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anawrites3 · 4 months
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20 Questions for Fic Writers
I got tagged by @zeroducks-2, thanks love 💕💕 Sorry it took me so long to answer -3-
How many works do you have on AO3? It's 44 (+1 unrevealed)! And 19 of that are DC fics
What’s your total A03 word count? 163,947 I need to post more on ao3, huh
What fandoms do you write for? Mostly DC rn, tho I have a few fics for COD
What are your top five fics by kudos? on this account all of those are bakudeku because I've been very deep in the fandom until last year lmao so I'm going to cheat a little :3 and list the ones from DC fandom to self-promote myself a little 😂
1. taking a break (alone, please) at 345! I'm really happy with that and quite surprised because it's the very first proper sladick fic I wrote! Dick gets hurt during a mission so Slade takes him somewhere to take care of the wound and maybe have a little fun while he's at that. The only problem is that Dick's comm gets turned on at some point.
2. unexpectedly beneficial at 289. This is surprise since it's a New Year fic and those, in my experience, never get that much kudso lmao It's also my second fic! Dick's stuck at Brucie's New Year Eve's party. Slade comes over to keep him company
3. bunny-shaped trouble at 230 kudos, the idea came from Claudia who sent me a prompt 💕 Dick gets turned into a bunny and takes the opportunity to annoy the hell out of Slade
4. persistence at 219! This was my entry for sladerobin week and for some reason I was very anxious so I'm glad its so high in the ranks Dick goes on an undercover mission, where he has to seduce the target. Slade isn't very happy about that.
5. conflict resolution at 217 kudos! It's the first part of the series and well, let's be honest, compared to the rest (that is posted here on tumblr now, im working on it to post it properly on ao3) it isn't very exciting but I still love it and I'm happy it's so high as well! King Slade Wilson offers the way to stop the war between Gotham and Defiance. He will stop the attacks if prince Richard becomes his royal consort.
Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? I always do!! Sometimes it just takes me longer (like rn oops) but I always make sure to respond to comments and show people how much I appreciate them taking the moment to share their thoughts with me 💕💕
What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? It's definitely keeping what's mine because Dick is having awful time in this one, to the point that I tagged it as hurt/no comfort because well, Dick is hurt and doesnt get any comfort. I mean, he kind of does? But it doesnt actually comfort him so yeah 😂
What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? I write a lot of fluff so this is actually a very difficult question lmao but I would say it's (not) willing to share which is a short domestic fluff. And Dick has a cat so that's very happy for me haha
Do you get hate on your fic? I do not, actually! And I'm a little surprised by it because sladick and batkids ships gets hated on a lot
Do you write smut? More and more lately
Do you write crossovers? Not really right now, no
Have you ever had a fic stolen? Thankfully no or at least I dont know about it lol
Have you ever had a fic translated? Nope
Have you ever co-written a fic? Not yet but I think it would be really fun!
What‘s your all-time favourite ship? I have one of those for every fandom I'm in lmao and right now it's sladick
What’s the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will? Gosh, don't say that lmao! Buut *looks quickly through the list of my wips* probably the one I named "the middle of the night" which is like,,, undercover mision identity porn masquerade ball sladick story that Im very exciting about but for some reason I just keep moving it down on my list of wips sooo... yeah. Maybe cause masquerade balls need a lot of dance descriptions and I suck at that lmao
What’s your writing strengths? Writing dialogue! I like it a lot and I've been told I'm good at it :3
What’s your writing weaknesses? Actually sitting down to start writing 😂 and more complicated descriptions like fights or dances and stuff like that, I'm still working on it
Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? I like it a lot actually but not if there's too much of it - just a few sentences are enough or just a few words thrown here and there, and there needs to be translation somewhere in the fic, in the notes or something because people should know what the characters are saying but yeah, I like how it directly shows that someone is speaking in another language instead of writing "he cursed in russian" or other stuff like that
First fandom you wrote for? *hides my face into my hands* Strawberry Shortcake probably... from when I was still a babey...
Favourite fic you’ve ever written? sun and sunflower, a little brudick story about Bruce being smitten and a coward
Tagging time! @roipecheur @wingdingery @blackbeanbao @enak-s and anyone who'd like to do it as well!
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@sundayswiththeilluminati replied to your photoset 
“Accidentally came up with two separate Good Omens fanfic concepts...”
Here's the real question though: does anyone ever try to sell/buy magical books at Aziraphale's bookshop, and what does he do with them if they do? Are magical books Not Allowed as per heaven, or does he end up running a sideline in magical texts since all of them are hilariously basic to him and he can part with them without guilt?
Your answer is provided in the form of a fanfic in which only the latter half relates to the question, but all of which I had far, far too much fun writing.
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There is a disagreement between Heaven and Hell, as there are wont to be, about which side is responsible for unleashing magic among humanity. The suggestion that it was part of God’s design from the start - that it was in fact of neither angelic nor demonic origins - has been made exactly once, by Aziraphale, who only made this suggestion as a counter to Crowley’s suggestion that magic came about in humans for a reason to do with that flaming sword which Adam and Eve spent so much time about. Crowley then mockingly dismissed Aziraphale’s suggestion by hissing “ineffable” a few dozen times, as they were both a few bottles deep at that point and actually more concerned with heckling each other (and, more simply, with each other) than they were with unlocking the great secrets of Godly intent and Her design. 
