#u know.

[quietwingsinthesky]

thinking about time lords regenerating with scars again. the scar of whatever made them regenerate, sure, but what about scars for injuries they haven’t gotten yet? scars for an injury that will kill them in this regeneration, a constant reminder? scars cropping back up from years and years ago from an old body? faded burns on their skin where lost friends or lovers once held them? grief and fear and guilt that become a part of the new dna, waking up in a body healed and new but that refuses to forget.

#u know. #doctor who

[callixton]

is there anything more important than a bisexual dilf. be honest with me

#u know. #i’ve started capitalizing His pronouns like he’s a christ figure or something but really it’s just that saying his name too often makes me #- shake like a dog #ted talks

[fleshdyke]

humphrey bts pics are like my favourite thing in the world

#u know. #rambles #bbc ghosts #100

[crimeronan]

the pro of "crazy dyke" being Your Type (TM) is that it makes you look like you're """One Of The Good Ones (TM)""" or whatever without even trying. you love queer women in fiction & therefore are freed from every fandom conversation about how most people only like the white men. or something. (the truth is you just like women with complex relationships to queerness, womanhood, & oftentimes their cultures as well, for various personal reasons.)

the con of "crazy dyke" being Your Type (TM) is obviously. God Help You if you want to find fandom content exploring your faves with the kind of messy nuance you thrive on.

#it's a very [rolls up sleeves] 'guess i have to do everything myself' kind of situation. #luz and hennessy have almost NOTHING in common personality-wise or values-wise. but wow the crazy dyke is so strong in both of them #being a dyke in a polycule full of dykes who's friends with a bunch of dykes with very complex relationships to race and gender and such #it's like. yeah obviously this is what i'm gonna gravitate toward. this is closest to my lived experience and the experiences of #the ppl surrounding me. you know?? #it's not performative it's just. my life. it's just my life. #having a native american partner and a jewish partner having latine and Black and asian dyke friends #these are the stories that are most interesting to me. and yet. so rarely are they the stories that are most interesting to anyone else #it can be. lonely as hell. lol. this post is tongue-in-cheek i'd rather have people who Get Me in fandom than look performatively good. #u know.

[dteamarchived]

#gnf #georgenotfound #404blr #u know. #i won't him

[joelletwo]

[refining my thoughts after reading ppls tags all day] i think younger seiji is not necessarily Bad At people i think on the contrary he does, on purpose and by family education for future purposes, become very good at understanding people and managing their reactions to him. but i do think he uses this to be exactly as polite and unoffensive as he needs to be to keep ppl away and uninterested in him. bc he does not care abt their reactions to him. and he loves to be offputting And hates burning bridges.

[the Guy who was raised in an autistic acceptance compound also interacting with the outside world who doesnt like the autism so much but hes been raised w the confidence to go wow thats stupid. im gonna go be autistic over here by myself where the cool ppl are. instead of learning to hate himself abt it. thing.]

[but also he genuinely looks forward to taking over the family business where he gets to practice Social Skill Stimming and getting good grades in Manipulating People Into Behaving For Their Own Good. things ppl tell him he can be very good at achieving and is normal to have the potential for]

i dont see a seiji who Tried And Failed to make friends except like very very young maybe. my major image of Teen Exorcists Social Circle pre-natori is the other kids being encouraged to befriend him (tsukiko out of takuma's genuine concern for lonely kid, everyone else for community clout) and they begrudgingly approach him and hes immediately like ah no neither of us want to do this go ahead and tell ur dad or whoever u tried lol.

#exe #and then of course they develop their own weirdly adult cordial business relationship as teens where they 🤝 go about their own business #that lets gum lady invite herself to matoba meetings as an anti-matoba-leaning exorcist and get up close and person in matoba seiji's space #<3 end tag. end tag. #mutual completely uninterested respect. #ummmmmmm what else was i gonna say. now of course the Not Trying At All to get close to people is. a response. to the alienation. im not #saying its great lol. just in contrast to natoris approach to the whole deal. tho he kind of ends up doing the same thing writing ppl off h #just took longer to get there. idk nobody adult cared what natori and matoba were doing with themselves but to slightly different results. #u know. #what does kid seiji spend his days doing. sucking up to teachers? being a pleasure to have in class? starting fires in the soccer field? #hiding out in dark corners banishing stray school yokai? hiding out in dark corners Raising stray school yokai? much to consider

[pussypopstiel]

Dean is just a theater kid who was never in theater

#u know. #my silly little posts #like. everything about him is preformance. thats so theater kid of him

[serapphiim]

man.... the way hokkaido is famous for their ice cream nd aki is from hokkaido and angel loves ice cream...

#or at least #u know. #tourist trap ice cream #but thstas okay #akiangel #csm #angel devil #aki #aki hayakawa

[lycanthropicture]

my mom is making me a quesadilla and when i offered to do it she said no i'll do it im just being ur mom :)) and now im sitting on the couch singing hozier like. some days i think i owe my life.. to quesadillas that were left here by my mother, aint that like them.. gifting life to you again???

#u know.

