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honeybeebuddy · 2 months
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could you maybe possibly doodle the mending book fiasco?
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this was insane to watch on stream
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mewmewtric · 2 years
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If it's about idols, there must be a dark side to the type of trauma or injury in some part of their body, or there was an early period when they were self-conscious about their talent or appearance?
Very interesting ask! I think I’ll be dealing with Leona in this ask.
Leona Kingscholar. Stage name: Emperor
An effortlessly charming idol with a surprisingly warm voice.
Actually, being an idol was not something he was really expecting to work. He just thought it’d be something that could land him as much importance as being a future king like his insufferable brother.
well... he got in.
NR saw something in him. He didn't know what. Was it his charming deep voice? Or the windswept, uncaring air that he gave? No matter. All he needed to do was sing and dance to some herbivores and he would get money and clout. He was a natural at it anyway.
But one thing kept him from becoming big.
His scar.
A long slash on his left eye, a proud mark of him saving his friend a long time ago, when he was a boy. Where he came from, such scars were marks of honour. Trophies. Especially since he got it from an honourable act of saving a friend from danger. Where he came from, it was an additional charm, something that made him even more appealing.
Not here.
Here, it was a taint. A flaw.
How many times had he been told about it?
“It’s a shame, Emperor. You are so handsome otherwise.”
“Emperor? The guy with the big scar? What is he doing as an idol?”
“I think you’ll look amazing if you get some plastic surgery for your scar.”
In the past, he’d normally just shake it off. They don’t understand his culture. They’ll accept it. They’re just shallow.
But the backlash kept coming.
“Sorry, we can’t accept your request to join our unit.”
“Get that scarred idol off the stage.”
“Why bother living with something so horrible?”
Online comments, real life backlash, it all just started piling up. The straws just got heavier and heavier, the lion reduced to a trembling camel. The mirror in his room got unbearable to look at. Every day, he was greeted by the flaw in his face. Every day, mirrors torture him with the reason why he never got much positive reception. Oh, how he just wanted to end it-
“Leona?”
Leona realised the sharp pain in his fist. 
His hand had punched the mirror in his room, now cracking and biting into his fingers. His reflection in it was an even more monstrous version of himself now.
His manager stood horrified by the door.
"I can hide it... Right? Stop all those disgusting words?"
"Maybe makeup?"
"Alright."
Maybe it'll stop all those comments. Maybe he'll not be the brunt of jokes and threats anymore. These thoughts, running and gnawing in his head, kept him still as the makeup artist carefully covered up his scar, making it appear as the same dusky smooth skin as the rest of his face.
"There you go, Emperor."
Leona... Didn't want to look up.
It's like removing a part of himself.
But... Sacrifices have to be made.
So he slowly set his eyes on the mirror. But whoever stared back wasn't him. Just a pretty, fashionably windswept young man in an outfit for an upcoming performance.
Where was the effortless biting remark always on his lips? It's all just emptiness.
"You look unmistakably handsome. Now let's go, we don't have time. You're lucky you're wearing gloves this time."
A wistful smile at the unrecognisable man in the mirror, before Leona started making his way to the stage.
...
With the makeup, he did not face as much backlash anymore. Just overwhelming support. More people started watching his performances, more opportunities searching for him.
Grrr.... Does hiding this scar appeal so much to herbivores? Fine.
He thought that perhaps by hiding it during performances, then everything would be alright.
But he garnered fans, and these fans garnered attention.
Unwanted attention.
Of course, he would never wear that makeup going around his normal days. But then he found some photos of him as such on social media. 
“Still as ugly a scar as ever.”
A comment buried underneath replies of support and defending Leona. But it was the only one he remembered.
Rustle...
Someone was nearby.
Rustle rustle...
Leona stayed still, as his muscles tensed, ready to pounce. A lion knows how to sneak on his prey. Walking away to convince the hiding person, he quickly turns back and runs towards the origin of the noise. 
A yelp, and a man ran away, cursing all the way. But Leona hesitated catching him. He could, but there was one advice he was given.
“Never hurt someone. Never be unfriendly. You are walking a tightrope in this industry.”
By then, the stalker was gone.
This was only the first example of many other such situations. He could never go around daily life without a picture going on social media. And hate comments would always follow. Even death threats.
Is it really just my looks?
Leona carressed the thickened skin around his eye.
Am I just that ugly?
When did I start caring about how herbivores thought of me...
Because it’s true. Why else does everyone keep telling you about it?
"hmph." Leona got up, seemingly unaffected. "When did the Emperor ever care about what people thought of him?"
But his heart sank just a little bit.
You're ugly.
You don't deserve to be an idol.
Go and quit.
Whispers in his head at first got louder... Louder... Louder.
He hit and shattered the mirror in his room again. This time, he asked to not get a replacement.
The effortless charm of Emperor was no longer effortless. It took him so much strength to muster it, to remain nonchalant, as hate comments spewed his livestreams. Honestly, it was a relief his persona did not require him to smile.
“Look on the bright side, Leona. Theres so much support for you, as an idol with a scar...”
Everything was about his scar, his scar, his scar.
That’s all he was, huh?
Is that what everyone only cared about?
Not him?
All that he’d done, overshadowed by that one slash when he was a kid. He hated it. So much....
He noticed warm tears on his cheeks. 
Kings don’t cry.
Leona growled and stifled his cries. Kings don’t show weakness. Of course he would never feel such things. Never.
Keep telling yourself that.
