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xanthiccircuitry · 4 months
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XZero/X-2Azure
From an AU where an Orian Palace has a "Maverick Hunter Series" that can look like their Maverick Hunter counterparts & have "Base Forms" (on the right)
For some reason, Zero's copy (Azure) can't seem to stop going after X's (X-2)...
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spacenintendogs · 2 months
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3 10 16or 17 for the httyd asks!!
3. Did you play School of Dragon? If so, what dragon(s) did you have?
i tried back in 2018 but my laptop couldn't handle it. i never got past the tutorial with toothless and immediately uninstalled it and then was still devastated when they shut it down :')
10. What are your favourite songs from the soundtracks?
the big 3: forbidden friendship, test drive, and romantic flight.
see you tomorrow is a BANGER
all of the jonsi songs!!
once there were dragons is also so good... listened to that on repeat after i saw the hidden world in 2019
16. What is your favourite plot arc?
edit: i realized this said plot arc and astrid's character arc doesn't rlly count but for plot arc: hiccup & snotlout's arc of learning to respect each other more in riders/defenders of berk. basically the screaming death arc!!
astrid's in the first movie... it's near perfect and her role in the story is so vital bc her mind being changed makes stoick's mind being changed so much more believable. astrid's arc is such an interesting throughline to see the movie through. astrid being the most viking like of the teens and taking everything so seriously only to decide to give hiccup a chance (yes she was hanging off a tree rlly high off the ground and then only apologized bc toothless was whipping her around as payback for her attitude lol) but once toothless calms down that's when astrid rlly sits back and gives toothless & hiccup a chance & you just. see her relaxed for the first time in the movie and smiling so wide and it's SOOOOOOO. i love her so much.
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17. Do you read or write HTTYD fanfic? If so, give some recommendations!
i do both!!
for reading, i haven't done a lot & i am kinda particular abt what i read (i heed tags & stuff seriously!! they're there for a reason!!) but!! from recent memory & my bookmarks
promises, promises is by @artinandwritin and it's abt her httyd ocs and @beebooca's oc set post the hidden world (except the dragons are still there!!) and it's such a fun exploration of the effect things can have on oc characters based on what happens to the canon characters they're connected to!! it's very good (and i am honored to have helped beta read :'))
translations by @bignostalgias is a hijack fic where jack frost ends up on berk after following silver dream sand (and ends up becoming "alive" again) and there's the whole thing where he's confused abt how berk exists and seems to be behind modern day and dragons exist. everything is so thought out and carefully put together and i just can not wait for more!!
frowny kisses by @tysonrunningfox bc my snotstrid loving ass adores those losers so much and op has got them DOWN!! the original snotstrid person fr fr i am begging y'all to pls check out their stuff!!!!!!!!!
also fics by @eemoo1o-tfrmoo & @kolasharkattack are also rlly rlly good!!!!!!
and yea i write fics lol but i go through spurts of YEAH UPDATE LET'S GO WOO and then quickly losing steam & updates come rarely even tho they take up so much space in my brain bc writing hard :')
the summer snotlout jorgenson got laid is tied to my modern au & it's abt the brief period astrid & snotlout decided to try dating & obv they break up but hey. unrestrained summer fun :)
burn is a series following astrid & snotlout's friendship. there's only 2 fics rn but windburn is complete and heartburn is a work in progress. i have a few fics for series stewing around in my brain as well but!! yea!!
then there's the calm dragon nip provides which is basically my fishlout smokes weed fic and it's not even a year old yet & tbh i'm not happy with it at all but i don't regret it enough to delete it. u can read it if u wish but i'm not proud of it. c'est la vie.
and those are my most recent fics!! and then my docs are just. full of incomplete bullshit lol <3 ty!!
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burninlovebutler · 1 year
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Hi Mel 😊
Do you know when we’re getting another chapter of ‘Forever Winter’ or ‘Just an Intern?’
Can’t wait, hope it’s soon!!❤️
hi anon! thanks for asking! 💓
honestly i've just hit a writing road block & a bunch of stuff in my personal life has kinda been a mess lately so, things are taking longer than i wanted them to
the next Forever Winter chapter (29 - Be My Mistake) was supposed to be up like 2 weeks ago but BUT
it WILL be up this week, maybe even tomorrow 💗
Just an Intern pt. 4 has proven kinda challenging tbh 😅 but she's def in the works and i hear you guys in my asks, i promise i'm working on it just be patient w me 🙏🏻
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anyway imma get MUSHY bc when i started writing fanfic again in aug 2022 and i started posting forever winter online i never expected or thought that I would be getting messages like this.
writing was something i always did from very very young, id even write stories about my toys & stuff lol but i stopped writing when i stopped writing fanfic around 2016 and it has brought so much happiness back to me, i forgot how much i loved writing.
i know that my numbers & notes & shit on my stories aren't big compared to others but i never thought i'd even get any so they're special to me.
so, thank you very very much for any asks, comments, likes, reblogs, anything on any of my writings. the asks & comments specifically make my whole day. thank u for taking the time to read and/or interact. extra big thank you to the ones that read & love FW, as i know it is long & oc's aren't as loved on here lol love y'all 💗
(also i'm so happy to share that forever winter hit 3k on ao3 & almost 11k on wattpad 🥹🥹)
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blackbird-brewster · 2 months
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🍓🐇🍬🥐🎨 (I WANT TO SEE MY LI-TTLE BOY)
[Send me Asks]
BAHAHAHAH love that I got you to send me an ask! I will fucking drag you back to this hellsite at some point. ILY bb.
