I like, want to be butch but I'm kind of super nervous about it and feel kind of like an imposter because I didn't always feel this way. Plus I am terrified of topping even though I think it's super hot and have really enjoyed when I have done it! I just like, love butch4femme and butch4butch and feel empowered by butchness but also idk!!! Ah!
my brother, u need to take a deep breath… first, almost 100% of us didnt always feel butch it can be something that can time for u to grow into. n u know being butch has nothing to do w topping!!! u can be a butch bottom, vers, or whatever else u feel like having sex! if ure asking for my advice i say just take it easy bro, it’s supposed to be a journey of self discovery, u dont have to have everything figured out now. just give urself time to see what feels right to u 🙏🏽
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I’m sorry but you camera for the show? What? I’m so high rn I can’t understand this. You see the show happen right. And you do the lights or whatever and the characters are litterally there and have you met the actors? Do u interact with them?? Is the magic of the show ruined for you because you see them go in and out of character???? Does it give you a different perspective on the show? If this is too much for you and you don’t want to interact with this message then ignore!!❤️❤️❤️
im a digital utility (/addt'l 2nd AC), so unless im covering one of the 2nds, i basically just set up all the teradek receivers/monitors so the directors, the DP, and the makeup dept can see wats happening on set without having to be on set (i change A Lot of batteries too)
and ykno, as far as the magic goes, the show had alredy sort of...stopped being as intense of an obsession for me as it used to be b4 i got the job on set, so it ended up being a somewhat natural shift once i got to see behind the curtain
like, dont get me wrong, i still have Mental Issues lmao, i am still not normal abt it, but it used to be so so so much worse nd th show rly consumed basically 100% of my headspace almost nonstop
so because i had kinda wound down b4 getting to work on set, it like...? it revived my love ig? but n a new way, w a new outlook that im happy to have. like, theres ben a change in energy n th past couple seasons anyways, so its felt p normal stepping into it in a new way too
that being said, i will just drop some old tags here:
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I liked about half of Tunic. very pretty and had great level design, but the fighting mechanics were not consistent enough for the level of precision it demanded of the player. exploration was incredibly well done but the combat TO ME was something I just suffered through to enjoy the rest of the game. and then when I got to the boss rush I just uninstalled it. the combat felt so bad to play that when it felt like the developer was saying "here, you love this right? great news, you get way more of My Awesome Combat System" it felt insulting.
i think a lot of it is banking on Zelda nostalgia, but I've never played a Zelda game and I was coming at it through the lens of "this is an isometric soulslike" instead of "this is a challenging zelda-like" which made me have a bad time. i also did not think the gameplay meshed with the plot very much, for a game that was touted as "just like outer wilds."
also to be fair, I didn't engage with any of the meta-puzzles, because to me there weren't enough lore tidbits or hints of things lurking beneath the surface to make it seem worthwhile. it was just for the completionists or language nerds (laudatory).
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Headcanon that I’d like to see drawn by someone actually good at art: magalor is a chronic thief, he steals any little trinket he can get his hand on, he just saw the master crown as the ultimate trinket to steal, also he has a little clear plastic box with everything he has stolen in it, most of the time it’s stuff people wouldn’t even notice is gone, like like Kirby’s spare star pillow, (if you’ve already gotten this ignore me, I wasn’t sure if it went through properly)
Smth smth cat burglar
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air. popping in to just give u the biggest kiss on the cheek for the tags u left on the yuta drabble!! it made me so happy u have no idea !! I WAS SO SCARED ABOUT POSTING IT LMAO. ironically because of the parts u seemed to love so much,,,,so it just makes my brain do a little skip and dance LOL
ari when i tell u these two are insane.....im so excited to post more about them and share more with u!! im so glad u enjoyed their dynamic i was hoping it came off as understandable but still sorta weird ! hes The weirdo,, the Freak (and freak lover) AGH IM JUST SHAKING U SO HARD RN U GET IT U GET IT
agh but thank u thank u!! im really happy u enjoyed it seriously !
(i have one question for u tho,,,,im curious! im not sure how u imagine reader when reading fic but in this case did u see them as very monstrous or sort of as a hybrid of sorts, like more human still?)
also!! do not think i missed that stsg poly fic that u posted!! i saw it on ur blog and my eyes popped out of my sockets IM SO EXCITED TO GET TO IT!! (++also also, i hope ur holidays r going well<3)
MOSS HI HELLO ‼️‼️ u r so so welcome, i know ive said it already but ur drabbles really do make me so so happy!!!! i loved this one sm <333
I GET WHAT U MEAN THO i also get nervous when it comes to posting more morbid/gritty pieces… which is ironic bc there’s literally nothing i love reading more LMAO. but pls dont worry i will literally eat any and all of ur pieces right up <33 this one was no exception!!! so so so wellwritten and tasty
and wahhh im super excited to see more of these two!!!!! im so in love w their dynamic already :’3 HES SO WEIRD ITS TRUE ….. i love yuuta sm bc he has this perfect contrast between sweet little guy / Weirdo Freak and its so funny. like. wdym this is the same fucking guy???? 😭😭
i <3 him. yuuta is one of those characters that i forget how much i love from time to time but ur drabble feels so in-character that it reminded me again!!! tysm !!!! 🌱🌱
(AND AND … thats a good question….. if i went back and looked at the drabble again i feel like i could see reader either way, but the first time i think i leaned more in a hybrid direction…. like. human-looking kinda but w lots of animalistic traits…
ohh but im so curious, how is reader supposed to be imagined??? 👀👀 are they just a whole Beast? bc thats sick if so)
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so i've seen my therapist for 3 sessions now which isn't a lot but I think it's enough to say there is just something really refreshing about working with an explicitly queer positive/affirming therapist
like i did not realize how much weight i was bringing to my old sessions, of doing the mental arithmetic of "how can i explain this in the way a Straight Man will understand" and now it's just easy to...speak. and express myself as unflinching and honest as i want to be
is very nice
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sneak peek of my gift for you :3 i know you really wanted a continuation, so i decided to build off + rewrite some of the meet-ugly drabble i wrote.
people don't know who the writer is, as well as their chosen team. this is kept secret by all staff and even the student themselves, in order to keep it a surprise. but talk of the auditions and characters had reached you. and in turn, it also got to joshua and apparently one of his newest friends, 'wei'. a short invidivual who didn't seem all that loud.
happy late birthday!! it might take a bit but i SWEAR i will get this out just for u, pookiecakes.
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NO WAYYYY you're gonna do a continuation of the meet ugly !!!!!! honestly im still so proud of myself for coming up w such a great idea haha ill look forward to wht u write :D
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