#thank youuu it's also one of my favourite lyrics

[qatl-kardo-malika]

🪄 (also hello I like your username)

when at night, your toes touch mine I'd sing you to sleep If you mine to keep

-cold/mess, Prateek Kuhad

send me a 🪄 to get a song lyric I am not normal about

#omg hii #thank youuu it's also one of my favourite lyrics #<3

[worstlovesong]

asks for distractions: what are your favourite lucy lyrics? (solo + boygenius inclusive!)

Thank youuu <3 I apologize in advance for anyone who thought I could be normal about this because I am simply Insane about Lucy’s writing <3

“We had a lot to measure / We had more past than pleasure / And time grows deep like weeds” - Dream state…

This song hits me hard post-bad-friendship but this lyric sticks with me. Realizing that even if there was a lot of memories built with someone, they may not be Good Ones. Realizing after the fact that perhaps the time spent together wasn’t as good as it once seemed. Time is always moving forward and now that you’re away from them, you’re left with a mind full of invasive weeds to pluck through in search of new growth.

“If beauty is the only way / To make the nightmares go away / I'll plant a garden in your brain / And let the roots absorb the pain” - Trust

This chorus makes me so !!!!! Like oh my god. It’s just beautiful, it’s a promise of a loved one wanting to ease your pain and soothe your fears in the gentlest way. It’s a promise to yourself, to find beauty in the world and hold onto it because then there’s a reason to keep going.

“Don't hold your breath, forget you ever saw me at my best / You don't deserve what you don't respect / Don't deserve what you say you love and then neglect” - Night Shift

This song in its entirety is just a fucking masterpiece. I love it so much and I struggle to express why. This part specifically gets across exactly what I want to say to someone who hurt me and it honestly helps me reframe my thoughts because No this person does not deserve me at my best or at all because they did not respect or love me like they said they did ‼️

“Believe me, I'm speaking plainly and painfully/Trying to stay elegant, eloquent and delicate to you” - Body to Flame

This one just scratches my brain tbh. This whole song is beautiful and just the very human concept of knowing someone so well and yet somehow not fully understanding them because we are all so unpredictable

“The future isn't worth its weight in gold / The future is a benevolent black hole” - Cartwheel

Not being ready to face the future, especially when it takes things and people away from you. Change is hard, change is scary, change is autism’s worst nightmare (and therefore mine). Yet she also implies that the future, while vast and unknown and forcing change, is not inherently evil. The future can bring good things, even if you’re not ready for it.

“I wanna run my fingers through you / You say nobody understands you like I do” - Partner in Crime

Once again this just makes my brain go ‼️

“You called me cerebral / I didn't know what you meant / But now I do, would it have killed you / To call me pretty instead?” -Brando

This line and I Don’t Wanna Be Funny Anymore hit me for the same reasons. Growing up being forced into the role of the funny one or the smart one but I was never pretty. It’s just that frustration with people who can’t even bother to give straightforward praise/compliments, calling you an old soul or wise for your age or cerebral. What does that even mean, when you’re 10 years old and just like to read books but they paint you as a scholar or you’re 15 and you’ve never had someone other than your grandmother tell you you’re beautiful. Like goddamn just let me be pretty for once.

“I'm staring at my hands / Red, ruddy skin, I don't understand / How did they betray me? What did I do?” - Triple Dog Dare

After I came out to my family at 15 years old I wasn’t allowed to see my friends outside of school for months. I internalized it, I mean I was still dealing with severe internalized homophobia from the church and I thought it must be My Fault. I remember apologizing to my friends, crying, because I wasn’t allowed to come over or hang out with them. As if it was my fault. I would spend hours regretting coming out, wondering what I did that was so wrong. This line just sits in my brain and wow Lucy Dacus is just like me fr

“I want you to tell me that you miss me / Want you to hold and hurt and kiss me / I wanna run away and live on your family's boat” - Triple Dog Dare

As you can tell by my pinned post I have Feelings about this verse. I’ve posted about this before but this song is the perfect example of young queer love and how adults interfere and see it as impure. This line specifically just highlights that need to be with that person, for them to hold you and kiss you and even if they’re hurting you at least it’s proof they’re there. The need to to run away with them because even if you’re missing at least you’re together in the end. God this song makes me fucking feral.

“But it feels good to be known so well / I can't hide from you like I hide from myself / I remember who I am when I'm with you / Your love is tough, your love is tried and true-blue” -True Blue

I’m really gay and I love my girlfriend <3

But also like this song just fucking hits oh my god. Being known and loved by someone in a way that is so genuine, so honest, so raw. The parts of yourself you are ashamed of they embrace openly. A dependable and honest love that makes you remember yourself, truly see yourself.

“I wanna live a vibrant life / But I wanna die a boring death”

AND

“Oh, it hurts to hope for more / Oh, it hurts to hope the future / Will be better than before” - Afraid of Heights

I remember after my first listen of this song I just sat there stunned, crying. This song is so dear to me and Lucy has my entire heart. I relate to the concept of a toxic friendship in which the person pushes your boundaries and shames you for them. Every word of this song resonates and I’m so tired so I don’t think I can do it justice but I truly have many thoughts on it.

The wish to just live a bright and exciting life but not die in a risky, stressful, painful way. The pain of the unknown, of the future, once again going back to the benevolent black hole. Just hoping that one day things will be better because it’s all you can hold on to but it hurts so much some days

This got so long 🫠 I recognize I have a problem and I just want y’all to know I love Lucy Dacus she’s everything to me <33

#also the entirety of we’re in love but I didn’t think y’all wanted me to add that agsjdjd #Lucy Dacus songwriter of all time #I can’t help that I’m a lyric guy and I hyperanalyze everything I listen to #cj.txt #asks #anon !! #lucy dacus

[weeping-in-the-willows]

Five favourite songs at the moment and why? By the way, i love your theme<3

omg thank youuu sm and hiii

these are in no particular order btw bc i don't think i could ever do that lol also my reasons are so so so stupid sorry

now that we don't talk by taylor swift, reasoning:

everything abt it, it's perfect

the ending is sooo good

makes me want to scream

fun but cryinggggg

mentions of mom, which makes me so happy

is it over now? by taylor swift, reasoning:

i figured this would be my favorite vault track and i was pretty much right. it's the one i've listened to the most

also makes me want to scream

it's made me cry a lot

"i think abt jumping off of very tall somethings" MEEEEE

paul revere by noah kahan, reasoning:

i live in a small town i feel like this is a good enough reason

i want to leave and if i could i would but also would i???

just like all of the lyrics ig

once again the fantasy of being somewhere where nobody knows me or just never staying one place again, to just like disappear

the ending is sooo real omg

also the dog part hurts sm

the last one by maisie peters, reasoning:

I LOVE THIS SONG SM

IT MAKES ME HAPPY

CANT HELP BUT DANCE

A LOST CAUSE IN LEVIS BUT ILL ALWAYS SEE GREAT HEIGHTS IN YOU

IF YOUR THE SYD BARRETT OF THE BAND IM THE GIRL ON THE TRAIN TRACKS HOLDING YOUR HAND

YOU WERE SEEING CASTLES THEY WERE SEEING SAND THEYRE NEVER GONNA GET IT NO THEYLL NEVER UNDERSTAND

it just makes me feel like things might be okay idk

after midnight by chappell roan

FUN FUN FUN

DANCE DANCE DANCE

CAUSE AFTER MIDNIGHT IM FEELING KINDA FREAKY MAYBE ITS THE CLUB LIGHTS I KINDA WANNA KISS UR GIRLFRIEND IF U DONT MIND I LOVE A LITTLE DRAMA LETS START A BAR FIGHT

CAUSE EVERYTHING GOOD HAPPENS AFTER MIDNIGHT

IM FEELING KINDA FREAKY MAYBE ITS THE MOONLIGHT I KINDA WANNA KISS UR BOYFRIEND IF U DONT MIND I LOVE A LITTLE UHHUH LETS WATCH THE SUNRISE

HANDS APPRECIATION SONG!!!!

#sorry for whatever happened there at the end #asks #oh no coffee just started playing #time to cry

[nongnaos]

tag game: q & a

tagged by @icouldhyperfixatehim thank youuu (i am still doing the bl/gl one its in the drafts its just... how much do I overthink? yes.)

favourite time of year: its gotta be summer or autumn for me, I like warm weather bc im a chronically cold person. also halloween

comfort food: not to sound intensely irish but potatoes. mashed spuds are life and i dont have them very often bc i will eat too many.

do you collect something: does unused yarn count bc my yarn stash is 👀👀 i used to collect the ticket stubs from going to the cinema so i have a lot of those hanging about

favourite drink: tea. mi wadi. coffee. in that order and thats pretty much all i drink tbh

current favourite song: BUCK by Woodz always makes me happier (also Trigger is SUCH a jam) very hype mood, or Stay Here by Gaho when I'm not quite sad but want to feel like my heart is healing ( a great middle-of-the-night-earbuds-in song, makes me feel like flying)

favourite song: probably The Temptation of Adam by Josh Ritter, his lyrics are always incredible and its such a good story-song.

tagging @surajmukhis @wkxs @loveinthetimeofcoolers @snimeat

#if i call Josh Ritter 'the straight mans Mika'... #bc the lyrics are usually about normal song things but with so much humour in them? #tag game #obviously if you've done this already or aren't bothered just ignore me! #also if anyone i havent tagged sees this and wants to do it pls tag me so i van read #i love lil insights into peoples lives/thoughts like this

[capow02]

Freak Show >:) and/or Want if it’s not cheating to do two songs :3

This is amazing, my very first response and you've somehow managed to find two of the sio songs I have the most to say about! Get ready for an essay.

