#that’s literally our day planned lol

[leverage-ot3]

hozier starting to sing take me to church and then unfurling a pride flag healed something in me actually

if you listen closely you can hear me yell ‘oh my god’ when he does it

#(don’t listen too closely though I’m a bad singer lol) #I tried to post this Sunday night but it didn’t go through #I had no idea he was going to do it I almost cried #not leverage #hozier #slept at our airbnb for like 4 hours #woke up for an hour until Cumbies would be open so I could get breakfast (5am) #and then drove over 2.5 hours to get back home in time to get prepared for work #I ended up teaching my two hour group and then working till twelve and taking the rest of the day off #I forgot my meds so I slept ten hours until 10 at night 💀 #worth it #seeing him was a spiritual experience fr #and this was like SO spontaneous. like I cannot express enough how much I didn’t plan for this #also I literally got my tickets saturday when the show was sunday. thank u stubhub ur a true mvp #I knew my friends were going and were staying overnight and someone in my facebook group was selling tickets last minute and was like 👀👀👀 #I’m not gonna go into how she decided to sell to someone else later that day when I had already made plans and made me cry but whatever #it worked out in the end

[simgerale]

me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

#hi everyone #I’m going around hugging you all #okay now that we are gathered here today #i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best #i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time #and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol #but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine #literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything #I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake…. #I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour #then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it #and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again #I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do #so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour. #I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday #y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts #I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story #I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my #own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing? #y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents #.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire #but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself #I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump #I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions #I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well #I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day. #but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it #I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing #I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!! #I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time

[bloomingsalma]

i think one of the most disappointing things is to see that your childhood friends have grown up to represent the kind of people you're disappointed in

#had a friendship break up w like one of my entire friend groups of six ppl? #found out that one of the girls in our friend group had sent screenshots of our private conversation about smth I was hurt over #to a gc with our other friends (but not me ofc) #and they all proceeded to talk shit about me :// I swear the way my stomach dropped when the friend I was having the convo w #sent me screenshots of what our mutual friends were saying about me #she knew how much it would hurt me but still did it just to prove a point (though I'm certain she misrepresented our conversation + my word #to them considering she blocked out what she had initially said to them lol) #my stomach hasn't dropped like that since high school #which is exactly where I thought we left this kind of deceitful behaviour. like how are you guys twenty one and still sending screenshots #and talking bad behind only one (1) friend's back when you know she can't defend herself in that space #I immediately texted our collective gc to explain a text she had sent but failed to give context for #then told them if I'm as selfish as they say I will leave this friend group. and then I left that gc #I also texted two friends who I knew were talking shit and I sent them the screenshots that first “friend” sent and pointed out how #she blocked out what she said so I'm suspicious that she skewed our conversation so they (the two other “friends”) should be wary #I told them I understood it was fair game to stoop. this low considering neither of them tried to reach out to me to hear my side #or defend me + my privacy #for context: the original argument was me voicing out that I was upset bc that first “friend” had invited and planned with with our friend #group an event that landed on my birthday without checking in with me if I was planning to spend time with them that day #and she kept defending herself and saying she didn't know I'd plan smth (probably bc my bday is two months away lmao) and she said #the event they'd be attending is just as important and necessary as being there for my birthday?? it's literally just a party her brother #(who none of us are close to lol) is DJing at. and I brought up how I'm their close friend (not her brother) and it's not fair to call #it equally necessary. but I suspect she skewed what I said greatly considering all of our friends started calling me selfish and unfair #but yeah v v crazy and hurtful and just astonishing #salmaspeaks

