#when i come up with one ill add it

[selfshipstorm]

Pyscho, Carrie, and Last Man On Earth for Minerva :D

Horror movies and talking about my s/is. Two of my favorite things!

Psycho (1960): Excluding your f/o, does your s/i get along well with anyone else in canon? Is there anyone they don’t like? Is there someone that doesn’t like them? Minerva gets along amazingly with Hurk and Sharky, as well as Mary May Fairgrave. I suppose i could also put the three fangs for hire here as well, Boomer the good boy, Peaches the mountain lion, and Cheeseburger the bear. The next step down in friendship level would be anyone she works with : Whitehorse, Pratt, Hudson.  As far as not getting along with, that's also a relatively simple one. Joseph, for more than the obvious reasons. Minerva thinks he is the most annoying man to ever walk the face of the planet, on top of the whole doomsday cult thing. Maybe a shocking one that she doesn't like is Adelaide. The woman is a bit much, even for Minerva. The feeling is mutual, but Addie tolerates the deputy for getting her helicopter back.

Carrie (1976): What’s that one thing that your s/i is always associated with? Even if some people aren’t very familiar with them, what’s that one thing your s/i is known for? A cry of hope across the resistance has become three words. "It's the Deputy!"  Minerva is known mostly for her actions. Her enemies know her by the way she can systemically clear a base to reclaim it for the resistance, and her allies know her as the avenging angel who swoops in to save the day when she sees someone in need. Those closest to Minerva would tell you the most recognizable things about the woman is her custom SPAS12 shotgun, decorated in flames, her affinity for hitting peggies with a shovel she painted a smiley face on, the animal usually following her around, and her tendency to take the charm from peggie vehicles she crashes as a trophy, of sorts. 

The Last Man on Earth (1964): In a scenario where your s/i never meant your f/o, what would they be doing now? Would much change about them? A scenario where John and Minerva never met is more than likely a world where Eden's Gate did not settle in Hope County. She'd be just another Hope County Sheriff's Deputy, drinking with her friends on the weekend and trying to stop Sharky from burning the whole damn county down. Not much would change about Minerva however, she'd still be the same girl blaring classic rock way too loud as she drives around Hope County in her beat up old mid-70s Silverado, considering that without a holy war to fight, she'd probably have the spare time to get it running again. 

Thanks for the ask!!

#opening the mailbox #oc-x-cannon-on-main #i need a tag for sharky and hurk bc i feel like i will be talking about them a lot #when i come up with one ill add it #this isnt even getting into the fact that i think ive figured out my story for this ship finally #and it involves me abducting a second seed brother as my bestie / big brother adjacent weirdo #but jacob is a topic for another day #🧨 || s/i : minerva #🍺 || mary may #🚔 || hcsd

[sukugo]

sukuna and gojo use binding vows for sex, taking things like orgasm denials or touch deprivation steps further, where the other is contractually bound to not be able to do certain things, like touch themselves or touch the other etc etc 

one such instance being a vow where gojo has a vibrator up his ass, but he can't touch himself or remove it, until sukuna specifically, pulls it out.  

he keeps the vibe in throughout the day, with sukuna controlling it remotely, even as they both go throughout their separate days.  

gojo goes to have his usual breakfast, and meets yuuji at the dining room, they greet and sit next to each other. yuuji is, as always, energetic and excited to see him 

they make conversation, until gojo gives a jolt and starts twitching and huffing. sukuna has turned the vibrator up all the way. yuuji worries and panics and asks him what's wrong. gojo gives a breathy laugh and reassures him. he motions low and tells yuuji about the vibrator inside him, through sudden jolts and soft whimpers.  

satoru complains about it, and yuuji advices to remove it or go and take care of himself.  

except gojo states that he can’t and yuuji puzzles.  

"it's... a pact—mmh!" 

