#two years since i started it lol

[cat-saturn]

#a bonus part of the winter outfits #two years since i started it lol #awful #miraculous ladybug #luka couffaine #kagami tsuguri

[whaliiwatching]

don’t talk to him ever again

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based off this by riibbon on tiktok

#luigi fanart #mario and luigi #mario bros #playboy luigi #u think i can tag the ship pervading tumblr’s ecosystem rn #y’know what? i liked it since i first found the og artist like two years ago #so yeah. i can. #bowuigi #boom i did it #this was unreasonably fun to draw #cringe and free babey!!! #plus i got to play with my new watercolor brushes #believe it or not this started out as a test to see if i could draw spandex #or leather or whatever that leotard is made of #i think it turned out nice :) #i know nothing of mario i’ve barely played it lol idk what else to write #just take it and be free

[loppiopio]

just some 🥥 related sillies i've made for that fic we all know.

#durarara #izaya orihara #shizuo heiwajima #shizaya #a cheap imitation #i made a thing #i've been holding off on posting these here for so long whoops #i'm so shy... check out my lemonade guys #i've been very motivated to make various things for this fic as a result of this book club i've been hosting for my friends #i actually made the first image (not the video) like two years ago? #back around when i first read the fic and started being annoying about it to my friends #never posted it though because the shizuo i drew was ugly!!! #and the shizuo i drew for the second image this time around is still ugly!! unfortunately :( #well anyways if it isn't clear the images are both for chapter 19 while the video is for chapters 28 to 29 and a little bit of 30 lol #also i know izaya's actual problem isn't fucking shizuo but kissing him lol but it was funnier to keep it like this #you can check out more of this deranged behaviour over at my twitter of the same name #i know not everyone wants to go there though especially with the current situation... #so i'll try to bring over the more memorable stuff to post in batches over here which i think is the stuff i did any art for #since i've made a lot of multimedia type things dedicated to particular chapters as “marketing” for my friends #but i'm not sure they'll make much sense out of context so #my plan is to compile all of everything i've made for the fic during the book club into a powerpoint that i'll try to keep for posterity #because ngl i feel i went kinda hard with certain things that maybe only two people will appreciate #but i'll do it for those two people out there #also it's a whole book club for aci!! #*i'd* want to see what some random people have been up to with a book club for this fic #be the change you want to see in the world #side note i wonder if having so many fucking tags on your own post is a bad look... #idk it's so much clutter but i have too many things to say!! #i look back at my own previous tags and i physically can't bring myself to read them ahhhh #i hope anyone's enjoying them anyways

[julykings]

new shorts + early morning hike

#summer melting away I can’t believe I’m going to be teaching in a week like huuuhhhhhh the past 2 days have been crazy #just working at home today making a new piece for a patreon print :-) #and Etsy packaging #today marks a year since my bf and I started spending time together so I am generally feeling sweet and uplifted <3 #and it’s rest day from the gym so naturally I just want to 😴😴😴 #but I am fighting the urge #last night I woke up at two AM and cut Winston’s hair fr like an hour … so I’ll also probably try to give him the rest of the haircut this #evening lol #and stave off a nap w another espresso shot <3 #personal

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

and so i return to my roots of eating half a cantaloupe in one sitting

#its so fuckign good... Deliciousness... #*gollum voice* so juicy sweeeeeet!!!! #except yk. instead of a fish its a glorious melon #this morning isnt Great but mmmmm i have a cantaloupe so its not that bad!!! #absolutely unprompted #what will i do today... fold laundry probably. bring in more wood. install my new mattress #oh im so happy to have a new mattress! ive been using the same one since *dial up tone* freshman year!! #so.. about six years. jeebus criminy on a crisis cracker no wonder its uncomfortable #maybe ill work on a crochet project for a bit too #shit ill need to start thinking about christmas presents. ~Its The Most Stressful Time of The Year~ #i need to finish my grampa's lap blanket... figure out what to make for everyone else... #'everyone else' four whole people. two parents and two friends smh #wait no. three people. i just need to finish what ive already started #or start over bc it looks terrible and i feel bad lol

[gayfranzkafka]

i got into grad school and they're giving me a 70% reduction on tuition :-)

#also it's remote so I can keep working at the farm but you go irl for a two week intensive at the start of every semester so it's best of #both worlds + two of the three years half your time is doing in-person placements so #I am going to become a minister <3 and a farmer 👨🏻‍🌾⛪ #I honestly love living in my hometown I love the river I love the stars at night I like the art scene and volunteer scene here I love it! #and now I don't have to leave and I can still work toward being a minister but also live in one place for more than a year. For the first #time since graduating college LOL

[ifindus]

how old were you when you started this blog? ( ՞ ܸ. .ܸ՞ )

Looks like I was 18!

