#try following a wave

[team7-headquarter]

HE WAS SO MAD

#classic Kakashi DID disobey orders for his kids #It's insane when people say he'd never act rebellious against konoha when the evidence is there in the classic #or course things changed in shippuden #but in the classic? he went to the land of the waves mission without reporting the the classification was wrong #because he wanted to help tazuna properly #he allowed sasuke to fight in the preliminaries with the cursed mark and secretly sealed it went it was over #he hide the fact that a three men cell was needed for the chuning exams to give sakura the space to decide for herself what she wanted #he was all the time hiding information and acting on his own #even when he says later that he couldn't do much for them it's not because he didn't try #the village fucked him over they set him up for failure and in some sense he knew it #he accepted to be their sensei because he cared for them and he was on their side #I'm fully convinced that if shippuden had followed the classic as it was supposed to do kakashi would have rebelled in more than one way #but it didn't happen :( so #Kakashi Hatake #naruto #Tsunade Senju #Naruto Classic

[ruhlare]

every time i post about palestine my activity on my other posts also declines and i lose around 10 followers + why is free palestine not trending anymore :)

#idc about losing followers what i am trying to say is something is very off bc on days where i don't rb much about palestine my activity #and notifs are increasing and coming in waves #but when i post a bit more about palestine it feels like i get stuck #free palestine

[theotherrichardpapen]

...because any moment may be our last. everything is more beautiful because we're doomed.

#looking through my drafts and seeing this post unfinished and knowing in my core I'll probably never actually finish it . #but strangley enough i don't hate the way it looks with only those 2 panels ? beauty in simplicity or something idk #woe unfinished post be upon ye #honestly probably wouldnt even bother posting it were it not for the fact i was hit by a sudden wave of sadness #by being reminded out of the blue that alex really does just . lose nigel that night #enough deep level analysis my brain is all out i think . but just the simple fact that nigel dies that night #and alex has to go on for the rest of his life post-ending carrying that grief and loss with him #i know we talk about how nigel isn't truly 'gone' in the sense that they're one now and jack is supposed to be an amalgamation of the two #a product of their union and 'consummation' that night at the yard #but he's still gone . no matter how much alex might try and follow in nigel's footsteps #no matter how hard alex tries to tread that same path nigel did to feel close to him #he's gone . they will never have that moment beneath the house ever again . and alex has to go on living with that #anyway . normal again . imagine dropping a song rec like i used to. aha . go listen to sick like me by in this moment. #like minds #murderous intent #nigel colbie #alex forbes #nigel colbie x alex forbes #edit : THEY'LL NEVER HAVE THE MOMENT UNDER THE HOUSE AGAIN !!!!! #thinking about the moment where nigel sits across from alex after he shoots john #and the contrast to the scene in the crawlspace . nigel is trying to connect he is trying to get alex to see to understand #but now alex is closed off. something may be irreparable broken between them #do you think it was the moment where nigel starts to despair . to plead . realise that he needs to find a way to make alex truly see #i need to get some sleep

[losersimonriley]

Seeing a rancid post from an anti and wishing to hell there was a mass block button

#not only that but trying to rehash out twitter drama from weeks(?) ago #I’m at the point where if I go to follow your blog back and it says “proshippers dni” I’m like 👍 ok *block* #so funny how it’s always the under 21 crowd innit #no patience left for these people like. at all #fandom wank #just me bitching again #an old man waving my cane around #.txt

[wayfinder]

it's been years since i last made a true, "hi i'm talking" post on this blog but. hi! my dash is a little more active than it used to be! hope you're all doing well 💙

#i got a few new followers recently and noticed some old mutuals hanging around again so picture this as me waving at you from across the bus #tumblr is the only social media i still vaguely enjoy lol i should try socializing here more often

[restinthewest]

#some nights are like this #where I linger on a photo or a memory for too long and I start to hurt #like physically really hurt #my teeth and jaw ache and it hurts to blink and my skin is tender #that started the night of his death- I got home from the vet and went to bed and couldn’t believe the physical pain #took four Benadryl just so I could knock out and get away from it #I sit with it most of the time now because that’s the last thing he gave me #the waves pass and then the next day I get up and go about my life even if I do it kind of badly #resiliency and forgiveness are what Jackalope modeled best #and I try to follow in his footsteps as I always did #one foot in front of the other