This is not to say that Heaven and Hell, and of course more specifically Aziraphale and Crowley, have not meddled prolifically in the affairs of wizardry. It would be easy to blame Crowley for the existence of the Chamber of Secrets, for instance; and he may have taken credit for it but it pressed might confess that a basilisk is quite a bit too nasty for his tastes, that castle is full of children, and he just thought it would be nice for one of the Founders to appreciate snakes - they get such a bad rap, snakes, so undeservedly, and wouldn’t it be nice if they got to be the mascot of one of these Houses too? A bit of appreciation for snakes, really, is all he swayed Salazar Slytherin toward. How was he to know that the bastard would take it so far? And it ended with snakes getting a worse rap because of Slytherin himself, too. This last matter is how you are assured that Crowley had any hand in it at all, because the undercutting of his own intent is a typical Crowley design feature. 
(Crowley would also like to make the assurance that he had nothing in any way to do with Gilderoy Lockhart, even though Gilderoy Lockhart’s habit of claiming credit for things he did not do is also typical Crowley. Gilderoy Lockhart did not have Hell breathing down his neck demanding temptations be done, and frankly it is Hell itself who ascribes credit to Crowley for human inventions and he who simply nods and agrees and then goes to see what humanity has done to itself this time. Gilderoy Lockhart is no demon; he is, by Crowley’s standard of demonic, which is a very mild standard of demonic, much worse.)
Hogwarts’ moving staircases are to Crowley’s actual credit, however. That the sweets shop Honeydukes is built atop a direct secret passage to Hogwarts, allowing discerning students to eat their fill any time, is to Aziraphale’s.
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To back up for a moment to the broadest scale - setting aside, for a moment, a particular angel and demon - neither Heaven nor Hell sees magic as an affront to themselves. Both know what they do is miracles, not magic, a subtle distinction in that magic has many more limitations than miracles. And even then, Heaven and Hell often conflate the two terms anyway. No one ever accused either of them of holding to strict logical consistency. 
Heaven is unsure whether magic was meant to end up in human hands, given the difficulty they often have over wielding it and the way it spills out of magical children like their bodies cannot contain the power they hold, but God’s intelligent design also includes both wisdom teeth and the intricate and delicate bones of the shoulder, so by that reasoning magic cannot be refuted as something that was part of Her original drafts. Hell does not care, because humans are easily tempted in their most basic forms, and the ones who carry small wooden sticks that assist them in thinking they can channel the full power of magic can even more easily be swayed to catastrophic choices, by virtue of how they are almost never found without those sticks upon them, ready and willing to attempt something that will likely go wrong. Demons are very fond of wizardry. 
Most of the wizarding side of British society is thus of demonic (read: Crowley’s) influence. This includes the rates of magical currency (29 knuts to a sickle, 17 sickles to a galleon) while Hogwarts does not teach any kind of maths courses (Arithmancy is absolutely not maths); rats becoming a popular pet in a society that to function is required to be full of owls; the practice of storing sole copies of prophecies in glass orbs on unstable shelves (Agnes Nutter was an innovator simply by writing hers down on paper); the given name of Harry Potter’s middle child; the entire sport of Quidditch; and some pervasive erroneous beliefs about unicorns.
(Crowley very much likes unicorns, ever since he watched one, survival and God’s plan be damned, book it as far from Noah’s boat as it could. He was thrilled to find that more than the one left on the boat had survived the flood, because they are beautiful and stupid and that is a combination that Crowley holds certain affection for. They are also quite soft and drool a little less than horses and have the added capacity to gore someone with a headbutt. The value of their hair, horns, and blood - though not drool, which is a shame, because Crowley could do a bustling business trading in unicorn drool - means that wizards seek them out, and that means that Crowley seeks to vex them. It is very wily and evil of him to keep the humans from those powerful magic healing properties, of course.) 
(One of his methods of diverting the casual unicorn-seeker was through the creation and spread of falsehoods about the kind of people whose presence unicorns tolerate. A few stray remarks, some influence applied to make sure it is believed, about “purity” being required to approach unicorns, and the wizards did the rest, deciding it seemed like girls were more able to approach unicorns. Thus already roughly half of the populace is discouraged from attempting, and the rest given weird hang-ups about it. Of course, this is all ridiculous, because Crowley, as a demon, ascribes to gender only when he wants to, and would be described by no one as “pure” in any way. Crowley did once attempt to describe himself as “pure evil, and unicorns only sense purity, so that counts” but he was promptly called a bitch by Newt Scamander and banned from the Leaky Cauldron again. He did not care, because drinking is only really fun with Aziraphale, and the fact of the matter remained that he still gets to cuddle unicorns when no one else does.)
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There is a mild, subtle war fought between Heaven and Hell over most instructive books on magic. That is if “mild” and “subtle” could be taken to mean that there is one generally book-loving angel who very much disdains these particular books, and one generally book-agnostic demon who very much loves them. 
