#sleep avoids me these days...

[flamingpudding]

The Stand-in Job

Danny loved his job. It was an easy on call job he got rather on accident. But it paid well and gave him enough time to deal with ghost matters outside of scheduled work hours.

Though now he got stuck in a situation his Boss had not provided him with a script and or explanation how to behave for.

Danny was a simple Stand-in. Sort of like a Stuntman kind of job. His boss was paying him to simple take his place during public appearances, or meetings with no big decision he has to sit through just to listen. Or on the easiest of days, to just sit in his boss office so it appears that someone is there while his boss was doing who knows what. Danny doesn't question, that's why his boss liked him.

But again, no where in his contract was described how he was supposed to handle this situation. So now he was stuck having beat up a couple of wannabe kidnappers and some vigilantes talking to him all casually going on and on how 'Tim', his boss, wasn't supposed to do that to not risk his public image. Should he record this as evidence for his Boss? It sounded like these vigilantes were spilling some of his boss' secrets that shouldn't be known to the public.

Tim just needed someone to sit in his place to make it appear like he was there when he had cases to work through. Danny was the perfect hire for it and Tim liked very much that Danny doesn't ask questions, like he understood. Yet when Danny sent him a text questioning how he should behave as Stand-in in front of Gotham's vigilantes.... Tim wasn't sure if he should feel offended or highly amused about his siblings not realizing that the one kidnapped in public hadn't been Tim but his Stand-in Danny.

#danny fenton #dp x dc #danny phantom #dpxdc #crossover #dcxdp #tim drake #Danny is Tim's Stand-in #they look a lot alike thats why it works #for danny its an easy job #for tim itvgives him the time he needs extra to work on cases #his siblings appear to not realize that at forst #and end up lecturing Danny 'Tim' about not waiting for them to rescue him #danny just saw wannabe kidnappers and with his history beat them up good #random late night thoughts #random early morning thoughts #random idea #sleep avoids me these days...

[crystallizsch]

lil hug from the prefect

#bro needs a hug #he's tired #[— #twisted wonderland #twst #twst art #jamil viper #twst yuu #twst oc x canon #jamil x yuu #(💜) yuusha #(💜) jamiyuu #★'-my-art #☆'-comic #—] #rahhhhhh #and the pattern of drawing jamil when i want to avoid work persists #i too am tired #i shall sleep #and let morning me deal with the consequences #have a good night/day to whoever's reading this <3

[nemmet]

guess which show i’m finally watching in its entirety

#the context that make this doodle infinitely funnier: i’ve been bedridden with the flu these past couple of days #and have been having the fred mentality of ‘i hate this i want to Do Things’ #also i drew this to avoid going to sleep oops #also in case you don't know the text next to the doodle is an actual quote shaggy says about fred in the episode djhsgfgsds #but YEAH i knew i was going to love be cool but MAN it’s so so good i love everything about it #i’m currently up to s2e1 #when i’m feeling better/have the time definitely expect some more art of it from me!!! #scooby doo #fred jones #fred scooby doo #be cool scooby doo #nem art :) #scooby doo and nemmet too!

[solradguy]

Having ADHD but only having it just enough to get the like 2 symptoms left out of every conversation about ADHD fills me with an apathy that has no practical solution. Rolling up to the ADHD conversation like "Some days I can't focus and everything pisses me off and the best I can do is lay on the floor with music on and scowl at the ceiling until it stops because if I don't then I'll be mean to other people because I have no patience when I get like that" just makes everyone side-eye you because they immediately jump to the conclusion that you want to commit unspeakable acts of violence.

But a lot of people don't know that this is something people with ADHD can experience. The only time I ever see it mentioned is when I go out of my way to find research on it...

