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Station 242 (pt 2)

Type: One-shot | Imagine about Shawn Mendes Rating: Rated R for BDSM sexual encounters | (18+) Warning: This story is involving BDSM Word Count: 4100+ Part 1 | Part 2 Enjoy!

"Now now kitten that isn't how you're supposed to greet your master," he said in a tone that made her submit. 

She swallowed hard and opened the door for him to enter the apartment. She closed the door behind him and sat on the couch with him. Silence fell over the room. Neither one of them knew what to say. 

"I never wanted to be the other woman," Kai whispered. 

"You aren't," he said as he turned to face her. 

"Don't give me that bullshit, Shawn" she said as she looked at him.

"I'm not bullshitting you but you won't let me explain," he said.

"She's your WIFE, what is there to explain?" She said as she stood up. 

"Don't carry that tone with me!" he said as he stood up. 

"No, you don't get to come in here and try to make me submit '' she crossed her arms. "That only happens in the bedroom," she said.

"I got you to submit to let me in" he chuckled slightly. "Seriously can I explain?" he asked.

"Since this is a joking matter to you, get out of my apartment," she said.

"Really Kai?" he asked.

"Yea really," she said. 

"I don't think it's a joke," he said as he moved closer to her. "I'm sorry," he said as he placed his hand on her arm. 

"We should just be work buddies and that's it," she said as she stepped back. "Should have never become involved" she said.

"I don't believe you believe that," he said. 

She knew she needed space from him so she walked away, into the kitchen. Just to catch her breath because with him so close made her lose her breath. Made her want to submit and let him have his way with her. He followed her into the kitchen but allowed her space. Leaning against the counter as he watched her. 

"She's your wife," Kai said as she leaned against the counter as well, across from Shawn.

"Yes she is my wife," he said.

"And you thought it was ok to cheat on her?" Kai asked.

"It's not like that Kai," he said. 

"You are committed under vows and you broke them," she said. 

"Are you willing to allow me to explain?" he asked.

"Sure," she said as she took a deep breath in. 

"She's my best friend, we grew up together" he started. "And then she got sick and her insurance denied her coverage," he said. 

"So you two got married so she could be covered," Kai said. 

"Yes that's what we did but she's just my best friend," he said. "Nothing has ever happened between us" he looked at her. 

"Then why did she react the way she did?" Kai asked.

"She was pulling your leg to see what reaction she could get," he said. "She never thought I would be in the dog house for it" he chuckled slightly. 

Kai nodded and looked down, playing with the ring on her finger. She didn't know what to say or even if she should believe him. He moved closer to her, pinning her against the counter. Placing his hand on her hip, his other hand against her jaw. Tilting her chin up so she was looking at him. Brushing his thumb against her lips as he looked at her. Her breath caught in her throat as she looked at him. Biting her lip softly as he moved his hand against her neck. Pulling her closer to his chest, leaned down, and kissed her softly. Biting her lip softly making her moan against his lips. 

"Right now you are my kitten," he whispered. 

He gripped her hips, picking her up and placing her on the counter. Moving between her legs as he moved his lips to her neck. Gently nibbling at her ear before moving down and sucking on her neck. She leaned her head back, pushing her hips towards his as she moaned. He pulled her closer to her, allowing her to wrap her legs around his waist. Moving back up and kissing her softly, placing his hands against her cheek. 

"I'm sorry if she hurt your feelings," he said.

"It didn't hurt me, it just made me feel like I was the other woman" she looked at him.

"I promise you, you aren't" he looked at her. "Right now you are the only one," he said.

"I want to believe you," she said.

"We can work on that," he nodded. "I'm sure you've had a bad experience before so whatever you need, I'm here," he said.

"Thank you," she said as she placed her hand against his chest. 

"I don't know where this will go but right now I'm happy with what we have," he said.

"Same, I don't want to label it yet" she nodded. "Just having fun" she looked at him. "With each other" she smiled.

"Yea" he leaned in and kissed her softly. 

She wrapped her arms around his neck, keeping the kiss between them. He picked her up and moved them to the bedroom, laying her on the bed. He quickly moved away from her. He walked over to her nightstand, grabbing two things out of it. He smirked to himself as he placed the blindfold over her eyes. 

"So rules are you have to answer my questions and if you get them wrong you get punished" he whispered into her ear. 

"Ok," she said as sat up on her elbows. 

"But first I need to strip you," he said as he pulled her pants off.

"I'm ok with that" she smiled as she lifted her hips. 

"Ready?" he asked. 

"Yes," she said.

"Yes what?" he said.

"Yes sir," she said. 

"Good kitten" he smiled as he looked at her naked body on the bed. 

He moved between her legs, turning on a small bullet. He placed it against her nub as he started to ask questions. Every time she got one wrong he would stop it, driving her wild. He kept going and edged her closer to the edge each time but would stop it when she got it wrong. 

"Shawn" she moaned as he pulled away.

"What was that?" he asked as he placed it back against her nub.

"SIR PLEASE" she bit her lip.

"Then get one right" he smirked as he removed it once again. 

"Ok" she took a deep breath in as she gathered herself. 

"Alright, what's two plus two?" he asked as he turned on the bullet again.

"Four," she said. 

"Good girl" he smirked as he turned the bullet on full speed, allowing her to climax. 

She bucked her hips towards him as she climaxed. He moved closer to her so she could lean against him after she came down. He grabbed her chin and kissed her softly. He slowly removed the blindfold allowing her time to adjust to the lights. 

"You are full of surprises," she said as she looked at him.

"Yes I am" he kissed her forehead. "Do you need a snack? Water?" he asked.

"No, I feel fine," she nodded.

"Are you sure because we aren't finished yet?" he said.

"Oh really?" she questioned.

"Yea really," he said as he kissed her. 

He pushed her back against the bed as he moved over top of her. He moved his lips to her neck as he moved her hands above her head. Pinning them down as he moved his lips down to her collarbone. He let her hands go but she kept them above her head as he moved down her body. He nibbled at her hips before sliding between her legs. Not wasting time as he licked up her slit, moving his tongue against her nub. He moved his fingers down her slit, sliding them in and curling them just right. She arched her back and gripped the bed sheets. He gently nibbled at her nub before slowly kissing up her body. Moving to her neck, sucking and nibbling. He nudged her legs further apart as he moved between them. Rubbing himself against her before pushing his hips towards hers, sliding fully into her. 

"Fuck" she moaned. 

"Don't hold back, Kitten" he said as he grabbed her hands, pushing them above her head. 

She arched into him, moving her hips towards his as they moved as one. He grabbed her ass, pulling her closer to him allowing her to wrap her legs around him. His thrust started to pick up and go deeper, hitting her spot. She edged closer to her climax as he continued to thrust into her. He moved his hand between her legs, rubbing her nub as he thrust. Making her cum faster and harder, he allowed her to ride it out before he chased his climax. He gently pulled out and laid beside her, she rolled over to her side and rested her head against his chest. 

"Do you need anything?" he asked.

"Just want this moment," she said as she started tracing patterns on his stomach. 

He pulled her closer to him, running his hand up and down her arm softly. He leaned over and kissed her forehead, just enjoying the moment. After a few moments, he got up out of the bed and went into the bathroom. She could hear him running the water so she made her way to the bathroom. Leaning against the door frame as she watched him draw a bubble bath. 

"This time you are joining me," she said.

"I would love that" he smiled as he looked up at her. 

"Good," she said as she made her way over to him. 

"Why do you have this pull over me?" he asked as he pushed her hair behind her ear. 

"The same way you have that pull over me" she leaned up and kissed him softly. 

"I've never met anyone like you kitten," he said as he grabbed her chin. 

"Because there is only one of me" she smirked as she slipped into the tub.

"That is the truth" he smiled as he watched her before getting into the tub as well. 

He gently wrapped his arm around her stomach and pulled her between his legs. She rested against his chest, playing with his hands as they relaxed in the water. He took the washcloth and lathered up the soaps, gently running the washcloth over her skin. Placing his lips against her neck as he ran the washcloth between her breasts. She leaned her head back against him, allowing him full access to her. He circled her nipples with his fingers, making sure her nipples were lathered with soap. He smirked as he finished washing her body. Once he was finished she turned to face him and made sure he was clean. He chuckled slightly as he got out of the tub and grabbed a towel. 

"After you," he said as he held out his hand for her.

"Thank you" She smiled as she grabbed his hand and got out of the tub. 

He wrapped her up in the towel before grabbing a towel for himself. He wrapped the towel around his waist as they walked into the bedroom. Once he was dry he started to get dressed. She also started to get ready for bed as she watched him. Once she finished getting ready for bed she got into bed. He laid beside her allowing her to lay her head against his chest. He played with her hair until she fell asleep. He gently kissed her forehead before leaving her apartment. In the morning she woke up alone but this time she expected it. She sat up in the bed, running her hands through her hair. She grabbed her phone just checking the notifications. She smiled to herself when she saw that Shawn sent a good morning text. She pulled herself out of bed and started to get ready for work. Before she knew it she was running late, she rushed out the door and got down to the station. 

