from a chara standpoint i think ppl can and are allowed to enjoy the vampire ascendant ending and direction if they want to. i mean, we all kno of power fantasies and villainious routes being extremely hot and sexy. i just find it incredibly grating ppl love to enforce the "he doesn't know love anymore bc dnd lore state that vampires don't feel emotion" like maybe for you jan but not me! my man is infatuated and adores my tav as the ascendant. sorry!
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crazy how u can be feeling completely insane and empty and miserable but then someone on the internet has made a one sentence post that makes u stop and go oh hey. i’m not alone none of us are alone it’s maybe gonna be ok

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I found this post of mine again which is how I found your blog to begin with (you rbed it) and now that I’ve been following you for a while it’s kinda crazy how we both reached quite similar conclusions from completely independent starting points. Like I never thought about Scott too much and then I thought about him more and I was like?? Why do we act like this guy is an angel again? There’s not really a point to this lol it’s just I guess neither of us are completely insane 😭 there IS something there and we both recognized it
i believe that somewhere out there, there exists more people like us… and some day we will all come together and discuss scott smajor characterization like the great philosophers before us
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I feel like shit but also like....I get this every time someone's passed bc it was always due to a very long drawn-out illness but I have this sense of relief. Which sounds horrible if you've never gone through mourning someone who's still alive for years but she's not in pain anymore. She's not scared or angry or confused anymore. She's not sick anymore and she's not miserable anymore. There's a relief in knowing all of those horrible things is over
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okay wait one more thought before I go nighnight…. I genuinely kind of really want a moment in s5 where… basically….. henry ends up sacrificing himself to save the day……….. like I want el or whoever to break through to him and he gets all soft and is like “damn…. Actually…. being full of hatred is uuuuh kinda lame” and then he fixes everything but he dies in the process and it’s actually really sad and I want it to make me cry like a baby
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“...but there are moments when, if anyone performs an act of kindness towards him or does the most triffing service, his countenance is lighted up, as it were, with a beam of benevolence and sweetness that i never saw equalled. but he is generally melancholy and despairing...”
need more people to actually read this book so i can see the end of “frankenstein WAS the monster” takes about someone who is so miserable and traumatized and grieving that he ends his life acting thrilled that people would show him basic human kindness while he was half dead, all because he handled One situation not perfectly at the age of seventeen and the creature decided to be a GIANT ASSHOLE about it forever
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