#those are the only ones I’m aware of

[theshadowrealmitself]

I actually love Vulcans’ self control and I love it when they’re portrayed as very purposely composed and level headed, like there’s just something about them appearing emotionless because they put in so much effort and discipline into it

But I do love jokes about the small things getting to them, like they’re perfectly in control of themselves after getting hit with some weird pollen while everyone else is affected but then later on you do a stupid lil pun and they have to walk away quickly so they don’t show any emotion

#I do ‘you’ because it’s how I write #but recently someone used one of my prompts to do one of those Vulcan x read*r posts #(censored so people actually trying to find that type of posts aren’t accidentally seeing this post instead) #and after that I’ve been aware of how my posts can kinda feed that kind of demographic #I also have to remember to reblog that post!!! #I’m so happy someone got inspired by one of my posts #I just want to read it first to make sure there’s no warnings I need to tag for just in case #having a hard time tho because I really don’t read 1st person pov y’know? #but I’m still so happy that person liked my post enough to use it for their writing!!!! #I also have to remember to look at their pronouns #Vulcans #Star Trek #do I tag humans? are humans the only one with puns?

[thewingedwolf]

luther: the golden child

diego: the mastermind

allison: the peace keeper

klaus: the clown / mascot

five: the rebel / truth teller

ben: the lost child

viktor: the scapegoat

is this something i think this is something

#the umbrella academy #rani makes text posts no one will read #hargreeves siblings #ben being the lost child is kind of forced bc he’s dead but i find it interesting even then #bc ben was unique in the family for already hating being a superhero and his powers due to the horror of them. and however it is he died #it had to be horrific bc viktor doesn’t write about it in his book bc five doesn’t know what happened. and before he died ben’s unique self #awareness seems to have meant they all loved him in a normal way only for his death to poison those bonds completely #so through no decision of his own this very sullen and cranky child has to become a self sacrificing wallflower bc the only way he gets to #even exist is if he takes care of klaus and tries to sober him up. his big moment is sacrificing himself for his siblings! they can’t ever #escape the abuse that reginald heaped onto them!! even in death they’re playing roles reginald forced them into #and sparrow ben is clearly so used to being the manipulator so he’s thrown when his family dies and sloane refuses to be manipulated anymore #and he winds up kind of lost child esque accidentally *anyway* - ignored and repressing his feelings and unable to connect emotionally #also before anyone says diego is too stupid to be the mastermind google ‘the mastermind dysfunctional family role’ it doesn’t require you to #not be a himbo only to be willing to be cruel & as they all say in s1 diego never knows when to stop #pogo is an adult enabler. grace has a weird function bc the umbrella kids love her and diego is convinced she killed reginald bc of abuse #five seems similarly attached to her (makes sense given delores) but the others see her more as an enabler which is INTERESTING #i’m gonna stop rambling now

[unhealthily-obsessing]

I always see people argue about Star Wars cannon and what the “right” way to interpret the story is and like man I’m just here for the vibes.

Me: Cannon? What’s cannon? Never heard of her. I live in my own Star Wars world.

#like I’m really just here for the vibes #I can talk about the larger implications and politics at play in Star Wars sure #I’m aware of the those specific elements #I just rather not you know? #I am so heavily involved in real life politics that when I escape into a fantasy world #I really don’t want to have to think about the real life terrifying issues staring us down in the USA that I have to deal with constantly #it’s my fantasy world and I’m the only one living in it lol #star wars #star wars prequels #obi wan kenobi #star wars clone wars #the clone wars #anakin skywalker

[silksinging]

I was cautiously optimistic but kinda eh on Francleo before

Kinda felt like they hadn’t interacted enough to have a DynamicTM

But Pyramid Schemes changed my mind I am ALL IN

#soli soliloquies #monster high spoilers #monster high #SPOILERS IN THE TAG don’t read further if you’re avoiding those #cool? cool you’ve been warned #Frankie admires Cleo so much are you kidding me it’s ADORABLE #the only person who takes Cleo as seriously as Cleo herself is Frankie and it is. so funny. #and when cleo is fully willing to leave her heart behind for the talisman to save clawdeen’s mom #and Frankie’s all ‘but then! you’ll lose your ability to love!! we can’t have that!!!!’ #like oh? your invested in Cleo’s ability to love huh? 👀 #BUT THEN #THE REAL KICKER #Frankie carving a heart out of stone to leave in Cleo’s heart’s place #LIKE HELLO #Cleo keeps her ability to feel and love #because Frankie traded ‘their’ heart for hers #WHY IS THAT ACTUALLY SO ROMANTIC. #I CANT #the one thing I’m super curious tho is whether or not Frankie is self-aware about their crush #or if they’re completely oblivious to their own feelings #they’ve never had a crush before!! they’re still new to having friends!! #how are theh supposed to know the difference???