"a pact???" yuuji's voice rises in volume, but he visibly calms, shoulders dropping into a fond sigh. "sensei, you really are..." that's all he can manage to say. reprimand is useless. gojo likes it, yuuji is well aware, he is enjoying every second of this, even as he complains.  

gojo gives a few odd jolts, undoubtedly an odd pattern of intensity from the vibe, yuuji can guess. sudden irregular ups and downs that are not taken well by the man.  

satoru clicks his tongue. "what is that guy doing?" he actually looks irritated for a moment—a look yuuji doesn’t get to see often—until it’s broken with a sigh and his pleased, calm demeanor returns, mimicking the soft waves of pleasure across his thighs. 

still, yuuji can see his hands crumpled at his sides, undoubtedly wishing to use them.  

that's when satoru perks flares up all of a sudden.  

"actually, yuuji,” he turns to look at him, grinning. “you can help me" he opens his legs and lifts the edges of his kimono, his dick peeking out the fabric. yuuji gulps at the sight. satoru motions to it, giving yuuji a wordless look. yuuji hesitates for a moment, but complies, taking his hand to the cock, and starts stroking. 

satoru crumbles under the touch, immediately breathing out his nose and muffling moans. he leans into yuuji, wrapping an arm around his shoulders, fingers clasped in yuuji's kimono, nuzzling into his hair and whining in his ear.  

satoru's sounds fluctuate in pitch and volume, making it known when his vibe's gotten stronger. yuuji keeps his pace and satoru spills in his hand. he twitches and sighs, soft breaths against yuuji's flushed ear. 

yuuji stares at the cum in his hand.  

"you can wipe it on me,” satoru tells him with a breath that's calmed much too fast. “my clothes are already soiled anyways". and yuuji feels bad for it, but he obeys nonetheless.  

satoru takes a hand to yuuji's chin and turns his face to him and gives him a kiss. short and sweet.  

"as a reward." he smiles at yuuji. the boy surprises but takes it happily, cheeks warm and eyes softened, albeit a bit timidly. a tinge of disappointment colors the edges of his face. 

"you want more?" satoru brings his face to yuuji's again. the vibrations have reached a slight plateau, so his voice is steadier.  

yuuji’s face widens a bit, but he nervously chuckles, pulling back from gojo's face. "no, it's alright," he lies. "i don't want sukuna to kill me" 

but satoru’s already pulling into him, breathing into his lips. "i won't let him <3"

"that's...actually reassuring......" yuuji’s eyes flutter shut as satoru's lips meet his again.  

and with that, they're kissing and slowly the vibrations and gojo’s twitching start again. satoru moves atop yuuji's lap to straddle him, and while they kiss, yuuji takes his hand between them and jerks him off again. satoru moans and gasps into his mouth, each jolt mirroring the pulses against his prostate.  

they separate for gojo to bury his face in yuuji's shoulders, arms hugging his neck. he humps into yuuji's hand until he comes against him again. 

he pants and huffs atop the boy, catching his breath. yuuji's gentle arms hold him, fingers rubbing slow circles at his back.  

satoru's breathing calms against yuuji’s neck. 

"yuuji, u're such a good boy."  

yuuji's heart and dick swell. 

#f.txt #scenario that has been plaguing my brain and i needed to share #just when they're done nobara and megumi come into the dining room #nobara twists her face. 'geh. itadori. taking advantage of a married man' #yuuji squints his eyes at her 'like u're one to talk' #nobara: still. at the breakfast table. could u be any more shameless #she says that but still makes her away to sit across them megumi following suit #megumi: go easy on him. it’s probably gojo-sensei’s doing anyways #gojo: oh megumi~ u know me so well #jjk #sukugo #yuugo #悠五 #sukugoyuu #ns4w #the moment of random ups and downs is sukuna drawing out “satoru” in the vibrrator app bc he wants his gojo :c #meanwhile gojo's all irritated like 'what is wrong with him 😑' bby boy ur husband MISSES U #for context this is in my post-canon everyone lives au (well. one of them) where everything is good and happy and sukugo get married and #sukuna gets domesticated (?) #well more like. he's still bad and evil. but he's tamed i guess #he (begrudgingly) coexists with everyone else and behaves lmao #also everyone kinda lives together? it's a bit of a weird situation idk #anyways #this kinda made me want to write again. i havent written in so long #tho i suppose this does count as writing #i also have more stuff to add to this ill do some rbs !!