🍓 ⇢ how did you get into writing fanfiction? 
The 2007 WGA strike happened and I was really sad my shows went on hiatus (but always very pro-strike!), so I decided to write fanfic to fill the void in my life. My first ever fanfic was born. It was a 20k Bones fic focusing on Angela/Temperence and it was the horniest, raunchiest, shit I have ever written. (I was like 19 and SO fucking horny and gay). I posted it on LiveJournal and that's how it all began.
🐇 ⇢ do you prefer writing original characters, reader inserts, or a mix of both? 
I have only really fleshed out ONE OC lol. Usually I just have throw away randoms in the background of fics, but I created Ruby Sandoval in FAAFIL 3 and I just adore her so much I kind wrote her a backstory and stuff. Never written reader insert (although I genuinely almost posted one last week). So not sure I have a preference either way in terms of writing, but for reading -- I've actually started reading more and more /reader fics lately. (Mostly bc @storiesofsvu writes the best shit ever 🥵)
🍬 ⇢ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character
Hotch was horrible to the women of the team. Reid is so fucking boring and basic and y'all need to love yourself more bc you all can do better than stanning the most generic fucking lanky white dude.
🥐 ⇢ name one internet reference that will always make you laugh 
I'm one of those chronically online people who speaks in 90% meme references. I think my most used are anything Miette related because our cat is such a weird little snob.
🌸 ⇢ do you have any pets? if you do, post some pictures of them
I'm gonna assume you meant this one bc of your comment. Here's a pic of Mist from this morning. I always feel blessed when I capture a blep on camera!
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six-of-ravens · 8 months
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It's that time of year again! Time for my list of potential nano plots that I may or may not choose and might decide against at the last minute, but I like listing anyways.
Option 1: Maud Grey's Halfway Home for Failed Magicians (Rewrite)
Basic plot: A wizard in a fantasy world attempts to create a portal to another world, however he apparently fails and wakes up in a remote, isolated Home where magicians supposedly recover from the damage done by their failed workings. There he realizes he has actually developed a psychic link with a high school student in another world. Meanwhile, all is not well in the Home, and the mysteries keep piling up. Ales and Violet must work together to open a real portal before their mistakes and the mistakes of those who came before catch up with them
Pros: this would be a rewrite of my 2020 nano, so I have somewhat of a plot to work off of. Also have a lot of great worldbuilding ideas for this fantasy world that were not in the original so those will be fun
Cons: I tried rereading my 2020 nano a couple days ago and y'all....it is rough. ROUGH. i tried this stupid 3rd person omnicient point of view that SUCKS, and also gave my teen MC my personal anxiety struggles from when I was 16 and...dropped them a couple thousand words in when I realized that I could not possibly motivate her to do anything in that state. There's a reason I was a basement dwelling weeb teenager. I can fix all that in a rewrite but the cringe is just. lowkey killing me OTL.
Option 2: The One Set in the 50s
Basic plot: a young theoretical physicist and his new wife sign on to work at a privately-funded experimental facility in the middle of nowhere. While he works in the lab, she will be working too--for the entire community is a social experiment of uncertain purpose.
Pros: Brand new! Both in terms of not having been done before as a nano and being a new genre and character archetypes for me. I think this could be very creatively beneficial and fun!
Cons: Since it's new, it'll probably be Difficult to either plot or figure out the characters/setting etc, and I struggle with Difficult writing things nowadays (see: last year's nano that I gave up on like 10k words into).
Option 3: Bright Eyes (Rewrite 1.5)
Basic plot: this was my nano from 2018. A bunch of young adults in a college town in the mountains are blackmailed by the local faeries into solving a bunch of murders. There's monsterfucking. Alien conspiracies. Queer drama. Sheltered, closeted, and isolated teens figuring out adult life. Someone's weird cousin who's just there. You know the guy.
Pros: a rewrite, so easier because again: most of a plot is already formed. Lots of characters and situations I enjoy.
Cons: tried to rewrite this one already (and then somehow lost that draft??), and I suspect it doesn't need a full rewrite so much as a boatload of editing, which doesn't make it great nano material
Option 4: Medieval!AU Fanfic of My Own Damn OCs (copout)
Basic plot: okay so, these characters are all ripped from another story that will Never see the light of day (it's one of those Daydream Tales that simply cannot be written on paper), I just chucked them in a castle to see what would happen. Prince Terrance is arranged to marry the daughter of the most powerful wizard in the kingdom, but when she arrives it becomes clear that the wizard has bigger plans than being a royal-adjacent parent-in-law. Shenanigans ensue.
Pros: this would be just for the lulz without any pressure or expectation that anyone would ever have to see it. could literally sit down every day and smash random words into a doc like this is a medieval soap opera, no pressure.
Cons: once again I worry that I might run out of plot. As with any story with a romance, I think the ~main couple~ would get together pretty fast bc I'm just not interested in writing slow-burn pining and whining (read? yes. write? kill me.) and then....what? 40k more words to fill with wizardly evil plots. Hm.
