#I’m going around hugging you all

[simgerale]

me after attempting to get back into sims and realizing i had a lot more to do than play the game

#hi everyone #I’m going around hugging you all #okay now that we are gathered here today #i will simply acknowledge that i have been gone for a very long time and then also acknowledge that maybe it was for the best #i relied on sims to be my only creative activity even if i tried to write a book at the same time #and also. i prioritized sims over real life responsibilities. that’s just a deadly combination lol #but I recently noticed I just replaced sims with Netflix. with YouTube. with anything that gave me quick dopamine #literally became addicted in a sense. still am but I’ve been cut cold turkey from most everything #I get off work and go. okay I’ve done the dishes and the laundry……..I could read or write or bake…. #I try to write and sometimes i get a good hour #then I read for a few hours and then get tired of it #and I made cookies Tuesday so I’m waiting for those to be gone before baking again #I’m just so pitiful that I feel BORED and don’t know what to do #so I said….. okay what if I do sims for an hour. #I downloaded some new cc Tuesday and tried to play yesterday #y’all ……………….. I can’t find the energy anymore to set up elaborate scenes and pose my sims and plan posts #I said wow… this is boring without my intervention and fake story #I said wow…….. all this for what? for tumblr? yes I created cool things and provided joy. but is that inherintly important compared to my #own joy? my own everyday activities I should be doing? #y’all I do not leave the house unless we got out to eat or shop or travel to our parents #.. I have little desire to. I’m trying to find that desire #but my husband is busy with grad school and work and I don’t want to do anything by myself #I’ve found myself in one heck of a slump #I didn’t want to be human for awhile. just had no desires no interests no ambitions #I was slacking off SO HARD at work. I just had no drive to do well #I’m still working on it. I’m still trying to get caught up. I’m still trying to force myself to move every day. #but I am struggling y’all. and I can tell you that sims… sims isn’t helping rn but I want it to so bad. I want to get back into it #I didn’t mean to disappear on everyone. I got married and then life got busy and then I fell into this hole of nothing #I didn’t even WANT to crawl my way out. but my husband has helped a lot. I feel like such a child!!!! #I reached max tags. 🙃 bye love you all. till next time

[tariah23]

This is such a harmful sentiment to push considering that you don’t necessarily have to be “attractive,” (beauty is subjective, yada yada) in order for men to want to harm you in the slightest… like man, what…

#the lady talks about being followed and harassed and so on as if every woman and girl in the world regardless of their age and #‘good looks’ #hasn’t experienced this and will continue to #I hate when these girls especially ones who are conveniently attractive talk about stuff like this under the guise of speaking for all #women while x-ing out most women #this easily leads into the realm of ‘you’re too ugly/fat to be assaulted ANYWAY-‘ #talk that I see spread by misogynists and bird brained women like it’s such a natural thing to even say it’s actually rly scary #especially when it comes to the assault shit which is usually about power and control anyway #they don’t care what you look like #you could be covered up head to toe and someone would try to hurt you just because #I hate when women like this go online thinking that they said something open their mouths I really do #rambling #tw assault #got dudes in the comments going ‘she’s not even pretty anyway she’s like a 4 out of 10’ #completely missing the message (as if they care) and see #these are the kinds of people that stuff like this attracts #stuff like this coming out of a woman’s mouth especially is so dangerous #I don’t think I’m the most good looking person in the world and I’ve been followed sm times I had to run away from a guy once and luckily #my bus was right fucking there!!! #then the guy who was harassing me years ago at a bus stop and forced me to hug him and touched my butt and no one else was around to help #me… #and he kept on trying to get me to go back to his apartment around the corner like that was so #the man who followed me into the store as I was shopping and I noticed that he kept on staring at me #then tried to holla and he looked way older than me and I think he was a pastor or something too he had a nice car and tried to get me to #come with him #sm more incidents over the years like this is crazy pls don’t say stuff like this and act like it’s normal #someone in the comments said that people like the woman in the video think that being pretty will free them from the patriarchy and like… #YEAH 😭 #it’s so obvious too lmfao #these be the same women calling themselves ‘girls girls’’