[wink-1-8-2]

Poison became a saint after their untimely death and inevitable martyrdom. Their words were printed on saint cards and lived on as prayers for the suffering and deceased of the desert, depicted with bright red hair, warm eyes, a snake and a gun.

#idk #i like this one a lot #but also #im obsessed with sainthood #And martyrdom #So yk #Or kinda like the archangel raphael with healing but I feel like there are still ppl in the desert who know about him #So yeah #Or like - just all round saint of the desert #No wait #they were probably named saint for the kids who had just escaped the city #Like a guiding hand for the new ‘joys #ill add more to this when I come up with it #party poison #danger days #danger days hcs #danger days are not mcr

[minecraftwolfpup]

#i really dont have anything to add #im going through the stuff i wrote down recently when i used a randomizer to pick hermits and mobs for inspiration for theh eadcanon blog #and i just thought this was funny #hi hermitcraft fandom. i propose to you goat joe #just for the pun #even if it's almost definitely been done before lol #sure ill tag this #hermitcraft #joehills #also i know basically know one who follows the headcanon blog will see this #but i might throw some weird mob hybrid stuff on there #just bc it was pretty fun to come up with these #same with weird/uncommon hermit combos actually #i like dropping a list of their names in a randomizer and picking 1-3 #and then writing something about them #good exercise even if i dont end up using them #wow i went on a lot longer than i meant to oops

[skelebab]

I'm still having a hard time picking a name for my shellshocked au, but I have a few general ideas... but I'm indecisive... soooo

I'm putting a week on this cuz I'm not in a rush :)

#shellshocked #miles morales #rottmnt mikey #poll #ill add the name to all the posts I've made about it when i come up with it #im not gonna vote on this one and i can already tell it's gonna kill me

[waywardsalt]

Have you ever thought about how Linebeck describes Jolene as "crazier than a rabid squid"- only to then be possessed by a literal rabid squid later in the game?

Cause I sure have- especially after seeing a lot of your BellumxLinebeck stuff

mmmmghmm im gonna be honest i haven't thought about it much at all

linking it to my bellum x linebeck thoughts, im not too sure what to make of it in context with my other linebeck notes and w/e

there's also my idea that linebeck has a special interested in shellfish and by extension squids, and the idea of him having a weird thing for bellum, and just... enjoying sealife, and it's kinda of...

he compares her to a rabid squid to link in order to i think... offer a shorthand explanation of what she's like, and i think it (with some other stuff) is kinda just another little peek into how he might feel abt her?

i mean he also compares link to a dog in that one letter? i'm not sure where im going with that one. i dont think linebeck particularly likes dogs

i'm not sure abt the link between that and him getting possessed, jolene is kind of just... there a lot of the time and doesn't really do anything except 1) show that linebeck has enemies and 2) show that people know about link's quest by the end, linebeck generally references sea creatures a few times in ph

relating to bellum x linebeck, i dont see him comparing jolene to a squid an indicator of anything in relation to that, with linebeck having a thing for bellum its more of like. there's a lot of complicated ideas i have with what goes on between them during bellumbeck and bellum being a squid thing is more linebeck having a bit of a monsterfucker streak and having a bit of a thing for like. being tied up. as for literal squids he kinda just likes them as food and to dissect and learn about

like i think 'rabid squid' is more like linebeck just tossing out some derogatory shorthand to explain how he thinks of jolene as some fucking. violent annoyance he has to deal with that he doesn't fully understand

tbh i see the comparison but imo it comes down to a difference in characters and interactions and histories, there is the rabid squid thing (and i think in the manga too theres a vague parallel drawn ig) but im not. sure. what there is there just beyond. linebeck talks about sea creatures and wants to get the fuck away from jolene

i'm not entirely certain what you've been thinking about with that comparison, but i haven't been thinking much about it and it's kinda. eh ig???? its something

