#wish i could just disappear

[solemnrose]

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#Do I even matter? #Doesn't feel like it #Wish I could just disappear

[sweebat]

Wish I was dead

#wish I wasn’t a burden #wish I could just disappear #wish I could fix all my flaws #I hate myself #wish I could just die #wish I was useful

[endofallends]

Everythings just starting to fade together again

#I haven't hated myself this much in a long time #can it just stop for a bit #or just go back #i hate this #Im trying to do something but I just cant and I've got no excuse for it #wish I could just disappear

[userjungkook97]

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#one of the worst days of the year hands down #it's been ages since i felt this useless #wish i could just disappear

[miau-miau]

feelin pretty pathetic today besties...

#wish i could just disappear

[bespokejoke]

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#wish i could just disappear #feel like my being here is a nuisance

[barghest-land]

a beautiful sight 🌟 concavenator 

gonna be the last art of this year. it was a tough one, but with a glimpse of hope for the future, for which i'm really grateful. i've done a lot of art this year, personal and for the studio too. manifesting next year to be a dream come true (please let me be happy and free) happy new year everyone! 💙

#strangely this art for me is about the past and the future at the same time #a ghost of the past? #a sign of a happy future? #or just hope? #depends on how u see it #ah as usual my personal paleoart is about dinosaurs and my silly delusions :D #i wish i could see that in person. i'd probably cry for days #a pretty ghostly dinosaur silhouette in the fog. that is here for a second. and then disappears forever #making u think did i really see that or it's just my imagination #things................... #anyway! #barghestland #paleoland #paleoart #art #artists on tumblr #concavenator

[salsa-di-pomodoro]

Has anyone ever thought of the possibility of people in hisui getting a magazine from AFTER ingo and akari go home with either or both of them on it. Like they've already left and lo and behold in the tail end of the entire mess a magazine appears with one of them on the cover looking fresh stunning and most importantly happy. If it were Ingo i feel like he'd be all dressed up goth on the cover of like Vogue or something lmao (i don't think he wouldn't get famous if he wasn't already after coming home. Theyd want the publicity+cool extint Pokémon on the cover). If it were akari shed probably be like posing all badass like the badass teenager she is, scars in full view (she's a survivor!!!!!!). Inside is a little tidibit of their life after coming home. It would be both funny as hell to see them react to how they are in their element and like connect the dots for their strange behaviors AND bring closure to the people they left in hisui. They may never know this but the people in the past do

If anyone uses this idea tag me i may or may not read it but i want to know if you liked it enough to do something with it. I'll probably just keep daydreaming to myself about it lol

Edit: btw there's a whole section talking about everyone's battle prowess and the battle subway for the funnies. Just so you know

#ingo #ingo pokemon #subway boss ingo #submas ingo #pokemon ingo #warden ingo #akari #pokemon akari #akari pokemon #why do they have so may tags #anyway hello people this idea has plagued me mind enough for me to make a dramatic comeback to the tags #i will now disappear again for untold amounts of time #i wish i could be here #but my brain decided to do a funny and annhilate me with ten thousand ocd beams every time i see a smidge of content- #-that even vaguely implies angst. even in my mind lol (<-suffering from the horrors)(doing FAR *FAR* better than i was even just- #-a few months ago tho. just get the occasional panic moment. ig we cant have everything) #anyway goodbye gamers see you in five to ten business months #submas positivity #oh btw last thing emmet is def there with him #maybe not on the cover but in other photos inside of the magazine they all posed together #yes elesa also #i have such a clear view of this curse my undeveloped drawing abilities #jkjk im not being mean to myself lol im getting better #just imagine him on the cover posing with chandelure and sneasler and zoroark in the background and theyre all menacing #except him cause hes smiling so genuenly happy and like kind looking. something something ghosts don't have to be scary

[raptorrobot]

hey has anyone else noticed that the minotaur REACHES UP TOWARDS THE SKY DURING ITS DEATH ANIMATION because i'm really not okay about it

(disabled blood & gore to make it easier to see)

#ultrakill #minotaur #i realised this a while ago but only just bothered to record good footage of it and have yet to see another mention it #screams and cries and wails #i'm so sorry baby i wish i could show you the sky :[ #i know this is sad but it comically disappearing with no gore explosion did make me giggle just a little bit