[briarmoon1015]

The league being sillies :))). Dc make them actual friends and not just coworkers I dare you

#all these tags are going to be headcanons I’m sorry #Hal calls Barry Bartholomew and he is forgiven for whatever he did #not instantly forgiven #but still forgiven #hal and Bruce’s love hate relationship is so fun #like barry and Oliver hate each others guts #but hal and bruce at least have some sort of weird mutual respect going on #the whole league jumps on a chance to hug Bruce #most of them with pure intentions #but hal just likes to be a butthole #Diana and Barry are best of friends you can’t convince me otherwise #the league thought they’d be good to pair up on missions but they just enable one another #Diana gets special carrying Barry around privileges #true wlw and mlm solidarity with those two #J’onn knows his friends can’t handle his cooking #but he’s so touched they all eat it regardless to not hurt his feelings #barry allen #the flash #dc comics #green lantern #hal jordan #wonder woman #diana prince #batman #bruce wayne #superman #clark kent #j’onn j’onzz #martian manhunter #justice league

[sherbetyy]

my reaction to ppl hating on some human designs for the main 3 bc they aren’t conventionally attractive 🖕🖕

#I SEE A BUNCH OF HATE ON SOME PLATFORMS (reddit mostly)IF RED IS PLUS SIZE. LIKE BRO HE HAS A DAD BOD OK ???????? #don’t even get me started on people’s reactions to most newer duck designs. i love the senile old man look so much and it’s so fitting #i love you gray hairs i love you chubbiness i love you facial hair i love you wrinkles love the fact that they aren’t all 20 #and honestly. if you don’t see them that way that is totally ok cuzit’s your thing. just don’t go around telling people theirs aren’t good. #everyone has their own interpretation of them because that’s the whole point of dhmis #while the ones i described are my favorite i still like the others. i love people’s visions and creativity even if i don’t agree. #i love when people see yellow guy as an old guy too but absolutely no hate on people who see him as a child you guys are cool too okay?? #i hate the the whole “STOP IT HES 38!!” and “NO HES 9!!” fight. it’s so dumb. it is supposed. to. be. interpreted HOW U WANT IT DONT MATTER #it’s useless to fight about just be respectful u guys #i love you all ok? #stay awesome. #dhmis #don’t hug me i’m scared #yellow guy #duck dhmis #duck guy #duck #red guy #fav #puppetry #dont hug me im scared #dhmis humanized #dhmis human

[hanafubukki]

No matter where I go or what I do, I see them 😭😭

Diasssoommniiiiaaa ahhhhhh I’m going to lock them up in a room!! A room!! And make them talk 🔥🔥🔥💚💚💚

Come here lilia, I’m going to tie you to your chair!!!

Ahhhhhh

Manhwa is called My Mom Entered into a Contract marriage, it’s a cute manhwa (the art can be shiny and hurt the eyes at times lol)

It’s a cute and they communicated their feelings finally, unlike a certain diasomnia family 🥲🥲

#ahhhhhh Lila Vanrouge I’m going to tie you to a chair you freaking bat #and not the good kind of tieing either!!!! #the latest chapter to this just hurt me #diasomnia vibes all around #but they all hugged and slept together #🥹🥹🥹💞💞💞 found family

[katierosefun]

one day i won’t start crying the second i leave my college friends to board a train! today is not that day!

#caroline talks #i’m so dramatic lmao we all live in the same state/practically the same state #but it’s been a brutal month so far and a really brutal and sad last few weeks #and my friends walked me down to the train station i used to go on every time i returned from home #and i realized very suddenly that this was the first time i was going to this station with my friends #and for some reason that made me tear up #i don’t know. i got hugs from all my friends and they yelled ‘WE LOVE YOU’ as i walked off #and i think that’s what did it! #whatever! I feel so lucky to have friends where i can just sit and listen to them #and everyone is kind to one another #and makes sure no one is interrupted #and also makes sure that no one is hogging the conversation at a time #and it’s just. not me dumping all this when i should be journaling #but. #i remember someone once tried to learn why i was sad and they later used that to hurt me some more #but my friends know i am sad sometimes and instead they look at that sadness #and go ‘let’s eat food. let’s walk around. let’s jump into the water.’ #and i don’t know. #i love my friends a lot. whenever i’m around them i feel like life will be okay. #and you know! #if i had to go through all my broken and sad friendships in order to meet the friends i have now. #then i’d gladly go through all of it again! just to now have friends #who walk me to the train station and hug me goodbye