But that annoying little voice stayed in his head in the weeks after. It got louder, so much louder. And he could not stop it. Always there, whispering in his ears. Just like the comments that never stopped, the rejection he always faced.
Keep on denying, Leona~
“Stop it...” Leona covered his ears. 
Senselessly fighting, blaming himself, inching closer and closer to the abyss...
A loss of appetite, a fear of mirrors...
All just blending into noise. All he could notice was the scar. That slash on his face. And the stage that helps him forget for just that moment. Mindlessly moving from performance to performance. Always wanting to just give up, to let go. But it would be a great dishonour. “So suck it up, Leona,” he told himself. 
Until Savannaclaw.
The reshuffle landed him in a new group. A new future. 
Maybe... Just maybe...
It can be an opportunity for him to escape from the abyss that almost dragged him down.
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the-acid-pear · 3 years
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Tumblr refuses to let me reblog the post again, so this is the second part of me reading the second btg book! ☺️
Still Chapter 211
Son on son violence
Chapter 212
This dude pretty cute ngl
Shit, rip
AAWW HIGH 5 🥺🥺
It's almost like they are a regular father and son 😭🥺💔
Chapter 213
Look how thigh those shirts are hehehoho 🥴
OYXITSITDITDLTD
Ooooh there goes my man Jyaku ready to kick some ASS
🥺😭💞
Baki really just forgot his mom eh, thought you were getting stronger for HER smh
Oh Jyaku vs Retsu? Nvm Jyaku i can only hope Retsu is nice w you
I like how most are like, confused over who to cheer for lmao
I know he won't make it but I'm cheering for Jyaku btw i like him more <33
Chapter 214
Love that title, can't believe Jyaku is gonna ask Retsu out 😍 /j
He really is just honest Igari
I love that he apologizes
Chapter 215
OJFOYDITDISTOTDG
HIS FACEEE THIS FUCKING CLOWN 😭😭😭
THIS IS JUST SO FUCKING FUNNY
Chapter 216
Burgir
GHZJDUDDRHD THEY ARE SOOO MAD
That smile so cute...
Jyaku is a king
Love it when Retsu throws that pose, though y'all know why
HDGSSGSGF you are coming to Japan wether you like it or not 🔫
Chapter 217
Finally Jyaku got serious too
WITH HIS TOES 😭
King is just obsessed i luv him
HEHE HAIRY LEGS
It does seem like Jyaku is trynna confess his love jfnshdshdf
Chapter 218
I remember i almost laugh cry with my dad when we saw this
His damn beard... 💔
THE HAND OF THE TRAITOR
He has a good point
They be calling my man Jyaku a masochist noooo yfjdhdgs
Chapter 219
Okay seems kinda into it <:/
Old man? He doesn't look that old Baki :/
That was so smart 🥺
Chapter 220
Retsu calm down please you are gonna break his back
Oh my god Retsu, oh my god.
He did apologize at least
Chapter 221
Damn dude be a little more gentle with him
Oh, get was picking him up, okay
FR FR
🥺🥺🥺
FARHDHDYFTH THE KINGGG
Chapter 222
I love how everyone completed him (except Yujiro but not surprising), these warriors are such a good team
I want to eat an apple too now
That was fast
I got distracted watching a vsauce react video sorry
Okay I'm glad a comment actually mentioned Sik
Chapter 223
Had to take a uh idk 5 hour break bc lights went out :/
Feet be fuming lmao
Ohhh that's a cool analysis
Chapter 224
What a good punch
That "please",,,
Poor Li man, having to see his brother DIE /j
No, Viêt Long, i have not been hit by a truck before.
Chapter 225
It's so funny how Jyaku lost bc he fought a main charac and only those win
Sad day for the Chinese citizens
Mf got tits in his back
This is gonna be so goodddd
Chapter 226
Look at the size of his tits, the slut
INSTAGRAM INFLUENCER POSE WOOO
These two are cool fighters
Chapter 227
Old man showing skin
His smile is so fucked up lmao
Chapter 228
Baki what the FUCK are you wearing?
I just remembered when Hana did a flip, that was so good
Retsu babey 🥺
I love how confused Yujiro looks
Chapter 229
Hey, i recognize that name...
Kaku just too op
Yujiro you are gonna pop your testicles if you do that with your leg
Chapter 230
God that's such a good threat
Love Retsu's confusion
Damn bitch you saying we gotta keep up w this whore cuz you were too slow? Ffs Kaku 😢
I love when you can tell someone is still hanging around just quietly by seeing their response in a comment
Chapter 231
God this just feels so good, to see Yujiro actually scared 😍
YOOO THAT'S POG
Chapter 232
I wanna finish this book and start the next one grrr
This fight is so satisfying
That last bit is so cringe but whatever that's okay
Fight so controversial comments were deactivated
Chapter 233
Itagaki hincha de boquita el más grande? 😳 /j
Okay yeah it IS just rude
Hohoooo shit getting nice
Chapter 234
This asshole lmao
Yuji-chan really went "how many times do i have to teach you this lesson, old man?!"
Mfs be doing Jojo references in the comments lol
Chapter 235
GTFO WITH THAT LOGIC RETSU IM SORRY CHINA IS LOSING BUT GET LOSTTTT AJSGAJGS
Ffs Kaku you are doomed 😢💔
Yujiro so strong my mouse disconnected
Chapter 236
Abs in his back...
Crying and shaking that is NOT true
DON'T FEED HIS EGO, KAKU
LIONS CAN BE KILLED BY TIGERS TOO!!!!