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#head instructor to the TAs in the lab section i TA for: how r u guys feeling abt the workload? #me who hasnt graded anything since week 1 and spent an hr that morning filling out a patient safety plan: 🙃 #listen. we r experiencing symptoms that make us shitty at our job. which is not helpful for a positive outlook #i was also experiencing horrible cramps at the time bc i lost my ibuprofen and 2 days ago i stopped the birth control in a desperate effort #to stop feeling terrible. but in this moment i feel alright. its wild to go from drastically unhappy to like lol wtf was that? anyway stop #being a bby loser. for no obvious reason. im gonna start the birth control again to see if i get depressed again or if that was just me lol #i dont think my therapist understands the depth of my executive functioning issues tho. bc im a grad student and can meet deadlines. like #let me tell u im a fucking disaster abt starting things. i will go back and forth and get nothing done forever. or i do things halfway and #make everything 30 times more difficult later bc no one else understands how my brain works #ah well. itll b fine. sometimes i just get freaked out that i wanna b better and i dont kno how to do that. so i spiral in despair a lil #ill b fine. im good at catching myself before i get too out of control. annoyingly tho i am not currently beating the bip0lar allagations #bc whatever tf is wrong with me i do probably fit the diagnostic criteria for bip0lar 2. i dont kno y that freaks me out so much. i guess #its bc it feels like something i cant just make better thru force of will and i grew up in a home that was very obsessively #health conscious to the point my dad gets anxious abt taking a single ibuprofen. so like ive been conditioned to get freaked out by #medication. literally my grandma will call me and tell me to b suspicious of doctors and to not take medicine unless absolutely necessary. #like lady u r the genetic reason i have 0cd shut the fuck up. also it feels like something that would more negatively affect how ppl think #of u than saying oh yea i get depressed or i have anxiety. like the connotation feels worse im used to just telling ppl whatever tf #my problem is. so the idea of holding something back feels weird. which annoys me bc i dont think there should b so much of a stigma. its #bullshit. anyway idk. im tired. i was trying to think of a comfort tv show with my therapist and all i could think was the terror #when im depressed i wanna watch those English mother fuckers suffer and die. i just lov that show so much. harry g00dsir my beloved. the #most me coded character to ever exist #unrelated

[syncrovoid-presents]

I will continue being gone for a few days, sadly my original al plan of releasing the newest chapter of The Consequence Of Imagination's Fear has also been delayed. My apologies

Can't go into detail because its hush hush not-legally-mentionable stuff but today is my fifth 12 hour no-break work day. I'm also packing to move too in a fortnight (which is a Big Yahoo!! Yippee!! I'll finally have access to a kitchen!! And no more mold others keep growing!!! So exciting!!!)

#syncrovoid.txt #delete later #OKAY SO! this makes it sound like i have a super important job but really we are understaffed and ive barely worked there a year now #graduated college a few years early 'cause i finished high school early (kinda? it's complicated) #now i am in a position where i am in the role of a whole Quality Assurance team (testing and write ups) #a Task Manager/Planner #Software Developer and maybe engineer? not sure the differences. lots of planning and programming and debugging ect ect #plus managing the coworker that messed up and doing his stuff because it just isnt good enough. which i WILL put in my end day notes #our team is like 4 people lol. we severely need more because rhe art department has like 10 people?? #crunch time is.. so rough.. #its weirdddddd thinking about this job since its like i did a speedrun into a high expectations job BUT in my defense i was hired before #i graduated. and like SURE my graduating class had literally 3 people so like there was a 86%-ish drop out rate?? #did a four year course in 2 BY ACCIDENT!! i picked it on a whim. but haha i was picked to give advice and a breakdown on the course so it #could be reworked into a 3 year course (with teachers that dont tell you to learn everything yourself) so that was neat #im rambling again but i have silly little guy privileges and a whole lot of thoughts haha #anywho i am SO hyped to move!! I'll finally get away from the creepy guy upstairs (i could rant for days about him but he is 0/10 the worst) #it will be so cool having access to a kitchen!! and literally anything more than 1 singular room #(it isnt as bad as it sounds i just have a weird life. many strange happenings and phenomenons) #<- fun fact about me! because why not? no one knows where i came from and i dont 100% know if my birthday is my birthday #i just kinda. exist. @:P #i mean technically i was found somewhere and donated to some folks (they called some different people and whoever got there first got me) #but still i think it is very silly! i have no ties to a past not my lived one! i exist as a singularity! #anywho dont think about it too hard like i guess technically ive been orphaned like twice but shhhhhhhh #wow. i am so sleep deprived. i am so so sorry to anyone who may read this #i promise im normal #@:|

[keclan]

#he’s been planning this vacation for a year and a half and it’s literally all he talks about #that and he’s also a bad person lol #very happy for my sister btw!!! #she and her fiancé said on friday when they called ''we don’t want this to overshadow anything on vacation'' #good fucking luck dude #the next day my mom sent our group chat a pic of her nail polish and my stepdad was like #i don’t remember but he made some comment about how my sisters got an engagement ring on her finger now #and i was ok so the whole trip you’re gonna be like this

[rimouskis]

Your “just elope” post made me laugh out loud.

