#ure just chilling talking to someone

[cherryatombomb]

my fav part of like any scene ghost isnt central in is just him Looming in the background. local tall man doesnt know what to do with his body and looks like hes about to commit various crimes. hes intimidating but hes not even trying to be. hes thinkin abt what hes gonna eat for dinner

#wanna write a fic abt this #bc in my humble opinion his love language is quality time #but like where hes just existing in the same space as an s/o #ure just chilling talking to someone #and hes there in the bg like o(-( slow blinkin at u like a cat #im so obsessed w him #ghost #simon riley #simon ghost riley

[kingsidonfanpage]

dude i have seen a good few people in the sidlink tag complaining about how all sidlink shippers are batshit crazy misogynists bc apparently hc’ing yona as being a lesbian or as being a wingwoman for sidon and link or as being anything that could even slightly hint at her not being in a relationship with sidon is the absolute most terrible thing one could do on tumblr

shit is actually bonkers rn man. i can't believe we’re being called bigots over personal opinions about fictional characters

the insane fact is not all of us - MOST OF US - don't even hc her in that way (i.e. me bc sidon has two hands!! polycule sidlinkona FTW!!!)

this is a tdlr post btw, how i actually feel about this entire situation is in the tags. im a little irritated about the whole thing, so sorry in advance bc i do get a little mean

#sidonfp #sfp's thoughts #totk #totk spoilers? #tears of the kingdom #totk talk #totk discourse #sidlink #man it is REALLY hard to type with a bandaid on ur thumb. anyway #im about to talk a lot. be warned #you guys actually need to chill tf out #i mean this shit is getting ridonkulous #i haven't even seen the misogyny half of you birdbrains are talking about #the only “hate” ive seen of her wasn't even hate. #it was mild dislike with actual valid reasons #and even THAT was very few #maybe it's just because i haven't actively been searching for people who don't like yona #and to be real with y'all i DO like yona. a lot actually #but someone not liking yona doesn't make them a misogynist #same thing for people who don't see yona in a romantic relationship with sidon #or hc her as lesbian or whatever the hell #but if you're gonna bitch about it anyway do it OUT of the sidlink tag! #don't clutter my feed with your nonsensical nonsense #the misogyny and extreme hate y'all claim to have seen so much i have yet to witness #stop blowing up the situation and for the love of god PLEASE stop throwing these serious words around #we can do better than this friends!!

[eclaire-went-bam]

hiii:33!! friendly reminder that someone can enjoy a character that has done heinous things and not support said heinous things

usually when a character does Bad Things in a narrative (espec if they're not the protagonist) it is Portrayed As Bad so people who enjoy the character Likely Know They Are Bad

& either way harassing people over enjoying a fictional character is just really childish

if you don't like the character, that is perfectly valid. but there's never any reason to characterise everyone who likes said character as Evil, and/or imply they condone the character's negative actions.

also sometimes i look at internet discourse and it's like people want morally grey characters but then turn around when "morally grey" is not always "i have my own rules but i still make all the right choices !!" some of y'all just need to admit you just like good characters that's fine not everyone is into the spice it's ok to like that good protagonist energy

;;;not saying every character i'm referring to fits in that "morally grey" category, some are just evil villains, but even then i'm sorry 90% of ur stories wouldn't exist without them. they drive the plot.

#not really a rant #being in the hazbin hotel rdr2 and genshin fandoms just rlly makes me question people sometimes #maybe tumblr's fine? idk i've only gotten more active on tumblr suuuper recently. but i've definitely seen some rancid stuff on #**other platforms #fandom #there's also definitely gender bias in this let's not lie to ourselves. #there are some things a character can do that they'd forgive in a man but not a woman and vise-versa #generally speaking people who go “i know she did the same thing but He's So Babygirl” or “he did the same thing but She's Just A Girlboss” #rlly annoy me #it's fine to like one character over another even if they're pretty similar and use those terms to describe them #but ive seen soo many people criticise one character but then suddenly forgive the same crimes from another character on the basis of gender #it's seriously annoying #idrc if a character has done bad things but is more complex like dutch van der linde #or is simply evil just because they can be like the three vee's #just stop. no i don't like them to romanticise their crimes. especially if you put it into a realistic context #shocker !! il dottore enjoyers do not want kids to be experimented on #sometimes i'll even just Mention a character i like and someone will just go “i hate them they're so ugly die die” like bro i know. #r u done now. be normal. i know ur being silly but it's annoying that i can't talk abt anything because y'all gotta make VERY clear that #so&so is a bad person like yea no duh! #anyways oop long tags 💀💀💀 #maybe this was a rant after all. i've seen this moral purity with characters both online and in personal friend groups & i care abt my eps #but some of y'all gotta chill

