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#which is why the syndicate would be perfect! they get this wrap as an evil overbearing behemoth but they are a BOOK CLUB
demonboyhalo · 2 years
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Tubblings who are Techno dislikers turn away for a sec bc. i know, and would love to see, Tubbo do very cool things on his own - but mans always wants friends along for the ride when it comes to dsmp lore so please consider Syndicate Tubbo with the code name Atlas. YES i know he can do lore on his own but he likes having friends to torment canonically, so please humor elegantly dressed Beeduo being murder husbands with the Syndicate to back them up. Techno helping Tubbo train pvp like he's always wanted! everyone helping Tubbo take Sam out, maybe even facing against Las Nevadas!! ITD BE COOL EVEN JUST AS AN AU HEAR ME OUT OKAY 😭🙏
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some expectations/predictions for the egg plot just because i like listing things and i am, quite frankly, bored:
puffy gets infected next and seeks the syndicate's help before the infection got worse. by doing this, she accidentally spreads the egg's residue in the antarctic, causing a sprout to grow there.
purpled involvement? bad did pay ponk to get purpled to assassinate puffy, so i'd like puffy's first canon life to be taken out by purpled.
eret has to be next on the chopping block after puffy. the entirety of the greater dream smp seems to be getting infected, so why not have the king get infected too?
RED VELVET HAS TO BE PART. i know not everyone knows who red is, so for context, red is a good friend of the friend group of dream's who is also ant's boyfriend. dream wants smaller content creators to gain recognition so it'd just make sense he'd want red to join the server. plus, his entire theme is RED, so he seems like the perfect candidate to be the guy behind the bloodvines growths.
with red involved, i also want to see some ant character exploration. if red and ant are willing to roleplay some relationship shenanigans in the egg plot, and if the egg is meant to provide everyone with anything they desire, i'd like to see ant desire something akin to companionship. this would make sense as to why red would emerge from the egg in the first place, and i just think it'd give ant a cool character arc once the egg lore wraps up.
bad self-sacrifice? it just feels like it's building up to something like that. skeppy and bad's lives are apparently connected, and if skeppy is a lost cause, bad could potentially just. sacrifice himself if it meant he'd protect everyone else.
if the egg dies, i'd still want to see red as a character who has similar powers to the egg but is much less evil in nature. maybe he'd find a sense of purpose/a touch of humanity via ant?
the prison should be infected soon. the egg itself breaks obsidian and i'd love to see it break dream free from his confines. that being said, i do expect dream to be afraid of the egg because he's shown distaste for it when the bloodvines first appeared. so while dream is free, he's still trapped thanks to the egg being one of its weaknesses.
SYNDICATE VS EGG PLOT? it feels like it's leading up to that eventually. plus, it'd be an interesting fight when you realize that you can't really DEFEAT the eggpire, but you need to find a way to fight them without murdering then, find a cure for their infection, and defeat the egg without any information as to how it works. i mean. unless dream knows about the egg, and he teams up with the syndicate, which i think is Very Cool considering wilbur might as well be part of their group too.
bad's a very emotional person so i won't be surprised if he actually cries in one of these roleplays. bonus points if he drops the f bomb at a certain point.
sam, when you do get infected, please commit to your creeper roleplay and imitate the fire creeper from the elemental creatures mod where you just explode and turn into fire from time to time. it'd be so fucking cool.
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captainofthefallen · 4 years
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OC Interview
Rules:
1. Choose an OC.
2. Answer as that OC.
3. Tag 5 people to do the same Open tag because you’re lazy 
So about six million years ago @queen-scribbles​ dropped me a tag on one of these in case I wanted to talk about a character and so I’m cashing in on that because I want to talk about Zeph (my wonderful amazing air genasi monk who deserves all the happiness in the world who I unintentionally cursed with anxiety worse than mine. Poor darling.) 