My wedding was five years ago, and I’m STILL mad I couldn’t convince my spouse to elope. It was sooooooo much money, and the pictures are lovely, but seriously, I tell everyone to just take a great trip instead, weddings are dumb.

Marriage is pretty great though.

I am very glad you're experiencing wedded bliss though I wish you were able to experience wedded bliss with an extra $10,000 in the bank lol

#love attending weddings #have yet to enjoy a friend planning one I'm ngl #like I'd feel differently if I met someone who was having a good time but so far it's been stressful dramatic messes #also watching my friends plan weddings has given me a great deal of appreciation for my family too... #like we all have our differences but I also know everyone can put them aside for a single day if need be #and also I know that no one is going to get so drunk they ruin the party #[cousin nick WILL get drunk but he'll just beg you to dance and be a good time lol we like him] #which. cannot be said for either wedding I've been part of lol #idk respectfully if I had a significant other with horrible parents or something I'd literally consider backing out of the relationship... #the amount of peace stolen from my friends because of it is criminal #like genuinely I think bad in-laws can ruin your life and I don't know if a romantic relationship is worth that #(though in one case my friend was the one with... complicated relationships with her parents. so) #idk I'm in a privileged place to say that + have never had to deal with very bad in-laws in a relationship so it's easy for me to say yknow

[hobismilitarywife]

ngl i don't understand whats so wrong about asking people to listen to the album? u dont have to go to extremes and leave a playlist on all night like they do on twitter but i would think if you're a fan, you'd want to listen? we wouldnt have to beg people to support JITB... cause honestly i dont think they'll have this energy for anyone else in the group so its just disappointing im sorry i'll stay petty

ig a lot of people are against streaming because they find it stressful and also streaming does at times really makes us not enjoy the song, it starts feeling like a job instead of enjoying your fav so i get their pov, they aren’t saying that they aren’t listening to the work, they just don’t stream which is fine, to each their own, though i don’t think it’s right for them to shame people who do stream; like i said before let’s respect each other’s choices

but yeah there are tons of people who do stream actively but didn’t stream jitb, they upload top 20 songs being streamed by armies daily on twitter and only 2-3 days back did more started appearing on the list, that too on the number 20 and 19 :// like you said, streaming is pretty easy, just put on a playlist while you’re busy doing something else/aren’t on your phone, and yet people completely refused to stream jitb, all the hobi accounts that i follow on twitter had been begging people to stream jitb since the mama nominations were announced, and yet they were completely silenced and labelled as solos :/ it’s really sad 😞

#karmys straight up didn’t stream jitb #i know it’s a controversial statement but it’s true #rush hour hit it off with the gp and i feel like the few days that jitb was on charts there was also because of the gp #korean streams carry massive weight in their criteria and yet there was radio silence from their side #also people were furious when joon’s interview with pharell was announced because they didn’t want it to take attention from astronaut #and yet there was zero backlash when jitb’s promos were literally overlapped with left & right and also bad decisions was announced only #like a week after jitb #and it’s sad but there’s a strong sense of competition in this fandom #everyone only wanted to stream for their fave and a lot of people completely abandoned jitb #it’s sad #look how n*yeon won best female artist because her release was so well planned #she promoted so nicely #but bh instead overlapped so many things together idk why and it felt very rushed they didn’t plan it nicely #i have my jitb + astronaut and jitb + dreamers playlist always on when i sleep :p so it’s okay at least we’re doing our bit <3 #lol equal sign started playing in my playlist rn and ig it’s a sign that i should stop my hateful rambling :’) #still jitb did pass 300 million streams hobi did break records he did release a great album and there a lot of people who supported him and #he just won an award at mama :D so ig there’s lots to be happy about too :’) #but we shall never forget how he was mismanaged and wasn’t supported enough 😤 #ask

[voiceshearingyouloud]

Being me is so annoying sometimes like I accidentally make a mistake related to my relationship (literally nothing bad at all, it’s an easy logistics related thing to fix) and yet because I care so much about my partner my brain sets off all the alarms because it’s so important to me not to mess this up.