Freak show is an absolute masterpiece of a song. You know you're in for a treat when you hear the magic sparkling sounds fade in, Cody delivering his first two lines with nothing but guitar chords in the background, and then the strings, drums, and absolutely epic guitar riff that masterfully lead into the first verse. I've always thought this was an amazing way to open the song. The verses are really strong, and Cody's "yeahhhh" at the end of the first one, along with the drums, is incredible and a perfect lead in to the chorus.

And oh my god, the chorus. It might be my favourite ever sio chorus to date. It's so catchy, with Cody's "I lost myself in make believe" blending so well with the "I don't wanna go"s. I'm always so unbelievably happy to hear it, and if I'm alone you best believe I'm singing it as loud as I can. The "you want reform" line masterfully adds some variance to the melody, while still being catchy as hell, and the decision to cut the instrumental for the last line was a perfect choice. Amazing.

And the bridge? It puts so many other bridges to shame. The "la da da"s were a master stroke, especially when they continue behind the lyrics. And then, Cody must've thought "Oh, you're not dead yet? Let's finish you off" when he decided to, on the last "you can't break me", pause the instrumental for half a second. I want to go back to the moment he chose to do that and personally thank him. It gives me goosebumps every time.

And even after all that, the way Cody goes higher when he sings "decieved" and "tainted bliss" in the last chorus is transcendent, and just the perfect capper on the perfect song. And I haven't even talked about the lyrics, which are so relatable when you've tried to change your personality to fit in with others. It's so inspiring, and singing "I've become who I am" and "you can't break me" at the top of your lungs is really freeing.

So yes, freak show is a perfect 10/10 song, my favourite from cinematics, and my second favourite sio song ever. I wonder if anyone will submit my number 1.

And want, my favourite song off upside down, where to start with this one? The beautiful and almost sombre opening is an immediate attention catcher, and very unique for a sio song. The way the pre-chorus builds up to the chorus itself is mesmerising and dramatic in a way that never fails to keep my attention, like I know I'm about to hear something important. And I am, because the chorus is so heartfelt and real, but also really catchy in a lowkey way.

In the bridge, Cody delivers one of his best vocal performances with the long "youuu", and the way the background vocals combine "this isn't what I really want" with "I gotta say" scratches my brain in a really satisfying way. And the backing vocals at the end are just perfection. Listening to this song feels like you're going through an extremely important experience. And that's not even the main reason why I love this song so much.

While freak show was relatable, want feels like Cody has reached into my brain and written a song about my own personal experiences. Having only just figured out that I'm aroace after convincing myself I wanted a relationship for years, lines like "so sure but so confused" and "I guess I found another way to lie" hit me straight in the feels. The chorus especially hits, because I only figured it out when I actually began a relationship. So, if you asked me this a year ago, I would've said this was a very average song. But now? I belt out that chorus with feeling whenever it plays. It's probably my most relatable sio song tied with lonely dance, and according to my top 30 list, it's my 13th favourite ever sio song.

9/10! Also, epic kill the lights reference.

#bet you didnt think id type all that out did you #you underestimate how bored i am #and how much i love freak show #also feel free to send in more than one song!! #i love talking about my favourite band #pow asks #sio pow asks #set it off #set it off band #sio

[amygdalagustd]

favourite k-pop group tag game!

I was tagged by the lovely @kimtaegis thank youuu! I haven't done a tagging game in ages, this is gonna be fun 💜

Who is your favourite k-pop group?

✨️💜BTS💜✨️

Which member sparked your interest first?

Jungkook. The first mv I watched was dope. He jumped out in that police uniform and I was immediately like 👀

Who was your first bias?

Also jungkook!

Who is your current biases?

It didn't take long for me to fall for Yoongi 🥺. My current and probably forever bias

What makes them your current bias(es)?

My god. His kindness and generosity. The way he treats people. The things he does for his friends (I recently watched the last suchwita ep can you tell). His deadpan humor. His strength. His passion and dedication for music. His insane stage presence. His amazing production skills. His flow and rhythm when he raps. His comforting voice. His amazing lyrics. How I relate to some of his struggles. His introverted nature. His care for the members in his own way. The way his fingers look on a piano. The way he smiles. Must I go on?

Who is your bias wrecker?

Jungkook and Namjoon

Which members are you currently obsessing over that aren't your bias/ bias wrecker?

My friend really likes jimin so I have been seeing a lot of jimin and I just love him very much 🥺

When did you first discover the group?

Somewhere in the spring of 2016. It's been a while!

Have you ever been to one of their concerts?

Yes! I saw them for the love yourself tour and the speak yourself tour. Truly some of my best experiences ever.

What are some of your favourite songs by the group?

This is hard. Run, tomorrow, black swan, magic shop, ma city, baepsae, epiphany. And many more 😌💜

I'll tag: @agust-dyke @wildflowertranquility @daechwitas @poutyniall @seaweedbrainplm

#tagging game

[sokkas-honour]

3 with sokka for your spotify wrapped playlist writing thingy? Also hii hehe i just found your blog 5 seconds ago NICE TO MEET YOUUU

it’s lovely to meet you too! (i prepared these a while ago but tysm for being so supportive of my blog!!)

affluenza - sokka x reader

pairing: sokka x fem!reader (it’s more platonic than anything)

wc: 2.7k

notes/warnings: again, i’m only really using the theme of this song instead of the lyrics. for warning, misogyny?? a bit of neglect

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growing up a princess was already hard to begin with, but being the younger sister to the nation’s favourite royal was even worse. constantly being in her shadow, being ignored by parents and just being blindly spoiled. you were lucky, you could get whatever you wanted except for your parent’s own attention and affection.

ever since you turned the age of ten, you were quick to notice that you weren’t your parent’s favorite so you would try and do whatever you could to be the star in their eyes. you trained everyday in order to improve your water bending, your warrior skills, just anything that could make you stand out and get your parents to notice you more. but alas, you weren’t the crown princess, the most beautiful girl in the northern water tribe.

it came to a point where, around your fifteenth birthday, you were starting to loose motivation for things in general. all of your work had payed off, you had mastered every healing form and had even gotten secret lessons from local boys trying to use you to get to yue, you had everything you could want except for the one thing you desperately needed. so you started isolating yourself a bit more, the rest of the nation forgetting about you even more.

your isolation changed when you heard of the avatar having arrived in your tribe and suddenly, you desperately wanted to get to know them. if you befriended the avatar and even joined him on his voyage, you might just finally get your parent’s stamp of approval. it was the first thing in months to give you any sort of motivation.

during the dinner that your dad threw for the guests and to honour your sister’s birthday, you had managed to find a spot next to the southern watertribe girl and you two hit it off immediately. bonding over shared experiences as younger siblings.

“yeah it does hurt a bit to have practically mastered all your water bending forms and not get a congratulations from your parents.” was your comment as the two of you spoke about sometimes feeing as thought you’re living in your older sibling’s shadow. what you said seemed to have done something to the girl who’s name you learned was katara.

“you’re a waterbender?” she asked bewildered. her eyes looking at you with excitement and wonder.

“yeah, one of the best in the tribe if i do say so myself.” you joked lightly, a bit confused at her tone.

“i’m a waterbender too! do you think you could teach me a few things?” she excitedly asked, a huge grin on her face. you nodded and finished swallowing your pickled fish that had been prepared by the best chefs in town.

“i mean sure but i’m not sure what i could teach you. i’m basically a master but i wouldn’t say that i’m too far ahead from other people my age.” you responded, explaining to the girl from your sister tribe that you may not be able to teach her much.

“oh, where i come from, i’m the last waterbender. so i’ve never had any actual training.” her gaze averted from yours and you instantly regretted what you said, feeling horrible at your assumption. you were used to being surrounded by waterbenders and had no idea what she must’ve been going through.

“i’m so sorry, i shouldn’t have said that. if you need anyone to show you some water bending forms, i’m more than happy to. but i’m sure you’ll get more from master yagoda.” you searched for her hand and gave it a little squeeze, she turned her head to smile at you which you returned a comforting one back.

“why not master paku?” she inquired, slightly confused at not hearing the name of the respected master she had heard about at one point during the dinner.

“master paku teaches warrior waterbending skills, girls aren’t allowed to learn those techniques, only healing.” you explained, gaze faltering slightly. you hated your tribe’s costume which is why you always tried to rebel in your own way, but she didn’t need to know that yet.

“why? that’s stupid!” she exclaimed, removing her hand from yours to hit her closed fists on the table in annoyance, thankfully not drawing any attention.

“i know! but it’s tradition and the old farts who control this town hate breaking tradition, even my father won’t break it for me!” you explained, giving a small glance to your father who spoke to one of his councilmen.

“maybe he’ll change his mind if i’m with the avatar! we might even convince him to train you!” she suggested, optimism laced in her words but you simply shrugged your shoulders.

“you can try but i wouldn’t get your hopes up. if you do though, make sure to come get me.” you blankly responded, not wanting to give her any false sense of joy.

the rest of the dinner went by nicely, her telling stories about her adventure with the avatar and her brother, who’s name you learned to be sokka. he even inserted himself in the conversation once or twice, making you laugh at his comments. the night had to end eventually, and for yue and yourself, it meant you two have to leave before the party ended.