[brittie-frog]

I'm so down bad for Maddox and Ashlyn that my three favourite scenes are:

3. The Redlyn breakup - the chillest break up, Red supporting Ashlyn going after Maddox and the most insane storyline of Red realising he's bi because he kisses Seb

2. Just the entirety of Maddox during opening night - having an existential breakdown over your love life that you break the sound controls and then just give up on your stage manager duties and disappear (probably to help quinn)

1. The confession - a scene I want on repeat: the explanations of how afraid they are of how much they like the other then the "should we just stay friends?" Before having such a love induced make out their just completely ignore Carlos being there. (Also Maddison giving up and telling Maddox to stop coming back to her when she clearly likes Ashlyn... my baby just needed that push)

I love all my queer children but these two are the wlw so I love them just slightly more.

#the hilarity of EJ seeing Maddox so focused on Ash that she forgot his question at the end of s3 that he immediately went and #CARVED THEIR NAMES INTO A TREE WITH HEART TO SHOW THEM WHEN THEY FINALLY GOT TOGETHER #i love them all #also i will not take arguments about the most crack storyline #Seb and Red kissing came out of no where and hit me like a metal chair #the french guy not actually being french and liking red felt right in my soul #granted i literally dont remember s2 and barely recognised him nevermind remember anything that happened between him and Ash #and jared(?) was just annoying #he showed up ruined madlyn first kiss admitted he liked carlos and then disappeared #its definitely a season i will rewatch at some point soon maybe as well as season 3 #hsmtmts #high school musical #madlyn #maddox x ashlyn #ashlyn caswell #hsmtmts season 4 #high school musical the musical the series #im sad its the end i wish i could have an entire season of just madlyn fluff #but im happy with two seasons of pinning and a brilliant confession

[sweetandglovelyart]

#Kirby #Kirby memes #Bandana Waddle Dee #Bandana Dee #Parasol Waddle Dee #Sailor Waddle Dee #Sailor Dee #rip Sailor Dee not appearing in a game since 2011 #I think my one complaint about Kirby as a series is that characters outside of the main four are often forgotten about or never used again #like I feel like every game will introduce a new character and then we maybe see them just one or two more times before they disappear #and don’t get me wrong I do enjoy seeing new characters introduced in new games #but I do wish that the characters that already exist would be acknowledged more or given more depth and development #because I feel like there’s a lot of potential there like we could see so many more stories or games involving them #I feel like there’s a lot of potential for more Magolor Epilogue type of stuff with other characters #I think it’d be nice to see what all the former antagonists have been up to after the end of their games #I think that Star Allies kind of does this a little bit but just on a surface level not more in depth #this is why I like exploring this stuff in my fanart lmao like if HAL/Nintendo won’t do it I’ll do it myself

[sciderman]

You said that if you dated Peter or Wade it would make you miserable. Which– Okay fair, Wade does have a history of purposely hurting the people he loves.

But what about Peter? Why do you think dating him would make you miserable?

because I’ll always know I had the option to climb a 6’8 cyborg and I passed that up for a sweaty little twunk that I perpetually have to remind to bathe (sorry peter)

#I don’t know. I don’t think peter is good boyfriend material. I think his insecurities would get exhausting. #Wade has bottomless patience. me… I don’t know. I don’t think I could. I’ve got my own stuff going on. I don’t want a Project. #peter is definitely a project. and he needs someone with shed loads of patience and perseverance. #me I just. I wanna have a good time. so. come to me my big beautiful time traveller. whisk me away. #take me to the beach. you can disappear after I don’t mind I’m not needy. just spend a beautiful romantic week with me. #sci speaks #I don’t really know what kind of person I’m compatible with really actually. #all my relationships have been. pretty short. #and I don’t think it’s any fault of my own really. and I don’t feel any loss over them at all. like at all. I wish I did. but I don’t. #a sci has so very thankfully never felt heartbreak. #but it makes me kind of question what kind of person I am when it comes to this sort of thing. #because I really don’t know. #I don’t know if I want commitment. I don’t even know if I want sex these days. #I … weirdly… am so devoid of yearning these days. like I feel content right now on my own. I don’t even feel lonely. #I used to yearn but I think I’ve moved past it. and I kind of just want to have a good time. #and that doesn’t even . involve a relationship or anything anymore. like I don’t think I want one actually. it feels like I’m Over it. #it’s kind of great because I’ve never felt so calm in a long time. all because I decided that I don’t. actually Need anything. #I don’t need anything more than what I have. and that’s brought me rest after So Long being restless. #but if a massive time traveller came and whisked me away on sexy adventures how could I say no

[camellcat]

Ten twirls Rose around sometimes when he needs a quick escape.