[lee-kangin]

as a fan of another pl team i think your problem is that your captain is son. he's too emotional and soft and instead of demanding better of your players he goes around comforting them and protecting them from the refs. idk i feel like he's probably let the band get to his head a bit and now he's pushing people like PEH (who have proper authority) away from the refs, it's a bit weird. strange appointment. he's trying too hard

know him do you?

#you’ve got to be taking the piss? this ask simply reeks of racism LOL #firstly sonny has captained the korean nt for years and has shouldered the hopes and dreams of an entire country #especially because he’s the FIGUREHEAD of ALL korean football in a way nobody has ever really been #that’s not enough responsibility for you? and calling his captaincy style emotional and soft oh so you’re for toxic masculinity too then? #sonny can very much demand the best of his teammates (as he does) and also lead them with kindness and compassion. and it clearly is #working bc every player there would run through a brick wall for him. i’m sorry but big dav missing the pen yesterday and sonny going #straight over to him to hug him and then pappy kissing his back - that’s all sonny’s influence. #maybe you want your team to be a toxic bunch of men but i like my team led by sonny just fine #full of passion and fight and love and support for each other and the fans #‘protect them from the refs’ yeah man maybe bc the dissent rules this szn are mad? have you not seen the red cards? #also you saying PEH has more authority than sonny that’s pure racism LMFAO. #golly gee wonder who has more influence over the players #heungmin son who has played for this club for eight years and has had stellar individual performances #and captains his country with pride and shoulders the burden of being one of the guys to lay the path for asian footballers #and is just an all around sweet dude #or ‘the viking’ #please kindly fuck off and go support your team instead of coming here and shitting on my captain. #rahul answers

[strohller27]

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#I’ve been thinking (and being alone with my thoughts like this is sometimes dangerous but what can ya do) #and like. I think I’ve been trying to make my standards high when it comes to dating to protect myself from getting hurt #which. of course? why wouldn’t I? but like. I think I tried to make my standards impossibly high so that when nobody lived up to them #I could just be like ‘oh! how sad! anyway it’s safer for me to be single because [whatever bullshit reason I can come up with]’ #and this does protect me from getting hurt. but it also protects me from good things like. being intimate with someone. #which. if I were to be perfectly honest? that’s the only thing in my life I think I’ve ever really wanted more than anything #but of course I’m scared of that. because being intimate with someone requires opening up to them. #laying yourself bare and hoping they stick around after seeing what you bring to the table. #and like. I feel like I’m the guy who is firmly planted in one of the tails of a normal distribution #(and I’m not talking about the better-than-average part of the distribution if you get what I mean) #so like. I know there probably aren’t a lot of people who would stick around after I took off all my masks and laid myself bare before them #and I haven’t met many people I’d be willing to try that for #but sometimes. someone comes into your life and you feel like you’re ready to risk it all #but you don’t. because being vulnerable is a dangerous place to be. feeling as desperate as I do at times is a dangerous place to be #and so I’m probably not going to risk anything. but. listen like #why.. if my standards are so high.. is there this person in my life capable of meeting all of them. #and why.. when I’m this out of my mind for someone.. do there seem to be so many obstacles between me and them #why do I always fall for the ones who listen to me and show me kindness when I’m fragile. #even when there isn’t a chance in heaven or hell that it’s gonna work out. #why do I often think about how many times we’ve hugged. why do I want to live up to their high opinion of me. #why do I play the things they’ve said to me over and over in my head like a broken record. #why do I always have to obsess about the people I fall for. why can’t I just be normal about this. #like. this is starting to get in the way of my everyday life. it’s occupying my mind most of the time. this can’t be healthy. #in short. why the Fuck am I Like This and How Do I Stop.

