if I’m angry, upset, or generally feeling like shit, it’s a good song to mentally take my stress out on. The dubstep synths clash perfectly with the roaring guitars, it’s honestly amazing, please go take a listen!

“TRY NOT TO HEAD BANG!!”

I’ve actually discovered this entry rather recently! I fell in love instantly; the moment I heard this song I immediately followed the band on Spotify and added this to my playlists. In my opinion, Get Scared, or at least this song specifically, feels like old Set It Off with more metal elements sprinkled in. Its another song that feels low key therapeutic, but instead of being loud enough to drown out the screaming, the lyrics are fun to yell sing lol. If you want more punk rather than metal, take a listen!

“Don’t mind us we’re just spilling our guts! If that is love, I don’t want to be hanging by the neck!”

Finally, the last entry on this list is another certified banger. It’s more screamo than the other entires, but it’s still so good. Like “Vantablack”, it’s another good song to drown out the world, to block out everything for a few minutes. It’s a good song for those times when I’m really not having it, but I can’t show that I’m not having it, you know? Idk, I guess think about it like “brain angy, song angy, brain feel better” XD. Take a listen for yourself! I will warn though, it is more deathcore than the other songs, but don’t let that stop you!

“Sometimes the choices you make will define you. This is the curse of YŌKAI!”

#maybe I was a little angry writing this #i feel better now #lmao #thanks for reading #metal #deathcore #sullivan king #Dirtyphonics #Get Scared #within destruction #Ryo Kinoshita #music rant #music rants #blog post #the cat is rambling again

[himawanai]

Hey, sorry, but know how in episode 4 when Ryo is showing visible (for Ryo standards) apprehension over how the band should continue...

...specially in the sense of becoming more band-like, and when Bocchi says she's going to write a band-like song that's going to be a great hit...

...and how Nijika (apparently) notices something is off by just a single sentence from Ryo? You know?

(sorry, I don't really have a point with this, just wanted to ramble a bit about this moment)

YES I KNOW. PAINFULLY SO. nijika always noticing ryo's microcosms and whatnot. She Knows.

#asks #s-lycopersicum #my rambling power is horrifically low right now but i scrub back through btr sometimes #and there's so many tiny little things between these two that make you think #(they have a really really really really good relationship...)

[multi-fandom-imagine]

A/n: So as I said before I did not think that my little rambles would do so well / that anyone would even want to read them. But here is the first one on this { linked above }; not sure how I like how this pen turned out.

Part 1

Leon’s looks / Inspo for the fic:

So I have three images I’m basing his looks off of. I linked the images and accounts below. They are amazing and were very helpful in me writing these fics.

@ryo-creampuff { Plagas! Leon } starting looks

@patchwork-tag { Project Scorpion! Leon }

@polarspaz { InfectionRE AU Leon } final transformation.

You remember what Luis told you, that they weren’t able to remove the Plaga from his chest. The man promised you that he’d find a cure but that didn’t stop the BSAA from taking Leon and putting you under observation.

And then he started to change, it was the little things at first.

Dark veins forming in his arms, his hands forming into claws. You remember hearing his screams of pain as legs bursted from his back due to the plaga.

It was hard breaking him out, that was something you rather forget.

Slowly walking towards Leon, the man’s head snapped up to look at you. His once blue eyes now a deep shade of red. Fangs poking out from his lips as his head hung low.

“Leon”

A low grumble escaped his lips, the tail he had grown wrapped tightly around his waist. He was waiting for you to come closer, you knew that. The Plaga within him was effecting him more each day. Spikes forming on his back, though the physical transformations weren’t the only changes Leon went through.

The man started to see you as his mate, something that must be protected. You knew that he would never hurt you yet you couldn’t say the same to anyone that stepped close to you.

It was getting harder for him to speak but that never stopped him from showing his affection for you the best he could.

“I love you, you know that right.”

A small, satisfied grumble moved passed his lips though it sounded more of a purr as his carefully let his clawed hand pull you close to his chest. His nose nuzzled into your neck.

His fangs grazing your neck for a moment though soon you were thrown behind his back as the front door was thrown open gun drawn on Leon.