"Late bird" Shawn smiled as she rushed inside. 

"Uh-huh," She rushed into the station and clocked in quickly. 

Once she was clocked in she made her way into the locker rooms. Putting her stuff in the locker before making her way into the bathroom to change her clothes. Shawn snuck up behind her before she got into the bathroom. Wrapping his arms around her waist, and placed a kiss on her cheek. She leaned back against him, just enjoying his embrace. 

"Morning" he whispered in her ear.

"Morning," she smiled. "Aren't you scared of people catching us?" she questioned. 

"We are alone, don't worry" he whispered. 

"Are you sure?" she asked.

"Yes I'm sure" he chuckled slightly as he kissed her cheek again. "Go get ready," he said as he pulled away, smacking her ass as she walked away. 

She walked into the bathroom and got ready for the shift. Right after she tied her shoes a call came in. She rushed out to the ambulance. They went on the call, it was a simple and easy call and before they knew it they were back at the station. On that day they couldn't seem to catch a break, call after call came in. 

"Hey while we are out to do you want to get something to eat?" he asked as he placed his hand on her leg.

"Sure" she nodded. 

"Alright what would you like?" he asked.

"Tacos," she smiled.

"Tacos it is then" he smiled as he stopped by a Taco truck. 

They both got out of the ambulance and ordered their food. Shawn was standing by the Taco truck when Kai noticed some of her old friends. They ditched her a while back because of her wild dreams and Kai didn't fit into their friend group. 

"Is that Kai?" a girl said,

"Yes, it's Kai," Kai said. 

"It's weird running into you here," the girl said.

"Really Nicole?" Kai said.

"Yea it is," Nicole said. "We normally don't see you around anymore," she said.

"Because you guys left me so how would you know where I hang out or where I am?" Kai asked.

"True" Nicole rolled her eyes. 

"Is that your boyfriend?" Nicole nodded toward Shawn.

"He's my partner in the ambulance," Kai said. 

"Ok good because he's too hot for you" Nicole chuckled.

"Be nice," Sarah said as she nudged Nicole.

"I'm just saying," Nicole said.

"Hello, who are you guys?" Shawn asked as he came over with the food.

"Oh, these girls?" Kai asked. "Just a bunch of nobodies," Kai said as she grabbed her food and walked off.

"Well nice meet you nobodies, hope I don't see you again," Shawn said as he followed Kai. 

"What would Jonathan think about all of this?" Nicole said. 

Those words sent shivers down Kai's body. She stopped in her tracks, her breath caught in her throat. Just hearing his name made her blood boil. Shawn placed his arm around Kai's shoulders and walked her back to the ambulance. They ate their lunch and drove back to the station in silence. Shawn didn't push her to talk, he knew she would talk to him when she was ready to. It was the end of the shift, she went into the locker room and grabbed her things. She turned the shower on and sat on the floor, still in her clothes as the water washed over her. She allowed the tears to slip from her eyes as she cried. Shawn walked into the locker room and noticed her bag near the shower. He could hear her crying so he rushed into the stall, turning the water off and sitting next to her. He wrapped his arms around her and just held her close to him. She grabbed his shirt and cried against his chest. 

"Shhh I got you" he whispered as he kissed the top of her head. 

"What's going on?" Sky asked as he walked in.

"Just go, I got her," Shawn nodded.

"Alright, let us know if we can help," Sky said.

"I will," Shawn said. 

They guys left the fire station while Shawn just held Kai. Finally, she pulled away from Shawn and wiped her eyes. She got up off the floor and gathered her things. Shawn also got off the floor and stayed close to her, making sure she was ok. He placed his hand on her back, gently rubbing her back. 

"Do you want to talk about it?" Shawn asked.

"Those girls used to be my friends," Kai said.

"I meant about what is upsetting you and I know it's not them," Shawn said.

"You mean Jonathan?" she asked.

"Yes Jonathan" He looked at her. "Only if you feel the need to tell me," he said.

"Maybe one day" she nodded.

"Ok," He nodded. "Let's get you out of here," he said.  

He walked her to her car and helped her get in. He made sure she was ok to drive and allowed her to leave the station. He got into his car and left the station but he went to the bar as she went home. She went to her apartment and went straight to her room once we got there. She pulled down a box that she had in her closet and sat on the bed. The box was filled with memories of Jonathan. There were pictures, ticket stubs, concert passes, and even a ring. It seemed like her past that she tried so hard to bury was coming back and it was on a fast track. She crossed her legs as she looked through the box, allowing her feelings to come out. 

"I hate doing life without you," she said as she looked at a picture. 

She looked at a few more pictures before placing them back into the box. She put the box up and decided that she needed to do something to get her mind off of Jonathan. She called a cab and made her way to the bar that Shawn was at. It was a normal bar and she didn't even realize that he was there until she sat down.

"Can I get a whiskey on the rocks?" she asked the bartender.

"Coming right up sweetheart," the bartender said.

"Drinking something away?" Shawn asked as he sat next to her.

"I didn't know you were here," she said as she looked at him.

"I've been here since the end of shift, didn't feel like going home," he said.

"You could have called me or come over," she said.

"I wanted to give you space," he nodded. 

"Thank you, I appreciate that," she said. 

"Here's your drink," the bartender said as he sat Kai's drink down.

'Thank you," she said as she grabbed the drink and took a sip. 

She quickly finished her drink and ordered another one. That's when Shawn realized that tonight would be different and he needed to keep an eye on her. After her second drink, she grabbed his hand and led him out onto the dance floor. He placed his hands on her hips, just trying to steady her. She wrapped her arms around his neck and moved to the music. He just held onto her making sure she wouldn't fall. After the song finished she went back and sat down at the bar, he followed behind her. 

"So tell me, what are we?" she asked.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

"What are we?" she looked at him.

"Why label it? Why not just have fun" he said.

"So I'm just having a fun time?" she said.

"Yes but so much more as well, let's not rush it," he said.

"So I'm not worth a commitment," she said.

"I'm not saying that Kai," he said. 

"But it is," she said as she ordered another drink. 

"Kai it's not what I'm saying" he grabbed her hand. "You mean a lot to me. I just don't want to rush," he looked at her.

She rolled her eyes and continued to drink her drink. Before she had a chance to order another drink Shawn pulled her out of the bar. He called a cab and got her inside of the cab and headed back to his place.

"You can't do this," she said.

"I'm getting you home safe," he said.

"You are kidnapping me," she said.

"And you are drunk," he said. 

"Ok, maybe you are right about that one," she said. 

"Yea," he said. 

"But I'm nothing to you" she crossed her arms.

"I never said that Kai," he said as he paid the cab driver. "Come on," he said as he got out of the car and grabbed her hand.

She got out of the car and followed him inside. She sat on the couch while he grabbed a bottle of water and something to eat. He came and sat next to her, handing her the bottle of water. She started drinking the water before leaning back against the couch. He kneeled uniting her shoes, he slipped the shoe off allowing his hand to brush against her leg. 

"Kai are you really upset with me?" He looked up at her.

"No" she whispered. 

"Good," he nodded. 

"I never wanted to bring my past life into the new one I started," she said.

"I understand," he said.

"Are you too hot to be with me?" she asked.

"Who told you that?" he questioned. "Those girls?" he asked.

"Yea" she nodded.

"And there is a reason why they aren't your friends anymore, they are assholes," he said.

"True" she smiled slightly. 

"There's that smile" he stood up and sat beside her.

"Uh-huh," she rolled her eyes. "He was my everything," she said.

"I'm sure he was," he nodded as he listened to her. 

"Yea he was and it sucks that I have to do life without him" she took a deep breath in, trying not to cry.

"I know the feeling" he rubbed her back. "What happened to him? If you want to talk about it" he said. 

"A boating accident," she said. "He fell off and the water was too much and he never surfaced," she said as she started crying.

"I'm so sorry," he said as he held her close to his chest. 

"We all jumped in and searched but no one could find him" she cried and placed her head down in her hands. 

"I got you," he said as he rubbed her back. 

"He was my high school sweetheart, I could never go back to that small town," she said.

"So you continued to move until you could find a station that felt like home," he said.

"Yea" she nodded. 

He allowed her to just spill her guts out, he just listened to her and held her. After a while, he got her into bed and settled for the night. He stayed in the living room for a little bit before taking himself to bed. He got into bed with Kai and cuddled close to her, as he started to drift off to sleep. She woke up in the middle of the night, easing herself off the bed. She made sure she didn't wake him up as she went into the bathroom. Closing the door behind her, making sure it was locked. She had tried so hard to erase her past, to erase the pain she felt but the hearing of his name sent her right back into grief. Kai could feel herself enjoying her life at station 242, enjoying her relationship with Shawn. It also made her feel guilty because she was happy and moving on while Jonathan would forever be 21. 