Wizarding Britain does not have a robust publishing industry. Wizarding Britain does not have robust anything, excepting their robustly ineffectual and expansive bureaucracy, but Aziraphale finds their literature particularly shameful. Surely some of this is owing to the limits of the courses offered at Hogwarts, where language and spelling is whatever of the form of your homework essays, as opposed to the much more valued content of said essays, that a professor chooses to comment on. (In a certain era, much of the spelling tutelage for a generation of Hogwarts students came from their Potions essays, because Severus Snape took a certain glee in marking up as much as he possibly could and watching the faces of students as they found their parchment returned to them covered in red ink even though the substance of their essays was sound.) 
This may also be a consequence of the way British wizarding society has a certain cultural stagnancy. The way things are done is the way things are done. (In this manner it reminds of Heaven and Hell and their inability to keep with the times on Earth. This is also another reason that demons like wizards, because they don’t have to keep up with new technology like “personal phones” and “computers”.) Hogwarts curriculum does not update with any regularity and looks much the same as it did 400 years ago, variation arriving mostly with the competency of the professors. 
And magic is what is valued, so magic is what books are written on. And while wizarding Britain has its innovators - it has humans, so inevitably it has innovators creating new spells, potions, and devices - they are not so encouraged and valued. And often they do not bother to write books. 
As a result, the bulk of the book movement through wizarding Britain is Hogwarts textbooks, which are rarely updated. The edition numbers occasionally change, as do a sentence or two of the interior, but Aziraphale lacks interest in any of it. He lacks an interest in all of this sort of magic. He cannot perform it - as a celestial being he can do far more anyway - and it cannot be learned - unlike coin tricks and sleights-of-hand and rabbits - and there is nothing exceptional in the writing or rarity of any of it. The wizarding books that Aziraphale has interest in are settled firmly in the great library of Hogwarts, and not for sale, though Aziraphale has made offers. He had then considered theft but decided that theft from a school was a certain step too far. 
(The one wizarding book that Aziraphale both cares about and possesses is a first-edition The Tales of Beedle the Bard, who is not Aziraphale’s favorite bard. However, Aziraphale does find “The Tale of the Three Brothers” to be an interesting look at the wizarding perspective on death. It is an inaccurate one, of course; Death does not grant boons, not even ones that will become curses to sooner send their holders into his hands. That is the parlance of demonic temptations, and Crowley will freely admit, though he has gotten numerous commendations for the Elder Wand over the centuries, that like Slytherin’s basilisk, the humans took the whole thing a bit too far.)
At any rate, Aziraphale’s bookshop was prominently placed on the map of wizarding London when he offered to purchase some certain unique volumes from Hogwarts, and this has been a curse of his own making, as more usually happens to Crowley. The wizarding population of London had, since the opening of A.Z. Fell and Co., admittedly always considered it one of theirs, in the same way that the Muggle population eventually came to consider it a front for the mafia, but the uptick of attempts to sell wizarding books back to the shop, or wizarding books just being left amidst the stacks, definitely corresponded with the one time Aziraphale made official contact with wizarding Britain. These magical books are a blight upon his bookshop and he would have miracled himself into being forgotten by Britain’s wizardry some time in 1847 were it not for the Arrangement.
That being, Crowley likes the books dropped at Aziraphale’s shop, often books on Hogwarts’ reading list, which are the most often sold, because it is very easy to accomplish simultaneously temptations and miracles with them.
Since the mid 1800s, it is known, amongst the poorer population of wizarding Britain, that there is a particular drop point in Diagon Alley where, if you are in need enough, you can find almost any relatively-common book that you were not able to afford but was necessary for your education. “In need enough” and “necessary” are miracles with much wiggle room. For instance, in 1992, the Weasley twins did not strictly need NEWT-level Charms and Transfiguration textbooks for their courses at Hogwarts, but they needed them to properly innovate on their pranks. 
Providing magical knowledge for free is, of course, very demonic, given the capacity for destruction by the untrained wizard, especially if that knowledge is far above their years. It is in fact incredibly necessary that it be for free, else parents or guardians would stop them. 
Truly, another genius ploy from the wily serpent. 
Almost as good as the bit with the unicorns.
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queenaeducan · 3 years
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Writing Tag Game
No one! I stole from @fiadhaisteach tho
How many works do you have on AO3?
43
What’s your total AO3 word count?
89067
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Healing Hands (3D NPC / Skyrim) F!Dovahkiin/Rumarin - 72 Kudos
The Difficult Things (DA2) Carver/Merrill - 46 Kudos 
All We Are is a Promise (DA:I) F!Cadash/Blackwall - 41 Kudos
Five Times Hugged (DA:I) F!Cadash & Solas - 22 Kudos
Pride in Compassion (DA:I) Cole & Soals - 20 Kudos
Do you respond to comments, why or why not?
I try to! Even if they’re just hearts or short comments. I don’t have too many comments and I want to encourage and appreciate the people who take the time to write them for me.
What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?
