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chromations · 3 years

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Does any Hermit vary drastically between your AUs? Like, personality or physique wise?

oho!!! yes!!! doc, ren,etho, iskall, and i believe. so. i co-own the war au (from my friend Chrome) and the voidskall au (from my friend shadow) doc: in the war au, he gets a bit power hungry and violent against the hippies. very mean, lashing out, basically make doc very violent, remove most his good traits since he's so caught up in the disappearance of the nho. in hardcore jungle he is very smart, learning things very quickly and picking up on body movement and cues. he wears a thick green cloak, no lab coat, and his robotics are wrapped in vines. throughout the story i plan to make him go a bit,,, returning back to creeper. like full on feral. redstone soda: he's a tamed creeper, just like the other aus. and has an immense hate for birds and roses/poppies

etho: redstone soda, he's an aetherkind. i havent done much in the story about it but thats spoilers if i talk bout it here. :). harcore jungle: f as t, precise, a bit cold but long hair with an undercut? m. love. idk about war au and voidskall tho.

ren: due to me loving ren so much. he. i love he. but in hardcore jungle: ohohoh man. hes a werewolf and nobody knows. hes a feral boy. he is f as t. he is strong. i love he. this man? perfect. except for the fact he wants to murder. war au: OHOHOH MAN. He's like. hes insane at the point the story was last updated. literally.. hes werewolf. he fuckig whimpers himself to sleep oh goD the hippies need hugs in that au. all of them. theyre all going insane from being trapped. oh ofgodogdfg in redstone soda he is a dogman. common knowledge on the server, just a big ol dogy man :) he is friendly. he is huggable. he is dumb but KIND and he can COOK and ;o i love this man. and in uhh.. what else. oh yeah!

SoTRP and Voidskall!! in voidskall he has two different rens, one from another universe sorta? idk. but there's Den, who is Void!Ren. and there's Phen!Ren, who's a phoenix man :>

and in SoTRP, he's Phen!Ren as well, amnesia and all because he does not recall there being an icebird!mumbo in this world or kitsune iskall. personality wise? in SoTRP hed bully void into self care. he fucking saved him from dying and :) in an au of voidskall, where Den and Void die due to voidhounds, Ren accidentally kills Den when trying to protect him but actually shoots fire at him. he hides away, and while the other void hermits fight over whos the leader now, he and Avrian (void grian) talk it out.

Avrian says he should be leader, and due to avrian being the one with the role of appointing new leaders, ren agrees and gets the signature golden tattoo. but he regrets it and hides in the void. but he goes insane, and rips off his feathers, cuts off his wing, just anything to get rid of his bird side. but its useless. he cant do it. so his feathers start sticking together due to blood, tail feathers turining gold and into one long tail which he also dyes silver, his ear feather solidifying and turning into a horn the color of his skin, and his other wing becoming metallic and curved.

his skin is blue, hair silvery. he bids farewell to avrian and hops into another universe. another world. because he has a new name. his name is now Den. and hes now an evil hermit in Redstone soda.

iskall: war au, hes on a77's side. he has adhd. hes scared of doc. hes just scared for his friends, scared for grian and ren. just scared. but he works for a77, believing his friends will get better. but they dont. Cleo and Joe help him out, they spend time devising a plan to find the hippies. until cleo gets bitten by a zombie horse, hides for a week, and when joe finds her in the snow, bleeding, and now a centaur, iskall panics and goes into the hippie commune, a mask on and ready to find em. he gets chased by a big spider aka ex. ends up close, but unable to find the hippies.

hardcore jungle: man. hes scared man. sure, he has the most comfort with bdubs, zloy, pixl, and ely in a treehouse. but hes scared for his friends. scared of the dark :( poor man needs break.

SoTRP and Voidskall: thats the name, he's voidskall. hes an ass. hes cold, turned from the void. he hates the voidhounds, wants to escape. but he cant. he has the shackles. but Ren helps the best he can, with his phoenix friend cuddling him sometimes. the heat, the warmth. hes barely felt it, being in the void. but he loves the warmth. also he needs SELF CARE GOSH DAMIG NNSJfksf

redstone soda; hes got an evil alternate known as Eskall. eskall despises shad (the nether being). hes been nearly mind controlled by glowshrooms. he knows what hes talkign about. but eskall ticks and fidgets by scratching himself, he cant focus. he accidentally prevents his redstone from working. iskall helps him out throughout the days of s5 loading in. also iskall is given the feathered protector, basically a legendary blade from the aether. he found the blade in the end when end busting with mumbo, but xisuma and siren actually told him what the blade was for and he was like "Ohhhh".

also he is strong and i headcanon he works out with grian and false on weekends.

bonus:

cub: he is neutral in the war au, but he favors the hippies and tries to find them, working himself to sleep. in redstone soda, a part of his soul, disembodied (CubVex/CubBan), has the ability to split people into two (emotions/personality trait wise), and fuse people (eg: Doc and iskall in s5). Cub is aetherkind as well, and finds himself with the hermits in s5, waking up in scars base. because the evil hermits tried to kidnap him sorta, but badtimes was like: ok no not for us. give him to scar.

scar: redstone soda au. he does not react well with potions. his scars? netherkind dealt those to him. hes been scratched by jellie on his hands. he scratches himself to keep himself awake as well (not healthy guys. but this is also me self projecting so). hardcore jungle au, the vex live in the crystal on his choker. he nearly died from the vex (chapter 2).

war au, hes docs right hand man. hes just not enjoying the whole thing, but going along with it because hes too afraid to say no, and he is also under the guide that things are gonna be okay.

cleo: war au. shes on a77s side. she is a centaur some point through, though this is unwritten. she becomes a centaur because she is bitten by a zombie horse during research. she does not like being a horse.

mumbo: war au. hes more on a77s side, but also against, but also sorta not for the hippies. neutral, working against cub. he took as poultry man because he missed grian as well. he took one of cubs drones and with stress's help, he reprogrammed it for himself. also he has gone a bit insane if i say so myself also the meanie took iskalls adhd meds. dont do that folks

also in redstone soda i will proceed to introduce grian as a shark man. because i love shar ks andi love grian :D whoa h i did not mean for this post to be so long-

#long post #chromations talks #redstone soda au #hardcore jungle au #a77 war au #voidskall au #SoTRP

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betanyagito · 4 years

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3 hours left of this decade here and I promised I’d write a sappy post so [ABBA voice] let’s go gays

Oh man. Oh boy. Was this a time. An entire 10 years spent on the internet. I’ve met people, got into new things, forgot old dreams and made new ones. How old was I when I first started here? 12? 13? It doesn’t feel real honestly. So much has happened that I still think about to this day, and as embarrassed as I am of my roots, I wouldn’t be who I am without them, and I likely wouldn’t have met the people I did if it weren’t for the early day join.mes and art streams from Deviantart and Minecraft askblogs on tumblr dot kom

I am thankful I got to know Minecraft, I got to know Hetalia, I got to know Homestuck. I am thankful these things allowed me to meet people who I couldn’t possibly imagine my life without right now. And that’s honestly the part I want to focus on. My friends

Old friends who I don’t talk to anymore, old friends who I don’t even know if are still around, old friends who still message me again and again sometime (honestly knowing that I’m still on their minds after all these years is the single most heartwarming thing ever), friends who I don’t talk with as frequently but still keep in my mind and get happy whenever we do end up meeting, and friends who are still here every day and support me endlessly.