1. What is your name?
“Zeph.” She hesitates. “Okay fine technically it’s Zephyr but nobody I actually like calls me that. So if you want me to like you, don’t.” 
2. Do you know why are you named that?
She rolls her eyes. “Yeah, because I’m an air genasi and the monks couldn’t think of anything better when I was dumped on them.” 
3. Are you single or taken?
Her annoyance melts instantly as she blushes and ducks her head, almost trying to hide her smile. “Um... taken. Much to my surprise.” 
4. Have any abilities or powers?
“Let’s see... good at punching things? I learned the other day I’m pretty good at hockey. I can levitate things, and sometimes I can blink into another plane if I can’t dodge something quickly enough.” She shrugs a little, almost bashful. 
[we spent the first hour of our last session playing fantasy hockey; Zeph was the goalie thanks to the monk’s deflect missiles ability. It was delightful. Also indirectly led to her getting asked out which was a plus.] 
5. Stop being a Mary Sue.
She raises her eyebrows. “I’m not sure if I should be flattered you think I’m perfect or insulted you think it’s unrealistic.” She laughs, then sobers. “Really though if you think I’m perfect you’re not looking hard enough.” 
6. What’s your eye color?
“Gray.”
7. How about your hair color?
“Silver, mostly. Think there’s some blue in there.”
8. Have any family members?
She shrugs dramatically. “Fuck if I know. None that I know of. Maybe my parents are dead, and maybe they just dumped me, but either way I guess it doesn’t matter.” 
9. Oh? How about pets? 
Her smile returns. “Well the party has our blink dog, Ptoast. Long story.” She turns around to look back toward the docks, where a water genasi is play wrestling a gnoll. “Cotton Eye Joe doesn’t count, he can talk.” 
[yes we adopted a gnoll. And we named him Cotton Eye Joe. Long story.]
10. That’s cool, I guess. Now, tell me something you don’t like?
“Wererats,” she says immediately. “Especially if they’re in a crime syndicate and frame people’s friends for enough crimes to get them thrown in jail for way too long. Also when people tell me I can’t do something.” 
11. Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
“Oh, loads. Pretty much anything I can get my hands on, really. Puzzles, cards, I think I could probably still juggle if I tried.” Her gaze shifts upward as she thinks. “Does fucking with Ptah count as a hobby?” (”Yes,” three voices respond immediately. “Fuck you!” adds a fourth.) “Guess so.” 
12. Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
She bites her lip. “Sure, I guess. Tends to happen when you get in fights. Got arrested for beating up a tabaxi in a bar once.” 
13. Ever… killed anyone before?
She nods. “Not... much. Some gnolls, some wererats, some weird mushroom things. People... not really easy to get used to that. Though there are a few I’d make exceptions for. And besides I’ve got an assassin and a... well, Ptah, for friends, they can handle it.” 
14. What kind of animal are you?
“Like, what animal would represent me? Some kind of cat, I think? Maybe a tiger. Gods help anyone who suggests I’m a bird.” 
15. Name your worst habits?
She laughs. “Oh boy. Well I overthink things. A lot. Somehow I also manage to be reckless sometimes. And I spend way too much time and effort trying to figure out what other people want from me.” She sighs. “Working on that one.” 
16. Do you look up to anyone at all?
“My friend Bright. Learned a lot from him. About the world, and about me. He’s about the closest thing I’ve got to family, I think. At least until I met these assholes.” 
17. Are you gay, straight or bisexual?
She inclines her head. “Think you missed a few options there, but I’m bisexual.” 
18. Did you attend school?
“Not in the traditional sense, no. I was educated in the monastery where I was raised.” 
19. Ever want to marry and have kids one day?
She laughs again. “Bold of you to assume I even know what I want to do next week.” She bites her lip. “I haven’t really thought about it. I guess I wouldn’t be opposed, but it doesn’t seem... I don’t know. I’m trying to live in the moment right now.” 
20. Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
She grins. “Does my boyfriend count? I’m kidding. Um... not me specifically, I don’t think. There may be a few fans of our group, since we kind of stopped evil snake people from taking over the government, but I don’t think anyone would have much of a reason to be my fan.”
21. What are you most afraid of? 
She blinks a few times. “Being forgotten,” she says at last. “And... well. No. I think I’ll keep that one to myself.”
22. What do you usually wear?
She gestures to her clothing--flexible, dark-colored pants and a tank top, along with the wraps on her hands. She’s also wearing a dark cloak that sparkles just a bit when she moves. “It’s a cloak of protection,” she says. “Ptah gave it to me, to see how I’d react. I was very drunk at the time (and so was he, to be fair) so I’m a little hazy on the details, but...” She blushes faintly. “Anyway.” 
23. What’s one food that tempts you?
“I love pecan pie. Also, cookies and pastries and such in general are pretty great. Especially Ashyew’s reactions to them.” 
24. Am I annoying you?
She raises an eyebrow, smirking. “Are you trying to? Try harder.” 
25. Well, it’s still not over!
She smiles. “Full speed ahead, then.” 
26. What class are you (low/middle/high)?
She gives a bemused sort of grin. “That’s a very weird question right now. I guess financially we’d probably qualify as middle class at this point, but we were also recently given a villa, so.... No idea. I really have no idea.” 
27. How many friends do you have?
The smile stays. “One more than I thought I did a few days ago.” She thinks for a moment. “Brin and Bright, and Rhede, and the group, are the ones I’d call close friends. Kazimir and the others might qualify, to an extent, but seeing as I wasn’t even sure I was friends with Morana... so about eight.”
28. What are your thoughts on pie?
“Pie is amazing and wonderful. Do you have any?” She sighs. “Thought not. Worth a try.” 
29. Favorite drink?
“Hmm. Never really thought much about it. Alcohol is pretty much nasty, yet for some reason I still drink it.” 
30. What’s your favorite place?
“So far? Aargau. The dwarves have fucking indoor plumbing. And hockey. I really wish we could’ve stayed longer. And not just because I was promised a date.” She thinks for a moment. “I’m also a fan of the rooftop deck at our villa in Kalmar. But overall, gotta be Aargau.” 
31. Are you interested in anyone?
She blushes, grinning widely. “Just a little. If I wasn’t clear up to this point, well, it’s still kinda new. But Ptah is my boyfriend.” Her entire face lights up with her smile as she says it. “So yes, I guess you could say I’m interested in him.” 
32. That was a stupid question…
The grin doesn’t fade. “To be fair to you, I was being a little vague. Don’t worry about it.” 
33. Would you rather swim in a lake or the ocean?
She thinks for a moment. “I haven’t really spent much time in either. Other than that giant octopus, though, I have enjoyed the ocean. Especially if Ash is there as a dolphin or something.” 
34. What’s your type?
She laughs out loud and buries her face in her hands for a moment. “According to my track record of one, it’s dumbass tieflings who don’t seem to ever shut up and who are really fun to get drunk with. If you’re looking for a serious answer... it’s because he listened to me. I... I doubt myself, a lot, and I usually do okay at hiding it but I didn’t need to hide it from him. I could tell him anything, and not only does he not judge me he somehow always manages to say exactly what I need to hear. So...” Her blush deepens. “Yeah.” 
35. Any fetishes?
“If I did, I wouldn’t be about to tell you.” She winks, despite her blush. 
36. Camping or outdoors?
“Can I have both? You mean like... in a tent or under the stars? Depends on the weather. But if it’s clear? Stars. I didn’t retain much of what I read about the stars, but they’re beautiful.” 
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zippdementia · 5 years
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Part 71 Alignment May Vary: Into the Aether
Having left Hell behind, the players are about to embark on a journey through the planes, though as envisioned by me, the planes are actual planets and their vessel an actual spaceship. My plan is to take them through the four main elemental planes: air, water, fire, and earth, with some space opera adventures in between before we make it back to Toril, Faerun, and the finale of our three year level 2-20 campaign (probably four year by the time we actually finish).
