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mourninglamby · 8 months
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they have yet to meet my tortured daughter frostpaw
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misti-chan · 28 days
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Would a little Abyss x reader be alright? I tend to be clumsy and can be stupid at times, when my friends get their feelings hurt I will glare at the person and look at them in shame, also making sure that horrible person doesn’t go near them. So I think it would fit Abyss’ situation pretty well!
Weeeeeeee🙏🏻❤️🛐 Please & thank you🫶🏻
Let's go! I hope you'll like it! Just a little reminder for others, the requests are closed! As for friends you can always come into my dm's if you have an idea or want to do an exchange! ♥
ABYSS X READER SPECIAL FRIEND
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Abyss doesn’t mind at all your clumsiness. On the contrary he finds it quite cute and always has a reason to save the day and become the hero of the situation with you as he has the habit of getting you out of trouble or stopping you even before your clumsiness settles in and creates troubles for the both of you. He loves seeing you forget your books or your pen, because he will gladly share his own with you and it makes the perfect opportunity to get close to you. However he doesn’t like to see you trip, fortunately he is always there to catch you before you stumble upon the floor. He is a true prince charming ready to swoon you over upon danger or your clumsiness in this case.
As for the stupidness, Abyss never thinks you are stupid, even though some people may think it. He always reminds you how perfect you are and how he is happy to have you in his life. He would totally fight for you if someone has the audacity to insult you or belittle you. After all you are his ray of sunshine, the only person who sees him as himself, not just his evil eye. So, as for him he will never call you stupid, or make it feel like it since for him you are a true beauty at heart. Only your kindness and altruism is important to him.
Abyss would be very grateful to have you in his life as you protect him from those people who keep harassing him. He is happy to finally have found someone who likes him for his personality and isn’t disgusted or afraid of him. But he kind of worries about you getting into trouble so he’ll be sure that those people won’t make it past him. In front of everyone you’re the one protecting him, but behind he is always aware of danger and will make all the efforts in the world to take care of you and make you feel and be safe.
With you Abyss is a stuttering mess. He loves you very much, but he cannot help it. He is entirely shy and completely fawning over you. After all he is very much in love with you for the first time in his life and hopes for the last time too. 
Overall Abyss is a true gentleman who loves you and is ready to go to great extent to keep you safe, even if he has to fight the whole world.  He feels so lucky to have you and he understands how important you are to him, so he would be totally clingy with you and following you around like a lost puppy to the point that Abel asks himself what is going on.
As for Abel, he is totally shipping you two, and is always there to support the two of you. He is glad to see that Abyss finally found someone worthy of fighting for. He wishes the two of you the best and always makes sure you are unbothered, or else the person importuning you is definitely going to have a bad time.
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gretaes-blog1 · 4 years
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yup !  i’m nearly the last one to post my intro i think ( ︶⌒︶ ) took five naps.. head going boom boom. but hello!!!!!!!! i’m jay , i’m twenny one and livin breathin the eastern timezone. i am very excited to introduce u my baby greta. my intro will not do her justice but i hope time will. if i haven’t imed u already pleeeeeeeeeeease reach out to me ( even if u are stuck on plots ) we’ll brainstorm something really good. i’ll be switching between ims and my discord ๑•ૅㅁ•๑#4035 for convenience. i promise to get to everything as soon as i can. ill say the end cause i never know how to end those byeeee
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𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠  here  and  do  i  have  the  tea  for  you  .  greta  is  back  on  campus  ,  which  is  surprising  considering  the  threatening  note  i  left  them  .  yes  ,  i  know  all  about how she hides her sexuality to maintain a relationship with her conservative family because  of  their  greed  .  imagine  the  tabloids  and  how  the  navarro  family  would  feel  for  such  information  to  come  out  ,  not  to  mention  the  reputation  of  kappa  because  of  their  actions  .  at  this  rate  , she  is  better  off  staying  put  in  palo alto  ,  california  and  living  off  that 7.9b  family  net  worth  .  what’s  the  point  in  studying  pharmaceutical  science with  plans  to  create  accessible  healthcare  ,  is  it  worth  it  with  what  i  know  ?  anyways  ,  they  may  want  to  continue  to  be  ambitious  &  reliable  because  the  domineering  & sarcastic  attributes  make  me  want  to  spill  .  (  alexa demie  ,  j  ,  est  )  .
