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my brain is screaming “EVERYONE IS GONNA ABANDON YOU!!! EVERYONE IS LYING TO YOU!!!! EVERYONE IS GONNA ABANDON YOU!!!” and i’m like. chill please

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Someone: *does something to upset me* Me: SORRY SORRY SORRY PLEASE DON’T LEAVE ME I’M SORRY FOR BEING ANNOYING AND MAKING YOU DO THAT IM SORRY

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me 2 days ago: why!!!!! do!!!!! i!!!!! care!!!!! so!!!!! much!!!!! about!!!!! some!!!!! things!!!!!!!!!!!!

me yesterday: i am empty and sad and i just want to feel something

me this morning: nothiiiiiiing feels real anymooooooore

me tonight: i'm ENJOYING THINGS!!! i have REAL HUMAN EMOTIONS WHAT!!! THIS IS GREAT

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Me: I won't let my mental illness get the best of me today!

Me, five seconds later: *breathes*

Me: I want to die

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for my first trick i’ll go from being really happy to suicidal in .009 seconds and then for my next trick i’ll make my emotions *claps hands* disappear

#bpd #bpd therapy #bpd struggles #bpd tag #bpd things #literally bpd #borderline personality disorder #bpd thoughts #bpd life #bpd problems #actually bpd #borderline shit #borderline thoughts #borderline stuff #borderline

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It’s so sad to catch yourself thinking about suicide again. Wanting to hurt yourself again. It’s sad, because when you think you already won, you find out that you have to keep fighting. And there’s still a chance of losing.

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via weheartit

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2008: wow I was so stupid last year

2009: wow I was so stupid last year

2010: wow I was so stupid last year

2011: wow I was so stupid last year

2012: wow I was so stupid last year

2013: wow I was so stupid last year

2014: wow I was so stupid last year

2015: wow I was so stupid last year

2016: wow I was so stupid last year

2017: wow I was so stupid last year

to be continued

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Me: I feel sad.

Also me: I should listen to some very sad songs so I can be sad with background music.

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Public Service Announcement via @effinbirds

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#suicide #die #death #sad #depressed #depression