“Chris!! Stop” A cry escaped your lips as a snarl escaped Leon’s.

The former agent now on his hands and knees in a defensive position. His jaw becoming unhinged as the spikes on his back starter to flare up. You knew you had to stop this before they both killed each other.

Squeezing your eyes shut you stepped in front of Leon only to be faced with a barrel of a gun.

“Move out of the way Y/n.”

Shaking your head you took another step forward, your were terrified but you weren’t about to let him take Leon from you. “No…I’m not not gonna let you hurt him.”

“He needs to be terminated.”

“Terminated…Chris this is Leon…He’s not a monster…”

“He killed five agents!”

“Because they were trying to kill me! He was protecting me…Chris please…please just go…we’re not…he’s not hurting anyone.” You whispered as Leon crawled towards you, his head bumped your thigh. “Please.”

Glancing at you then towards Leon, Chris lowered his gun watching you both. His gaze now on Leon, his former friend still on his knees. Part of him hated to do this, to leave a unchecked B.O.W but seeing how protective he was of you.

He has to give you a chance, give Leon a chance. He couldn’t regret this. “Don’t make me regret this.”

“You won’t.” Still holding your breath, you only relax the moment Chris stepped out of the door with a small smile and goodbye.

Turning back to Leon you then dropped to your knees in-front of him. Your own smile forming on your lips as you cupped his cheeks. A purr escaping his lips as his tail wrapped around you, the tip caressing your back gently.

Keeping your head pressed against his, your thumb caressed his cheek. “We’re free Leon.”

#drabbles #drabble #leon #leon s kennedy #leon s lennedy x you #leon s kennedy x y/n #leon s kennedy x you #leon s kennedy x reader #leon kennedy x you #leon kennedy #leon kennedy x y/n #leon kennedy x reader #plagas leon #plaga Leon #resident evil #resident evil 4 #resident evil 4 x reader #resident evil 4 remake #resident evil x you #resident evil x reader #resident evil x y/n #au #resident evil au

[shreddedleopard]

I am absolutely bursting at the seams to scream about Morimyu Op 3.

Wanna write a very structured, intelligent analysis post but I don’t even know where to begin. Just … all of it.

— incoherent rambling about Moriarty the Musical Op 3 in-coming so quick — scroll if you don’t wanna see!

The way William’s yearning is portrayed. And Sherlock’s frustration. All the little references to Sherlock being a puppet on William’s strings. The way William is so infuriating and yet heartbreaking in the same breath. I totally get what Shogo meant when he once said, ‘it would be nice if William could be honest.’

The songs.

Spinning Around the Rondo? That entire spectacle. The lyrics, but also the way William steers and manoeuvres Sherlock at his whim … and the fact that they’re dancing with one another. I just. The metaphors. It was everything I needed from them.

I also love how we see the theme of the scarlet thread connecting them — this idea that they’re both attached but William is the one literally ‘pulling the strings’ — again in the scene with the Jack the Ripper culprits murdered. William tugging on an invisible string as he leaves and Sherlock immediately turning up to investigate. Chills.

In This Lonely Room I think is my favourite song from all 5 Opuses. When I say my jaw hit the floor … the dialogue from Albert beforehand — “you seem quite taken with him” ????? Umm. Okay. So it’s not just us then 😂 WILLIAM. You have been perceived 👀

And Shogo’s perfect called-out expression. But the pain in his eyes like … he doesn’t want to be made to face reality. He was having fun with his own little delusions and fixation with Sherlock. He was living in happy denial. Why do you have to go and be all voice of reason and ruin it, Albert?? “It will only hurt you.” EXCUSE ME is this advice on dealing with an unhealthy crush from your older brother time? I DIED.

But anyway. The song. Oh god, the song. Shogo sang it so beautifully and emotionally it made my soul ache for William and he’s like … he’s got this little glimmer of hope in Sherlock and when he LIES ON THE SOFA and sings TO HIS HAND LIKE A LOVER and then CLUTCHES IT TO HIS HEART. I cannot. Breathe.

What were they thinking? HOW can anyone be normal about them after witnessing that?