family ties 
the name navarro has definitely been painted gold for a while. greta is the child bruno navarro who was passed down his fortune of nava pharmaceuticals - an internationally recognized healthcare company which deals with pharmaceutical merchandise and diagnostics 
she has two brothers which would’ve undeniably been first in line to take their father’s place if they played their cards right
her mother was an ambassador for the company but her voice always meant very little. she never complained though.. being ambassador meant long business trips to places she would never get a chance to visit and live a lavish life without being too burdened 
greta was awfully competitive though and never let herself be thrown to the side. the female roles instilled in her brain seemed like a waste of time and she wanted to be the best , especially in things that others told her she wouldn’t be 
when she was little, it was about the adrenaline of proving everyone wrong but when she got older, she realised her need to succeed and be seen was more deep rooted than that. it wasn’t unusual for greta to feel alien to her parents but seeing as all her private school friends could relate, it didn’t bother her too much. it was the values instilled in her family that were a harder pill to swallow
at the dinner table, greta had to listen to slurs thrown left and right at people who didn’t fit into their conservative agenda. she had to sit through an hour of her father chanting about gender roles and sickening politics that put everyone , except his own empire , at the bottom of the food chain. they knew their power and the only goal was unwavering cash flow
and that is about the only thing greta and her family had in common. her GREED. although her morals didn’t align with the values of her father , her eyes were set on the price. breaking the tradition of men owning their biggest investment and becoming the chief officer of nava pharmaceuticals. and if biting her tongue and faking a smile meant knocking the king over from the top of the food chain then.... CHEck MATE Bitch <3 
but obviously, its not easy living under pressure. especially when the reality is so far from the mask u wear to get what u want
meet greta
under that mask is a greta that is the complete opposite of what her father painted her out to be. she is independent, sometimes even selfish . she is strong and brilliant. she’s determined and ambitious . she challenges herself , she’s eager to excel, to be more than the best. she wants to surprise people with the extend of what she’s capable of. i honestly don’t think greta has even dreamed of what she wants to achieve yet ????? but she knows she has a deep yearning for it. the feeling of bliss and a peace of mind when you’ve gotten everything u worked so hard for.
unfortunately, it’s important to take time and recenter urself from time to time in the chaos of striving for perfection. greta has lost that ability and often impulsively runs off the tracks. u won’t ever see her tripping over her feet at the party but u will probably catch her lying about the amount of alcohol she had if u are sober enough to notice. she’ll let u unbutton her shirt, only if u promise not to tell. she’ll tell u she’s okay and she thinks she is even if she really isn’t 
greta was good in everything except in love. it was hard for her to entertain one night stands unless she had steam to blow off , she always had something more productive to do. she’d lie in bed and battle those thoughts, wondering if she’s only making excuses .... after all , she’s a pretty girl. but those who got to taste her cherry lips were always left with the memory they were told not to share with anyone. she would always find excuses, letting good things pass her by. she didn’t know then what was causing her scattered affection. but it was often because in order to know what u want, u can’t censor thoughts and treat them as distractions. greta has always treated romance as a distraction and consequently, she never let herself reflect on what makes her happy for too long. but, of course , sleepless nights would often lead to her having to face herself. truly. she would think about the people she considers her friends and how she hopes she doesn’t lose them in the process, she daydreams about the future and freedom to speak her mind even when the voice in her head tells her not to. and she thinks about girls..... a lot 
greta hasn’t thought about it enough to put her sexuality on a spectrum. she knows she’s dated boys and she liked it. but, it’s also the only thing she’s known. having her family instil in her brain that being attracted to the same sex is not right and knowing that she needs to play her cards right to be considered worthy of the fortune, it was settled. she would dig a hole in the ground and bury those thoughts deep down under. knowing that if her family finds out she’s been with girls or even felt attracted to them????? her dreams would be crushed and she would be lucky to still sit at the dinner table. 
