#yall know the kind of day im having

[tangledinink]

Wait wait wait

You do witchcraft???

That's so cool! I had no idea there were other witches in the TMNT fandom!!!

What kind of witchcraft do you practice?? Personally, I deal mostly with divination, but I'd love to hear more about other people's crafts!

I do! ^^ Though admittedly my practice has been a little bit dormant as of late because I sort of fell out of habit after An Event which was a Bit Disruptive to My Life lol. But I guess I kind of dabble in a bit of everything? I dunno if I could pin myself down to just one kind of practice yet, I still sort of consider myself a Baby Witch. But I really like making little spelljars and casting candle spells and things of the like, and I've been trying to learn tarot for a while now! I also really like making and drawing sigils... For a while part of the joy for me has been just Learning New Things.

^ ft. gecko enclosure and tail lol. BoS and altar not pictured.

#ive got kind of a budget witchcraft thing going on lmao #coz thats kind of my fav part of it? that you can kind of just do it however a little bit so long as you have like #intention and are mindful #all my spelljars are the bottles that vaccines would come in at my old workplace (i used to work at a vet office!) #and since we would mostly just throw them out i could just take them and repurpose them so now ive got a ton #ive got a small collection of crystals coz i like those #my practice is a lot of meditation and grounding and mindfulness and shit like that #blah blah blah tricking myself into taking care of me etc etc #for a while i would. like. every day meditate ground and choose an intention for the day #and pick out some pocket crystals to bring with me that matched that intention #but then my schedule got fucked in eight different ways = 3 = so im working on getting back to it #eventually lol #honestly i love talking abt this stuff and would love to get back into it/meet other ppl who do witchcraft its been a hot second since #like #ive truly indulged... #asks #anon #witchcraft #witchblr #i gotta follow some witchy blogs smh lemme know if yall have any suggestions

[wolfcat-hybrid]

I understand the instinct to hear news about something happening and go "ok, now how will this impact me", but folks. With the WGA strike. Please don't make it about your favorite show. I'm sorry something that's important to you has been negatively affected! But the wellbeing of writers should absolutely take priority over that. You can be sad about the impact of a strike and still be glad they're fighting for improved conditions.

#wolfy speaks #wga strike #writers guild of america #current events #its just kind of frustrating to go into the wga tag and seeing ppl talk exclusively about their shows being hurt by it #im sorry! i know its sad! but the human writers are more important rn! #that said it is absolutely an instinct to find out how a news thing inpacts you. i do it too. my first question when i learn something is #'how will this affect my day to day life?' #but then i move past that #some of yall are still in the 'prioritizing me' stage and you have to go to 'prioiritizng others' stage #that said if youre a fandom blog and explaining how the strike will likely affect whatever youre talking about you get a bit of leeway #wanting to understand what the impact of the strike will be is not the same as not caring about why theyre striking #sorry i know im rambling in the tags here... i feel like theyre room for nuance here and i dont want to come across otherwise #just. end of story. you should be more concerned with the wellbeing of the writers who are striking #than the wellbeing of your shows #human lives take priority #but you can be concerned for both

[h-doodles]

boy the sudden outpour of angst ideas for larissa weems x reader in my brain got me weeping so bad i feel a fever coming on

#ALL YALL POSTING ABT FALLING OUT OF LOVE BUT MY BRAIN GOING 700 MILES FASTER AND 3000 YEARS FURTHER WITH A #the love was still there. it didnt change anything. #ABT READER LEARNING SHE'S DYIG SOON. BUT KNOWS LARISSA IS SWAMPED WITH NEVERMORE & DEALING WITH THE KIDS. AND SHE ALSO LOVES #HER NEVERMORE FAMILY SO MUCH. SHE CANNOT BEAR TO MAKE THEM SAD #AND BC LARISSA IS SO BUSY. SHE HASNT REALLY LOOKED @ HER WIFE. AND TO READER ITS JUST OKAY. AND CREATES A MINI VIDEO JOURNEY #AND LIKE. ITS JUST ALL THE LITTLE THINGS SHE LOVED TO DO WITH LARISSA. AND THE KIDS. AND OF LIFE U KNOW. #and its wonderful and sad and beautiful #but she's dying and she doesn't want anyone else to know; her family had gone the same way too and thats how she wants it to end #and its just. augh. not my brain adding more angst rn #where her one & only friend notices #and is the one bringing her to all her doctor's appointments (outside jericho ofc. she knows her wife would know the instant had she been #diagnosed there) and like. Larissa getting more and more suspicious of their outings and accuses r of infidelity #.......and at this point r is just. done. and lies. #and gets out of Larissa's life. and everyone's just. shocked & devastated #R leaves but also begs her friend to go away. because she's just counting her days at this point. and you know what #the kicker here is that they agree knowing this was the last act of kindness they could give her. #AND LARISSA STILL DOESNT KNOW. #and wouldnt have known until Wednesday had a vision of a phonecall that'll shatter her #........shit. im crying again haha #anyways i love cinematic orchestra's i built a home <3 it really gives me such the best angst storylines #personal.txt #clown.txt #mod lee speaks stuff #idea.txt #larissa weems #larissa x reader #larissa weems x reader #lee writes #lee writes stuff #my fic

