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xcvlil · 20 days
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dude time rlly flies, my sophmores watched me graduate 2 years ago now its my tuen to watch them graduate.
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xcvlil · 20 days
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STOP NO IM LEGIT SOBBING WTF
Just had a really depressing idea and now I'm about to make everybody's problem.
Picture masturbating for the first time after Nanami's death. It's been a few months and though you're grieving him you're still a young woman with needs.
So you sigh, thinking you're in an ok headspace, it's just masturbating after, it's not like you're with another man. You pull out the trusted little vibrator, throw on some lube, and get to work.
It's going great, pleasure humming into your little bud and folds, but then unbidden, you feel fingers, thick, calloused fingers on your clit and the sound of a Kento's hot breath murmuring in your ears.
"You're so pretty my love, using your toy, but how about I take over from here?"
Your eyes fly open, all pleasantness gone, feeling like you had been hit in the stomach. You try to keep up the pleasant buzz but it's gone, overwhelming sadness filling your body, hot tears leaking out of your eyes as you curl into a ball and sob.
Remembering the warmth of his body and the way his touch made you come alive, his lips on yours, the snug feeling of his cock inside you as you made love.
It was more than the sex, it was the raw emotion behind it, that deep satisfaction that can only come from being with someone you loved deeply.
It was gone. He was gone, buried in the cold earth and you were here, a live woman in the flesh, unable to do anything without him.
All your joy, your pleasures, were gone.
Any semblance of being a normal person ever again died with him, and right now, you wished you were gone too.
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xcvlil · 21 days
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making a separate thread for help links 💖 i will add more links as i find them !!
post w/ part two can be found here
PALESTINE
decolonize palestine
one click goes a long way !
petition signatures
post with various petitions and campaigns
who are the israeli settlers ?
URGE CONGRESS TO STAND WITH PALESTINE
USA - contact your representatives through this google doc
USA - contact
USA - contact
text resist to 50409 to send a letter to your representatives to pass HR3103-- a bill that prohibits tax dollars from going to israel !
UK - call for a ceasefire
UK - email your MP
UK - email to call for a ceasefire
australia - contact your rep !
twitter thread of donation links
protest preparation
companies to boycott
longer list of companies to boycott*
news source for updates
another news source
palestinian news source
palestinian journalist to follow
palestinian journalist #2
palestinian who posts updates about his living conditions
palestinian journalist
news from gaza
gaza news source
palestinian tiktoker who shares updates on palestine
free resources - includes 6 textbooks
israel's plan to ethically cleanse gaza
various subtwt charities for palestine
canadian based donation website #1
canadian based donation site #2
canadian based donation site #3 with information
USA based donation site #1
USA based donation site #2
USA based donation site #3
USA based donation site #4
UK donation site #1
UK donation site #2
UK donation site #3
australian donation site #1
australian donation site #2
australian donation site #3
buy an e-sim for a palestinian !
buy hygiene products for afab palestinians
games for gaza
purchase a keffiyeh !
note: it is not guaranteed that donations will get to palestinians due to the blockade. it is still noble to donate, but keep that in mind.
*another note: it is important to focus on the companies that the bds movement has listed. although important to know about, having a more targeted approach will have better results.
CONGO
2022 & 2023 global report of DRC
genocide watch - DRC
video about congo
congo infographic
another video about congo
canada based donation website
another canadian donation website
3rd canadian donation site
USA donation site #1
USA donation site #2
USA donation site #3
USA donation site #4
USA donation site #5
USA donation site #6
UK donation site #1
UK donation site #2
UK donation site #3
UK donation site #4
UK donation site #5
UK donation site #6
UK donation site #7
UK donation site #8
UK donation site #9
australian donation site #1
australian donation site #2
australian donation site #3
congolese donation site
youtube film about congo
another infographic
thread about congo
SUDAN
this site lets you choose which country you're donating from !
canadian donation site #1
canadian donation site #2
canadian donation site #3
USA donation site #1
USA donation site #2
USA donation site #3
USA donation site #4
USA donation site #5
UK donation site #1
UK donation site #2
UK donation site #3
australian donation site #1
australian donation site #2
australian donation site #3
sudanese donation site, but also has USA and canadian sites near the bottom
video about sudan
quick summary about sudan
list of other sudanese charities to donate to
information about sudan
important information about sudan
sudanese journalist
if there is anything that needs to be added, please feel free to add them onto this post !! I HIGHLY ENCOURAGE IT !!!! i made this thread for basic level information about these genocides; this is not to make you an expert in these topics. if anything is inaccurate, please feel free to tell me and i will correct it !