Air is first on the list. For inspiration on each planet, I’m using the Manual of the Planes from 3rd edition and the brief bit about each plane that’s included in the DM’s guide for 5e. For air, I’ve envisioned the planet as a giant vortex of open air and atmosphere, filled with clouds and floating islands, frozen floasting caves made of air particulates, spires that rise from nowhere, and endless voids of currents and maelstroms. Civilization is mostly spread out and disparate, but there is one great conglomeration of cities that orbit the largest city of all, the fortress-city of the Citadel of Ice and Steel.
This citadel is a constructed thing, made of magic steel and ice that is cool to the touch but harder than stone. The Citadel of Ice and Steel consists of level upon level of gardens, courts, and labyrinths. It is a palace without stairs, and visitors who can’t fly get genie guides to escort them through the citadel. Smaller citadels orbit the Citadel of Ice and Steel, each the home of a trusted adviser or powerful lesser caliphs. At the heart of the citadel is said to be a prison cell for the grand caliph’s greatest enemy.
And somewhere on this planet is the Crystal of Air, which the players need in order to power their ship to move onto the next destination, for the crystals of Hell take them only so far as fuel.
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This is a really nice break session: we have no combats, few dice rolls, and we get a chance to roleplay for about three hours as the players first move through interactions on board the space ship and then into interactions down on the planet of Air, known as Maseckael (Ma-Sec-kay-ale), where it turns out Star is originally from.
The interactions on the space ship are led by the player interests. We have a nice banter with the restored Fiona, who teases Aldric when he implies he’d like to try sleeping with her:
“You were the stupid one, right, who didn’t know what space was?” “No, I’m pretty sure I was the one you were madly in love with.” “Oh... Carrick! It’s so good to see you again! I didn’t recognize you” *sad facepalm*
Fiona also tells them, when they ask what went wrong with the spaceship in the first place, that her memory banks were erased but that there was a fourth living person on the ship. They don’t know how this is possible or what this means, and Imoaza becomes suspicious that maybe someone among the Hell’s Rebels was on their ship and sabotaged it. She decides to get a listing of all the crew from Captain Krisp. She asks Fiona to keep trying to repair her memory.
Some other fun things happen here. Hilariously, it turns out that Aldric got one of his goblin paramours pregnant and she is going to have quadruplets in a very short time (Goblin gestation period... I tell ya). He gives her possible names for them (Rodrick, Adam, Kyle, Bobbie, Sasha, Baily, Rebecca, Charlotte) and also she becomes his first recruit for his rebuilding of the Green Company, which Aldric is trying to promote. The promotion... doesn’t go the way he hopes. Captain Krisp doesn’t want to be involved in the Company (”too many captains of one ship, you know? And everyone would end up choosing me anyway.”) but he has no problem with Aldric recruiting for it, as long as it isn’t a front for a union. He even helps out with posters: the shirtless Krisp pointing a finger out at the viewer, with big bold letters: GO GREEN. No one really knows what it means, but Aldric’s goblin lady friend starts putting it around that it’s for the Green Company, a band of mercenaries that she and her children are going to give their lives for. Also, to be initiated, you have to have sex with Aldric (not true, but she misunderstands the circumstances). We all have a good laugh over this, but I really do intend it as well to be a solid downtime activity for Aldric, as his actions and rolls will determine over the course of this adventure whether his efforts to rebuild the company are successful or not.
We also try (and fail) to come up with a good name for the Surveyor’s ship. Imoaza favors The Dominion, but it seems a little domineering for the others (something Imoaza is like, “yeah, and your point is?” about). Carrick reaches inside his memories and says it was once named the Monument, but that doesn’t stick either. Puck finds the whole thing hilarious and suggests “Broken Dreams” as the name of the ship, which everyone ignores.