#which. it’s annoying that I can’t just go easy on myself and trust them not to leave me for something really small #because I know they’re serious about this and me having to reschedule something slightly is literally not a big deal #it’s about me seeing their family over winter break #(side note; that’s freaking terrifying lol) #and I said that I wouldn’t need to be home on christmas day with my family when they asked me but my mum does want me back even though I #told my partner she wouldn’t. which is easy to fix because they’re seeing their dad on christmas anyway so I’d just leave half a day early #and they even asked me if I would need to do it’s not like they’d be surprised #okay writing that out makes me feel so much better because I realise this is an extremely small ‘mistake’ to have made like they will not #care enough to leave me because they love me very much actually! #they were talking about how they want to transfer to my uni to do an extra year while I’m doing my last year so we can see each other :) #which like. yes I’ve been planning our lives together in my head for a while now but it’s a lovely feeling to know for sure that they’re #thinking about it too #okay I need to sleep but I can put this matter to rest now lol #it’s horrible how much I was genuinely panicking over it just because I care so much #anne speaks

[distantwave]

#really think I actually need to find a psychiatrist one of these days #not to quote my shitty roomie but I really don’t have to live like this #I am. doing not as bad as I have at other points. but I am definitely not doing great I would say #like I mean things are fine at the moment. but there’s definitely the edge of a precipice kinda feeling to it #like I do really enjoy my job that’s a really good thing for me actually and I finally found a place to live so that’s excellent but #I do REALLY think I need to get help before I move out. which realistically isn’t going to happen bc it’s less than a month away #but uh. I am. not going to do well on my own admittedly. sure I was practically living on my own the last few months in the last place #just bc no one would speak to me. but there were still other people in the house. I think my potential for getting really bad again is #perhaps going to be alarmingly high if I’m on my own without a roommate or a therapist/physiatrist to figure shit out #I don’t want it to take away how excited I am to live at my new place but I genuinely should not be on my own. like practically I’m fine #it’s mentally I won’t do well with it I think #on a totally different note tho if I did ever end up getting diagnosed with what I think I’ve got going on it opens up a ton of #diners drive ins and dives jokes for me lmaoo #so that’s something I guess lol. but yea anyways idk what to do really. am bad at bridging what I can bring up to people and what I can’t #as that is literally one of the defining reasons my relationship with her fucking crashed and burned. so idk when/what/how much I can #talk about things anymore. went from telling no one anything and it completely ruining my closest friendship. to telling her everything and #it ALSO ruining our friendship. so my grasp of what’s appropriate is evidently nonexistent ya know. but I do need to talk to someone bc #I am perhaps doing less than optimal ya know? and I don’t really want to go back to my last therapist I feel like it’s been too long #don’t know what my plan of action is here but this was slightly cathartic at least

[pirates-and-posies]

Pros of playing trumpet: Super fucking fun! Get to play iconic hits and make em cool! Get to make people go fucking deaf! Always loud n funky!

Cons of playing trumpet: Not having enough money to actually buy one, can never hit anything higher than a goddamn g above the staff because NOBODY TAUGHT ME HOW TO CONTROL AIR OR EMBOUCHURE RIGHT

"Faster air, tighter lips"

DO YOU THINK I HAVEN'T BEEN TRYING THAT??? I SWIM FOR FUN I HAVE GOOD LUNGS OKAY SO AM I JUST NOT BLOWING GOOD ENOUGH that's what she said SO LIKE??? MOTHERFUCK