#asks #musicncomics #like im gonna be real jolene is a character i do everything i can to avoid half of the time #im not too sure what your thoughts on this are but i can tell you like jolene leagues more than i do so like. idk #idk i have a hard time talking abt jolene bc i Do Not like her so im not really sure beyond this stuff its just. idk #bellum also isnt a literal squid like looking at actual squids the most comparisons are surface level and dont work too deeply #he kinda just looks like one at first glance but 1) doesnt line up well enough and 2) we dont have enough info on him anyways #hes more a reference to a squid than an actual squid bc there is the reference to sperm whales and giant squids fucking hating each other #but while oshus is literal whale bellum is like. some thing in the shape of a squid #im not sure what parallels oyu can draw between the jolene thing and bellum thing. if anything theyre opposites? #w/ jolene its like things got so bad (or w/e) that he just robbed her n fucked off and she decided that was enough to warrant murder #while with bellum things get so good (w/ link and co) that he risks his life for em and is turned against them for it? #tbh this kinda comes down to me having a pretty negative bias against jolene and. that ship. so yeah sorry #im not gonna give this any main tags or anything this is way too far off the beaten path and kinda negative #idk i hc linebeck as gay and a lot of other linebeck hcs just kinda. suggest that he kinda had a really shit time w/ jolene #i dont like her im trying to figure that shit out so i can be like. fair at least in how i write her but i dont like her #salty talks #sorry that i keep tearing away from the rabid squid thing but its like a minefield when i try to talk abt anything w/ jolene #theres not a ton of parallels or like shared themes or w/e and its just too dissimilar in little ways that its just. a thing #ill add this in a few hours later idk if youll see jt but like. i can go in depth and discuss stuff #in dms like im fine with that its just weird in posts bc like tagging and my thoughts are a mess #like if you wanna elaborate on your thoughts thats fine

[goldiipond]

hate that thing tumblr app does now where trying to post a post with no tags brings up a prompt to add some tags to ‘help people find your post’ and i really hate that it even pops up when you try to save a post to your drafts. like girl its a draft. no one is finding it in there. i might not even find it to be honest

#skye's ramblings #just like. the disconnect between this feature and most the userbase for it to only exist to say 'help people find this!! seek interaction!' #most untagged posts are personal posts/op just saying literally whatever random thought is on their mind. theyre not lookinf for clout #theres a reason i censor popular fandom terms in the tags of my rambles skye tier 2 illness is follower exclusive. i talk a lot <3 #idk i just think its a really funny feature to add to a site where getting popular is widely seen as one of the worst things that can happen #most common thing for someone to do when their post blows up isnt to celebrate the clout its to just delete it/turn off rbs. lol!! #also it pops up when you rb a post without tags too and just. thats not even how that works. come on man #they could mean 'find it' in an organizational sense too but i doubt it and if that is the case um. bmaybe fix your search function first #i dont personally see this window much as you can probably imagine. but it is annoying when im just drafting thoughts to come back to #'ooghhhhh give me tags help people find me' well its cute you think youre special. youare going in the drafts

[pyrriax]

🐠🐳 i think those r the right emojis <3

🐠 a funny quote from a published work

Lame response, but believable enough. That is, if you weren’t Bro, and hadn’t known him practically his entire damn life. But with his luck, he’ll let it go. Whew. Close one there, better not go internal monologuing again now.