[squeakadeeks]

im not sure if this is a consequence of feeling like we all have to compete over how poorly we take care of ourselves in some giant internet thunderdome like “oh you sleep 4 hours? well I only sleep 2″ and “you only ate one meal today? well all I had was an iced coffee” or “you just finished working 70 a hr week? well I worked 85″ because it feels like we can only be seen, validated, and helped if we’re hurting more than everyone and our situation is the most extreme and dire, but deadass I am extremely concerned for folks if what they're saying is true and not being warped by exaggeration bc as someone who undertook less extremes than what people are posting im still hospital bound bc of how much i abused my body and my limits 

#people will make some posts and i will sit there like #bestie i have a severe and approaching lethal stage ED and youre eating less than i do and showing more self abusive behavior #the other thing i can say about this is yes im concerned for the person but im also kind of angry about it too if im telling true #its a situation where i understand its symptomatic of a bigger cause and theyre hurting too #but do yall know how fucking impossible it is to recover from an ED when you go online and everyone is bragging #about only eating one meal or just having caffeine or normalizing going all day without eating #and I can also see how harmful it would be for recovering from substance abuse bc of how people talk about binge drinking too #like i get yall are hurting but there are consequences to what you say

[catt-crossing]

some people need to learn to just turn replies off/blockpeople on their posts like. if someone keeps arguing with you and you're both getting super mad.....and you just keep going like 😔....block button is free babes.....

#not my post or anything that involving me #but i opened the notes on another post and OOF #like ofc its fine to argue with people a bit. like try to get them to see your side but #idk they're having a whole ass pissed off at each other convo and im like. yall should just block each other at this point..... #i feel like saying “its fine to argue with people” sounds bad LOL but i meant it in a trying to idk educate people or #get them to know what your reasons are kind of way #at the end of the day though you can't always “win” or convince people

[bitchfitch]

Block #boost spam. I need to burry some privated posts and am going to rb a lot of bullshit in rapid fire.

#if you know what this is in reguards to i am Begging you to not mention it. im eternally greatful for all the kindness yall have shown #over the last few days but i need to think about Literally anything else until my meds kick in. #and i can sleep the 'id rather be dead than dealing with this' stage of grief off.

[sushisocks]

ohh wow i passed 1k followers on here while i wasnt looking, how very fun!! thank u all for hanging out ur all the very best <3<3<3

#teki talks #also gained a v recent mutual whom i am ECSTATIC to realize followed me back a few days ago!! hellooooo heehoo<3<3 #ive really been busy lately so ive not looked at my activity stuff in a while and i was like 'woah!!' #also ive been getting notifs abt my posts making the rounds like 'oh 4k reblogs 10k reblogs' etc etc #but NOTHING on 1k followers which def FEELS LIKE SMTH I SHOULDVE BEEN NOTIFIED ON?? #anyway yall are SO COOL and i love hanging out and whatnot #very grateful so many of u have joined me for the cowboy posting or magic boy posting or space boy posting or gay posting #there's a lot of different kinds of posting going on here but knowing people enjoy enough to follow is a LOT of fun!! #im sorry ive not been as active lately i got a job and im tryina write and all that good stuff!! but ur all always welc to reach out!! #tumblr is a platform where numbers mean fuckall but im thinking about having a thousand people in my house and that does make me feel smth #so thank you!!!!