#How does Europe do it some of y'all got some badass fucking music programs and shit #Here in the US we literally just fuck around at football games and call it a day #AND IT AIN'T PRESTIGIOUS UNLESS UR LIKE THE FUCKING BLUE DEVILS LMFAO LIKE #Schools don't even gaf about their fine arts programs unless it brings them money to care it's always hashed out to football or basketball #That 1000 dollar flashy football screen isn't gonna make our shitty team win bestie #Like I'm graduated from highschool now but for fucks sake it still makes me bitter we couldn't go on the trip we planned because the school #-Basically refused to pay for any bussing and our fundraiser didn't get ANY SUPPORT FROM ANY OTHER KIDS OUTSIDE OF BAND #Anyways fuck schools all wantin money but never have any despite the fact nobody in that shitty office knows how to budget #Like literally this school had almost 1000 kids #I transfered from a ~600 or so student body to almost 1000!!!! #And yet OUR SCHOOL STILL DID MORE!! WHILE ALSO HAVING A BIG ASS FOOTBALL TEAM!! #Anyways this was a rant or whatever but like I miss band and our new director was awful #I dipped the last two tris because I couldn't do it lol #personal #rant #kinda

[countess-of-edessa]

.

#it’s become obvious my roommate feels some type of way about the fact that my parents still contribute to me financially #which it’s a free county #she can think and be however she likes #idk im annoyed that i literally just venmoed her today for the chipotle she used her account to mobile order (and she specifically asked if #we could order together so she can get the points for her account) #and then when i mention me buying us chick fil a thé other day she’s like oh yeah i thought you were just using up the rest of your dining #account money but i can pay you if you want. #like yes it is fortunate my parents still help me (i mean #not extremely unbelievably fortunate; i think it is normal and good not to cut children off as soon as they turn 18 esp while they are in #school preparing for careers and unable to get jobs) #but your parents also give you money #the ten grand they gave you though was for your wedding which is in less than a year #it’s not my fault that you decided to get married which does kind of imply that you should be cut off from your parents and living off your #own income #it isn’t like my family is rolling in money. all our clothes are from goodwill all our groceries are freedoms choice commissary brand lol #my parents specifically chose when they had kids that they didn’t want them to have to work in college like they had and so made plans #early on to do help us with that because it was one of their core values. #and i still had a job in undergrad! they pay for my groceries and my textbooks anything i want that’s fun comes out of the money ive earned #working through undergrad. it really annoys me

[roseband]

...@ the rose release the rest of the dates for other countries so i can determine when i need to request pto

#honest to god i could... feasibly go to two........ one vvip and one vvvip if prices stay the same for europe #based on......well... yeah APPARENTLY automation is not a normal skill... bonus (also bonus is NEVER in my budget plans) #(my bonus has literally always been free money that i can do w/e i want with) #(so if that w/e happens to be....a two city vacation in europe to see the rose twice... hopefully it'll be that) #(now I REALLY REGRET not just doing atlanta last weekend tbh but BONUS IS NOT MONEY UNTIL IT'S PROMISED) #i feel like my review was like ADHD freak...repeatedly #it was like ''well she can reverse engineer any proceess and likes tinkering w/ things #BUT pls girlie... try to not interrupt ppl when u know the answer'' #HEY if things stay the same with what our raises and bonuses have been #my fiance can have his girlboss malewife dreams (if his mom wasn't a psycho with ''traditional'' values he'd be perfect lol #like man has literally taken a pto day to batch make homemade dumplings cause i like them he's the best!!!! #i told him he's gotta save all his pto for our honeymoon next november tho like.... i have 2 more weeks than him) #BUT we're like in an okay position to be able to have kids....... and in a few years we'll probably be in the position where if #he wanted to he could be the sahp if we needed LOL #IDEAL #personal