All of the songs in the second half pretty much ended me, to be honest.

I’m not sure how many times two people need to sing about having each other in their hearts to get the message across. I heard it the first time. And the second. And the third. BOYS PLEASE I UNDERSTAND don’t make it hurt more.

And then … the Durham date? THE DURHAM DATE!?

Ryo’s acting here was so good. The range of emotions he goes through during his talks with William — from notice me senpai to omfg challenge accepted to oh god we just sang about changing the world together do we really have to return to the weighty matter of why I came here — the LOC — after that? To oh shit you really do want someone to stop you to actually the RELIEF because that means you are a good person underneath it all if it’s really you — and I hope it is because I want you to be as obsessed with me as I am with you.

WILLIAM’S SHERLOCK AFTER HE LEAVES? The way he smiles so full it’s visible even with the dimming lights.

And then the final song … the repetition and switching of ‘I hope’ and ‘I will.’

I now fully understand why Morimyu twitter cannot stop saying those phrases and I am fully with everyone because ever since watching Op 2 they have been echoing in my mind but NOW — now I feel them in my bones like a bloody mantra.

Yes, I am dramatic about this. What of it?

😂😭🥹🤦🏼‍♀️

(Not even gonna start on Op 4 because that also broke me in very specific ways but it still comes in hard second to Op 3 my love.)

#this is why it has taken me so long to finish Ever Ours ch.3 #but I hope my writing is the better for it 🤞🏻🤞🏻 #morimyu #Morimyu op 3 #moriarty the patriot #yuumori #Moriarty the patriot the musical #Yuumori the musical #yuukoku no moriarty #william moriarty #sherlock holmes

[manofmanymons]

may you share some takuma x kaito hcs i am in drought and dying

Yeesus do I need to start writing about them again is the takuma x kaito fandom okay al;kfjdaklj I thought was getting too annoying about them but maybe not???

first things first in case you missed any of the other times I rambled aggressively about them

here's the most recent time someone asked about them <3

here's a post from that time someone (multiple someones? all the same anon? I'll never know) was asking about marriage hcs 💍

here's a time I was just randomly babbling about them :P

this isn't a hc but just a scene that haunts my brain a lot >w<

this post talks about multiple ships but they're in it 💃🏻

here is a short fic that's like 90% just me shoving hcs in your face 📝

and since we're already shamelessly self plugging here's the first thing I ever wrote about them teehee

OKAY SO

GETTING TO THE ACTUAL POST NOW LMAO

several pre-relationship hcs

Dracmon knows the idiots are crushing on each other before either of them figures it out. Agumon can tell that there's something different about the way Takuma talks about Kaito but he's not sure exactly what it is.

Y'know that scene where if you pick the wrong dialogue, Kaito will get all pouty if Takuma says people would like him more if he softened up his speech or looks a little? I imagine Kaito might briefly worry about if Takuma would actually like him better that way. In the end he doesn't change, obviously, but the realization that he likes someone enough that he considered changing for them for even a second gets him angry and a little embarrassed. How dare Takuma make him have Stupid feelings.

Literally every single one of their friends (and most of the kemonogami) knows Kaito has a crush on Takuma. They have the restraint not to make fun of him for it, but they very much ALL know. They'll even try to subtly (why does that not look like a real word) play wingman for him, making excuses for why those two should be alone together or asking Takuma about his thoughts on romance and if he likes anybody. Takuma only realizes that's what they were doing in hindsight years later. Kaito never notices even though he's the one they were trying to help lmao.

At least some of them have bet on how long it would take them to get together.