[bunnie-bits]

i wanna kis (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) it's almost midnight ladies u know what that means .. (yearning hours)

#me n my friend got crossfaded n rly cozy and i wanted 2 cuddle but that wouldn't b appropriate btwn us (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠) i wouldn't #dare ask omg. but now i rly want someone 2 lay on my chest n hold them n give each other eepy kisses ₍ ᐢ. ̫ .ᐢ ₎ #i also wasn't expecting company 2 day bc i didn't have the energy 4 stuff this wk and it's like (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) #i don't wanna kick u out given ur night but i should be laying down rn (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠) either that or doin fuck all in the back lol #and so i brought us 2 the back n we smoked n talked in the dark‚ and got to trade ghost stories bc she also dealt w ghosts as a kid 0: #that was fun (❁´��`❁) I'd been wanting to do that w her since i found out #it's nice having a friend who's been into horror since they were young too ╰(￣ω￣ｏ) that talk was after watching 2 movies hehe #we saw evil dead rise n malignant 😈 and then talking abt spiritually in a non-religious sense then ghosts #and originally i was gonna get food but nah we used a coupon for 2 pizzas n got delivery it's been an extremely chill night and i needed it! #things have been so crazy this week with work omg. my weekend is probs gonna b uneventful (hopefully!) and i wanna b at home!! #just veg out n play bibyo gaym (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) and buy more bags of food for the squirrels n birds #these squirrels omg 😂 i work in the back and they know i give them food so they've been getting up on my lap sometimes like hello?? #or i look over my laptop and fr see a squirrel just sitting in the chair across from me poking their head up over the table staring #i knoooow babies i know I'll get u ur food as soon as possible. omg and i have monday off?? i forgor ;u; !! n e ways I'm feeling good 2night #started out Yearning but (⁠✿⁠^⁠‿⁠^⁠) what a great way to start my weekend. she called me just as i was wrapping things up w work :3 #i can actually Breathe this weekend and I'm not exhausted (⁠￣⁠ヘ⁠￣⁠;⁠) nice. #im gonna go listen 2 my silly little music n go back 2 yearning hehe. but hiii a girl is Up now and im v stoned n in sleepover mode

[strippermarcmarquez]

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#sorry ranting again but #tw weight #i shouldn't eveb have checked my weight yesterday #i feel so disgusting doing anything today #like everything that i generally donr associate w weight is now reminding me like oh youre doing your daily walking but ur still overweigt #i cannot do anything normally without thinking about it #and its been so long since i hated myself this much this is so annoying #im scared whike filling uni forms because i think oh they will reject you cuz youre fat #even though it has nothing to do w my appearance at all #i didn't feel like cleaning my room today but then i was like oh youre ugly and disgusting at the same time ??? atleast clean your room #im trying to reason w myself but it's just not working #i skipped class today but i have to go tomorrow and im so scared cuz i dont really have friends there #but theres some nice girls i talk to once in a while and they have told me things like 'youre so pretty' 'i love your hair' etc #and i know because i usually do well in mock tests and dont annoy anyone... nobody really hates me #theyre pretty chill #but im still like oh these guys are gonna laugh at me or talk like did you see her today she couldn't have gotten worse #thankfully our break time bw classes is shorter now so i wont be eating during break because i always refuse when someone else offers me #i think the one girl i do share food w and talk to quite often is skipping tomorrow so im extra scared #i dont eveb know anymore #og

[gracehtml]

i popped into twitter for a second, saw ppl hating on leliana (out of jealousy) in the replies of a tweet and hopped right out.

#i get it some ppl are big alistair fans but to talk sh*t about leliana bc its rumored that alistair and leli get together in a non-canon dlc #is soooooo stupid #also saw someone else say they haatte seeing alistair w other women except for f!cousland and the dark ritual makes them upset which is.... #like calm down alistair isnt real #no one is trying to steal ur man...who doesnt even exist chill OUT #why are you getting upset over something like that??? #i just know that person must hate morrigan too #i mean i hate the dark ritual for my own reasons but its not out of jealousy lollll #also the “cousland only” thing is rlly funny #can no other origins romance alistair now??