During this conversation, Imoaza asks Krisp if he ever met a woman named Karina in her travels, recalling that the tortured Bronze Dragon they met in the Yuant Ti temple had desired to give her a message. Krisp gets a distant look in his eyes and says it does ring a bell, but the details of his past life are hazy now, leaving him only with his old desires, not the reasons for them. He suddenly recalls the name of his old ship, the Mankey Bastard, but can’t remember how he died (”Probably saving this Karina from hordes of enemies! I leap into combat, two rapiers in my hands and a dagger in my teeth, thrusting and stabbing dozens of enemies apart before they finally bring me down, my last view of Karina making it safely to the longboat!”) He briefly suggests naming the ship the Swanky Bastard, but then determines it should really be the companions naming it as they, after all, are the reason everyone is making it off of Hell.
The rod of storms comes up when Aldric asks Otto the Warlock about it. Otto examines it and realizes it is tied now to Aldric’s lifeforce, wrapped around his soul in a way it’s not supposed to be, the result of Aldric forcing the weapon to work for him in the Demon’s Belly. Otto offers to help teach him to use it, or to help him break free of it, but he says breaking free does carry a risk of ripping Aldric’s soul asunder (he uses a minor illusion spell to illustrate hooks ripping the flesh off of Aldric’s body as a visual aid).
Carrick also has an interesting an unexpected encounter, after rolling a perfect 100 on a percentile die while looking for fellow paladins: he runs into Ramon, the young Paladin he killed during his evil days.
Time out: I’m actually not sure how much I’ve talked about Carrick’s past on these blogs? Carrick once was a corrupted Paladin who sought power for power’s sake and began to dominate and destroy villages and towns. One day, a young paladin (Ramon) hunted him down, believing as youth sometimes do, that they are destined for great things and are indestructible besides. Ramon found out the hard way that he could not kill Carrick when Carrick used his powerful dark spear to impale him and murder him. Yet in a way, Ramon did win the fight: After murdering the youth, Carrick was struck with sorrow and regret and this prompted him to put away his spear for good (though he still carries it) and to turn to a path of redemption. His meeting with Ramon now is a powerful character moment, as the two share a drink and Ramon absolves Carrick of his guilt, telling him that he was shocked he, Ramon the brave, ended up in Hell after his deeds and it made him question whether he had truly followed the will of the god of light in pursuing Carrick’s death. “Maybe the reason the god is shown with his sword always sheathed is not because we are meant to be that sword,” he ponders, “but because the god does not believe in drawing it. Perhaps true justice is not found in the blade, but in the heart.”
He tells Carrick he hopes they can fight alongside each other now, instead of against each other and ends by telling him that he recognizes that Carrick ultimately chose mercy even when fighting him, dealing him a blow that killed quickly, instead of slowly and painfully. That’s too much for Carrick: he breaks down into sobs, a conflicting wave of emotions pouring through him. Of regret for the man he was; of sorrow for the boy he killed; of relief at finding him again; grateful for the men they have both become.
As a break from all this sadness, one other ridiculous thing happens. Fiona bakes cookies and the group discovers an unknown flaw of Imoaza’s: she has a MASSIVE sugar addiction. Like, she gets high from sugar. We roll for all of this, which is part of the reason it is so unexpected and hilarious. Aldric eats cookies with her, though a little cautiously when he sees the way she attacks them (her favorite turn out to be these chocolate shortbread cookies with white chocolate swirls and candy baked into them). We also roll to see how many cookies she snags before she leaves the ship for the planet of air: it turns out to be around two dozen. I decree that each cookie heals her a hitpoint. But only for Imoaza.