It's a win-win for both of them, he thinks! Rose always seems to enjoy, even if it's usually sudden and out of nowhere, and Ten gets to make her smile and slip away before she can even figure out what's just happened.

#I woke up in a haze and this is the first thing that popped into my brain #in my head they dance okay they dance and this is so so normal for them she doesn't even think twice about it #he spins her around and she loves it!! #(usually. when he's not doing it to make her purposely confused anyways) #like she's talking but he's just had an idea and doesn't want her to follow him so he grabs her hands and gives her a twirl #so she'll lose track of him and perhaps be a bit less angry when he suddenly disappears when she rights herself #she'll give a little huff when she realizes instead of being fun he's just tricked her but it's still fond #are you following? you should be #wish I could beam my thoughts perfectly into words on the screen it's so cute in my head #timepetals #tenrose #tenth doctor #rose tyler #doctor who

[fishing-lesbian-catgirl]

It’s because I have zero faith in the people of my country, but if by some miracle they did start trying to enforce lockdown and quarantine for Covid reasons, at this point I think the Fox News watching Americans and the police have made it into such a political thing to even acknowledge the existence of Covid that they almost certainly wouldn’t listen. I guess if the government was able to make most businesses close then maybe it’d have some degree of success but I doubt it

#death to america #honestly this country shouldn’t exist #the more I think about it the more I wish it could just disappear so the rest of the world wouldn’t have to deal with us anymore #yeah there’s a lot of good things here too but it’d be net positive for the world no doubt #unfortunately that’s not how stuff works so we have to dismantle the US the hard way

[slavicafire]

oh, the urge to leave everything behind at the first truly cold wind of upcoming fall.

the sun is still here and the flowers are still in bloom, and the skies are bright - but soon they'll darken, and the flowers will die, and the sun will wear the heaviness of clouds for months to come.

and then the urge to leave it all will become nearly too strong to oppose. to pick up my things and say farewell to the couple of well-meaning friends left, and just go. cease to be witnessed in this cold and unforgiving place, save the few leftover rays of sun in my heart and go somewhere else, alone. tend different graves of different strangers in a different town.

may the old ones grant us some sun still, then, and no autumn wind for at least a moment longer.

#żmija gada #the melancholy of summer ending is tough under the best of circumstances... and what when they're not the best #I wish I could just be gone for winter. cease to exist for a season. #but there are no people who'd wait for me I think #other than two perhaps - but those I love too much to just selfishly disappear

[identityquest]

lizzie get two wolves 👍

#strato.txt #oil painting #wip #im worried ive unbalanced the composition w the second one on the right tho... its so much closer to the edge #ugh whatever. aunt lizzie is the focus here #i wish i knew what she actually looked like this is just cobbled together from general features of my family #solid build... dark curly hair... bigass ears. she could be one of my cousins. she could be me #ok rq im gonna lay out the story in the tags for anyone who hasnt seen the previous lizzie art #my great-something aunt lizzie was disabled and couldnt walk very well and she died young #she wanted to see the second floor of the farm house real bad but no one ever carried her up there and she died before seeing it #they buried her in a long white dress somewhere down at the creek. we dont know where her graves lost unfortunately #the night she was buried something wearing a white dress walked into the house and up the stairs and disappeared #and sometimes you can hear her down around the creek screaming #somewhere along the line wolves got mixed into the imagery for me #my uncle told me a story about another 'white thing' that was wolfish and would jump on cars #so i just assumed lizzie was a werewolf my whole life #anyways. i think her staying after she died was a manifestation of her desire for autonomy. maybe #maybe if shed had modern accommodations she wouldnt have felt the need to stick around. or maybe she would have idk #either way i think death afforded her control over her own desires in a way she hadnt experienced before #and i think thats why she still hangs around the creek #i hope she would like this. maybe ill take it down there and leave it out for a night when its finished so she can see