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bausbitch · 4 years

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hello yes so i was thinking spencer x ballerina!reader 👉👈

Paris In The Rain

Reid x ballerina! She/her! Reader

I say she/her bc yn gets the honor to play Clara in the Nutcracker in a Christmas event in Paris!!! Idk I'm feeling Christmasy

In which the team had NO idea how good you were at standing on your tippy toes

You and your bfs schedules we're like,,,, close to the same

Bc you had to practice!!!

And sometimes travel for shows

I was also a ballerina don't question me

So you both came home around the same time

Sometimes you came home later than him

A girl gotta practice a lot amirght

So you sometimes,,,,,

Ok most times

Came home really late

Don't quote me on that I had to go to school and practice all the time so it was hectic but issok bc I dropped out 😎🤘

And so Spence barely got to like

See you

Everyday

But recently

It was worse now

Bc you got the lead!!!!

In the Nutcracker!!!!!!

And so

You had to fly to Paris

BUT

Since it was around Christmas

And for some reason

Crime was low LOW low

The bau got a vacation

And Spencer was like

"Yo you guys wanna watch the Nutcracker ballet?"

They were like

"Uh, ,, ,,, why tho"

And he's like

"Idk it's in Paris"

And they had their bags packed in SECONDS

Ok not seconds but you know what I mean

Everyone was really excited

Bc,,,, Paris!!!

But ok anyways

Don't ask why Reid didn't tell anyone you were performing

It was bc he was shy and he knew he'd get roasted!!!

Bc you're 🥵

And he's 😳

He's perfect though

But the team will roast

Haters gonna hate

Head up king 😔✊

BUT OKOKOKOKOKOK

THEY ARRIVED IN PARIS

You'd gotten there a lil bit earlier bc you had to practice

It was the day before the performance

And everyone was exploring and stuff

But they were also like

🧐

Spencer,,,, why aren't you at the same hotel as us?

And he's like,,,,,,,,

"Haha I'm totally not at my gfs luxury hotel that they got her bc she's the lead in the thing we're watching tomorrow night WHAT are you talking about"

No one questioned anything

Bc,,,,, no kids,,,,, no spouses,,,,,, just,,,,, paris

Lmao sorry will you're gonna need to take care of the kids 🥰

Lots of love❤

OK ANYWAYS

BACK TO YOU

you were practicing and stuff

All h*cking day

So when you got to your room

To see Spencer taking a nap on the bed

You were like :((!!!

My baby!!!!!

And you put your stuff down

Took a shower

Ate

And laid down in his arms

He,,,, ofc,,,,, woke up

And he was

ELATED

To see you

"Hi baby!!!! I missed you!!"

And you're like

"I missed you too!!!! Omfg ily"

Idk I have commitment issues I've never been in a serious relationship

So you went to sleep cuddling

And talking

All the cute shit

And the next morning

You were up at like,,,,,, 6 am???

And so was he

Bc he wanted to have breakfast with you 🥺🥺

So you guys went to get breakfast on your way to the place you were performing at

And you did

But it started to rain!!!

Alexa play Paris in the rain by lauv

But you guys decided to pull out the umbrella

And walk around

While the sun rose

🥺

I want that

BUT ANYWAYS

When it was time for you to go

You said goodbye

❤

And he said it back

And so off he was

"Good morning!"

Omfg the team was finna beat his ass

Like bro chill the sun JUST rose

Calm tf down

On god

But they went and explored

Got lost a few times

Ok MANY times but same difference

And at the end of the day

They all got dressed up

Looking hella fancy

Fancy by twice soty 2019

And went to watch the show

YOU DID SO WELL

Perfect

Show stopping

Amazing

Never been done before

And then 🤩

It was over

And they all wanted to congratulate you and stuff

And they told spence

They were like

"Hey let's congratulate her"

And he was like

"Wait what why we already threw roses wym"

Bc he thought they NEW LMFAO POOR BABY

"Bc she just finished performing and she did amazing AND we have manners"

And he's like

"Oh right LMFAO"

So they went to congratulate you and the rest of the people

And ok so, Spencer had forgotten to tell you one tiny little witty itty bitty detail

That being

He didn't tell anyone that you were together

So when you JUMPED into his arms and kissed his face all over,,,,,

Safe to say they were like

👁👄👁

What the h*ck

And your were like

OMFG YOU BITCH I KNEW I WAS JUST THE SIDE PIECE YOU LOVE THEM MORE

And they were like

Oh we know 😎🤘

We're the homies

BUT ANYWAYS LMFAO

He explained to the team

Which took you in

Also took you to dinner somewhere fancy

It was quite cute ngl

After that

They all went home for the holidays

You had to stay back bc you had a few more shows

And Spence stayed with you bc he loves you

OMFG NYE KISS WITH HIM :(((((!!