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raysletters · 7 months
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get to know your fanfic writer!
i have to be honest, the lovelies @14carrotghoul and @suseagull04 tagged me for this like a week ago and i have incredibly bad memory, but here i am anyway (thanks for the tag and sorry for being late lol 💀)
when did you post your first ever fanfic?
oh my god,,,,,, i think it was 2015(??
first character(s) you wrote for:
before i say this, i need to explain i was a child with a very early access to internet. also, i am, as a great mind said once, a pathological people pleaser, and my sister was a directioner,,,,,,,,, so yes ofc i wrote a fanfic about harry styles for my sister, even though i never published it, and it was just a dumb y/n story,,,,,,,, (this was like 2012). though, since harry styles is a real person and not a character like my 9yo self thought, then i assume the next one would be,,,,, damon salvatore (it was posted on wattpad and absolutely horrible, i had an hyperfixation and created an oc and everything)
main character(s) you’re currently writing for:
alex claremont-díaz, henry fox-mountchristen-windsor, beatrice fox-mountchristen-windsor, june claremont-díaz, nora holleran, and percy "pez" okonjo have all had their points of view written or worked on at some point on my docs. between that and them seeing the light of day is another thing.
character(s) you haven’t written about before but plan on writing about soon:
i- i guess, since they haven't been posted yet, bea, nora and pez will get their time to shine (soon, hopefully) on my next fics. ive also been trying to write a bit of catherine for the diabetic!henry au,,,,, but its been really hard bc its all just too close to home.
fandom(s) you’re currently writing for:
red, white & royal blue
platonic pairing(s) you currently write for:
at this moment im obsessed with writing alex interacting with both bea and pez, bc we didnt get enough of that on the book and fics always show june being besties with henry and i kinda wanted to pull an uno reverse on that trope. also, im really interested in writing some henry and nora, bc they're besties on the book that gossip about drag race and stuff,,,,, but i want to maybe dive into it a bit deeper.
romantic pairing(s) you currently write for:
firstprince and junopez, and ive already have two wips where i give bea a girlfriend,,,,,, so theres that
your top 3 tags on AO3 (if you post your works on AO3):
i literally went to my dashboard to look it up, the first one is my different alterations of the tag "not beta read", but we're not going to count that one. next we have (surprisingly to no one) "angst", "mental health issues" 💀💀, and lastly "songfic" jskssjsksjsksjsksjskswjsksjsksjsks
your current platform where you post your works:
you can find me on ao3 as raysletters
snippet of the wip you’re currently working on:
i am working on SO many wips rn bc ive been sick and that has meant being in bed and not doing shit most of the day bc it hurts to breathe sjsksjsksjsksjskssjsksjkssjsksjsjsjajkssj
here, i give yall a snippet of the musician!alex au yall saw on the wip title game (that can be alternatively called "fulfilling most of smut saturday prompts in one single fic bc i wanted to try writing smut and it quickly got out of my hands")
so, idk if this would be nsfw bc it is not the smut itself, but more like smut-adjacent narration, but still putting the break so y'all can decide if you want to read it or not
This exact moment, though? It might not only embarrass him in a very public setting, but might also make him combust and collapse from sheer lust.
The entire place is crowded to the point of asphyxiation, the fans are spinning at their limit speed on the ceiling, and Henry feels like this is probably how hell feels.
That is, if hell ever had the pleasure of getting Alexander Claremont-Díaz on his knees, making the most obscene and erotic guitar solo known to mankind, thrusting his hips to the rhythm of She by Harry Styles on his guitar while the lights focus on him; his open white shirt shows the chain he now knows contains the key to his family's home at Texas, his glistening chest and the sweat that rolls over his collarbones, his pectorals, his abdomen and then disappear on his navel behind the guitar. It makes Henry reminisce of that first video he ever saw of Alex, and can’t help but compare the performance to seeing it live after more than a year, while knowing how excited he had been at the rehearsal, jumping and moving around while refusing to practice because of his own jitters.
Of course it paid off, Alex, the bloody show-off, has the entire place entranced under his spell, not even the clients sitting on the bar stools, who had shown little interest in the performance through the night, could take their eyes off of Alex.
Henry absolutely gets it, but can't help the feeling of jealousy that courses through him. He desperately wants to drop to his knees to show Alex how marvelous he is, hoping he thrusts in his mouth like he does on his guitar.
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taruruchi · 9 months
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Oh also tell me about yourself 😭😭 like anything really
My pleasure 💪 Let me tell you about the "letters" I occasionally write to myself because it's honestly funny and a while journey
Entry 1, no date: It all started... In late 2019 maybe? It began with just me talking about the people I liked 😭😭 Very painful to read. Why did I type like that.
Entry 2, no date: Short letters directed to them but I'd never show them (think lara jean). Also painful to read, why did I not understand grammar.
Entry 3, March 2020: Another letter to one person, basically me "coming to terms with the fact they'd never like me back and maybe we can be friends instead." Also very. Very painful.
