#so I’m already not doing Great

[the-little-crow]

Well, can’t say I’ve never had a rude af customer now. This lady came in, PISSED, and starts asking about a delivery which I have no fucking clue was taking place because I literally just opened an hour ago. Like ma’am, it isn’t even 3 in the afternoon, I promise you we will DELIVER your tubs of ice cream before 5. Oh it’ll be a disaster if you don’t get it there right this moment? Look lady, not only am I not responsible for ANY of that shit, but hauling a massive ass truck around means sometimes you end up behind schedule. If you have an issue, call my fucking boss, because I do NOT get paid enough to deal with you or your bullshit

#like all I’ve had today is some cake and a monster #so I’m already not doing Great #but goddamn do I not want to deal with a bitchy grandma on top of that #like she walks in ALREADY complaining that our sign isn’t clear enough (it isn’t but that’s not the point) #babes one running on three hours of sleep a shit tone of caffeine and spite #this will not go well for either of us #because I WILL start crying the moment you even think of raising your voice at me #crow rambles #work bullshit #sorta vent #sometimes I hate customers #I really hope some of the regulars I like come in today #they always make my day a bit better

[pixlokita]

Does anyone else gotta resist the urge to give all your blorbos sharp teeth

#and cowlicks…. #idk they just deserv it #it’s like a little crown to let people know they’re your faves #I’m trying so hard not to give sharp teef to CC or Mike tbh #they already got cowlicks #🧍‍♂️ frick #it just looks so nice #pix habla #only Greg gets both #Jeremy has no cowlick but he got sharp teef #:’v #wait Cassie doesn’t have anything #Oop #she’s still a fave too #Nevermind i do not control who gets them or not #I mean I do #but not ? #=w= great

[saturnaous]

I think. Alphonse has a lot of dealings with disassociation and being in a body without nerves.

#fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #fma brotherhood #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #fma #alphonse elric #spenxer lou art #lou is an artist #sigh. this took three days despite the quality of it. I’ve honestly debated about posting it. #I’m not really great with comics but I’d like to get better so I’m pushing through it #grr. you can tell I desperately need to do a new hand study + actually use reference. but I don’t think they look. TOO terrible #all things considered. I had to change up one of the fingers in the third panel last minute so it looks. wonky. but whatever. #grr. . . I need to figure out new ways to lineart and render that like. . .look better #this is soo shoddy and thrown together for how much time is in it. grrr #moving on from my places to improve. I think Alphonse was heavily disassociated when he got bonded from both a lot of that trauma and #not being able to feel things properly as a big suit of armor but he’s gotten better over the years #And it’s another reason he got so shaken up by the idea of not being real. because he already doesn’t feel real so what if he truly isn’t? #anyways. sorry for all the tags. kiss kiss

[fizzytoo]

made a bottoms (movie)/“fight club” inspired oc :D —leah dawn (she/her, 21, physics major) joined her university's "secret" self-defense (fight) club to impress girls and get pussy 😞

#ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 cas #show us your sims #*fizzysims #oc: leah dawn #bc apparently she's not getting any bitches in the physics department #and everybody thinks she's straight 😞 #she can’t fight either 😞 she gets her ass tore up takes silly little selfies then guilts her friends into taking her for ice cream #not too much on my girl’s big ass forehead ✊🏽 #idk when im gonna see the bottoms movie so idk the dynamics of the fight club so dont come for me for including random ass details 🫵🏽 #i just wanted an excuse to make a lesbian oc that’s in a fight club but doesn’t look like she’s in a fight club #y’all think she’s getting pussy? LMAOAJSJSHSH #we need more people in this fight club :D hint hint wink wink #i already have some more ideas for different members maybe antagonists 👀 (enemies to lovers 👀) #anyway this was fun. i’m not rlly sure about the white cas bg WHEW bright as hell and not great for white clothes swatches #ik the bottoms movie is set in a high school but i’m not doing that 💀 i’m grown #blood #cw blood