If I were to talk about each and every one of them I would be sitting here all throughout January so I’ll try to talk about everyone in groups because I do want to take a moment to appreciate everyone. Everyone I’ve met shaped me into the person I am today, and while I am not perfect, I am happy. I am happy that I have the friends I do now

I remember the first big group of friends I’ve had when I first felt like I belonged. Kat, Wesley, Meni, Britain - those Whirled Days. I remember spending hours doing sprite edits and staying up late into the night to make sure I stayed caught up with rp and was present for the trials and murders lmao. I know it all ended on a sour note, but I will always treasure the moments we had together, and I’m so glad that after over six years I am still in touch with some of you. You were my first true out of the country friends, and you all helped me open my horizons and realize that the world is much much bigger than I had thought, and I can find friends anywhere who will love me

DR had stayed with me ever since, and I got to meet Mina, Chinch, Erika and Damien. Oh my god you guys. All my admiration for you four for being able to handle the edgefest that my writing and I was. I can’t believe we’ve lived through the peak days of DR tumblr rp. What a fucking Time that was. I would’ve never discovered my love for writing and betas without you all. You stuck with me through my worst years and always supported my dumb ideas. I remember the skypechats, the craigslist edits, the quiche, the zombie apocalypse, the adoption. I know I said I don’t want to address anyone one-on-one but Mina. Mina. If there’s anyone then you deserve a one-on-one. It’s been six (?) years. We’ve known each other for six (?!) years and we’ve seen each other go through so much. I know I tend to be really bad at communication and often fall short at replies but there’s not a day when I’m not thankful that I’ve met you and I still have you in my life. Your influence on me has been nothing but positive, you’ve taught me so much, how to love life, love my creations, how to be excited about anything. If I was half a good influence on you, I would already call that a success. I hope we will remain friends for a long time. At this point, I couldn’t imagine my life without having you in it. I just love you so much I almost teared up writing this ngl

And this one goes out to those Nanbaka SLUTS who also turned me into a slut who can never step foot into another church ever again. I can’t even recall how exactly I ended up in the discord group, but I know that you all were another milestone for me. Nick, Mew, Kristi, without you guys I would’ve never opened up towards people. I was scared back into my bubble where I just didn’t want to interact with fandoms ever again, but I you guys were one of the most accepting group of people I’ve ever met and probably ever will meet. You welcomed me with warmth and excitement and I still keep so many screenshots of the old discord chat that I read back whenever I need a good hearted laugh. Even now when our interests had changed, I’m so happy that we can still find a common note and have fun with each other. I wish nothing but the best for all of you

This brings us to the current era. All these muppet lovers......all these muppet lovers and I find so many friends.....Stella, Michael, Maple, Daco, Kris, Clover, Katie, Nette, Lili, Dani it was all Your Fault that this obsession started. I had such a fun time with all of you that now my brain cannot stop producing serotonin whenever I see a goddamn potato man. But even besides just having a common interest, you are all such wonderful people. You all helped me out of a rut and helped me shape myself, to be confident in my own opinions, to be able to stand up for myself and to have fun without worrying about what other people think. I am so grateful for every conversation we’ve had, every joke we shared, every idea we came up with together. I had no idea that a gag anime could ever get me such amazing friends, but it happened! And even if I don’t talk with some of you as often anymore, or at all, I will never forget any of you

Standing on more stable feet I was able to reach out to other parts of the fandom and start my own big project in the form of an askblog, and even if it’s stagnant now, it was one of the best decisions of my life, as I got to meet the most wonderful group of people. Nat, Athro, Buns, Turo, Jasp, JM, Lulu, Tris, Holly, Eden, Dairy, Ruri, Timey, Zako, Vivi, Ruah - you’re all just amazing. You accepted me into your group and I honestly feel like we’ve grown into a family. I’ve grown both as an artist and as a person thanks to you all, and I’ve never had such a tight knit group of friends before who’ve supported each other quite like you do. I feel loved and I know my voice is heard whenever I speak. I know that even on my worst days, you all will be here. I know that you will hear even my most outlandish ideas, you will listen to me ramble about media you’ve never heard of and I more than gladly do the same for all of you too. I’ve never been more confident in my content and especially in my OCs. We’ve created something incredible together, and I am just so incredibly proud that I can say that I belong to MVA, that I can say that “hey thats my friend!!” whenever any of you come up, and I am so happy that I could meet all of you. I truly feel like I’ve become a much better person since meeting all of you. I sincerely hope from the bottom of my heart that we’ll be able to spend many more years together, and watch each other succeed in many more things

Despite what I intended this turned into a pretty lengthy post nevertheless whOOPS. I’m sorry if I left in any typos or anything of the sort. The bottom line of everything is- I’ve had some terrible times this decade. Really, awful times when I thought that theres no way, no way I would be able to continue on. But all these strangers online, who I’ve never even seen in person, you all were and are always there to extend a hand and help me back on my feet. There are many ways in which this decade sucked, there were many terrible news and terrible times, but, it was all worth it. If not for anything else, then for the fact that I’ve got to meet so many amazing and talented people. Thank you all for loving me and calling me a friend. I hope the next decade will treat all of us, but especially you well. You all deserve nothing but the best in your lives and I love all of you so so much

#soph sush #long post

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iamtaekooked · 6 years

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Vanilla Rules || Ch 7 || pjm

Genre: enemies to lovers! au, badboy! au, college! au

Word count: 4.6k

SYNOPSIS:

You are forced to re-evaluate your slightly changed perception of Jimin when you find out that he planned the bathroom incident to get your attention. And the sudden appearance of the man you have crushed on since forever, complicates the situation further as you find yourself caught between the two men who seem to dislike each other at first glance.

A/N: This is all over the place but trust me it will all make sense. I cant do without drama I am sorry you guys!

Ch 1 || Ch 2 || Ch 3 || Ch 4 || Ch 5 || Ch 6 || Ch 7|| Ch 8 || Ch 9 ||

The next day Jimin was the first one to have woken up. A heavy sensation hitting his lap he looked down and found you resting your head atop his thighs. His body stiffened, the muscles of his legs feeling heavier by the second. He didn’t know where to place his hands so he kept on moving them in broken motions through the air, sometimes placing them on the bleachers, and sometimes just letting them rest in the air for nothing felt comfortable enough. He didn’t want to wake you, and even if could somehow he didn’t know.

“Y/n” he cleared his throat. He slowly bent forwards across your back, until your face came in view. “Y/n..” his voice came out in an unintentional whisper. He groaned as your head was quite literally resting against his crotch, furthering his discomfort. “Aghhh…” he sighed and with a slight push rolled your body off of his. You fell onto the floor with a soft thud, waking up in panic at having come in contact with the cold floor.

Rubbing your head you surveyed your surroundings, with one eye half open and the other closed. Suddenly memories of the past night, of your conversation with Jimin came rushing into your head. You gasped and briefly glanced at said boy who was busy looking elsewhere, giving out a vibe of awkwardness much like you.

“ If you breathe a word of this I swear y/n…” he trailed off.

“ Trust me I have no interest in being linked with you”

He cleared his throat once more, side eyeing you and breathing out in relief at finding you looking down at your lap.

“Good. I’ll leave first then” he stood up, gathered his duffel bad, swinging it over his shoulder and walked out without sparing you a second glance.

“Great. Just great…” you slapped yourself in frustration.