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Several people decide to accompany the players down to the Air Planet: Alyss goes, as does Star (who knows this world). Puck flits along as well, riding on Carrick’s shoulder. Jacobs (recovered from his mental injuries in the City of Ghosts) flies them down to the Citadel of Ice and Steel and they land in an atmosphere of unease and prophecy: a great storm is said to be building, greater than anything the planet has ever seen. Indeed, dark clouds have been forming around the companions ever since their arrival and they begin to suspect it has something to do with the Rod of Storms.
Star is very nervous being back home. When asked why, she tells them she belonged to a crime syndicate here, the Whispering Way. If anyone can help them locate the air crystal, it would be them, but Star isn’t sure how happy they would be to see her. After all, she tells them, it was the syndicate which murdered her the first time around. When Carrick asks her what kind of crime the syndicate specializes in, Star tells him “accidents.” She explains that killing is not allowed in the Citadel of Ice and Steel on pain of death (or worse) so accidental deaths, or at least deaths that LOOK like accidents, become a bit of a commodity and a source of power and wealth for those who have the skill to arrange such things.
While wandering one of the Citadel’s many bazaars, they are greeted by a familiar face: Immerstal the Red, who says he appeared here after spending an indeterminate amount of time in his pocket dimension brothel after the Battle of Brindol and he and Aldric’s last rambunctious night together. He had to destroy the dimension in order to escape and has rebuilt a brothel here in the Citadel instead. He is extremely pleased to see Carrick and Aldric, both of whom he knew from Brindol, but has no idea how much time has passed since he left Faerun behind (albeit, accidentally). His manner changes when he sees the Rod of Storms: “Why would you bring that here? Here of all places, its power is going to be immense!”
But before the players can respond, they are approached by less friendly individuals: a group of pale blue Genasi, genie born half breeds, approach and demand they come with them. Star tells the companions that they shouldn’t fight, reminding them that killing is not allowed in the Citadel of Steel and Ice.
Alyss says she’ll wait at the brothel with Immerstal, and so the others accompany the Genasi to their leader, Lakosa, the head of the Whispering Wind crime syndicate.
Lakosa is a Genasi as well: her ears are pierced in multiple places and she has eyes of pure blue and shards of crystal growing from her bald head. The players are brought to a grand structure surrounded by beautiful pools and gardens, wherein Lakosa resides. Her fortress is draped with greenery: vines and ivy cover most of the surfaces and trees sprout at odd, but obviously deliberate, angles from the fortresses’ spires and battlements.
Inside, much is made of silver, crystal, and glass. Lakosa herself greets the companions from an ornate couch, where she lounges, her sleek blue body blending in with the azure cushions. Carrick looks around appreciatively. Imoaza is, as usual, unimpressed. Aldric smiles brightly at Lakosa, liking what he sees. Puck yawns. Star is extremely uncomfortable.
“You look great, for two hundred,” she tells Lakosa.
“Oh girl,” Lakosa purrs. “You’ve been dead longer than that. I’m nearly two hundred and fifty now.” 
“And yet you still remember.” 
“When you’re my age, time goes a lot faster. Doesn’t seem that long since you were last here. Definitely not long enough to forget.” “
Long enough to forgive?” “
Maybe. Depends.”
Aldric actually takes the lead here, rolling well on charisma for his interactions with Lakosa (despite the dampening influence of the Rod of Storms) and winning from her favorable words and flirtations. She remains calm and in control of the situation throughout the conversation, asking what the players need and considering their answer when they tell her of their quest for the crystal. While they talk, she drifts about her chamber, graceful and smooth in her movements as if she floats upon a cloud. She drinks from a pale yellow bottle a liquid the color of sunset and eats strange berries from a crystal bowl. When Aldric tries one, he finds it to taste oddly of milk and to make his lips tingle.
