#we better get a time jump or something

[salem-xx]

Titans being over when we've barely scratched the surface of Tim, Gar, Kory, and Rachel's potential

#am i surprised? no #tv: titans #titans hbo #titans hbo max #dc titans #we better get a time jump or something #i need to see them all happy and a family or a dickkory wedding with all of them in attendance I NERD SOMETHING if i'm never gonna see them #dick grayson titans #kory anders titans #gar logan titans

[feluka]

#🌻 #thinking of how tear gets assigned 'the one braincell haver' #and how this is often a fandom thing but. while compiling her dialogue yesterday i realized. #there's SO MUCH explanation and stuff that tear shouldn't do that she does anyway #like. there are other people in the party equipped to explain fonons to luke or jump in to say 'dont do that it's dangerous' #but it's always her! well sometimes it's guy but 90% of the time it's her. #and it made me really sad! this girl is BRIMMING with silly but suppressing it #but while it's something that the game itself applies to her without fandom perception #i feel like the game does a better job of recognizing the tragedy of it better than we do sometimes #specifically via natalia. there's a lot of dialogue with natalia telling tear not to think as a soldier #but as a person with desires and fears. #tear i love you i love you one day you will never have to fight and you'll have your lovely place that you'll decorate with very cute items #and you'll have pet cheagles that love being brushed by you and you will put ribbons on their sweet little heads #and you'll have a drawer full of different ribbons of all sorts of colors and designs #and you'll color coordinate with your pets because you too will have all sorts of cute outfits! #i love you tear so much!! #THIS WAS A JOKE POST HOW DID THIS GET AWAY FROM ME

[coffee-bat]

i haven't been having the best time lately

#sorry vent incoming in tags. you dont have to read you really can skip this #/so the day before yesterday i had a major argument with mom. about something incredibly small but she got super mad at me (basically i #suggested she might have made a mistake while cleaning the oven bc when i turned it on i smelled and felt burning chemicals. like- #-teary eyes and sneezing i wasn't imagining it. and she got super mad and started yelling) #for the whole afternoon it was either silent treatment or yelling abt how what i said is 'unforgivable' #and ofc rejecting apologies and attempts to calm the situation down bc 'this isn't something you can just fix with an apology' #i literally just asked if she's sure everything went right with the oven cleaning. bc it was done in a rush. #so anyway at 10pm i HAD to get the situation to a manageable level bc i was starving and she was in the living room (we have an open kitchen #) so if i wanted to get sth to eat i'd have to confront her. so screaming match ensued again with me apologizing and explaining my point - #and her yelling over me. it went on for 40 minutes. finally after me apologizing like 70 times she calmed down but said that 'what i did is- #-unacceaptable and she does not give permission for it to happen again'. i went to sleep without getting anything to eat of course. #and this fucked me up. bc i really thought we were doing better. i really thought our relationship would only get better now esp after we - #-bonded on vacation. but turns out not. and shes still lowkey mad. #THEN yesterday im studying for a zoology exam and mention it on the phone with her #she goes 'who do you have zoology for'. i respond with the name of the teacher. confused. #'professor (x) died on friday.' #?????????? #'it's not published anywhere yet so yeah YOU have to tell your class' #i had a panic attack legit. i threw up from stress. i couldnt do it. first off bc of shock and secondly bc how am i supposed tojust jump #into group chat like 'oh hey btw professor died' #thankfully the info was posted officially by uni at 10pm. so i didnt have to do it. but mom kept pressing me to the whole day #i was nauseaous all of yesterday bc of it. i couldnt manage to study anymore after the shock. sure he was older but he was so energetic and #seemed healthy. i wouldnt have expected it it was just. a huge shock. im still not over it #like you cant know someone for half a year then not be shaken when they suddenly die yknow. and mom is lowkey making fun of me like #'what were you emotionally attached??? he wasnt anyone close' #no he wasnt but im still shaken. and being mocked is only making it worse. as is having to keep studying for his subject for the next few- #-days. #sorry ok vent over theres just. a lot happening for me and im struggling i needed to let it out ig. theres just too much at once #vent #death mention