The air of awkwardness between you and Jimin would have been enough reason for you to drown yourself in a cup of water and possibly die. It was nothing you had experienced before. You tried your best to bring back your feelings of hatred for him, but you felt neutral after the conversation. You nearly couldn’t hate him as much as you wanted to and it was all because of how blinded you were in your pride and your judgement.

“ So wait.. you’re telling me that Jimin isn’t as bad as you previously made him out to be?” Yoongi asked and Taehyung eyed you with curiosity. The meeting between the three of you was supposed to be a co-operative measure to ensure both the student union and the magazine published their best pieces. But as soon as your tongue had slipped with regards to the night’s events the conversation had taken a turn for the worse. At least for you.

You nodded your head, avoiding meeting the piercing gaze of the two boys sitting on either side of you. You bit your lip and very briefly looked at each of them before looking back at your lap again.

“ I mean, I still don’t like him, but after what he told me yesterday about feeling like he was being used too, it sort of makes me rethink my opinion of him” you paused but continued when you saw their mouth opening to speak up, effectively cutting them off. “ But. That doesn’t mean his actions can be excused. He has been a jerk to me far too many times for me to give up on my dislike for him”

Yoongi shook his head and Taehyung sighed heavily.

“ You know you two are far too alike than you give yourselves credit for” yoongi piped up.

You looked at him in disgust, letting your mouth silently form the shape of the word ‘ew’.

“ Don’t you think y/n that both of you have absorbed yourselves so much in hating each other, and putting one another down, that you cannot really live without the attention?”

Your head snapped in Yoongi’s direction in lighting speed.

“ What is wrong with you? How can you say something as idiotically and superbly dumb as that? I didn’t expect this from you”

“ Thats right!” Taehyung snapped his fingers as if he had just figured out what Yoongi had claimed. “ Hyung is absolutely right. That whole bathroom thing was probably his way of getting you to pay him attention”

You looked at Taehyung like he had grown another head.

“ Oh come on. Think about it. You were completely zombie like at the time. You didn’t pay any attention to him what so ever, and then the whole bathroom incident happened and you finally snapped out of your stupor?”

You mulled over the idea in your head, remembering how satisfied Jimin had looked at your alarmed state and had let you insult him without really getting angry. You reminisced how Jeongguk had spilled the juice on you and had insisted you go to the bathroom to clean up.

“ Hold your horses you guys. He couldn’t possible have done that for attention. Thats just gross. Scratch everything I’ve said before.I fucking hate him if thats the case. Oh gosh… wow thats fucked up to say the least” you were hit with the sudden realization that it could be true.

Right at that moment Jimin walked by with Jeongguk, his eyes glued to yours.

“Wait Jimin” you jogged after him. “ I need to ask you something”

“The whole bathroom thing, was it just to get my attention?”

Jimin visibly gulped at being asked the question, and his eyes flickered to Jeongguk. The younger boy retuned the same look of shock. “ I’ll.. I’ll see you later hyung” he glanced in your direction before looking back at Jimin and nodding slightly, taking his leave.

“ Who told you that?” he looked at you, feeling a bit guilty and scared at the same time.

“Doesn’t matter. Was it or was it not?” You asked again

He immediately looked at the ground , avoiding your eyes.

“ I am sorry y/n.. I know.. I know it wasn’t the best decision but..”

“ Fuck that. It was so fucking disgusting Jimin. Using someone like that just to get my attention. You should have known better. You know what I was right about you. You really are the worst kind of person there can be. Who the fuck does that Jimin? Thats such an inhumane thing to do. I don’t give a crap if that was agreed on by both of you, you still used her. Your intentions were completely sadistic. I dont even… thats just fucked up. Completely fucked up. You knew very well I hate shit like that and yet you used it to get my fucking attention. Do you even know how that makes me feel?!” you stopped for breath.

You glared at him and for the first time you didn’t receive one back. You guessed he did feel bad, but it wasn’t enough.

“Y/n.. look..”

“ Save it Jimin” you held your hand up to silence him. Turning on your heels you walked back in the direction you came from, passing by a curious Taehyung and a confused Yoongi both of whom tried to stop you but failed. Your were livid and needed some time to figure your thoughts out.

You were sipping on your juice, fingernails digging in the juice box in anger. You crushed it and angrily threw it on the ground. Suddenly you felt a presence beside you , and with a side glance saw Jeongguk taking a seat next to you.

“If you dont mind..” He hesitantly sat down

You didn’t reply and continued looking out into the distance letting your eyes take in the sight of falling leaves leaves from the trees. The college courtyard was huge but it was peaceful. It was the perfect place for you to think.

“ I know he made a mistake. Actually we both did, and I know it wasn’t right in any way, but he was really worried about you”

You chuckled bitterly, looking at Jeongguk. “ If he was worried he should have come up with a different way to get my attention. This was far too much. I mean I don’t even have words…”

“ We can both be stupid sometimes. He thought he would need something major, and going by his track record this was all he could think of. Its not right but…” his eyes fell onto his lap in anticipation of your answer.

“ You guys are stupid all the time” you replied as a matter of factly. Silence surrounded you both for a moment before Jeongguk spoke up again

“ You didn’t see him y/n. He was pacing around worrying about why you had been ignoring him. He was legit worried as to why you weren’t reacting to anything he said or did. I can’t tell you why that is, but I swear to god his motive wasn’t to hurt you. Instead he just wanted you to be your usual self. You know hating him and all”

You looked at Jeongguk’s profile. He was quite young and handsome too. He had never ever spoken to you before and you tried to maintain your neutral expression despite the shock at witnessing a change in his personality. The boy who always had a scowl on his face was actually softer with his words and tone. He wasn’t much of a talker, but you figured he probably did mean his words if he was trying to apologize on Jimin’s behalf.

“ I am not asking for you to forgive him. I am asking for you to not misunderstand his real intention, which was to simply get you to be your normal self again. The road he took to get there was wrong but his motive wasn’t” With a long sigh Jeongguk stood up, looked down at you once more before turning away and resuming his steps in the direction he came from.

That same night you couldn’t fall asleep. The memories of the past day and the morning were too much for your brain to process all at the same time. You were unsure which Jimin was the real one. The one who stood up for his own integrity against your prejudice, or the one who used a woman demeaningly to get to you. You really hoped the former was the answer, but his actions proved otherwise.

Tossing and turning in your bed you kicked away your blanket. Your head had begun to take on a splitting ache. You couldn’t put any of your thoughts together coherently. The more you thought about Jimin the more the situation worsened. The worst part of it all was that you had started to believe that he was a good person. You had begun to let go of your assumption that he was the sum of his actions. It felt akin to having your trust broken because somehow you had started up on that road too. But he broke it.

With a final kick in the air and a groan you settled back into your bed, wishing for sleep to envelope because your thoughts were guaranteed to drive you insane.

Jimin on the other hand was busy taking out his anger on a punching bag. Yoongi and Jeongguk did nothing but stare at him with a bored expression, a look passing between the two boys when he punched the bag hard enough to hurt his hand.

“Fuck!” he yelled and harshly threw the gloves away, one of which ended up at Jeongguk’s feet.

“ I don’t understand why you’re acting like this” Jeongguk piped up but felt forced to look away because of Jimin’s deathly glare.

“ I don’t know either” Jimin huffed, training his hands on his waist.

“ I do” Yoongi smirked. Both of the younger men looked at him, and then at each other wondering just what the hell he meant.

“ Hyung seriously don’t say anything stupid. I swear I am not in the mood”

“ I think you might like her Jiminie. Hear me out before you go on a tangent” Jimin glared at him in response but did as he was instructed. He waited for Yoongi to continue no matter how much he wanted to interrupt.