[brookheimer]

this is SO DESERVED like they are not supporting. let’s be real here. BUT!!!! also now they’d be going up against fucking bob odenkirk and rhea seehorn (and also jeremy strong for kieran!) and i think i might kill myself

#as much as i want them in lead categories they’re more likely to win in supporting and GOD do they deserve to win #like i love jeremy but it should go to bob or kieran this year. jeremy’s already gotten one and honestly i personally think bob’s #performance is more affecting and impressive hot take . which is like… hydrogen bomb vs hydrogen bomb yknow. #and kieran is just SO fucking good and deserves the emmy as much as anyone like he’s fucking killing it #jeremy strong is great but i’m always particularly impressed by like jokey joke actors who turn into the most tragic fucking people believab #like crying over kendall roy is one thing. but over SAUL GOODMAN?! ROMAN ROY?! in s1 of both shows i never would’ve expected that #and rhea…. #fucking rhea…… #sarah snook i love you but RHEA. #this is my sophie’s choice #succession #better call saul #100

[the-somwthing]

Thinking of making one of those life series askblogs with all the dead characters in some form of afterlife. They’re really fun and things like that have been in my head since Last Life started so if anyone’s gonna jump on that you know it’s me (especially since I’ve run 3… successful enough ask series in the past).

#YES I’m talking about. uh. I forgot their url but I’ve been following for a long time 😭 #life series winners blog you know. that’s all over the tag. #and then someone made a school one? I gotta look into that one more seems fun #so yeah I’m really tempted to do one myself cuz like I said since LL started I’ve loved the idea of these guys hanging out after death #I just need to refine some lore for it. and something to set it apart from the others #of course they’re already different. life series winners one is about the winners reacting to the seasons + it’s like a mega crossover #and then the school one. bro I’m calling it the school one. it CLEARLY has a thing lol. and I’m not copying that idea. #so automatically it’s different but what will make mine interesting? aside from the fact that I want to actually draw them #no offense to the other ones I think it’s great that they don’t need to draw. I just want to. #maybe while refining the lore I’ll come up with something. it’ll be based on my headcanons so there’s already some potential lmao

[nightmareonpeachstreet]

Sometimes u just gotta find things to distract you from Arlecchino until she comes out

Like decorating your teapot to be a family home for Arle, her wife Furina and their 3 kids, Lyney Lynette and Freminet

#this is a great way to distract urself from Arlecchino. (obviously (it works great)) #technically there are a lot more kids in the house of the hearth than just those 3 #but I cannot put them in the teapot nor do I know them so #anyway this has been a fun project but I’m starting to run out of things to do #I’ve already made a bedroom for Arlefuri. a boudoir for Furina where she can work on her projects and things #I made a bedroom for the kids (I didn’t like the idea of separating their bedrooms since they’re all so close) #(I did give Fremi a little privacy nook cause I feel like he needs alone time. so does Lynette but we all know your twin doesn’t count) #the living room has Lyney and Lynette’s gift set as well as Fremi’s in it #I made Arlecchino an office. for Business TM #and I think the last major thing I need to do is rearrange the dining room. #right now it’s just Furina’s giftset but I kinda wanna downsize it #that way it can be a dining room and kitchen #cause like. a family dining room doesn’t need to be that big #if we had all the house of the hearth kids here we’d definitely need that much room + probably more #but we’ve got a family of 5 here they’ll be fine with 1 big dining table #ofc I already have everyone’s outdoor giftsets set up too #and one day Arlecchino’s giftsets will be added but #I don’t know what they are yet so #Arlecchino #Furina // #Arlefuri #Lyney // #Lynette // #Freminet // #Genshin Impact //

[juminsfakecat]

ji changwook as a pathetic heart of gold ex-boyfriend and shin hyesun as a goofy optimistic female lead going through a hard time? can’t believe there was a show made for just ME