[koushuwu]

i realize that i haven’t been as casually active as i would’ve liked to be lately. i guess i’m mentally been semi hiatusing subconsciously. i’ll be back to fill strength soon though! after work tomorrow i’ll be going on a three week summer holiday, which is absolutely what i need to get back on track. i feel like i miss you guys a lot. hang in there everyone. i’m proud of you. i love you. kisses all around. <3

#» confidential #i’m still here #but i often just don’t open the app for anything other than notification about messages and asks #which sucks because i love it here #a few days of sleeping should do me and my overworked mental wonders though #looking forward to that #and to getting back into writing and finishing the daiya sorter and hopefully soon gifs too #depending of this whole computer ordeal that’s STILL going on #anyway #i love you #kisses and hugs and high fives all around #take your pick 💕

[castielmacleod]

I’ll always maintain that while Anna carved out her grace in part to experience the full breadth of emotion and experience free from heaven’s strict control, she did it overall for deliberate ideological reasons (emphasis on the “free from heaven” bit) as opposed to it being an impulsive move fuelled by raw desire. That being said, she did get to fully grow up as a human and so I think certain human things would come very naturally to her, even after she has her grace back, and I definitely think human displays of affection would be one of those things. And even though she’s not an overly mushy person I think she would still really miss how easy it was to give and receive affection from her human family versus her angel family. She would wish she could love them the same way but repress the hell out of that feeling particularly around other angels, for fear of coming on too strong or seeming too unangel-like. I think some moments would still slip through where she can’t help it or doesn’t want to, though, and for instance I think she should have hugged Cas at some point.

Specifically I’m thinking right after the “for the first time I feel” “it gets worse” exchange, where she just looks at him for a moment with a sad, knowing expression and then steps forward and just,, hugs him. And Cas literally does not know what she’s doing at first and asks her in his way why she’s squeezing his vessel with hers and so she explains what a hug is, and that he can hug back if he wants. So he does, kind of stiffly at first until it clicks for him how much he likes this, and how nice it feels, so he ends up holding her tight. And as much as it’s comforting for him it’s a relief for Anna because as much as she’s more worried about the current state of things and the fact that it looks like her poor brother is just careening down more or less the same path she walked years earlier, she’s also missed getting something as simple as a hug so desperately ever since she became an angel again, so she can’t help but let herself have this little moment. For a brief moment she pretends she has a normal family again.

#Anna Milton #My posts #She loves her angel family it’s just that it lowkey breaks her heart to be around them for so many reasons #Like do you ever think Anna ever thought back to her own upbringing and looked at Cas or one of her other siblings and just thought #I wish I could have had that with them. #Her human upbringing I mean like.. banal shit like family dinners and outings and things she (not knowing she was an angel) took for granted #Idr if she had any siblings as Anna Milton but if she did and she got along with them then I’m sure she’d think back on that particularly #and just be like. So SAD for the state of her angel siblings. #None of them have a clue what they’re missing but she does #And not all of them would want what she had either but Anna would just be like.. they never even had a choice #They never even had a real parent #Anyway. #She should have hugged Ruby too :) #Ruby would literally bluescreen though I think #And/or go totally rigid and be like “oh-ho-ho-kay alright okay that’s alright that’s good I’m good that’s enough alright” etc #until Anna lets her go. And then Ruby would think about it for the entire rest of the day #She’d just be staring into space replaying it over and over in her head like oh my god. Oh my god #Because she LIKED it

[daringdarlingdt]

Guys I cracked the code as to why Mike is like totally a dick in season 3 and 4 even though he was such an earnest generous and good friend in season 1 and 2. And it’s not just about the internalized homophobia and whatever. It’s not that deep. He literally just turns 13. Like he hits puberty and it’s true that all of his friends are handling their hormones—plus all the trauma which we can’t ignore as a factor—a lot better than him but he’s literally just a 14 year old boy and he’s doing his best. He’s in his boys will be bugs era, just turned 14 thinks the world revolves around him etc etc. it’s fine he’ll be traumatized out of it in season 5 just wait and see. there will be bonding and apologies and we can all genuinely love Mike again without having to preface with “I know he’s kind of a jerk, but—” and I’m so excited for us.