Entry 4, the day after: I WAS GOING THROUGH SOMETHING AND HONESTLY IT'S BOTH PAINFUL BUT HILARIOUS TO READ. I was "coming to terms with the fact that they'd never like me back and they should be happy with someone else" with a dash of self-deprecation. Basically also "cutting ties." Again, a painful but funny read
Entry 5, April 2020: Me liking them again and admitting it and just letting it be. So far this has been a very dramatic teleserye
Entry 6, August 2020: Me seeing that past me was stupid and learning about loving fictional characters 😍 This me was honestly harsh to the me's before, but. Deserved. Then again, she may have crossed a line
Entry 7, March 2021: I realized how stupid everything was, from March 2020 to August 2020. I said, and I quote, "All I can say is, why? They look crusty. And you're kinda dramatic. Though all your words would make for a very good fanfic. I might use them in the future. That's all I'll thank you for." Then I talk about Tsumugi Tsukioka and Albedo OSNDKCKNDKSNF and just "make peace with the previous me's"
Entry 8, August 2021: Just added two more characters who I will not mention bc I don't really like them as much anymore? And I was wondering why I liked them in the first place (I still wanna know why)
Entry 9, December 2021: Remember typhoon odette? Yeah, it was during that time. I'm pretty sure I was typing on the way home in our car. There's a lot of stuff here so the basic summary is judging past me, adding enstars characters (most of whom I don't like as much anymore too), apparently Simeon came home twice?? Idk what card tho, talking about the games I played, Alexa play jealousy jealousy by Olivia Rodrigo, begging for a character to come home, learning I won't have internet for 80% of the time (I was suffering so bad, it's worse I really wanted a card from an on-going event)
Entry 10, January 2022: Most of the bad stuff that happened bc of the typhoon was over! I didn't manage to get that card that I wanted (I did in the future tho) but I managed to get the rest of the cards in the next event 💪‼️‼️ Hence the start of me loving Eden (enstars) (Don't ask how I did it, I'm not entirely sure either. But there were many sleep deprived days with non-stop grinding). I end up talking about the characters I love again (delulu moments)
Entry 11, March 2022: Yeah, fun fact, by this point our wifi hadn't been working for 4 months. And I finally discovered I apparently like Azul Ashengrotto a Whole Ton!! Yay!! (One line here is definitely delusional, idk what I saw back then) I also ramble about my lovely mutuals from that time, some of whom are still my mutuals today! (Shoutout to the homies, love y'all <3) Hmm there's some talk here about some stuff I'd like to leave in the past. But! As it says, on a happier note, I also talked about some ocs and ships <3
Entry 12, March 2023: Updates on my favorite characters, more rambles about my lovely mutuals, and back to being delulu
Aaand that's it! I have surprisingly fewer entries than I thought? Anyway, that's a little silly summed up version of how my brain chemistry changed from 2019 to 2023! Now that I'm remembering it, I might update it soon
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husbandomail · 2 years
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Gurll don't feel bad about feeling bad!! I personally don't usually interact with posts because too shy but GURL your normal posts are just as important as your writing!
Speak your mind all you want and don't feel guilty
GURL
srry gotta gurl it out lmao
Also do share your ocs plz
FGHJHGFD LITERALLY NEVER FEEL BAD ABOUT INTERACTING WITH MY POSTS
it'd actually make me feel a lil better bc I'm sitting here with an alright follower count and then my posts get like. two notes. and I admit it's kinda disheartening fghjhgfd. I really don't wanna bother y'all by just Talking so much fghjhgfd
but okay alright digimon ocs!! I dug through my oc tag here and I don't think I've shared them yet so lmao. and yet again I have picrews bc I'm not an artist fghgfd lmao. I don't have one for my self-insert atm so these are the other main characters!
first we have Satoji!
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he's pretty shy and doesn't have much ambition; even after digimon begin appearing and he ends up with a partner, all he wants is a quiet, simple life. he's got no idea why he gets dragged into things when so many other people are stronger than he is, but when he realizes he'll have to fight to have a quiet future with his new friends, he's willing to do it. I'm thinking his main partner is a Kapurimon that eventually becomes a Gokuwmon, but I'm also taking the same angle as the video games and letting these characters have more than one digimon lmao.
and then we have Capucine!
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she's an up-and-coming musician with a growing following through the internet; because she's had to fight so hard to really start her beloved career, she's a no-nonsense type, very serious, puts her work above all else. she's actually kinda frustrated by the appearance of digimon in the real world, because it's throwing a wrench into her career,,,, but her partner ends up being a SkullMeramon who can rock the guitar, so maybe she doesn't mind too much.
and then finally we've got Rom, My Beloved
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he seems to be suspiciously familiar with digimon, knowing far too much about them while they're still new to the rest of humanity. he runs a quiet little blog about them, and it's that blog that ends up bringing all the main characters together. he's very much the type to avoid answering questions, and he's incredibly tough to read, so it takes a long time for everyone to warm up to him; secretly, he's a digital entity himself, one sent by. whoever I decide the villain is lmao. but he ends up getting attached to the heroes and, after admitting he was supposed to cause the end of the world, he decides to vanish instead.
so there's the characters I have so far!! I'm still in the process of piecing the overall story together ofc, especially given that this is an original fanfic instead of finding a spot in canon, so fghjgfd lmao
sorry for rambling lmaooo
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miraclerizuin · 8 months
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5: Everything you write is something I look forward to, but especially The Gravity Job (Leverage/Agents of SHIELD crossover for the rest of y'all)
9. Wander Back! god this still gives me feels :c
13. What You Give Away (to someone who's also never watched spn, to my knowledge, and they enjoyed it greatly)
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I haven't worked on the gravity job in over a year (bc i havent worked on most of my projects lately)
bnha future fic wander back has not been updated since 2019 but I have six incomplete chapters including a fan convention, superheroes kissing, and a momojiro prequel
spn fix it fic what you give away with all my favorite things in it. christmas. dogs. queer OCs. librarians. destiel. you don't need to watch supernatural, you only need to read this fic and listen to the accompanying playlist
reverse fanfic ask game
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soap-brain · 6 years
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oh boy i forgot to make the post yesterday but i read the WORST book ever. i thought it was gonna be about dragons, and technically it was, but oh BOY it was bad.
