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mercurycft ยท 3 months
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๐ˆ๐’ ๐ˆ๐“ ๐Ž๐•๐„๐‘ ๐๐Ž๐–? โ€” ๐‹๐. ๐Š๐–
## lucy bronze x keira walsh !!
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Hello everyone.. I am so sorry for my inactivity! Life has been absolutely mental recently and I was struggling to find any sort of free time!! please bare with! in the meantimeโ€” I was feeling emotional and angsty. So enjoy this angsty fic! Love always - RG x
This is obviously NOT an accurate representation of their relationship, or how I see them as individuals. This is purely fiction and for entertainment purposes :) x
1,721 words.
CONTAINS MATURE LANGUAGE ++
Was it really a breakup?
Could you call it that?
There was no crying, no fighting, no shouting. Just silence. Silence followed by the packing of bags and the slam of the front door.. Then just, nothing.
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That was two weeks ago. Now Keira lay in their home, or what once was their home, alone. In the sheets of their bed, Narla curled between her legs. Sleep didnโ€™t come easy, finding no comfort in the overly empty bed. Tossing and turning under the covers, mind endlessly racing. The nights were hard for Keira, the quiet almost too quiet - so heavy it sat like pressure on her chest. The dark that was once so warm and comforting now seemed uninviting. It crept around the corners of the house and under the doors, stalking through the halls.
Lucyโ€™s presence still lingered through the house, pictures adorning the walls of memories and moments the pair shared. Her favourite mug sat on the counter untouched - the same as her slippers, still downstairs by the unlocked front door. She couldnโ€™t lock it, worried that if Lucy hadnโ€™t taken a key she wouldnโ€™t be able to get in. She couldnโ€™t chance it, so it remained unlocked with the entry-way light constantly on.
Door unlocked.
Light on.
Keira tried to ignore it, the reminders that followed her from room to room. The reminders that littered their bedroom - small photos, her clothes on the floor. She just couldnโ€™t bring herself to face it, whatever it is.
She was tired, exhausted even, completely drained of all emotion and energy that had consumed her over the last few days. She usually gave up trying to sleep at around 2am, however today she had finally drifted off.
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Lucy however, was far from sleep. Lost in the moment, through the vodka and coke haze that sat behind her eyes, found herself stumbling up the drive and towards the front door. The quiet seemed to amplify the sound of her unsteady footsteps, vision blurred as she searched through her pocket for her house key. After a few moments she had the key in the door, futile as it turned against an already open lock.
Inside and upstairs, Keira lay unaware of who stood just outside the front door. Sleep muffling the shuffling of feet as the door opened. A mildly-intoxicated Lucy stumbling across the threshold, the faint smell of alcohol clung to her skin, mingling with the aroma of the night air and her sweet perfume.
Narla was a good sleeper, rarely loud or awoken by anything other than food.. or Lucy. So when she stirred and stood to attention at the end of the bed, Keira shot up as well - alarmed by the sudden movement that tore her away from her sleep. The of her bark reverberated throughout the silent house, echoing off the walls. Disturbed from her dreams, Keira slowly opened her eyes, mind still foggy with sleep - trying to reach for the fluffy dog at her feet for comfort.
โ€œSilly puppy, whatโ€™s the matter? hm?โ€ She whispered into the darkness, barely making out the shape of her doggy-face and scratching behind her perked ears. Keira knew deep down the only thing that could wake her at this hour would be Lucy, and although she had the left the door unlocked repeatedly (for the full 15 days since she had left) she couldnโ€™t help the anxiety that grew and sat heavy in the pit of her stomach.
With each unsteady step Lucy took downstairs, the tension seemed to thicken, saturating the atmosphere within the house. A moment of worry washed over Keira's tired mind - What would she say? What would she do?
By the time Keira had gotten out and off of the bed, grabbed a hoodie to chuck on over the jersey that hung from her. Lucyโ€™s Jersey. Narla had scrambled off the bed and was stood alert at the bedroom door, paw raising to scratch at the wood with her nose pressed against the crack, tail wagging madly.
When she had finally opened the door, the westie wasted no time in running down the stairs and straight to Lucy - who was now bent down to her level and greeting the excited dog. Keira hung back, stepping quietly through the hallway and towards the staircase. She knew once she stepped down Lucy would have a full view of her, and she would have full view of Lucy.