Ummm “And My Heart Cannot Be” is probably the angstiest, it’s a response fic to Joly’s write-up of Ian’s personal quest where he’s made Tranquil (temporarily) at the end, so there’s a lot of angst on Solas’ part. Not so much on Ian’s, I suppose. :’)
What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
Ummm, maybe “Apodyopis”? It involves Ian and Solas finding their boundaries in intimacy but overall it’s very soft and fluffy.
Do you write crossovers? If so, what is the strangest one you’ve written?
For fic, not really! I had the idea for a Doctor Who / Mass Effect fic years back when ME3 first dropped, but I never wrote it nor do I think a Doctor Who Crossover is particularly strange. Tumblr rp has led to some strange crossovers, and some not so strange. I’ve written with Star Trek characters on my Mass Effect rp blogs and then umm Final Fantasy XV might be the strangest I’ve written in Dragon Age rp, if only bc it was a crossover and not an AU.
Have you ever received hate on a fic?
I wrote a self-insert, modern girl falls into the AtLA world fic when I was still a preteen/teen and that got hate. I don’t remember what it said. And someone once accused me of “forcing solas” on the “male lavellan” I ship him with (Ian is non-binary and it literally said that in the art that prompted the anon hate, but I’ve learned people don’t read captions) and said it was “gross” lmao.
Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
I’ve written it before, but not often. It’s not something that greatly appeals to me, I have some ideas for it atm but I have other projects I’m going to get to first.
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
No, just had headcanons/interpretations stolen in RP.
Have you ever had a fic translated?
I don’t think so!
Have you ever co-written a fic before?
I roleplay w/ ppl does that count. One day I might turn the Solian stuff into a multi-chapter fic and that’d need Joly’s input to be any good.
What’s your all-time favorite ship?
ATM it’s still Solas/Ian.
What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will?
I have a fic that’s actually a series of short (like one sentence to five sentences) drabbles that spans most of Inquisition and Trespasser detailing moments Ian came to Solas’ mind that’s been a WIP for years, but idk maybe I’ll finish eventually.
What are your writing strengths?
I’m most confident in my dialogue, so when I’m unsure about that usually it’s a sign that I’m going to hate everything I write.
What are your writing weaknesses?
I’ve never been able to write long-form, multi-chapter fics in my life. I have one planned for Solas and Thora and the only reason I think I’ll finish it is because it’s only going to be about five chapters. People who write like 20+ chapters amaze me.
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic?
I’ll write fictional ones, I’ll make up Elvhen or dwarven and even if it’s wrong or fake who cares it’s not a real language. Real languages I’m less keen on, I speak/spoke a few languages, if I were still practised in French I think I could manage that, but I haven’t kept up.
What was the first fandom you wrote for?
It was either Hamtaro or Kirby! Right Back at Ya. I played pretend games where I made up OCs tho which was basically just the oral version of written fanfic/roleplay.
What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?
ATM my favourite is “Who Am I in Your Arms?” which explores Solas and Ian after Wisdom’s death. Content warning for talk of suicide if you choose to read. I’ve struggled with wondering if it’s actually worth being proud of b/c it didn’t do great numbers esp on AO3, but I did a fair amount of research to get the head shaving done just right and I was able to incorporate a lot of my headcanons regarding Solas and how his relationship with Ian evolves as a result of the panic and grief involved in Wisdom’s passing.
Tagging: @apeacebone, @dreadfutures, @wizardofozymandias, @skyeventide @ other ppl who want to do this! 
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mitaesoroo · 4 years
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pleaseeeeeeee all of them? maybe? yes? 30?
NAJSJZJZ YOU BITCH ok let's do this 🥴
ALSO SORRY IF ITS LATE MY INTERNET IS WACK
1: (truth) Who was your first major celebrity crush? (dare) Put your music player on shuffle and post the first five songs.
Dare :
• monsta truck - monsta x
• 3rd eye - stray kids
• til i die - ph1 ft jay park
• new rules - txt
• malamente - rosalía
2: (truth) What’s the most embarrassing thing that’s happened to you in the past week? (dare) Refresh your dashboard and send an anonymous compliment to the person who posted whatever’s at the top of your dash.
Dare : done 👀
3: (truth) What are your three favorite things about your appearance? (dare) List all nine of your tumblr crushes, and describe each blog/blogger in one word.
Truth : uhh my barely noticeable freckles, my moles, and my lip shape
4: (truth) What is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you? (dare) Post the oldest selfie on your camera roll.
Truth : when i receive something from friends because they thought of me 🥺
5: (truth) If your parents knew everything you’ve ever done, what would they think is the worst thing? (dare) Tag the three nonmutuals you admire most.
Dare : @soooldout @withyook @emotiadouche i reallyyy love their blogs and i always wish them the best in their life! wonderful beings they are 🥺💛
6: (truth) What is the last thing you purchased? (dare) Tag three people you’ve thirst followed.
Truth : food lol
7: (truth) How many hours did you sleep last night? (dare) Send an anonymous compliment to the last person who followed you.
Truth : uh 4?? i think lol
8: (truth) If you could go on a date with any of your mutuals, who would it be and what would you do? (dare) Send an anonymous compliment to one of your four “Biggest Fans” on tumblr.
Dare : ;0; done!!