( Tell me I'm your world; published April 3rd 2021 )

🐳 a big, long quote from a published work

"Are they worth dying for? Are your curiosities and will to help worth dying for? Would you die for them?" The wind calls back, howling as it batters the trees and knocks bloody autumn leaves to the ground. "If family is worth dying for, then so are they. Even if to them I'm just a bloody animal, a monster no better than the beast that hunts me, I'll live for them, I'll die for them. I'm nothing without them and I know that so well." It's not a revelation, it's not new. It's the autumn fire, heat, and smoke twist, mingling with what was safe. Suffocating and no longer home. Sand and gunpowder. Blinding pain and life. Fighting for life through the cracks in his thoughts and memories. Yet the chill sinks its teeth into his bones, and he thrashes against it. He refuses to be gentle, refuses to be tame. Because in his truth, he's still that demon with blood on his teeth and he's still fighting with anyone who lets him prove his strength. And they still throw him to the ground, spit in his direction, and he gets up bloody and bruised time and time again until he's as red as they are. He's earned these scars, he's earned the history he's carved into his very being. Disrespect or not, whisperings of how he doesn't need to fight, he doesn't care. Because no matter how much they take from him, or how they try to tame him, he's still a rabid animal at heart. Burning, snarling, baring his teeth, alive.

( Where the dust settles, Chapter 18 - When rats catch cats; published March 15th 2023 )

#ask a ghost #asker: navysealt4t #you get a whole Chunk from wtds #because that bit lives in my head rent free forever #ALSO forgive the not-quite-humor in the first one #i dont actually write a lot of humor/funny moments in my fics... i need to add more #but also forgive 13 year old me's less-than-great writing he was trying #i included published dates because i think it actually adds to know when i wrote these things :D #since i tend to write and publish on the same day unless something comes up #haunted bookshelf #anyways im going the hell to bed #ill send you an ask in the morning :D

[dullahandyke]

coming to the realisation that i can buy whatever i want to look however i want. insane

#but my cd bags havent come yet n i cant buy another thing until they come in the post bcos i prommied myself #n after that i need to get new over-ear headphones #also update the reward points system for making me do things is Not Working so i might ditch it #but also i. dont have a job. so i gotta ration my money. n if i wing it i feel like ill fuck it up #but also like. sigh ok so the plan was that for every task i do i get a euro of spending money. to motivate me to do tasks so i can buy thi #but ive racked up a debt already. oops! so theoretically i need to work that off before i can start saving for someghing new to buy #the thing is tho that my headphones broke n i have earbuds but i NEEEED to have on-ear headphones or ill explode #n im thinking of biting the bullet and buying some proper nice ones #but thats spencey itd take so long to save up for those #n i could theoretically add that to my debt n buy them now but that would render the debt functionally meaningless #bcos if i gotta do 100+ tasks to work off the debt to START saving for shit like a binder #then we're gonna have a problem #this could be mitigated by me getting less expensive headphones n stuff but like w a warranty so that when they inevitably break #i dont gotta vimes boots it and instead i can just get the same headphones again #but thats a lot of electrical waste :( #sigh i COULD ask my mom to get me the nicey headphones as a pre-emptive leaving cert thing #but id say shed rather get me something AFTER the leaving which is like. 20 days. n can i survive that long without overear headphones? #tbh probably. but also my perception is skewed bcos im currently in If I Have Headphones On I Will DIE mode #so shrug ill have to think it thru some other time #aughghghghgh!!!!!1 what if i killed and bit #<- still hasnt started studying for the leaving. at this point i dont think its gonna happen

[itsanit]

My bratzillaz collection so far!

#genuinely love that these dolls have tatoos #theyre seated in the order i got them #illiana first back to magic jade last #gonna set up their area some more when i have more time #i also need to do some maintenance on the jades #its v much been a period of bratzillaz appreciation for me #i sort of switch up what collection is gonna bring me happiness every month or so #completely involuntarily ill add #so if i buy a doll thats not apart of the brand that happiness comes from this month itll just make me sad #i spent money on a doll i dont like #but when that dolls brand is the one providing happiness rest assured ill adore them #bratzillaz #my collection #my posts