[mochapanda]

im gonna drink and play video games until i die of alcohol poisoning

#like holy fucking shit how can a 5 hour shift be so fucking unbearable #fucking lady comes in wanting to get some shitty plan i dont get paid for and after me telling her its only online she sits at the store #texting customer service and making me solve all the problems they cause #and then another ladys account is so fucked i cant even sell her a damn phone bc the dumbass system breaks #and then FINALLY it refreshes 9 minutes to close but bc she was so cool i still helped her out (she put a $5 bill on my car lol) #and these morons who've been sitting there for a fucking hour expect me to do another 4 hour transaction #NINE MINUTES TO FUCKING CLOSE. HOW DUMB ARE YOU #BITCHING AT ME LIKE ITS MY FAULT YOUR DUMB ASS CAME INTO A T MOBILE AT 7 PM #meanwhile im telling the other customers in the store that ive only had a reeses and a redbull to eat the entire day #and then my dumbass coworker comes back as im trying to figure out who completely fucked up the stores change #FORGETS HE PUT MONEY IN A LOCKED BOX HE COULDNT FIND THE KEY TO #LIKE. 1 NO ONE TOLD YOU TO DO THAT 2 WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU #finds the key magically after sitting there for 15 minutes AND THEN FUCKING LEAVES #FOR ME TO DO EVERYTHING BY MYSELF. LIKE WHY THE FUCK DID YOU EVEN COME BACK #and now i have to go in again in the morning. #bc i want extra money before my next job. #i dont know how these bozos havent gotten fired yet men are literally deranged #like theres $150 missing from our change fund and no ones getting fired over it? the patriarchy amazes me

[urbanfiltered]

:-)

#one thing abt vacation is that u get used to constantly being around people and then being alone becomes very sad #i traveled with a squad of like 5 people and literally was NEVER by myself (except to use the bathroom) from thursday night to sunday night #and the trip was REALLY FUN and i fucking LOVE MY FRIENDS and had basically the perfectest most beautiful dream vacation ever but like #god DAMN am i bored as hell now #also sleeping next to somebody for like 4 nights in a row can kinda mess u up when u have to go back to ur own place #the friend that i roomed with & i do sleepovers most weekends and that’s good and fine #but obviously we’ve never spent that much time together and idk it was really nice to constantly have someone to talk to #and kinda helped get the day rolling since my brain always feels like toxic sludge when i wake up no matter how much sleep i get #i miss being stimulated too #we were constantly Doing An Activity or in reprieve as we planned our next Activity and now it is just #back to waking up for a job i don't love at ungodly stupid hours and biding the time till my next nap #boring!!!!!!!!!! #also i wish money wasn’t real 💔 #my fav band is playing a show in chicago and is incindentally opening for HER favorite band and that is like #insane coincidence that they would play the same show (for only 25 dollars no less!!!!!) #i am trying to get her to agree to go with me but #between the DC trip we just took last week #and the seattle one we are taking in sept #it would be so stupid to go to chicago for no reason to catch a one (1) day show in august #which like. i hate to say this but i wish she wasn’t so fisically responsible LOL #she makes Way more money than i do and has been working for at least 1.5 years longer than i have so that’s #quite a bit of savings that she probably has #i know she can Afford it because even i can afford it if i move money around correctly #she just SAYS she can’t because she is being responsible and saving for the future and not wanting to go over her budget to which i say BOO #jkjk insert the obligatory ''that is very responsible and smart of her'' here #im also in a unique situation where all my flights are practically free bc i do be running up these numbers as hell on my AA credit card #(that i do pay off!!!!!) #i know most people actually have to track flights and stuff #STILL THOUGH!!!!! ugh i’m just fiending for my next brain burst i suppose

[dsfjjshgffdg]

I SAW A FUCKING GROENENDAEL ON OUR WAY TO THE STORE BTW. i got so excited nd almost asked the owner if thats what the dog was (i was pretty damn sure already but it was also to like .. initiate conversation) but alas the social anxiety and (mostly) language barrier came in the way once again. i need to learn finnish or ill kms

#it was so attentive to the owner even my wife was impressed by it nd pointed it out 😏 my evil plan continues #<- bsd propaganda #nd then my wife said ze couldve translated if the person didnt speak english but wahhh it was 2 late #we even saw them again (i think) later on our walk but we didnt walk right past them like the 1st time #such a brief encounter but it literally made my day im so happy #bouncing around autism style #we also said hi to two chow chows !! two lovely little guys #one 5y/o and the other 10 nd a half. younger one got a little excited nd bounced around lol #it was cute. when we walked away the owner said if she'd let them choose theyd go with us SFJFKDNVGFDH