I thought Yujiro was bleeding for a second there smh
Chapter 237
OKAY YEAH IT IS HIS BLOOD ITS COMING OUT OF HIS NOSE ITS NOT MUCH BUT HE BLED
THE HEAD APPLAUSE
HE'S SO UPSET LMAOOO
Yujiro surprised is good shit
GSJDUFTHSTD
KAKU YOU LEGEND LMAO
Kaku has boyboss energy
Chapter 239
This cover almost gives me a stroke
I love how they all just shat their pants
These minor Chinese characters were so good tbh, sadly i don't think they will ever return
Don't worry Retsu, we the viewers have seen a man revive before
King i don't think any of us understands
It really is
CAN MEN IN THIS FRANCHISE JUST OPEN BOTTLES REGULARLY?!
Oh my god i though Yujiro was sitting on the air for a second i almost cry 😭
Coca cola must have paid Itagaki /j
Chapter 240
Oh so the Kaioh part takes the name, not the surname
...is Yujiro wearing a floral shirt? 😭
I LOVE THAT ENDING SO MUCH 🥺😭
Jyaku has his eyes fixated on Retsu eh, proud of having him come to Japan lmao
Chapter 241
HORRIBLE fit Baki
CHILDHOOD SAGA PART 2? 😰
Jk though i do miss Yuri 🥺
Oh hey Jr
You gonna fuck his girl, bro?
Chapter 242
So straight forward lmao
I'm starting to appreciate Baki's feminist ass every day even more
AAAA GRANDPAAA 🥺🥺💞
This page didn't allow me to call two mfs virgins smh, 1984
Chapter 243
Grandpa they shrunk you
Chapter 244
Kings idc about this
Okay true but also he's 70 dude pls... Though idk if this guy will go thru worse than Jack lmao
Such a nice lad
Chapter 245
Baki being such a feminist icon is so meaningful considering how his parents were,,,
MY MAN IS BACKKK AND AS DAPPER AS EVER
Doppo he's called Ali Jr how are you surprised?
OH MY GOD I JUST REALIZED HIS EYE PATCH HAS A PATTERN THAT'S SO COOL 🥺🥺😢💞
These men love throwing their glasses eh
Chapter 246
If only Igari and Toba had done this lol
OKAY THATS COOL I LIKE THAT
Me lo re devaluaron a mí pelado eh
HEHE OOOOH NICE 😳
Scenes that give me a boner
CHU...
Such a good callback...
Chapter 247
My man got serious, sweet
Doppo has been trying out his luck a bit too much like he's been betting with his life an uncomfortable lot like king do you need to talk? Are you okay? First asking Gouki to kill him now this like, is everything alright Doppo?
YEAH A BIT FUCKED UP TO THINK ABOUT
I love that blocking technique
OSHWOWHIWWH "gay ass Orochi, out of option so he touching dick" SHUT UPPP 😭😭💀
I really wish he got kicked in the nuts again see if he's still using his technique
Chapter 248
Poor guys thought he was bout to get murdered
A kiss? 😏 /j
When i saw this in the anime i actually thought Orochi was going to die, i was gonna get sooo angry
Chapter 249
What a way to cockblock em
Feminist icon
Jack is that the only sweater you own?
Chapter 250
I have been thinking of that scene of him eating the whole steak a lot
Jr like 🥺
Imagine being stupid enough to tease Jack like, i get he defeated two masters but they are NOTHING compared to this monster
Imagine jack just smoked some weed right there lmao
Jack needs to bite people more
Chapter 251
My shitty ass son gave me parkinson's
Jack that's not how human anatomy works what the fuck did Kureha do to your body spine?
Chapter 252
DAMN JR WHAT A FAT ASS
Looked like Jack was going for a handful
Those techniques must fuck your neck up so bad
Okay Jack you are going a bit far now don't cha think?
Chapter 253
You are tempting your luck sunny boy
Look at that, you pissed him off!
You cannot just know out jack hanma bro
HHH
This was so stupid yet, unironically, iconic
Chapter 254
Bruh i thought it said Pog 😭, ain't manslaughter poggers Mr Hanma?
OKAY THANKS JACK
Such a simp he downed that coffee cup
Grandpa put here cockblocking
Chapter 255
"no he didn't >:/"
These two masters are a pair of fucking idiots like understand this i love my grandpa and i love my man but mfs have to take the L for this one time sksgwjgshgw
Gouki bro my senses gonna shut down if you put your sucks against the dirt again OUGH sensory hell 😭
FOR FUCKING REAL JR
STOP ENABLING THE OLD MAN!! WKSGKSGSJSHDD for once I'm on Viêt's side 😭
Chapter 256
Hoho Gouki out here getting a panty shot 😳
Grandpa i love you but this was unnecessary
Chapter 257
Kozue should wear a Korn tshirt
GET HIS ASS KOZUE
OWHWLWGISGSJWG 😭😭 MF JUST STANDING THERE LIKE A FREAK I LOVE HIM BUT I HATE HIM SM!!!
Love how consistently round his hands are, king got no knuckles
HEY DONT CALL MY MAN A FREAK KOZUE
King hasn't changed his clothes ever since i see
His shoes look so nice...
OKAY OKAY HE HAS A POINT AT LEAST, HE AT LEAST ACCEPTED HE LOST BUT HE'S STILL BUTTHURT FROM IT SKSGAJGS BUT HE ADMITS IT!!