Keira took a few calming breaths, as if she was psyching herself up to walk down. After a few she did, carefully and slowly. Eyes locked in the direction of the front door. She saw Lucy first, taking her in. Silently admiring her from afar. The way she smiled, how her hair fell effortlessly in front of her face, how her top fit like a glove in all the right places.
โ€œLuce?โ€ Her voice was soft yet hoarse, her vocal chords fried from the hours of crying.
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It was almost like time had frozen for Lucy, watching as Keira descended down the last few steps and stood in front of her. She didnโ€™t know what to say, standing so they were at the same level. Suddenly all too aware of what she had done. She had a few drinks, cried a few tears and made her way back to the house without thinking.
โ€œItโ€™s 2am..โ€ Keiraโ€™s voice jolted her from her thoughts once more, causing them to finally meet eyes. The lamp in the room was dim, but it gave enough light for Lucy to notice the red of Keiraโ€™s eyes.
โ€œYeah, uhm-โ€ She cleared her throat, buying herself time to figure out what to say. โ€œI wanted to see you.โ€ Lucy mentally cursed herself, internally grovelling at her lack of excuse or explanation.
โ€œYou wanted to see me?โ€ Keira pressed, pausing for a moment when she saw Lucyโ€™s mouth open to respond - but she kept going. โ€œYou. Wanted to see. Me.โ€
It wasnโ€™t a question, at least it didnโ€™t sound like a question. More like a statement of disbelief. The tone shocked Keira herself, unsure of where the bitterness had come from - but somehow she couldnโ€™t stop it.
โ€œYou wanted to see me!โ€ She got louder, then the word vomit started.
โ€œYou wanted to see me! You couldโ€™ve โ€˜wanted to see meโ€™ a week ago Lucy! Two weeks! Two weeks Iโ€™ve been here waiting for you. For a text or for a call! God Iโ€™ve been leaving the fucking door unlocked just incase you showed up!โ€ Breathe. But she couldnโ€™t, her hurt now sewn into anger and frustration.
โ€œYou left! You just up and left me here! Alone! For two fucking weeks. Crying and ruining myself because you fucking left!โ€
โ€œI know Ke-โ€
โ€œNo you donโ€™t know! Because while I was here, alone. You were out getting drunk and doing god knows what! Where were you?โ€
โ€œKe-โ€ There was no break to reply.
โ€œNo actually! I could probably tell you where you were! But in all honesty, I donโ€™t care! Lucy this isnโ€™t fair! You donโ€™t get to just come home at 2am on a fucking random Thursday because you โ€˜wanted to see meโ€™ god!โ€ Still not breathing.
โ€œItโ€™s not like-โ€
โ€œYou donโ€™t get to just walk in here and fucking stroke the dog like youโ€™ve just got in from work! You fucking left..โ€ The end of her sentence fell away, her voice cracking and tears pricking behind her eyes. Finally taking a deep breath and gulping.
โ€œKeira..โ€ Lucy stepped closer, arms outstretched towards her.
โ€œNo! I was here! Alone!โ€ She was sobbing now, almost hyperventilating in front of the older woman. Arms thrown in the air to punctuate her point. She quietened for a moment, a meek attempt to compose of herself and assess the situation. Taking a deep breath under Lucyโ€™s gaze before she continued.
โ€œYou left me, and Iโ€™m crying. And youโ€™re drunk.โ€ She spoke softer now, still gasping for breath and wiping away her own tears with her sleeve. Her words were laced with hurt, her throat tight and chest heaving as she stared across the room at Lucy.
Lucyโ€™s arms were back by her side as she tried to comprehend what had happened, to process the things Keira had said - eyes locked on the wooden panels below them.
โ€œIm sorry, Kei.โ€ She whispered, looking back up at her from the ground.
โ€œOh yeah alright,โ€ She grumbled sarcastically under her breath, pulling her arms across her chest and leaning against the banister. โ€œWere you sorry yesterday? or a week ago? How about two weeks ago?โ€ She continued.
It carried on like this for a few minutes, Keira getting everything off of her chest and Lucy stood there taking it. In all honesty, Keira didnโ€™t know what she was saying. All logical parts of her brain now overrun by frustration and emotion. She didnโ€™t register what was happening until she was marching towards the front door, swinging it open with a leg out to hold Narla back.
โ€œGo.โ€ She whispered, pain dripping from the singular word. โ€œPlease..โ€ She couldnโ€™t look up, now looking at the dog sat confused by her feet.