PLEASE ADD INFORMATION ABOUT OTHER GENOCIDES IF YOU KNOW ANY !!!!!
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xcvlil · 22 days
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guay mama nposted
digital display: silent or SILENCED
ch29
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-i actually think this ch is kinda funny ngl
-they r all so silly… so silly…
-i got that limpia n then my abuela said i need to believe in god… i am atheist but for u i will pretend 🤞
-started cleaning up the notes for the next smau… we r SO back chat. i am SO excited. (yes it’s slightly plot heavy and angsty how could u tell???)
LINK TO A MASTERLIST OF HELP LINKS FOR PALESTINE, CONGO, AND SUDAN
taglist!🐺 (under the cut)
@semi-orangeapple @carefree-flowerchild @ynverse @myriaquarium @kaleidoscopekai @dyfw-hleui @bellsoftheball @sixxze @camilo-uwu @morgyyyyyyy @zellwa @mixzimi @nanamiswifes @nugget-eater123 @sweetlyvibe @bebobeboben @catobsessedlady @beeksyurr @lysaray @nyxlai @fuyuzemi @bbysatoruuu @st4rdusttx @bakarinnie @vwoire @jayathelostdragon @frootloopscos @aventvrines @babygurlenthusiast @kayzens @polarbvnny @lu-spizzeria @jjk-thef @tyigerz @liveincans
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xcvlil · 22 days
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watching s1 ep9 on the Big TV and having to contain myself when Nanami shows up
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xcvlil · 22 days
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He's that one mother in the crowd
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xcvlil · 22 days
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Not yet. Choso x reader Angst
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i hope all my little choso lovers love this!!!
TW: Angst, a little bit of gore, death implied, just sadness…i apologize (not really)
muahahhagaga
You stood in the empty train station of Shibuya, holding your side tightly. You ability wasn’t working in time to help patch up the little bit of skin that was holding your insides. You kept thinking, Was this what death felt like?
Infront of you stood a tall pale man, he had a neutral look on his face as he stared at you with no remorse. You couldn’t hold in your need to fall any longer so you collapsed to the ground. Thats when you heard a voice.
“You sorcerers just dont give up do you…”.
You connected the voice to the man who was standing infront of you. As he slowly inched forward you smiled a bit at his comment. “I guess not huh..” You said, ending the sentence in a chuckle. You kept having these flashes of memories. Like your life was flashing before your eyes. You didn’t want to die yet.
“Tell me. Whats your name?” The man asked, crouching down in front of you. His presence felt like he himself was hurt, but he had no opened wounds as far as you could tell.
“F/n L/n…” You said weakly. You didn’t even have the strength to look up at the man infront of you. You didn’t even know all the features of his face. All you knew was, You didn’t want to die yet.
The man lifted your chin, staring at your hurt features. He then pushed your head aside and sighed. ”You aren’t the woman im looking for..” He said, sounding awfully disappointed.
You couldn’t pull out the strength to ask him who he was looking for, but he was leaving. Fear began to build up inside you and your breathing became quick. You didn’t want him to leave. You didn’t want to die yet.
Before you knew it you spatted out, “Wait…Please don’t go…”. The man turned around and raised an eyebrow. He was confused.
“Why shouldn’t i.”
“Because…I dont want to die alone…” You said with a trembling voice. You felt embarrassed and unsure of yourself. Why were you asking a curse to stay by your side. Was it because you were that in need of comfort and company?
Either way, when you looked over the man was sitting next to you. You were in shock, either from the blood loss or from the fact that a curse listened to you.
You felt a painful sensation. A sensation of loss and hurt. You couldn’t tell where it was coming from. You narrowed it down to the man beside you. “You lost someone special to you didn’t you.” You asked the boy, gently looking up.
The man was taken aback by your comment, but yet he still replied “Yes. I lost my brothers.” He said softly. If you judged based off his expressions, you would probably think he didn’t care. But you could feel his emotions. The anger. The sorrow. The need for revenge.
You gave him a gentle pat on the back, “Im sorry for your loss.” You said, you felt remorse for the man.
“Why are you being nice to me, im a curse, what makes you think i need your pity?” He blurted out. The question caught you so off guard that you stumbled from your knees onto your bottom. Why were you treating him nicely? Was it the fact that he could end your life at any moment? No it wasn’t that… It was…
“You don’t seem like a curse… Curses don’t feel sorrow and sadness and empathy.” You said softly. The man slowly looked over at you with a mixture of joy and confusion. He seemed happy to not be called a curse but why was he believing you.