"I hate you for everything you made yourself forget, made yourself not feel," she said to herself as she looked into the mirror. "Leaving him behind and moving on," she said. "Jonathan I'm so sorry for everything," she cried. "I can't do life without you and I was reminded of that today," she said.

"Kai?" Shawn said as he tried to get into the bathroom. "Are you ok?" he asked.

"I'm fine," she said as she wiped her tears away.

"You don't sound fine, open the door," he said.

"I'm ok, really," she said. "Go back to sleep," she said. 

"Kai please," he said. 

"Shawn I'm fine, '' she said. 

"Kai please know I don't want to lose you, I care about you," he said.

"I care about you Shawn," she said. "I'm ok," she nodded. 

"Alright," he said as he went back to bed. 

He laid back down and ended up falling back to sleep. He was scared that in the morning that he would wake up and she wouldn't be there. That she would d end up hurting herself, so the rest of the night he tossed and turned. In the morning he woke up with her in his arms. He leaned over and kissed her forehead, trying to wake her up.

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[permanentreverie]

7, 67, 98 for lyrics wrapped! <3

7. god's menu - stray kids

67. meant to be yours - heathers west end

98. if I can't have you - shawn mendes

#this is probably my most embarassing segment of my wrapped aksfjksh #like gods menu isnt profound or anything its LITERALLY about them alluding that their music is addictive and good like high-end food #but felix's part??? ICONIQUE!!!! #meant to be yours was one of the few musical songs i had on my wrapped #i actually need to watch heathers cause the obc is AMAZING. and i prefer west ends jd #listen idc about shawn mendes really but i saw him in concert this year and he has catchy music! #spotify wrapped 2022

[silverflqmes]

Do you have any hcs for yandere Sephiroth? 👀

໒⦂ ‘𝐘𝐀𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐄’ 𝐇𝐂𝐒.

notes. hi hi so uh i don’t do yandere stuff, it’s not a topic i’m super comfortable with writing ( as mentioned in my rules ) but i will provide a more subtle, toned down version if that’s okay instead :’)

genre. angst + suggestive

tw. possessive behavior, implied manipulation, jealousy

disclaimer. there is a visible flip in the headcanons from pre nibleheim sephiroth to post — which takes on a darker approach. if it’s not something you are comfortable with reading, then don’t.

sephiroth x gn!reader.

⌗ as a person who dealt with the loss of those he allowed into his life, having brought his walls down for them.. i do think sephiroth might have developed a bit of overprotective behavior — which honestly, is expected..

⌗ he doesn’t want to lose you or for any harm to come your way. whether losing you refers to death.. or to someone else — he doesn’t want any of that to come to fruition.

⌗ everything in life he cherished has been taken from him and you are not about to be one of them..

⌗ normally he’s as cool as a pickle if you’re talking to someone else, but there’s this aura emitting from him.. one look at sephiroth and the innocent bystander is practically shaking in their boots.

⌗ you of course — would be confused as hell on this.. i mean when sephiroth pulls you closer, you just assume he wants proximity..

⌗ until you go home, that is, and he’s just holding you without any means of letting go.. it’s silly, watching that subtle, yet visible pout of his and the furrow to his brows and all is understood

⌗ piece of you by shawn mendes tbh that is where my brain is rn

⌗ sometimes it’s a little more than an inescapable hug and turns into a storm of kisses — perhaps even a mark or few would be left in his wake.. but nothing that makes you uncomfortable cuz he doesn’t want to hurt or force you into anything. consent!!

⌗ while he has selfish desires and would prefer to have you all to himself, he values boundaries and freedom — it’s something he wasn’t given and he isn’t about to take that away from you, too.

⌗ but if you were trying to get a reaction out of him by PURPOSELY trying to make him jealous.. good LUCK walking in the morning are the only words i have for you LMAO

⌗ there is after care tho trust and it’s all part of the plan because he gets to have you stay over and spend time with him<3 which — despite your grumbles — you are more than happy to do<3

⌗ now uh, post nibelheim sephiroth.. he is a different case cuz he’s under the influence of jenova cells — which are obviously making him do some wild stuff..

⌗ following the concept that you would have said cells opens up the opportunity to mess with you a bit, as a means of getting you to execute his whims. kinda like he does with cloud..

⌗ he’s aware you’re trying to take him back and save him from what he’s become, and uses that to his advantage. you would do anything for him, wouldn’t you?

⌗ slowly, he would isolate you from your companions — they want him gone, anyway, but you don’t. you couldn’t sit with the idea of your lover being gone, even in spite of all he had done.

⌗ you told yourself it wasn’t him, and it was true, it wasn’t. for that.. you wished to continue your attempts at saving him, even if it was a descent into madness..

⌗ gradually, you are succumbing to his words, allowing them to reshape the view you had made for yourself.

⌗ he was right, anyway. the humans who blindly believed in shinra- were the ones that gave the company the power and means of further destroying the planet for their glory. sephiroth was right in almost every way to execute the goals he made for himself.

⌗ he only ever appeared briefly to you, his caresses leaving enough of a linger to leave you touch starved — yearning for contact.

⌗ the one winged angel only whispered soon in that velvety tone of his, a reassurance of the reunion that would be upon you both in time.

⌗ but at times, you pressed, pleading for just another second — minute or few of his time.. and with that desperation in your voice, the expression that crosses your features, how could he refuse you?

⌗ he would spare his precious time and entertain you a moment longer, indulging just a bit in you, and himself, of course. but once more leaving you lingering, longing for more.

notes. not one for writing yandere oriented content, so i hope this was okay and fulfilling enough since i watered it down quite a bit :’) just not super comfy associating him with the qualities of a yandere..

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[chickawah23]

This CNN article was definitely not Taylor’s team. Tree does not “request anonymity.” Tree is not an “associate.” And Tree would not explicitly bring up Shawn Mendes’s sexuality in support of this position. This is not the same as comparing a chart topping male artist to a female artist. This is specifically calling out an artist for their sexual preferences. Tree does not open Taylor up to potential fights with other celebrities that in no way went looking for it.

This is Travis’ team trying to protect the validity of this relationship or it is mrs. Mahomes.

[atzupdates]

[230628] Consequence Article: 10 Dynamic Pop Albums ATEEZ Think Every Music Fan Should Own

1. SZA - SOS

HONGJOONG: I’ve been so into this album lately. SOS itself is so organic, and with SZA’s voice, it’s music that you wouldn’t get tired of even if you listened to the entire album on repeat all day long. I can honestly say that it’s an album that awakened a new taste in music that I never realized I had.

2. DPR IAN - Moodswings in to Order

SEONGHWA: The videos and concept are so fascinating and extremely cool. And the music, of course, is to my taste and preference. I’ve actually been largely influenced by the style from this album.

3. Christopher - Under the Surface

YUNHO: Every single track on this album, even the B-side tracks, are my style! I can honestly say that every song on this album is my type of song.

4. ATEEZ - SPIN OFF : FROM THE WITNESS

YEOSANG: This is an ATEEZ album, but I wanted to bring it up because I personally really like the style and mood of the album. I loved performing the title track off the EP a lot, too.

5. EXO - DON'T MESS UP MY TEMPO

SAN: This would definitely be my personal pick for a top album because it’s one that largely inspired me as an artist on stage. I grew my own dreams of being an artist while listening to their songs and watching their performances.

6. Calvin Harris - Funk Wav Bounces Vol. 2

MINGI: I’ve always been a huge fan of Calvin Harris, but I really like the overall vibe of this album, so it’s my favorite. It’s got so many songs that are great for easy listening, so it’s an album that I’m really fond of.

7. Shawn Mendes - Illuminate

WOOYOUNG: There’s a lot of memories tied to this album, and Shawn Mendes is an artist whose vocals have really inspired me as an artist. I remember when we used to listen to this album a lot as trainees, and even do vocal practices using his music. Each and every single song on this album is a masterpiece! I’d love to collaborate with him one day.

8. Bruno Mars - XXIVK Magic

JONGHO: Every single song on this album is amazing. It’s an understatement to say that his music has given me so much inspiration vocally. This album in particular really makes you think, because it’s simply enthralling how one person’s vocals can express so many different genres! After listening to all the songs on this album, it made me want to work even harder to broaden my spectrum and range.

9. Charlie Puth - Voicenotes

ATEEZ: We listened to this album a lot in the car on our way to and from different work schedules during promotions, so it brings back a lot of memories. Definitely one for the road that brings back a lot of memories we’ve had together as a group.

10. EDEN - RYU : 川

ATEEZ: This is an album that we listened to a lot as trainees that gave us comfort. We learned and gained inspiration from this album during our early days as a group. And though we work with him frequently now as our producer, it wasn’t as easy to see EDEN back then. We would listen to his songs, study them, and receive comfort from them.