“y/n, i think i may have a problem.” yue nervously started when you were both alone. “that southern water tribe boy, he.”

“he’s hilarious?” you finished her sentence, a knowing smile on your lips.

“yeah, and i’m scared i might be catching feelings for him. he even suggested to do something together.” she explained, hand grabbing yours nervously, looking to you for advice on what she should do. no matter how much your parents favoured yue on every way, there was so way you could ever hate her or hold your parents’ doings against her.

“oh come on yue, talking to him won’t hurt you. if anything, not talking to him will hurt him.” you joked, placing your hand on top of hers to give more weight to your words.

“i suppose so.” she smiled, most likely thinking about him and the way he made her feel. your smirk never left your face as you watched the way he made her feel.

the next day, you ran into katara and aang as they went to visit master paku to try and convince him to train the both of them. you were going on a simple walk, hoping to run into them.

“y/n, want to come with us to master paku?” katara immediately asked once you were in proximity to the tow of them.

“not sure you’ll be able to convince them but i’d love to either way.” you smiled, waving hello to the avatar.

“well we’re going to try.” aang backed up katara’s optimism which was slightly sad to see as you knew the ending, you had experienced it yourself.

and like you predicted, their attempt to get the old master to go against outdated traditions proved useless. it ended in katara yelling at his misogynistic attitude and giving up to go sit in on a healing session. you decided to join her, knowing it was useless to you but it was nice to a get a refresher nonetheless.

once it ended, you were left to deal with an annoyed katara as aang was still training. you admired her for standing up to him, wishing you had the confidence that she had but you had given up fighting traditions a long time ago when you realised it was useless.

“listen, i’m sorry katara. if you want though, i can show you around town.” you tried to cheer her up but she seemed to agree with no enthusiasm.

during your tour, you made sure to give as many details as you could to the girl from your sister tribe but it didn’t do much to make her smile. her attitude did change though when the both of you ran into her older brother, a lovestruck emotion on his face which immediately led you to conclude he had seen your sister, and you were right.

“we’re meeting tonight at the same bridge we saw each other! yue and i!” was the first he said when he approached the two of you, more directed to his sister.

“really sokka? that’s great!” katara’s mood seemed to change to happiness for her brother. she then turned to you, surprisingly. “you know, maybe yue said something to y/n. did she?”

“why would yue tell her something?” sokka stopped you from answering, taking you slightly aback. his rather none accusing question hurt you more than you’d care to admit.

“i beg your pardon?” you were slightly offended at his question, more hurt but that wasn’t the tone that you wanted to show, knowing that showing hurt was more of a weakness than anything. at least in your household, your parents only seemed to notice your negative attitude when it came out. a comment made by a schoolmate hurt you and when you came home crying, you were simply neglected as yue had come home earlier and your parents were engrossed in her story. you had tried to come to them but were simply ignored. since then, you’ve only ever shown emotions theyd deem negative to your sister.

“sokka, you met her last night. she’s the second princess of the northern water tribe!” katara harshly whispered as you calmed yourself down, making a mental note to thank your new friend.

“yue has a sister? what did she say about me?” his confusion turned to excitement as he practically rushed into your face, too close for your liking.

“yes, and what do you think you’ll get out of me?” you smirked slightly, putting your hand on his chest to push him out of your face.

“i don’t know, what does a princess need?” he questioned. letting your hand linger before you dropped it.

“warrior training.” katara observed as you narrowed your eyes, the smirk still on your lips as you surprised the rather bold boy.

“why would you need warrior training?”

“because, i want to. my father refuses to let me train but i’ve found ways. yue told me you’re supposedly the best warrior in your village and i want some.” you defied his expectations, he assumed you’d probably be drastically different from your sister in a bad way but he was wrong.

“deal, you tell me what yue thinks of me and i’ll teach you a couple of things i know.” he was quick to agree, willing to do anything to know what the crown princess thought of him. you took your hand out to shake on it and he did, both of you looking each other in the eyes in defiance, hands lingering in each other’s grip.

katara giggled at the interaction which brought the two of you out of your stare and let go of each other’s hands.

“i’ll see you tomorrow, hopefully yue will tell me more after your little rendezvous today.” you told him before turning your attention back to katara, seeing as though she was with her brother now, she’d be fine on her own. “i’ll see you tomorrow around the healing hut early tomorrow?”

she nodded before you waved the two of them goodbye and walked back towards the palace, looking forward to your first session with sokka.

the next day was pretty eventful, finding out that katara and aang had gone against paku’s rules, meaning that he refused to continue raining the avatar. you found out right before leaving for the session with yagoda and decided to stick around when katara defied him. and by the end of that whole fiasco, she was able to convince him to let her train with him.

after that happened, you immediately went to your father to beg him to let you join paku’s clas but you were met with a wall.

“absolutely not, the times may be changing but i’d rather none of my daughters do anything too dangerous. you still need to finish mastering healing.” was his response, leaving you in complete disbelief. you had mastered every healing form a couple of months ago and he didn’t know.

yue tried to comfort you but you ignored him, deciding to walk around town to calm down. you knew that if yue was the waterbender, she’d be able to do whatever she wanted. even if she was their fragile little girl.

the day went by rather fast, and before you knew it, you were following katara in secret to watch the first ever girl receive training from a master in the northern water tribe. you made sure to not make your presence too noticeable, even if the majority of people didn’t notice you most of the time. you watched in complete awe of her raw skill, wishing that you were right there next to her, having something to make you stand out from your family.

when the afternoon came, you made your way to where the three of them was staying in order to complete your deal with sokka.

“hey y/n, did you find out anything about yue?” was his greeting which earns a little eye roll from you.

“didn’t she tell you that she was engaged?” you said rather harshly, regretting as you saw him look down sadly. “listen sokka, she can’t love you but she does. she’s tied to our ridiculous customs, i’m sorry.”

“it’s okay.” he took a deep breath in and let it go before meeting your eyes that were soft, matching them with a small smile. “ready to get started?”

“more than ready. my stupid father didn’t want me joining katara today so i need to let out some sort of aggression.” your tone clearly annoyed at your father which confused sokka, yue didn’t seem to have any problems with her parents.

“i don’t know if this is my place to ask, but why do you seem to hate your father so much?” he asked, curious to know.

“this is nothing against my sister, i love her to bits. it’s my parents i have problems with, they just cast me aside. all of their attention has always been on yue, hell everyone in this stupid tribe only cares about yue! i’m supposed to just be unnoticeable according to my parents yet they shame me for not being as special as yue! i mastered every single healing form and i even managed to learn a couple of fighting stances, yet it’s still not enough.” you let yourself go, deciding to dump all of your problems on the poor boy who had to hear your practically yell at the end. “sorry, you probably didn’t want to know all of that.” you joked nervously.

“no, no its okay. i just figured that being yue’s sister would be like the best thing. i mean being royalty makes your life basically perfect and i mean, she’s one of the sweetest girls i’ve ever met!” sokka ranted, not exactly being what you wanted to hear.

“yeah, i have everything i could ever want but my parent’s attention.” you laughed in disbelief at how ridiculous your situation was.

“you know what?” a silence had settle after your uncomfortable laugh but he was the first to speak, excitement in his voice as he voiced the idea in his head. “what if you joined us to defeat the firelord and travel with the avatar? that’s sure to get your parents to notice!”

“you barely know me and i haven’t actually spoken with the avatar, what makes you think that i’d fit your little team?” you were skeptic at his proposition, loving the idea but not being sure he was thinking it through.

“from what katara’s told me, you’d be perfect for us! katara could teach you what she learns with paku on the road, i could teach you what i know and you could be our own healer!” he excitedly thought about the idea of having someone else on his team, even if you weren’t the sibling he fell for, he still took a liking to you after your first conversation.

“well then, come fetch me before you leave. my parents won’t notice me gone so there won’t be any problems.” you concluded, you yourself getting excited at the idea of finally doing something that might make you stand out to your parents.

“great! now let’s get started.” he opened the door, a huge smile on his face.

“if you were at all interested, she thought you were a pretty good kisser.” you added before he could start teaching you any of his skills.

general taglist: @butterfly-skinnylegend @biqherosix

atla taglist: @missmorosis @draqondance @firelady-jay @welovediaaxx @sunnypluto

#atla x reader #sokka x reader #sokka of the southern water tribe #atla sokka x reader #sokka x y/n #sokka x you #sokka x yue #aang x reader #katara x reader #atla sokka imagine #sokka imagine #avatar the last airbender imagine #avatar the last airbender x reader #gaang x reader #gaang imagine #sokka

[st-jimmysidiot]

thank youuu @geekgirl78 :D

1. first song i heard: holiday. my dad showed me the music video one evening and i loved it so much still one of my fav videos of theirs.

2. what made you love them: their music and how they don't care what people think. also their lyrics (idk i'm bad at questions like this)

3. one song ive you've never seen live but want to: i've never seen any of their songs live (i will this summer tho :D ) but i think if i heard give me novacaine love i would actually die

4. favourite member: i couldn't pick a favourite i love them all the same for different reasons

5. favorite side project: the network

6. what album is the best lyric wise: ohhh this is between american idiot 21cb or revolution radio. nothing can top american idiot for me but 21cb and revolution radio are amazing and have so many songs that make me cry every time i hear them

7. what is your favourite era: american idiot or revolution radio or dookie idk

8. favourite green day logo: american idiot heart hand grenade thingy.