#textpost #I'm actually in a really good mood right now and had a really good day but I've been thinking about this for a while #Like I've been to a behavioral specialist this IS ADHD albeit a milder form of it but NO ONE ever talks about the Grumpy Threshold™️- #-in conversations about ADHD. It's always about how it makes people loud and easily excitable #Which are also symptoms of ADHD and I recognize that those symptoms are significantly more common than the main ones I experience #But it would be nice if there was more awareness about the cranky side of it lol #It doesn't make me physically violent or an absolute asshole it's just like being annoyed by everything cranked up to 11 #Turbo grumpy. Low heat simmering frustration #Wellbutrin's helped a lot and I've figured out most of the things that causes it so I can avoid them #(shrill sounds/voices and ASMR are two big ones. *Especially* ASMR) #But some days I wake up and my brain chooses anger and there's nothing I can do about it besides ride it out rofl #Anyway thank you for coming to my TED Talk I have to go to sleep now good night

[coolnonsenseworld]

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#lance mcclain #voltron lance #commission work #voltron legendary defender #woke up 5:37 to rain #so im here making a post now #right after asking if my sister is alive bc she wasnt home when i went to sleep like sure she is an adult #but adults get abducted too #those past two days ive been just making groceries and crying at the inflation #i also hot glue gunned a box for my drawer to keep the charms in and reorganized things ! #first b3cause packing preorders will be much nicer now and second of all #im avoiding putting myself in a position where my brain can speak out loud when im under stress like shut the fuck up collect things into #boxes okay #oh have i told you i made list of reasons my mom called me lately? #accordingly it was because: someone died #then because she had a panic attack (she still doesn't call them that) #and then because my sister wasn't picking up #we ended up talking about taxes and an ongoing trial which was postponed from last year when my mom and grandmother didn't get there bc #they had a car accident #if this doesn't make you go 'lol' about life #i dont know what will #you just can't start thinking about it and have to draw beautiful Lance's that people commission from you look at him #and those shoulders trying to compensate that flat ass #i hope yall like him #😆 #everyone is totally cool so far btw i hope it doesn't distress anyone HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND

[androideql]

Not me feeling insecure about my writing again.

#android talking #this is why i avoid reading these days #i look at nice prose and start thinking 'could I do that?' #the answer is no #i can't do that at all #even after seven years of formal education my foreign language skills are not good enough for my own taste #it's easy to ignore when i have no point of comparison staring back at me but when i do... #alright. enough of this sad little moment i'm off to sleep #this is partially the lack of caffeine and sleep talking anyway #maybe. i hope so. #god my head hurts

[there-will-be-a-way]

Every Saturday and Sunday I go to the clinic to do an alcohol test - because being controlled is the only thing that keeps me sober (this plan was my idea, yes, I got praised for this by the staff 🙌🏻). So today when I went there, I asked to have a talk and confessed that I relapsed. I'm proud that I was honest. Even prouder that I stopped the relapse. I didn't continue drinking today - I genuinely didn't want to which is new.

The nurse thanked me for my honesty and offered that next time I can come over before I relapse and stay the night. Not sure if I'll manage to do that but I can try and it's good to have this option.

#personal posts #took my prn meds and staying in my roommates room #took my sleep meds early and now I'm about to watch a movie and call it a day #this morning I went to the gas station to buy beer for my roomie (cause it would have been a dick move to drink his beer without buying him #new booze #and I didn't buy any alc for myself (!!!!)) #very glad my responsible parts came out to handle the situation #they have Skills™️ #the older I get the more I realize that honesty is one of the most important traits you can have #I used to be so dishonest for real #but I'm making 'no lying' a rule #tomorrow when I go to the clinic for ergotherapy I'll likely have to write a behavior analysis (my beloved) smd that's it #no one got mad at me #positive experience #and I have therapy tomorrow too #it's gonna be a long day #*avoided staying in

[silenthillbunni]