9: (truth) How did you meet your best friend? (dare) Refresh your dashboard. Open the blog of the person who posted whatever’s at the top of your dash. Reblog their most recent selfie.
Truth : church 🥴
10: (truth) What was your favorite band five years ago? (dare) Tag a blog that posts very different content from yours, but that you couldn’t imagine not following.
Truth : Linkin Park (still is *^*)
11: (truth) Where did you get each article of clothing you’re wearing right now? (dare) Pick up the closest book to you. Turn to page 39 and copy down line 7.
Truth : shirt - thrift store, pants - target, and shoes - marshalls
12: (truth) What are your five favorite girls’ names and five favorite boys’ names? (dare) Copy and paste the 14th line of text from the last document you worked on in Word or Google Drive.
Truth : random but ima just go with 10 names i guess ;-;
• Xochitl
• Zera
• Zinny
• Briseyda
• Yaritza
• Dakota
• Ellis
• Elias
• Daniel
• Nayeli
13: (truth) What’s your most irrational fear? (dare) Tag five mutuals who take amazing selfies.
Dare : most moots don't really show faces but ill tag @kuromatoki @honey-piggy (😤 mei dont fite me on this) @kiseokris @ncttrashnoodle @dino-yeol 💛💙💜💛💙💜
14: (truth) If you could only wear one outfit for the rest of your life (consisting of clothes you already own), what would it be? (dare) Tag someone you follow who has amazing fashion sense.
Truth : black shirt or hoodie, jeans or dark green pants, and my black nikes :P
15: (truth) If you could rock any unusual article of clothing/makeup technique/hairstyle, what would it be? (dare) Go to the blog of the last person you reblogged a text post from. Reblog your favorite of their selfies.
Truth : alot of people like my short hair alot so i guess my short hair LOL :>
16: (truth) What is your dream job? (dare) Post the four most recent pictures in your camera roll.
Truth : getting one 😀
17: (truth) Where is the last place you went that took over two hours to get to? (dare) Post screenshots of your phone’s lock screen and home screen.
Truth : San Antonio 🤠
18: (truth) How old were you when you had your first kiss? If you haven’t had it yet, how old do you want to be? (dare) Go to the last app/tab you opened. Post a screenshot.
Dare : devastated.
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19: (truth) What is the first thing you remember having to keep secret? (dare) Tag five bloggers who you associate with being obsessed with something particular, and list what each of them is obsessed with.
Truth : hmmm ;-; my birthright i guess
20: (truth) What does your bedroom look like? (dare) Take one selfie and post it. You only get one shot! (No old selfies or retrying, even if you think you look bad)
Truth : oof kinda messy rn
21: (truth) What three fictional characters would you most like to meet? (dare) Write your name down on a piece of paper and draw a quick picture of yourself. Take a photo of it and post it.
Dare : a mess is what you get ♥︎
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22: (truth) What are three things you’re looking forward to? (dare) Tag the last three people you reblogged posts from, and estimate how many followers they have.
Truth : hoping to land a job, saving, and moving out 😔
23: (truth) What are your three biggest turn ons, and your three biggest turn offs? (dare) Put your music player on shuffle. Without actually listening to it, write the lyrics to the chorus of the first song.
Dare : "Pienso en tu mirá, tu mira clavá' es una bala en el pecho" (x3) "Pienso tu mirá" (x2) - rosalía
24: (truth) If you could only own five material objects (not counting life necessities like food/water/a house/etc) what would they be? (dare) Put your music player on shuffle. Post what the first three songs are, and for each one, tag a blog that the song reminds you of.
Dare :
• these nights by rich brian & chungha - @kiseokris
• win by ateez - @sagittariustigerfish
• juicy by doja cat - @honey-piggy
25: (truth) What is the last thing you lied about? (dare) Tag three people you want to know better and ask them each three questions about themselves.
Truth : where i was i going lol 🙂
26: (truth) What’s the last movie you watched? (dare) Reblog the most recent of your own selfies posted on tumblr, and in the tags say two things you like about your appearance in it?
Truth : the little mermaid
27: (truth) What are three things you like about yourself unrelated to your appearance? (dare) Post a picture from your camera roll that you’ve been meaning to post on tumblr.
Truth : music taste, open minded, and my patience
28: (truth) How do you take your coffee? (dare) Post the last picture you posted on a social media platform other than tumblr.
Dare : those last four pics on twitter (also tumblr is being wack rn)
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29: (truth) What are your worst habits? (dare) Put your Top 25 Most Played songs on shuffle and list the first five.
Truth : overthinking aLOT
30: (truth) What is the last thing you did that you have to keep secret from someone? Who do you have to keep it secret from? (dare) Tag five blogs with great URLs.