9. what would you say to any band member if you could only say one sentence and who would u say it to: oh this is a hard one uhhh is either just say thank you for making the music they do or something silly like ask billie who his favourite band was or album when he was growing up

10. end this post with adding your favourite picture of green day billie mike or tre

i love this picture it just sums up tre :P

@seventeeneleven @fecktrecool @idiotsdayparade anyone else that wants to do it :)

[itsstrawberrybiscuitstuff]

The brothers' favourite idol (Part Belphegor)

Gender neutral - Soft scenario ~

1000 words <

Chronological order of the fanfiction : Leviathan - Satan - Mammon - Beelzebub - Asmodeus - Lucifer

(If you see some mistakes I’m really sorry! English is not my native language! ( Ĭ ^ Ĭ ) ❤️)

Just 8 hours before the big event. MC was nervous. Of course, everything they prepared with the demon brothers was perfect, the song, the music, the dance, the outfit, the preparation.

Indeed, MC was excited to finally live their dream but… at this moment… they was kind of stressed.

The human can’t stop imagining the worst, what if they fall when they dance, what if they don’t remember the lyrics of the song, what if the crowd doesn’t like the concert?! Sitting alone on their chair in the classroom, they didn’t hear Belphegor who was looking for a place where he could relax far away from his loud brothers. He notices MC alone and smiles as he walks toward them.

« Hey, MC, you wanted to take a nap too? » The human who was thinking jumped of suprised. Belphegor who was amused by their reaction look at them a bit confused.

« I know I’m a big and powerful demon, but is it not exaggerated to react like that? We have been living in the same house for awhile now» He bent his head toward the human who gives him a quick look. « Hey, I love the silence, but when you make this face I don’t like this so much… »

MC sighs and chuckles. They touches their hair with their hand and kindly looks at him, touched by his words.

« I’m not mad at you, I’m just a bit nervous about the concert. » Belphegor confused pulls a chair and sits next to MC.

« Hmm, Beel told me about this, I was thinking that you’d be so happy that one day you’d wake me up to tell me what you are organizing. But now, I see why you didn’t tell me. » He sighs and crosses his arms looking at MC in the eyes. He was kind of pissed off not to take part in this.

« I’m sorry, Belphie! I didn’t want to keep you away from this! I swear! It just… It all happened so quickly! It started as a joke, I think? But after imagining it I thought it could be a good idea to do a concert to prove myself I could do it! Live my dream but… » Belphie pokes the human’s cheek.

« Aaaand-? »

« And now I’m not really sure… If all of that is really a good idea… Levi said that I was a good singer and I thought he would tell me that he was my number one fan- » Belphie frowns and puts his hand on MC’s hand and softly puts his head against their shoulder. MC stops talking, blushing due to the sudden proximity between them.

« I’m a bit sleepy, don’t worry, continue I’m listening. Just one thing, I’ll also be your- um- number one fan. » The demon wasn’t looking at MC but the human was able to see his ears become red.

MC had difficulties focusing but they continues to stutter.

« A-And Lucifer said he would watch over me- » they feels Belphie’s hand squeeze their hand. « But you’re all so kind to me… Perhaps other demons will hate my singing? » Belphie turns his head towards MC. A little more and they would have kissed. MC who blushed a second time while Belphie was not embarrassed. He smiles and gazes at them.

« You know what, fuck all the demons, do what you want to do. If it’s make you happy do it. You said it was your dream, right? So go sing and dance on the stage. »

« You really think what you’re sayin? »

« Pff- of course, look at me, I sleep whenever I want even if Lucifer tries to controle my life. » The sound of MC’s soft chuckles makes Belphie so happy. He really prefers to see the human smiles. He continues.

 « You musn’t care about others and you know I’ll support you no matter what you do. Enjoy seeing all demons look at you and your beautiful smile! »

MC didn’t expect the compliment and turns their head.

« T-Thank you Belphie, I already feel more confident » The demon pouts and tries to see MC’s face.

« H-Hey look at me! Let me see your ‘’beautiful’’ smile » He laughs and takes MC’s face, who was red like a tomato, in his hands. MC tries to fight against him but the difference in strength was too great, they lost the fight and looked him straight in the eyes, their cheeks still red.

« Aaaaaah- ! I said thank youuu! » Both of them laughs together.

« Look at you, because of you I’m so sleepy… I wanted to take a nap before the official announce of the beginning RAD festival… » He slumps on MC’s table and closes his eyes.

« You know what? » this time he murmurs…

« Oh? Another advice from Belphegor the sweet demon? » MC smirks while Belphie opens one eye and gently pulls their hand to put it on his head.

« Don’t start, weak human… It seems that patting my head while I sleep relieves the stress » MC smiles and begins to caress his head softly. After a moment, the human hears the demon of sloth snores in an adorable way. They feel a bit sleepy and decide to take a nap next to him.

#obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me scenarios #obey me fanfic #obey me fanfiction #obey me belphie #obey me belphegor #belphegor #om! belphie

[myoddramblings]

Thank youuu @rosiefridayrogersunday for the tag 🥺💕

1. Favorite song at the moment:

People Watching - Conan Gray

2. Song you associate with your favorite ship:

When the Day met the Night - P!ATD

Maybe not my favourite ship but most I don’t associate w songs so strongly but solangelo is fully embodied by this one. Also how I discovered panic

3. Song that could be about you

prom dress - mxmtoon

There was just one time I properly heard the lyrics and it really just hit and I was like huh it me

4. Song that you think is overrated

Honestly I can’t think of any but I’m sure there’s smth out there but if you enjoy then what’s wrong w it🤷‍♀️

5. Song that reminds you of a good memory

Wait for Me from Hadestown (original cast not Broadway) - Damon Daunno🥺

This is an odd one but- I remember yelling this on the street w my crush on the last day of school and tryna do the falsetto

6. Last song you listened to

shut up - Grayson Chance

7. Song that makes you laugh

Oreo - Shotgun Willy

Fine it’s from tiktok but honestly it’s so funny and happy I love it

8. Song you want your mutuals to listen to

Tuscany - Anja Kotar

It’s honestly just pure happiness

No pressure tags: @malfoytookmyheart @lavenderhaven @ma-hai-rani cause why not 🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

#coolio #the line that really hit was #I tend to handle things usually by myself #can’t ever seem to try and ask for help #just dealing w my problems myself yk

[poc-movie-supremacy]

Family Traditions

@mousemadej

HEHEHE MERRY CHRISTMAS MAXIE I hope you like this, so much

Shane reminisces about visiting his family with Steven while they wait on the train to visit Steven’s family. They had danced and ate and sang. Old Family traditions are kept alive, and New ones are made. 

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They were in the back of an uber heading to the airport. Steven sat beside him in the passenger seat reading from his phone. A light snow had just started and the roads were thankfully empty. Driving in the snow never made him feel easy. As they drove along silently, Shane reminisced about visiting his parent’s. 

This was the first year in a while that he was able to visit them instead of them visiting him. His parents, his brother and his wife and their daughter were spending the holiday together. Scott, his brother, and Sofia, his niece, met him and Steven at the airport. Sophia sprinted toward her uncle giggling wildly. Shane handed his one bag to Steven and bent down to pick up Sophia. He swung her around before peppering kisses onto her face. Scott gave Steven a hug before taking some of their bags. Steven watched happily as uncle and niece reacquainted themselves to each other. She was rapidly telling him some story about an incident in school. Sophia talked so quickly that Shane could only nod along. The interaction made Steven giggle. 

This alerted Sophia to Steven’s presence. “Hi Uncle Stevie! Merry Christmas! Can you believe what Eleanora did?”

Steven shook his head, trying in vain not to burst out laughing. Sophia paid it no mind, and continued telling her story. Steven took Shane’s hand and together left the airport. 

Christmas with the Madej’s was fun. It snowed the entire time they were there, making it the first white Christmas they’ve had in a while. Sophia was ecstatic and pulled whichever uncle was available into playing in the snow with her. Shane thought he could handle the snow but he was sorely mistaken. Being a California boy took a toll on him and forced him to layer up more than usual. Steven was a little smarter and layered up from the get go. Together, with Sophia, they played many games in the snow that Shane used to play as a kid. They made gay snowmen, had a snowball fight and went sledding. By the end of it, Shane was shivering. Scott gave him an earful for it, but Steven took the opportunity to curl up against him, making up for it. 

Late nights with the Madej’s were just as fun. Some nights, Sherry and her husband regaled the room of Christmas stories from old, other nights they put on a record of old Christmas and dance the night away. Shane would get up and stretch out his long legs before extending a hand to Steven. Steven would blush but accept. Shane would pull him close to do a little waltz around the living room. Lowly, ever so softly, Shane would whisper the lyrics of the songs he knew best into Steven’s ear. The crackling of the fire, the twinkle of the Christmas lights, and the glint of their wedding rings (because of the fire) provided a nice ambiance. 

“Here we are, as in olden days… Happy golden days, to youuu.” Shane sang into Steven’s ear. 

Steven hummed, “This what your childhood was like? Dancing with someone to your parent’s old Christmas records?”

“Not exactly, as a child I didn’t have a pretty partner.” Shane’s voice was deep and low and he caught Steven’s eye to wink. It made the other man giggle aloud and blush deeply.