[moviestarmartini]

visca barça at least we aren’t fascists💙❤️

come off anon and say this to my face so i can block you and keep my peace as i have been doing because i don’t like conflict.

i literally abstain of commenting on the disgusting things i’ve heard culers say about us because i simply dislike speaking ill of others and i’m able to respect completely whatever club you support, unlike whoever sent this. and this is probably the last instance i’ll do comments like this.

to have things like this dropped into my ask box when i’ve been nothing but respectful is insulting. this reason why i disliked football in the first place growing up and why im hesitant when barcelona fans follow me. if you follow me, unfollow and stop bothering me. and overall fuck off tremendously.

#you’re speaking abt fascism as if i actively support it for supporting my club #nevertheless of the history that i’m extremely aware it is there #the stadium banned those that are actual fascist that attended the matches to spread such ideas #and one of the main reasons why i don’t pick fights with barca fans is because is completely understand that it isn’t only abt the club #but it also has to do with the nationalism and said history #you aren’t fascists yet you’re still an organization that’s rotting and falling apart from the inside out with the worst mentality ever #the day your president stops treating the fans like children and telling you things like they should be the world will be a better place #and the day both fanbases learn to be objective is the day i flourish because i absolutely hate this type of shit #seriously leave me the fuck alone #i’m so sorry for this culer moots i still love y’all bcuz so far i’ve been respected #and if this was one of you seriously tell me so i can just block you and keep my peace #besides this is YOUR bed and you LIE on it #YOUR president voted against goal line technology #YOUR president voted to raise tebas’ salary when ours declined #AND voted in favor of goal line tech #maybe instead of complaining to something that doesn’t have anything to do with us #you should open your eyes and assess the problem from its root #˙ ˖ ꕀ 🜸 𓈒 ˙ — mail !

[itspileofgoodthings]

in the most concrete way yet I feel like I’m getting a handle on what my flaws and weaknesses actually are lol.

#self-absorption poor impulse control an addictive personality #fiercely independent/sensitive/proud past the point of reason #anyway it feels like a real breakthrough honestly #because I’ve always known that there was stuff wrong but only in a dim sense #and this is a slow-gathering clearer picture #because the problem is that flaws don’t feel like flaws at first (so obvious I know) #my impulse can feel like inspiration! a wave of emotion always feels good! I have a rich internal life there’s a lot to think about #with regards to myself #but actually those all can be such negative and hurtful traits. #also it kills my pride to know that the people who love me already know these Lol #because they’re the ones who have to live with them!! And who are affected by them! #anyway the self-absorption one especially. I feel like there’s been so much to work through and figure out this past year #that made me turn inward more #and some of it was necessary #but I’m so aware of how much I want to get out of that space. and truly be open to other people and experiences and the world #in a way that is not just filtered through my internal journey #anyway anyway (a final thought) the pattern of my 20’s has been either self-absorption or complete absorption into the one or two things #that I/my anxiety allowed into the space of my heart and mind #as a kind of counter to the teenage state which was just information pouring in from all sides #but I would like to be able to reopen some of those informational floodgates so to speak. and let stuff in in a real and balanced way #because I don’t think I’m going to drown or be swept away in it (I am so scared of losing my identity in a sea of information) #one of my root fears! but it’s like. No. Bones not made of glass etc. etc. so you can start to think about yourself less #you SHOULD #anyway thank you for listening. there have been some very good (self) revelations lately <3 #painful ones! but good

[transboysokka]

Who has two short thumbs and decided to go to Costco on a holiday weekend but got overwhelmed and desensitized and has ruined his whole day because of it when it was totally predictable and avoidable.