[mundmutter]

I'm quite food-sleepy for Reasons but just to talk about my jjk verse again, it's a verse where she can be at her emotionally weakest. she's physically weak compared to most all powerhouses, even if her abilities line up amongst the strongest and YET emotionally and mentally she always stands taller than the rest.

in my humble opinion.

she is always confident, assured, self-preserving and thoughtful. she thinks before acting, she knows herself, and though she can get a little TOO MUCH, she still knows and respects herself. a bit too much? sure. but she's incredibly emotionally mature.

in her jjk verse, i realized i needed to do something different to deal with that power imbalance of being a reincarnation of a powerfully evil 'curse' and a powerfully steady human. so... the moment her existence was reported, and it's fairly difficult to prove that a baby with bright red eyes and starkwhite hair in the middle east is definitely NOT a sorcerer or 'curse' of some kind, she was taken away from anything and everything that would have let her grow. imprisoned in a holy land, bound to the floor by her hands, made to believe that her birth was nothing but a curse to humankind.

she's actually insecure for once, never getting that moment of revelation that she holds a power that could level the soul, cities, other curses. Khrosteia isn't completely awake. She hasn't bathed in blood, she hasn't killed anyone, she hasn't consumed souls. Khrosteia is asleep like an itty bitty baby. that's why JJK's Qistina isn't as murderously intense as her other verses.

She cries more. she's more emotionally vulnerable. she's sad more than usual. she dwells on the past.... i love her.

#― cursed heart. sacrificial wolf | a belladonna crumbling | jujutsu kaisen #i mean she COULD #sb could try to wake her up #u know. #like. the kind that are tryin to kill all humans - anyway

[moonisdead]

my therapist just cancelled our appointment we'd have had today and now i'm gonna need therapy for that phone call because i feel like it was incredibly inappropriate of me to say 'thanks for letting me know' and 'get well soon'. crumb of normal please

#hhhuraragasghrhhhhuARGHHHHHHH #u know.

[ispyspookymansion]

#u know. #kora.txt

[shehzadi]

makes me so done with the state of things whenever i see/hear about muslim girls that have been made to wear hijab by their parents or whose parents repeatedly make them feel bad for not wearing it yet because not only are they 1. pushing their kids away from islam and themselves but 2. their kids are also gonna give hijabis everywhere a bad rep -> EX 1: hijabi girl at my school who i always see in the bathroom talking really loudly about how much she’s smoking drinking getting with guys & it makes me feel sad whenever i see her

#ALSO slight tangent i know that hijab is compulsory but using it as the only indicator of somebody’s iman is so faulty because of situations #like these. like i don’t wear hijab but is it not better to be doing daily prayers and not wear hijab than to wear hijab but do none of the #prayers & do everything haraam instead #u know. #m #دين

[lunetual]

TEAM 7:00 (MASC) ✧ HEEJAE & IREAH  ↳ PEAK TIME 1R : PLAY TIME

#masc #heejae #yoo heejae #ireah #lee jonghee #peak time #jtbc peak time #jtbc #kflops #nugudom #mine: gif #masc.meg #for some GODforsaken reason they seem to have filmed this in 480p lmao but it was important for me to gif. #u know. #like. they're SILLY.... #rachel tag <3 #hiszabina #userbbie #higabi #missmairin

[crplpunkklavier]

i will be honest, against all odds i've never really had to deal with bad self-hate, so i'm not the authority on learning to like yourself. but i think about learning to work with myself a lot. specifically, as i seem to get a little more disabled each passing year, learning to work with my body.

in fibro spaces and the like, even for positivity purposes, i often see something along the lines of, "you did it! you made it through another day even though your body is betraying you," and i don't think that's a very sustainable approach. i understand why it feels that way! i understand we feel betrayed. but your body is not a moral entity. and imagining it as your adversary will not make it easier for you to take care of it.

i used to work in nursing, for a good while. i don't anymore, in part because, well, it would be near impossible for me physically, these days. but i did it for a long time in my youth, and i enjoyed it. my last station was a neurology ward, where many of the patients needed hands-on help with their daily care while recovering from a stroke or similar conditions.

there were a lot of patients i did not like. just as people. but that didn't stop me from helping them. (i know there are uh, nurses this doesn't apply to. fuck them.) their bodies weren't evil, and they as people weren't evil, they were just a person i didn't like who needed help brushing their teeth. so i helped brush their teeth.

your body isn't working against you, and you aren't working against your body. every second of your life, your body does everything in its power to keep you alive. and that's hard to keep in mind sometimes, when my body tells me that i need to spend a full week lying down for 20 hours a day and barely having the cognitive power to string a sentence together. but if someone forced me underwater, it would still thrash for me, you know? it would still gasp for air.

on difficult days, the least i can do is give it rest, feed it carbs, and take it for a walk, even if it's only to the bathroom.

on better days, i will show gratitude by wrapping my hair up over night so my curls don't frizz, i will bake us muffins, i will take us on a cardio tour by the riverside. i don't get paid with money for this particular nursing job, but i get to watch my body grow hair over scars that i thought would be visible forever. so.

#u know.