🧸🧃⛈️

#so like late last night i started to get rlly panicky nd upset #bc it's v much looking like im gnna fail my english class. i need to be done next wednesday which means i need to work rlly hard #nd go to school extra to have a presentation nd do tests etc etc #nd im still in pain after surgery nd im rlly depressed bc of my physical health so i just dont think i can be strong nd make it this time #in my almost breakdown i wrote a self referral to the clinic/psych department for personality disorders.... #it usually takes them around 2 days to answer you but this time at like 8am they sent me a message AND called me #(i think. im not certain it's them bc i havent checked the voice message or the reply lmaooo. but it should be them) #the thing abt having avpd is now im immediately stressed af nd i regret sending it. i donr wanna check their reply #also it might be bc i wrote a lot abt killing myseld etc etc nd now im worried theyre gnna be like girlie get checked in!!!! lol T-T #i just needed to be very clear nd act frsutrted nd desperate bc i have never gotten treatment in 10yrs nd im TIRED!!!! #my initial reaction is to avoid at all costs nd just pull my covers above my head nd pretend like i dont have to check their reply lol #i dont wannaaaaaa. i take it back i dont want help!!! its fine i dont wanna try or work hard let me rot #why did i do this!!!!! fml. anyway... i'll check later today bc since its early i can still use the excuse of sleepinf thru the days #many ppl working w mentally ill ppl understand that it's normal actually to switch the day around nd sleep during the days sksksk #but also i have no idea how many typos r in here bc im not wearing my glasses whoopsie #yeah.. anyway im gonna try to go back to sleep nd not think abt it #hopefully it wasnt even them calling 🤡 i know i HAVE to check later but not now i can take a few hours #then today i need to figure out if im gnna make one last attempt w my eng class or give up idk what to do

[stardustedknuckles]

It's been so long since I've had to exist within a group of people consistently over many days and damn, I nearly forgot I was autistic. I found out yesterday that though I get along with almost everyone at work, most of my coworkers thought I was a huge bitch who hated everyone for a little bit (and one still does, which is how this whole thing came up at all). I was bewildered like. No I'm very often dizzy or in a bit of pain and I'm very focused on taking care of the dogs but I'm not - I don't dislike any of you? I've never been mad at you, you guys thought I was mad?? Just an alarming disconnect between the way I see myself and the way I come off to others. I have never once gotten the hang of behaving like a regular person, but it appears that time has taken me from "generally silly person with an offbeat sense of humor who doesn't take things seriously" to "stoic hardass who doesn't like you and thinks you're stupid also." I did not authorize this change. It's throwing me for a loop. I feel like I'm 6 again being told to stop talking over people's heads because I just learned a new big word and I wanted to use and share it. I like assholes with a heart of gold in media. I don't want to be one??

#Like I've essentially been locked alone in a room for three years almost four due to the pandemic #And before that my big job was working in a warehouse where we mostly worked separately #But I remember the times we did socialize I fit in #But I also remember my coworkers were all nerds and that helped #Like idk I feel like I've been sleeping for years and woke up to being a different person #I know it's been hard for me to manage migraines and such (though it's getting easier or I'm just in a good proud period) #But damn #Everyone I've talked to at work figured out pretty quickly that I really can be fun to talk to #But this one girl is avoiding me and I think it's because I was stressed on Thanksgiving day #And probably went from an unknown to a definite asshole in her mind #So I need to talk to her but having it explained to me last night like #'I told her it's not anything personal and you're just kind of like that with everyone' and I was like #Fuck! Am I awful to interact with initially?? Or worse - always until you adapt?

[manasurge]

.

#sometimes I wish drawing wasn't such a lonely activity #am in a bit of a social mood but can't find anything to socialize about #i also wish I didn't need to spend ALL DAY trying to prep my brain to try to draw; despite it being something I wanna do and enjoy #why must i have executive dysfunction over my hobbies #this is why it takes me one million years to something I can actually get done in a few days at most #i'm so incredibly frustrated and it's super depressing and bumming me out #it's just so frustrating and i'm so irritated at myself #i know it's shark week so maybe it's why i'm a bit of a mess; but usually it doesn't affect me during the time so idk #also i love how every night I get to deal with the crippling dread and lowkey anxiety attacks bc everything i'm avoiding/afraid of and it- #- keeps festering in my mind and makes me avoid sleep for as long as possible and i'm stuck in an eternal negative feedback loop #i can't even do the thing i enjoy bc my brain is making it hard for me #not to mention that I constantly get those thoughts about how i'm never getting anywhere in life and i am in fact; ALONE #no irl friends or family and it still scares me to think about how worse things will get in the future for me. #not to mention not having a career or being capable of doing any kind of secondary schooling makes the dread even worse #but again frustrated and i can't even apply positive activities like how I'd usually do; not to mention i'm just always mad at myself about #-everything lmao #stupid brain just let me enjoy me hobby bc i wanna do it and you're not letting me and it's making me feel worse #delete later probably idk lmao