“We also used to eat the snow.” Shane added absentmindedly. 

“Eat the snow?” Steven prodded, curious.

“Yeah, I’ll show you sometime. Mom would send me and Scott out with tins to collect fresh snow. When we’d get back, she’d coat them in syrup and give us a spoon. Free food!” Shane exclaimed excitedly. 

“One day we’ll have to try it,” Steven said with a smile. 

They were only able to stay at the Madej’s for a short while before having to pack up and head over to Steven’s parents house. They devised a system where they would spend five days with the Madej’s then take a train to the Lim Family and spend another five days there before going home. 

Finding out Uncle Steven and Uncle Shane couldn’t stay for the whole holiday devastated Sophia. Shane almost, almost, changed his mind for her, but knew they had to stick to the plan. Before they left, Sophia handed the two men a couple of messiled wrapped Christmas gifts. Steven smiled at her and gave her a thank you hug. Shane shared similar sentiments making Sophia beam.

“I’m sad that you can’t be home for Christmas, so I wanted to give you these now, so you’d have it one Christmas. You can’t open it before Christmas okay?” 

Steven nodded solemnly, “We promise sweetheart. We’ll even facetime you so you can watch us open it.”

Sophia looked up at them with hopeful excitement. “Really, you promise?”

Steven smiled warmly at her and put a hand on her cheek, “We promise.” Sophia squealed excitedly and ran off to tell her mom about the new development. 

Shane smiled gratefully at Steven. “You’re a lifesaver.”

“Is getting a kid my reward?” Steven teased.

“When God gives me the ability to have kids sure. Until then we wait.”

“I can be patient, I guess,” Steven teased. He held up his pinky in a promise, “kids one day?” 

Shane finished the pinky promise, and chuckled. “Kids one day, baby, one day.” 

“Can’t wait.” 

As Steven went around the upper half of the house checking to make sure they didn’t forget anything, Shane took the bottom half. When he noticed the to-go syrup packets, Shane stuffed a few into his pockets. 

They headed off to the train to catch the next ride to Ohio. Luckily they arrived with time to spare. Steven settled in to wait for the train with a novel. Shane still felt a little restless though, and went to walk around. It was still snowing outside, enough that a decent layer of snow covered the ground. 

Opportunity struck Shane, making him smile. He walked back into the airport and found a souvenir shop that sold nice cups. Shane picked one that he knew Steven would like, a cup that had many little drawings on it. It was a fox and a cat in the woods with strawberries and blueberries around them. He thanked the clerk before heading back out. Quickly, it was cold, Shane scooped up a cup of fresh snow. He poured the packs of syrup onto the snow to create a thick layer. A pop up restaurant had some plastic spoons he could use. With his little treat ready, he headed back to his husband. 

Steven had his forearms resting on his thighs trying in vain not to fall asleep. Shane let out a soft chuckle and plopped down next to him. “Wakey wakey baby. Look what I made you.” 

Steven moved slowly, like his brain was lagging. He blinked at him, slightly confused like his brain wasn’t aware of its surroundings. The look on his face was open and trusting and tinged with love and confusion. It made Shane smile for a second, calmed by the steady love his husband had for him. Then a sense of excitement took over when he remembered the gift he had. 

“I got something for you!” Shane singsonged. He pulled out the cup of what was basically sweet sugar ice and held it out to Steven. The other very tired man perked up instantly. His eyes widened at the cup full of treats with pretty designs. His mouth dropped open into a pretty o shape while his hands carefully cradled the cup. 

“Baby…” he breathed.

Shane chuckled nervously. “Do you like it?” 

Steven nodded frantically with a slow bashful smile creeping onto his face. He took the spoon, swirled the snow and syrup before taking a bite. Shane waited ‘calmly’ for his husbands reactions. 

It didn’t disappoint. Steven made a happy noise before continuing to scarf it down. When he finally took a break he smiled happily at his boyfriend. Shane reached over and thumbed away some excess syrup on Steven’s upper lip. 

“This?” Steven gestured to the half full cup of syrup snow, “This is good. Very good. I get why you loved it as a kid. Thank you for getting me some.”

“Of course Stevie. I’m glad you liked it so much.” Steven nodded then went back to eating the treat. By the time Steven fully finished his icy treat, the train was ready to board.  They carefully packed up the cup, which Steven loved, into one of their extra bags before boarding the train. It was relatively sleek with many red velvet booth seats. They found their row and put away their bags. Shane settled in to watch a movie on his phone while Steven picked up his book from earlier. 

They sat together in silence for a while. The train conductor gave announcements before leaving the station. Once the sugar rush cleared up, Steven passed out. Shane closed his book and made sure Steven was comfortable beside him. Shane plugged in some soft Christmas music and let himself relax. 

“What are you listening to?” A groggy voice asked beside him. Steven yawned and stretched out beside him. 

“Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas.” 

Steven made grabby hands for one of Shane’s airpods. Shane gave him one of the airpods and started the song up again.

“Mmm. Nice song, Is this your favourite?” 

“I’ve never thought about favorites. ‘Is Christmas only a tree’ is a good one. My mom’s always loved ‘Your a Mean One Mr. Grinch.’ She’ll put on this green mask and get my father to dance with her.” Shane laughed at the old childhood memory. 

“My parents were a little more formal. My father used to sit at the piano and start the music. Then my mom would stop whatever she was doing to join him on the bench. Together they would sing a few Christmas songs. O’ Holy Night was a favourite of my parents.”

“It’s a nice song. Melancholic, but i don’t know… moving? If that makes sense.”

Steven nodded thoughtfully. “Yeah, you feel something while it plays.” Shane let his fingers play with Steven’s as ‘Have yourself a Merry Christmas’ comes to a close. 

“What to play next…” Shane mumbled as he looked through the different options. With disdain he scorned, “Not ‘Baby It’s Cold Outside.’ I don’t like that song.”

Steven made an unhappy sound, “I don’t like it either.” Steven tightened his grip on Shane’s fingers, “Oh look! ‘The Christmas Song’ by Nat King Cole, play that one.”

“Is that your favorite?”

“Nope, I actually like “Christmas Tree Farm” by Taylor Swift. Very upbeat and happy song, but still feeling almost vintage. My parents would always play the more Catholic Christmas Songs, and they were great, but not like upbeat, you know? So hearing this song that I definitely mistake for a slightly older one, with nostalgic family vibes that was happy was an instant win for me.” 

“It is a great song, I like the violins in the beginning. Really spices it up.” Shane took a deep breath, “I think I picked a song I really like.” 

Steven quirked an eyebrow at him. “In the spirit of upbeat songs, ‘I Want a Hippopotamus for Christmas’ is a favorite one. It’s so weird but happy. I don’t know why but I’ve always liked it.”

Steven smiled at his husband. “It’s a nice song. Whenever it plays I can’t help but giggle at it. The girl singing is adorable.” 

“She needs her hippopotamus!” Shane joked, unintentionally making himself laugh softly which made Steven laugh too. 

“She needs her hippopotamus,” Steven echoed through his giggles. When they calmed down he looked around the train car. It was empty save for two waitresses talking in a booth, booths away from them and a few passengers in the single seats near the front of the car. An idea struck Steven. He disconnected the air pods, searched up ‘I want a hippopotamus’ on Youtube. 

“Another time maybe I’ll show you a family tradition. Maybe I’ll play you O Holy Night on the piano while you sing, but for now why not do one of yours… ish. Ok maybe this isn’t one of your family’s traditions, but its still nice.”

Shane looked at his husband apprehensively. Steven smiled back at him, wobbling between awkward and excited. “Stevie, what do you mean?”

Stevie stretched his hand out, “Dance with me?” Shane laughed out loud. He took Steven’s hand, played the song at a low volume and danced. It wasn’t like the half-waltz back in the cabin. This was flailing limbs, loud laughs, and soft touches. It was really pretty bad, but it was there’s, so that made it special. 

“We should do this again.” Steven told Shane as the song came to an end.

Shane looked at him, perplexed. “Dancing on a train?”

“No, visiting both our families and dancing wildly on a train. Maybe this could be our family tradition.”

“It’d be a pretty funny tradition. I love it.” The boys got back into the car seat and talked quietly about other Christmas traditions. The car ride went on smoothly. Snow hit the window as one of the workers passed out some hot chocolate. This time Shane would be the one to fall asleep during the last leg of the journey. Steven sipped on some hot coco as he watched the snow fall.. He made sure Shane was comfortable sleeping next to him. Before checking up on work, and with Ryan and their other friends, Steven fingered his wedding ring. “Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night,” he joked. It was a good night indeed.

#limadej #ella's watcher fics #we're all fic writers here #this was so fun to write #I wanted to give them a sweet and a little playful vibe #I hope I did them justice #usermaxie

[ajokeformur-ray]

I watched Joker tonight and typed out my thoughts as they occurred to me. Unedited; typos are guaranteed. I did this a few months ago and really enjoyed looking back at my thought process and I wanted to do it again so that I can look back and know that what I feel is real and true in my darkest times.

You're welcome to skip this; it's under a cut for ease of doing so. Warnings for occasional sexual comment lmao. There’s no self shipping in this, I don’t think.

word count: 2, 575.

I’M SOBBING and I’ve only just pressed play.

Heart squeeze Chest much ow

THERE HE IS

✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨✨

Nooooo baby omg don’t pretend - let yourself hurt if it hurts. Don’t pretend. 