[rosaacicularis]

which was more culturally significant, the renaissance or hermitgang

#it all started when grian touched my redstone he played himself like a xylophone set on automatic doc monster is a savage with technical #skills and crazy vocal acrobatics i’m a legend of the nho with etho beef and double o docmc is coming for you seven fold i got rendog and #other firemen to douce the flames that you shoot at this leviathan iskall can try again you think i’m in hiding i’m just biding my time #putting pen to paper coming up with rhymes were the star studded group got together just to crush you once we start something you know were #going to see it through i’m the knight the soldier who brings the fight at first light y’all had to incite so now i gotta indict you’re #guilty of getting murdered with words y’all are outgunned go home nerds hermitgangx16 if you think you can stop the symmetry that’s false #gteam is dialling for help but i’m in ignoring their calls and when their bodies dissolve you know that false’s on a killing spree try to #stop my pvp and perish painfully i’m the queen of hearts heads and body parts your diamond armour can’t compare to my martial arts i’ll #send a poison dart to make you breath your final breath gteams name will be the only thing left caffeinated animated redstone innovator my #behaviour’s crazy can’t phase me impulse is never lazy tango why would you betray now my scope is aiming better run from cover from all the #ghast balls that i be taming without a sound without no hesitation my creations are amazing better watch your step or the gteam will end up #blazing whos the better team there is no controversy but before it’s said and done y’all be begging us for mercy hermitgangx16 x gone give #it to ya i’m gone give it to ya x gone give it to ya what lyrical boxing dropping blows on all my foes and the gteam they’re looking #unclean needing some sunscreen burnt by words this herd of nerds it’s ubsurd how my rhymes got them injured danger danger i got lasers to #cut them up like razors it’s flexing season and i got flavour their weak defenses like trenches and fences that these dense heads are #presenting they’re presenting them alright they’re not very good i could walk over them i could jump over them i could use an ender pearl i #could use my elytra come one gteam geez hermitgangx16 now i’m back and i got some things i wanna say what’s the letter that starts the #alphabet a ladies get it line the diggity be on the way cleo don’t know who she freaking with all the signs say to notify her next of kin #this digitty dog be dropping bombs nothing but hits spit that line again brrr cause the message is i could mumble rap and still be the best #there is hermitgangx16 oh you wanted me to do a verse i’ll have to check with gteam i mean i’ll have to check my schedule to see if i can #see if i’m able to do that sort of thing busy guy lots of things to do oh do averse bananas do a verse bananas i just don’t know if it’s a #good idea for me to a part of this song really #i just typed all of that out from memory im a little bit insane i think

[skrunksthatwunk]

fuck that last fight against nightmare boooooo this shit is actually so stupid and evil and i don't like it >:(

#it's. eugh. it's. FUCK #i don't like it it's so bad i've done it like 10 times now #eughhhhhhhghhhnghn #dmc #dmc1 #i still ahven't beaten it either.. sheeshhh #and i have to fight the stupid ice lizard things before a lot of the attempts too and half the time i can't dodge their jump thing because #i'm mid-combo so any indication of the wind-up to it can't actually be reacted to bc i'm busy getting hit or hitting #such that by the time the move is finished i literally can't get out of the way. often a roll isn't even enough range and they stand next t #each other so one roll's basically all i have time for anyway. sigh #whateverrr. this blows. this blows actual literal severe ass. ughhhhghh #dante. dante i believe in you i believe in us we can do this. but FUCK YOU NIGHTMARE YOU STUPID OOZE #arrrhghrhharzagraaaaa #sigh.. look the vulnerable points shouldn't only be available during 100% attacks in that area such that you take crazy damage if you #actually try to attack the part you have to attack before it goes away. and i've gotten so close ONLY FOR THE SECOND PHASE TO INITIATE AND #IMMEDIATELY KILL ME. BROOOOO WHAT ARE YOU DOINGG #look maybe i'm a pissbaby who's bad at video games but this pissbaby's got feelings #i should probably try a different weapon combo... sigh... #i did so bad on my alastor attempt that i've been using ifrit (i also like how fast the devil time is given the brevity of the weak spot's #appearances) but maybe sparda would be a better choice. but i like the devil trigger. i gotta listen to the song y'know. it's all about the #devil trigger babyy it's all about the devil time. and sparda's got nothing. maybe i should use that gun that looks like the goop #like. like is that a hint? idk i'd think if they were made of the same stuff it would be less effective #and i don't like that it seems to stunt your devil gauge. but if i'm using sparda anyway in for a penny in for a pound ig #whatever. rant over. i am. Calm (<- lying). so i'm gonna try again #and if i get mad again i'll do hw or something