Doppo i love you but shut UPPP you lost get over it!! You are just going for the rematch bc you have the higher ground against a injured guy!!! Like Shibukawa didn't have time but you were already getting serious!! Hhhgrrrrrr doppo i love you but I'm going to bark
Hehe nvm he still hella fine... keep talking king 🥴
This was so mean of him sjsgwjwg
Chapter 258
Low-key starting to believe these two mfs plotted against Jr sjshsj
THAT FACE AKSGWJGS just 😐
If i didn't know you would get your ass handed in a plate i would be a lil mad he's planning on being that savage
He has been thru worse, sunny boy
Niceee
Tbh. I don't care anymore. Doppo is in the wrong, but GOD I'm a simp and i love seeing him fight 😍😍🥴
Yeah a comment mentioned it, we all were on Jr side until he threatened to kill Doppo Orochi like, even if not everyone here is as horny as me we all like an og fella
I also love how the prisoners really changed them all, the scars (both physical and mental) those 5 left will be remembered lol
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Tma season 2 notes baybeee
I made myself take several breaks so I could give my frie d who is listening to it at the same time as me a chance to catch up. Honestly just posting them so I have them saved somewhere but whatever.
ep 41: real graham wrote keep watching before he was replaced. Jon feels like he's being watched. But they werent replaced by things related to the eye. It's the web that's on the box that replaces them. Endless hallways and doors to nowhere. I bet nicholas will have ideas what entity this relates to. If it even does. They're like the tunnels in the one with the builder guy. Tunnels closing in etc. Also like the cave diving one. He's assuming it's just one
ep 42: so 100 gecs? (IM SORRY I LIKE 100 GECS BUT LMAO) so there's some entity related to music right? There's the piper episode and the 27 w/ the calliope. Ah yes, this season is gonna be the season of Paranoid!Jon
ep 43: section 31? fucking books. god no. smashed lights? cult lady did that. covered the lights too. she mentioned a spooky clown doll. thats not random.
ep 44: is this that same circus that got mentioned before? it is! the pipe organ! pop off organ! pipe off! mouth on the stomach! yes! mouths in unusual places my beloved!
ep 45: antiques! like that one ep!
ep 46: every time books get mentioned i sigh. hhh sus smells. it got brighter. I get the vibes occasionally that the dark and the eye are sorta at odds with eachother. GRRR BARK BARK LEITNER. ayyy ex altiora. entity go brr. which entity do we thing it is? my guess is The Dark. The book buyer's name is Mike. He has scars? Electricity? The childhood friend of the guy who got it later on perhaps? The Vast? its formatted like an entity idk. This happened before the other one. He got trapped in the wood carving. a win for the web lol spiders go brr
ep 47: did i hear spiral? ITS THE NOT THING FROM THE EPISODE WITH NOT GRAHAM "it didnt move, it shifted" is like the exact same sentence as before. ay john's starting to remember. the laughing woah thats weird. is "michael" one of the entities? "you make it seem like theres a war" supports my theory that theres a struggle between a couple of the entities. I said i thought it was the eye and the dark i believe but im not sure. its whatever entity michael is vs the worms? what did nicholas say the worms were again? The Corruption? still dont know which one michael is tho.
Had to take a break after that episode. smth about the quality of michael's voice makes me feel like im gonna slip into one of those states where it feels like nothing is real, so i got a nice cold glass of water.
ep 48: jesus ok this one's kidna corny. you're telling me love made the crowd go away come on now. Ur losing it big J. also shouldnt it be more sus that "sasha" is so unaffected by the worm incident/ finding of gertrude's body
ep 49: haven't we heard hector's name before? oh is he the crime guy? fucking jared... so it's a throat? chompa chompa. (it's just a little bit hot) the good part about these episodes is that we know whoever's telling the story isn't gonna die. even if it's a close call, they're not dead. hotworth? ok not jared keay. it bothers me how theres so many repeated names, can they not come up with other names? "sasha"'s computer is breaking... sus. Elias our favorite weed man! jon ur so paranoid lmao
ep 50: robert smirk, at it again. this is like that one episode with the old dude who locked his door. who said idle beforehand? was it smirk? fingertips. thats so weird lmao. bahahah tim
ep 51: simon fairchild. im sure jon will mention the name at the end i cant remember where we've heard it. this is just like the cavediving episode. a hand? there was a hand in the last one right? the scalpel! and an eye thing. she's trying to throw them off.
ep 52: thats the guy from before! with the hearts! god i hate this guy writing the statement hh. lights blowing, and brackish water. we know how this ends but its still tense. rainer? reigner? rain man. we've seen him before
ep 53: pls not a leitner. oh boy mans scratched out his eyes. rip skelly. why would gertrude have had this statement off the books? jon stabbed himself?? bruh im? big man are you okay
ep 54: cockney boys! ayy its our favorite delivery men. she cut out their eyes. she knew that the eye was a thing?
ep 55: oily residue like the retirement home!
ep 56: worms? no. spiders?? bruhh. aaah yelling :(( aww martin anyways yeah i called it about paranoid!jon he needs to take a nap and drink some hot chocolate and calm down for once please
ep 57: just remembered, i think theres an entity called The Lonely?? This feels pretty lonely idk. fairchild, lukas/ lucas, some spooky place in norway idk. "sasha" knew he was recordinig hmm suspicious cmon jon figure it out. Sasha and tom. hm sus. for records sake i feel liek i should note here that I did have it spoiled to me simply that that's not sasha, but thats really all. i assumed it was like the thing that happened to graham in S1
ep 58: i feel like i recognize the name eustice (?) wick. someone please tell me im not just watching jon's descent into madness over the course of this podcast. im hoping it isnt so but, (and pardon the dsmp reference) im getting real wilbur vibes from this one.