[elfsyellowflowerzart]

PEOPLE HAVE SENT ME STUFF ON FLIGHT RISING IM GONNA CRYYYYYY

#PEOPLE ARE SO NICE THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH OMFG #IM GONNA CRYYYYY #im having a horrific chronic pain flare up and ive been very down about it so this is making my day so much better i appreciate it so much #the kindness of strangers :'} makes me so happy #once im more experienced at flight rising and have been on it longer i WILL be paying it forward just so yall know #this is genuinely making my day #yew branch #thats my talking tag #ppl following for art feel free to blacklist that #i wont be doing much talking outside of posting art and replying to people and such #but ALSO just know that i read every tag on rbs and they make me incredibly happy and motivate me #especially on oc art 🥹 #this is a ramble but THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH I WILL CRY (IN A HAPPY WAY)

[toytulini]

idk. picky eater rights. im coming to your events and turning my picky bitch nose up at your fancy ass desserts you spent a bajillion hours working over in the kitchen and asking if i can find like a basic ass brownie with no extra flairs or ingredients or steps or whatever the fuck. cry about it. stop trying to feed me

#toy txt post #they gotta have some picky eater bitches be the judges on those food competition shows i stg #sorry for committing the unforgivable sin of my tastebuds didnt enjoy the food you made. it was intended as a personal slight actually #i am trying to offend you for real. yeah. thats definitely whats happening. god/sssss #like god irl if i dont like food you made ill try to be fuckin gracious about it buf dont fucking get mad at me for like. idk. prepping my #own foods you percieve as worth less or whatever the fuck. ppl are so fucking weird about food. #honestly guy on prev post didnt even dislike the cake it sounded like but was just experiencing the human emotion of disappointment #when the little specific joy he was looking forward too was not what he expected. if she had asked him 'do you mind if i make a similar cake #that is not the exact same as the one you asked for? maybe he wouldve been fine cos he wouldnt have been looking forward to that specific #thing. OR maybe he wouldve said if youre not going to make this very specific one im looking forward to then dont bother i dont want you #wasting the time and effort and then she wouldnt have been mad. or maybe she wouldve. ppl do get weird about that kind of thing #maybe saying that wouldve been a crime too. guess that dumb asshole shouldve shut up and eaten his stupid cake and enjoyed it and said #nothing. a recipe for happiness #anyway. hot take ig stop putting nuts in desserts. alllergy havers will prolly thank you but you know who else will thank you? #every day i see takes about food that make me think i really should be more of a picky bitch eater on maim to knock yall pretentious #food fuckers down a peg tbh. every day i resist the urge but god how yall test me. let me be the judge on a cooking show. #weird assholes who are rude abt ppl having allergies or sensory issues: come here. im going to break you #anyway more of us picky bitches who are picky just for like. casual reasons. we should he loud picky bitches on main. if a cook or baker or #whatever can accommodate my picky bitch ass thats difficult to feed for no reason we can be sure they can accommodate allergy havers #and ppl w medical restricted diets. if they can be gracious about me just not vibing w the food then they can def be gracious about more #sensitive reasons. yea i could choke down the food i dont like probably. it wouldnt make me throw up or send me to the hospital. but why #should i? if youre an asshole to me about simply not liking your shit then why the hell would i feel safe disclosing medical info to your #bitch ass? why would i trust you to follow it? and not try to sneak some shit in bc you think you know better about food? #anyway #picky eater rights. let ppl be picky for no apparent reason. cos the ppl who have uwu Good Valid Reasons(tm) dont fucking owe you that #explanation

[dualitysdownfall]

i have a tendency to reblog posts about promoting one's own art and/or the importance of reblogging art, onto my art blog, as a sort of "wink wink nudge nudge i do have followers on this blog don't i" kind of thing

but whenever i do that, it feels as if people pay more attention to that than to my art

i know that's not literally true, i'm sure the note count does not actually rival or surpass a new art post, it only feels like a note spike because that blog posts so infrequently and therefore its activity is usually flat line, and reblogging the post made there Be Something There For People To Interact with

i guess it irks me anyway because i reblog it with the intent of "hey, look at the message of this post and where it is right now, mind giving my blog a scroll and maybe hitting a couple of green buttons" but it doesnt really work that way because people just see it in their dash. i constantly be reblogging shit with little if any awareness of which person i follow that i'm getting it from.

i just wish there was a way to be like, "hey, please give my art some attention, i work hard on this shit and it feels like there's at most about a classroom's worth--if that!--of people who care enough to show it to folks" without literally just being the annoying pushy attention-seeking bitch on the dashboard that's like "just fucking reblog my shit"