like, the protag was Not Like Other Girls, of course, but this time because she couldn’t have children bc in this world you gotta fuck from the time you’re 16 or something bc her village is isolated in an Evil Magic Fog so people gotta procreate. also you’re not worth anything as a human if you can’t have children. so after her grandma dies she and her crush (we’ll call him Manly ManTM for good reason) and their best friend leave through the fog, and the grandma’s Magic Owl helps the protag see through the fog. they get out but the best friend is injured and after a quick side trip to a brothel (??) the best friend ends up murdered by the evil queen who rules the land behind the fog. 
now luckily since the best friend is gone and Manly ManTM’s wife ofc stayed inside the village in the fog, the protag and Manly ManTM can fuck again, since the best friend is somehow not in their way anymore (even tho protag and Manly Man barely talked unless the best friend was there before, but whatever), and obviously they do fuck, bc fucking is very important.
but then protag’s lost dad shows up! and he takes them to where he lives. protag then, after some more fucking, decides to go and kill the evil queen. Manly Man thinks she left to go back through the fog to their village and that’s where he goes.
so now protag finds employment as a barmaid and also learns to fight so she can join the evil queen’s guard; Manly ManTM gets horny when killing and also his wife (who was abusive. seriously, all the women except for protag in this fic are evil. smh) dies, and he makes it back through the village where he trains all of them to fight so they can go through the fog and fuck up the evil queen. ofc he’s constantly mourning the loss of protag.
protag pretends to be a guy to get into the evil queen’s guard, and she makes it, and she befriends this guy who managed to sneak this kid in, except he’s not a kid, he’s a prince, and he’s not human, he’s a dragon, and they want to kill the evil queen too.
Manly Man makes it to the evil queen’s castle eventually and together with protag, the actually-not-dead-just-turned-dragon best friend, and the other guy who protected the dragon-prince (who dies), they fight the evil queen and kill her.
and like. throughout the whole plot, fucking is mentioned all the time. oh, and boobs. so many boobs. pulsating boobs. boobs straining to bounce out of shirts. 
also the protag can talk to animals, but only in one scene, and her friends are just like “yup ok that’s just how it be sometimes”. and they meet the first dragon early on and nobody has ever seen a dragon and everyone is just like “yup, that’s just how it be sometimes”
and if you can’t have children as a woman, you’re a waste of resources and they’d kill you
yep.
oh, and not only was this whole mess of misogyny written by a woman, no, she also ends the postface with “xoxo” akjhsdkjhfakjsdf
and like... if the plot and the worldbuilding and the characters weren’t bad enough, the writing is also just. horrendous. it’s mostly simple clauses, mostly dialogue, there’s no development ever, all the characters’ emotions are just. completely flat. like... their best friend dies horribly in front of their eyes, and protag and Manly Man are just like “... well, that sucks. let’s go fuck now that he’s gone, ok?”
also the ultimate resolving fight scene where they kill the evil queen after she transformed into a dragon was just... so boring, over so quickly, and there are about five legitimate ways the queen could’ve been killed earlier. literally the only reason she wasn’t killed earlier was due to MASSIVE gaping plot holes
oh, and did i mention all the pulsating boobs? and the fucking? don’t forget, it’s very important that women are only worth something when they can have children
extremely bad, please don’t read it
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sugarandspice-games · 3 years
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Okay, so I finally got through Saeran's good ending, I might go back and play the normal and other bad endings later if I feel like it, but as that was an emotional rollercoaster, I need some time to recover. But I'm going to put my full review under the cut.
Will I be releasing my rewrite outline at this point (though not really a rewrite, since I made it before the AE was ever released when I was drunk and salty at the lack of news)? I'm not sure. I wasn't 100% satisfied, but we'll call it a good 65% as I feel like there was more I liked than I hated. I'll leave that decision up to my dear readers, whether or not they want to see it. (Though there are only like... 8 of you here and I know you're probably here for Obey Me content and not MysMess)
I do plan on playing the Jumin Bad End DLC, but I may not liveblog it as I haven't really heard good things. This seems like another ploy for fanservice, but I do want to get more lore about Jumin's backstory, and honestly... I'm gay and want to see those sexy CGs. That being said... this is the last I will discuss the canon material on this blog, and it may be the last time I engage with the canon material (as I believe cheritz has announced that this is the finale anyway, and will no longer update the game). I will most likely continue to create fan content for it, as Sugar and I have our own sort of... fanfic thing going on with the characters and our OCs. But this is a personal and huge special interest of mine, and rather than go through everything and pick it apart for the rest of my days... I want to leave the game and the characters I love so much with only my happiest memories. They'll live on in my heart.
But I digress... here is my semi-condensed review. Sugar may talk about it as well, though I do not speak for them. THIS SHOULDN'T NEED TO BE SAID BUT HERE THERE BE SPOILERS. DO NOT READ IF YOU DID NOT COMPLETE THE GOOD END OF RAY'S AE.