Jeongguk slightly shook his head at the older boy, who only nodded in response.

“ You’ve fallen for her and you don’t even know it. How do I explain this so that you get it” he paused and took on a thinking stance but putting his index finger on his lips. Yoongi was always good at explaining things but he just wasn’t sure how to explain it as simply as possible.

“ You always want her attention and when you don’t get it it makes you restless. Am I right?” he looked at Jimin, who avoided eye contact and awkwardly nodded.

“ Then you do illogical shit to get her attention?” Jimin nodded again.

“You like her. That’s as simple it is” yoongi shrugged satisfyingly feeling proud of himself for getting his point across as best he could.

“ That’s not me liking her. I don’t like her. I just… I just.. am so used to annoying her that it feels like something is missing when she doesn’t react” he glanced at Yoongi and found him shaking his head.

“ Don’t give me that hyung. I am serious I don’t like her at all. It’s just fun to irritate her”

“Then why are you so affected by her finding out about your stupid plan? Why does it matter if she’s back to her normal self again. Isn’t that what you wanted?”

“ I did… I mean I do. But… fuck. I don’t even fucking know. I can’t explain it. But I can tell you that you’re wrong”

“ As you say. I am off. I need to doze off now” Yoongi clicked his tongue and headed off for his room. Jeongguk followed suit because he didn’t want Jimin to ask him for his opinion since he wasn’t sure how to handle an angry Jimin.

Jimin was at the point of feeling livid, so much so that he could have killed someone. He turned to the punching bag once again and resumed his punching, this time without gloves. His knuckles were bruising at the impact but your words ringing in his ear masked all the pain he was feeling. Grunting and groaning he kept up at it until his hands couldn’t take it anymore. With a final yell he fell down splaying his hands and arms across the floor.

“Aish” he kicked the air with one foot, looking up at the sky chest heaving up and down from all the effort.

“Fuck…”

Taehyung had been bothering you for days about the annual retreat that was fast approaching. You on the other hand couldn’t care less about it. It was just another way for everyone to get drunk and pass out. Everyone was going to be there, everyone including the basketball team, which meant Jimin would be there too. After the unfolding of recent events you couldn’t care less for the man, much less want to face him again. You had been trying to your best to avoid him the past couple of days, whether that be turning on your heels and changing your direction seeing him approach or look the other way and completely ignore his presence.

He hadn’t done anything to rile you up either. He let you be and you felt thankful for it. Rumors of your supposed dating were starting to die down given that he hadn’t really followed up on his plan to make your life hell by using said rumors to his advantage. It was weird because all this time you had been expecting some kind of blow, but you never once anticipated for it to come in the form of your building trust towards him being blown to smithereens. It hurt more than anything he could have put you through.

You were so lost in your own thoughts that you hadn’t noticed a figure take a seat next to you. You looked up to find Jimin sitting next you. You felt your anger being triggered at his sight. “Can we talk?” he didn’t look at you but instead focused all his attention on his lap. “I have nothing to say to you” standing up, you began to walk away but before you could take another step you felt yourself being tugged by the wrist. Looking behind you, a hand was enclosed around your wrist.

“Let go” your nostrils flared in anger, and your fingers curled into your palm.

“ Not until you listen to what I have to say”

“I am not interested in what you have to say” you pulled your wrist from his grasp so hard that it left marks of his fingers on your skin.

Reluctantly he stepped back , shoving his hands into his pockets. With a deep exhale he looked at you for the briefest of moments before pivoting on his heels and strolled back in the direction he came from. Hearing his footsteps retreat you turned back around watching him withdraw further from your eyesight until his figure was lost behind a crowd of students.

Clutching your knees with your hands, you stumbled back onto the bench feeling as if all the air had been knocked out of you. Your heart was racing , your breaths coming out in broken sighs. Looking in the direction he had left you found yourself feeling overwhelmed with a mix of emotions none of which you could clearly identify. Covering your face with your hands you let it rest on your lap. You were on the verge of giving up but you couldn’t let him win that easily.

Sipping your coffee you looked around the cafeteria finding all students chattering amongst themselves. Taehyung sent next to you his nose buried in the article he was trying to write for the college magazine. You nudged his arm, trying to get him to pay attention to you. He glared at you before returning his focus back to the paper.

“Tae…” you whined, pinching his cheek.

He pushed your hand away. “Stop it. I am trying to work”

Despite knowing him for so long you couldn’t understand him at times.When he was focused he couldn’t see anything else, but when he wasn’t he was lazy more than anyone you knew. You watched as he penned down words, sometimes scratching and sometimes starting over all over again.

“Thank you” you took a sip of your coffee. This got his attention and slamming his notebook shut he looked at you finally giving you all of his undivided attention. You didn’t need him to ask anything because you knew he was wondering why you were feeling so thankful.

“If you hadn’t told me about Jimin, then I would have let myself be played by that jerk”

“ My love, first of all I didn’t tell you anything. We were just making assumptions. Second you pieced it all together and third I feel we shouldn’t have done that because now both of you are back to square one”

“If you didn’t I would have let myself..” your voice faded because you couldn’t complete the sentence for the fear of sounding stupid. How could you out of anyone begin to trust Jimin or change your opinion of him. He would always be a fuck boy, and unhealthy for you. There could never be anything between you two, not even friendship, not even a civilized relationship that exists between strangers.

You shook your head feeling ashamed for letting yourself fall for Jimin’s tricks. “Anyway. Jeongguk came to me. He sort of apologized I think? I don’t even know” you tried to steer the conversation away from Jimin.

“I am not surprised. He’s loyal to Jimin”

“Honestly, whatever. I am done with him. I’ve decided that I am completely going to ignore him and not indulge in any sort of relationship with him, even if that is hating him. I don’t want to do that anymore either. I just don’t want anything to do with him. Done with his shit” you sighed

Taehyung looked at you shocked. “Really?”

You nodded.

“Not so fast y/n” you heard Yoongi’s voice behind you. Both you and Tae turned back and found Yoongi approaching you. How the heck did he hear all that from 2 meters away?

“ I still need that interview” he tapped the table as he sat down. You deadpanned at him.

“I am not going to fucking do it. Not anymore. I might have before. But seriously Yoongi not anymore”

“Y/n…” he warned.

“What? You’re going to kick me out? Is that it? Do it Yoongi. I don’t give a shit anymore. I honestly have nothing to lose” without waiting for his response you angrily walked away.

The two boys stared at each other. Taehyung shrugged in response.

“Convince her man. Please” Yoongi pursed his lips

“You do it. She’ll kill me if I tried. Besides she’ll know you put me up to it. But anyway, why can’t someone else do it?”

“I have my reasons”

“Don’t play matchmaker. At least not with these two. Its pointless. I have given up”

“ I am not playing anything. Thats not even the point. But I need his interview. I am not going to do it. No one else wants to do it. You know how scary Jimin can be”

“Yea tell me about it” Tae raised his eyebrows and pursed his lips much like Yoongi had moments ago.

You felt Taehyung glancing at you and you could tell he was trying to say something. You could take a guess but you didn’t want to.

“If you are going to try and convince me about the interview. Dont” he closed his mouth after being cut off.

“Fine. But talk to me about it. What’s going on” he looked at you sympathetically.

“I don’t know where to begin”

“Begin with how you feel”

After a very long pause of trying to get your thoughts together, you spoke.