#ateez #m: all #type: article #content: consequence #era: the world ep 2 : outlaw

[marie-swriting]

New Future - Natasha Trace

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Summary : After Natasha's last deployment, you hope your relationship won't go down again.

Warnings : angst, sad ending, maybe some grammatical mistakes as English is not my first language, tell me if you see some or if I missed any warnings.

Word count : 2.3k

French version

Song inspiration : It'll Be Okay by Shawn Mendes

Overexcited, you run and jump into Natasha’s arms, making her drop her bag at the same time. She chuckles before responding to your embrace. You press your lips on your girlfriend’s while keeping your arms wrapped around her neck. You hadn’t felt her lips for a month and two weeks. In other words, you missed them.

Natasha was deployed for a mission whose details are unknown to you. Furthermore, you couldn’t communicate as much as you wanted so you also missed her. Whilst you’re kissing passionately, you hear whistling around you.

“Get a room !” Hangman exclaims with humour.

To answer him, Natasha keeps kissing you and gives him the middle finger. He laughs and keeps walking with Bradley.

As soon as you break the embrace, Natasha takes your hand and picks up her bag and then you go to your car. On the way home, you let Natasha rest despite the fact you want to tell her everything she’s been missing. The smile on your lips can’t seem to go away as you’re so happy to have her back.

Once you arrive, you lightly shake Natasha, she wakes up, groggy, then you walk into your house which you’re still renovating. You bought it a month before she leaves.

You were going through a hard phase - it wasn’t the first one but it was the worst one for now - and you thought buying a property would help you get closer again. When you got the keys, it worked ; the joy of reaching another milestone and creating your own home gave you a little help.

Your relationship was hanging by a thread, not because you didn’t love each other anymore - quite the opposite, it just seemed there were some elements which weren’t working anymore, the main one being Natasha’s time-consuming job. Judging it was only a bad moment, you preferred to create a good one.

Unfortunately, Natasha didn’t have the time to renovate the house a lot. You had started the bedroom together, ripping the wallpaper off and starting the painting until she had to go. Meanwhile, you finished the room. Natasha hasn’t seen it.

So when you get home, you ask her to close her eyes and guide her to your shared bedroom. The second you’re there, you whisper in her ears that she can look. Opening her eyes, a big smile makes its way on her face. At first glance, there aren't any flaws - even if you know every spot you missed - and you built every piece of furniture you had picked together beforehand. You’re proud of your work.

“You nailed it ! It looks so good.” Natasha compliments, stunned.

“I’m happy you like it ! You better love your drawers, it was a real pain in the ass to build it.” you inform, pointing at the furniture in question. “There are also those frames I wanted to put on the walls but I thought it’d be better to wait for your return before making holes.”

While explaining, you walk to the spot between the drawer and the wall to take the four frames of the same size out. You put them on the floor so she can see the pictures. You made several photomontages on a website of your trips and more random moments together, like night outs at the Hard Deck, at the beach or in your old respective apartments. You show her where you thought would be best to hang them whilst she keeps admiring the pictures.

“I love it ! I had even forgotten some pics.” she exclaims, looking at a photo taken for your two years anniversary at a restaurant.

“That’s the reason why I developed them. So, what do you think ? I can make the holes ?” you question, impatient.

“Totally, it’ll be nice. We do it now ?”

“Don’t you want to rest ? We can do it tomorrow. They can wait one more day, it won’t make such a difference to them.” you laugh as you point to the objects and Natasha shakes her head.

“I have enough energy for this. However, after this, I’m taking a shower and we’re cuddling in bed.” she requires putting her hands on your hips.

“I’m gonna get the drill, then.”

You kiss her cheek then go to the guest room that is currently more of a storeroom than a bedroom and get the tools. Before leaving the room, you look at it fondly. When you bought the house, you both decided it would be the guest room until the moment you’d want a kid. You don’t know when, however it’s definitely in your plans. You both have a full idea of the future you want together.

It only takes you about ten minutes to drill the wall and hang the frames. Now, you feel like your bedroom is fully finished.

Natasha goes to take a shower while you empty her bag and do a load of laundry. Shortly after she’s done, you both lay down on the bed, Natasha finally discovering the comfort of this new mattress. Cuddling with each other, you talk ; you’re slowly stroking her hair, lulling her into sleep, thirty minutes later, her even breaths makes you understand she’s sleeping. Softly, you kiss the crown of her head. Unconsciously, Natasha gets closer to you. You wish you could put that moment on hold and stay in your bubble all your life.

Notwithstanding, this moment has to end. After a bit less than two weeks with Natasha next to you, waking up next to her, you feel the cold sheets and not the warmth of her body as you change position in your bed. You open one eye and find an empty spot. When you’re sure there is no one, you fully open your eyes and look at Natasha’s clock on her night stand. Seeing it’s seven o’clock, you know where she is. It’s not rare for her to be called early in the morning for a meeting or another assignment. Your proximity with TopGun is a blessing and a curse. She’s not far away if they need her and therefore, they call her a lot. You can’t help but feel annoyed by it, even if you know it’s not up to her.

When she gets back home during the evening, Natasha finds you in the living room, your nose stuck in the bookshelf’s instruction. Once she’s next to you, you turn your head to peck her lips. You’re about to go back to the building of the furniture when Natasha offers you a bunch of flowers, wishing to make up for her absence. You accept them gladly and you promise her you’re not mad at her. You put the flowers in a vase before going back to the living room.

Natasha takes a look at the almost-finished room. You only have the furniture for the TV left to build, if we forget about the one you’re currently doing. Since Natasha’s return, the renovations have been going faster. You finished the painting you had started before she came back. Quickly, Natasha takes off her shoes before helping you with the bookshelf. You ask her to hold the plank while you screw. Once you’re done, you take another screw when Natasha draws your attention.

“I have the information for my next deployment.”

“Oh ?” you exclaim, stopping in your tracks.

“I… I have to leave in three weeks.”

“You just came back.”

“I know but it’s urgent, it can’t wait.” Natasha explains, pursing her lips.

“And how long will it take ?” you question, playing with the screwdriver.

“Two months.” she informs before adding quickly : “I know it’s not ideal and you’ll have to keep doing the renovations alone but I promise, once I get back, I’ll try to have more days off.”

“It’s okay. It’s your job.” you reassure, taking her hand.

“I know, but we haven’t seen each other a lot recently.”

“We better make the best out of these three weeks then.” you smile.

Natasha kisses you, feeling better to know you’re not mad because of her news. Without waiting any longer, you go back to the building of the bookshelf whilst your mind is lost in your thoughts.

It doesn't matter if you’ve been with Natasha for two years, you still hate when she has to leave. You know your anxiety will be high and you’ll feel lonely. Furthermore, when she gets back, there’s always a moment to adapt before getting back to your old routine. You push all of these thoughts in the back of your mind, you have to enjoy Natasha’s presence whilst she’s here, and you get your focus back on the furniture.

However, the next weeks are not gentle with you. Natasha hasn’t even left yet nevertheless it’s close enough. Slowly, you went back to the phase you used to be when you bought your house. You’re close without really being it. She has to go to TopGun a lot and when she comes back, she doesn’t have a lot of energy to do anything. The rhythm of your renovation slowed down as well and you feel the gap between you getting deeper everyday. You should be happy to have Natasha by your side and yet, you’re gloomy. Furthermore, with Natasha, you’re talking less and less, despite your tries from the both of you. It’s as if you were becoming strangers.

You hate this situation. It’s not the first time it happens and you still don’t know what to do. You feel like everytime you find each other again, an external element sends you to the starting point again and the external element is often a deployment. The periods in which Natasha is not there are becoming heavier on you, in spite of yourself and it can be felt in your relationship. You spend your days looking for a solution. You love Natasha. There must be a solution to fix all of this. You don’t know which one ; even if a part of you thinks that, maybe, this time, there isn’t a solution. Just the thought of it makes you sick in your stomach. You try to forget about it.

A few days before she leaves, you tell yourself you can’t keep these thoughts for yourself. You have to talk about it with Natasha. Your relationship is going through a hard time, you need to talk about it in order to fix it. You can’t stay standing there without doing anything. Therefore, one evening, whilst you’re eating, you draw Natasha’s attention. She gives you an interrogative look, waiting for you to speak.

“We have to talk, Nat. And it’s serious.” you start with a soft voice.

“I wanted to talk to you, too.”

“So, you know just like I do we have to do something. We can’t stay like this. And as you’re leaving soon, we have to fix it.”

“I know.” she admits before staying silent. “I… I was thinking, maybe, I could ask to change jobs.”

“What ?”

“Yeah, like this, I wouldn’t have to leave as much.”

“But you love flying.” you exclaim, surprised.