This guy

#I’m being dramatic like yes those things did happen but I gave myself plenty of time to deal with the situation #and it was really the only time I could go. ALSO busy North American costcos have NOTHING on busy Asian Costcos bc there’s a phenomenon #that happens here that the minute you turn 50 all concept of traffic rules and spatial awareness get emptied from your brain permanently #it’s an epidemic. so that causes… frustration… #ALSO reminder I live in one of THE most densely populated towns in the world SO #tian talks

[roys-our-boy]

Volume 18 finally arrived which means after two years or so of collecting I have them all!! Can’t wait to read them I’m so excited 😭 gonna have so many Suga pictures in my phone when I’m done fr fr

Also lined them all up on my long shelf to see them all in a nice row and it’s just. SO COOL. I’m so happy to have them all like omg 😭😭 I seriously can’t get over how cool this is to me

#Gonna be moving them back on the thin shelf eventually tho #as cool as it is to have them all lined up so perfectly I want to have the artbook with them and that only works on the thin shelf #Also in the plan I have in my head Tokyo Revengers is gonna get that shelf since a thin shelf wouldn’t fit those #Like it fits now but I’m only like halfway through collecting those lmao. And I can only fit two more volumes #Also I have a lot more Tokyo Revengers figures so they’ll look better on the big shelf than my single Noya 💀 #anyway. I’m just so excited to have them all and I can’t wait to read them as soon as I’m done watching Inuyasha #Also yes I’m bad with my money. I am aware. I shouldn’t be allowed money tbh #but I’ve now promised myself I’ll never collect a series as long as Haikyuu again that was painful 😭😭 #30 volumes is my limit unless it’s under certain circumstances #(series was ongoing and I didn’t expect it to have that many volumes‚ got really into the anime while ongoing but there was a big mess up #that I KNOW would ruin the ending‚ etc etc) #and that’s still a lot but manga series are just long most of the time so #at least the ones I read 😭 #Anyway I’m rambling a lot more than I meant to. Enjoy the very cool Haikyuu shelf I now have #haikyuu #haikyu #maddiepost

[marbleboa]

Curious about "22" for the ask game!

Ahh that would be the most recent chapter for my Darkest Dungeon fanfic Achilles Come Down! It’s been…nearly a year since I’ve last updated it with chapter 21, unfortunately. It’s the first longfic I’ve ever really made and I fear I bit off quite a bit more than I could chew—I tried to push myself through the block but as my interests shifted elsewhere, trying to write it was making me feel more stressed than anything. I’ve definitely been trying to pace myself more with mp100, writing more bite-sized stuff, and it’s felt a lot better.

Still, it was a good learning experience for writing and I do hope my muse returns for it sometime!

#one of those fics where like. I had my main focus of The Ship and only started sowing the seeds for plot later #it was harder to keep up the pace when 1. I was becoming increasingly aware of how shaky its foundation was #and 2. college had burned me out quite a bit and I’ve tried to save energy for things I’m really passionate about #SORRY FOR RAMBLING BTW just been a while since I’ve thought about it haha #ty for the ask! #asks #scribefindegil #tag meme #acd talk

[scvlly]

I don’t give a fuck about Morrissey or the smiths but him calling out the celebrity tributes to Sinead o Connor is absolutely correct

"You hadn’t the guts to support her when she was alive and she was looking for you.”

#even using the name Sinead o Connor like I know she performed under that name still but like shuhada’ sadaqat won’t sell fucking papers #I’m only using it for clarity bc I know a lot of folk arent aware of her conversion #also the fact that she went by Magda briefly… after being in one of the Magdalene laundries #one of those ones that hurts even though you didn’t realise it would #the newspapers here put helplines at the end of the article they released with more details which is nz journo speak for …

[un-pearable]

early seasons cole works best to me as like... he already started his character development like a few weeks before the show starts. he's been working through his shit a little already and becoming a ninja was his way of doing that. everyone else on the team? they did it for the heck of it and are expertly (in their opinions) repressing any hint of a need to reflect upon themselves and thus are at least a few key emotional awakenings behind

#ninjago #cole brookstone #like yeah he def had the dad issues he needed to work out but?? him going away to be a ninja?? was him doing that?? #giving himself the space to work through those feelings + everything else. #he was getting space he needed not ‘running away’ from dealing with it #i mean he was literally running away but you get what i mean #obvs it’s not the only take but imo #he wouldn’t have been able to confront his issues WITHOUT that emotional and physical space #course then he develops like seven other problems from being a ninja but that's a different story #text✨ #what i’m saying is he’s at least REALIZED what his problems are. everyone else is still fumbling around in the dark lmao #for all my talk of how much i love cole as the most emotionally aware. this is still in comparison to the rest of these idiots #beating the ones who’s coping mechanisms range from starting a tv show beating the shit out of people and turning off your emotions #still isn’t saying much lmao

[dashiellqvverty]

tbh i don’t believe ppl who say they shave bc leg hair gives them sensory issues or whatever bc *i* actually get sensory issues from shaving so like. what is the truth.

