#thanks. go fuck urself

[dameronalone]

oh gee discord should I try adding numbers? should I try that???? should I try adding numbers to the end of my username so that it's individualized and only mine???? should I try adding numbers??????????

#discord #I hate this #congratulations you played yourself #we're at the exact place we were before only worse #thanks. go fuck urself

[breadandblankets]

wip wednesday to celebrate me writing thru my pain haze:

“I wanted to tell you what a good job you did out there today.” “Yeah?” Duke raises an eyebrow at him. “Don’t strain yourself, old man.” Bruce snort-laughs, a very undignified and Bruce-like gesture. Something “Brucie” and, heaven forbid, Batman, would never do in a million years. “There is no pride muscle, at least not in my studies.” Well… If Bruce was going to leave himself wide open like that, of course Duke was going to poke. “Of course not,” Duke teasingly rolls his eyes. “Did they even have gay people in the stone age?” “I suppose they did,” Bruce says, matching Duke’s tone. “If I was there.”

#duke thomas #bruce wayne #batfam #bread talk #idk where this is going #honestly it just started with bruce trying (and failing thanks future vision) to sneak up on duke #and i think i want this to be a “ur overworking urself” “i am not overworking shit in fact im underworking so there" #teacher tells you to pace yourself and you tell them to fuck themself ya know? #anyway #i just like bruce and duke's dynamic #ive talked about this with z ad nauseam but i love them theyre so silly

[red-dyed-sarumane]

i need people to start paying me for every time they tell me "oh but ur arts so good ur wasting ur talent u need to do it professionally" wrong i need to do art to draw beautiful characters that not a single other person cares about while feeding every ounce of love i have into my work or to convey thoughts & feelings beyond words and to even think of doing otherwise is to deny my own nature "oh but u can do what u want and then sell it" why is everything about money to you why cant u just enjoy things at what point in ur life did u forget how to have fun

#i hate that this stance is also seen as childish #like i have a full time job & often have mandatory overtime i have income already #if u need to to make ends meet then thats different do what u can to help urself live as comfortably as possible #but holy fuck pleasure as an adult is not limited to sex & money & watching tv #besides u know not a single one of the people who say this are willing to actually pay what the arts worth #its like 'well not me but other people would love it!' yeah okay u know a lot of other people are going to see the #over $100 price tag and go 'i like it but not that much! other people however' like just shut up. honestly. be quiet. #if i speed ran my art and low balled myself to a $15/hour rate the lowest would still be like $120 #which is not worth it AT ALL bc i just paid MORE to sit on my ass & look at eggs #and. again. is underselling myself for both experience & time. but people think $80 full body comms are too expensive #do u think im so stupid to not expect to get scammed when even 'easy' things are over $100 #but no ur right why would i have fun with something when i could instead cause myself infinite stress over it perfect thanks #do not give me advice about doing comms i do not want to do comms #if u see me doing comms im in a very dire situation. like thats a last resort for me.

[cinna-bunnie]

hey younger ppl who grew up with strict parents, i want to share something really lovely with you that i didn't really learn myself until this year.

you do NOT have to clean ur house when u have guests over. like yeah pickup anything particularly embarrassing but have you not felt more welcomed, happy and cozy when you visited a friend's home and saw Stuff everywhere? is it not more inviting to enter a home that looks and feels very Lived In? do you not feel self-conscious about contributing to any sort of mess in a home so clean and organized it feels sterile?

Don't feel the need to keep this weird facade ingrained into us that your place needs to look perfect in order for you to hang out - just invite people over! Let them see what you're about, let the Environmental Storytelling™ do some work! i promise you it's very charming being able To See what you do and enjoy.

it took way longer than it should've for me to accept this and it's been GREAT. i don't dread the deep cleaning that having a guest used to entail because nowhere near that amount of work is necessary to hang out anymore - and I think everyone deserves to know that they don't have to work so dang hard for something that's really so so simple.