ep 59: oh dear ok account from the fielding house. swirling designs? Spiral time? oh boyy. oh wait! 6 inch hole in the middle! is it not a spiderweb type design on the table? thats what i had assumed but that description sounds more like a spiral thing. cobwebs is a Web thing. ayy nicholas was right! the box goes in the table! the place that she kissed him was burning. Raymond is an avatar of The Web and agnes is the burning one. Lightless Flame! Why did she save him? i guess she was against this guy eating ppl or wtvr but why was she at the halfway house then? I think she's like michael.
ep 60: the eye go brr
ep 61: breacon and hope once again. tom. sasha's boyfriend. vampires sleep in coffins. the guy just walking in seems similar to the mind control of the vampires
ep 62: bones! its that one leitner. is this mother keay? the mom of gerard? this is what happened to her right? her skin was found on hooks? oh yeah thats what i thought the pages are made of skin. yeesh. The End!! sounds like an entity. phrased like one, and i think i remember it. are the people trapped in the pages? or... kept?
ep 63: eaten by the darkness! cavediving episode! (just like eaten by the sky) did my brain make up one called The Vast? it feels like it should be one, and all these episodes have some similar description about their feelings when they do whatever chosen hobby they have. ok now this one kinda feels like the dark. lights going out and all that. ok so not really a The Vast thing, its more of a Dark thing. feckin smirk gah.
ep 64: dice! the death guy! the death game thing! the person tricked somebody else into becoming death and then they were immortal? but if the egyptians wanted to kill him or punish him or whatever couldnt they just kill him? it worked in the end when he had the person giving the statement stab him, that did the job and actually killed him
ep 65: finally jon is actually acknowledging something is wrong.
So we know Mary Keay was revived most likely with the book by gerard.
Gertrude was way more aware of the entities than Jon. mary keay referenced The End openly and she cut the eyes out of her magazines and all that which makes me think she was aware of The Eye
ep 66: please not buried alive pleeaase not buried alive. lukas of the tundra? didnt we hear the name lukas before? she wanted it to be difficult to find important files because that way bad people couldnt find them?
ep 67: agnes... the girl in the hilltop house? agnes poppin off!! he's really not gonna question how she knew where he lived?? oh no D: the tree. were they the ones working on the house? aww they kissi- OH DEAR. why did she kiss him? it seemed like she cared about him? also she could kiss that other dude on the cheek and he was fine, but maybe it was cuz she was younger? lightless flame go brrrrr.
ep 68: oh god books. yup its bitchboy leitner. mans said "this seems supernatural, its a werd book!" bruuh.
ep 69: heh nice. aw cmon jon listen to martin. gahhh spiders. is that the class we heard about in the other doctor one with the teeth apple? some kind of psych class? oh dear. fucking spiders. aaaah. web do be goin brr. it's like the girl in the homeless shelter! who made the guy leave and she took his bed.
ep 70: is this gonna be the book that mary keay had? Most likely a leitner no matter what. Oh boy latin. Why did it start in latin then become old English? I'm guessing people put them in the book? He cant burn it. Phrophecies go brr. He says eh it's a decade in the future it's fine. Its gonna have changed. Ayy called it. Just accept it, it's a magic book. His death is getting closer. Leitner didnt make them but just collected them? Gertrude burned the book! She burned them down there so no one would know.
ep 71: oh boy tunnels. Our favorite thing /s. is The Buried a thing? Idk this seems pretty buried. Oh dear he's trapped here isnt he. "Not enough space to move, never enough to breathe" is that from the computer episode? With the guy who uploaded his consciousness? Somebody living down there. Hmmmm. Guesses: tom, sasha's boyfriend. Gertrude herself? (Though I doubt it)
ep 72: sweeney todd moment. Meat. The slaughter? Idk we'll see what the supernatural part is. Meat is meat. Similar to the slaughterhouse episode. Is it fucking Jared I swear to God it better not be. Hooligan teenagers, you know how it is. Meat is me lmao. Is the kid gonna be in the freezer. Ok that's good. OWW. Oddly textured candles. Made from people? Human fat or smth? Tom from the meat processing plant!
ep 73: outer bay shipping. Bet it's a subset of breacon and hope delivery. The Dark go brrr. Uh oh mans is gonna die. Leo or whatever. Cult ppl go brr. The people's church of the divine host. Who is the divine host? Is it reigner or whatever his name is? I dont think Jon can quit tbh. Probably an anonymous tip but from who?? One of the entities?
ep 74: fucking teeth hhh. I dont know which entity is related to teeth. Spiral. Isnt the spiral an entity. It feels like it could be related to many things idk. Yeah this sounds like the spiral. Heart attack at 29? Jesus... michael! That's kinda what I was thinking. Sasha goin in the tunnels. Hmm sus. They move the floor. Wack. Bet its tom.
ep 75: Man with a lightning scar. Has one of the leitner books. The childhood friend of the one who first introduced us to leitner. Oh my god that sounds terrifying. Michael crew.
ep 76: scalpel? Hmm spooky. NotSasha... think jon think.
ep 77: another double! NotThem, The Stranger. Not related to the table?
ep 78: what was that at the beginning? Question mark?? Oh boy more NotThem. Decker... what is the deal with the table. Does it contain the creature? Fucking Michael. Bitchboi himself.
ep 79: yes pop off martin. Ugh fucking Michael just leave man. I hate that dude. New person. Hmm. No idea who it is.
ep 80: shitener himself! Ok sir tell us the entities. Ayy The Spiral. Ok we know what that one is. The Eye is the beholding! Oooh. The Stranger. Did elias just kill leitner? Popping off honestly.