#welcome to samdalri #DOOOO YALLL KNOW #HOW MUCH I LOVE MR QUEEN AND LOVESTUCK IN THE CITY #THIS IS LITERALLT MY FANON UNREALISTIC PAIRING COMING TRUE PLEASE IM DYING #IVR CRIED ALREADY AND ITS NOT EVEN A SAD SHOW #I JUST LOVE THEM BOTH SEPARATELY AND IT WORKS SO GOOD HERE FJDJDJJS #I loved her in mr queen so much bc she plays goofy cool girls so well like her demeanor and her energy gives old granny who makes dark jokes #AND LIKE UGH #ji changwook has been trying to be more comedic and romcom since he came back from the army #and I KNOW MY MANS POTIENTAL but his counterparts have not been good #not that they weren’t good at acting but the chemistry test just wasn’t there imo like his antagonist role is doing fine bc he has the look #but UGHHHHH YOU JUST HAD TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM DURING THE DRUNK CRYING SCENE IN LOVESTRUCK AND THATS WHERE I KNEW HIS BEST WAS THIS TYPE #loved him and jiwon actually bc he does ‘I’m pathetic for this complicated woman’ so well like idk how to explain it #their chemistry is great in samdalri bc her comedic timing and his pathetic guy thing is just so good I love it #it’s so SPECIFIC FOR ME

[abbysfrenchbraid]

I’m actually so devastated about the Abby casting choice… I’m sure the actress is great but having a tiny petite actress will change the character completely. The specific physique of the game is so important for Abby‘s character!! like this young girl lost her only family in this world and probably a lot of other people who were important to her, Joel decimated and ended the fireflies and she spent YEARS training and working and grinding for the tiniest sliver of a chance that she’d face him again so that if she did she would be ready! And not only was her being jacked important to her story but also to so many people who loved the character and who wanted a some representation of a big buff woman for a change.

#not even gonna start on dina #her beautiful features… #and I’m terrified of what they’ll do with lev #I can already see it coming #fucking hell ND #seems like he’s only casting zionists too :) great #I’m so over this

[itspileofgoodthings]

I was teaching Ophelia’s death scene this week and one of my classes spontaneously giggled when she died (because they are 16 years old and emotionally immature) and I said, in a shocked voice, “it is NOT funny” and they all insisted that it was and so I let it go but then the next day I showed them some Ophelia art, made them think about how sinister it was that her death happens offstage but is still described in such detail for the viewer, which tells us she was WATCHED but not HELPED as she died, and then played a clip from Branagh’s Hamlet of Kate Winslet singing a mourning song for her father and when I tell you how satisfying it was to hear a total and complete hush fall over the room

#teaching tag #Obviously I cannot control their emotions and I don’t try to. but I love to lay all the right groundwork for them to be moved #even if they don’t understand or forget it a second later #I can do that!!! let them have their moment of silly little reaction and then clear it away and make them look at the moment again #giving them all the context and support they need and don’t have on their own #and I have no idea if it works on a personal or individual level because it depends on what they let into their little hearts #but as a class i KNOW that it works. because of that signature hush #the same thing happened when I read the proposal scene from David Copperfield out loud #it’s happened with the end of the inferno. P&P Pemberley scene. teaching twelfth night #it’s my favorite thing to do in the entire world #to just sweep everything away and then re-build how to look at a scene #and the thing I LOVE about teaching high schoolers is that there’s the immaturity and the boredom etc. etc. #But underneath that there is a great stupidity ready to be taught #that is so much better than pretentious college age kids or hardened adults who already ‘know’ what it’s about #they have that grain of stupidity (more than a grain lol) that o’Connor talks about #that is the secret to letting things in #and I’m so passionate about showing them and I’m just getting better at clearing the ground and knowing what tools to show them when #and also —-this is A new thing I’m learning —-how to hold back my own emotions or reactions so as not to cloud it #whenever I start talking very matter-of-factly and very quickly and almost dispassionately about the structure of a moment #that’s so much better than me having the emotion because it gives THEM room to have the emotion #and that’s simply how they’re hooked #ANYWAY. as I said lots of thoughts thanks for listening wldkdkejejjejejejehe

[mihrsuri]

I keep trying to write an update and then being embarrassed about it and feeling like I’m trauma dumping on people by updating and I just..I know it’s on me to manage my crap, I know. I am trying (not very well but I’m trying) and it’s just…I don’t know. I don’t even know.