#like. lol the ppl I've enjoyed visiting the most are those friends whose place is so messy it's basically like “pick a pile to sit on😼” #i sure as fuck will!! thank u (⁠✿ ‚‚⌒‿⌒‚‚) i don't b having piles but i do leave some stuff out n around n whatnot. #i was in a 6yr relationship n my ex was very WE NEED TO CLEAN when we'd have ppl over once in a blue moon and like (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠) #she was raised that way ‚ i was raised that way. I'm assuming we both sorta internalized that from our parents but i made #a friend this yr whose home is SUPER cozy and lived in and cluttered w stuff and i absolutely love it. it's like a visual stim. #but idk also kinda feels like laying urself bare yk? i won't go on a whole (... other) rant about it but yeah i was so happy after my visit #that i just felt like I Too can have a cozy very lived in home - and not stress about perfection and appearances n just hang! #and yeah I've been this way long enough that I'm starting to realize a perfectly cleaned home feels very sterile. #there's an air about it that feels like u can't rly move around or makes u afraid to make any sort of mess and idk?? #NO MORE STERILE HOUSES BE URSELF!! LAY IT BARE FOR YOUR GUESTS TO SEE!!

[bucephaly]

I'd buy a print of that frog and hang it in my house np joke

I should make a woodcut of it 🤔🤔🤔 [< already hates carving English script backwards in wood and will surely hate carving syllabary backwards too]

#i havent gotten anything figured out for doing digital prints yet #plus most of my digital art isnt in the right proportions and its pretty low resolution #like i had to up the resolution of the frog to make it 8.5 x 11 for the coloring page. #maybe one day idk. tho i do love doing woodcuts so!! but they just wont be in color cuz uhhhh fuck multilayer prints #maybe i should start handtinting prints. just get some idk copics or watercolor or smth #cuz id also love to do a woodcut of my bloodmoon print but it wouldnt work without the red color #hmmmmmmm #BUT THANK U GITLI #my brother actually printed it out and hung it in his house too and hes not even reconnecting lmao #so if you wanna you can message me on discord or whatever and i can get you the file so you can go print it urself and id just ask for like. #idk. $15 maybe?

[nyxi-pixie]

its so weird how Every time queer people are like "hey representation is cool and we would like to have it/can see that it is being written here", People respond with "oh theres no need for labels though🤩🤩!! sexuality is fluid!!"

like. ppl who dont like or use labels bc they find them restricting or cant find a good fit or whatever U guys cool as shit and good for u

but like. the majority of queer people Do use labels so why tf do (STRAIGHT.) people try to imply that ambiguous coded rep is actually better than having it be directly stated🤨🤨🤨

#this is about what millie said lol #byler #im so fucking tired of the no labels take #bc people w no labels r totally cool and valid #but like. if u have borderline no queer rep but ur like praising urself for having ambiguously fruit salad characters #then im going to shoot u #(/j) #anyway WILL IS 100% GAY AND IN LOVE WITH MIKE WHEELER #thanks noah u wld never let me down like this #not attacking millie just pointing out that it was very strange and weird of her to say that luhmow

[meatmensch]

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#thinking again abt the horrible things he said to me bc some of them were so stupid and mean i will never truly get over it until i go to #his house with the hammer!! #'why are you interested in the yiddish language' 'well first of all most yiddish speakers are dead it's a dying language it's a fucking #murdered language and i think it's important to preserve plus it's cool' 'well by that logic most english speakers are dead too' here's #what i should have done in that scenario. get up grab my things grab my keys and leave. versus what i did. continued to try to explain to #him why i'm passionate about the culture for hours and he never truly got it. #and it was so funny because the next day HE was all mopey. i was like 'what's your problem' he was like 'i think i feel bad about some of #the stuff i said last night...' here's what i should've said. 'yeah you rat bastard you should feel really bad you suck i hate you beg on #your knees for forgiveness.' versus what i did. a simple dose of the silent treatment #i will never get over this i will never get over this because no one i have cared so much about and thought was so kind and understanding #has been so stupid he's just an antisemite. i was like he's not a nazi he's just dumb. girl when u gotta ask urself 'is he a nazi' get out #of there pronto. and of course i feel stupid for still having feelings about this a year later. but i don't need to feel that way it's ok. #ok i'm tired. goodnight #personal log #back again. reread the texts i sent to my best friend immediately after that conversation like righttt i'm not crazy that WAS mean. thank #you melanie from a year ago!