#Mike wheeler #stranger things #mike wheeler apologist #like I’m not denying the fact that he sucks sometimes Mkay #his relationship with El? still very much on the rocks #his friendship with Will? will let’s him get away with way too much just bc he loves him like that apology was pretty weak m’dude #he literally did nothing else this season except have one encouraging monologue to El? he literally has no power and look how scrawny he is #i don’t even know where I’m going with this anymore I just have this soft spot for him and I’m willing to absolve him #of all his sins because he’s just a pathetic little meow meow and he eats sticks and rocks and mud and doesn’t care abt the govt and really #really needs a hug #and he’s not very strong but he’ll fuck u up if you’re mean to bugs (Will) #like he doesn’t give a shit about El being bullied but he was wandering around in the woods at night looking for Will when he disappeared #and like yeah boys will be bugs is criticizing teen boys for getting away with being assholes but. literally he’s 14 and traumatized #give him a break he doesn’t do anything genuinely heinous except that one time he yells at Will “it’s not my fault you don’t like girls #sorry this got way out of hand lmao #I don’t know what I’m saying anymore ignore this dribble #nia originals

[134340am]

about to fuckign lose it because i’ve taken too many Ls this week

#i m busy listening to white woman’s instagram and when will my life begin #i want to eat my feelings but i know i shouldn’t also my tummy hurts :-/ #wahhhhh when does it end #at least i had some good ramen today tho 🫶🏻 it was delish #and i exercised #and i talked to a fren i haven’t seen in a long time and she gave me a big hug #doing my best to count my blessings here hahahahahahhahagwhdjbedbjx #it is ok. tomorrow i will wake up and eat a good breakfast and try again even if it is hard n sucky n stupid #maybe i’ll head out to the nearby mall and just walk around for a bit #or maybe… i should go to the beach #who knows #i’m going to wash up n sleep i’ll catch up with dms and notifs tomorrow >o< #goob night frens i m wishing all of you an easy day and lots of laughs #the kind that makes ur tummy hurt a little #see y’all in a bit 🫶🏻 #tmi tuna #tw vent

[ectoplasmer]

goodnight tumblr i'm gonna pass out thinking of my fictional boyfriends

#eheheheehehehehe cuddle pile </3 #i'm giggling like an idiot right now i'm literal mush for these idiots #going to repeat that i supposedly do horrible with touch but i only ever want to be genuinely held or hugged or whatever by them #but again; let me test it and watch me still want to molt out of my skin #but like… i think i’d enjoy everything else with them #i don’t like talking to people very much all the time but i’d like talking to them #i don’t like going out to crowded places but i’d do it for them #i don’t like cooking very much but if i did it with them i think it’d be fun #maybe it’d be that way with physical contact too #let me dream at least u_u #sorry i was so talkative today by the way #had a ton of free time and like bringing up whatever i’m doing on here just to involve everyone a bit #be prepared for more of that as summer rolls around lol ^^ #anyway again; goodnight tumblr <3 hope the rest of you sleep well when you do #quartzshipping

[jinxwild19]

The cruelest thing about BPD is just how intense the emotions are. Because when I love…my gods it could file cities with the force of it, but the grief and sorrow, the hurt betrayal. It eats me. Burns me. The smallest things can set it alight. So much energy Begging to be released. Pleading. Craving. and I just sit there. doing my best to keep it all in.

It’s hard to know where I stand on so many things when it comes to my experience being human. It’s why I choose to be Queer. Because it is so much easier to love from afar. through stories. Through your friends. Because even though you love them deeply the stupidest thing can ignite flammable turmoil inside.

The cruelest thing about BPD is never knowing who you really are.

#jinx speaks #bpd vent #my post #wish I could go back and hug my you her self and just tell them I understand #I know what the words are to help you understand why you are so different #why everything is so much all the time #why existence continues to make you so worn out #why you care so much at such a young age #why you feel like everything around you is so catastrophic #I’m here for you #and you can be yourself and still be worthy of love and respect #and you never have to change who you are and do things you don’t want to do to gain affection