violeteyedgirl

[violeteyedgirl]

Hubris of the Tall Tree

A tree grows strong and tall,

Its head held strong and high.

One day the tree decides a halt,

to chop off its mighty anchors.

The mighty anchors worked day and night,

so the tree could stand proud on its back.

But the foolish tall tree chops its own roots,

in hopes of more pride and to hide the scars of the past.

But it collapses to its demise.

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[violeteyedgirl]

Longing for my unknown future is a type of emotion. A emotion which feels so good yet so bad at the same time. I hope my future holds happiness, freedom and the independence to find love but at the same time, I know I will miss these times too. I know I am gonna miss my current friends, my current stress.. my current everything but at the same time I want to escape here to a forever place where I will grow and thrive maybe one day..

As they say one day at a time towards my destiny

xoxox,

violeteyedgirl<3

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[violeteyedgirl]

paper have more patience than people

-Anne Frank

people see me as a shy, introvert and a person with a major fear of talking to a large crowd. My friends see me as a person with a huge communication flaw- flaw in the sense i am always afraid of speaking to people on fear of them not liking me speak or them not interested in what i am speaking and when i speak in front a huge crowd or just 2 friends i get my words jumbled or stutter and i have a major anxiety. No I am not dyslexic or I don't have any type of learning disorders but it took me years to identify why i am like this and it wasn't so surprising either.. It is what we call childhood trauma. But at the same time it have a sad beauty to it even if i cant speak properly , I write well. I write poetry quite well , proses , essays you name it. My love language writing people little pretty notes telling them my story , my love for them. So don't be shy because you have flaw, overcome it and I am sure there will be something you excel well and remember healing is a journey and as they say the journey is the most important and beautiful part of working towards the destination. And during that journey , i am sure you will find people who don't judge you as well. So don't be shy, let it be.

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[violeteyedgirl]

h o p e s

hoping one day i could go back,

back to all those happy moments.

back to all of you once again,

once again together.

will my struggles ever end?

I don't know ,

I don't know.

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[violeteyedgirl]

ALAS another year went by..

Will we ever be able to move on from the memories we made ?

Even though the present is still very beautiful..

Can we ever move on from those just pretty past?

Where we met people who will soon part ways leaving a void in our hearts.

Those days where we hiked up forests an took many blurry pictures.

We shall keep it til' our demise.

Those days we danced like we didnt care at all?

Will we able to relive it again?everagain?

Those days where we snacked and watched sunset together upon the hills.

There were hardships.

That we may never forget,

But, that was what made

2023 SUCHA BEAUTY.

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[violeteyedgirl]

" B E T R A Y A L from a close friend or someone you thought you were close to really hurts like sh!t " i have heard many pepole say this and i always thought it couldn't be that bad.. right..?" As a person who never had a boyfriend or a romantic partner my self or As a person who never got her heartbroken , I can now whole heartedly confirm you that it hurts like sh!t. The point isnt about the betrayal but the realization of you thinking of them , praying for them , worrying for them while they-they just robbed your finanical situation , your circumstances for their need. And all the while you thought about them, worried about them they just enjoyed the attention and never ever thought about you or had a place in their heart for you.But the harsh truth about it is when we reliaze it you are happy for them nevertheless ,even when they treated you like joker just the useless funnyone. But even when we cry about the betrayal , we always had a prayer in the back of our mind that they should never be affected by my tears and they should be always happy because you always had there back. But at the end of the day the new found sense freedom from toxic relations are great. Eventhough the scars might never fade , we should take it as a lesson and move on. You may find greater people on the way, dont worry. But all that goes around comes around.

Tumblr is a like diary for me where i note down my feelings anonymous for people like me who is going thru the same struggles. May you all heal.

Xoxo ,

Violet eyed girl♡

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[violeteyedgirl]

M O M E N T S

people say time goes quickly

Maybe.. too quickly

Maybe.. too slowly

They say: I wish i could time travel and enjoy the moment but the moments we wish to go back to were the ones that we didnt even realize would be our most valuable memory.

And those memories that we wish we had one photo of is the one that has the most beautiful picture in our hearts.

-A.T

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[violeteyedgirl]

Jokes!

Jokes that offend us or makes us feel like we are not enough arent jokes. Jokes should uplift pepole with joy and laughter not with a shitty mood. Being rude or bullying is NOT funny. Jokes arent a thing to cover up for people's rude and not"funny" behaviour. People should understand this. "People includes parents,siblings and friends"

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[violeteyedgirl]

Home. A feel that some places only offer , even though how much you try to accept a house as a home it would never be able to offer you the "home" feel. It would never be able to offer you that comfort, the memories and the sweet feel the home gives you. I miss that home.♡

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[violeteyedgirl]

When you're a backup friend in a trio and the other two friends are besties and just ignore and don't care about the other person and the other person is left out that shit hurts like shit.