[angeltism]

who's online i need to make sure i haven't been sent into the shadow realm of never seeing my mutuals again for swapping blogs

#➳ the fool speaks #IT'S BEING WEIRD W ME TRYING TO REFOLLOW YA'LL. WHO HAVE I NOT FOLLOWED. WAVES

[icewindandboringhorror]

I have found a beautiful perfect humble rock specimen that is light yellow with a weird dark yellowy brown lining, somewhat resembling a chunk of smoked gouda cheese... effervescent

#I am still very into trash collecting at the moment and even went out and got one of those grabby sticks for cheap and a little #bucket I can carry around and put trash in. so I am going on walks in nature a bit more (not really to enjoy nature but more to play the #very fun Real Life Hidden Object Point And Click Game that is 'hunt for bottle caps and cans' .. but eh.. whatever gets me out of the #house lol).. anyway.. some nature places near water will have cool rocks #Which I know you're not supposed to take them and I MOSTLY dont.. but every once in a while it's like... when else will I ever find a #gouda rock... I have cleaned up 4 buckets of trash today.. I have helped the environment.. mayhaps.. i could take a One Single Rocke as a #treate... ANYWAY. but yeah. I don't know the names of rocks but there's a rock that's a matte muted marigold yellow sort of #color and I call them 'cheese rock'. I'm pretty sure this one is of the 'cheese rock' species but it just has weird brown coloration #like maybe it got stained or something on one side of it. Most of the other cheese rocks have no markings. though sometimes there will be a #auburn reddish sort of hue on a corner or something.. hrmm.. curious. I also got a Beginner's Hobby rock tumbler and some supplies #so I might try polishing some of the rocks from my enormous rock collection. even though they're all street rocks I picked up from sidewalk #and stuff. I saw a video where someone put random gravel and stuff in a rock tumbler and none of them were Stunning Gems or whatver #but some still turned out cool enough that I would be pleased with the result... OUgh.. I want to post more I need to like do costumes and #sculptures and stuff and be Active On Social Media and think about my Future and Career and how it always benefits artists to keep an #active social media or etc. but I just feel so tired and bad lately. I think the summer heat waves have really exhausted me. I also have #been trying to make new friends + on a weird schedule so I've been socializing and also watching media too much. I notice I always start #to feel this kind of unsettled stress of not making any forward progress in my life if I do that for too long. like 'Okay this week I've #done nothing but meet up with two friends & watch like 10 episodes of tv and only worked on a few projects on the side.. this is HORRIBLE!' #(ppl who follow me here that I talk to on discord: this isn't about you! Im specifically just referencing being tired of introductory talks #with a new round of random strangers during my Friend Hunt. Just clarifying so it couldn't be misinterpreted as vaguepost implying that I'm #secretly bothered by talking to you or etc. lol.. anyway) . Which I know to MOST people 'I talked to a lot of friends and watched some cool #stuff!' sounds like a GOOD relaxing time but.. to me it is not ghhj.. Those are 'external' focuses on things outside myself which bothers #me if not moderated. Like.. i MUST retreat internally to work on my worldbuilding and my own thoughts and etc. at very regular intervals or #it will really start to bear on me too much. Brain Mandated Hermit Isolation lol. Just being too detached from my world and stuff for #too long feels increasingly bad. PLUS. every day I don't make tangible progress towards my goals is a day wasted that I could have been #investing in my future by working on novels/games/sculptures/actual career relevant stuff. Not even in a Capitalism way i just genuinely #enjoy Completing Tasks & feel miserable if I don't for too long. EVEN the media I'm watching I turn into A Task since I rank in a detailed #google doc list after viewing lol.. Like EW movie too boring on it's own. NEED to turn it into something I can categorize and analyze ghghj #LOVE to make things more complicated than they need to be. like YAAAY organizational tasks! yaay meticulous sorting!! BOO ''mindless fun''!