[keeps-ache]

outside once again for designated outside time

#just me hi #the sun. ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh #it's nice rn :3👍 #//thinking of writing/drawing !! ? #i am PUMPED but it's the kind where it has no rhyme or reason so i just sit here vibrating hfbhs #i have GOT to finish a thang by today or i won't have it ready for tomorrow #so i SHOULD do that.. #gotta redo the sketch tho. cuz the initial idea is Way too much for the time i've got fbhs #not something i usually say but i am Always getting blindsided by the complications that come with animation lolll #i think 'oh i like drawing characters over and over again! this should be fun' but it is NOT the same #//WHERE YA THINK YA GOIN BABY HEEEYY I JUST MET YOU- #//cough anyway yea lol :3 #was also thinking i was gonna come out of my pi.e brain but i really heard One good song and oh there i go again hfbvshvf :D #it's just [strangling gesture (positive)] you know ? #Oh i made a thing for that too but i'll post it in a minute lol :) #//anyway speaking of designated outside time can SOMEBODY take me to a riverfront Please #i miss skating at the riverfront hbsh #cuz it was Always empty (except for the people fishing n they never moved from the railing) and i could go So Fast #i get kinda wobbly now though i gotta work on that lol :> #+ i wanna learn how to do jumps again. those were fun :D #my brother reed could JUMP though dude #the one time we went to open street they had ramps out and he was FLYING hfbsh #/though also speaking of that i think i'm getting better at turns again :D #it's taking a minute to remember how to use my feet but i'm getting there >:3 #//okey i'm gonna go spin now though :>>> #ooo toodles ooooo [ghosts away] !

[celestial-toys]

been laying here listening to Lucky by Dermot Kennedy on loop for half an hour while thinking about Everything Stays and crying

#it’s good crying dw i am just. i have so many feelings about this story #Seven’s Celestial Commentary #Everything Stays #writing stuff #i may be stuck in bed struggling to type due to personal reasons but that will Not stop me from cooking up ideas for this fic #there is gonna be so much fucking angst and it’s gonna hurt soooooo good #the more i listen to it the more the possibilities expand #i can easily see Moon and Reader going back and forth between verses vulnerably arguing over Sun #but i can also see it being Sun and Moon getting real and discussingcougharguingover Reader #can’t decide which i like more #god i wish y’all could see this story the way it plays out in my head #next best thing would be to keep writing and sharing the story instead of vagueposting abt future plot points tho wouldn’t it lmao #and GOD don’t even get me fucking STARTED on Two Hearts… #Dermot Kennedy’s music is responsible for yet Another plot point for this story and i can’t even be mad about it. his fucking lyricsss dude #‘and so we jump to the THEATER??? in that SAME OLD TOWN???’ DO WE? FUCK I GUESS WE DO NOW!!! #picture me listening to that song and inspiration hitting me like a truck. diligently taking notes like the lyrics r instructions from God #‘she sees his face?? and HE sees HER as the LIGHTS GO DOWN???’ write that down write that down #‘the life that they should’ve had sat between them that night??’ FUCK Man yeah it sure did!!! #anyways it’s chill i’m chill. i’m very normal about my little stories and their musical inspirations! #and i’ve listened to these songs a very normal amount (translation: they will likely be in my top ten for the 2024 wrapped) #(cut to the scenes playing vividly in my head) ‘Well‚ at least I can always say that I /told/ her!’ #‘I can’t relate to having a heart like that‚ Sun! With all of your wonder and your trust intact…’ #like no i wouldn’t lift the lyrics directly for the song to use as dialogue but FUCk does it work well.. Lucky is such a good script for- #like- a heated conversation between my Relentlessly Positive Sun and my Apathetic Jaded Moon #‘How could our farewell mean as much as our time? Honey‚ I’ll be gone. It’s better if I’m something that you leave behind.’ #‘I used to paint these trees‚ now I just scream at the sky. Honey I was wrong. Guess there’s certain things you never leave behind.’ #*sobbing shaking throwing up clawing at the walls* I Am Normal About These Characters #anyways uh. on an unrelated note how many song lyrics do ya think i can cram into ES before it’s Too Many #gonna have to start getting creative with how i can incorporate more songs in a way that feels natural and not forced #even tho i am forcing it. i am forcing it very much bc i have songs with applicable lyrics and y’all Will read them one way or another