#idk #ive been on tumblr since 2016 #ive had my current art instagram account since 2016 #and neither of those have even surpassed 200 followers literally ever #its hard not to envy other artists online even those who make fan art. similar content to me. just more of it i guess #why do they get to grow so fast and not me? #im sorry i dont have the mental energy to put out a new sketch every day im doing what i can #i do not control the hyperfixation and et cetera #if posting frequency were literally my only issue all these years that would. be fucking unfair and mean and rude #but i literally dont think that IS my only issue. i think theres something else but i dont know what #which is the theory ive had basically the whole time #im kind of glad i fly under peoples radars most of the time because there is so many kinds of unwanted attention #but that doesnt mean i never want to be noticed ever ever ever #i dont think THAT poorly of myself. i do have things im proud of #idk ive written this vent how many times over the course of my tumblr career. yall know this shit by now #and i appreciate yall who do interact with my art #harper babbles #vent #i guess

[fceriestcrdst]

my autistic ass avoided watching the x-files because i knew it would consume me....

& now here i am fully consumed even though I've only watched the first few handful of episodes of s1 (i'm regaining spoons needed for media consumption), but let me tell you w h a t!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so excited i started crying because it combines unbridled pining, a skeptic & her believer husband partner, true crime, weird mythology, aliens (which i already knew abt obvi), unlikely besties who are prepared to square up at all times (re; scully being cold towards the agents mocking mulder & mulder being ready to fight g o d whenever anything happens to scully).

i just love the show a lot & i expected this but goddamn!!!!!! it's wormed into my spin category & now my alien spin is returning along with my 'unexplained happenings spin!!!!! i'm being consumed i tell you!!!!

#i'm excited to watch the movies as well!!! #i'm a little nervous for s10 & s11 due to the time jump etc etc #so i may not watch those--but i intend on watching 1-9 & the films #tho i'll probably watch s1 - 5 & the watch the first movie. watch s6-9 & watch the last movie #i knew i would be consumed by the autistic coded FBI agents & their ufo sightings but DAMN YALL-----i started going bonkers #on dya fuckin' one & now they're all i can think about #maybe this is to fix the void i have due to w*tcher being a mess (I'm season 3 is good--i ma just petrified dfghkjldfh) #if this end sup in tags no it doesn't <3 but also if it does---don't follow me due to this post #i post a mishmash of stuff! #kylo rambles #kylo's audhd/disability posting #<- putting this there bc it just feels right to do so <3 #the reminders im getting of like--the fucked up alien shit i know & ALSO 2 OF MY FAVORITE ALIEN CENTRIC MOVIES- #(those being close encounters of the third kind & starman) #i've gotta rewatch those now & c r y because those movies remind me of watching them in my grandmother's livingroom while my mom played- #-games on her pc. they also remind me of the summer nights i'd watch them back to back for days on end #god--for a 25 year old i talk like someone who gre wup in the 80s when i--alas did not---i grew up in the 200s but my parents #showed me a lot of 80s & 90s media so i feel more at home with those films & early 2000s films then i do most things from the 2010s #i'm talking a lot in tags--if you read all this--i'm so sorry. i don't know the art of shutting the fuck up #anyways; once again--if i end up in tags no i don't & don't follow me solely due to this post because i post a lot of stuff that's unrelate #to this (also please be above 18 if you're gonna follow me <3)

[munamania]

things have not been normal. im so tired.

#i nap all the fucking time cause im so tired and my body is like making me get rest one way or another but then i wake up #and everything is still just waaagghghghggh you know. i am fucking sick of it! #i am not just a normal amount of tired i have been on the verge of shutdown since at least mid semester hanging on by a fucking #pinky nail like im going to be fucking insane. i NEED a break. if i need to check into a psych place to have that happen so be it #one way or another yall will leave me ALONE. #tired of people holding it over my head like when they've done shit lately esp when it's bc of how badly ive been fucking struggling #im not just being lazy!!!! im losing it!!!!! and that makes me feel like i cant reach out or rely on others cause i'll always fucking owe #them something or im always gonna be on thin ice in potentially fucking things up #like i need two seconds to get back to myself i need time to reconnect i cant fucking do this anymore #i love myself i dont like how im acting rn bc im just desperately in need of a break #and god yeah fucking arent we all but i need someone to see that it's bad and just. Be with that. not shame me or make me feel like shit #or fucking less of a person or like i need to like Bring it down a notch or whatever idfk. #just kind of saying things now. i need to journal and cry i think. #abby talks #i dont LIKE napping my days away i dont like not having time to do things i enjoy other than like laying around watching stuff #or being on my phone but i have genuinely not had it in me to do anything else. #anyway. i think i seriously need to be okay with being 'meaner' aka just prioritizing MY feelings and being ok if people r mad at me #cause it honestly feels like ive gaslit myself so many times into thinking im crazy to the point where i struggle in the most basic #situations. uggggghh.