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thetailorofenbizaka · 4 years
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Chapter 1–The Tale of the Scissors, Act 2: Exchange; Scene 2
The Tailor of Enbizaka, pages 32-42
For the Okuto family, Kayo was an illegitimate child.
Her mother Kagura had already been disinherited when she ran off with a man, but even so that didn’t change the fact that Kayo was related to the family.
Perhaps because he took pity on her for having no other family of her own, or perhaps because he feared the possibility of her spreading rumors about the Okuto family in her mentally ill state, her grandfather Okuto Gato had taken responsibility for her.
However, that did not mean that Kayo had been restored as a member of the Okuto family.
As soon as Kayo had recovered, she would be made to leave the house again—that was the pronouncement that Gato himself made to those around them.
The one who took care of Kayo while she was living in the Okuto mansion was a young servant girl named Tsukimoto Bufuko.
She had pretty blonde hair and blue eyes, and by her appearance she looked to be a pure foreigner. Yet, as far as one could guess from her peculiar name, there might have been some Jakokuan genes mixed in there somewhere.
It seemed she also had skill as a doctor.
Her knowledge was to the degree that even Mei’s father, a doctor himself, was in awe of her. It was thanks to her devoted care that as the four years passed Kayo’s burn scars had gotten to where they were hardly noticeable at all.
“My my, I’m impressed. I honestly didn’t think she would rebound this much,” Mei’s father was voicing in surprise, having dropped by to make a house call. “The patient does have miraculous recovery ability, but there is a great deal that’s due to your medical expertise, Bufuko-san. Where did you gain your knowledge?”
Praised by the doctor, Bufuko replied, acting a little bit bashful, “You’re too kind.  I was actually raised from a family line of doctors. So I had that influence…”
“Ah, so you’re similar to my own Mei in that regard, hm? Was your father a foreigner?”
“Yes. Lucifenian.”
“Lucifenia…So, from the Evillious region. My late wife was also from around that area.”
“Is that so?”
“I have heard that the Evillious region is far more medically advanced than Jakoku. I myself would love the chance to study their expertise, but…”
“It’s too bad cultural exchanges with foreign countries is forbidden in Jakoku, outside of here in the Izami domain where Onigashima is.”
“People like me still have opportunities to gain some foreign medical knowledge by living in Onigashima, but it’s far far less than you have, Bufuko-san—”
Bufuko waved her hand modestly at being praised again. “Enough already…Oh dear.” Bufuko stood, appearing to notice something. “It’ll be dinner time soon. I must bring Kayo her meal.”
“I see. Well then I shall head home myself before long.”
“Oh, leaving already? I had some food prepared for you as well, doctor.”
“Oh no, that won’t be necessarily. If I stay too much later I won’t get back to Onigashima before nightfall.”
“In that case, I will wrap up your portion in a rice ball for you. You can feel free to eat it if you get peckish during the trip.”
“I would be most grateful for that. Since you’ve twisted my arm.”
“I’ll get it ready for you right away. Just wait here a moment.”
So saying, Bufuko left the room.
“Miraculous recovery ability...hm,” the doctor muttered to himself, and then looked toward Kayo, who was lying down on a futon.
Her eyes were open, but they were blank, somehow.
“Doctor…”
Kayo spoke up to the doctor, eyes fixed in place.
“What is it, Kayo-san?”
“When will my burns be healed?”
“Your burns have already almost completely healed. You’ve hardly any scarring left.”
There was no lie in that. At first Kayo had suffered horrible burns all over her body, to the degree where even the skin on her face had been horribly charred; however, by now she had returned to her former beauty, as though none of it had happened.
But Kayo said only, “…That can’t be. My face was so hideous—”
“Then why don’t you see for yourself?”
The doctor pulled out a hand mirror, and brought it up to Kayo’s face.
Reflected in there was a beautiful black-haired woman.
But—
“Noooo! It’s hideous, hideous!”
Kayo suddenly screamed, and began to thrash on the futon.
“--!? Calm down! Kayo-san, Kayo-san!”
The doctor managed to soothe Kayo, and she eventually regained her composure, once more lying down on the futon.
And then she returned to having those vacant eyes.
The doctor sighed quietly, looking upon her.
“Even if the wounds on her body heal, those on her mind…”
.
“Sorry to keep you waiting~”
In short order Bufuko returned with Kayo’s meal and the bundle prepared for the doctor.
“Thank you…Well then, I take my leave.”
Once the doctor had taken the bundle, he quickly nodded to Bufuko and left the room.
“Anyway. …Kayo-saaan, I’ve brought your dinner for todaaay.”
Bufuko turned around to Kayo, and called out to her.
When she did, Kayo sat up from the futon and thanked Bufuko. “Sorry to trouble you as always...Ren.”
Ren was the name of Kayo’s dead son.
Naturally, as Bufuko was Bufuko, Ren was not her name. Not to mention, her age was different. Even if Ren were alive, he would be a four-year-old, but Bufuko was a fully-grown adult, at least past twenty. And she was of a different gender as well, for that matter.
The only real commonality they had was blond hair, but it was still extremely bizarre for Kayo to mistake Bufuko for Ren through that point alone.
“Oh no, Kayo-san. I’m sure I’ve told you many times now that my name is Bufuko.”