“I’ve always hated Jimin for the kind of person he’s been. Nothing new there. I mean we technically put it out in the open and had a discussion about it. After which my opinion of him sort of changed. It wasn’t enough to turn my dislike for him away, but it was enough for me to try and see him in a different light at the very least. I thought he could be different you know? I thought I wouldn’t have to spend so much time hating him anymore. I thought maybe the man I was silently rooting for was capable of being good. I just feel let down you know? I built all this hope for him in those few moments, but it all came crashing down”

Taehyung brought your hands into his, gently squeezing. “ oh y/n..” he brought you into his side, letting you rest your head on his chest.

“I feel stupid because I let myself think differently about him. I feel idiotic for letting myself feel guilty over being so hot headed. I feel like I have been fooled Tae. He turned me into a fool in just a moment and he’s probably sitting laughing about how gullible I am…” you continued.

Taehyung’s hold around your shoulders tightened and pushed you in further to his side.

“Maybe things can still change you know?” he tried to cheer you up.

“I dont care anymore. I am never going to trust him again. I am never going to fall for his words again” you lifted your head off his chest and smiled at him gratefully. Silence ensued for a few moments.

“Okay this is getting too sad. I don’t do sad” he tickled your sides after a while of being silent. Yelping in surprise you fell off the couch. The two of you stared at each other before bursting out in laughter.

The day of the retreat had finally approached. Your reluctance to attend increased by every second but you had no choice since Yoongi was the one on whom the responsibility fell and he expected every member of the student body to attend.

“We need to set a good example” he had told you when you had blatantly refused to go. But he had provided you yet again with an ultimatum, one that you found heard to refuse. Either do the interview with Jimin or go on the retreat. From there on the choice was easy. If you participated in the retreat you would be exempt from doing the interview, and if you refused you would have to interview Jimin.

So unwillingly yet again, you agreed. You couldn’t grasp why Yoongi was so hell bent on a stupid interview. But knowing him, it probably had to do with the responsibility he was entrusted with as the president of the student union. He was always one to take his responsibilities seriously. Too seriously in fact.

You stopped in the midst of trying to carry your bag to the bus, putting it down heavily and hyperventilating. It was one heavy suitcase, either that or you were just weak. You almost stumbled to the ground face first as someone bumped past your shoulder. It was the same girl who had threatened you once before. Her skirt had gotten visibly smaller and you couldn’t help but cringe at the length of her heeled boots.

“Bitch” she mumbled as she walked by. “Bimbo” you smirked in reply, giving her the middle finger.

Just then Jimin walked past you causing every trace of the smile to wipe off your face. You rolled your eyes and looked the other way. You couldn’t stand to look at him, not anymore. Not especially when looking at him brought back feelings of your own idiocy, and gullibility. Picking up the suitcase once more you waddled towards the bus, in the process falling twice.

“Here” you heard a voice strain next to you and hands enclose around the handle. Removing your hands you looked up to find Hoseok smiling down at you. Jung Hoseok the guy you had been crushing on since forever was helping you out. Instantly your heart began to pick up speed and your stomach started to flip on itself.

“A pretty girl like you shouldn’t be doing this” he smiled down at you as he picked up your suitcase single handedly and placed it in the luggage compartment of the bus. He was a lean built and you didn’t think he would have much strength but you were definitely wrong.

“Seriously? I could have done it myself” your words came out in much harsher tone that you intended. You looked away feeling slightly guilty at going off on him.

“Its alright. Its my fault anyway. I forgot its the 21st century. We are all equals. But moments of chivalry are rare for me, so I tend to get carried away when I find pretty girls in distress” he chuckled looking at you, making a light blush appear on your cheek. Yet despite your nervous system firing off and making you feel excited you couldn’t help but feel trivialized by his comment. In your book not being able to lift a heavy suitcase didn’t classify as damsel in distress category.

“This doesn’t exactly make me a damsel in distress , nor you the knight in a shining armour. But still..” you were about to thank him when Jimin’s familiar voice interrupted you. Looking behind Hoseok you found him glaring at you, eyes piercing through your soul.

“I need to talk to you” he stepped past Hsoeok, ignoring him as if he didn’t exist and grabbed you by your wrist.

“ Stop. Jimin I told you-” he dragged you behind him, away from Hoseok.

“I dont give a fucking crap what you told me. We need to talk and thats it” you struggled against his tight hold.

Jimin groaned in frustration when he felt a tug behind him. He figured you must have planted your feet firm on the ground so he turned back around to scold you but stopped when saw your other arm in Hoseok’s hold.

“Where do you think you’re taking her?” Hoseok hissed and Jimin only smirked in response.

You looked at the two men wondering what the heck was going on because neither had the right to play the game of tug of war with you caught in between. Yet if their tightening grasp on your wrist was any indication, thats exactly what they were doing and you didn't like it one bit.

What do you guys think about Hoseok and the OC? Let me know your thoughts on it down in the comments below or shoot me an ask! Leave a like or a reblog if you liked it! Thanks for reading <3

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artcanary · 6 years

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oh my god dude

im gonna put this under a cut bc this is a lot. this is a ride, have fun i guess

1. Your first OC ever?god. its got to be Super Kitty. when i was like … an incredibly small child I used to draw comic strips about this feline caped crusader, who was friends with everyone in the city, and the comics always involved him stopping an evil banana man from stealing money from the local bank. He was paid with donuts for his service to the city. i still remember how to draw him.

2. Do you have a personal favourite among your OCs?i’d get arrested if I didn’t answer this with Bronze, probably… but really, they’re very important to me

3. Have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else?man, i cant remember! i really dont think i have… P:

4. A character you rarely talk about?there’s loads of characters ive never even posted a single picture of on tumblr, i wouldnt even know where to start asdf

5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be? bronze is the easy answer, but… i guess that could also go to Servant or Westrin. Servant has a comic project in the works that basically stars him, sort of a series of one-shots about the things he’s experienced, i feel like that would be a good thing to take off and run with. Westrin’s just fun as hell, i love the guy.

6. Two OCs of yours that look alike despite not being related?real talk now… there’s at least five different characters that i refer to as a whole as “bronze-tangential”, who started out as, “what would bronze be like if they were in this world?” and then becoming their own thing within said world because i just get stupid attached

its an epidemic

7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?nearly all of them, actually. that’s the main reason i make characters, after all! too many to really go into specifics here, again P:

8. Do you RP as any of your OCs? If you do, introduce one of your RP OCs here!not often, but i think Bronze and Westrin are the most common ones. unless playing a character in dnd, or running an npc in dnd counts… then a whole lot more hahaha

9. Would you ever be willing to give any of your OCs to someone else?it depends on the circumstances. i don’t really like the idea, though.

10. Introduce an OC with a complicated design? Westrin’s old getup is a pain to draw, and there was one other design i did that I cant find anywhere… whichever way, i dont often tend to draw super complicated things often

a couple fakemon ive designed though… heheh those can get pretty finicky

11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a “sunshine”? hmmmmmmmm my immediate thought was Eric Silverdale from a comic i was working on a few years ago. hes a darling, i want him to be my friend irl

12. Name an OC that isn’t yours but who you like a lothow could you do this to me i love each and every one of all my friends ocs GOD the first one who comes to mind is @d20-official‘s Smith, whos Bronze’s friend… everyone in that DND party actually

13. Do you have any troublemaker OCs? Rated on a scale from “harmless” to “honestly somewhat frightening”: -Baromet (charming and quite friendly but definitely a kleptomaniac),-Westrin (demigod of bards and travelers), -XEN09 (a nonsense hacker), -Conny (needlessly contrarian and dumb as HELL), -Enza Colie (long fucking story but hes a good-for-nothing), -Hemlocke (mad scientist, chaotic evil), -Iris (AI and hacker, VERY bad), -The Terminus (glitch-in-the-matrix demon, chaotic evil), -and Sydd (the Queen of the Faeries, hopefully the danger there needs no explaining :’D)

14. Introduce an OC with a tragic backstory Mmm… there’s a few of them, most obviously Lent (whose background I did a short comic about). Basically his entire town got eaten by ghosts and turned into zombies, he only barely survived with a sliver of his soul left.