Dare :
• @kuromatoki
• @yungluchini
• @kiseokris
• @jiminscaramel
• @dorkeyama
-honestly tho!! all my moots have wonderful urls 🥺💞-
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dreamingbrownie · 5 years
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Tagging games #5
I’ve been tagged by @fandom-glazed and wanted to do this anyway, so here we go! Tagging anyone who wants to do this ^__^ 1. what’s your favorite way to dress? Black all the way. I’m a fancy goth on the inside and trying (but most likely failing) on the outside. 2. If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be? Not to be so voulnerable to the people that mean a lot to me would be nice. Not getting attached so fucking fast. 3. What movie/game/etc. helps you calm down? I tend to love movies reducing me to a sobbing mess, so that doesn’t count as calming me down, does it? As for a series, I’m all for Merlin BBC at the moment which I watch unfrequently with @fandom-glazed on Netflix and usually laugh my ass off at Arthur and Merlin’s antics. :D 4. What does your room smell like? Dust, nailpolish, some tea and the slightly burnt smell of my old heaters. 5. Do you like to organize? Hell fucking no. I’m an ADD person, nope, I don’t. 6. What kind of music would you listen to if you could only choose one? German rock / gothic rock. Unheilig, Staubkind, Blutengel, Lord of the Lost, Letzte Instanz, that kind of thing. Not that either of those bands would ring a bell with most of tumblr users, I assume. 7. What song is your aesthetic? Oh man, making me choose there is mean. Ghost Love Score by Nightwish, Stand my ground by Within Temptation, Morgana by Lord of the Lost. Hard and heavy. 8. What color do you think goes best with your personality? Crimson like my hair right now, probably. 9. Do you believe in auras? Nope. 10. What do you wish you hated, but actually like? Ballet. To wish for having been introduced to how to ruin your body in the most beautiful way as a child is kind of unhealthy. 11. Vague about your crush(es) Valentin Winter / van Porcelain. That man. Go to his tumblr @valentinvanporcelaine and dare ask me again why I’m addicted to his aesthetics. 12. Is there someone you have mixed feelings towards? Yep. Not talking about specific people in my personal life here tho.  13. Talk about an AU or story you came up with Oh boy, here we go. If you get me started on my vampire novels, we’ll be here all day and I won’t even be half way finished. I adore my own characters to a decree that might be weird, I ship some of them and the main gay pair Count Louis and his life long best friend and personal vassal Chris, later Knight of Alderton, to death and writing anything with those two idiots in love soothes me so much. The main trilogy (A shimmer of Red, Black and Silver respectively) is huge (as in 200k for the first, 140k for the second and 110k as of yet for the unfinished third) but not finished yet, I’m almost there and would have been a year ago if I’d just get my arse out of the Fantastic Beasts Fandom and saunter off to writing my own stuff again. Unfortunately, Albus and Gellert own my ass at the moment and I’m overflowing with plotbunnies that won’t go away on their own. I know my mind. I need to write them all down before I get any peace at all. Lol. 14. Do you like makeup? No, not really, I like sharp-winged-eyeliner though. 15. Do you prefer space or the ocean? Ocean all the way. Space is fascinating and I’m a massive nerd for SpaceX because their projects are so promising for the future of mankind, but standing at the shore, being able to breathe properly again (asthma kid here, hi) and cry from sheer relief of hearing the waves crash against the cliff or roll onto the beach again is my life blood. I’ll have that next week again. Fucking finally. The sea soothes me so, so much and I suffer from constant longing for distance. We have a very fitting word for the feeling in German. Fernweh. Roughly translated to “I want to get far away from here so much it hurts.” Yeah, that’s the German language right there for you. 16. If you could pick any planet besides earth, where would you live? Pandora, probably. You know, three meters tall blue humanoids, a captivating nature, trees large enough to be a bother for the planet’s rotation, probably? Yeah. I’d like that very much. 17. What form of government do you like the most? (capitalism, socialism, etc.) I’m quite content with the German system of Social economy. Pure capitalism, socialism and communism are shit, don’t work in the long run and should just be abolished altogether. 18. What animal would you keep as a pet, if you could? Give me a black cat, please 19. What do you think our purpose is in the universe? To find our place between the stars, become a multi planetary species and to develop a way that’s not as destructive to the planet we inhabit. There’s a beautiful sentence that sums it all up in Interstellar from Cooper: “We might have been born on earth, but we don’t have to die here.” 20. Do you believe in god(s)? Nope. Atheist all the way. Before anyone misunderstands me, though: believe whatever you want to, I don’t judge people for their religion, it’s just so not my tea. 21. Is there a song you can’t handle listening to, even though you like it? Yep. Chasing cars by Snow Patrol. 22. What ex do you miss the most, if you have one? Mean question. I only have an ex-girlfriend and sometimes I miss her gentleness and how instantly she saw right through me, but she replaced me, we’ve been done for a bit more than five years now and I’m over her. :) 23. Do you like soft, fluffy blankets or rough/smooth blankets? Soft, fluffy blankets all the way. 24. What is your favorite thing to learn about? History. What do you think I’d study that for? :D 25. What country’s history do you find the most interesting? Man, that’s a mean one again. I’m pretty solid on English history, but I don’t know the first thing about Asian history altogether because german schools don’t teach that and we’ve got a different subject for Asian culture in university so it’s not included in my must-do-schedule too, but I’d like to learn more about it soon. 26. What do you think about genderbent ____ (insert someone here) Nope, noping right out, nopedinopenope, not my tea. At all. 27. What breakup was the hardest, if you had one? The one I had was... bad. Not talking about that here any further tho. 28. Do you have someone where you can’t decide if you like them romantically or just as a friend? A couple of weeks ago, my answer would have been yes, but I’ve got that all sorted out now. Not dwelling on it, though. It doesn’t matter. 