Carnival Carnival Carnivalllllllll 😍😍😍😍😍

I am a Simp for one clown and his name is Carnival

Someone help him, I????

That sign hit Arthur as hard as my love for him did ksksksk

MY EYES BE LEAKIN💔💔💔💔💔

bb nooooo

Oh honey let me kiss those bruises and replace the marks of violence with love, hm? You’re safe with me.

Breathe, my love. Don’t fight the laughter. Let it out, let yourself go. 

Screams into a pillow because????? much sad must kiss

“have you been keeping up with your journal?” LIKE HE HAS TIME

oHHHHH boi’s close to losing his shit

Do it, Artie. Give ‘em hell.

“I think I did” YOU TELL HER!!💖💖💖

I want to be his cigarette. Where’s Satan??? I got a new deal for my blackened soul which he took at half price😂😂😂😂

I’d have my hand between the door and his head so fuckin fast I swear

“I just don’t wanna feel so bad anymore” yep SAME

ohhhh peekaboo🥺🥺🥺

this makes me giggle ksksksk i watch this scene when i feel sad bc it always makes me happy for the time it’s on

he’s so good with kids; he doesn’t have to try and think about what’s funny, he just does it, he’s himself and it works

FUCK OFF LADY CAN’T YOU SEE HE’S STRUGGLING????

give

him

back

his

card

casually wrinkling my nose against tears lmao

ohhh the way he looks up at those stairs from the bottom

i can feel his exhaustion

me too, my love

step step step step

god i wanna get him the fuck outta gotham

and into my arms and a soft, warm blanket

“eat. you need to eat” LITERALLY WHAT I TELL MYSELF EVERY DAY IN HIS VOICE BC OTHERWISE I JUST WOULDNT EAT???? I’m losing so much weight asdfghjk its not enough tho

SUPAH RATS

Did Arthur come up w that joke or was it actually a Murray joke????

HIS VOICE IS SO SOFT IM CRY??🥺🥺🥺🥺

“I WAS PUT HERE TO SPREAD JOY AND LAUGHTER”

YOU DO BABY, YOU DO!!!! EVERY FUCKING DAY!!!!

go deepthroat a cactus randall - youre already a bit of a prick so🙃🙃🙃

“THE GUYS THINNK YOU’RE A FREAK BUT I LIKE YOU”

HOYT. YOU CAN GO SIT ON A CACTUS TOO

FUCK OFF

😡😡😡😡

“WHY WOULD ANYONE STEAL A SIGN”//”WHY DOES ANYONE DO ANYTIHNG?” HOYT YOU’RE SO FUCKING ILLOGICAL HERE IM????? ERIKA DOES NOT (ALSO WILL NOT LMAO IM A STUBBORN BIITCH) COMPUTE

Can arthur fuck me like he pounds the trash/????🥵🥵👀

those dark curls.... that crooked tooth... must kiss.🥺🥺🥺

pennys casual cruelty makes me so fucking angry

foreshadowingggggg ~  *JAZZ HANDS*

ugh the way he dances with that gun im👀🥵🥵🥵

he enjoys the power of it and his breathing gets deeper asdfghjk

clumsy baby omggggg i just COOED 🥺🥺🥺🥺

okay maybe im stupid but i genuinely dont understand this “senior who needs to graduate” skit i’m??? how is being an intro to western civ student funny im???? someone explain???

but also dont bc fuck that guy lmao arthur’s hilarious

true millenial humour (and brit humour lmao we’re dark asf)

THE WAY ARTIE TWIRLS HIS FINGERS AROUND HIS HAIR AND DANCES IN HIS SEAT IM???🥺🥺🥺

wanna curl up on his lap at night when hes writing and go to sleep with a 

blanket around our bodies🥺🥺🥺🥺

when arthur wears a shirt at home you KNOW it’s a daydream

THAT CROOKED TOOTH IM WANT KISS.

WAIT IS IT CALLED STAND UP COMEDY BC YOU STAND UP... AND ITS COMEDY???

23 FUCKING YEARS, PEOPLE... TO REALISE THAT🙄

WHEN CARNIVAL CAME ON SCREEN I NTHE HOSPITAL I MADE A PORNOGRAPHIC NOISE LMAO I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

IF YOURE HAPPY AND YOU KNOW IT, SHOOT MURRAY

WOOPS WRONG LYRICS

😂

“doctor of laughter”🥺🥺🥺🥺

doctor i have a case of the Big Sad can you... do an exam? 😉😏

NO BB DONT BEAT YOUR HEAD UP THERES PRECIOUS CARGO IN THERE

in what world does chucking cold greasy chips in a girls hair being “nice”???

lmao fuck these guys

ohhh honey breathe. dont fight it, my love, just breathe.

my heart’s breaking for you, you sweet thing🥺🥺🥺

i love you so so so so so so so much ugh you’re an actual fucking angel

just breathe darling

i need to get you a cup of tea with honey in it, your throat must be so sore

ohhhh baby im so sorry

i’d take every single punch if i could

i’d die for you

i wish i could protect you

i wish i could look after you

and take all those hits

and kill those guys for you

im so sorry

sobbingggg

YES GOOD MAN THANK YOUUU

KILL THOSE ASSHOLES LMAO DESERVED IT

yeah i have a grey morality... im similar to deadpool in that way tbh

carnival comin’ to kill your insecurities

8 bullets in a 6 chamber???? mm-hm

DONT FORGET YOUR BAG THATS EVIDENCE

AND THE WIG

RUN BABY RUNNNNNNN

GO GO GO GOOOOOOOOOOOO

RUN LIKE THE WIND BULLSEYE

THE SOUND OF HIS FEET SLAPPING THE PAVEMENT IM👀

OOOOOH JOKER’S WAKIN’ UUUUUUP

fuck he’s so hypnotic

the way he runs his hand down his lower stomach asdfghj🥵

must kiss the inner tendons on his wrists and lick the blood off his face 

must kiss

he moves like water

fuck hes so fluid

bathroom scene = the scene in which my heart and vagina clench at the same time

im WANT

T POSEEEEEEEE

“i still owe you for that, dont i?”

PUNCH OUT IS MY FAVOURITE THING E  V  E  R

D O N T S M I LE

UGH I FUCKING HATE being told to smile if i don’t fucking want to so BIG mood

PLEASE SHUSH ME THE WAY YOU JUST SHUSHED PENNY IM???

but also dont lmao bc i’ll think you’re mad at me and i’ll hide in the bedroom for the rest of the day lmao i’m sensitive✨✨✨

i wanna sit on his lap and still his bouncing knees

“thats not funny”

fuck off penny yes it is

I JUST CHOKED ON MY COFFEE IM???

“but i do” god the  P O W E R

ugh that fucking sexist piece of shit comedian can choke “women look at sex like buying a car” 🤢🤮🤢🤢🤮

chauvinistic pigs can die thanks

his lil trip upstage im cry🥺🥺🥺

ohhh baby. just breathe, darling. it’s okay to be scared. dont fight it. just breathe. 

he and i both cover our mouths when we laugh/smile in the exact same way and it makes me feel closer to him

how can they think hes laughing at himself when hes literally gagging????

people only see what they wanna

the Penny imitation is👌👌👌

s m i l e

i remember when i came home from seeing this for the first time, i got home and dropped to my knees to cry in the bathroom. it was such an emotional release and so much love and i played smile to try to make myself smile but i only made myself cry harder lmaooooo ~ 

smile and thats life are my go-to songs if i gotta cheer tf up

danger sign = neither works

he looks so soft after his “date”🥺🥺🥺

“thats life” yeah but murray you dont even leave the studio so how do you know????

ngl arthur’s anger scares me.

anyone so much as raise their voice at me and i’ll cry really bad and i will shut myself away for the rest of the day and quiet anger terrifies me so his banging abt in the kitchen would freak me tf out😲

angry bb😭

he controls his anger so fast though omgggg ~ 

that soft please sends me

idk where it sends me lmao

down below probably

BARE FACED CARNIVAL OMG THIS SCENE IS SO CUTE

I LOVE THE MATCHING COLOURS ON ARTHUR AND BRUCE TOO ???

okay but the implication that arthur always carries a clown nose on him is🥺🥺🥺

hes such a good clown im?????

lmao im enjoying the show more than bruce is skskskk

arthur’s lil chuckle makes me🥺

his HUMMING im??? soft?????

his brows are so strong and dark omggg ~ he’s so beautiful

OKAY i’ll be honest i’ve seen this alfred/bruce scene and the thomas bathroom scene later on and the penny flashback scene a 100 times and i still dont fucking understand what did or didnt happen regarding arthur’s parentage im????

 ive seen interpretations to say he is thomas’ son and some to say he isnt and i still cant decide so? im stupid i guess 🙃

“a clown thing?” the  s a s s

“it’s exit only” yeah so’s my ass🙃

if i was there in the hospital room i woulda turned that tv off as soon as i realised what clip was gonna play

murray’s cruelty is d i s g u s t i n g

lmao hes an asshole

arthurs lil clap from joyyyyy ~ 🥺🥺🥺

did i say murray???

i meant  m u r r a t

🙃🙃🙃

sneaky baby

wayne hall either has super bad security or arthurs v quick on his feet

🤔🤔🤔🤔

he looks so good in red omggg ~ 

f o r e s h a d o w i n g

arthurs smile when hes watching chaplin is how he smiles when we all gush to each other abt him and ourselves!!!

hes so cuuuuuute🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😍😍😍🥰🥰🥰

“told me what” 

ohhhh honey🥺🥺 im so sorry. “crazy” is a trigger word for arthur; it made him start laughing in the bathroom with thomas

“touch my son again ill fucking kill you” yeah?? touch my arthur again and i’ll fucking kill you🙃🙃🙃🙃

^^^ that ones a joke do not come at me

the clerk in arkham was nice to arthur - he, gary and sophie are the good gothamites.

none of it was enough to stop his descent into joker, though, and i’d even say it was too late right at the beginning of the film, too... 

his sock puppet thingy “they cut all those” is such a Joker thing to doooo ~ 

the way arthur’s laughing in the hall at arkham turns into sobbing is gut-wrenching omg the poor thing😭

i wanna hug him and protect him and help him to process this in a healthy way

sweetheart, if i could take all of your pain and put it onto me... i so would. i’d do it in a heartbeat.

i wanna get you into a hot shower, make you some food and sit and listen to you. we can either sit in silence or you can talk to me, my love, and you will be heard and understood and loved.