“I love you more.”

“I can’t ask you to do that, Nat. You can’t give up on flying because of me. You will be miserable if you do and I won’t stand it.”

“Y/N, we have to face it, it’s not working anymore between us because I’m always leaving.” Natasha affirms, looking you in your eyes.

“Maybe we just need to find a better balance between our relationship and your deployment. We need a better routine.”

“We both know it’s not the solution. We tried several times and we always end up like this. It’s always temporary. This house is proof of it.” she says, showing the surroundings with her hands. “I really thought by moving in together, everything would be better because we would have our home and it’d be easier to see each other but it’s not the case.”

“I don’t want to break up.” you object, understand what she’s insinuating.

“Me neither but I know that, just like me, you thought about it too. Y/N, it’s okay.” Natasha reassures, putting her hand on top of yours.

“How can you say that ? I love you. I don’t want to lose you.” you whisper with a trembling voice.

“I don’t want to lose you either but if we can’t fix this then we won’t have any other choice. If we keep on trying, it might be worse. It’s okay if our relationship is not working anymore, we don’t have to fix it.”

“And what about the future we imagined together then ?” you ask, tearing up.

“It might not be meant to happen. Y/N, it’ll be okay. We’ll move on.” she states, her voice breaking at her last sentence.

“I don’t want to move on. I want to stay with you.”

Following your sentence, you burst into tears. Natasha’s tears start running down her cheeks as well before she stands up and comes next to you to take you in her arms. You hug each other while letting all of your sadness out. You stay in each other’s arms for quite some time. When you break the embrace, Natasha puts her hands on your cheeks and wipes them whilst yours are on her waist. She gives you a sympathetic smile, you don’t have the strength to give her one.

“I’m sorry.” you sigh.

“You don’t have to apologise.”

“I do.” you insist, “When we got together, I promised you I knew what I was getting myself into. I really thought our love would be stronger than that.”

“Love is not always enough, unfortunately.” she sobs. “Maybe, when we’ll be older,” she starts looking at you, “we’ll find each other and this time, it’ll work. Or maybe our love was only made to work in another universe. I will always love you either way. Never doubt it.”

“I will always love you either way, too.”

You look into each other’s eyes before kissing softly. In this last kiss, you share all the love you have along with your sadness. While you’re losing yourselves in your kiss, you feel everything you’ve been building and everything you’ve been dreaming to build fading to black. You both, now, have to imagine a whole new future without the other.

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[1dsongfest]

1D Song Fest - Info, Rules, Schedule

Song Fest is back!

For round one, we had some lovely fics based on songs from One Direction’s extensive track list.

For round two, we’re going past One Direction and beyond—the sky is the limit!

It is estimated that there are over 200 million songs in the world, so the possibilities for fics are endless!

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All the info you need is below!

Rules

What are the restrictions on which songs can be picked?

The song must have lyrics. Instrumentals are pretty, but we want fics based on the words of a song!

A recording of the song must exist somewhere online. Now what do we mean by “a recording”? Basically just a link that will allow someone to listen to the song. This could be Spotify, YouTube, SoundCloud, TikTok, anything, as long as it links back to an audio of the song.

The song does not have to be officially released or professionally recorded. There are plenty of awesome songs out there that never made it to air, but they’re still inspirational! These are allowed as long as there is a recording of it!

The song does not have to be full length. There are a lot of indie artists on TikTok who have teased a quick thirty seconds of a song. If that thirty seconds inspired you, you can use it as the basis for a fic.

One Direction’s and the boys’ solo songs are also allowed.

What will prompts look like?

When prompt submissions open, you can submit songs along with a specific prompt, or you can just submit a song by itself. For example, prompts may look like this:

Based off of the song Castle on the Hill by Ed Sheeran - Louis is older and has grown apart from his four best friends from childhood into his early twenties. He finds himself reminiscing on the good times, and he decides he wants to track them down and see if he can organize a reunion.

A Larry fic based off of the song Paper Rings by Taylor Swift where Harry is the song’s narrator.

A fic based off the song Treat You Better by Shawn Mendes.

You can be as creative as you would like when coming up with prompts and writing fics. You can follow the song very closely or just use part of it for inspiration. As long as the relationship to the song can be identified, you can come up with whatever you’d like!

You can write any pairing or even no pairing as long as the fic contains at least one of the five boys—Harry, Louis, Liam, Niall, and/or Zayn. Girl Direction, smut, omegaverse, polyamory, and trans characters are all allowed if you wish!

This fest is for people 18+ only. The fics will not be moderated, and any content is allowed to be written as long as it is appropriately tagged on AO3.

There is no minimum or maximum word count requirement. You can write multiple fics, but please make sure you can handle the extra load. Co-writing fics is also allowed.

Your fic title does not need to include the song title or lyrics that inspired you, but it can if you want it to!

Having your fic betaed is preferred but not required.

Please only submit completed fics. If you need to drop out or you would like an extension, please send a message to let me know. I understand that things can happen.

The fest is not anonymous, so feel free to share snippets and other fun WIP posts. Tag @1dsongfest if you want me to share your post!

Communication about the fest will happen on Tumblr instead of email, so keep an eye on your messages after you sign up. You can send asks or private messages with your questions, and I will be happy to answer them for you!

Schedule

Prompt submissions open - September 6th

Prompt submissions close - End of the day September 25th

Author signups open - September 26th (will stay open throughout the fest!)

Fics due - February 25th

Fic posting starts - March 1st

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Welcome to our first Meme Monday, glam fam! We're starting with an ice-breaker list of questions that will help you and your fellow members get to know your celebrity on a deeper level. Keep in mind that participation in meme week is not mandatory and completely up to player. All questions must be submitted through the ask box, and all participants must send an ask to every celebrity who reblogs this post. Please refer to our pinned post for further details on our meme guidelines.

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[mendesblurb]

Tangled in the sheets

Shawn Mendes x female reader

Word Count: ~470

Warning ⚠️: fluff, light mentions of smut,maybe grammar error and maybe some punctuation errors.

A/N: I tried to write something. I hope I did okay for your request anon 🙈 Anyway..happy Reading, guys ♥️

The morning stretches on as you and Shawn lay in each other’s arms,still naked due to the previous night's activities, in a soothing state of mind, listening to the birds chirping and watching how the light began to shine brighter and brighter to eliminate the darkness.

Mornings like these were rare.

It was rare when he could wake up in the morning without a long day of upcoming meetings, interviews, studio sessions, and rehearsals or some string of notifications waiting for him.

Quiet mornings were even more rare to him.

Slowly the orange and bright yellow balls appear like the colors of oranges, lemons, and grapefruit. The sun started to rise higher and higher very slowly, and the colors became more vibrant.

He sighed and let himself genuinely relax in your embrace.

He couldn’t say that the calm settling over him didn’t feel nice. This weekend was special because it was your anniversary and you both agreed that you needed some time away from everything.

Shawn was allowing his mind and body to unwind fully. Meanwhile, his brown eyes bore into yours as his hand moved up and down your arms, sending sweet shivers across your skin before proceeding to your cheek, his thumb caressing your face gently, and you leaned your face into his palm, enjoying his gentle touches before nuzzling deeper against the crook of his neck and peppering soft kisses across his collarbone.

The day with only the two of you nestled together in this warm cocoon and tangled in the sheets together a little longer than usual will be his definition of heaven for now.

“I think I know what we have to do,” He sighs heavily, a mix of contentment and something more somber, “But, to be honest I don’t want to do any of it now.”

“Neither do I,” You laugh, rolling on top of him, reaching the back of his head to guide his mouth to hover close to yours again and pushing your bodies closer, “Don’t think about that any of that now, Baby. Trust me, exploring the city can always wait for a couple more hours. Right now, we are free to do whatever we want.”

“Yeah, you’re right,” He smiled, leaning in and kissing you gently and sweetly, “There is nowhere I would rather be right now.”

“Ditto, baby,” You mumbled, melting into the kiss, wrapping your arms around him, and savoring this very moment as your passion ignites once again.

Indeed, days like these were rare. And if it meant just doing relaxing things or even doing nothing with you, Shawn would still prefer them over anything in the world.

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Story Code: 25092237

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[old-lorarri]

─ paper rings . . . ❨ send me a description of yourself + a fandom and gender preference, and i’ll ship you with a character. ❩

I don't really know how to describe myself, but here goes: I'm a Leo and big into astrology, constantly vibing to music (some of my faves: Taylor Swift, Shawn Mendes, 1D, Justin Bieber, Ariana Grande, Harry Styles...) I love make playlists - seriously, I've got a playlist for every situation you can think of! And I'm the ultimate coffee addict. Horror movies? Nope, not for me - even animated horror freak me out, I can't explain it. But I'm all about true crime, especially documentaries. Love a good romance too. I'm not the most patient person, and yeah, I can be a bit stubborn. You'll usually find me at the gym or doing something active - seriously, I can't stand the thought of sitting still for too long. I'm a diehard Tifosi and go all out during races, cheering, screaming, and maybe shedding a tear or two. Twitter is my second home, and I adore writing. If I could, I'd live at festivals and concerts - yes I LOVE a good party! I play the keyboard, and the first song I ever learned was Harry's "Sign of the Times" - it was the only song I had the concentration to learn all the way through. And oh, I'm secretly hoping to match with an F1 driver.