29. What do you think about tumblr discourse? Ughhh. Exhausting most of the time. I loved the metas in the Sherlock fandom before it all fell apart and I like Fantastic Beasts metas, but people get so emotional so fast that normal discussions are all but impossible here. 30. What instrument do you wish you could master? Piano. Still salty that I’ve been forced to stop that as a child. 31. How easy is it for you to be honest? Very. I’m a very honest person and I’m shite at lying. 32. Do you have any strange interests? Fandoms, probably? xD I find fossils infinetely fascinating, anything conserning dragons (that sounds strange in context, I’m well aware that they don’t exist) and the way stars are born in large nebulas is something poetic to me. 33. Do you have any strange fears? Strange? I dunno, I’ve just about ran out of the kitched screaming at the top of my lungs when a fucking spider dropped ON MY HEAD yesterday evening, you tell me if that’s strange. Drowning would suck a lot, I guess. Anything that makes you suffocate. Nope. 34. What food do you binge on when you’re lazy? Toast with something on it. I did that in exam week last week, not because I’m lazy but because I just did not have the time or the nerves for cooking. 35. When you get angry, how do you show it? I go all quiet and drill my posture to absolute perfection until it hurts. You’ll notice when I’m mad. Seldom happens, though, I’m hard to offend. 36. Do you have any impulsive movements? (twitches, ticks, flapping, etc.) Picking fingers. Bad habit that I’m trying to get rid of. 37. What do you listen to music on? YouTube and Spotify on the PC, used my phone a massive lot for that during the summer too but now with all the layers of jackets and coats and such it’s a bit hard to stuff my large phone anywhere. 38. Are you left brained or right brained? Uhhhh what? I’m right handed, but I don’t think I have any tendencies otherwise. 39. Earbuds or headphones? Earbuds. 40. Do you like light blankets or heavy blankets? Light blankets for around the flat, heavy in bed. I’d like to be able to breathe.
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kylorenpunk · 5 years
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Do them all. Suffer as I did 😂
Bitch I told you this was our friendship. We force each other to answer all the questions. 
1. selfie
Well… I wasn’t dubbed Selfie Queen for nothing… 
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This one is interesting bc I have zero makeup on. The most recent ones are too blurry. A lot of my fav selfies are full faces of makeup tho. 
2. what would you name your future kids?
I feel like that’s a decision for both parents but I really like the names Felicity, Isabella and Dimitri. Yes, all of them are names from various franchises I enjoyed throughout the years. Be glad I’m out of my phase where I thought Vladimir was a good name. 
3. do you miss anyone?
I miss all my friends I don’t get to see frequently. Love all of y’all and hope y’all are doing well in life! 
4. what are you looking forward to?
Fucking graduating. Jesus Christ it’s taken me five damn years. 
5. is there anyone who can always make you smile?
From my club it’s Chris, Yara and Josephine. Also my entire friend group from back home. Honestly I love my friends so much. 
6. is it hard for you to get over someone?
I feel like every situation is different so that’s a tough question to answer. 
7. what was your life like last year?
I honestly don’t remember much from December of last year. It was a good time though. 
8. have you ever cried because you were so annoyed?
I’m an emotional bitch. I’ll cry over anything. I cried over fucking Mulan the other day. 
9. who did you last see in person?
My parents and brother. Earlier in the day my club. 
10. are you good at hiding your feelings?
I’m shit at it. My face gives away everything. The other day my professor was going into her inspiration porn narrative and I just gave her a cold dead look the entire time. 
11. are you listening to music right now?
No but I have the Hamilton soundtrack stuck in my head right now since that’s what I was last listening to. If you haven’t heard it I highly suggest it. Man I wanna see it so badly. 
12. what is something you want right now?
Sleep but I’m trying not to throw off my sleep schedule right now and am waiting a bit before going to bed. I only got three hours of sleep last night so that’s fun. 
13. how do you feel right now?
Kinda tired. Relieved that I got two service projects in a row done today. It’s been a long weekend. 
14. when was the last time someone of the opposite sex hugged you?
My friend Sebastian hugged me when I dropped him off. I guess that counts. 
15. personality description
I’m a makeup loving nerd who enjoys sitting in pajamas watching anime and superheros as much as she enjoys swatching EVERY lipstick in Sephora. According to my friends I can’t go 5 seconds without mentioning how old I feel and my love for Dungeons and Dragons. I’m also an asshole. (Wow this sounds like a 12 year old writing this)
16. have you ever wanted to tell someone something but you didn’t?
Yeah tons of times. It’s bitten me in the ass. Oh well live and learn I guess? 
17. opinion on insecurities.
Everyone has them? If they say they don’t then they are lying. Mine is mainly related to my appearance or how I speak. 
18. do you miss how thing were a year ago?
I miss how things were in the beginning of this year. It started off strong then kinda turned into a shit show. 
19. have you ever been to New York?
No but it’s my top thing on my bucket list. My friends and I are highly considering a trip. 