Fuck it I don't talk nearly enough about idiot pining Kaito. He likes Takuma so much it's embarrassing. Miu has sent pictures to their friends' secret groupchat that doesn't have Kaito or Takuma in it of the stupid way he smiles when Takuma texts him. Ryo caught him on video trying to strangle Takuma for calling him adorable once. He will secretly replay the part of the video where Takuma calls him adorable when he's alone because he likes hearing it. Lowkey sped past the cute, silly "butterflies in your stomach" kind of crush straight to the "my heart hurts when you're here yet aches worse when you're gone" kinda head over heels. He would die before admitting it, even to Dracmon. We love a boy who's just a tiny bit pathetic alkdja

I swear I'm not tryna be hardcore delulu playing the game with ship goggles on but like...Every time I think about that time where he gets mad at Takuma for being too close to Miu, but instead of complaining about him being too protective, Miu remarks that it looks like he really wanted to spend time with Takuma, it just kinda reads like he was perhaps a little bit jealous. Most mentally sane and emotionally stable way of expressing that you want your friend to pay attention to you.

I think it's hilarious that Kaito's voice is so goddamn deep for a 14 year old. I also think it a contributing factor to Takuma's crush on him. Like "wow that guy sounds cool."

Anywho, established relationship part

For the first few years post-canon, they keep going back and forth between who's taller. Takuma doesn't really mind either way, but Kaito hates being shorter. Solely because of how funny his reactions are, Takuma will jokingly call Kaito "little" whenever he's taller, even if it's only by 1cm. "My precious little boyfriend," "my little love," etc. Kaito hates this. He does not hate how happy Takuma sounds when he's saying it.

Usually when they're in public, people assume they're friends. Kaito is unbothered by this. Takuma does not like the way people look at his boyfriend. Again I really don't think he's the jealous type in the sense of ever legitimately worrying about anyone stealing his bf away or minding it when Kaito spends time with Not Him, but I could see him getting irritated if anyone openly stared at or god forbid flirted with his bf in front of him. Bc like real talk for a second, outside a shitty small town, you cannot tell me that no one aged 13-17 would crush on Kaito just from looking at him. Way too many angsty teens in the world.

Freaking cat boy constantly lies on top of whatever Takuma's working on and falls asleep.

They are secretly both the "would you still love me if I was a worm" boyfriend.

Bf who overthinks x bf who rarely thinks things through

Obsessed with Takuma constantly thinking of 2-4 different ways to respond during conversations being how he actually thinks and not just a game mechanic. The patience it takes for Kaito to cope with being stared blankly at for 10 seconds after asking for a kiss bc Takuma's too busy wondering if he should ⬅️ tell him he doesn't need to ask next time, ⬆️ just kiss him, or ➡️ ask if he's sure he wants one. As if Kaito didn't already feel dorky enough for asking. "Why would he ask?" HE'S ALLOWED TO PROPERLY ARTICULATE WHAT HE WANTS SOMETIMES INSTEAD OF WAITING AROUND FOR TAKUMA TO MAKE THE FIRST MOVE OKAY BUT HE WAS STILL SCARED OF DOING IT WITHOUT ASKING FIRST

Dracmon really does trust Takuma a lot and is more or less the captain of this ship. He still threatened to kill him if he ever hurt his partner when they first got together. Even when your bestie can turn into a mechanical dragon with cannons, something about a 10+ foot demon pointing a gun at you and telling you he would not hesitate if you screwed this up will really set ya straight.

Most of the time they hang out, they do whatever Takuma wants to. It sounds bad, but Kaito just really hates making decisions and really likes being around Takuma regardless of what they're doing. It took Kaito confirming this for Takuma's mom to stop getting on him about it though.

As close as they are, Takuma knows and doesn't mind that there are some things Kaito is always going to want to do with Miu instead of him, and Kaito knows and doesn't mind that there are some things Takuma is always going to want to do with Minoru.

Uhhh they are,,,very silly. Kaito high key one of those kids who decided he was too old for a lot of things when he was still really young, so sometimes Takuma has to force him to act his age and/or make up for lost childhood. Of course, Takuma himself has a tendency to think he's older than he actually is, but sometimes Kaito sounds so much like a tired adult that even he knows that's not normal.

Kaito has a lot of biases regarding how dumb he thinks romance is that he has to get over now that he's in a relationship. He's about to call someone else's big romantic gesture stupid until Takuma comments on how sweet it is and he has to go "yeah, real cute" instead. He's trying his best guys he really is.

...Several love songs have wormed their way into his playlists since dating Takuma. Some were even there since back when he just had a crush. Many are a result of Takuma sending him songs and saying "this made me think of you." Don't tell anyone. He only listens to rock and metal, he swears.