Here, too, we get Star’s back story. She was a famed air racer and ace flyer who dreamed of escaping off world with her lover, Feserania, in her own spaceship. One hundred years ago, she accepted a bribe to throw a race, costing the Whispering Wind and Lakosa (who sponsored her) a ton of money. She was going to use the bribe to buy a ship and get off world with Feserania, but before she could, she was caught by the Genasi and her ship was given bad coordinates: directed into a maelstrom. She managed to eject Feserania before they hit the storm. The last thing she saw was Feserania screaming and reaching for her before the maelstrom ripped her ship and Star apart.
She asks Lakosa what happened to Feserania. “Dead,” Lakosa tells her. “The fey born live a long time, girl. But not as long as that. Not when they have a broken heart.”
Lakosa tells Star that it turns out Star has returned at a fortuitous time.  There is a race coming up and Lakosa needs a ringer. The champion of the races is named Heatstroke (“a gauche name,” Lakosa says. “That’s funny,” Carrick answers, “Coming from a group that calls themselves the whispering wind”). He’s unbeatable and probably under some kind of service to the Cloud Giant who runs the race. Whether a slave or a well paid racer, he has dominated the races and is making it hard for anyone else to make money off the races. 
“Win this race for me, and I’ll give you a cut of the earnings and help you with whatever you need.” 
Star muses, “if I’m going to race, I’m going to need a bird.” The races, back in Star’s day, were always held on large bird-like creatures called Aether Craws, great big feathered birds shaped a little like long horses, with huge necks and four mighty talons. Lakos tells her, though, that the rules have changed: now people can enter on machines or using magic. But she believes there is still no match for a well ridden Aether Craw. Technology is known to glitch out in the environments the racers pass through and the Aether Craw are fast, maneuverable, and vicious... all good qualities to have in the race.
“But my old Craw, Lone Star, has to be long dead,” Star says. “Where am I going to get a bird and train it so quickly?” 
“He is dead. But his brood is alive. They roost on the Vortexian Spires, above where the endless waterfalls form from the mists. You’ll have to claim one from the nest in a show of strength. It’s the only way it will respect you enough to let you fly.”
The group knows now what they must do. They depart the Palace of Mists, Lakosa’s fortress, and plan their next move. Star muses, telling the group that Feserania had her own bird that she was raising from an egg. “It had a withered wing, which meant any sensible breeder would have killed it. A mercy, really. It could never compete. But for Feserania, well, that was the very thing that made her pick it! She was raising it to care for it, not to use it. She believed it could still live on its own in the wild someday. I think she thought the same of me.” Star reminisces silently for a moment. After Star died, she kept praying she would see Feserania in hell. “I guess, though, that’s why I was there. Anyone who would hope their lover would go to hell just so they could see them again. It’s a selfish thing. I’m glad she’s somewhere better.”
Carrick tries to comfort her, but cannot find the words. Star smiles sadly and the subject is dropped.
That’s as far as we get this session! Next time, we go to the Vortexian Spires to try and tame an Aether Craw and then we’ll have ourselves a sky race.