The Good:
Saeran. Saeran was the best thing about this route. His character development was beautiful, and every time I saw him, I felt my heart swell with pride and love. His new sprites are so adorable as well as his beautiful CGs, and he looks healthier and happier in a lot of them. He's grown to be such a loving, gorgeous, wonderful man despite everything that happened in his painful life, and his story is nothing short of inspirational. I have a lot of love for Saeran, I have from the moment I saw him but this route really drove it home for me. He will have a special place in my heart among my fictional loves that can never be replaced.
Jumin Jumin Jumin! Jumin was one of the absolute MVPs this route, he was doing the most and boy... I just want to hug him. Even though he was in horrendous pain he was doing the absolute best he could to help everyone. He's been a love of mine for a long time, and that love only grew in this route. I was also glad to meet Driver Kim and see the interaction between him and Daddy Han Sr. (Because obviously Juju is the junior Daddy Han lol)-- even though I have mixed feelings about the Chairman, it makes me happy to see Jumin getting the caring he deserves from his father. And the fact that he even turned his back to let Jumin express his emotions without feeling embarrassed... Fucking killed me.
They did Rika right this go around. Yes, she got off to a really rough start, but she was very human and bearable here... and complete with her realizing her wrongdoings and working to right them in the end. It was a gorgeous arc, I'm so happy for her. I have a love hate relationship with her character, as she used to be a very badly written villain IMO... but one of the good things about Another Story in general is that it gave her depth that she didn't have before. And if they wanted to redeem her, they 100% did it right here, even if she had a rough beginning and had to make mistakes to get to where she was. I thought it was very human. Good on you, cheritz.
Vanderwood got a lot of good interactions here, and I'm really happy they gave us more Van content. Even if we're not getting a route for him, it's enough to me to finally see him expressing the affection we all know that he holds for Saeyoung, and working to help him.
The twins finally get to be happy! Need I say more?
Everyone doing well in their lives made me really happy too... most of the other routes had this problem where if one person got to be happy, someone else would have to suffer in exchange. I'm so glad that everyone got a happy ending.
The new chats made me extra emotional... I'm not sure why, to be honest, I think I'm just happy to see everyone again. It had been such a long time since I played Mystic Messenger, and talking to everyone again just like old times felt like returning to a childhood home (though I was 19 when I discovered this game initially, haha). I cried a lot, which is extra weird for me since I don't tend to cry in general.
Yoosung loves Saeran soooo much... in fact, everyone does. It made me happy, bc I was initially worried that he wouldn't have made friends with the RFA or that it would be awkward, but seeing everyone loving him and him being sweet back to them was adorable. Jumin also loves him and you can't change my mind (though maybe that's my wishful thinking of being in a Jumin & Saeran sandwich talking...)
So many good messages in this AE, and they hit very personally. I came to the same realization last year, that in the end, nothing in life matters except love, since you can't take anything else with you when you die. I shan't elaborate more!
Everyone's voice acting was so good! It was so beautiful and emotional, I could feel it through their voices. I usually skip the voice lines since I read so fast, but I'm happy I didn't.
The Bad:
Oh Jihyun... what have they done to you? I know I said he wasn't OOC and I stand by that, but it really feels like the writers hated him this AE. Even his sprite looked so awful and blurry. And he didn't get any good realization that he deserved better or anything, the literal cult leader and prime fucking minister got to be redeemed when he didn't. What the actual fuck. Sugar will definitely have more to say about it, and probably in a more articulate way, but let it be known that I don't like it either.
Furthermore, even if it's not OOC, it's structurally sloppy for him to come to some realization only to stay the exact same as he's always been. And same with Rika too. As I said in a previous post, having them both go through these realizations only to make them the villains again really felt like beating a dead horse. What can I say except AAAAAAAAA. WHAT THE FUCK?
Again, I must reiterate... why'd they make it so you have to be a bitch to Rika to get the good ending? I get that it's probably wish fulfillment for some people in the fandom, but it isn't for me. I really don't have any desire to berate or insult her bc in the end she needs serious help (even if I wanted to throw hands with her sometimes), and if the point was to call her on her misbehavior... some of it went too far (looking @ the "Don't stab Saeran's eyes out!" choice. I didn't like that at all, especially since it felt like you were making fun of Jihyun's trauma.) It especially made the end of her arc fall flat when she's like "Thank you for being kind and trying to understand me..." like, gurl... the game didn't let me do that without making me bad end! Jeez.
Also, literally why was it necessary to redeem the prime minister? He's a monster who tried to murder his own children. It's okay if they needed that scene where Saeran and you tried to understand him, but having him actually come around made no sense... why would he want to listen to you or Saeran when we've seen time and time again that there isn't really any good in him? He's just not a good person. And no, I'm not saying this because I wanted him to die or anything! ...Okay, maybe I did. Fuck that guy. I hate him. (Also the whole "you're only this way because you're lonely!" was so corny, I didn't choose those options but gjkgkgkfk)
The Ugly:
Have y'all heard about how much I hate the agency Boss? I hate him so much... I want to drown him in the toilet. I want to feed him taco bell laced with laxatives. I want to-- anyway, I digress. Not classifying this under bad because cheritz did their job by making him hateable and oh boy, did I hate him. He made me want to barf. I also commend his voice actor for somehow making me feel greasy through the screen. Seriously, dude, hats off to you. You are a genius.