[deancoded-deangirl]

hello can nick and i get married yet just asking for a friend

#he's the weirdest dude but he's so fucking patient with me #i need someone patient and stable to ride the emotional waves with me until i get better at self regulating #so far i'm getting really good at telling him that i need a minute or i'm going to be mean and passive aggressive #so then he gives me a minute and i regroup and then can speak rationally #which is GREAT for me who was once so brutally cruel instinctively #anyway by patient and stable i didn't mean he's my punching bag #i just meant that he doesn't match my extreme emotions (he will match excitement and happiness) and thus provides a baseline #like he stays steady so when i'm upset or mad he'll ask why and i break it down and by the time it's broken down i'm like... okay #so there was no reason to be upset #and we talk about impact vs intent all the time like sometimes he a lil weird in talking so it comes off bad #but yeah he's just really stable and so it's easy to bring myself back if no one is hyping me up #and whenever i'm irritated with him i'll still call his ass and put myself on mute and fall asleep with him on the phone #he's very good at calling me out too (he's also great at taking accountability if he does something) #like one time he showed me a video and i only watched a sec before jumping down his throat #and he called me out and i apologized and redirected and all #one time he had an attitude (when I was upset) and i was like dude what's with the tone #he's also good at like... idk what to call it #but he told me during one of those times when i was upset that it wasn't fair to him to say no but then expect him to do it anyway #because how was he supposed to know when to listen to me and when to not? it was a no win for him and it wasn't fair #and you know what? he was so correct and true for it #i apologized for that too #anyway. when can i marry him. #nick

[catullansparrowlet]

No one really prepares you for the tremendous amount of guilt involved in being in a relationship with an allo person when you’re aromantic. I do love them, just not in the capacity they say they do me and heavens does that feel bad.

#actually aroace #A qpr would be so much better for the both of us I feel #But that's not something I can just go and propose #Like... if we were to break up I'd be sad and regretful and I'd miss them (oh gods would I miss them) #but I wasn't mad and didn't cry at the prospect #whereas they apparently really felt the almost-breakup in their bones #I miss the friendship #and the hugs without any expectations #now every second time I look at them they think I want to jump them when I'm considering telling them that they can get the sex elsewhere #As long as it wouldn't have to be me #But again the situation is a little too precarious to just drop that one on them #and I cannot imagine how they would handle the I actually really am aroace #Tinwë

[biblically-accurate-soup]

working in mental healthcare sucks sometimes

#not for reasons most people immediately think #i just have to witness firsthand the hurdles people have to jump through to get help and i can’t. do anything about it. #because although i would love it if our wait times were short and we could get people in immediately #the therapists have all full case loads. and it’s like well. what now #just feeling sorry. and bad #the mental healthcare specialist shortage is real and alive and i can do only so much to help about it #i can do what i can and let people know i sympathize. i’ve been on the other side. i swear i know how frustrating it is #i can’t do anything but i wish i could #god #most days i don’t feel this bad about it because i feel like at least i’m helping. at least there’s #another set of hands helping with the bottleneck situation. at least that’s something #some days though. i just sit here and wish i could do more #uriel posting #feel free to ignore i’m just angsting #if anyone is currently on the other end of this nightmare process i just hope you know that i see you and i wish it was better. i really do