[truethes]

ok but ... hear me out a sec-

#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜. #considering im trying out ha.jime and literally the two other ppl in the entire #i have dark hair and was personally manipulated by j.unko so she could have her despair #it feels wrong ... to leave him out #( spoilers in next tag ) #i think i would enjoy writing him too . maybe ill add him to the test muses #im still infested with this massive cold and it means i havent had energy to do anything when i come in from work so i apologise for the #delay ... my nose feels so stuffy omg #but i aim to try and attempt something! over this up and coming weekend #its the first one i have no plans for for literally over a month now rip

[two-calicos-in-a-trenchcoat]

Idk why I never did this before but if you like building in the sims but your houses all kinda end up looking exactly the same on the interior (like mine do) then I highly recommend using a random color pallette generator

Like this is the best house I've built in awhile

You could probably stick to one color pallette for the whole house if you wanted but I'm using a different one for each room

For the bathrooms shared between 2 bedrooms i combined aspects of both color pallettes and for the master bathroom I used the same pallette as the master bedroom.

I think it even looks good for the rooms that aren't actually separated from each other (the kitchen and informal dining room kept the same pallette while the living room and hallway are different ones)

Not all the color pallettes are gonna work exactly right (like tone and shade wise) cuz you have to work with the swatches you have available but ive managed to keep them pretty close to the pallettes the generator gave me.

#ill post better pictures once its finished #and upload it to the gallery #im building it for a legacy challenge thats why its so big #i usually do like 4 bedrooms max #im starting out with the pregnant challenge which was created by kpopp (or poppkell on twitch and twitter) #back in 2012/2013 in sims 3 #where you try to have babies with every man in town #now when kellys founding sim died she just continued the same challenge with the sims kids #but my plan is to just take one of the youngest kids and continue on with just a normal legacy challenge #im waiting for the infant update to start it tho #i feel like that will add to it #kelly usually just aged the kids up to children right away but i like for them to age normally #makes it a little more challenging if you have to make sure theyre fed until theyre able to do that themselves #also that way the ages of the kids are staggered correctly instead large groups of them basically being the same age #sims have a bit more personality now that the games been out for almost a decade #so it should be more fun than when i attempted it back in the early days of sims 4 #also i have mc command center now #i really want the high school pack #and the generations type pack thats coming out after the infant update

[uglyshirtsinc]

Idea 1: Vanessa quits her job

This idea is based on my interpretation that the Vanessa we see in Security Breach isn't really her; it's Vanny controlling her. Vanessa's consciousness is there, but all that she can do is just watch, like viewing your own life through an old television.

So after the 3-star ending, Vanessa would be left with a job that requires skills that "she" technically never had. She can't just pull up Vannys memories (which i have her being able to do because extra pain :D) because there are no memories of how to do that job, a final "f*ck you :D" to Vanessa from Vanny before she left.

(I feel this needs a bit more of an explanation. Vanny had an instinctive knowledge of how to use any electronic device, courtesy of Glitchtrap/Afton. This meant that she never had to read any instructions for any of the surveilance equipment that she used on the job. She also never looked down at keyboards when she typed the passwords needed to access the security computers sinceVanny had all the passwords to herself. All this means is that when Vanessa looks back at these memories, they are effectively useless.)

So now all Vanessa has left are her own memories of watching herself push random buttons that do random things. It would be like trying to learn how to fly a plane solely by watching someone else do it.

Vanessa also realizes that she'd have to still assist lost children after hours, a thought that truly scares her. It's not because she doesn't like children, no. In fact, I believe Vanessa used to work really well with children due to her former position as a video game tester/coder. This might not make much sense, but is elaborated upon in idea 2.

It is also stated in the game in one of the logs that you can find that she was not recommended for a position as a security guard, so it just makes sense for her to leave afer being freed.

So she would put in her 2 weeks notice, but not before working out some special deal with the plex that allows her and Greg the gremlin of chaos to visit the pizzaplex whenever they want and for any length of time.