Sorry besties I cannot think of anything else rn I'm sure there's more but I'm eepy

#digimon survive #kaito shinonome #takuma momozuka

[casp1an-sea]

MOOTS AND TAGS

(If your name isn’t Kren, Edie, Sunshine, or Bee your tag will probably change eventually lol)

@xen-blank (#xe.Lu.le :))

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@krenenbaker (#I’m just Kren 😎🌾)

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#just little things for my intro post

[corpus-chorus]

I have the biggest crush on your Anti.

I cannot explain to you how much I love writing an Anti who is just . . . competent. Like, he's got his shit together, and I love him so much.

we're just gonna ignore the absolute mess of a creature i usually write Anti as

I'm so glad he's got at least one (1) crush other than me though thank you so much for the ask ;___;

#ryo rambles #ryo's writing rambles #just gonna assume this is about alpha/alpha anti #don't mind me struggling to remember my others #that one hanahaki fic anti my beloved #scars anti is a mess #i seem to remember writing several violent knife antis and i wish them the best #also ilu thank you for telling me

[asumictransl]

The Bow Hall’s Butterfly －Spring Snow－

(translation on 12/30/22)

From Asumi Rio's Photo Essay book

Spring Snow

I have such an extreme emotional attachment to this show, I felt like it must have been fate.

I love this show... A lot of people have said so, everyone became completely immersed in that world.

The fans→”Rio as Kiyoaki was the perfect fit.”

The underclassmen→”Sayumi was Kiyoaki himself.”

I’m still honored with such words even today.

But, but, Matsugae Kiyoaki was one of many high school boys in that era, having said that,

He was absurdly twisted, being told that he suits me was a very... iffy sort of happiness.

The story's opening as well as final song, “The Sea of Fertility”.

That chorus provided Kiyoaki with many different things.

Everyone singing together, it’s like the world of Spring Snow expands like it’s billowing.

Listening to everyone sing the chorus, than entering on stage between the gaps in the waves,

But depending on the day, depending on the performance, that voice leaping right in or the scenery was different...

When I was able to see Toshi-chan’s (Uzuki Hayate) strong, quiet eyes that wouldn’t falter.

When I would experience Sachika’s (Shirayuki Sachika) overwhelmingly passionate presence.

When I would be enveloped by Maai’s (Maai Suzuka) incredible kindness.

And so on... The me whos’ sensitivity was at MAX,

Would be moved to tears by everyone’s voices...

The lines, the songs, everyone’s voices conveying the feelings of everything through those.

I’ve rambled my way writing to this point but...

This is about a certain butterfly.

During performances, an underclassman told me that

She found a blue butterfly sticky-note that matched the one that appeared on the poster perfectly, and gave it to me as a present.

Then the next day, a different girl said, “I also found one,” and brought it to me, thus I had 2.

The two butterflies, occasionally they would be perched in my shoe box,

Or a different day, they would be perched on the costume department,

Someone’s playfulness, it really healed me.

And then senshuuraku.

It was so sad seeing those curtains of the Bow Hall I love so much fall,

As a memento of sort, I place one butterfly on the upper part of a wall in the quick change place

And the other one went with me to Seinenkan.

Some years later,

During Ryo-chan’s (Tamaki Ryou) lead,

She messaged me,

“That butterfly, it’s still in Bow Hall!!”

...What, no way. Just a sticky-note?

It’s been so long since then,

And other troupes had performances there?

And it wouldn’t be crazy to think that

The rehearsal room ladies threw it out during cleaning......

So, I went to look with my own two eyes.

There it was.                       

This is that image from that time.

Then I felt tears coming on.

This one butterfly fluttering there all this time...

It was actually by a mini electric fan,

So from time to time it looked like it was actually alive.

There wasn’t anything but a strip of glue on it.

I left that butterfly as it was

And went home.

I wanted those Bow Hall leads and underclassmen,

going forward to continue looking over that butterfly there.

That one other butterfly I brought with me to Seinenkan...