15. Do you like to talk about your OCs with other people?yes, i often discuss storylines and such with friends

16. Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology (school subject)? Probably Bronze’s dad! I don’t talk about him much, but his name’s Devon Reed, and he was a biotech developer specialising in android design.

I often describe him as being something of a reverse Arthur Weasley - a very fatherly scientist fascinated to the moon and back with the concept of magic.

17. Any OC OTPs? having trouble thinking of a lot of them right now, but there’s Eric + Lent & Naiadine + Tailias from Emerald Sigil, Avken + Baromet from my space campaign world, Sydd + Wyvv from my unnamed campaign world, and I’ve been considering Westrin + Servant as an interesting dynamic in Servant’s story

18. Any OC crackships? My character Bismuth and @autistictimeknight‘s oc Eros. Theyre so fucking in love, I love it. Its been awhile but I do still think about them sometimes.

As I recall, Eros is an empath, she can read other people’s emotions. But Bismuth is a robot, and Eros can’t read her. Because of this Eros can let go of her fear of unintentionally manipulating the emotions of her date, which would hold her back from most other relationships.

19. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you (and explain why)Hey, meet Bronze! I definitely do not talk about them every five minutes, why would you say that.

Bronze was with me through two of the hardest years of my life so far, and being a DND character they grew with me, both as a fighter and as a person. They were non-binary before I started using those pronouns, they were the first character or person or anything who I fought someone about using the right pronouns for, they make a great icebreaker for if I want to see how someone reacts to non-binary pronouns …

One funny anecdote about Bronze is that when I first made them, their “gimmick” was that they would sometimes glitch out and mess up their speech, mostly because I wanted an excuse not to engage in the roleplaying (which I was very bad at). The interesting thing is that as I got better at interacting with the group, we both grew out of needing it very quickly.

I’m very proud of Bronze.

20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)?Westrin is a bard! His singing voice sounds like Bill Wurtz and these are his theme songs.

21. Your most artistic OCProbably Westrin again, he writes a lot of songs… and Hallux is a game designer?

22. Is there any OC of yours people tend to mischaracterize? If yes, how? I honestly dont know… no-one talks to me about them, haha!

people use all manner of pronouns for bronze, though.

23. Introduce OC that has changed from your first idea concerning what the character would be like?I’m gonna go with Enza for this one. Enza Colie was originally written entirely because I wanted an antagonist for a short starring his sister, Jane Colie. But the more I fleshed out his reasonings for acting how he did and explored his character, the more I realised he’d make an even more interesting character if allowed to have a redemption arc, too.

I just want to state for the record that I was very reluctant to the idea, and he basically dragged his way out of the villain pit entirely of his own accord. I am dubiously proud of him, and also a bit scared.

24. If you could meet one OC of yours, who would it be and why?Probably either Eric (Big Man, Best Friend), Crocus (Mother figure), Reed (Father Figure), Westrin (hed just make a good friend u kno??), or Bismuth (she makes good conversation!)

25. The OC that resembles you the most (same hobby, height, shared like/dislike for something etc?)probably the homestuck fan-troll Hallux, but that’s mostly because they were based on a troll-sona I made awhile ago. They’re a hope/prospit game designer who is small and full of rage and love

oh, and there’s dave! dave’s a superhero speedster, existing in a modern-day superhero version of seattle. theyre idiot, just like me,

26. Have you ever had to change your OC’s design or something else about them against your will? this is an interesting one… i don’t think ive ever had something Bad in a design ive done called to my attention by someone, but I did create my character Servant at around the same time I was first really expanding the diversity of my casts. (since i don’t talk about him often, a little context: he’s a magic spirit creature bound to human form to serve the royal family of the land and follow their orders.)

somehow, younger-and-more-stupid me managed to have the revelation that making this “eternal slave” character literally anything other than a white man, especially as a white author, would be Pretty Not Good. im … thats really, really not something i should pat myself on the back for, but i do consider it one of the biggest bullets dodged in my artistic career so far that i realised that not all representation is good representation so quickly, before i could make that incredibly, incurably stupid mistake.

after that, trying to make sure my characters and their presentations don’t harm anyone pretty much has become a paranoia. i don’t seem to have stepped on any toes yet, but when it inevitably happens, please let me know - i didnt know, and i want to fix it!

27. Any OCs that were inspired by a certain song? None that I can think of, actually! I don’t really do that often.

28. Your most dangerous OC? god damn it i have no idea!!! is it the terminus? glitch in the matrix god of chaos motherfucker?is it sarle? terrifying calculating scientist with the power of the soul at her fingertips ??? is it ares??? is it athena????? is it petra?????? the gatekeeper????

… actually, the gatekeeper might be it, if “dangerous” just refers to “the amount of raw power it can wield”. the Gatekeeper is a titanic entity that exists in interdimensional multiverse space, and its implied to have the ability to create and destroy entire universe bubbles at will. for what cosmic purpose, no-one knows.

at a more personal scale, though, literally all of the aforementioned characters are pretty bad to run into too.

29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they’re going?god. Mina or Tawn. Tawn is the Indiana Jonesy type and probably dumb enough, but also competent enough not to get into too much trouble there. Mina would probably drag her friends along.

30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection? XEN09. No-one knows, because no-one knows xir personal identity. Xe absolutely does, though. It’s less of a secret if you know xir in person, but good luck finding out about it otherwise.

31. Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really)dave just reblogs memes all the time tbh. they like to keep tabs on the ridiculous superhero news going on, and they show human jokes and cat videos to their alien gf. they dont really post or add to posts, but they talk in tags a lot.

32. Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why? i want to say tawn because i literally just realised ive been imagining their voice as sounding like luigi this entire fucking time and i never realised until this exact instant

33. Your shyest OC?probably baromet. they prefer to keep to themself in their hideout, with their collection of shiny things. they don’t really enjoy trying to communicate much, mostly because they expect to get yelled at.

34. Do you have any twin characters?Yes! At least two sets;

- Crocus and Sarle. (x) (x) They don’t exactly have a very well-developed relationship, but they are both quite important to the plot of my campaign world, and they are both very interesting. Crocus is a motherly figure who just exudes friendliness, while Sarle is .. very much not that, a researcher studying very gruesome things and pushing the boundaries of reality.

- Jane and Enza Colie. I haven’t talked a whole lot about either of them here, but I’d rather leave their story to do the talking whenever I get around to it. Essentially, the both of them were intended to do the dirty work for their crime boss family, but Jane ditched to study medicine. Most of the conflict between the two of them comes out of Enza not understanding why she made the choice she did, and coming to understand how he’s been manipulated.