I remember I really liked to draw growing up, but I stopped at some point and didn't really pick it up again before I was 18. That was when I got my first drawing tablet and started experimenting with digital art. The fandom was def a motivator for me to start again after all that time ✨ Looking back at it now, I've grown a lot as an artist over the years, for only drawing fandom stuff and never practicing 😅

#lol I think I'm too imaptient to become a good artist #I don't spare the time to focus on details #I was on tumblr before I started this blog tho - but only two years #that was mainly a reblog-blog and I didn't interact with a lot of people #it's prob deactivated now because I haven't used it since I made this one #also can't belive I've had this blog for almost 10 years now??? Next year will be 10 year anniversary #tho I didn't really gain any followers before 2020 - five years into the blog #and now we're here 😮

[violetsareblue-selfships]

waah i didn't realize i missed him so much

#also it's funny #i was joking before this event started that he wouldn't show up #because he rarely does even in mondstadt events #but i was wrong!! (i have never been so happy to be wrong lol) #also love that it's been essentially two years since i started genshin/added him as an f/o #and he still makes me squeal when he appears in the game lol #i'd melt for you 💖🍷

[raiiny-bay]

the degenerates: out of context

#td:ex #rip to the dnd story i started & never finished....... #hi. i'm cleaning out my drafts. these have been sitting around collecting dust for like. a year. maybe two. idek #yk i want so badly to be a storyteller on here but like. #story posts are just not for me man. #i can do 10+ photos for an edit no problem but for a story post? #absolutely not. it's just exhausting to me. i don't know why #i do actually really like this story though & it is part of the canonverse so i'll still write it #i just probably won't post it? idk i might do stuff with the characters on here from time to time #uhh fun lil spoiler for the few who were invested in this story way back when #they all die at the end #all of them #that's how the campaign ends #i've had the ending planned since before i even started writing the story #man. maybe i should get back into writing it. ngl monster boyz has kinda taken over #both my blog & my brain lol #n e way i have an edit q'd for wednesday. it's from one of my mini AUs #ok bye #rainyrambles

[doukeshi-kun]

What are some of your favorite novels?

white nights (fyodor dostoyevsky), layla majnun (nizami ganjavi)..... yea💀

#i stopped actively reading books since idk... i used to read (local) books a lot before i had this chaotic period in my life and paused #i just started to read english novels last two years i think #i read maze runner novels when i was like 13?? and my english skill was cuckoo back then #if it's not bcs of the movies; i surely don't understand the maze runner novels lol #道化師-says❃ུ۪

[sysig]

BIRTHDAY

Birthday! :D

#Doodles #DDoodles #Lalaloopsy #Day after now since I was asleep haha ♪ But the birthday was fun! :D #My big presents this year were Super Mario Galaxy - my first 3D Mario game! :D #We have to find our Wii first tho lol - it's also my first-owned Wii game! #Have I mentioned lately that I'm slow to technology adoption lol #I'm looking forward to it tho ahh ♪ It was one of the shortlist I made for our Wii :3 #So looking forward to adding to the collection hehe #And I got a Lalaloopsy! I think this is the first time I've drawn one of my collection digitally? Lol been long enough #This one is Blossom Flowerpot ♥ Isn't she adorable hehe #She came with all her clothes! Yay!! I love when they still have their ensemble ahhh it feels like such a treat #I'll have to count what I'm up to at some point lol - no repeats so far! #And then it was another of the dollar store trinkets but smol and I ended up having a silly amount of fun with them lol- #I dunno if this is a universal elementary school experience but counting blocks? Did everyone have those? #The ones that are broken up into individual blocks and then ten-block sticks and 100-block slabs? #They were my absolute jam lol I liked them even better than lego - and now I'm into Minecraft! Huh! Haha #We started tossing around the idea of painting them to look like Minecraft blocks and fjdsafsd it would be so cute!! #Glue two of them together and make super chunky ''player'' models and snow golems and the like hehehe #I always love a fun craft idea ♪ And modular Minecraft toys are so fun to me! #It was a good birthday hehe ♥♪

[cyanidas]

Hope yall are having a good holiday season!