“Oh…” He said quietly. You began to lean backwards a little, your body was slowly giving up on you. He leaned over and helped you slowly lay down.
“I’m not ready to die yet…” you said softly, catching the mans attention.
“Then don’t.” He said sternly.
“I am human, i have bo control on whether its my time or not..”
He seemed bewildered by this new realization. All the other sorcerers could heal themselves…or thats what he thought.
“L/n…Why did you want to become a sorcerer if you didn’t want to die…”
“To help those who couldn’t help themselves..” You said with a slow breath. Your chest was rising and falling heavily. You reached out for the mans hand and he allowed you to take it.
“Thank you…For being here… Stranger..” Your body was fading away. A tear fell from your eye as you felt yourself slipping into the darkness.
“Choso…My name is Choso..”
“Well then choso…I’ll tell your brothers you love them…” you managed to spit out that last sentence before completely going lino and slipping away.
You didn’t want to die yet, but you needed to.
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xcvlil · 22 days
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ohhhhh boy, do i got an angsty story for u choso lovers hehehehgege
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xcvlil · 23 days
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S S
Escaping nap time (unsuccessful)
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xcvlil · 23 days
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guys… how to find tumblr fanfic writer moots no borax…
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xcvlil · 23 days
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GUYS WAKE UP HE POSTED CH28
digital display: last hope
ch28
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-writing the streams were so annoying ngl but they r like the only well written parts of this smau so i fear that is saying something… what? idk but it’s saying something fs…
-YAWNSSSSS I HATE THIS SMAU THERES NO ANGST I FEEL LIKE IM GOING CRAZY
-me n my coworker staring at each other after someone just stole almost $500 worth of stuff 😀
-i think i need a limpia or smth bc idk smth sinister is going on …
LINK TO A MASTERLIST OF HELP LINKS FOR PALESTINE, CONGO, AND SUDAN
taglist!🐺 (under the cut)
@semi-orangeapple @carefree-flowerchild @ynverse @myriaquarium @kaleidoscopekai @dyfw-hleui @bellsoftheball @sixxze @camilo-uwu @morgyyyyyyy @zellwa @mixzimi @nanamiswifes @nugget-eater123 @sweetlyvibe @bebobeboben @catobsessedlady @beeksyurr @lysaray @nyxlai @fuyuzemi @bbysatoruuu @st4rdusttx @bakarinnie @vwoire @jayathelostdragon @frootloopscos @aventvrines @babygurlenthusiast @kayzens @polarbvnny @lu-spizzeria @jjk-thef @tyigerz @liveincans
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xcvlil · 23 days
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Double cake 🍰
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xcvlil · 23 days
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KENTO NANAMI PLS PLS PLS ONE CHANCE PLEASE PLAESE PLEASE I SWEAR PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLAES IM TWEAKING IM LOOSING FEELING IN MY BIG TOE IVE DEVELOPED A LIMP AND MY EYE HAS WENT LAZY PLEASE ILYSM
anyways what was that tou guys wow ✋😚🤚
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xcvlil · 23 days
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digital display: get pranked
ch27
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-the sillies being silly
-yawn yawn yawn
-everyone pray my manager says yes n let’s me leave early today ❤️❤️❤️❤️ (i have a feeling she won’t tho bc literally everyone has been leaving early this week INCLUDING her 😭😭😭)
LINK TO A MASTERLIST OF HELP LINKS FOR PALESTINE, CONGO, AND SUDAN
taglist!🐺 (under the cut)
@semi-orangeapple @carefree-flowerchild @ynverse @myriaquarium @kaleidoscopekai @dyfw-hleui @bellsoftheball @sixxze @camilo-uwu @morgyyyyyyy @zellwa @mixzimi @nanamiswifes @nugget-eater123 @sweetlyvibe @bebobeboben @catobsessedlady @beeksyurr @lysaray @nyxlai @fuyuzemi @bbysatoruuu @st4rdusttx @bakarinnie @vwoire @jayathelostdragon @frootloopscos @aventvrines @babygurlenthusiast @kayzens @polarbvnny @lu-spizzeria @jjk-thef @tyigerz @liveincans
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xcvlil · 23 days
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JJK SMAU: Embarrassed in bed?
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I wanted to try some smau so here we go!!
CONTENT: Implied female body. Sexual imagery, crack, fluff.
i love these boys sm
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i hope u enjoy, pls tell me i should do more smau 🙏🙏
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xcvlil · 24 days
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hihi guys
READ MY CARRD BEFORE INTERACTIONS ILYY
 xcvlil.carrd.co
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xcvlil · 24 days
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br fr… u guys only use me for my fanfics 😖✊
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