35. Any sibling characters? I can’t really think of any off the top of my head, I should … I should really work on that.

I can talk about Westrin, though. Westrin (a demigod of many things, but namely bards, travel, travelers, and people who are lost) often becomes close friends with mortals, sometimes practically adopting them. These people who consider him family, and people who have received his blessing, are able to use his surname, Brilanta, as their own if they choose. So I guess all of the Brilantas are siblings, at least in spirit.

Oh, and XEN09 has like, seven siblings. Xe is the second-oldest, and least remarkable.

36. Do you have OC pairs where the other part belongs to someone else (siblings, lovers, friends etc)? I already talked about Eros and Bismuth up there a ways in question 18, but I’ll talk about another relationship here. @autistictimeknight‘s character, Nova the Alchemist, is mentor and adopted parental figure to my character Munna. Munna … Munna isn’t a very good apprentice. She tries very hard.

37. Introduce an OC who is not quite human That’s most of them, I’m not quite sure what to say here. Bronze is an android? Bronze again? Westrin? All the aliens ??

38. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer? man. uh. westrin or jean. or perhaps valencia.

39. Introduce any character you want ??? uhhhHHHhhHHH Lord Brillium is the reigning deity of the Cloud Kingdoms in the other campaign setting I’m working on. They represent light and the quest for knowledge, and spend most of their days in the Cathedral Observatory watching the stars.

40. Any fond memories linked to your characters? Feel free to share!one time bronze flew a hover-bike through the stained glass window in a cathedral blaring all star by smash mouth on their iguana

also one time bronze rickrolled a rakshasa demon and then pulled updog on it like, two minutes later

another time bronze scared off an entire army by pretending to be an automated security system

41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs? If yes, maybe show a picture or two here (remember sources & permissions!)ive got a whole little folder on here from all you blessed people !!!! right now ive got a drawing quinn did of one o fmy characters as my lockscreen

but i think the one i’ll really never ever get over is this piece of Jane, by @rabendraws / @owoltron:

(i bet you thought i forgot about this, dude. dude. think again.)

42. Which one of your OCs would be the most interested in Greek gods? this is kind of a weird question, m, I feel like Bismuth would find learning about the mythos utterly fascinating, as would Tawn.

43. Do you have any certain type when you create your OCs? Do you tend to favour some certain traits or looks? It’s time to confesshaha. uh. i might.

aside from the entire “bronze-tangential characters” thing i mentioned awhile back, I tend to really like designing characters with hair color lighter than their skin color. it just looks so cool man. i love drawing freckles but dont put them on enough characters. i like really curly hair, but also really long and flowy hair. i like drawing triangular body types, and pointy/prominent noses.

44. Something you like about your OCs in generaluhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh this is a really vague question. m. m.

45. A character you no longer use?there’s old versions of characters, but a lot of my older ones have been somehow repurposed. I guess there’s Turien, my first-ever DND character, who’s just kind of sitting dead now. Haven’t really done anything with him other than a pretty recent tangential character.

46. Has anyone ever told you that you treat your OCs badly?Not that I can think of.

47. Has anyone ever (friendly) claimed any of your OCs as their child? Im certain it’s happened, but I can’t remember any specific instances.

48. OC who is a perfect cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pureSpring. spring knows nothing of th dangers of the world who is letting them into fights someon eneeds to stop this

(spring roll, hehe.)

49. Which one of your OCs would most likely enjoy memesim not sure what this question is asking since many of my ocs actively enjoy memes including but not limited to westrin, dave, bronze, xen09, iris, and doctor archersen

50. Give me the good ol’ OC talk here. Talk about anything you wanti think. i think im going to pass on this one. i gave you the good old oc talk. your damn turn, yall:

if you have any questions about any of these guys feel free to shoot one at me!

thats all from me im tired and its one am. techskylander you absolute madman

#yetanotherOCmeme #WHY #personal

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theabandonedfeelings-blog · 7 years

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The Infinites

Being a part of this instant family (to me) is one of the most precious thing that ever happened to me. Imo, to meet them was the best thing I experienced in my 2017. We consisted of 8 people. We may look normal, but actually we are real dorks.We have different characters and personality, ofcourse. But fortunately we blended and matched each other so well. I was always so quite and preserve whenever Im with new people, but with them, it is indeed, an exceptional. Being an introvert didnt even help me, but they did, help me. KKN era forced me to adapt faster than I usually did, because we only had 45 days, right? I wasnt even familiar with the idea of 'living with some strangers and doing things together with some strangers'. It was my biggest nightmare to live with people other than family. But KKN really changed the way I perceived something.

There were times when I just wanted to be alone. Whenever Im in my solitary moment, one of them would came up to me, asked, "What are you doing here all alone? Can i join?". Thats why I never been alone while at KKN bcs they always nongol one by one and joined my dont-disturb-me-i-want-to-be-alone-for-a-while corner. Whatevs I did and whenever i went, they could always find me. And somehow I felt thankful for that. That was how they invaded my personal spaces, and made me realize that no matter how introvert you are, you will find comforts if you are being surrounded by the right people.

We named our self The Infinite Team. We had a deep philosophy meaning behind that name. Our group consists of 8 people, eight means infinite. By 'infinite' we hoped that our spirit will be infinity to face infinity problematics that we had when KKN. Sounded cheesy, we knew. But we strived to meet the expectations. We hoped we exceed people expectation by carrying that name. Yea, that name meant alot for us. Others group would consisted of 9 or 10, but since we were only 8 we received less amount of money from uni. It didnt bother us that much. But, our concern was the amount of people we had. We were 2x more tired bcs we lacked of people, compared to others. We used to have double job, cover each other position while finishing our own jobdesk. The plus is : our posko was actually a small house with 3 rooms. By having 8 members we could save space and EVEN WATER (oh god thankyou). We didnt have to queue for too long to take a bath or shalat. We divided the household chores fairly, ex doing dishes (2 people in each meal time), doing laundry (2-4 people in a day), house cleaning, and cooking. We usually did the turn by playing some games. Tho its childish but we found it fun. We used to play UNO every night. Or when we got bored of UNO we switched to other card games, like bohong, werewolf, speed, obat nyamuk, and etc. We used to arrange our schedule every ba'da isya by writing some to do lists in the whiteboard. After Maghrib,I turned the TV and I got scolded alot bcs i always watched naruto. Its not because they dislike naruto, but it was bcs that Naruto eps was being replayed over and over again that they fed up with it. But they still watched it anyway lol, I know you guys would still like it, stop complaining.

Every Saturday noon, we sat together to watch master chef and ninja warrior (our life saver). In Sunday morning we spent some times by having breakfast and watching Doraemon. Every once in a week we went out to eat at some random warung by using 'uang kehidupan'. We would get 'scholarship' to eat gratisan from that uang kehidupan. Yeah we had this habit to give nicknames in every thing. We called a bunch of snacks with 'uang rakyat' bcs we bought it with money from uni. We named our family room with 'ohana room' bcs Ohana means family. We named our flashlights 'Sumber kehidupan' bcs idk?. We named one of our room the 'before after room' bcs we used it to do make up. We had a room called 'logistics room' bcs thats where we keep our logistics. We named a guling as 'Oji's boyfriend' bcs thats how jones she were. We gave a nickname to a middle schooler as 'elsa' because his hands were always cold. And oh, we even gave name to our lovely live safer, 3 motors that we brought along from solo. They are ABut, plat K, and dolphino. We also had 2 cats, named Mendes and Alex. And these are the infinites :

1. Amel

Amel is that person who was in charge of cooking. She liked to take a nap at 13.00 and woke up at 14.30 straightly. She went to sleep early than any other people. She is actually a year older than the rest of us but she is the most innocent. One day she copied Dimma's pick up line, "WTF", thinking it means "astaga" in bahasa indo. She used that word for a week straight until we told her the actual meaning of that phrase. Her favorite activity consisted of taking photos and selfie, and update them on socmeds. She is the softest from all of us tho. She was also in charge of some updates in our instagram. She always got the most numerous bullies but she always nevermind. She could always laughed even for some lame jokes. She likes Spongebob, even she laughed like spongebob. She always lost whenever she plays game. But she tried hard in every Zombie vs Plants game and even counter strikes. One day, i saw her cry in the backyard but i didnt approach her bcs i thought whenever someone's crying I want to give them their space. I thought I would asked her whe she's feeling better, but dammit I forgot, like at all. Im sorry mel, i love you.

