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Trying not to be delulu on the socials but once again I have feelings

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I’m officially at the age where my friends are getting engaged

#growing up

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I do this quirky thing where I don’t check my email during regular 9-5 hours because I don’t want people to read my emails ever and doing it at 10pm gives me some anonymity, and by “quirky” I mean I have social anxiety

#I’m not like other girls #I need antidepressants #im not mentally stable #autism #neurodiverse stuff #lol #social anxious

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Struggling not to talk about this book using crt in any shape or form because I don’t want it to get banned and I know people in my town are crazy

#it’s such a good book #but I live in small town Texas #and I don’t want the secret to get out #plus I checked it out from my public library #that adds some spicniess to it

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My mom when I struggle with communication when I literally have the can’t communicate or socialize disorder

#autism #neurospicy

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Nothing cuts through the sleep paralysis quite like the fire alarm going off

#literally snapped me out of it so quickly #so my alarm doesn’t work but the fire alarm does #do you think if I ask my roommates to set something on fire when I’m supposed to wake up they would

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He just asked me to teach the class…

Haha how the turn tables I just gave my prof homework

#literature #college #it’s because I know more than him #slay

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Haha how the turn tables I just gave my prof homework

#it was relevant #i swear #college

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My favorite college moment so far has been watching my roommate make a drink in a wine glass and she just poured rum into it like she was pouring a glass of wine

#it was so much #just a glass full of rum #college #to be fair #there was also that time that I was throwing up in the dorm bathroom #while my roommate was laughing at some googly eyes on the mirror #and there’s a photo of her laughing with glee #while I’m puking my guts out #it’s my favorite photo #university

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The horrifying ordeal of being known is really hitting differently today

#I was waiting to see if the people in my group were saying anything to the prof #and then I realized it was personal issues #so I left #and the prof said goodbye to me #because I left like a minute after everyone else #and it was bad #he probably thought nothing of it #but I am mortified

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Y’all it got even worse. I asked my best friend if she wanted to start a podcast.

I need to be stopped.

You know life’s getting rough when you think “I can start a bookstagam account. Things are different this time. I Can read enough to keep up.”

#every now and then #I just need to go insane #but like #I should be stopped #I’m too powerful #and way too mentally ill #slay girlboss

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You know life’s getting rough when you think “I can start a bookstagam account. Things are different this time. I Can read enough to keep up.”

#even worse now with booktok #booktok #books #bookstagram

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Give me the 🐸🧚‍♀️🌸🍄 boys and free my soul

I wanna get lost in your 🍘🦦🪨 and 🛼🍥🩰 and

✨drift away ✨

#poet #shitpost #iykyk

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My sense of humor doesn’t apply to Twitter and you know what that’s probably for the best

#I was built for tumblr #slay #twitter

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Adulthood is really just going back to being a child again. When I was little and we’d go on road-trips I would get honey roasted peanuts for a snack when we’d stop at gas stations. Now, it’s the only food I want when I’m drunk.

#becoming a person is so perplexing #I used to beg my mom to buy me snacks #now I’m buying myself snacks because I know I’ll be happy to find it in my desk later #nothing like some comfort food to make the sadness go away #growing up

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I finally understand why victor was like “I am the most miserable creature” like I get it now bud you’re not dramatic at all

#frankenstein #the breakup is going strong #tumblr must deal with my feelings #he’s still dramatic tho

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Trying to take a nap in my cozy little closet nap hole but then the horrors

#the horrors are having to get up and go to class #help