[khlur]

good evening to everyone this is your reminder that i am not a desi mutual to you, do not ever call me desi, i am a northeastern tribal and a dalit and a christian and i have never felt 'indian' my entire life. i sure as hell will not be claiming any indianness anytime soon. not when all of what is considered 'indian', 'south asian', and 'desi' is used to invisibilise the various facets of my identity. i am indian for the purpose of placing me geographically and nationally. know my place and know yours!!

#getting a new wave of s. asian followers #we can agree on politics and share the same views; we can be allies #we can be friends and get along #just don't try to assume too much #we can be on good terms and have similar experiences and know similar pop culture references #but u do not get to play in-group out-group games with things like #bollywood + food + language + culture

[cautiously0ptimistic]

just Sam things lol

#tjf: extras #ch: samael #of all the changes I've implemented #this lil tidbit will NEVER lol #been trying to compile a list of simple char bios just to keep all my details straight #it's been super helpful #anyway HELLO NEW FOLLOWERS #holy cow I did not expect that post to blow up the way it did #glad we're all on the same page about being in love with Sabrina and Nolan #I'm trying to be more consistently present on this blog #I can't make any promises but I'm definitely feeling inspired lately and am riding that wave as long as I can

[barredandromeda]

up all night thinking ab him sneaking glances my way

#im follow requesting his insta today 🤭🙏🙏🙏 #its like 5am but i feel refreshed after 6 hours and if i sleep more im gonna be groggy #i need 6 or 12 hrs of sleep to feel good theres no inbetween #or maybe cause ive been up all night thinking ab him lowkey #cause i fumbled twice when he tried to talk to me cause i panicked and got confused why he was talking to me #complimented me. and i ignored it cause my head was killing me and i barely heard him #he said whats up. and i looked away bc i thought he was tslking to someone else when he was staring at me straight on 😭 #but bro we're gonna talk today trust like we'll say hi or smth ykwim ill even wave to him #hes so good at sneaking glances ngl cause if i wasnt focused on trying to catch him i would not have noticed #like its so quick but when u pay attention its so obvious #post #erics tag #kindividual posting

[akkivee]

what cracks me up about the evolved forms of this series of cards is that there wasn’t even any reason for it lmao???? there was no fire involved at all in this event lmao kuukou just locked samatoki’s gang in a cave for three days and 🐴🐰📿 spent the time cleaning what was the reason lmao

#vee queued to fill the void #the arb chronicles #the event had me laughing the entire time it was so funny lmao #i love events where kuukou’s not feeling the most comfortable #but i love kuukou being his peak chaotic self and everyone is just helpless to go along with the waves he makes even more lmao #like you can tell samatoki’s of the opinion that ‘well he’s strange but he don’t mean harm so he’s alright’ lmao #juto meant it when he said kuukou’s the type of person he never wants to deal with LOL #LOL and the end of the event!!!!!!!!!!!!! when the chanting started and samatoki’s men came in using ‘sessou’ I WAS DYING #katengumi all achieved enlightenment after kuukou locked them up and starved them and after thoroughly beating up the rival group #said rival group felt compelled to follow the righteous path ARB BLINK ONCE IF YOURE TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING— #and the way kuukou just strolled in after it all like hyahaha!!!!! that’s all folks!!!!! *looney tunes music* 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[meangreenmulletmachine]

I thought the bots were bad before. It got worse.

#268 new followers this week #only maybe 10-20 of them are real people #come #on #dude #and like i dont actually care about my number of followers #its just the point of the thing #all these fucking bots #im def not the only one #also lol the newest wave isnt even trying #no more hot women just default icons #edit #i just looked #its been nearly exactly a week #almost 50 a day #sheeeesh

[emberglowfox]

How does one accidentally get a spinal inplant?

by falling on it while it has a needle in your back and is trying to feed off you, in short

#it's a little contrived but basically some of the aware (conscious) v1s that dont have hosts have learned how to like. #vampire suck energy out of creatures without being paired to them by 'biting' (inserting the main energy tap) at the base of the neck #(in like. the littleguy implant mode. they scuttle around like beetles to preserve power sometimes. again not Made to do that but adapting) #zarian tries to feed off of arthur out of desperation bc he's running out of power and arthur is the only living thing around #arthur freaks the hell out (understandable) and while trying to get him off falls on his back #and basically like. stabs himself a new implant which has some kind of hand-waved auto-function to connect itself when that happens #because it is SUPPOSED to happen in a controlled and sterile environment. lol #good job guys #going in the tags to spare my tumblr followers :praying: #steelheart redux #ask #piratea02 #early story is still a very hazy rough but thats the gist of it