[salsflore]

ummmm

#oh mika there is beauty in life~ look at your future! everything will be worth it in the end~ #my favorite image on this device btw ^ #cw negative #cw vent #you know where this is going. apologies my mind is a mess and i really just need to get it out because i find its better than- #-writing a semi formal email to that One (1) emotional support organization and i’m afraid to make a call so #but i just genuinely believe things would be better off if i weren’t alive. a bit of a silly thing to jump to i know but #my tuition fees aren't cheap and i'm not even that great of a student or a daughter or a sister and i- #-have no talents or remarkable feats. i’m not impressive in any way. and i hate hearing shit about how ^_^ its okay! we all have something- #-special about ourselves! for example maybe you have really good hand writing and thats good enough ~ but that doesn't work for me because- #-i have nothing. my handwriting isn't good my singing isn't good i'm not artistically gifted i don't have some random affinity for puzzles- #-i'm not charming or somehow really good at calculation or super creative or a really comforting friend i really have nothing at all #i don’t want to die. i have no plans on doing that sort of thing anytime soon— don’t misunderstand me #i just wholeheartedly believe i don’t deserve to be here anymore not because i’m not loved. i just can’t stand myself and my teenage years- #-feel so long and i'm so fragile how much longer do i have to tolerate. i'm contributing nothing. why should my family have to feed and- #-clothe a burden like me who provides nothing. why should my friends care for someone like me. i’m not really that funny or sweet or great- #-with advice giving or pretty or helpful in any way. why is it that life is genuinely easier for others. what did i do? what can i do? #how much longer must i tolerate this? would you believe me if i said i really did try to change my mindset this time? #i have no one in real life to talk to. therapists are pricey and i don’t think mine was helping me in any way anyways. she was nice though #so every night i sleep hoping i wake up somewhere else. somewhere where i'm happier and i can live all my silly fantasies where i'm a fun- #-and lovely person who has everything she wants and nothing goes wrong ever!! #how much longer must i hang onto the little things. i’m in such an exruciating amount of pain that i want to kill myself without dying? lol #everyone repeats the same stuff. get bit #i can't rely on the joy of having coffee every morning or persevere for the sake of seeing cute cats on insta. nothing will ease the burden

[astro-b-o-y-d]

Thinking about Boyd and Gyro again, and how no one understands what their dynamic should be but me

#Hayley Speaks #LISTEN #I understand the desire to jump into giving them a father and son dynamic after everything that's happened #BUT BOYD! HAS! PARENTS! #Kind parents who get so much shit from the fandom due to the mistreatment they suffered at the hands of their biological kid #JUST BECAUSE YOU DON'T LIKE HIM DOESN'T MEAN THEIR HOME IS BAD FOR BOYD #STOP DOING THEM DIRTY; THEY LOVE HIM #Also Gyro spent a whole episode dehumanizing/misgendering/deadnaming him until he had to go through character development- #-because of something a CHILD pointed out to him #Yes he's better now and we love him for it #But it doesn't mean him and Boyd should dive back into having that perfect parent and kid dynamic with no flaws whatsoever #Also stop ignoring an entire half of Boyd's family when even the show has pointed out he's still living with them #'Hayley you've said this hundreds of times before' AND I'LL SAY IT AGAIN

[todayisafridaynight]

#i genuinely do think he's naturally one of the cutest dudes on earth he just has a face like that yk#was very funny watching kinpika and seeing him play this serious character and He Did An EPIC Job Dont Get It Twisted but still...#what are you doing here... you should be off somewhere being silly...