[bisaster-energy]

nah cos how did the teachers at my elementary school pass off eating lunch in the classroom as a reward for good behavior when ISS is literally. eating lunch in a classroom

#the cafeteria is a place for u to chill with ur friends and it's less pressure than a closed off classroom #literally i'd go to the cafe get my lunch and walk back to the classroom with like. idk 6 other kids and it would be no fun #i felt like i had to do it tho even tho it's just an option cos what if someone thought i was being bad and thats why im in the cafe... #it was so dumb and exclusionist in the stupidest way lmao. ''u didnt raise ur hand b4 talking ur punishment is eating with other kids'' #''good job on following classroom rules! eat under my watchful eye and engage in awkward conversation with 4 of your peers'' #which isnt to say 9yos who break rules should have to eat with ms. tracy. methinks no one should. #and yeah i never had iss but my sister did cos she skipped gym all the time she said she just ate lunch in there and did hw quietly

[iknowwhereyousleepatnight]

everyone applaud me i stress wrote a whole 3page essay (and read 20+ pages in my massive fucking textbook for context) in like 45 minutes. it is the most half-assed thing i've ever turned in but that's besides the point

#i should not have left that until like. an hour before the deadline #but it's in and that's better than nothing #i've reached new levels of half-assery though #quarter-assed that. a fifth of an ass went into that. only the most stressed part of my brain wrote that and it is not skilled #now i can chill tf out for 20min until i have to face class #i know attendance is important and all but also why. let me hang out somewhere on campus and do the lesson on my own #i did this most of my childhood let me please please please i'm too spoiled by homeschool and covid to be places in-person #i don't want to do the whole participation thing. esp for classes that make you pair up #i don't even dislike partner work. in fact i kinda like it. but when they make you speak in front of the whole class? #can't do that shit sorry man i can only speak to one or two people at a time more than that is excessive #ajdahjlghads methinks i'm just tired. and people keep disturbing my peace by sitting next to me when there are perfectly good seats farther #away. like i was seconds from biting this guy's head off i had the wildest wave of anger over this guy sitting too close i did not see that #coming but whatever. i read some fic instead of working and calmed tf down but like. there's no reason to sit right next to me #and be loud and talk to someone i am here bc it's quiet #anyways i'm rambling in the tags (as i always seem to do). comms might be open soon btw if ur interested

[ech0light]

hm. offput by how little cybersafety knowledge kids seem to have

#so i’m in this small discord server for some fangsme concept someone’s cooking up #and this guy was talking about getting a pc soon and just. casually mentioned that he was 12 years old???? #told him that he probably shouldn’t be giving that info out and he responed “nah i don’t have a problem [with people knowing]” #like ????? that is not why you shouldn’t give people ur age tf #i did tell him that that’s personal information and that he shouldn’t share it anywhere where strangers can and will see it #but he seemed remarkably chill about it so i feel like he feels like it’s nbd #and yes i do know that discord tos requires i to be at least 13 but it’s 1:27am and i’m not a mod so frankly that’s not my problem #anyways. are kids even being taught cybersafety anymore. cos i definitely was

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#sometimes i feel very normal and then i interact with ppl lol #i had an in person meeting with my boss for the 1st time in ages and i usually talk to ppl while theyre driving or were walking somewhere #so i forgot how much im like obviously not making eye contact when ppl talk to me while hunched over and fidgeting lol #and when im trying to explain ideas to ppl abt like data stuff im like: i dont understand how what im saying doesnt make sense??? #also with a healthy dose of wtf is this person trying to say to me? u r saying words and i dont kno what theyre directed at #we had a lab party and im like v awkward at those things. idk how to interact in groups #ppl r interacting and im watching like u r clearly getting something out of this that i am not #i did maybe secure a place as a patient for one of our undergrads who is in the dental school lol #she was like yea i need 8 patients and i was like lol u can look in my mouth and then proceeded to tell her all the weird teeth problems #ive had. maybe that was weird but she seemed interested so 🤷 #i hope she follows up bc i havent been to the dentist in like 3 years #and i still habe my wisdome teeth #lol me at any party: i am waiting patiently until i can leave. #like its weird bc those r the time when ppl bond and make memories and all that but everytime someone calls back to events that ive been #there fore it baffles me bc im like. yea that was a thing that happened. i dont really have any feelings abt it so idk y u r recalling it #fondly??? plus my ears r kinda fucked so it was hard to focus on individual conversations #ay im so scatterbrained. thats what happens when u get little sleep and dont allow ur self to chill. ill just crunch myself into a lil ball #at least my boss tried to reassure me that id get accepted somewhere phd wise. but i will not relax until its official so rip #i just really want 2 specific schools to work out bc one is close to home and the other i can prob get good classes and opportunities #ugh i need to sleep. but im not tired :-P #unrelated