“i had a bad day”

IT’S OKAY I DIDNT NEED MY HEART ANYWAY OMG YOU POOR SWEET INNOCENT THING IM LOVE YOU🥺💔

THAT ENTIRE LATE NIGHT SCENE LAUGH/SOBBING GOT ME -

💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

i just wanna hold you and protect you and help you and love you

I’m so fucking sorry, darling. i wish i could take it all away from you

“i havent been happy one minute of my entire fucking life”

NO ONE SHOULD LOOK THAT ANGELIC AFTER COMMITING MATRICIDE IM????

get

that

fucking

gun

away

from

your

face

boi dont test me ill fucking go feral or - no, tell you what, i’ll point the gun at me and see how you like it

im looking respectfully at the green speckled undies scene....👀👀👀

“coming” 😏😏😏

“my mum died im celebrating” and “i stopped taking my medication” and you STILL stayed in the apartment with Arthur????? dudes those are 🚨🚨🚨 signs

woe betide anyone who underestimates arthur fleck lmaoooo

randalls death scene makes me laugh every time omg i feel so vindictive

get WRECKED

i wanna lick the blood off his face. i really want to

ngl i think i have a blood kink... 

“dont look just go” ME WITH MY ACNE WHEN I SEE IT IN THE MIRROR 😂😂😂😂

JOKERJOKERJOKERJOKER 

ASDFGHJKL

J

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K

E

R

ERIKA.EXE HAS STOPPED WORKING

JOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERJOKERRRRRR

😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 MY BABY MY MAN OMG THERE HE IS IM CRY???????😭🥺😭🥺😭🥺

my mind is literally blank rn im just staring and crying and smiling so hard my face hurts????? im love him so so so so much

sweet thing’s so used to pain he gets HIT BY A CAR AND KEEPS GOING????

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

hghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

euirrrrrrgkjbgkfbirsghigrbugr

*incoherent keyboardsmash to portray utter love*

ohhh baby no dont cry. oh honey😭 i wanna sit on your lap and kiss your tears away

“i love dr sally”

you have a WIFE at home

“DO YOU REMEMBER?” THAT WAS YOUR CUE TO APOLOGISE LMAO GET FUCKED MURRAT

he’s so CUTE

omgggg ~ 

my hearts gonna give out its SQUEEZING SO HARD IT HURTS

YOU MOCK THEM, BABY!!! THEY GOT IT COMING

“i wanna get it right” hes so passionate

my comments have deceased in number bc im just too starstruck and in love to even think clearly lmao

jokers all i know rn and this is the most peaceful ive felt in WEEKS

im sobbing

ugh fuck this hurts so BAD

youre speaking the truth, darling. im so so proud of you and i love you so much

“THEY COULDNT CARRY A TUNE TO SAVE THEIR LIVES” LMAO INSIDE JOKESSS

literally sobbing right now ugh what the fuck youre in so much pain and in the middle of a breakdown and no one saw you

ugh baby im so sorry, you deserve so much better

you tried so hard and you were gonna fall no matter what

IN THE WHITE ROOM

“hi” baby they cant hear you but im COOING 🥺🥺🥺🥺

you’re so fucking cute

say the word and ill burn gotham to the fucking ground for you

i wanna sit atop that car and cradle your head in my lap and wipe the blood off your face and help you stand up and be there for you and and and😭😭😭😭😭😭 i love you so so so much. 

i’d be so much worse off without you in my life. you brought a splash of colour which has never dimmed or faded. it never will. 

b l o o d    s m i l e

=

im wearing my inside on the outside now and it still hurts

angel💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

i see you and your pain. i love you.

i see you, angel. 

his genuine laughter is🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

that cute lil “ksksks” he does im🥺🥺🥺

i always laugh with him omg the two of us are laughing together ugh its the closest i will ever get to sharing in his joy

 t h a t ‘s    l i f e

i love the hallway daaaaaaaaaaaaaance ~ 

them hips dont lie😉😉😉

i love you i love you i love you i love you omg the sun’s like a halo ugh i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you im singing along to thats life while i type out how much i love you at 220am lmaooooo ~ 

i   l o v e    y o u

#erileck #<- ref tag #arthur fleck #joker 2019 #erika talks

[gaystreetsmarts]

Um okay here goes (so that you don't think about what shall not be mentioned)

Favourite JaTP character?

JaTP character you identify most with? Why?

Who would cause the most disasters if they were a horse in a hospital?

Favourite food?

Favourite weather? Why?

Hobbies you want to try in the future?

Do you play any instruments? If so, which? If not, do you want to?

Go to Karaoke song?

What would you call a plant in your room? (E.g. Timothy)

I'm running out of ideas.

Favourite JaTP song?

Thank youuu!!

Favorite jatp character: Hmm, probably Willie? Slightly biased bc Booboo Stewart Looks Like That, but he's just so fun and cute. I also love Reggie because he's a cutie-pie.

Character I identify with the most: Probably Alex, because I too am an anxious gay.

Who would cause the most disaster if they were a horse loose in the hospital?

Fjfkdk this is such a funny question. I'm assuming you mean this actual scenario, instead of presidency. While Willie is tempting bc the skateboarding, I'm gonna go with Caleb bc 1) stealing souls and 2) that dude was around before all the vaccines. I feel like he'd fuck shit up.

Favorite food: tbh it changes all the time, but a classic is chocolate chip cookies. Alternatively: cereal bc technically thats lots of foods within one

Favorite weather: chilly enough for boots and sweaters but not so cold you can't be outside for long!

Hobbies I want to try: hmm... I wanna get better at painting, and possibly sewing? The sewing would be super helpful for cosplays.

Do I play any instruments?: I am SLOWLY learning the piano!! I learned Jingle Bells yesterday!

Go-to karaoke song: okay. Okay. I've never actually done karaoke in my life. I'm pretty bad at remembering lyrics if I can't sing along to them and also the aforementioned anxiety. Can you do any song for karaoke?? Like ever?? Or is there a list?? I used to be very good at singing You Don't Need Me, I Don't Need You by Ed Sheeran because I was obsessed with it in middle school, does that count

You have come to the right person for plant name suggestions! I will simply tell you the names of my plants so it can give you some inspiration: Sierra (a pothos), Janthony (a snake plant), Earl (a monstruosa), Tiny (a cactus), Willie (a little sweet basil hydroplant), and my succulents that I forget the specific species' names of, Pepperoni and Parmesan!

Favorite song: Wake Up, because Julie's voice and also it sometimes helps me pull myself out of a funk!

#thank you so much!!!! #ask #ridiculouslycharlie

[alexshenry]

hi Nuria!! ♡ ✨💌 self promo time: reply with five of your favorite creations and pass this on to some of your favorite creators! Thank you for making such lovely things 💌

Hi Doreen!! Thank you so much, and thank youuu for always making the most beautiful gifs. Your content is always godtier ♥

heart eyes sarawat - okay this is cheating but i have so much fun making this entire series. not only is it really fun, but it’s also so heartwarming to see how much Sarawat adores Tine. 

there are many ways to say i love you. - I looove this quote and I think I did an okay job with picking out the scenes aswell. Also I’m quite happy with the colouring and the font I used too.

petekao - tears ricochet - I’m so happy with how it came out and how well the scenes matched the lyrics. Although this did hurt a lot ngl 

2gether in a gifset -  This is 100% my favourite creation. It took me 2 days but the result made it so worth it. I had the idea since like ep 11 and didn’t know how to translate it onto a gifset so it was a struggle but also it made me v proud I was able to do something out of my comfort zone. And also this is my comfort show so everytime I miss it, i could just quickly view the highlights in one go, haha.

a few moments later... This was sooo mean!!! But it also made me laugh a lot sajdnkad. 