โ€œKeira, why donโ€™t we talk-โ€
She shook her head in response, not letting Lucy finish her sentence once more. Lifting a hand to wipe away the tears cascading down her cheeks, pooling beneath her jaw and running down her neck.
โ€œI Love you, but please..โ€ Keira paused. โ€œPlease go.โ€
Lucy took a second to breathe, tears now piling in her eyes. She nodded slowly in acknowledgment, giving Narla a stroke and moving towards Keira and the door. She gave Keira a small kiss on the cheek, pausing momentarily against her skin - clenching her jaw and taking her in. Whispering a small โ€œLove you..โ€ against her before pulling away.
She didnโ€™t want to but she knew, for now, she had to. For the second time tonight she stepped back across the threshold, pausing to give Keira one last look.
Keira couldnโ€™t look at her, closing the door firmly. Hoping maybe if Lucy went, she wouldnโ€™t have to face the reality of what she said.
They stood there for a while. On either side of the door, silently begging for each-other. Longing for things to be how they were.
Lucy heard a shuffle from the other side, Keiraโ€™s shadow moving across the glass - followed by a small click of the lock, watching as the light flickered and then disappeared from the room.
Exhaling a final breath before turning to walk away.
Door locked.
Light off.
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woso-dreamzzz ยท 16 days
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I'm sooooo happy of all the bear content we got today, so what would happen if a bug situation happened to bear, like just some "fan" picking her up and starting to walk away with her, like who would notice first and what would all of the barca team (including wonze) do??....I love angst so much
Ona definitely notices first. She's been put on babysitting duty and she very quickly raises the alarm.
Lucy and Keira come running over to grab Bear, who's having a complete mental breakdown over this. Keira gives lots of comfort while Lucy and Ona absolutely tear into the fan.
The mature adults in the team (Alexia, Paredes, Marta) manage to get security over while Ingrid and Aitana are focussed on helping Keira calm Bear down
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ctrlemis ยท 2 years
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๐…๐€๐”๐‹๐“ ๐‹๐ˆ๐๐„๐’ โ€ MASTERLIST
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SYNOPSIS. Wonyoung & Jungwon are more alike then people think. Besides the basics, like being the same age and both being idols, they both enough the same types of music, stan the same groups, and they both have a crush on ETERNIAโ€™s maknae. Only two problems. The world is convinced theyโ€™re secretly dating and they both don't know that the other likes Y/N L/N
PAIRING. jang wonyoung x gender neutral! idol!reader x yang jungwon
GENRE. idol au, crack/my attempts at humor, strangers to friends to lovers, angst, fluff, friends to lovers.
WARNINGS. strong language, drama, sexual jokes/references, dumb kids being dumb kids, idol drama, mentions of depression, cheating fighting, minor toxicity, bi wonyoung, bi jungwon.
FEATURING. enhypen, ive, some members of le sserafim, blackswan, p1harmony, seventeen, fromis_9, kard, bts, vevila, skz.
NOTE. WE BACK๐Ÿคญfirst and foremost, full credits to @seungstarss for making this amazing banner for the fic!!! im so excited for this especially because this time its a co-ed group!! also, because vevila is featured in this, i will be giving y/n a name!! not sure what it is yet but yeah? also like before and like usually in my smaus, y/n doesnโ€™t have a set face claim! and they are gender neutral so sometimes ill sure a fem fc and sometimes a masc fc and yeah. UPDATE: fault lines is now discontinued.
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PROFILES. WALMART ETERNALS. THE WONZ SQUAD. THE MAKNAEZ.
CHAPTERS.
1. army shooter
2. spoiled comebacks
3. JUNGWON'S A FURRY TOO?
4. bts(not bangtan)
5. THE ENTIRE FRANCHISE
6. BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK-
7. rainbow coded person
8. awaken and find out what happens after like
9. TBA.
10. TBA.
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TAGLIST. @jihyoscrown @lunaflvms @enloveclub @kange3939 @arizejkt19 @theandrogynisticcat @maiverie @enhypenslay @wonieleles
PERM TAGLIST. @jungwonize @soobin-chois @jangwonie @hiqhkey @bigtoewinwin @enhacolor @abdiitcryy @hseungi @sh1mzu @chiyuv @seungstarss @strwberrydinosaur @sarcasmhadachild @butterflyy-ningg @simeonswhore
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mercurycft ยท 1 month
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