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I'm sure my existential nightmares about the coming end of the world and my death are nothing to worry about and don't need to be mentioned to my therapist

#cw death #anyway yeah im so ok you guys trust #jayden's thoughts

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I'm gonna pass out

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I can't have people blaming themselves, this is my fault

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What's the point

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I can't breathe

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Maybe I really did deserve this

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Actually tweaking I only have 3

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Bitches be like igaf and then boom ibuprofin

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My parents have my phone in their room and I forgot to delete my messages from last night oh fuck oh shit i feel like im gonna puke

friend keeps texting my phone while the ringer is on loud in the same room as my parents. if they check it im a dead man.

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friend keeps texting my phone while the ringer is on loud in the same room as my parents. if they check it im a dead man.

#im so fucking scared rn #i cant even say anything to my friend bc theyre not online outside of messages rn #im about to piss myself im terrified #jayden's thoughts

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the terrible change save me...the terrible change...save me the terrible change

#im a the extinction fanboy leave me alone #the future with out us's special boy #jayden's thoughts #tma #the magnus archives #tma extinction #the extinction #the extinction tma #tma entities #tma fears #the terrible change #the future without us #the world is always ending

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Ranking TMA fears based on how likely I'd willingly become an avatar of them:

15. The Hunt

– Boring boring boring

– Not into the whole chasing thing I get distracted easily

– More abstract fears pls thanks

14. The Corruption

– Very icky and gross, I get too squeamish

– Hate bugs with a passion

– The sicknes and disease and pandemic stuff redeems it slightly

13. The Web

– not really into the whole spiders thing

– I'm a terrible liar and can't pick up on social cues ever

– Annabelle Caine could fuck me, however

12. The Stranger

– The clown aesthetic is really not living up to its nature

– I have bad enough trust issues thank you

– The idea of change makes my autistic brain scream so no

11. The Eye

– I love the aesthetic but the whole idea makes me feel icky

– I like being very ignorant and just vibing

– Eyes creep me out and make me physically uncomfortable so...

10. The Dark

– Pretty basic, I think I'd just vibe quietly

– Can't read fanfiction when there's no light

– It'd get boring very fast and I'd piss off to another entity pretty soon

9. The Flesh

– The only grossish one I kind of like

– I love the blood and goo and stuff

– However touching people might be a problem

8. The Buried

– Honestly seems quite comfy at times

– Slight claustrophobia might be a problem but I can work with that

– Breathing would be nice though so this one drops a little

7. The Spiral

– As much as I love going mental, there are some flaws

– Colours and stuff a bit too overstimulating

– I get stressed about this very easily

6. The Lonely

– Fun for a while but I'd have no one to talk at about hyperfixations

– The clouds are cool and the silence would ve INCREDIBLE

– A bit lacking in the fear department to be honest but still a nice one

5. The Slaughter

– As much as I love mass murder there are more fun ways to do it

– Though killing many people is fun so I could do this well

– Another tiring one but worth it

4. The End

– The absolute nothingness of death? Sign me up

– The vibes are just really bleak and i love them

– Can get a bit samey though

3. The Vast

– Now we're getting somewhere

– Basically the same as the dark but more fun

2. The Desolation

– Hell yeah fire bitch, I love this one

– Burning stuff is so fun and generally destruction is a fun one

– Wouldn't want to be on the recieving end though

The Extinction

– Just takes the best bits of the end, the vast, the desolation and the lonely and makes them so much better

– The crushing hopelessness of losing everything to something out of your control solos

– Apcolypses make me so happy, I just think they're neat

#jayden's thoughts #i just love the extinction sm you guys #tma #magnus archives #the magnus archives #tma fears #the magnus archives fears

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@thereformedantagonist @sayuutoria @smallpieceofcheese @cantchooseafav

you lot in? :3

#jayden reblogs

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Aw so happy for u :3

New walking stick!! Just needs some decorating ;)

#jayden reblogs #neurodivergent #disability pride

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Regulus Black Playlist

still adding all the time, song requests/ideas pls in comments i need more 🙏

#marauders #marauders era #the marauders #the marauders era #regulus black #playlist #my playlist #spotify #songs #spotify playlist #spotify music #my music #regulus black playlist #marauders playlist #dead gay wizards #Spotify

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t4tduo -> wilbug

moots please reblog :3

#jayden reblogs