#obviously my experiences are universal (slash ess) #but literally i quit shaving my legs permanently after having a meltdown abt not being able to get it complete/perfect/symmetrical #continued to shave my armpits until i finished high school bc i was in dance and i did get a little insecure onstage #but more than that i was afraid my teachers would make me shave. i was already pushing it w my haircut lmao #(i didn’t do any intensive classes or competition it probably would’ve been fine but. the owner was mean #i barely interacted with her but i was afraid she’d single me out) #ANYWAY shaving my armpits def was worse for my sensory issues #like they’re a little uncomfortable sometimes snow but never as bad as when the hair was stubbly and growing back out #i also have upper lip hair that i’ve never done anything about <3 #that’s the only thing i’d actually consider removing but idk how i would #that’s one of those things where i always felt like everybody else knew something i didn’t #like i’m i’m not supposed to have a mustache but how is everybody else getting rid of it that they’re not telling me. #i’m aware of different ways but i don’t want to do that Wrong One #that’s not the issue now so much as i don’t want to learn to shave my face and don’t want it to grow back more visible (i know it doesn’t #grow back thicker but if it was stubbly it would be noticeable.) #i also have a unibrow and i love her <3 #r.txt

[meatsouuuuup]

went back to a fic I haven’t touched since december and found that I left off in the middle of a sentence, currently trying to figure out what I was going to say

#‘she is suddenly aware of’ #AWARE OF WHAT?? #what was past me thinking i need to know so i can keep writing #anyway it’s a lotr fic that i’ve barely started #it’s like almost 2000 words so far but I’m not even done with the first chapter #it’s a tenth walker bc i’ve needed a platonic one of those forever so i guess i gotta write it myself #it’s actually been in the works for like 6 years now but it’s changed so much over time #‘in the works’ meaning that i’ve been thinking of ideas i only started writing it towards the end of last year #also literally everyone is aspec because i said so #I have brainrot about this story and the character arcs/dynamics i will gladly talk about it at the slightest invitation

[notveryshrugemoji]

THC drinks are truly a gift.

#i never get asked why I’m not drinking anymore #i don’t fuck up my midweek with a happy hour lol #the only problem is sometimes I forget I had one and I’m like *what is WRONG with me???* #but like have two of those and hook up with Craig? yes I will lol #maybe I will briefly discuss the topic and the discussion is that I have nothing to discuss #he makes me feel normal and calm #i can tell he considers me and he’s been working to understand what the fuck is up with me hahaha #I’m also working hard at communicating and working through my bs lol #it just feels good and normal #like I didn’t rly talk about losing weight here either #but like I lost 70 pounds last year hahahaha that’s crazy? and I feel like I did talk about it but not how I normally do #I’m not anxious or worried about it so I don’t have anything to say here is what im saying hahaha #the nice things are really nice but it’s cheesy as fuck so im not like discussing that lol #i like feeling happy and excited about someone that is showing up in the same way #it feels really good #oh and? he doesn’t want kids yall #doesn’t have any either #he’s just trying to understand and I don’t get a lot of that #i also haven’t really discussed therapy because it’s been ROUGH lol #I’m so painfully self aware hahahahaha like it’s awful #turns out I have a few panic attacks a day lol #and I like basically decided that symptoms of anxiety were really awful personality traits? if that makes sense? #hahaha like no girl you’re panicking #anyway I’m doing ok things with Craig are really positive and my mental health is fine but also dicey lol #Craig needs a tag #<will be the new tag for him lol

[universalsatan]

can’t tell if i’m confusing wanting to look like almost stereotypically macho men or just being wildly attracted to them. or both i guess