CARLOS SAINZ

great taste in music

both love your coffee

and are pure and true romantics

you both work out together alot

and often are the hottest couple in the gym

he loves that you are tifosi and pushes himself even harder cuz of it

cuddles with you while you scroll on twitter

parties with you often

takes you to festivals and concerts as surprises

made you teach him how to play sign of the time

#꒰ ִ ֺ ⊹ 3k celly ⊹ ֺ ִ ꒱

[eveningsinlondontearsmeapart]

Our Story

Type: One shot about Shawn Mendes Rating: Rated PG Word Count: 4400+ Enjoy!

It was early in the morning when she woke up, it was before the sun had risen. Her four-year-old was crying and she knew he needed her. She rushed into his room and cradled him in her arms. Kissing his forehead as he cried against her chest. 

"Another nightmare?" she asked.

"Yes," he rubbed his eyes. 

"It's not real, baby," she said as she rocked him in her arms. 

"But it happened mommy," he said.

"Shhh baby," She said. 

She finally got him to calm down and back to sleep. She made her way downstairs and started her coffee maker. It was nearly 5 am so she decided to stay up. She made her cup of coffee and sat down at the table, taking a few sips as she waited for her computer to load. She scrolled through her social media for a few moments before turning her attention to the job search. She noticed that there was an audition for a backup dancer but the artist was disclosed. 

"Ok so today at 2 pm, guess I have to take Jackson with me" she nodded as she took a sip of her coffee. 

She added her name to the list of dancers for this afternoon and shut her computer down. She was always a dancer growing up but falling pregnant at just 19 killed her dream. Jackson wasn't planning but when she found out she was pregnant she thought it would be full of love. Since she was in such an amazing relationship, she thought everything would work out. She shook her head as she started to think about the past. The tears were building up in her eyes, she sighed as her tears slipped down her cheek. 

"Momma?" Jackson asked as he walked into the kitchen.

"Hey baby" she wiped her cheeks before picking him up. "What do you want for breakfast?" she asked.

"Waffles," he said. 

"Ok baby," she said as she placed him onto the floor, turning her attention to cooking. 

She cooked breakfast for them both and placed it on his high chair before placing him in the high chair. They ate their breakfast and went on with their day. Around 1 pm she got Jackson and herself ready for the audition. She placed him in the car seat and got into the car. They were off to the audition, she parked and went inside with Jackson. 

"Can I put him in this room until after the audition?" she asked.

"Of course, you can," the lady nodded. 

"Thank you," she said. "I'm Emma," She said.

"Emma McKenna?" The lady asked. "I've heard so much about you, it's a shame you gave up dancing," she said.

"I didn't give up dancing, just timing," Emma nodded. "In room 3?" Emma asked.

"Yea room 3" the lady nodded. 

Emma nodded and went into room 3. She took her number and went back to the back of the room. She took a few deep breaths trying to calm her nerves. She could hear a familiar voice coming down the hallway. She swallowed hard hoping it wasn't who she thought it was. Shawn walked into the room and his eyes landed right on her. She looked up and locked eyes with him, she was frozen. 

"Shawn comes on, let's start," Shawn's friend said.

"Hold up," Shawn said as he put his hand up. "Emma?" Shawn said. 

"Wait, Emma?" Shawn's friend said. "The girl who disappeared," he said. 

"Yea that girl," Shawn said as his eyes were locked on Emma. 

"This was a mistake" Emma finally snapped back. Walking out of the room and rushed to the room where she left Jackson.

"Whoa wait," Shawn said as he rushed after her. 

She was rushing to get to the room and she accidentally went into Shawn's dressing room. He followed her and closed the door so they could be alone. 

"Emma?" Shawn said.

"Where is Jackson, ugh I think I went into the wrong room," She said as she turned to face him. 

"Who's Jackson?" Shawn asked. "Can we talk?" he asked.

"I need to go," She said.

"Emma" Shawn said as he grabbed her arm. "Can we talk?" he asked.

"Talk about what, Shawn?" She asked as she finally looked at him. 

"What happened to you? You just disappeared nearly 4 years ago" he said. 

"I didn't disappear Shawn YOU dropped me," she said.

"Who gave you that crazy idea?" he asked. "I was searching for you," he said.

"Yea cut the bullshit Shawn" she crossed her arms.  

"I'm serious Emma, you were the most important person in my life, and then all of a sudden you left," he said.

"You wanted me gone," she said. "So I wouldn't hold you back" she looked away.

"Who told you that?" he asked as he tilted her chin up so she was looking at him.

"Your management team," she said.

"What?" Shawn asked. "I'm not with that team anymore. What did they say?" he asked. 

"Let me go pleased," she said as she pulled away from him. 

She left the room and he followed her into the room where Jackson was. She got him ready to leave and that's when Shawn realizes that Emma left because she was pregnant. 

"He's mine isn't he?" Shawn asked.

"Shawn" She looked at him. 

"Isn't he?" Shawn asked again.

"Yes," she said softly. 

"That's why they ran you away, that's why you disappeared," he said.

She looked down as she fought the tears back but they slipped from her eyes onto her cheeks. Shawn tried to step closer to her but she wiped her eyes and picked up Jackson. She pushed by Shawn and left the building, getting into her car and leaving. Shawn just stood at the door and watched her disappear again. 

-Nearly 5 years ago- 

"That guy is checking you out," Nicole said.

"Who?" Emma asked as she looked around, spotting Shawn in the crowd.

"That guy," Nicole said.

"He's cute" Emma chuckled slightly. 

"Yea he is and he's checking you out," Nicole said as she nudged Emma towards Shawn.

"I'm going" Emma smiled as she walked over to where Shawn was at. 

"Well hello," Shawn smiled.

"Hello," Emma said. 

"So dreams do come true," he said.

"Excuse me?" Emma asked.

"I've been watching you and was hoping we would run into each other," he said.

"Oh," Emma nodded. "So you are a creep?" She asked.

"Oh of course not," Shawn said. "That came out wrong," he said. 

"Yea I think it did," She said.

"Can we go somewhere quiet?" Shawn said. "I promise I'm not a creep," he said.

"Sure" She nodded as she looked at him. 

He gently grabbed her hand and led her out of the club. They walked down the street before he pulled her towards the woods. She let go of his hand and followed him but kept a few feet back. Just in case she needed to get away, she would have a few feet to do so. He led her down to a pond and turned to look at her. 

"Not what I was expecting," She said.

"Thought I was going to kill you?" He chuckled slightly. "I still could," he said.

"Maybe I should rethink this," she said as she turned.

"I'm joking, please stay," he said as he reached out, touching her arm slightly. 

"But I'm keeping my distance," she said as she sat down close to the water.

"Ok" he nodded as he sat beside her but kept a distance between them. 

"Ok so you look like someone I've met before '' she said. 

"But I would remember meeting you," he said. "But I do videos on vine, you might have heard of it," he said.

"Oh yeah that's where I've seen you before" she nodded. 

They continued talking and before they knew it the sun was setting. It was getting dark pretty quickly. He made sure she got home safe and they exchanged numbers. Over the coming weeks, there was plenty of text between the two. They just couldn't ever figure out a day where they could see each other. He decided to show up at her school and surprise her. He was standing out front with a bouquet of roses, just waiting for her. 

"Look at that guy," Nicole said.

"Who?" Emma asked.

"That guy standing with the flowers," Nicole said as she linked arms with Emma.

"That's Shawn and you knew that" Emma smiled as she playfully pushed Nicole.

"Of course I knew it was him, go get him," Nicole said.

"Uh huh," Emma said as she rolled her eyes and walked toward Shawn. 

"Hey," Shawn said.

"Hey, you" She smiled as she took the flowers before hugging him.

"I just wanted to see you," he whispered in her ear.

"Well here I am," she said.

"Yea here you are" he smiled as he kissed her cheek softly. 

"So where are you taking me?" she questioned.

"Have an actual first date" he smiled as he opened the door for her.

"Oh really?" She looked at him and got into the car.

"Yea cant allow your impression of me to be some 'creep' from the bar" he joked.

"Uh-huh," she giggled slightly. 

He got into the car on the other side before the driver pulled off. They started talking while on the way to where he was taking her. They pulled up to a mini golf place, he got out of the car and opened the door for her. He offered his hand as she got out of the car, she grabbed his hand and smiled. He laced their fingers together as they walked inside. He paid for their balls and clubs, grabbing a scoring card before returning to her. 