As for what job she would try to go back to? It would be her old job of beta testing and coding. She was evidently very good at it based on those cut AR emails. It might sound like tempting fate, but I think that Vanessa would be a heck of a lot more careful this time if she was put back on the VR project. That assumes that the project is still even active.

That way she can make sure that what happened to her, never happens to anyone again.

HI FIRST OFF I KNOW ID SAID ID ANSWER THEM BEFORE TONIGHT BUT THE BIRTHDAY GIRL GOT STUCK UNDER THE TRAMPOLINE BY HER HEAD AND GOT INJURED AND HONESTLY IT WAS A WHOLE ISSUE, MAYBE NOT AN ANIMATRONIC BEAR BITE BUT A HEAD WOUND IS A HEAD WOUND

im a huge fan of the vanessa under aftons control/vanessa under aftons control personality separation so this is already right up my alley. hopefully she'd learn her lesson and not reassemble random ass tapes left that very obviously arent meant to be there solely for curiosities sake smh

i was tryna think on how working the deal with fazcorp or whatever its called but like, she ran around chasing a third grader in a highly dangerous area where a tiny creepy crawley is in the vents, said animatronics are practically trying to MAUL this kid and it was caught on camera multiple times- with faz franchises record i have no doubt they'd "sweep it under the rug, it's probably fine"

#fnaf #asks #I WANNA ADD THE INJURY PART WAS NOT A JOKE #she stumbled and fell but because shes yknow SEVEN and SHORT she didnt hit the ring but went UNDER it and got nicked really REALLY badly by #a spring #imagine youre me and youre at the store because you had to leave early to stop by your work to fix your schedule and pick up something and- #you got your mom flowers but knows shes stayed late at the party so you call to ask when shes coming home and where a vase is #and the first thing she says upon answering is cant talk ill explain later something happened #at a ONE YEAR OLD CHILDS BIRTHDAY PARTY #THIS WAS THE BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR A LITERAL BABY WHAT DO YOU MEAN SOMETHING HAPPENED #i went back home to wait for my dad to drop off my sister and while im putting away groceries she calls to explain my seven year old niece #is going to need STITCHES because of a HEAD INJURY #and im like okay so my brother (her dad) is taking her to the er right #WRONG ACTUALLY #because we have a military family dynamic and were taught if ya hurt yourself ya wont be taken to the ER and mom'll use duct tape to fix it #and i know our mom was joking when she said it because no parent actually would do that #MY BROTHER APPARENTLY DIDNT BECAUSE THEY STUCK A HEADBAND WITH GAUZE ON HER HEAD AND CALLED IT A DAY???? #anyway tldr my 7 yo niece was at her baby sisters birthday party and got a head injury because she got caught on a spring of a trampoline #anyway shes okay but we're regularly waking her up to make sure she isnt like concussed or smthn #i hope she didnt pick up no diseases or anything from it #lets play the game of will tumblr let me keep all these tags

[cienie-isengardu]

Apparently, I’m too obsessive to not dwell on my last musing about why Fixer was Vau’s favorite Delta and the vague feeling that Fixer could be somewhere on the autism spectrum unexpectedly also transferred to Vau? Honestly, not sure where I’m going with that or even if that makes sense but it occured to me that one of constant traits of Vau mentioned through the whole series (minus Hard Contact which makes sense, since he was only mentioned only vaguely here and there) is how he is hard to read even by people who know him for years and how he is appearing not listen to people who are talking (as in: looking bored even though in truth he is pretty interested / invested in the topic). This is especially seen in regard to Sev, when we could look inside Vau’s psyche (seeing Deltas as his boys and caring for them, outright telling Kal he loved Sev) but the emotions don’t show on his face at all once he learned Sev is MIA. Dunno. Vau is a tricky character because he is traumatized man but also an old Mandalorian veteran so it is hard to tell how much of this trait is natural and how much drilled up into him, as a way to stay away and/or out of abuse. Vau is introverted person, for sure, but is also one that is hard to read on body language, gestures or facial expressions alone if he doesn’t want betray his true emotions/thoughts (and really, Mird is the best way to meassure his feelings). Like I said, not sure where I’m trying to go with that, just collecting facts and hints about Vau lately and unexpected observations attack me from everywhere.