she battles those thoughts and often gets caught up in them. kissing girls in places where nobody sees and keeping it a secret or turning to lying, saying they’re pathetic for falling for it. basically being a shitty person because she knows there is no way she could ever get away with it??? safe to say, having to feel guilty for the things u cannot change, doesn’t make her the happiest kid on the playground and with knowing how word travels fast, it makes her paranoid to even consider risking her future for that. she continues to strive for perfection instead of wholeness :/
on a lighter note.... she obviously studies pharmaceutical sciences. she sees a future for the company that her father fails to acknowledge. her father doesn’t know it but she aims to take the empathic route and use her fortune for a better cause.. to help make healthcare accessible for all. she’s got the fattttttest heart i tell u and believes in good karma. 
i said this in the app and ill say it again........... Loves cheese bread. honestly bribe her with cheesy bread i dare u. it will work (  almost always )
runs track.... Just as good at this one as she is in running away from all her problems. Stellar performance
reads those motivational books.. ( yup. those ) 
studies hard. really will study all night and fall asleep with a notepad on her face and highlighter stain on her forehead. again, anywhere where she has to compete for first place, she will do anything to get that first place. and if she doesnt ???????? shes a thunderstorm. angry music plays in the background. she storms off. lips pursed. and takes days to recover 
really loves mysteries. and crosswords. the process of figuring out how to get from point a to point b... thats greta. 
and if she doesnt focus and set boundaries in her head, she doesnt know where to finish. she is the most Opinionated bitch. like she has a strong opinion about everything. even whether tomato is a fruit or vegetable. like she knows its a vegetable. Ok? 
she’s the biggest know it all!!!!!! she won’t ever shake on anything and if it comes to it, she will stand by her words until she’s thought about it in her bed for days ( even made a list of rights and wrongs to weigh out how truly “””””’wrong””””” she is ) it’s hard for her to back down. of course.... she definitely is wrong sometimes even if she claims otherwise </3 
basically always a spitfire... always thinks shes right. and to be fair , she kind of always is. greta is stubborn and sarcastic. her facial expressions are transparent ( almost to a fault ) and she has an unwavering determination to be the best....at everything. she wants to be in control of everything in her life, unfortunately thats not always possible and that’s when greta finds herself feeling tense, paranoid and anxious. but she’s got a good head on her shoulders... she’s curious and easy to feel comfortable around even though she is bad tempered 
kind of stupid extras
neat freak..... bacteria be gone!!!!!!!!!!
always called her parents by their name
doesn’t really have a relationship with her brothers but its because they treat her as less and she will not have that so again keeps contact to a minimum and bites her tongue when need be 
pays attention to her nails.... really likes when theyre painted pretty 
has a butterfly necklace.. its a symbol she can relate to :)
here’s the pinterest !!
and the playlist !!!!!
and stats but theyre so bad. ill fix them later </3
       beep me reach me for the wanted connections page weeeeeeee 
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inhalareexhalare · 5 years
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I fiercely love Karu.
I love him a lot. Despite the destructive self-image he has, he feels so calming to me.
Like when he told me this morning to just not go to work. He calms me, yet challenges me. Really tempting, but since there's no work on Friday, I'm making it up to my boss to work my best today! :)
I love Karu.
Breathe in, breathe out.
Focus.
2018-11-26 07:00 Philippines Monday
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I did it! I interacted with Ms. Charree and Ms. Jun! I feel like we got even closer today!
I got to share my thoughts! Most importantly, I learned a lot about them! Charree and her newly-wed adventures, and the Junnie with her concern with Marj who is scared of being under the scalpel. 
Ms. Marj was advised to have an operation for the 8-centimeter thick accumulated cysts in her ovaries. Her stomach became bloated and there's pain in her lower back.
That's usually a bad sign and a signal to take the surgery, they told me.
I learned a lot! Talking didn't feel too hard today, when I eased into focusing on listening to the person.
So here's a tip:
Forget about yourself. Look at the person you are talking to.
Also, I passed the translator screening for Filipino and English. I'm a "few steps away from receiving an official project order" for a research project.
I wanna translate and/or proofread as a part-time job. It seems that we still lack funds so I'm looking for ways to give us more options.
I usually quit when I have to physically present myself, and even more so when I am tasked to take an interview call, but I didn't flake this time.
I accepted the invitation to a physical orientation gracefully, and as a writer, I now have to keep my word.