"So we are seeing who wins?" she asked.

"I thought it would be fun," he smiled.

"Well, I don't know how to play" she pouted as they made their way to the first hole. 

"I can show you," he said.

She nodded as she placed the ball on the ground. He stood behind her, wrapping his arms around her. He guided her arm to swing back and hit the ball. She leaned back against him, taking in his warmth and smell. He kissed the top of her head and slowly let her go. She moved and allowed him to take his turn. He also hit a hole in one, and they continued on the course. He slowly realized that she was better at the game than she let on. When it was his turn she would do cute things to distract him, all is fun in love and war, right? 

"Oops" she smiled as she bent over, tying her shoe.

"Uh-huh," he chuckled as he watched her, not watching where he was hitting the ball. Missing the hole altogether. 

"Watch what you are doing" she smiled as she walked off. 

"You are going to be the death of me" he smiled as they continued to play. 

They finally finished the game and of course, she was the winner. He returned the equipment and grabbed her hand. He led her inside. They grabbed a seat and looked over the menu. 

"Let me guess what you are going to get," He said.

"Sure" she looked at him.

"The chicken tenders," he said.

"Nope," she looked at him. "I'm getting the pizza and breadsticks" she smiled.

"Oh a girl who knows what she wants," he said. 

"Of course, come sit next to me," she said. 

He moved to sit next to her, placing his arm around her shoulders. She leaned in against his chest as they looked over the menu. Finally, the waiter came to the table and they placed their order. She played with his fingers as they talked. 

"I was wondering about something," she said.

"And what is that?" he asked.

"Would you come to my graduation?" she asked.

"If you want me there, then I'm there" he looked at her. 

"I would like that," she nodded. 

"I'll put it in my schedule," he said.

"Thank you" she looked at him. 

He placed his hand against her chin, locking eyes with her. He slightly leaned in allowing her to lean in if she wanted to. She leaned in as well, their lips touching slightly. He leaned in more and deepened the kiss, as she grabbed his shirt keeping him close. She gently pulled away by pulling his bottom lip, resting her forehead against his. He leaned in and kissed her softly once again. The food finally arrived and they ate in silence. Once they finished eating they played a few games in the arcade before leaving. He told the driver to take them back to his place. 

"Unless you want to go home," he asked.

"I would love to spend more time with you," she said as she wrapped her arms around his neck.

"Ok," he smiled as he leaned in, kissing her softly. 

She kept the kiss between them, placing her hand against his chest. He wrapped his arm around her waist, pulling her closer to him. Soon they were pulling up to his place. He got out and went around to her side, opening the door for her. She grabbed his hand and got out of the car, following him inside. 

"Nice house," she said.

"Thanks" he smiled as he led her to his bedroom. 

"Can I ask a question?" she asked. 

"Sure," he said as he sat down on the bed. 

"Do you think Vine will get you a singing career?" she asked.

"I don't know for sure, it's just a fun thing to do at the moment," he said.

"True" she nodded as she sat next to him. 

"So I have plenty of movies, Netflix so what do you want to watch?" he asked.

"Let's watch love and honor," Emma said.

"Sounds good, put it on and I'll get snacks," he said as he walked out of the room.

She put on the movie and started it when he returned. He placed the snacks on the bed as they cuddled up, and he wrapped a blanket around them both. She snuggled close to him, resting her head against his shoulder as they watched the movie. 

"So what about your prom?" he whispered as he rubbed her back.

"What about it?" she asked. 

"Can I take you?" he asked.

"You would want to?" she looked up at him.

"Sure" he kissed her forehead softly. 

"It's next Saturday," she said. 

"What color is your dress?" he asked.

"It's a blue color, like royal blue," she said as she played with his hand.

"Ok," he said. 

They returned their focus to the movie. He was running his hand through her hair as they watched. Soon enough she was fast asleep against his chest. He smiled down at her as he realized that she was asleep. He turned the tv off and pulled the blanket over her more. Softly kissed her forehead before he started to drift off to sleep. In the morning he woke up and she was still asleep against his chest. He eased off the bed making sure not to wake her up. He made his way to the bathroom, to take a leak and brush his teeth. He finally made it downstairs where his friend was in the kitchen.

"Hey mate," Shawn said. "You are here early," he said.

"Who is she?" Shawn's friend asked.

"Who's who?" Shawn asked. 

"That girl in your bed," his friend said.

"Why does it matter, Jordan?" Shawn asked.

"Because when you make it big, she will hold you back," Jordan said. 

"That's not your concern," Shawn said. 

"So you think she can handle this lifestyle?" Jordan asked.

"I'm not even sure I can handle it," Shawn said. "Leave Emma out of this," He said.

"I will if you do!" Jordan. 

"I like her so it's my decision, I'll handle it," Shawn said.

"Uh huh," Jordan rolled his eyes. 

Shawn finished up in the kitchen when Emma started coming down the stairs. She hugged him, wrapping her arms around his waist. Leaning her head against his chest as he wrapped his arms around her. He gently rubbed her back as he looked down at her. She leaned up and kissed him softly, he smiled against her lips. 

"I could get used to this," he whispered.

"I could too" she smiled. 

"I was going to bring you breakfast," he said. 

"AWW thank you," she said. "What did you make?" she asked.

"Waffles of course and fruit," he said. "What fruit do you like?" he asked.

"Raspberries" she looked at him.

"Then raspberries it is then" he went into the refrigerator to get the berries. 

"I'm telling you bad news," Jordan said as he walked out of the kitchen. 

"Who was that? and what is bad news?" Emma asked.

"That's a NOBODY and needs to mind his BUSINESS," Shawn said.

"Ok" Emma nodded and kept quiet. 

She sat down at the table as he placed the plates down onto the table. He sat down next to her as she started to eat. Once they finished eating he quickly cleaned up as she gathered her things. He made sure she got home safe, making sure she entered her home before pulling away. Of course, she had plenty of questions to answer when she entered the house. She made quick work of the questions before rushing upstairs. Over the next week, she stayed focused on school work, making sure she was going to ace all of her classes. She would sneak Shawn through her window at night time, just so they could spend some time together. Shawn made sure he was ready for her prom, getting a matching tie. 

"So who are you going to prom with?" Nicole asked as they were in Emma's room getting ready.

"Shawn" Emma smiled to herself as she said his name.

"That guy from the bar? Isn't he like 25?" Nicole asked.

"No he's only 19," Emma said. "We have been hanging out and I like him," She said.

"I'm glad you found someone who makes you happy but be careful," Nicole said. 

"Of course," Emma said as she slipped her dress on.

"Wow," Nicole said.

"Oh hush it," Emma said as she started to blush. 

"Shawn's jaw is going to drop when he sees you," Nicole said. 

"You think?" She asked.

"Yes I'm sure of it" Nicole smiled. 

"Emma? Nicole? The boys are here" Emma's mom yelled out.

"We are coming," Emma said as she fixed her hair. "Ready?" she asked.

"Let's go," Nicole said as she snaked her arm with Emma's. 

They came downstairs together, Shawn's face lit up once he saw Emma. He took a step forward reaching his hand out to help her down the stairs. She grabbed his hand as she finished walking down the stairs. She pinned the lapel on his jacket as he slipped the corsage on her wrist. 

"You look beautiful," he whispered into her ear.

"Thank you" she kissed his cheek softly. 

"Ok get together for pictures," Emma's mom said.

"But only a few, we don't want to be late," Emma said as she stood with Shawn. 

Her mom took plenty of pictures and Emma had to pull everyone away so they could make it on time. They all got into the limo and they were off to the prom. 

"So what are your intentions with my best friend?" Nicole asked.

"Hopefully spending a lifetime with her" Shawn smiled as he laced Emma's fingers with his. 

"Wasn't expecting that" Nicole said. 

"I wasn't either," Emma said.

"Well it's true," Shawn said as he picked up her hand, kissing the back of it. 

"I hope I get to spend a lifetime with you," she said.

They arrived at the prom and got out of the limo. As Shawn and Emma walked in there were whispers, no one believed Emma when she said she had a date. She was more of a loner in school, she just liked keeping to herself. She always thought if she kept to herself then no one could talk about her private life. Mainly all night Shawn and Emma were on the dance floor, just enjoying the night. 

"Let's sit down for a moment," he said.

"Ok," she nodded and followed him over to the table. 

"Come here," he said as he sat down, pulling her onto his lap. 

"Girl you are the talk of the school," Nicole said as she sat down.

"Wait what?" Emma asked.

"No one believed you had a date and you showed up with him, girl you are the talk right now," Nicole said.

"Oh," She nodded. 

"You ok?" Shawn asked.

"Yea I'm ok," Emma said. 

"It's not bad, I promise," Nicole said.