That's about all I have to say for now... you can peruse my talk tag if you want to see any of my other thoughts on this game, but they don't tie into the good and bad. Despite the flaws, I enjoyed myself this route and I'm happy I played it. Even though there will always be things to improve upon in this game... I'm happy I picked it up, and I'm happy I met everyone. I would write them all letters or something but that'd be kinda corny since they're just game characters and won't see it anyway, and I know I'm not the only nor am I the most attractive MC out there... so this is Spice, signing out! Byebye, Mystic Messenger. You'll always have a special place in my heart.
All of the... weird horniness between Rika and Saeran made me feel grossed out. Her having him in a collar with a leash, and the game options that insinuate she has a thing for him... ew ew ew. Please stop it. That shit is so disgusting and I'm going to puke.
@ Both Saeyoung and Saeran: stop fucking trying to die all the time! Seriously! Let me love you and want to save you, when will you get it through your thick skulls that one gay ass MC who loves you very very dearly would NEVER be happy if you died? AAAAAAAA
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💗 i would like to know more about you fren
:DD awesome!! I'm just gonna say a few facts that I've probably said a million times and I'll say them again-
I have adhd
I'm 14
snakes are the best pet, even tho I've never had one
cats are better than dogs
I am an undiagnosed insomniac
same with adhd and my mild depression and social anxiety
I do art that turns out really bad, especially humans
I write fanfics but then I lose motivation and totally forget about them
plus they're shit anyway
I roleplay Sanders Sides, mainly, but I'm up for some Supernatural too
the best show in existence is Supernatural, Sherlock coming in a close second
Sanders Sides is amazing
I really wanna roleplay a Sanders Sides au with Supernatural like two of the sides are brothers and ya get it
I'm asexual, possibly just graysexual
I'm Polyamorous
I'm polyromantic
I have one partner, Grey
I live with my three brothers who are 9, 17, and 21
I have no sisters
I'm agender and use they/them pronouns
I live with both parents
I tend to stay in my room most of the day, only coming out when I'm forced to or for meals
I go to sleep any time from 9pm-6am and sleep until 7am-12pm
but it's going to end up being 10am bc my parents won't let me sleep in later anymore
I will not drink hot coffee or tea, only iced
I despise Brussels sprouts
I call myself and my bf gay constantly
I make gay jokes
I'm not supposed to date until highschool but I said fuck that I'm getting a jf in 8th grade and a bf a few months later
I live in the USA
I live in the Midwest where I end up saying "ope" alot
I don't have an accent from my state
not a sports fan, regardless of pretty much everyone else liking the Vikings
I've driven down to California for vacation last summer, it took 10 days to go there and back as we went camping too and saw Mt Rushmore
I'm 90% sure my little brother is going to be gay
I have dyed my hair purple and want to dye it green or red next time
I have an undercut
my bangs are basically a mohawk
I have glasses
I read fanfiction for a living
I don't have a job nor money
I want to make art and sell it but I can't do art
I like to paint alot, usually just pride flags
I make custom wallpapers for people and I'm making pride wallpapers for pride month (I'll be posting them eventually)
I say "that's gay" with everything
I am afab
I used to use the name Jay but I've decided I like Killian better
Killian can be shortened to K, Kill, Killi, or anything you can think of
my bfs bf calls me Jay KKK bc he once when "Jay-kil-kill-killian-" so yeah
I'm closeted about my agender to my family because I have transphobic siblings
I've told my parents I'm lesbian and turns out that was a lie
I have 2 straight friends and that's it
my favorite color is blueish green
I am allergic to cats, yet I have one
I will read any Sanders sides, Sherlock, or Supernatural fanfic you throw at me. Harry Potter too
I'm willing to make friends of all types
I overshare online yet hide everything irl
I love getting asks as I usually don't get them very often except last night I was bombarded with asks and I was so confused bc y'all actually wanted to ask me things
I may do fanfic requests if y'all want
if you do the 👽 emoji in an ask I will let you know what you remind me of whenever, doesn't matter how far down my dash it is I will do it
I'll cheer you up in any way I can
I put others above myself, it's an issue
I get confused when people say they talk about me or think about me or even like me
like people actually mention me?? they care about me?? what is this??
especially when it's people I've never even met irl
I live about an hour away from current events happening in uh Minneapolis
I prefer winter when it's 30°F and I'm able to go outside with shorts and a t-shirt and not be dying from the heat
I go to Public school
going into freshman year this year
online learning is how I procrastinated everything until the last day when I somehow ended up with only one missing assignment
I took Spanish this year and I hated it so I'm doing ASL next year
I play flute and sing pretty much any part in choir, tenor through soprano but usually I'm alto
Aladdin is the best Disney movie
when I'm sad or empty I listen to mcr or Virgil's playlist
I hate spiders unless they're tarantulas or anything not inside my house
my room is in the basement
I usually only go on tumblr when I check notifs and then end up scrolling my dash for hours bc I totally forgot I was doing something else
I am on almost every single social media you can think of
I have multiple OCs, feel free to ask about them
Kayla, she/her, trans
Sil, ne/nem/nir, trans non-binary
Esma, she/they, demigirl
Veronica, she/he, bigender
Jupi, it/its, agender
I'll probably make more too
look at photo below bc I'm pinning this instead of that post-
I'll probably end up adding more since I'm going to pin this bc idk I feel like y'all want to know about me if you don't I'm sorry but too bad
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below is another photo for rp details, yes it's a different theme dwi [[not doing any roleplays rn I'll link the post in a minute below]]
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Anon 1 said:
Hi, I’m looking for a specific fic I read a year or two ago and I can’t seem to find it, pretty much it’s after winter soldier I’m pretty sure and Steve and Sam are searching for bucky and for a good portion Steve just talks about how perfect bucky is and Sam is both annoyed and finding it hilarious. Can’t quite remember much else, thank you!!