#please know i have thought about hospital but hospital would #genuinely make it worse (like I cannot even tell you how much worse) #i think I’m legitimately just…having a trauma reaction on top #of a jewish trauma spike #and dentists and having to move (I may have cleaned till I shook today also my arm #does not look great #i feel like i don’t actually verbally have the words #(i have tried not engaging i have tried engaging they both feel awful) #(hashem i don’t know would you even embrace me would you…) #(it’s not a meds thing (I take meds for mdd and I know what that looks like and this isn’t it) #(it’s hard to explain the difference between CPTSD and like a panic attack or a depression) #(except that I feel like I’m so so tainted and not in my body or if I’m in my body I’m in my body somewhere else #abuse cw #i didn’t ask for this cptsd and no tshirt was offered #this will disappear probably #UGH #(i am seeing my therapist tomorrow i just..i know i need to reach out to) #(to like my current landlords and ask if I could just pay for a cleaning service to come in) #(i know i need to be like ‘unfortunately my CPTSD is Fucking Terrible Right Now and I need) #(just a bit of grace apologies) #(i do not want my parents to know i do not want that) #(aside from the fact that I am already a burden to them anyway) #a stupid flop of a person i am crying thinking about how i had plans for kids and a wife and travel and…I’m nothing #(everyone else is something I’m not I don’t deserve grace lbr) #it keeps running through my head how many people i thought loved me want me dead #and it’s like I can fake it so well #(i don’t know I may be like sending words to people) #to run through the steps of not being alone #i’m truly sorry i am always not taking accountability and playing the victim and clinging to people #to get reassurance i don’t deserve that its a good person it isn’t it isn’t a person

[butch-himbo-king]

just bc i’m curious….

#personal #polls #i’ve been thinking about trying to actually turn streaming into a think i do regularly and not just something i maybe do twice a month #especially with the looming possibility of becoming unemployed #i’m already applying for jobs but i know it’s not a great time to be looking rn so #in case i end up with a lot more free time i think id be very interested in getting a bit of a community around and id love if it could #be a lot of the ppl i’ve come to enjoy on here #but i also know twitch shit isn’t exactly everyone’s cup of tea and it’s hard to make it enticing when there’s thousands of other ppl you #could watch instead

[frecklystars]

Don’t get me wrong I love Ryan Gosling’s Ken more than I love anyone else rn. I owe that character my life. I genuinely would not have lived through the last 6 months if I didn’t have that movie breathing life back into me when I was at my lowest point, he’s my number one go-to character when my flashbacks are happening and when I need support. I would genuinely have died without this guy and his dozen characters to keep me going and helping me feel safe self shipping again

But how the fuck did Ryan get nominated for an Oscar for being a supporter to Barbie while Margot Robbie whomst IS Barbie, she is EVERYTHING… did not…???? 😭😭 How did Greta Gerwig not get nominated for best director when she made history being the first and only female director to break the biggest opening at the box office????? What the fresh fuck is this

Ryan said himself it’s Barbie AND Ken… there is no Just Ken………………

The Barbie movie would not have happened if Margot didn’t get the rights to Barbie and trust Greta 100%. Nobody believed in this movie more than Margot did, because she believed in Greta, she knew it would be a powerful film. It would not have been half the story that it is if Greta didn’t direct this movie. Greta and Margot are the reason this movie 1) exists in the first place and 2) the reason the movie is as incredible as it is. Not to mention Margot had to convince Mattel that they needed to get comfortable with the idea of being uncomfortable. They were allowed to get away with SO MUCH because Margot is an artist at putting her 110% into everything she does and that includes getting Mattel to allow any of this to exist in the first place when they are so careful with Barbie.