"It's ok," Emma said as she leaned back against Shawn. 

"So what are you guys doing after prom?" Nicole asked.

"Probably go home," She said.

"I have a hotel room booked, only if you want to," Shawn said. 

"Oh I didn't know, I would love to," She said as she looked at him.

"It was a surprise," he nodded.  

"What time do you want to get out of here?" she asked.

"Whenever you want to" he looked at her. 

"It's nearly midnight and I'll turn back into a pumpkin, so whisk me away my prince" she smiled.

"Your chariot awaits," he said as she stood up. 

"Show me the way," she said as she grabbed his hand.

"Have fun you two" Nicole said as they left. 

He guided her out of the school and back to the limo and went to the hotel. He checked in at the front desk and got the room key. He grabbed her hand and led her to the elevator. 

"This is a nice hotel," Emma said.

"Yea it is," he said. "Did you have fun?" he questioned.

"I was about to ask you that," she smiled. "Yes I did have fun," she said as she entered the elevator. 

"I did as well," he said as he followed her. He stood behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist. 

"I'm glad you enjoyed yourself," she said as she placed her hand over his. 

"I always enjoy myself when I'm with you," he said. 

They finally arrived at the floor, he walked to the room as she followed him. He opened the door allowing her to enter first before walking inside. He closed the door, making sure it was locked before watching her. She slipped off her shoes and sat on the bed, turning her attention to him standing at the door.

"I didn't bring a change of clothes," she pouted.

"I got it covered, in the bathroom, there is an oversize shirt and some clean underwear," he said.

"You surely are a gentleman," she said as she made her way over to him.

"I do try to make everyone happy," he said as he placed his hands on her hips. 

"I see and do you make yourself happy?" she asked as she rested her hand on his chest.

"I'm happy when the people I care about are happy," He said before leaning down and kissing her softly. 

She smiled against his lips before kissing him back. She slowly pulled away and made her way into the bathroom. She quickly got changed and came back into the room. He had also changed and got comfortable on the bed. She made her way onto the bed, moving over the top of him. He placed his hands on her hips as she sat down on his lap. She leaned down and kissed him softly, tugging at his bottom lip. He leaned up slightly to keep the kiss, grabbing the back of her neck. She pulled away from him resting her forehead against his. He pushed his hips up, putting her on the bed. Moving between her legs as he kissed her softly, slowly moving down to her neck. 

"I'm sorry," she said as she looked away. "I'm pretty tired," she said,

"That's ok," he said as he lay beside her. 

She snuggled close to him, resting her head against his chest. They both started to drift off to sleep. In the morning she woke up to the sound of the shower. She got out of bed and peeped around the bathroom door. 

"Mind if I join you?" she asked.

"Sure," he said as he opened the curtain. 

She got undressed and got into the shower with him. He moved her in front of him so she was under the water, and they both washed each other. He gently pushed her against the wall, moving his lips against her neck. She rubbed his chest as she leaned her head back, moaning as he moved down to her collarbone. Before he could move down further both his and her phone started to go off. She sighed as she got out of the shower, wrapping a towel around herself. He always got out and wrapped a towel around himself before making his way to the bedroom. They both answered the phone, he went into the bathroom to answer his as she answered her. They both got dressed and left the hotel room, he made sure she got home safe before going to deal with some business. It seemed like after prom time moved very quickly, before Emma knew it, it was graduation day. She was beyond nervous and super busy that morning. Her parents took her downtown to where graduation was being held, she joined her classmates as they waited. After what felt like a lifetime they finally walked into the room and started graduation. There was plenty of talking and tears before diplomas were handed out. All of a sudden there was screaming breaking out in the crowd, everyone was confused about what was going on. Emma spotted Shawn entering the building when a bunch of girls were surrounding him and screaming. A few days before graduation Shawn's vine video went viral and he was signed to a major record label. When Emma saw how girls were throwing themselves at Shawn and screaming. She realized that her life with Shawn wouldn't be a normal one. She even started to question if Shawn would still want her since he was becoming famous. Would he forget about her? What would become of their relationship? She sighed and looked down as security escorted Shawn out of the building and graduation started back up.

#Shawn Mendes #Shawn Mendes Imagines #Shawn Mendes Imagine #Shawn Mendes Preference #Shawn Mendes Preferneces #Shawn Mendes Blrub #Shawn Mendes Blurbs #Shawn Mendes Writing #Shawn Mendes Writings

[omgkalyppso]

On Repeat

Thank you for thinking of me @littleplasticrat! (:

I was tagged to put my music on shuffle and share 10 songs.

I'll tag @bosspigeon, @bladesandstars, @razrogue, @klkirbles, @sevarix-blogs (I know you like music even if your music can't be shuffled) and YOU.

A Kind of Magic by Queen

Who Knew by P!NK - cw for drug overdose / death mention

Final Thoughts by AP Dhillon

Lost In Japan by Shawn Mendes

The Edge of Dawn version AmaLee; flashing images tw

Shadow by Jassa Dhillon

White Light by Gorillaz

She Loves Me, She Loves Me Not by She Wants Revenge

I Prefer Your Love by St. Vincent

Show It 2 Me by Night Club; flashing images tw, skulls, surrealism

#long post #Youtube

[anauro]

I just... I find myself needing to know more about dass james. What's his favorite color? Who's his celebrity crush? Does he say pecan or pecon? Would he rather go skiing or surfing? What's his favorite Christmas carol (if he celebrates)? I need to know

Hey Sam!

Red is definitely his favourite colour, although he does look stunning in pink too.

He never surfed or skied in his life, but he’s a water baby, so I think he’d prefer surfing. But Regulus does ski, so maybe he’ll take James one day 😉

He loves all Christmas carols, but especially the Silent Night 🎄

In terms of celebrity crush… I think it’s safe to say it ain’t Shawn Mendes, but I have no idea who it’d be. I’ll let you choose this one ☺️

#roc answers #drugs and surgical scrubs #dass #dass headcanons

[alullinchaos]

7, 15, 40

7: what song is your aesthetic? my aesthetic.... hm. tried to think of a "better" answer but I must go with my gut feeling, and one of my favorite songs in english, rina sawayama's "hold the girl" ... or maybe "it'll be okay" by shawn mendes. i contain multitudes (*literally plural) 15: do you prefer space or the ocean? this is tricky because while I dislike the beach the ocean itself hasn't technically done me wrong, and also, the idea of being in space freaks me out. i think i find space more interesting conceptually for metaphors and things like that. i guess i'm biased though, I have a WIP with a mc I associate with space and a diff WIP (though the two are related) with a mc I associate with the ocean ...so, sure, space. it has plants and lights or something (sorry to that oc) 40: do you like light or heavy blankets? light blankets. to medium. i should be able to stack them. my bed looks like I lost a game of blanket jenga, in perpetuity

#candle asks #thank u noble love u noble #nymphoutofwater

[fartsandotherstink]

9) Would you rather?

Shawn Mendes and Cameron Dallas

A) Be his friend in public but in private he treats you as a faggy loser slave and humiliate you by farting / burping on you

B) Be his slave in public in front of his friends (he burps, farts on you, humiliate you), but when the two of you are alone you acts as friends (cuddling, watching movies, talking...)

This is very difficult.

I would probably go for being their friend in public but faggot slave in private.

This is because I feel like they would be more ruthless in private so that they can keep up their “innocent boys” attitude for their fans.

However I would prefer a totally degrading relationship rather than a friendship at all.

#male farts #male bulge #male bum #maleass #armpits #burping #male fart #shawn mendes #cameron dallas

[neptune-ian]

Hello Shawn Mendes and can you do a reading for Camila Cabello (she did a podcast and she talks about him too/And his fans are writing that she's obsessed with him or something etc).Can you read what their feelings for each other and if they are going to get back together in the future?Thank you.

What are the feelings between Camila Cabello and Shawn Mendes?

The Moon, The Star, The Chariot, Queen of cups rx, Page of swords, Ace of cups, four of cups, six of pentacles, five of wands, six of wands, /The Fool\

The feelings are overall positive! They may like each other again but they keep some distance. I would say that they sometimes show jealousy, possessivity and moodiness regarding their relationship statues.

Thay may really well still talk to each other (note : or talk about the other) be it often or just time to time, there is no hatred or whatseover. Their is a good feeling, understanding of the other and in fact they could still enjoy being with each other enjoying time. They may even be grateful for what they have already and what they had as well.

It does not seem that they want to engage in something though. They prefer to move forward with a positive attitude to what they have and had rather than mourning about past mistakes and wrong doings. I also suppose that one of them still has hidden feelings for the other whatever those feelings are : be it love, lust, remorse or whatever. They do not want to show that vulnerable part of them and prefer to be grateful for what they have right now.

#tarot blog #anon ask #camila cabello tarot #shawn mendes tarot #celeb tarot #celebrity readings #celebrity tarot