FUNNIEST POSSIBLE TAGS BECAUSE AT THE TIME I WAS STARTING THE FIRST EPISODE OF THE TRAVEL NURSE. AND. PLEASE WITNESS MY JOURNEY

I've redacted things so as to not spoil ENTIRELY just in case but. Literally Arakawa Nurse AU TO ME I'm SORRY it's how you start off thinking he's just gonna be this cute silly old man but As It Turns Out he's kind of a sicko [affectionate] with an incredibly strong morals... not TOO much of a sicko just enough to be chilling... and no one gets what the fuck he's trying to do up until he explains it and then it's like Oh Okay You're Insane... But It Worked Out So I Guess It's All Good... And also tell me this is not an Arakawa And Ichiban Type Interaction...

Perfect role for Nakai I sweaaar 'cause he gets to be cute And serious And a weirdo And--

Also just fun because I've mentioned how Tsutsumi would want to be a lumberjack if he could switch jobs on a whim like in Y:LAD, but Nakai said he'd want to be a doctor so he could help people more tangibly than he can as an actor... it's like that bit in The Deer King when Van chops wood yk it just makes me smile...

So anyway... first show I'll be subbing myself since I'm very much hooked and the only option right now is to machine-translate subs to English...

ALL OF THAT ASIIIIIDE very very very excited for the Ikumi fic :]]]]]] WHICHEVER COMES FIRST, THAT OR MY NEXT ASK... SEE YOU THEN...

CRYINNGGGG HES PERFECT..... ALSO WEEPING AT THE DR KANZAKI BIT WHY IS HE LITERALLY JUST

ABSOLUTELY EXCITED to see this if you share the subs..... im making grabby hands........

#snap chats #THE TIMING OF /THIS/ ASK IS SO FUNNY TO ME TOO THO BECAUSE THIS MORNING #I WAS LITERALLLLY THINKING OF ARAKAWA TAKIN CARE OF A SICK JO.... #not the EXACT same tune here today but we are in the same ballpark..... lmao.. lol even.. #my god i was also gon make a post about arakawa and him being silly hold on. nakai being too silly in these roles <- this is a perfect thin #ALSO TRUUEE arakawa would have to help ichi get used to bowing to people 😭😭 punkass kid 😭😭 #Doctor With Morals had me thinking of ttm's role in Lone Scalpel but then Added Evil.. woAgh.. i wanna see... 👁️👁️ #he's SOOOOOOOO cute tho... i love him... why is he so cute it just aint fair !! #'because nurses have strong feminity'my god yore right hes SO girl #mr nakai thinks hed help people more as a doc and MAYBE TRUE however his roles give me reasons to not jump off a bridge #so ME THINKS he helps weirdos like me at least.... thats something... kinda #giggling and kicking my feet i cant even watch this show but one day .... #and like Fair Nuff queen shit its just funny... lol.. #i love how every doctor in japanese media is obsessed with nightingale like deadass this the third time i heard someone ref her #OH BUT SPEAKING OF FICS I SHOULD GO FINISH THAT LMAO im just brushing it up and making 90 amendments as per usu #ngl im not too big of a fan of it.. i mean some bits i like but it overall just feels very corny.. #OH WELL. it'd work better as a comic as i keep rereading it but OUGH thatd be a long comic #anyway.. bye LMAO

[glittertimes]

As a 24 year old I’m kind of over drinking culture. The last time I really drank it took me a week to recover from it loll, I’ve been getting really dizzy since a covid infection 2 years ago, and I had a really bad flare-up a month ago after celebrating a friends birthday.

But even before that I drank pretty minimally and I didn’t like how my friends put the responsibility of caring for them on me when they put themselves in harmful situations. I’m always going to be there for my friends, but it takes a toll caring for people and watching them not have that same care for themselves.

And then it’s funny and normalized when people drink all the time.