Anon 2 said:
Hi! 2-3 years ago i read a fanfic and I can’t find it anymore. I remember that hydra won and Cap was Bucky’s prisoner. Bucky was called Sasha (I think, not sure) and he couldn’t remember anything about Steve. Thank you very much, I know you have a lot of requests.
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Anon 3 said:
This is a crazy long shot, all I can remember about this fic is that whatever villain they were fighting somehow mind controlled a bunch of people (I think in New York) and they were going to walk into a river or something so they set up a way to get them to safety but all the mind controlled people turned on them once they were underground. Most of the avengers were in it, and I actually can’t remember if it was for sure stucky. Please help if you can, thanks either way!
Anon 4 said: (suicidal ideation)
hey! I've been looking for a fic I read awhile back but I can't find it. It's Steve-centric and Steve's really depressed/suicidal. Peter Parker befriends him and helps him. it has a really happy ending and they go into an alternate universe?? where Steve actually does because Peter Parker never existed. thanks for running this blog it's really cool
Anon 5 said:
Hi I've been looking for a fic and I don't remember specifics except that it was a longer fic, slow burn, I'm pretty sure it was a growing up together fic but I checked the tag on ao3 and here and didn't see anything familiar. Also, there were some original characters in their friend group and one of them died (they were adults and he had kids?). I also checked the minor character death tag but didn't see anything? Please help!
Anon 6 said:
Hey y'all! I know you're busy so I'mma try hard asf to find this fic. I think Bucky/Steve broke things off, ff couple years & maybe Bucky had lost his arm? He doesn't know that Steve had crashed while in the Army and was pretty badly hurt, too? Bucky finds him in the bath after he calls him? I read Stony, too so I'm hoping it's not bc it's going to make it confusing asf
Anon let us know it is in fact Stony, the story is Catching Lightning in a Bottle by sabrecmc
Anon 7 said:
HIIIII I KNOW YOY POSTED THIS BEFORE BUT I CANT FIND IT ?? do u have the one where steve and bucky meet on a really long train ride ?? i think nat was there too but i cant remember
Anon sent in Strange Journey by perfect_plan (oneshot | 5,117 | M)
Anon 8 said:
hi i’m trying to find a fic where bucky moves into steve’s apartment complex. bucky is an amputee and steve is like a graphic designer or something. i read it a long time ago and that’s all i can recall. thanks!!
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Anon 9 said:
hi! please help me find this fic! its comedy. bucky is still recovering, he really likes steve and when he discovered gay porn he showed it to tony i think because he wants to do it with steve
bworms1980 and Anon sent in Effects of Obliteration by geneticallydead (complete | 25,553 | E)
Anon 10 said:
Hey! I was wondering if you know the name of a fic i read a while ago? I remember bucky is in college and is friends w tony. Steve was his either ex or old best friend w benefits that disappeared after high school. Steve comes back and is secretly trying to win bucky back? At some point bucky says he has a thing for guys who can speak another language and steve speaks italian after tony does to try and stake his claim on bucky. Thanks!
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Anon 11 said: (child abuse, rape/noncon)
Hi, I can't find an old (dramatic) fic. In the 20s Bucky and Steve are orphans, after a group of sadistic professors killed a boy and rape Steve, Bucky ran away with him. Steve was saved by a doctor they met on the streets and they start to lived togheter and fell in love. They still became Captain America and Winter Soldiers. Also, if I remember correctly, Winter soldiers could remember something and get revenge. I hope you could help me. Thank you.
aesthetebaby said:
Hey! I read this fic ages ago and I’m sure you get asked about this a lot, but do you know which fic has Steve as a comic book artist and Bucky is in therapy? It’s very long and wholesome and I’m sorry but that’s all I can remember lmao
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Anon 12 said:
ok so i have been looking for this fic for so long and i really can’t find it anywhere but i remember it being something like Steve or Bucky moved away and then came back and when they come back either Steve or Bucky is angry at the other one for leaving???? really can’t remember but i remember one of them having a sister or daughter and Clint had a barn
Anon 13 said: (polyamory)
hey!! I’m having trouble finding a fic I read a while ago, it’s a threesome with steve, bucky, and a female oc named lorraine? in the end it becomes mostly just steve/bucky and lorraine says something along the lines of “helping two queers figure out their business”. it was really really good and im so sad I lost it :(
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Anon 14 said:
I remember so much about a fic i read but can't find it despite lots of searching. Bucky pulls pranks on Steve so Steve gets him back by acting like he's proposing but asks him to move his leg. Bucky says yes, gets mad and leaves. Then Steve goes apologising. Plz help.
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