#i mean i always used to say bi dilemma but im realizing this is mostly just gay now godbless. trans rights #for context. im thinking like. young harrison ford (i Know.; the reason im saying this is i remember Both my mom and dad acknowledging him #as the og Macho Man™️) and because it crossed my dash. jackles. but not really young jackles like s1 dean but matured jackles like more rece #it’s funny cause in practice. the person ive been pursuing (while Also an idiot. maybe i should just accept myself as morosexual at this #point) is actually. very effeminate HAHAHDHAHSJDHSJ #to the extent that my mom has thought he was gay in the past. i was talking about him to my sister and she asked if he was gay LMAO #which is hilarious because as far as i know (and ive known him for… almost 6 years ig? pined for almost 5). i’m Only aware that hes had a #crush on a girl ages ago. but this was also thru a secondhand source we’ve never actually talked about that #we probably should but we’re both idiots i have no idea how it’d be brought up #but in terms of effeminate. hm. he’s actually Really tall maybe over 6ft? and he Can have a deep voice. i think he can sing bass? but he #actually speaks in a higher register. god i wonder if he’s doing the opposite of me. who’s always consciously deepend my voice LMAO #he’s a HUGE plant enthusiast. HUGE. i dont Think he’s ND (or at least he doesn’t from what i can tell. I get vibes) but he straight up has a #plant fixation. knows so much about care. when he worked in greenhouses he learned the latin names for a good portion of them. i know this #isnt exactly ‘effeminate’ but he does all the gardening. oh and to add to it ig. i dont know HOW. he was NOT. irked by gore and blood??? #when i explained to him what my potential job as a crime scene cleaner could entail??? but he cannot STAND bugs. he FREAJED OUT (over text) #at the mention of a spider. so of course. me being the 8yo boy with a playground crush. proceeded to tell him all my Fun Spider Encounters #lets see i think he also really loves to bake? ive seen these elaborate cakes (tp roll for covid. a fish) he’s made on insta. and there was #that one time he brought me those three most MOIST chocolate cupcakes with raspberry buttercream icing. i deadass ASCENDED to heaven. #food IS the way to a man’s heart btw. #oh yeah and the fact that i met him in the first place — well. i play oboe in ensembles. and he’s flute/piccolo. yeaHAHSHAHSHH #LMAO remembering that while he doesnt keysmash (i’ve started to around him. it’s mostly emojis bless his heart) he deadass called me ‘hun’ #oh and the best part? i couldnt think kf what to watch. and he’s over here saying he doesnt watch ANYTHING. like bro how do u NOT. listen to #any music past 1900. OR OPERA EITHER. and NOT have any favorite movies/shows??? wh??? like. he deadass was like ‘unless [gardening channel #on youtube] counts’ like girl i am so in love #but yeah i was literally sitting there sounding like a pretentious film nerd bro i cant fuckin believe it. but i FINALLY wriggle it out of #him. because apparently he cant concentrate on most movies (valid.). the ones he CAN are cheesy chick flick comedies #saying that he can recite 90% of mean girls. thats his favorite movie #and he also mentioned like. legally blonde #and i have a feeling he almost was avoiding it in case i would judge him or whatever but ngl i honestly fell harder HAHSHSJAJDJAJ #fuck 30 tags but let’s just say. very effeminate compared to me. a full on Dad

[joshuaalbert]

I was walking my neighbor’s dog this morning and I was not very awake so I’ve just remembered that I spent the entire time in a vague hazy state of annoyance at the characterization in brave new world from echoes and refractions

#ik I posted some excerpts from it in like a semi positive light and I do still like the part #where ro laren is thinking about how if she had a sister she might be like sito #but I gotta be honest I think it was one of those ‘for a moment I was so caught up in sito jaxa content that for a moment #I forgot that the characterization for wesley was not very good’ #harder to complain about jaxa characterization like it doesn’t match mine but I’m aware that there’s only so much canon basis #but the wesley characterization felt like projection more often than not #like idr how/if it dealt with the crash because they’re both still in starfleet so that’s already something you have to account for #(or I guess you don’t Have To I can’t tell them what to do but it was weird how little it did) #but it also refers to wesley as not understanding people/being bad with people #and especially pre-crash I don’t think that’s true in the sense it’s being used there #he doesn’t have trouble making initial connections and while he seemingly has issues maintaining long term friendships/relationships #that’s a different thing and seems to be at least partly situational bc the first time he makes real friends is when they’re on even ground #and again. icarus factor B plot. #with like figuring out worf is upset and working very hard to help him #which I suppose you can argue about intuitive vs deliberately observational understanding but it is There #you can see my thoughts deteriorating I just think people need to know and perceive better #san rant