#this is not meant to shame anyone with addictions or to say that I’m morally better than anyone #a couple of months ago my friend from hs who moved away a couple years e was visiting and she insisted we go to a club lol #it was my first time at a club since I turned 21 the month after Covid lockdown started loll! #and it was fun not caring about the people around me and just being silly and dancing while tipsy #but also the guys were creepy which I expected but it was weirder than I thought it’d be loll #like one guy who would just jump out at you while you were leaving the dance floor and tried to hug you and buy you a drink #he also found me again later and kept trying to get my Instagram loll but it’s that vibe you get around. #cishet men when you know they don’t like you as a person they just want to get any woman (even though I’m non-binary) #and I never feel bad saying no to guys like that loll plus I have a partner but even if I didn’t it still be a no lmao #and then another guy tried to pour his beer into my friend’s drink as I was carrying it back to the table for her from the bar #and it was so weird and gross like why would I want you to do that?!? #anyways my conclusion is being tipsy and silly with your friends can be fun! #but the culture around alcohol enables so many harmful behaviors and makes ppl unsafe! esp women queer and trans ppl and poc! #I also had to walk my partner home one time bc they drank so much and got so depressed they almost tried to hurt themselves #and I couldn’t leave them alone bc I was worried they’d try something again #just haven’t had great experiences and I’m one of the ‘lucky’ ones for not experiencing anything worse! #personal

[drewsaturday]

i feel like we should've gotten the deleted scenes that would've grounded the card ritual a bit better instead of jeff's shauna scossorhands dream...... i get why we got that, but i feel like his worries about shauna being dangerous were clear enough without it, or it's something they could've probs fit into next season or episode, whereas i would've loved the deleted teen timeline stuff to expand on such a pivotal moment for the series

#yellowjackets tag #i get why they went there bc they were starving and running out of time and sacrificial to save lottie etc etc #i just want to... see more about what the girlies are actually thinking and processing etc #not bc i think the scene came out of nowhere on a show-wide level but because i think it wouldve just #eased us into it a little better on an episode-level #and bc its just an interesting thing to see and we were kinda deprived of it in favor of something that wasn't necessary #idk i know we already had the cards being used for chores i know they already cannibalized an already-dead body #but i feel like.... there's just a jump from 'we're starving and desperate' to 'and now we have a whole ritual /murder/ system' that's... #a tiny bit jarring and bc we know a lot was cut it rly explains why

[autistic-blue-oak]

Tbh I think that Paulo should end up getting mentored by Leaf and Red as like. A parallel to the mc having Blue as a mentor/older brother figure and also because Oh My God can SOMEONE please help this child out.

#moon.txt #I think that Red would be good at helping Paulo get stronger and learn how to more efficiently battle with his pokemon #And could probably help Paulo connect better with his pokemon and build a stronger bond with them #And Leaf could help with making sure that Paulo's taking it easy on himself and making sure that he rests and takes breaks and learns to #Let himself have more fun; and eventually work on breaking down Paulo's complex with getting stronger #Because HOLY FUCK DUDE is that an unhealthy mindset that will (and already has!) cause MAJOR problems for Paulo #I understand being fixated on growing stronger to a degree HOWEVER at one point it will cause MAJOR problems!!!!! #And we already see it causing problems for Paulo!!!!!! We see people like fucking Giovanni and Team Rocket recognizing Paulo's desire to #Become stronger as something they can manipulate!!!! #Unless someone addresses this with Paulo and helps him unlearn this mindset we will DEFINITELY see his already growing resentment towards #The mc into straight up hatred. Not to mention that if this continues he in his quest for more power will most likely end up hurting people #By going to whatever means it takes to become more powerful!!! #I don't think he'd like immediately jump into team rocket or smth like that. However I COULD ABSOLUTELY see him joining some sort of #antagonistic team in a misguided effort to get stronger #And so I think that he absolutely would benefit from being mentored by Leaf and Red. One because it may satiate some of that desire to get #stronger and secondly because I think they could work on dragging him back down to earth #Welp now time to maintag this #pokemon #pokemon masters #trainer leaf #trainer red #trainer paulo #rival paulo #rival blue #trainer blue #Yeah I'm not adding any more tags for mister blue oak here #why does he have so many