2. Ayub

Ayub is our Koordinator Desa or Kordes. He is practically our leader. But he somehow didnt act like a leader. He is the laziest person in this team. We picked him only because his home is in Pati, the Kabupaten we lived in. Ayub is the most narsis person i have ever known. His personality in 16personalities proved that he had the most common personality (16% of the amount of population in the world). He is the antithesis of my personality. He is so extrovert and comfortable to share his thing. He was always plays music using speaker every morning. At first we didnt bother with it, but slowly it annoyed us because his playlist was so damn lame. I knew he was always a dork but, come on, who would download covered songs with clapping sounds in the background. You can just download the actual song instead, Yub, smh. We used to hid that damn speaker to prevent Ayub for playing his music in the early morning. They gave the speaker to me and hoped that I would play better playlists, but I dissapointed them right after bcs i only had 4 songs, and it was all Taylor swift songs. But aside from his weird music taste, he is good at cooking. His level is far higher than mine. He likes to learn new things like the cup song, english, UNO, and even being doctor (we had 2 medical students). He likes to play badminton and always criticized at how I play. He was also dumb at times. But overall, he is a good person.

3. Azis

Azis whose name is everywhere is the most receh person. His jokes were always so lame that sometimes it could make us mad at him. We had to pretend that we didnt hear him joking in order to stop his lame jokes. Aside from that, he is a hardworking person. He is in charge of being the most religious person but somehow he had the dirtiest mind among us. He once said to me that in his campus life, he's known as quiet and preserve type which is the vice versa of the personality he had in KKN. He always had me to do chores and force me to buy things like flour, egg, and etc. His motor is Dolphino. He is the one who always complain at everything. And always saying things that triggered us but ended it like, 'Guys why would you do something stupid like this, CAN I JOIN'. He is dork af but in front of childrens he always in serious mode activated. His works often being underapreciate but he never failed us, always treated us good. He was like our human-reminder. He remind us time to time for some small details. "Guys dont forget that tmrw we still have 100 things to do, lets sleep before its too late". Or. "Guys, did you remember what pak kades said about xxxxx?". Or. "Dont forget to buy this and that." Thankyou for your concern, zis. Just knew that we were bunch of forgetful people, without him, we'd be lost.

4. Bela

Bela was the only one who constantly doing her puasa senin-kamis while KKN. Thats why we gave her exception by ousting her from doing dishes. She might be the most sensitive person among us, but she was also caring and considerate. She is younger than me, but she's all matured. She was the alternate kordes whenever Ayub's not in good mood to talk. She had alotta secret admirers, from children to abang penjual pentol istimewa. She is good with elder people. We can talk about almost everything. Tho she spent the most of time doing make up, she's actually not that girly. She was my partner in magang, doing laundry, and dishes. She was my life saver whenever im lazy driving the motor. Her motor named ABut, and it was my fave.

5. Dimma

Dimma whose name is soooo long is the one who took his most KKN time by annoying others with his childish behaviour. Indeed he is the youngest of our team. He is lowkey soft and caring. He onced renewed ABut's oli, he brought us food even without us asking, he made sure that everyone got their rights. He's just our precious youngest. He's good at fixing electronical problems. He was my partner in everyday's life. He took me round the village and helped me filmed using dslr. He gave me input and critics abt my editing. He was my partner on doing dishes. He laughed with me tho its past midnight while we did our own works and the others were mad at us bcs they were sleeping. He was the one who accompanied me stargazing in teras. One day we had to begadang because it was almost deadline and we havent finished our works. He was doing his presentations and I was busy doing the after movie. We were working quitely on our own works bcs we didnt want to disturb the others bcs our sounds. At 01.00 am we got tired and i asked him random things but we ended up having a serious deep talk about life. He was the one who made fun of my name by calling me Karizzza. It annoyed me at first, but I was sorta get used with my name being made fun of. I once told them that my name is meaningless (i didnt mean to say like that, it was because im mad). But in the end, at his letter he told me this, "The name in which you think is meaningless actually have a great meaning, it is a hope and prayer from your parents. It defines how strong you were and what you will be in the future. Dont hate your name okay." And that was everyone, the first time he ever called me Karizsa.

6. Iim

I cannot find proper words to describe how grateful i am to be in the same team with her. She is, as everybody knows, my bestfriend in campus. We are in the same class and even in the same queer. She is so critical, open minded, respectful, thoughtful, and reliable + dependable. She is full package. She always ordered to be MC in everty formal event. She ate the most than the rest of us, but she didnt gain weight. She's known for her smol and short figure and always busy with her phone. She had her most time by catching up news and watching GOT spoiler on yutub. We had the same obsession with Blackpink's song As if it your last. We came from the same faculty, so our way of thinking were more in political way. Thats why sometimes our opinions were divided between them and me & iim. At the end, we'd find a way, we got this. Me and her, We spoiled each other alot bcs weve known for sooo long. We cursed at each other in everyday life bcs thats just how bestfriend works. That bij, i love her.

7. Oji

I think my team didnt deserve Oji. She is the kindest, the most humble and easy going among us. Tho she didnt understand javanese, she always takes her time by learning javanese phrases, even made effort by writing it in books so she can memorize later. She brought half of her stuffs to posko. She brought along her car which takes 4 hours long from solo. She is strong independent woman, even she rode a pickup car that none of boys cannot ride. She is true gamer and half eater. She always tell stories abt her family and her campus life. Her family is somehow looked like bunch of gag (based on her story). She got calls from her family time to time. She was my dumb & dumber partner. Oji is a lil bit crybaby tho. She cried the most while KKN. She is a medical student, but her acts didnt say so. Hahahaha. One day, he told us this : "Do u know what make me grateful to be in this team? Thats because you never say that phrase." "What phrase?", Asked us. " 'Im embarassed being your friend' ". We felt so soft. And thats it. I enjoyed being with them. Tbh it was the best 45 days I've spent in my entire life so far. Well spent. It was such an unforgettable story to live with these seven dorks. Even after our KKN life ended, im still bragging to my other friends about them. They did the same too. I learnt a lot from them. Thanks guys for making my KKN life better than it should be. I guess ‘thankyou’ is just an understatement word to describe how grateful I am to have them.

I should've disappointed bcs i didnt get to KKN in my own kabupaten. But instead, God came with a better plan. When i shared abt KKN life with my campus friends, they mostly complained about how bad their teamwork or any conflicts happened within their team. But thanks God, i've never experienced that, at all. We were so lucky to have each other. At the last day, we wrote a letter to each other. One of it said, "Im so thankful to be in the same team with these strong people".p>

And yeah, we all were thankful for having each other, dont we?

Let’s meet again now and in the future, guys.

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