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notjeromekayy · 7 years
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Chapter 1; Regret
http://askjeromekayy.tumblr.com/tagged/book1 Cost of Love Written by Jerome Kittikhoun Chapter 1; Regret
(2017) “So tell me Justin... What made you join The Dragon Family? They’re the biggest and most dangerous organised syndicate in Melbourne...” She said with concern. I shrugged. I had no answer. I exchanged glances with Leila, and I could see how worried she was for me. She had been best friends with me since I was very young. She was someone I could depend on, and someone I can talk to about anything. We drove around the city endlessly, as she tried to find answers to the decisions and bad choices that I made over the past couple of years. It was then an answer popped in my head and I couldn’t help but smile. “I did it to impress a girl.” The answer was nice and simple. I could see Leila, frowning from the answer. “That’s a bit silly...” “It’s more complicated than that...” I sighed, my face dug into my hands. “We’re not in high school, Justin. Girls don’t get impressed by the bad boy image anymore.” “I was with her before I even thought about being a bad kid.” I responded quickly, looking out at the car window, staring at the bright city lights, attempting to drain the memories which were now beginning to emerge about her. “Are you talking about Julia?” She asked. Julia. My heart automatically sunk hearing that name again. My brain automatically associated her name with her bright beautiful smile, and I had to force myself to shake that picture of her away. She was my girlfriend. Was. “Yeah.” I said bluntly. “I don’t understand. She was a mature girl. If she loved you for the way you are, I don’t think she would have wanted you to associate yourself with TDF.” “I wanted to shower her with gifts, spoil her with love, demonstrate to her that I could be better than any of the other boys she dated. I wanted to be perfect for her.” I folded my arms and sighed. “And what happened?” She asked hesitantly. “But I wasn’t. Joining TDF changed me. Inside and out. I conformed uncontrollably, and slowly lost myself in the process. The more I associated with TDF, the less attention I gave her. I thought I could balance the lifestyle, but I couldn’t. The worst part was, I didn’t know how deep I was in with TDF until I lost her.” I snickered at the thought and waited for Leila to respond. “You know. Everyone could see that you changed.” She began. “Everyone could see it. Your mum could see it. Your friends who you had before you joined could see it. Heck, I even saw it. We all warned you. Julia did too. You were too stubborn to listen to anyone. Why didn’t you just leave?” I had no answer to Leila’s question. But until I went through my wallet and noticed how thick my wallet was from the amount of cash I was holding from illegal drug dealing, I paused. “Money.” I said in disappointment. “Justin. You need to understand that money comes and goes. It can buy you as much video games as you want, and as much cars as you think you need, the glamorous clothes from Crown Casino, but you won’t be able to buy the girl of your dreams.” She explained. “You see. Money is the root of all evil. It doesn’t buy happiness. Look at yourself. You look miserable. You can be the richest man in the world, but you won’t be happy if you spend the rest of your life consumed by paper. God gave you the best gift of Heaven but you danced with the Devil instead.” ”So what do I do?” I said frustratingly. ”Isn’t it obvious? Become the person she once loved. Quit the life of crime, and explore and find yourself again. You don’t need money, The Dragon Family, or any type of gang for that matter, to define who you truly are. If things are meant to be, then maybe she will come back. Your choices you make today will impact what will happen to you tomorrow. Just don’t give up on hope Things happen for a reason.” She smiled, as the car slowly came to a stop.  “I didn’t have enough time to get you a proper present.” Leila said, reaching out to the back of her car. “Leila you didn’t have to get me-” “Here.” She interrupted, handing me a small package wrapped in birthday wrapping. I smiled and held onto it, staring at it for a good couple minutes. “Well go on. Open it.” She demanded. “Now?” I asked, confused. She nodded her head in response, as I began tearing it apart. A smile slowly formed when I realised what it was. “Thanks for the photo frame.” I laughed, studying the photo frame with different snapshots of me and Leila. There were several photos, most of them were selfies taken randomly, and others were photos taken by surprise without one or the other knowing from different time frames when we were small, up to when we were teenagers and some photos of us in the present time. “I figured, since we grew up with each other, that I ought to give you something to remember our friendship by. I’m always going to be here for you Justin. No matter what happens, and no matter what decision you make.” And with that, she ended the gesture with a kiss on my cheek. I hovered my thumb over one particular photo of me and Leila. The photo was the biggest one out of all, and it stood out because it so happened to be in the center of the frame. It was a photo of us when we were teenagers. When the both of us graduated highschool together. This particular night I will always remember, because it was the night I broke Leila’s heart. This photo was taken on the night before she confessed that she was in love with me. The night she poured her emotions out and her willingness to be by my side for the rest of my life. But I turned her down because I was in love with someone else. And that girl was Julia. I turned to Leila and noticed that oddly, something about her seemed attractive. But I couldn’t understand what made me feel this way at this very moment. Maybe things really were to happen for a reason? “What’s wrong?” Leila asked, looked at my worryingly. “It’s nothing.” I smiled.
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