#star wars #walon vau #My RepCom musing #republic commando #okay to be honest i have one big meta about kal and vau in progress #and for that i'm digging all the sources #dunno vau is pretty introverted person prima guide calls his borderline sociopathic and there is trauma to add #and mando culture that is harsh and demands to keep your emotion under control #and yeah he is a sum up of all of this #but i guess if he was the weird kid it could makes sense why his abusive father made his feel up as not worthy to join the army #when we know vau is pretty good soldier #but also if he was on autism spectrum + introverted nature + some mental illness (borderline sociopathy comes into that?) #it could also explain why he is so hard to read for everyone beside mird? #dunno #do i make sense? it is late i should sleep not wonder about vau's mental health lol

[crimsongrimoire]

personally love the thought of like. especially in modern au stuff. something happening between them, perhaps not in a fully lucid state of mind or not-not-emotionally-fraught circumstances or a fwb situation, and kaeya takes it upon himself to go "well if he doesn't make a Thing out of it i won't either"

#crow.txt #not writing #it just seems like a very him move #just the. they hook up and then act so normal about it cause who the fuck is breaking THAT ice huh #the answer is neither of them until it becomes entirely too daunting a task compared to where it started but also Not doing it is harder #they just see each other acting normal outside The Circumstance so its like okay well HE doesnt care like i do its fine #newsflash he absolutely does and thinks the same of you because you two are playing 27d chess against yourselves #literally just a casual competition of who can overthink it the worst and assume the other will reject them fastest. its probably kaeya #when they have slept together at least once and are both still thinking about it and pretending to be unaffected when they are ILL over it #cant remember if i had anything else to add ive been writing this in bits between work #I WANNA WRITE RN SO BAD. soon. its always like this. kicking my ass to write after im off. i try to every day but yknow #ive been sucked back into actually playing genshin somewhat rip. esp since i just got kokomi AND albedo rerun coming up. pleeeeaase c3.... #as i kept talking this is also a very canon him thing too. moreso him. i was just thinking of a specific wip as i was rambling. #(it was the body shots one)

[seithr]

no 1 i regularly chat with is on tumblr so im shouting at the wall here where im Not As Seen But Feel Someone Can Hear so I'm not talking to myself in a depression hole manner tjat is mildly even more depressing than screaming in a corner. Sorry im not sure what this is

#things are getting Worse again. tomorrow my family is going to gather in person and talk about whats going on. #about our house. family divorce. how to keep affording the house/food. confronting how my own worst pain was wielded #to make my mom cry and feel worse. everything. the clock is ticking closer to the end of the year and the nausea is coming back. #i refuse to go ask my doctor for medication because it's an additional price when we're pressed and it's more stress #when no one needs to see that. no one needs to panic. my grandma is already hospitalized. there is so much more going on i wont add to it #im so sick. i feel so small. i feel stupid like a child for wanting to beg things to be okay. beg people please be kinder #i hate this haughty disgust i feel for the idea of this stupid christmas tree being put up early because we desperately need something nice #i hate that i let myself enjoy a slice of cake when i dont deserve that and questioning if we should even be buying these stupid things #tryin so hard not to go back to calculating how much it costs my family to have me live if it would be easier if the expense werent there #i hate this stupid fucking fight in my honour and name that has only ever made me feel worse for being here #im so fucking tired. i want to cry. i dont have the right to. i worry my mom is where i was this year. i dont know. #i don't want to be here as in- in 2023 in this state of my family and our livelihood. everything just gets worse. i want to be alright... #sui ment #i guess. implied is enough. im ill. #stupid ass kid crying about his parents divorce. i feel like nothing