God guide my steps forward!
2018-11-26 14:00 Philippines Monday
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Sofi's been feeling pretty down. She feels like she's not giving her all as Publicity Head.
But that's not any one person's fault. We lack publicity materials, first because each band representative's lax about it (which is not surprising because they have a lot to think about already with music direction and all), second because we don't have sufficient equipment for quality.
This is what I'm getting a part-time job for, actually hahaha We really need equipment. Even just an audio recorder would do. We give music to people, so we need to capture its very quality.
I used to think anything would do, just keep the page active. Now I'm glad I talked with Sofi. She's also doing her best and wants nothing but the best for Peak.
Alright. Let's do this!
I told her to relax for now since we can't do anything about having no equipment. But, we can arrange a meeting to instill publicity appreciation to our members. It's not good to be narrow-sighted.
Whether or not we remain together as a team in the future, each member will leave or stay as a grown person.
Each will learn the weight of quality service and the privilege of giving to others.
2018-11-26 15:00 Philippines Monday
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Ms. Charree and I were tasked to have a dance number this Christmas Party :(
I dislike that but I think it's because I'm inside my own head. Expand horizons, remember?
I ain't ready but I'm game.
2018-11-26 18:00 Philippines Monday
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Aaaaaand here it is! We now have a number one guideline for publicity.
I know, I know. This is potential chaos and multiple personality disorder, but think about what we can learn from this: 
each member will be thinking about how to relate to the vision and mission.
This will help us learn to harmonize with the cause, and therefore with each other in the end.
2018-11-26 18:11 Philippines Monday
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I'm fine, even though no one's home! Oh Moira's here!
We chatted a bit again, yay! I merely asked if she got here early once and it was enough to pass along my intent to be open.
Socializing is weird! She asked me to tell the tragedy of the Christmas lights yesterday HAHA
I like her smile a lot! It's cute! I'm not sure if she knows it. She seems to be shy to show her teeth.
Karu's having dinner at Banks apparently, and I'm okay! Weeeeeeee
Also he's checking out the university he used to attend. I got my hopes up and thought he was re-applying to the arnis team, but nah he's just gonna go to help a friend.
Still, as if reading each other's minds, he's gonna check it out!!
Any room for improvement? Of course.
I still feel lazy to eat when I'm alone.
I think part of why is because I associate it to my early childhood memory of being left alone in the dark to eat.
No, no, my parents were good to me. It's just that one of our housekeepers had a really bad temper and was impatient.
Which is really bad if you consider these facts from when I was a kid:
1) I loved reading books as a way of exploring the world, as compensation for having to be at home (sheltered child)
2) I had intense focusing ability
3) I had bad control over what to give my attention to; I was bad at multitasking
4) I read while I ate
So you see what kinda disaster that is. I'd be on the table for more than/at least three hours just reading and letting my food grow cold.
Everyone would finish eating and I'm left alone, and then the housekeeper would turn off the lights to punish my behavior and raise her voice at me before she leaves to the living room to watch TV while I rotted.
By the words she used (like, "bilisan" [quickly] or "ang bagal" [too slow]) I could tell as an intuitive relatively less biased (at least by the extent of age aka exposure to potential bias) kid that she was only interested in getting her job done.
But Ma was different. My mom scolded me and sometimes she couldn't control her anger but I could tell her concern over my health. Her frustration, although it turns toxic at times (you can see that when one gets impatient—usually it becomes a concern for the self), was based on her concern over my health.
I put them all through a lot. I am very thankful for them. So now,
I must eat.
2018-11-26 19:33 Philippines Monday
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Okay, it's been three consecutive nights that I slept so soundly (albeit only having up to 6 hours... That's what office hours plus house life can do to you unfortunately).
More like I can't help but sleep. I've told Karu sorry for three consecutive nights before giving up to slumber now. I don't know why. The sleepiness feels so uncomfortable and so heavy.
I wonder what's eating my energy?
I have been socializing more than usual. Maybe my physical body's still shocked haha
Psychologically, I'm not fully comfortable with it yet and the first step is especially demanding, but it's rewarding too in the end because I get to interact. Must keep the balance.
2018-11-27 07:07 Philippines Tuesday
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