[vulpinesaint]

cannot explain how uncomfortable and like. lowkey unsafe it makes me feel to see someone openly express like. "i feel so loved by god!" kinda sentiment. Immediate activation of something in my brain. cultivating your online experience is so important and freeing (i unfollow people without hesitation for that </3). not cause (christian) religion itself is inherently bad (i believe that it is but that's my own business not anyone else's) but like. i Cannot have that in my space. oh my god.

#yeah i talk about religion all the time! and i'm sure some of the poetry/writing i reblog ab religion is made with genuine sentiment #but i Cannot see people talking about the love of god without feeling a little. hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. #at the point of 'maybe miffy was right about Babe That Is Religious Trauma' 😭 #anyway christians who followed me for the saint quiz. hi. that's fine ig. please do not expect God Loving Content from me dgkfjhs #person who sent in an ask ab talking w/ the inclusion of being catholic.... sorry. i just cannot answer that though. #like i just Can't be friends with christians. not like that. #when it's someone i know and like and i find out they're religious but chill that's still iffy #but when someone makes catholicism like. a Hinge of who they are. that's just no good for my brain. puts a wall up. #nothing that u did i just don't have an answer to ur ask that will be satisfying to either of us + sound sufficiently kind #anyway. rambling. using tumblr as my diary etc. etc. just need to get the thoughts out tonight #saw someone i followed reblog a post about feeling loved and cherished by god or smth and it rattled me 😭 #the body will do the silliest things in a Physical Response to religious stimuli #valentine notes

[topflights]

cracks knuckles. in the face of wanting to drop out of college i remind myself again. hangman adam page would want me to do well on my midterms hangman adam page would believe in me to get this work done hangman adam page would be proud of me for trying so hard hangman adam page would support me even if i ended up failing these tests

#it’s all abt that POSITIVE 👏SELF 👏TALK 👏 #never done that before but the soft wrestle cowboy helps #i like to think he’d also support me using him to walk myself through being kinder to myself #like this post totally sounds weird but idk he seems like he’d b chill abt it #seems like the kinda guy that would just be proud that SOMETHING works to help w ur mental health #like yes i reroute positive thoughts abt myself by projecting those thoughts through someone i care abt. and what about it #it’s nice to do w hangman cause like. idk. like i said. he seems like he’d be okay with it. he has the nice vibe of like yeah if it helps!!! #and it does!!! #hangman adam page #so if anyone else is feeling this or anything similar. this goes for u too

[pizzapizzadickz]

I've been popping pills like they're candy lately. (Also known as I've been in pain a lot and my allergies are horrible bc of all the mold in my room).