It’s in a wooden compact box, where I’m still quietly looking over it.

#asumi rio #takarazuka #spring snow #haru no yuki #other

[digisurvive]

Saki ramblings

I think it's funny that Aoi and Saki might outwardly look like opposites— the serious, reserved, anxious girl and the carefeee, outgoing optimist— bc what they both choose to say is very measured and there's a high degree of reservation for both. With Saki, it makes her appear downright flighty and oblique, whereas Aoi comes off as more lenient & docile & overall a lot more repressed lol I think it could be fun to write them both running into each others' emotional walls

The other thing that is fun is that Aoi generally likes talking about what bothers her. If you prod her, she tends to overshare. She is super consistent lol She likes being asked her opinions on things, having the chance to voice her misgivings w/o disturbing the morale of the group and to be reassured about things; plus she deeply dislikes having her concerns dismissed through "don't worry so much" lol

On the other hand, Saki gets annoyed/upset if you press her. Saki really isn't upfront about what she wants. She takes the edge off situations through jokes like Minoru (this makes the way she's rude to him extra funny lol Hating the mirror that reflects you, huh), but hers are more charged because even if she says it lightly, she's still taking notice to the ways the other respond. Sometimes she just wants to play around and be comforted without going into the gritty details and others she wants to actually talk about things sincerely but she won't openly say which time is which.

Her bluntness is interesting for me because she (& Floramon) tend to get annoyed when Takuma is tepid/too conciliatory, but Saki herself is fairly adverse to conflict. Not just disliking the fact they have to fight the mons, she gets outright weary of the group fights. That passage in pt4 where Aoi gets mad at Kaito and yells at him to let her handle the child digimon trio? Saki was 'oh boy, now even Aoi is getting mad.' So, it's funny that she gets annoyed at Takuma for being tepid when she herself doesn't wanna get involved in the arguments— even when she has a clear stance (Like when she told Minoru that voting on a human life was unethical. But still preferred to just watch Kaito and Shuuji fight, though she arguably agrees w/ Kaito). Both because she fears rejection so she would rather not disrupt the group and bc that conflict aversion.

At the beginning of the story, her bluntness reads more like impulsiveness for this reason. I'd have liked to see it evolve to a more conscious frankness tbh! (the response the affinity dialogues provide about her stance on conflict is really good though).

I love also love how utterly incompatible she's w/ Shuuji LOL I love So Much that affinity dialogue in pt3 where Shuuji is crying about the Professor & Saki can't stand him 😂 Despite sharing the risk/conflict aversion, they express it in such clashing ways. I love how utterly unfair she's to him in that scene. Part of Shuuji's conflict is that he isn't allowed to express that sensitive, crybaby side of his & it spills without control. He feels even less allowed as the oldest there, and it's such a moment that reinforces that. Not that you can blame Saki for not wanting/being able to engage, it's just that delicious incompatibility.

I also wish we had gotten more out of her and Ryo as foils because they're really similar in core ways: their desire to be accepted, extreme sensitivity to how they're perceived, their keenness; yet they'd seem to express in nearly opposite ways. I feel that they could've worked as a meta pair in a similar way Aoi n Shuuji do.

#digimon survive #Saki #OK this is just me reposting a twotter thread lkke they killed the bird so I better start actually transcribing my threads here lol #Aoi #Shuuji #Ryo #Survive posting best hit transcription #Meta #Mine

[abelunwilling]

Fanwork creators self rec! When you get this, reply with your five favorite fics/art/podfics/etc. that you've made, then pass on to others. Let’s spread the self-love 🌼

From @anstarwar :}

Aw! Hey, thanks! I'll do my best to answer! \o/ <3

Long Ride Home (Star Wars, Echo/Crosshair) Though I struggled for a while and stopped writing around the time my dad passed away, I really think this will be some of my best work once it's finished. I've had the basic plot planned out in a loose sense for more than a year, and it really feels like I'm finally getting there! All my favourite ingredients are here: slow burn, healing from trauma, enemies to friends to lovers... just trust me, OK? When discussing this story with a friend recently, I said: "CrossEcho is less my ship and more my oceangate submarine that I keep insisting is fine guys, really, just try it, moments before it reduces me to paste". Maybe that will convince fence-sitters to read it out of morbid curiosity!