[unproduciblesmackdown]

billions(tm): it's incredible how we just provide a little snippet of material designed to be "guy we all want to push down the stairs immediately somehow" and through this amazing acting alchemy it becomes gold. electric. magnificent. we can't get enough so we will just keep writing this loser character and the actor will somehow keep bringing the dazzling transmutation through his ability

actor will roland: [is aware autistic people are real]

#this is at least half humorous in several ways lmao but also like fr... #winston billions #will roland has pretty much said he is aware that autistic people real. and not [ppl's utterly off the walls assumptions abt what Defines #Autism or what an Autistic Person is like and how you would Know] #i don't think that Billions(tm) would be very much better at that than re: say; taylor's being nonbinary (surprisingly alright yet. u kno) #quant kid 2 could've been anyone but writing Winston is like so certainly the common deal of the inadvertently autistic character #drawing from all the autistic people allistic ppl encounter all thee time without being aware & deciding they're annoying / jerks / too #weird to live too pathetic to die / grating nerds / Funnily Odd in a way you deign to merely raise an eyebrow or scrunch your face at.... #so on so forth. ''oh you know Those People we all know who are just Like That'' #and deciding they must be ''just like that'' b/c they're either too arrogantly rude &/or clueless / Unaware to be neurotypically superior #also do not get me wrong lmao big old proponent of Did You Know That? Actors Act. Now You Know #so of course yes will's acting is off the shits i mean here i am am i right. and he is using it when he is acting. #the acting talent Is off the shits. the tiniest moments they give him & he CRUSHES KILLS it really is amazing i'm not waving it off at all #cue twitter randos so betrayed when kelly aucoin is not dollar bill & is like ''yes in my acting job i'm playing this fuckin asshole'' #meanwhile i'm still following the interviewer who a) asked will anything abt billions b) talked abt the immediate striking intro of will's #as quant kid 2 And the immediate draw of / effervescent dynamic between winston & taylor. Someone Who Gets It #anyway it's like will can fathom that actually the people who are Always ''acting wrong'' w/their bad grating vibes no matter what they do #are not always Those People(tm) who We all know & loathe right....thee magic of knowing winston can be someone fully earnest #and of course always actually trying; & having perfectly comprehensible wants & needs. damn how's he doing that #bringing a certain je ne sais quoi to this Insufferable Loser Nerd material! so we don't mess with the process. #i.e. we will only ever let his role get dunked on forever b/c sure can't fathom anything else anyways. our Correct characters could never.. #only tuk; adjacent in wrong nerd loserdom; can be his friend. rian who is correct but zany with it can be his abusive friend

[martilyongabo]

earlier this morning, my brain slapped me with the realization that most of my character pairings / preferred ships are some twist on a specific trope. i don’t think it really helps that these were all accumulated throughout the years and i HAVEN’T REALISED…!

thank you apocalypse/barrier maiden + knight, i really owe a lot to you 🫠🤧

#bleats #i’m always amazed at how realizations can come in waves or all at once! #sometimes i’m like “ohhhh— OHHHH !” #this one was like “NOOO!!!” #i haven’t shared much of my stories aside from visual tidbits so if ur reading tags u prolly won’t see them for a while yet :’) #unless you’re my wife and you’re visiting my blog again in which case HELLO #puella magi madoka magica has homura + madoka & sayaka + kyouko which is so UGHHH #and a cool role reversal for anthy and utena from RGU! where the knight is also a plot maiden like sayaka but in a diff way #my EO cast has ~2 (EO2 & EO5) pairs but if you wanna stretch that becomes 8… (and i think i only alluded to one so far) #magical boys / CR has two main pairs which play on this since the premise is highly based off PMMM ToT #those who followed me from my CR days know who talking about #oh i almost forgot slay the princess and signalis too! AGHHH! #and finally we get to fire emblem where i predictably go for the deurotagonist bwahahahaha #it honestly makes me excited to share more and i have been trying! i just feel like i don’t work fast enough since i want to give context