#diary #personal #on another note entirely that i didnt want to put it in the main thing. i feel so. different from what ppl know me as sometimes #like. i may talk to you. and you may think you know me. but do you really? ive been thinking. if ppl met me would they even like me? #like. when i have meltdowns or sensory overload or just need time to chill n stim. or just lay down n nap #like. idk if others could tollerate that of me. if i met someone irl and arent heavily masking my personality you can tell im strange #fuck. just today i spent like 5-10 mins just. tapping on my collarbones hard bc it feels nice feeling ur bones vibrate #idk. like. honeslty i cant even put it into words and speaking itself is so ineffective tbh. #it just really sucks tho. cuz i mask so much of myself so much of the time. i mask the pain. i mask my happiness. #heck i even mask everything inbetween. #honestly i sorta just dont believe anyone would like me if i acted how i want to. like. i am very autistic natually. VERY AUTISTIC #i just hide all of that for everyones comfort and it makes things activly less enjoyable for me. #idk. i just. want to go out. cling to someone i care about and make them guide me. wear noise cancelling headphones everywhere #i rly just want to never go anywhere loud or crowded (even tho i like trying new food n things). #i want to jump up and down when im happy. run when i feel. scream if i want. cry if i need. #id like it if someone saw me meltdown or shutdown they wouldnt freak out. #id like to be able to mess up things in social situations and it wouldnt matter. i just wouldnt worry about if id still have a friend. #id like to be able to be heard when i say no i cant have/do that. i really wish that was the case even now. #i. really have just become so much more autistic the more ive focused on myself. my needs and my feelings . #like. today my dad wanted to order something that *admittedly* is the exact same thing i was gonna order. #HOWEVER THERE IS ONE KEY DIFFERENCE. IT IS NOT WHAT I PICKED OUT. so what if its different from what i want???? #i cant have that!! so i panicked a lot. and he repeatedly ignored me when i said no i dont want x food. #eventually mom stepped in and made it so i got what i wanted. #yknow? existing hurts so much. just all of the time too. i keep on coming back lately to the same thought. #over and over and over again on repeat. just. idk. its hard to explain. #i keep on thinking how itd be better if i was like replaced with someone else. if someone else was born instead of me. #like. im utterly useless. but maybe if only x sperm was born instead of me they wouldnt be like me. idk. #maybe then everyone would be happy. maybe then theyd be able to work and make my parents and everyone else happy. #theyd be able to fit in. they could lead a much better life than me. i wish i wasnt so utterly useless. #i just want a long break. its exhausting living and im not rly cut out for it. too bad i wont get one anytime soon. god i hate this.

[if-one-of-us-falls]

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#food ment #yoooo it's 1am and i really crave pizza #but like specifically pizza when ur in a chill house party just sitting in someone's yard and talking and eating shit #kind of yearning for this vibe rn #but also just some fucken pizza #i didn't really have lunch today because work fucked up my sleep schedule #and now im hungry and yearning. damnit #maybe i'll go drink some milk

[fortunefavorsthebrave-dude]

went to a book festival today and got to hear idina menzel speak and sing live and met tj klune and had him sign a copy of the house in the cerulean sea and got a picture with him and also went to two of his panels and listened to him and a bunch of other very charismatic writers talk about their work and their process and i also eated a kielbasa. goodnight.

#sky speaks #WHAT a good fucking day #i waited over an hour in line to meet tj lmaoooooo #highly worth it he's so nice and personable #really seems like a dude i could talk with at length #when u meet someone you wanna be friends with more than anything but he's a bigtime writer #please i just think ur chill and i wanna talk about being gay and stuff

[theloveinc]

hello i am neurodivergent and i apply it (project??) onto alot of characters but often i dont share these thoughts bc unfortunately as much as we may hope they dont tend to get received well among the wider audience bc ppl dont want their faves being "weird" but i feel like i see myself as someone who is neurodivergent in a lot of these characters so it is interesting to see when allistic/neurotypical ppl make the same observations!!

it's not projection hehe

yeah. i mentioned it a lil in my reblob but......... i truly think people who find it weird just don't understand it, whether that means they don't know anyone nd personally, or have never really bothered to educate themselves.

but (or and?).............. while this is most def a serious topic, it really just makes me want to ask ARE YOU DUMB LOL? because......... i see it, too. and maybe that's just bc i have tons of nd friends and am mentally ill myself (which i only mention bc i never know if nd covers mental illness)... but like. it seems so obvious!!! 

and also... not even like something that should be a big deal, either. your fave can still be your fave even if they're nd. truly, what's so difficult about understanding that? what really changes explain it to me. now.

#not u anon. u dont have to explain anything to me. i mean ppl who consider it weird. like ... why is it weird? verbalize it for it. #but when ur on the other side... like when you SEE #its just so hard to express and so infuriating to think about #like... how do u tell someone about what they refuse to know #how do u explain to people the personhood of another #like the fact that nd is so normal to me #but so alien to them ... #when really all theyd have to do is like. be chill about it and talk to anyone nd #idk #maybe ive just been h*lla mad recently about people who have been isolated in their experiences #and refuse to alter their standpoints based on the thinking that they're correct bc they've never seen anything else #but.... YOLKS!!!!!!!!! #that's so nasty to me and it makes me sad bc of all that i said #anyway anon sorry if i didnt exactly address u in this #i really appreciate ur input! and im glad to know that like. my opinions as someone allistic are backed up by yours #means we're double right #it sucks that its so hard to talk abt #but i see u and i agree with u!!! #<333 hugs #caitie answers #anon