Margot and Greta are literally everything. Ryan is JUST. KEN. THAT HAS BEEN THE ENTIRE FUCKING POINT

#I’m torn dude I’m so happy for Ryan but I’m like. devastated I feel like this was the whole point of the movie #BEHIND EVERY GREAT BARBIE THERE IS A KEN AND HES TOTALLY FINE WITH THAT. #KEN BEING BY HIMSELF ISNT WHAT HES USED TO!!!!!! #KEN NEEDS HIS BARBIE!!!!!! DO NOT SEPARATE THEM????? #i was hoping he’d sing at the Oscar’s but I don’t know if he’d be willing to do that now. #idk if he’d be comfortable bc he’s already only doing all of this for Greta and Margot #and what is the point if Margot isn’t recognized as Barbie… in her own Barbie Movie™️ #and if Greta isn’t recognized for all of her hard work and how this movie would not have been possible or GOOD without HER!!!!! #I AM THE BIGGEST KEN FAN AND SUPPORTER AND LOVER. BUT. I AM UPSET #HIS WHOLE CHARACTER IS HIM BEING JUST SOME GUY 😭 #AND THE WOMEN DID NOT GET RECOGNIZED AT ALL???? #well america got nominated. I’m happy for her. but oh my god #greta is the one who wrote her big speech!!!!! where is greta!!!!!! #barbie itself got nominated BUT NOT THE PEOPLE WHO MADE THIS MOVIE????? #I’m sleep deprived I’m not wording myself as well as I normally would but god. #AUGH #woof

[starbuck]

the best is when you watch a film for the billionth time and can STILL notice something new

#watched To Be Or Not To Be (1942) for the sixth?? seventh?? time tonight and noticed an INCREDIBLE reaction i hadn’t seen before #i am at peace 😌😌 #i was feeling kinda freaked out and needed to watch something that wasn’t gonna make it worse #i also REALLY needed to rewatch it for… well… several reasons #but particularly one which will become clear in the coming weeks #(though i got a lot more out of it already - looking forward to my future rewatch when i’m done) #and i finally realized what i needed to do about [redacted] #the solution was so clear and simple! can’t believe i didn’t think of it before #now i just have to take my pick! #great stuff great stuff #really truly cannot WAIT to subject you all to this fic #it’s still very much In Progress - but the parts that are done are just…. 👌🏻👌🏻 *SO* good

[brainrotdotorg]

If I’m not. Super active for awhile it’s because we got some bad news about my dog’s health and we may have to put him down soon so I don’t think I’m going to be online very much .

#i think I have some posts queued already #so I’m not dropping off the face of the earth or whatever #but we just got the news and. I’m not doing great #any well wishes would be nice. he was a good boy and I love him so much #fuck .

[nekoro-san]

*SxF spoiler*

Confirmed Yuri has watched Bondman with his niece 👍 ( a little progress for him to getti ng attached to Forger I think ? )

Or it’s maybe based on the lightnovel when Anya asks Yuri to imitate as police in a career center because she watched a cartoon about a police catching criminals and make them eat prison food. ( maybe he watched that cartoon with her after that?)

#sxf spoilers #spyxfamily #yor forger #loid forger #yuri briar #spy x family #i do hope there is a chapter about that #I’m disappointed Endo still use him as a joke for the main couple like it’s already happened before #this joke is getting old and I’m so tired of him inorge to make a chapter with him bonding w/ Anya #maybe the Yuri & Anya is still not popular enough for Endo to explore this duo #like bonding with Anya is a big progress and great character development for him anyway but Endo still using the easy way *sigh*