[crusty]

much sober now but we DID manage to get a pic with will wood because of course we did. @goldtuskk on the left, will, you know who(me), and my boyfriend @marxzsoul . We are all like 5ft3-5ft4 so idk he was pretty tall to me LOL

#crustybabbles #we were also able to talk w him.for a bit #jane (goldie) was apparently talking to him while getting us drinks at the bar and i was able to go up to him after the sshow and be like #hey that was an awesome show!! thank u sm! so glad i got to see u live! #i was also very vocal in the audience BUT I DID MAKE HIM LAUGH #apparently some ppl didnt appreciate my screaming but i have adhd and also #its a fucking concert bro also theres nothing but autisms and adhders here #get the fuck over urself #god forbid people have fun at a concert thats also providing alcohol JDIJAJFJF LIKE. UR GONNA GET DRUNK ADULTS GOING APESHIT AT A CONCERT #will wood #irl #yours truly #crusty and friends #will wood concert #will wood tour

[shrimplicitly]

rich white women who think theyre the most important person on earth who cant even bring themselves low enough to say good morning to the barista whos making their vanilla chai with oatmilk and whip

#go fuck urself #image.txt #THE LEAST YOU CAN DO. IS SAY HELLO. AND THANK YOU

[moomeecore]

Lol why do you defend bpd Seek help fr

bpd?? like. like borderline personality disorder? like, the mental disorder? that people have??? "defend bpd"???? DEFEND it?? from what??? abelism??? misinformation?? this ask is kinda mind boggling dude. like wow.

just so u know i am getting help for my multiple mental disorders :) that i have. ik that's not what u meant by "seeking help" but what does that rlly reflect other than ur lack of knowledge on mental health issues? wow i definetly trust you to be super educated on mental disorders considering you used "seek help" as an insult. ur rlly winning me over here.

here's a genuine question for you: have you tried seeking... i don't know... a reputable source on bpd? information on what it actually is, what it actually means to have bpd? or is ur only source of information that's led you to this conclusion.. reddit posts, listsicles abt "how to spot a borderline/narcissist/sociopath uwu" & ur own personal conclusions made from meeting one person w bpd one time ever.

#god i hate ppl like this #and the nerve to swnd an ask abt it. thats so PATHETIC LMAO #u care that much??? u r THAT dedicated to actively hating ppl w a certain mental disorder?? #..and u think IM the one who should 'seek help'?? #pls try reflecting a little bit. what got u to the point where u #(and ik u did this bc i dont think ive ever said anything else abt bpd) #u saw my comment sympathising w someone w bpd who got a rlly horrible disrespectful ask talking abt how 'evil' ppl w bpd are #CLICKED on my profile. and sent me this ask #ur short sentences and use of lol dont fool me. you are WAY TOO invested and u need to find something else to do w ur life #smthn that dosent hurt ppl! that dossnt spread misinfo or make ppl feel bad or encourage stigma!! maybe try doing a little reaserch paper #on bpd where u make sure to check the credibility of ur sources rather than looking at listicles like 'top 10 signs u know a NARCISSIST!!! #or if that sounds like too much work 4 you ..u could try minding ur FUCKING buisness . log off tumblr & try like #knitting or smthn. idk man. pick up a hobby please. for ur own saks #and for the sake of all the ppl w bpd out there who ur mercilessly treating like shit in order to put urself on a moral pedestal #bc ud rather pick & choose to beleive the 'easy' perception of life where ppl can be diagnosed with Bad Person and u get to feel better #than them .... than educate urself on the real world & accept the reality that things r more nuanced & complexed than that #(this ask didnt actually piss me off as much as it may seem. its p tame. i just have been complaning abt this sort of thing latley #and jumped at the bit to ruthlessly tear apart someone w these sort of beleifs. like u came to me dude lol. thanks for the free invite to #go feral lmaoo) #text

[hellfireeddiemunson]

sick of making plans with a specific friend only for her to not reach out abt actually hanging out until the afternoon after i’ve waited all day to hear back from her or for her to just cancel last minute entirely after i’ve again waited all day to hear back from her