[pepsitwist]

i know this isn’t rlly a big deal and this isnt wrestling related but i know i worried on here nonstop abt them so if yall saw me worrying abt my exams in the past few weeks i wanted to give u an update!! the first one i was really worried about i got a 96% on, and the one i did last week i got an 84%!! 

#ik an 84 isnt the highest grade in the world but im honestly just happy i got a b!! #my notes i made for that test ended up being completely useless. nothing i wrote down was on the test #and i still did okay!! so im proud!!! #thank you so much to everybody who was really kind and supportive while i was having my little freak outs #yall are lovely and it really meant a lot <3333 #whoever sent that anonymous 'not just hangman is proud of you' ask i hope u know i think abt that every day

[rivilu]

good morning everyone, I am experiencing the Horrors again!

#shut up river #something something greece holding a second round of elections because <50% of votes for a party means it cant form a gonv on its own #kind of- oversimplifying it. but chances are the results wont change anyway and well be stuck with diet fascists for another 4 years #also. dysphoria has been atrocious. have been overall miserable the entire month #and not to overshare on the antisocial media platform but the doc thats supposed to be helping get my transition happen is MOTHERFUCKING- #GHOSTING ME. And oh it's actually not even the first time a psych has done that. but it's especially insulting here #because the bastard KNOWS im hanging by a thread. I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO GREASE YOUR POCKETS YOU DUMB FUCK JUST GIVE ME MY MEDS #sorry yeah. ill probably delete this after I actually sleep for the day. #shits bad. hope yall are doing better than me <3

[wabblebees]

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#hey yall. feels weird to ask but if u can please send me some good vibes + wish me luck the next few days #tomorrow is opening night for the musical and im SO FUCJING excited but i also woke up in. real bad shape today #my joints feel like shit (collapsed next to my bed trying to get up this morning bc my knees gave out!! haha!!) and im brain-foggy as HELL #and my housemate just let me know theyre sick but the campus health centre couldnt tell what they have. sooooo. im freakin out a lil bit #especially bc one of my castmates told me yesterday -- so casually!! so easy so nonchalant!! -- that THEIR housemate has covid CURRENTLY #but ''dont worry haha! i wasnt exposed and i feel fine and ive been testing negative everyday so i think im okay haha'' #so. yeah. #just a lil freaked out. just a bit!! #otherwise im feelin okay ?? i think ?? nervous as HELL but i've got a 5hr+ rehearsal tonight to get all the jitters/problems outta the way #just worried that im gonna fuck up my voice or my knees or my lines or. you get the idea lmao #anyway. gonna go sit in the sun + recharge a bit before i start stretch & eat & run to the theatre for the night #hope the next few days are kind to yall too<3<3 #bee speaks

[bunnyb34r]

Kidney stone angy but in lighter news! NewLady coworker apparently has been telling people ab how nice and patient I am 🥰😭

It was just us on Sunday so I helped her and showed her how to do a bunch of stuff

Whenever she tells me shes so glad I'm so kind ab helping her I always think "well why wouldnt I be? If I tell you to figure it out yourself or fuck off then it screws us both bc I'll have to constantly fix your mess ups, plus I know theres 0 training so I know how hard it is starting out. Also I was raised right lmao"

But it's nice to know the effort is appreciated 🥰😋

#marquilla #NetflixCoworker and NewLady HATE each other it was like from the very start lmaoo like we had to get a manager involved like hey uh... #i think theyre gonna kill each other... and he was like okay and? agdggdgdgddfg i think he might have talked to them but idk #i will admit it is tedious having to explain and re-explain stuff to her but it doesnt do anything but cause strife if i get mad at her #plus i know i only have to deal with her for a few hours and that helps agdgdgdg i do sometimes go home and scream but im still polite and #kind when i help her bc thats the right thing to do & we dont get training so we're all the one asking for help SOMETIMES like with the #flowers yesterday — plus even if i hate someone at work ill be nice as fuck to them bc i gotta see yall every day it's stupid to fight #work talk