“Is that right…Well, thank you for the meal, Ren.”
“Sigh…” This sort of exchange had been going on every day these four years, so evidently Bufuko had half-given up on it. “Well, as long as you eat everything up and get better, that’s good enough for me, Kayo-san.”
Bufuko silently watched over Kayo as she took her meal.
Right around then, a new figure entered the room.
“Excuse me.”
It was a tall, delicately featured man with his long hair bound in a topknot.
“My my, Anan-sama.  Long time no see.”
The moment Bufuko saw him, she gave a deep bow.
Anan passed right by Bufuko and knelt down beside Kayo. Then he asked, “Kayo, you’re awake. I’ll ask you this only once now. Where have you hidden…the Okuto family ‘treasure’?”
Kayo looked up at Anan with a flabbergasted expression, but eventually replied, quietly, “…Like I’ve told you over and over again…I don’t know anything about a ‘treasure’ like that.”
Anan lifted his eyes, appearing about to say something once more. But before he could, Bufuko put a hand on his shoulder.
“Anan-sama, there’s no point! I think that Kayo-san truly doesn’t know anything. She doesn’t look like she’s lying, to me.”
“…Grrr.”
Anan cast his eyes down regretfully.
“They have to…have to be somewhere. The treasure that this woman’s mother—Okuto Kagura—stole from our home…The ‘Dual Cursed Blades’!”
“But given that Kagura-san died in an accident a year before the fire—”
“I know that! That’s why I’m looking into her daughter Kayo!”
“Kayo-san told me that she’s never seen such blades before, and even if they were hidden somewhere in her home, they would have burned up alongside the tailor shop in the great fire…”
“…No matter how we searched the ruins we didn’t find anything. Cursed blades that could be made a family heirloom would certainly be able to withstand flames of that level. In other words…Outside of asking this woman about it I have no other recourse to fulfill my mission.”
This samurai named Anan was a descendent of Okuto Gato--To put it another way, he would be a blood cousin of Kayo’s.
He had been entrusted by his grandfather with locating the family treasure that Kagura had taken with her.
What exactly it meant that he hadn’t completed that mission…I wouldn’t know, but at the very least it wasn’t very good for his standing in the Okuto family.
Anan had been periodically visiting Kayo’s room and questioning her ever since she’d arrived in the Okuto house, but ultimately he had been unable to achieve any results up to that day.
Kayo being unable to tell him the whereabouts of the blades was not because she was hiding it, nor was it because of her mental illness.
Just as Bufuko said, Kayo legitimately hadn’t heard anything from her mother about any blades.
“Hmph…Oh well. I have other business today.” Anan adjust his posture as he knelt and then said to Kayo, “Okuto…No, Sudou Kayo. I have been told that the tailor shop you were living in before has been successfully rebuilt. Thanks to the financial aid of the Freezis Foundation firm.”
“Goodness! That’s great news!” Bufuko rejoiced. But Anan’s face stayed stern. And Kayo made no change in her expression.
“I have also heard that you have recovered to the point where you can get by without difficulty. …Therefore, our esteemed magistrate has ordered me to have you evicted from here.”
“--!? You can’t be serious!”
Bufuko was the only one who objected there.
“Kayo-san has recovered quite a bit, it’s true. But her mind still…needs more time.”
“That’ll be true whether she’s staying here or not, won’t it? We can’t just let someone who’s not a member of this family stay here eating free meals forever.”
“Kayo-san is a granddaughter to the magistrate, and a cousin to you too, isn’t she? And yet—the magistrate has not yet forgiven Kagura-sama, has he?”
“…That’s not the only thing. There is a problem with the woman herself.”
“What are you saying?”
“Kayo-san’s late husband—He is another grandchild of the esteemed magistrate.”
“What!? This is the first I’m hearing of that.”
Bufuko looked extremely shocked, but Kayo made hardly any response at all.
This was common knowledge for her. For she had pledged herself to her husband while knowing everything.
“You know that the esteemed magistrate had four children, don’t you? One of those children was Kagura, one was my own father, and the son of one of the remaining two was Kayo’s husband—In short, Kayo married her own cousin.
“But that’s not such an uncommon thing here in Jakoku, is it?”
“You are correct, but Kayo’s husband also was disinherited from the Okuto family for his riotous ways...So it’s obvious that our magistrate would never think well of Kayo having married him. You could say that taking care of her to this point is a last act of charity from him. But that ends today.”
After Anan had said that much, he then said to Bufuko:
“You have been attending on Kayo until now, but that also ends now. Starting tomorrow you will once again return to being my servant.”
“Huh~~!?”
“Why are you so displeased!? You’re just returning to how it was before! …For that reason, you too will be making preparations to leave this house tonight.”
“Wha!? Why?”
“You must know that I am providing assistance to the Freezis Foundation Firm! And you cannot serve my needs while remaining here.”
“…So then I guess that means I’m going to be living in the Freezis Trading House too.”
“Hm, yes. It was only just rebuilt a few years back so it’s quite clean.”
“But we’ll have to come into contact with a bunch of foreigners, won’t we? How annoyiiiing~”
“Are you really one to say that, having by all rights the appearance of a foreigner yourself?”
“Yeah, but I’m born and raised a Jakokuan~”
“Stop your whining! I’ll chop you down right here!”
“Huagh…That’s why I don’t wanna…” Bufuko turned back to Kayo, shoulders drooping. “Kayo-san. Starting tomorrow I’m going to be working at the Freezis Trading House. So unfortunately, this is the last day I’ll be able to take care of you.”