I'm excited for the new year ;w; small update in tags

#ive been taking a mental break from things #i kinda freaked myself out about getting those designs out #could you tell? haha- /shot #anyway. i have a big piece im working on for the new year for cookie run #this year i wanna get back into yogs stuff #since they released that fun murder mystery gameshow im kinda eh about continuing midnight manor but. we will see #its different enough lol but i wanna re-focus in on reversion #it was my magnum opus at the time dlkfjgfk i was most excited for that and i got a lot of work done on it #and some new-yog work (as i promised kirsty kfjgfk >w<;; #probably not a comic #but i will be adding back onto my fanlore document on ao3 #so once i get my designs moving (hopefully by sometime within the next week or two. i know i said a week last time but i didnt expect #to be pushing myself so hard) #i will gladly start those projects back up #im trying to finish the things i started because im notorious for not completing things and its a demon of mine ive been working to conquer #for like. a decade gfkgjg #ive made incredible progress... but ive still a long way to go #thank u guys for following me and interacting #i hope you like what you see whenver you get to see it! #intercom

[crybaby-bkg]

I’m writing my first fics for both Miguel and tengen respectively and I am????? so nervous????? I haven’t written anything outside of mha/jjk for so long and it’s scaring me. what if these other people boo me and throw tomatoes at me

#two years ago I wrote everything but bnha for a whole summer bc the fandom was draining for me #and it was SO FREEING #now I am but a mere little hermit crab used to being in the same safe space #especially since the kny fic is about grief and someone made it very clear that they weren’t happy about that idea lol #I wanna finish them tho!!! they’re both started and like 1-1.5k words each #I’m just struggling to get into the groove of writing again + they’re new characters for me!!!! #hopefully my cramps aren’t too bad this week so that I can finish at least one before the semester starts!!! #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[positivelyghastly]

The inaugural portrait of Papa Emeritus the Second

#the band ghost #papa emeritus ii #secondo #complete with some green glitter eyeshadow because my man has style #this is the first time I’ve actually drawn him since last year lol #two down one more to go then I can get started on the drawing these portraits will be part of #I took some artistic liberties with the lace and the embroidery around the grucifix #even though the details are gonnae disappear in the final piece lol

[clanborn]

i have drawn so much art this year this is like my golden age

#like two years ago i was lamenting how i never did finished pieces like i used to and only doodles headshots #*doodled #but since i started using this blog consistently again + artfight + my other art blog i do digital paintings all the time now #and have definitely branched out of my comfort zone #thank you warrior cats for making me want to churn out so much artwork lol #meowing.wav

[pepprs]

i will shut up abt this i promise but like. the concept of being in a stable safe mutually loving whatever relationship is INSANE . like how can you ever feel bad about yourself or wounded or whatever again. it’s like a superpower or somethi ng. <- doesn’t know what she’s taking abt bc she’s never experienced it or the absence of it after having it merely the negative space of it and is filling in the gaps w logic or something. but it’s INSANE to me. like of course i feel like shit about myself i am catcrumb unloved.jpg!

#purrs #imbeing insane about it i know it’s not that simple / reductive and i will still feel like shit abt myself once im in a relationshp (if i #get to be ♥️) and there are lots of other legitimate reasons to feel shit agtbyiurself. but it’s like no ficking wonder i feel inadequate i #am a 24 year old who lives at home and has never held a hand or whatever next to two 50sometjinf year old married men with pets and phds. of #course i am going to feel inadequate and stupid and lonely. like i canttttt 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂💀💀💀💀💀💀💀 and th w worst part is you can’t just go out into #the world saying that and looking for that it has to find you so i will not join any dating apps or whatever but i don’t fucking go anywhere #so im not going to meet anyone and i knowi am so young and stupid and just having a horrible day that is reminding me of horrors. but the #way i am mentally shoving my whole fist in my mouth. OF COURSE I FEEL LIKE SHIT I DONT HAVE A LIFE PARTNER!!!!!!!!!!!! I DONT HAVE THAT #SAFETY AND STABILITY AND TRUST AND UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!!!!!!!! AND I NEVER HAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #delete later #like this is what makes me crazy abt parents and kids too and whyi don’t think ihave kids. bc i think (and i know this is wrong / unhealthy) #it is a primal human need to be mutually someone else’s number 1 person and when you have kids it’s like you’re gonna love your partner more #than the kids and then the kids (read: me) watch that and get fucked up over it. but also that could just be me reacting to the UNSPEAKABLE #psychological damage of being a twin. which again is ridiculous bc it’s n out like abuse i just had to share something with someone else si #since before i was born and ofc there was more like actually kind of abusive stuff on top of it LOL but that aside. idk what im saying i #just feel so crazy. the amount of composure it takes me every day to not start SCREAMING with frustration and envy when i see ppl being #RIGHTFULLY DESERVEDLY visibly confident and loved. like ok valentines grinch go sit in the drainage pond forever please. but it’s so crazy #like how are you supposed to go through the world unaware of how much love you’re missing out on because you’re young and then you realize I #it and then somehow you miss the train and you are scared you are going to d*e alone ♥️ im normal