#like i genuinely fucking get that sometimes life is exhausting and you’re tired and sometimes you need to take care of urself before hanging #out with people but for it to be so fucking consistent is exhausting for ME #we don’t even fucking make plans that often it’s literally maybe once a fucking month if that #like you’re telling me somehow whenever we have plans that’s when you’re SOOOOOO exhausted ?????? but you left the house 39203 other times #to do shit that takes up way more mental capacity than sitting bat your house smoking weed for a while and catching up????? #i just don’t fucking get it dude i really don’t #if i make plans with someone and the day of i don’t want to anymore i always tell them right fucking away so they don’t spend all day waitin #around and planning their entire day around it just to get fucked over #idk i’m just frustrated and probably need to eat something and i’ll be less angry #i’m just like. upset bc i don’t understand why she only ever seems to cancel on me or only seems to be soooooo exhausted when it’s the day #we planned to hang out like i just think it’s unfair to me and i Have expressed this in general before so it’s like ok cool #thanks for taking my own feelings and time into consideration 🙄🙄😐 #like i literally love and adore my friends more than life itself and it just hurts and is shitty when someone doesn’t act the same even tho #they’ve said the opposite idk #i genuinely hope i don’t sound like a dick right now bc i truly really understand when ppl are mentally exhausted or deal with chronic issue #issues* bc fucking SAME HERE I ALSO DEAL WITH ALL RHAT so it’s like idk i just don’t wanna sound like a dick i am just upset i’m not feeling #like i’m loved the same as i love people idk this always happens to me i feel like i just love too much and i over project and then when i #don’t get the same things in return i feel like people actually don’t like me or secretly are tryin to separate from me idk it’s shitty i #hate it so bad i want a normal brain this shitnfucking sucks #my brain is going too hard now tho i need to stop before i spiral for real right here right now on tumblr dot com

[coulson-is-an-avenger]

top 5 fruits!! (excluding u :3)

hsgwjdjjsd thank u lov and sighhh okay fineeeee

Grapes. Versatile, snacky, quick energy. What’s not winning. Black and green are the best kinds.

Strawbebby WITH pineapple. HEB is so right for these it’s a good blend of ow citrus and mellow sweet/tart. love wins

P e a c h e s. Especially the kind u can get from Fredericksburg. If ur ever in that area of texas, do not hesitate. There’s fuckin magic in those things

Mango. hhhhhhhhhhhhmmnngbbffngngnnfbfhdhdhdbnd manged o…..

Blueberries!! Good for pancakes, for smoothies, for throwin in oatmeal, very versatile lad to mix in. Huge fan

Honorary mention

You >:3

#u didn’t exclude urself 😌 #shout out to bananas also i fuckin love bananas even though they uhhhhh make my throat Act Up #fruits are so good my god i could eat fruit all fucking day lets Go #they’re all such bad bitches. thank god we live on a planet with fruit. what would we do without her (fruit) #answered #pocketsizedquasar #the fuckin. bird/monkey brain in me is coming out im 👁👁abt froot #food

[10-dutchies-12-bicycles]

my hunt for line flax Continues 👀👀👀👀

#spinning #fibrecrafts #OK SO FOR CONTEXT: basically for AGES ive been wanting to spin flax. fuck wool go fuck urself. like i rly like wool!!! but flax is my dream #ok background info: flax f.ibers can be as long as the plant. so like more than a meter long. you hackle to separate long and short f.ibers #afaik historically long f.ibers were used to make nice and soft woven fabrics and the (with all due respect) garbage was used to make rope #so i buy some flax roving right. i get it out of the package. THE F.IBERS ARE ALL LIKE FUCKING 5 TO 10 CM LONG??????? GRRRRRRRR #so now im trying to find flax f.ibers that are........ Longer than 10 fucking centimeters Please And Thank You #problem is: hand-hackled Expense AF. factory-hackled apparently shipped off directly to china or sth???? gdndgfjdhfhd #UGH worst case scenario ill just have to awkwardly email factories like 'hiiii... do you also sell to randos with s.pinning wheels? 😬👉👈'