Ugh ok

I'm done

NOT @ HOW THIS TOOK ME THIS LONG JRJRJEJEHDHDHHE I'M SO SORRY

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deasnotes · 4 years

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move! i wanna puke!

feb 29th a.k.a today, i marked you! when i thought that life is going so smooth lately... i wasn’t keep my eyes on the track. now it all turned back to me, everything is messed up, LITERALLY messed up, at EVERY aspect. my friendship, family, economical situation, general life, and other things that affecting my daily life. and i haven’t even got accepted to a job or project yet. but i have to continue my life. that’s the worst thing... to get your ass up, force it all, and pretend that everything’s okay while you have a storm and constant mental breakdown inside your soul, if i should choose; i won’t. i swear i won’t. but life’s gotta be dynamic and i hate the fact that we all have to force it all first before achieving things that we want. also. i can’t accept my strict parents and how that i should behave as the society wants. I DON’T WANT TO. i still want to life freely as the way I AM and nobody could tell me what i have to do. most parents are so old fashioned like cmon i’ll be 20 this year and i can decide things for my OWN self!!! (i know for sure that i’ll regret for writing that but that’s my current state of mind so wyd?!). honestly i’m upset. extremely confused (you can look at how my typing in this post lol my ocd ass doesn’t even bother to divide into paragraphs and structural story, like usual. yes i’m very upset rn). things aren’t running well as how i planned to, and that’s what i hate the MOST even tho i know that sadly--unfortunately--i am NOT the center of this universe. now that i think i can’t fix the friendship anymore... i have to distract my mind (i already distracted of any shits in life by the existence of my lovely boyfriend, actually.. ngl tho i really don’t know what to do without him *cries* i love him so much, he’s my only reassurance... love u lots, bebuy.) but i need sumn, like, i have to earn some pennies since the economical situation of this family is currently being a shit, my uncle borrowed SO MANY loans and my dad deadass gave him, also, my dad has been funding “that” other’s ungrateful son for his (super) expensive college tuition and plane tickets (THAT’S STUPID I KNOW, DON’T ASK ME WHY OR I’LL GET RAGE AGAIN). yes my dad’s “kindness” brought us, his core family, to the lower point lolololol THE CLOWNERY???? now that he already showed me his bank balance... i’m...... upset even more. i wanna cry. i actually write this sentence while crying.... now my bank account balance is way much more than my dad’s primary account (he got many bank acc actually, but when his primary one is dropping that much then idk what to think anymore????). that’s heartbreaking and i’m sooooooooo dizzy the whole day, and probably the whole year, because i don’t know how will i fund the next semester’s tuition fee meanwhile i DEADASS got the highest classified tuition on my college :) i honestly get used of saving, using my money (kinda) wisely for things that i really desire (for example: if my dad sent me gopay or shopeepay some million rupiahs then i can use it for MONTHS since i rareeelyyyy use the gojek or gofood service, i prefer eat whatever i got at home or just being starving. lol no jk.) but, i guess, instead of thinking about that, there won’t be any funding anymore :) I’M SORRY FOR SHITPOSTING but that’s all that i got in my mind during my kinda tight uni and stupid organizational schedule + my shitty friendships (i swear i’ve tried not to think about it for the sake of my mental health but? i just? can’t?) + all of those STUPID situations that i’ve wrote above. i currently wanna run a small dropshipping business from the scratch since the company that i’ve applied to haven’t even got me in YET. please pray for me. wish me luck. at least i have to continue my study and buying stuffs that i’ve always wanted haha. ANYWAYYYYY.. i’m currently at a state of mind where i regret that i bought kpop albums :’( i honestly NEVER THOUGHT that i would regret it but.. now i frankly do). i mean, i have some albums MEANWHILE 2-3 album aja di total udah berapa juta bangsat.... even tho i bought that without feeling pressured at that time, bc i had money back then lol i have savings. BUT. STILL. :’( up all thoughts, i really wanna just smoke it all off. how i wish that those could just disappear--vanished--like *poof, it doesn’t exist anymore!*. also, i need packs of cigs like right here right now while contemplating about life and its weird way. i need lots of hugs and planted kisses (from my bf) too, that’s one of a reassurance that i need, but nvm i’ll get hours of hugs in a week from now on! :D

this is 12 am at midnight means that it’s 1st of march now, i usually write at midnight while sobbing (that’s the best way of catharsis you know!) so i’m sorry that i’ve ranting so much lol wym this is my blog anyway!!! :p and, lastly, goodnight. goodnight for my own self only. also, move! i wanna puke!!

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