[ichorblossoms]

sketch vs middle

#final piece tbd i busted this all out today and gotta sleep on it #it looks like a vampire here and i kinda knew that going in bc of what i wanted from the color scheme #but i'm trying my best to steer it away from that. maybe i'll draw some coyotes over it idk i'll figure it out #bitches will be like 'i've been in an artistic rut the past few days :(' then hyperfocus on doing this for two hours #i'm bitches #no but i think what's going on is i'm not liking how my *drawings* are turning out as much rn and i gotta revise my digital process somewha #idk if i need to change to a thicker brush or do studies or what #paintings like these are p fine atm. which is i think why i could bust this out in two hours #BUT i know the answer isn't to avoid drawings and just do paintings so maybe tomorrow after i finish some other shit i'll hurl myself at #whatever is bugging me #wip

[prolibytherium]

I only attract people who are extremely needy and high maintenance in ways I am not capable of dealing with or supporting OR people who I actively vibe with and could theoretically maintain a decent relationship but are ex/current christians in a perpetual state of crisis over their homo ways

#I especially don't know why I attract really needy people like you should be running 30000 miles away from #my avoidant attachment swag. I have no idea what you see in me. I cannot save you #Idk about the christians either honestly I'm just cursed #When will I find my fellow anti social low maintenance bestfriend/lover who equally needs to sleep in a separate bedroom and spend #most of the day apart lest we kill each other like two male betta fish in a tiny fishbowl. But we also love each other. #Dream relationship.

[daz4i]

sat down to write all ages in my au, at different points of the story. now, that was very stupid of me. because. that was a lot of math. and so. i worked my brain too much and now it's awake. and I've got an alarm set for less than 5 hours from now. wish me luck

#not like I'd fall asleep anytime soon either 💔 despite the sleeping pill i took 2 hours ago lol. #wish me luck...... #tomorrow may be hard but it won't be long at least... but i should probably try to avoid naps through the day 💔 rip #BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS I FIGURED OUT THE AGES AND MORE OR LESE TIME RANGE FOR THE STORY! #might be able to turn the timeline into a proper visual thing now 👁👁 #(i did make changes in the middle that might've messed things up a bit but. that's a problem for my tomorrow self)

[hikeyzz]

reached the point where the pain and discomfort is making me cry so 👍 officially worst pain of my life the doctors were right lol

#this is also saying a lot from someone that lives with chronic pain #literally just need time to pass faster that's all #i keep telling myself i'm gonna sleep all day and just avoid the pain and discomfort and then i can't sleep bc of all the pain and discomfor #its really quite an unfun situation #no ragrets i just am literally in so much pain it makes me nauseous and just weep silently #i could ask my caretaker to call the doc and ask for some stronger nausea meds so i can take more oxy but i don't really want to #the spins and the blocked upness and the nausea were worse #this is just ... deeply uncomfortable and the best i can do is distract myself and try to ease the pain as much as possible #its not easy #but i know i will feel better eventually #just right now it really really sucks #bye bye tonsils #hikey

[talentforlying]

constantine: i don't have a job, occult detecting doesn't count also constantine, every halloween: well, i guess it's time to punch in. don't talk to me i'm on the clock. racking up that overtime tonight

#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS. #he already doesn't know peace on the daily but he Especially doesn't know it on halloween #least responsible man alive assigns himself duties for 24 hours. is shocked when shit goes off the rails #and the question of the day is do things go off the rails Because he's out there trying to help or In Spite Of. who can say #idk it's very funny to me that he thinks he has a job exactly One night a year #and he does get very formal about it. calls it his 'patrol' night. has a diner he hits up before trawling the synchronicity highway #november 1st isn't a day to him because he just spends it sleeping from sunrise til dusk #and yes he Has tried to avoid getting involved in anything. sitting out the whole day. locking himself in. does Not work #everything ends up coming to him anyways so he's decided he might as well make an official night of it #nothing more comforting than the 70 year old neighborhood watch guy who talks to ghosts #( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.