[spectrophobias]

psa if ur seriously pressed about someone writing a fictional character on tumblr u need to get a fucking life and do some soul searching on why u think everyone else needs to cater to you and the way you think things should be written and spoken about

#im so serious if u think whiny anons or callouts are the correct response to.... #(checks notes) not liking the harmless thing someone is writing...... #stay far the fuck away from me and maybe take a step back and ask urself if u really want to be a grown ass adult crying over tumblr #get a lifeeeeeeeeeeee #this is why i dont come on this fucking site like that anymore like some of you really do not know how to ignore things you dont like #grow the fuck up #get some semblance of self respect and stop crying that not every single thing on this site perfectly aligns with your ideal world #learn to unfollow and block #but jesus fucking christ just grow the fuck up #(thank god this is not directed at any of my followers but #i know there are some freaks out here that keep an eye on content that actively upsets them so) #like obviously im not going to support people being harmful and problematic but . nobody is doing that right now. #and some of yall are really making it your mission to shit on people when you can just. not fucking follow them if you dont like their blog #please stop acting like a middle school posse jesus fuck grow up #look for the light (ooc)

[fuckingwhateverdude]

Poem a 15 year old Milo wrote (and then performed at a school talent show event)

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You said that I turned you straight.

And if you are straight and you were straight that how many times did you lie to me. How many times did you call me beautiful. How many times did you push my hair behind my ear and say that you loved me.

How many times did you kiss my scars and say that I was perfect. And that I would forever be your baby. How often did you see the vulnerable parts of me. The parts of my mind that I couldn't even fully understand.

How many times did you see the real me, and still want to hold me when I was crying or sing me to sleep.

You say I turned you straight. But I think I turned you away. Because I had those thoughts.

I have those thoughts.

The guilt from seeing another girl and feeling sick to my stomach. The image of my sexuality having a big red x over it, crossing out all thoughts of admiration.

Your smile was all I could see in a crowd of strangers. When I look at a sunflower all I can see is the way your eyes light up.

The way your smile turned to a laugh as if it was slow motion. How you were always warm when I was cold.

The way your fingers intertwined with mine so well.

How we laid together like two missing puzzle pieces under a sofa. We might not have gone together perfectly but at least when everyone else left us behind we had someone left to love.

You say I turned you straight.

Because you don't want to look into a picture frame and find the love of your life. It was easier for you to say that none of it was real, than it was for you to move on. Easier to waste two years of your life and say it never happened. Easier to forget than to grow.

I was a flower in a broken pot. Dying and dropping petals on the table, you tried to pick me up and when the thorn pricked you, you threw me away instead of letting me grow stronger and protect myself.

I was thrown away

All because you said I turned you straight.

milo, 2.16.23

#this is such an amazing writing piece on the queer experience bc like #a lot of ppl will use their experiences w queer folks to justify their own sexuality #bc they see us and our lives as experimental and they can use us as a board to experiment on #but we are living beings #and we have emotions #and we are not teachers on sexuality as queer ppl #we are People #and you using ur relationship with us to justify ur sexuality may seem positive to u #but to us it seems like ur using us to learn ab urself so u can go and fuck somebody else #and its hurtful!!!! #i had a girl in hs makeout w me repeatedly and then say she might be bisexual but she hated the idea of romantic relationships w women... #girl that is not my fucking problem #queer people dont exist so u can use them to vent and discover ur sexuality #we are not springboard to bounce ur ideas ab sexuality off of #we are PEOPLE and we have FEELINGS #just bc we're queer doesnt mean we're a fucking sexuality counselor!!!! fuck!!!! #thank u for sharing tho i loved this 😭😭 #sorry for going off LMAO

[grimvisionary]

finished zi-o. very good :) /gen

have smallcure ass sougo

#time to go edit my watching list now. did i even ADD zi-o to the. currently on.......... #ok i did. and the watching page thinks i have javascript code in the page when it's JUST text what the fuck is it talking about #i cant edit it. fuck u; tumblr #bro if u use [ ]'s in a custom page u cant fucking save it go fuck urself; tumblr that's not fucking javascript u fucking useless website #ALSO geizisafuckingmoron.mp4 is very funny; thank you isu #gordon.doc