Bufuko looked genuinely regretful when she said it, but Kayo, who had been expressionless up to that point, lit up in amazement.
“My my! Working at that big merchant firm! How good for you, Ren. I should do something to celebrate… But all your mother knows how to do is make new clothes…”
“…Then how about you make a new outfit for me? I feel like the kimono I have now clashes a bit with a western style house.”
“Alright. What would you like?”
“A maid uniform! Something frilly and foreign!”
Her reply had been instantaneous.
“A foreign maid uniform, hm? I’ve never made one before, but your mother will do her best.”
When Kayo smiled, Bufuko looked sheepish but happy.
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OC Questions Meme
I was tagged in by @madamsnark and will do this for Macsen.
GENERAL Name: Macsen Surana Alias(es): Hero of Ferelden, “Trouble” (Macsen interrupts) “Hey, that's A) private and B) ancient history.” Gender: Male Age: 18 in origins Date of birth: Autumn of 9:12 Dragon Place of birth: Middle of nowhere, Ferelden Spoken languages: Elvhen, Tevene, Common, Nevarran, “enough Orlesian not to embarrass myself” eventual Antivan. (Macsen grabs the pen out of my hands.) “Why don't I just answer these? Yes, I'm over-educated. I don't even know why they write magic books in Tevene in the first place. They don't even still speak it in Tevinter.” Sexual orientation: Gay Occupation: Grey Warden, King's Chancellor... (Macsen ducks back in) “Look, we could be here all day with this. I'm a doer of random things, all right? If the King of Ferelden, the Maestro of the Rebel Crows, or the Mage's collective need me to do something, I will do it. The First Warden can shove it, though.”
APPEARANCE Eye colour: “Blue” Hair colour: “Silvie Amell insisted on calling it 'brunette' which I'm pretty sure is just Orlesian for 'brown'.” Height: “Grrr. Are you trying to rub it in? I'm short, all right?” Scars: “Yes? Several.” Burns: “They healed all right but sometime I'll have to tell you about the time we went searching for a werewolf-tree-spirit-person in the Brecilian forest. I think we all caught fire at least four times each.” Overweight: “No.” Underweight: “Sometimes? It's not easy getting enough to eat during a civil war when you're wanted by the 'crown', the land is under a blight and all the farmers have run away.”
FAVOURITE Colour: “Green.” Hair colour: (Smiles wistfully) “Blonde” Eye colour: “It seems like nobody ever writes poetry about brown eyes but you really could.” Music genre: “Is city-elf-jam-session a genre?” Movie genre: “Is that like a play? I haven't seen very many. I like a happy ending, though.” Tv show: “A... what now?” Food: “Fruit. All of it, really. And anything spicy.” Drink: “Posset if it's cold or I'm tired. Oh, those are out of fashion where you’re from? Well it’s sort of a hot, boozy custard. Sweet wine otherwise.” Book: “Uhm. I like books a lot. I'm not sure I could pick one. I like histories and myths and adventures. Now if you want a good laugh, go ask Jowan that and see how much he blushes and if he's feeling honest, today. He’d like that Third...Archive... thing? you all seem to enjoy.”
HAVE THEY Passed university: “Does passing Circle apprenticeship count?” Had sex: “Yes.” Had sex in public: “Define... public? You can't really get away from people that much in either the circle or a campsite. If you mean in a tavern or something then no.” Gotten pregnant: (Laughs.) Kissed a boy: “Yes.” Kissed a girl: “Once.” Gotten tattoos: “Yes.” Gotten piercings: “Just my ears.” Had a broken heart: “...yes.” Been in love: “Yes.” Stayed up for more than 24 hours: “Yes.”
ARE THEY A virgin: “No.” A cuddler: “Yes, to an extreme degree and I'm not sorry.” A kisser: “Kissing is good.” Scared easily: “Um. Well what's important is I did the things anyway, right?” Jealous easily: “No.” Trustworthy: “I hope so.” Dominant: “Not originally, but I got there.” Submissive: “For fun or if self-preservation demands it.” In love: (gives tiny smile and fiddles with earring) “Yes.” Single: “No.”
RANDOM QUESTIONS Have they harmed themselves: “No. Look, as a mage that's just asking for the Chantry to call out the big dogs, you know?” Thought of suicide: “No point. Everybody else is always trying to kill me.” Attempted suicide: “No.” Wanted to kill someone: “Yes. Sometimes I even didn't.” Drove a car: “Like a carriage? No. I learned to ride both horses and halla, though.” Have/had a job: “Several. My first was as assistant to Beatrice, the Tranquil smith. Fine so it was technically a punishment for fighting, at first. But it worked out.” Have any fears: (Crosses arms) “I'm not going to tell you that.”
FAMILY sibling(s): “Probably. I'm told my father remarried, but I haven't met them.” parents: “Melia and Erwan Surana.” children: “I'm only likely to ever father the one, myself, but there's one thing the world is never short on and that's orphaned elves. Here, I drew them! I will show you my sketches...” (You really shouldn't have asked that. You now hear about the antics of assorted children for a half hour.) pets: “Is Fang a pet? I'm not sure Fang is a pet. Rain is definitely not a pet. I keep having furry people around, whom I would not care to imply are merely pets. I'd keep rabbits if I had more time for them.”
I would like to tag in @starlanellfic, @panterry, and @thesecondsealwrites, and anybody else with long, unwieldy projects who’d like to show off their characters. No obligation of course, especially since I picked busy people.
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