#Thank you soo much doreen ♥♥ #have a wonderful wonderful day/weekend/rest of week #answered #gunsatthaphan

[najatheangel]

Hello ☺️❤️ hope you are doing good☺️❤️ may I please request a written ship with Ateez, Seventeen and SuperM. I have libra sun☺️❤️ people tell me that I have very warm nurturing sweet and very welcoming personality but I also have very strong and sharp personality❤️ I can be very soft and I can be very cold too❤️ I love music a lot!! I even write lyrics and books ❤️☺️ I am ambivert ❤️I have love for aesthetics and my favourite colour are black, whitish shiny pink. I want to spread humanity and love!!!☺️❤️ I love people!!! I just adore and love everyone, I love them!!☺️❤️for looks, I have elbow length wavy black hair, I am 5’2, I have black eyes with long eyelashes and I have tanned skintone. People say my eyes and lips are very attractive❤️thank you soo much ☺️❤️

Hello snowball, I’m so glad I got to read more about you. Ahh thanks for being so patient too. The wait is finally over here’s your ship. 😊😊✨✨

From Ateez, I ship you with...Hongjoong

Positive Side: Oml y’all should honestly get married I’m not joking. First all, you both have this sweet, nurturing and welcoming aura to you that makes everyone feel comfortable to be around you. When your with the Ateez members, you and Hongjoong are mama and papa duck always looking out for them, giving them advice when they need it most and spread love to them everyday to make them feel better. When it’s time to go to work, that’s when your sharp strong personality side comes out and give the people what they love. This man is a song composer himself and would be super happy if you would help him write songs for the album. He would look like a proud husband when you sing the lyrics back to him on key while staring into his sparkly eyes. For his solo debut, he made a song out of your name and got to perform it on a few music shows. Lastly, you both would love to give back to the community doing protests to support all kinds of movements, donate to charity and you both even adopt a stray puppy from the animal shelter and name her snowflake. Together, you both love being surrounded by your loved ones and when they see you two together, they inspire to find a future partner like you.

Negative Side: One thing that you two have in common that I notice is that you both are people pleasers and sometimes that can back fire if your putting to much energy into one person that doesn’t share the same power back. For example if one of your friends all of a sudden we’re talking about you behind your back, you would try to avoid confrontation as much as possible and brush it off pretending everything is fine. When stuff like that happens to the other person, they want to know thier name, address, who they’re associated with, etc... So they can handle the situation. It’s like you both have that you want to try to cherish and try to make those friendships work by trying to live up to thier needs and desires, but it can hurt both of you in the process.

But...: The both of you don’t want to live to see thier spouse unhappy so whenever you or Hongjoong encounters a person like that, the other person handles them and make sure you completely cut that negativity out your life. That’s how you protect each other from haters and fake people that don’t appreciate the things you do for them. With that being said, those bad experiences make you two even closer not afraid of facing anyone or anything.

Ahhh I wish I knew more about astrology love. It would’ve been a lot more helpful. I only know the basics, but no worries I’ll do my research.😣😣

From Super M, I ship you with...Taemin

Positive Side: Adorable sweethearts sharing the same love for music. Taemin is getting to that age where soon he wants to find his potential wifey which is you. He admired how charming you can be when your meeting people and how you can manage in any social event making sure everyone feels at ease. He noticed one time you were singing to one of your baby cousins to sleep singing replay and from that moment on, we was whipped with a capital W. Taemin wanted to show you the beautiful sides of life by taking you to all kinds of book stores to help you find inspiration for writing your lyrics. He would no mind pulling all nighters with you if it mean’t he can stay with you much longer. You both love spending time with each other’s family and friends so it’s not much of an issue when they first meet each other, your both always welcomed to meet up as a whole group for the holidays. Lastly, your both each other’s biggest fan throughout your entire careers. Your always in the crowd smiling and screaming “Taemin fighting” or “Taemin hubby, good luck.” the loudest in the crowd.

Negative Side: Now your fights are very rare because both of you are very soft people and don’t like starting arguments for no reason. I would say the only issue would be that you two tend to keep your problems and worries to yourself instead of bothering the other person about it. Taemin in this case tends to hide it more often because with him being an idol they have to keep that bright image and not show they’re weak sides all the time infront of fans. Sometimes it’s okay, but when it comes to you, he wants to show only his best and bright sides infront of you instead of the bad and the ugly.

But..:Once you’ve started to notice the pattern of Taemin sad facial expressions and his sad tone of voice, you grasp him by the hand gently and decide to pull him to the side asking him if he’s actually okay. It might to him awhile to open up, but once he eventually bursts all his emotions towards you, it’s the most heart breaking yet beautiful sight to witness because that helps build your level of trust together. He starts to feel more comfortable sharing his hardships with you and would only actively listen to your advice so he can face that obstacle head strong.

From Seventeen, I ship you with...DK

Positive Side: Princess and Prince vibes. You two are radiating singing sunflowers that loves to shower people with happiness, peace and smiles. At first, people kinda mistook you for twins almost because of how much your personalities are alike and how good your telepathy is. That was all until you two started hanging out more becoming more lovey dovey with each other by gazing into each other eyes, linking arms with each other and even creating your own alien language. Only you two would understand each other’s humor and would make up silly couple handshakes that would have all the seventeen members shook for. Knowing how musically talented you both are, Dk would try to convince woozi to be help write and compose songs for every comeback wanting you to share your talent with the world right beside him. Also the height difference would be so adorable, I can imagine him looking down at you smiling all excited while skipping down backstage with you before he takes off running to perform. He LOVES kissing you, it’s like vitamins to him he’ll need it three times a day before he gets cranky. Dk is definitely the guy that’ll bring your romantic fantasy to life.

Negative Side: It’s not a big problem, but once you both start dating and your schedules become more busy, it’s hard to stay apart. Your both very loving and affectionate people so it is bound to happen when you desire phone calls, hugs and kisses from each other everyday. When your not together, your moods become a lot gloomier than usual and it’s hard for the both of you to continue on working or being by yourself without seeing each other at least once a day. Your obsessions of each other is not to the extreme, but you both still feel very lost and alone without each other.

But..: You have very good patience and once your able to meet up with DK the next time, your probably not gonna leave his place until the next week. Those reunions with him make it much more rewarding to wait around for and love become much more stronger than before. For the whole day, reserves time on his schedule for you and will take you anywhere and do anything with you as long as it made you happy. He’d be willing to take you to Disney land no matter how far away you were. “Hurry snowball, we gotta pack up right now if your still trying to make the teacups.” “How is that even possible honey? You have a show in literally three hours” He cups your face kissing you and then squeezes your cheeks. “Shhh, there’s always a way. We’re only 40 min away so we gotta hurry. Are you in?” Reaches his hand out to you and then runs out the door giggling.

Ouu look at that melon skin. It’s glowing.😳😳

Out of everyone, I ship you with... Hongjoong

@kpopsnowball thanks so much for requesting love bug. I hope this somewhat made your day. Love youuu.

#submission #kpop ships #written ships #seventeen ships #ateez ships #super m ships #super m #taemin #Ateez #hongjoong #hongjoong bias #seventeen #dk #snowball ❄️

[koyacyi-vode]

fic titles meme!

@jate-kara tagged me in this fic writer's meme thingy (thank youuu! it was fun!)

Look at the most recent 20 (or however many!) fanwork titles on your AO3 account and answer the questions below. 

20 4 most recent fics:

(i'm only gonna do my star wars fics since the others are from completely different fandoms and they're old and i dont care about them fisjahdh. there's only a few cause im still new!!)

Desaturated (not published yet! soon..)

Haryc B’aalyc

Jareor

Shielded Heart

Answers below the cut to save you when scrolling past

1. How many are you happy with?

I'm happy enough with all of them!! I take the easy way out most of the time with titling fics and don't tend to spend too much time thinking about them because i get impatient

2. How many are…not great?

hmmmm like i said they're all kind of just normal, i don't think theyre spectacular but i don't think any of them are bad per se. i guess my least favorite is Shielded Heart cause its CORNY. 

3. How many did you scramble for at the last minute?

Every single one. I don't name a fic until i'm done with it (or in Jareor's case until i'm done with the first chapter). and then i have to just have to stare at a wall and figure out what to title it. until i'm done with them theyre either called 'prompt (blank)', 'ship (blank), or 'untitled document 7'. 

4. How many did you know before you started writing/creating, or near the beginning?

None ahaha

5. How many are quotes from songs or poems?

I almost never use song lyrics in my titles simply because my brain doesnt remember song lyrics until the song is playing. i also tend to listen to instrumental music/ soundtracks. i do NOT read poems cause they dont vibe with my adhd. 

6. How many are other quotes?

well, half of these fics are mando'a words, so that technically counts. Haryc B'aalyc means 'tired and emotional (ie drunk and sad lol), and Jareor means 'to recklessly risk your life, act suicidally'

7. Which best reflects the plot of the story/content of the fanwork?

Well Haryc B'aalyc quite literally describes exactly what is happening in the fic. Fox is drunk and sad. Easy peasy.

8. Which best reflects the theme of the story?

(brain short circuits when trying to remember what a "theme" is) Probably Desaturated or Jareor. Desaturated has a bit of a double meaning, it's about mourning and loss, but also has context within the story. but i'll leave that off since i havent posted it yet ;)

9. Which best reflects the character voice of the story/pov of the fanwork?

Jareor is the mando'a word that i decided to base my characterization of Fox around. He's suicidally reckless, and will risk his life and put himself in dangerous situations to save his brothers. 

10. Which is your favourite title?

Jareor is my favorite. I like mando'a a lot and it has the most meaning to me and really spurred on a lot of the actual ideas in the fic. 

I’ll tag:

uhhhh anyone who i was going to tag has already been tagged or i dont know their tumblr!! so if you wanna do this, this is me tagging you!

#i forgot to post this last night!!! #thank you for tagging me!!! i wish i had more fics to talk about tho ahaha #tag game #fluff rambles