this small, but stubborn fire (Digimon Survive, Shuuji/Ryo) This story has been on the back burner for a while (sorry!) but once Long Ride Home is done, it's my first priority. After writing so much sci-fi it feels kind of nice to get back to a more grounded, human story... I say that, but it is Digimon, so take it with a grain of salt, haha. It's also nice to write something with younger characters for a change, and play with using social media within the story.

baby (Mass Effect: Andromeda, Avitus/Macen) I've always been super fascinated by the topics of AI and robotics, and the moment I got the idea for this story it just kinda possessed me. Obviously this story is about a romantic relationship, but it also carries a lot of my own feelings about caring for a loved one with a disability. Written for a gift exchange, so hopefully my giftee liked it as much as I liked making it for them!

not our first rodeo (Star Wars, gen - Bad Batch) So this one time, I paired up with this super amazing artist for a mini bang event... ;D But really! I love writing comedy shenanigans and unreliable narrator stuff, and this story let me visit so many fun genres that have influenced my overall tastes and style in some way. It was a blast and I had so much fun bouncing ideas off of you. <3

what's in a name? (Star Wars, gen - 99 & Bad Batch) I wrote this a while back for the Vode An zine and, honestly, I stand by it. I really enjoyed writing 99's POV and I'll definitely have to do it again someday! I tend to ramble, so one of the challenges of writing a zine piece was sticking to the word count... but I worked with an absolutely amazing beta reader who did an awesome job helping me condense things and be super judicious about what needed to be kept or cut. I would say the whole process really helped me grow as a writer!

[cheezy-moon]

"Oh? What are you doing walking around this late at night? Don't fret, this moon shall walk with you and be your shield on this dark night~"

Heya! I'm BusyMoony, but you can call me Moony, or Cloudy, both are fine! My account for my writings is @busycloudy. This acc is so I can talk and such to y'all! More About Me: My Interest include drawing, writing, and Twisted Wonderland. I've been trying to get into Genshin Impact,Obey Me!, Honkai: Star Rail, and Ensemble Stars. My favorite characters are Lilia, Ruggie, and Chenya, and for others it's MAYOI(Ensemble Stars), Mammon(Obey me!), Lucifer(Obey Me!), March 7th(Honkai:Star Rail. I love any and all animals! I'm bi (with a preference of girls).I'm an INTJ-T, my birthday is September 27th, and my favorite color is purple!

I will now be taking art requests! Click here to know the rules!

Also, I call everyone "dude" and "bro" or anything of the sorts, and I'm on the en server if Twisted Wonderland currently stuck on book 6 chapter 67, so no spoilers please!

My OC's and Such

The Silly OC's- My sillies such as Samuel and Lon(more are to be added)

Twisted Wonderland OC Kacy- Info sheet to be made...

Me doing Uquizzes: Just me doing a bunch of random Uquizzes because I'm bored

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Hashtags! #🌑moony's new era☆- Idk how to describe this, but an example is my "divorce era" (Minty came up with that) #🌑moony's rambles☆- Just me talking about random stuff. #🌑moony's reblogs☆- For when I reblog something #🌑moony's simpery hours☆- For when I'm talking about a character I really love #🌑moony answers☆- For when I answer y'alls silly little messages in my inbox. #🌑moony's mind☆- When I share a fic idea I have, and maybe even do a poll for some fics. #🌑moony draws- For when I do some drawings. #Samuel🥰♥️- For when I talk about my little ball of hair drawing of Samuel #Lon💥- For when I talk about my sweet little arsonist Lon #honeybun!- A tag I made for the nickname I gave Krenenbaker #Kacy🦈- For when I talk about my Twisted Wonderland OC Kacy. #Kiette🦈🦢/Vacy🦢🦈- For When I talk about Kacy and Viette(@red-viewe's Twisted Wonderland OC)

"This walk will be a relaxing and safe one. Feel all your worries wash away..."

(Dividers by @samspenandsword)

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