20. what is your favourite song at the moment?
Of all time: Get Low by Lil Jon 
Currently: “Told You So” by Little Mix (If you haven’t heard their new album I highly suggest it if you love girl groups that preach women empowerment) 
21. age and birthday?
22 - June 21st (She’s a Cancer)
22. description of crush.
I don’t have a hardcore crush right now. More like 5 second crushes that are over the second they do something I don’t like. 
Edit: Currently “celebrity?” crush is Nathan Sharp. I am seriously considering dropping $55 to see him at a convention this month. 
23. fear(s)
Heights, something terrible happening to my loved ones, wild snakes, and the usual common anxiety fears 
24. height
Five foot three inches. I’m short. Yes I know it’s not that short but tall people like to put me in the short category anyway. 
25. role model
My mom’s coworker who was my internship supervisor. She has a doctorate’s in what I want to do and is amazing at what she does. The amount of knowledge and experience that women has is incredible. She is also extremely funny and knows how to teach with a sense of humor which I appreciate. 
26. idol(s)
Celebrity idols? I don’t really idolize celebrities bc humans are humans and have flaws. 
27. things i hate
Immaturity, intolerance of differences, demeaning slurs, The Last Jedi, and the new Fantastic Beasts movie 
28. i’ll love you if…
Play with my hair, are kind to my friends and family, share common interests, show an interest in what I have to say, basically respect me and those close to me and we’re good 
29. favourite film(s)
Hairspray, High School Musical, The Greatest Showman, Stardust, The Harry Potter series, Avengers, Guardians of the Galaxy
30. favourite tv show(s)
Jane the Virgin, Naruto (fuck off I hate myself too ok), the first three seasons of Arrow before it turned to shit
31. 3 random facts
I’m not artistically talented but I genuinely enjoy makeup and creating looks
I have a nonverbal brother with autism and he’s my favorite person ever
I completely programmed my brother’s communication device by myself 
32. are your friends mainly girls or guys?
Now my friends are mainly girls but when I lived in Tampa 90% of my friends over there were guys (Hi Mason). I’m going to say that’s bc of us all playing video games in the Delta lounge (RIP Dirty D). But yeah now it’s mainly girls and 80% of my dude friends are gay. 
33. something you want to learn
Sign Language. Ice skating. Hairstyling. Fashion (I’m trying to be better about putting clothes together). Also I’m down to learn more about makeup and techniques 
34. most embarrassing moment
Either farting while doing an air guitar in front of my entire girl scout troop
or signing to my friend that I liked her friend at a party and his brother repeated what I had signed out loud in front of everyone
wait. No. When I F U C K E D  up in front a super hot guy while volunteering and then chose an 18 year old jock as my wingman. 18 year olds are dumbasses. Don’t use them as wingmen. Fuck you Khaled. 
35. favourite subject
In grade school I think it was English or History. It really all depended on the year. 
36. 3 dreams you want to fulfill?
VISIT NEW YORK 
Hike the Smokey Mountains 
Visit Europe 
37. favourite actor/actress
Chris Evans (especially when he is trying to fight orange president on twitter) 
Also Mark Hamill is perfect 
38. favourite comedian(s)
I don’t watch comedians often. I guess the Fluffy guy? 
39. favourite sport(s)
The only time I give a shit about sports is when my university is undefeated or playing my first university in football. Or the soccer world cup if it’s on. However I appreciate the skill it takes to do a sport. 
40. favourite memory
San Antonio. It was my first time traveling without family and it was the greatest time. It was such a cool city 
41. relationship status 
Single - I take my sweet ass time 
42. favourite book(s)
Eragon (No, I haven’t finished the entire series. No, I don’t want spoilers bc I will do it eventually.) 
43. favourite song ever
“Get Low” by Lil Jon 
“Look Through My Eyes” by Phil Collins 
44. age you get mistaken for
Last year I got mistaken twice in a row within an hour for a middle schooler. I was 21 at at that time. During my internship one of the parents asked me if I had any kids. I’m either mistaken as a parent or as a 13-15 year old. There is no in between.  
45. how you found out about your idol
N/A since I don’t have an idol
46. what my last text message says
“lmao it’s alright” to Joey but the previous one is more funny “thankfully no one threw up this time” in regards to my friend’s party last night
47. turn ons
Well I aint about to talk about my sex life so let’s go with personality 
Common interests such as superheros or anime, charismatic, easy to get along with, common goals in life, cares about their loved ones, has passion, and someone I can hold an intellectual conversation with 
48. turn offs
rudeness, immaturity, inattentiveness, bad tempers, superiority complex, not being genuine, judging others, treating people like objects, and general lack of care for others or themselves
49. where i want to be right now
Back in the smokey mountains in a cabin watching movies and anime
50. favourite picture of your idol
N/A 
51. starsign
She’s an emotional Cancer
52. something i’m talented at
Apparently I’m good with kids      Makeup too I guess? 
53. 5 things that make me happy
friends, family, nerdy shit, makeup and Kakashi
54. something thats worrying me at the moment
Some shit happened last night that has me worried for some friends but I’m sure they’ll figure it out 
55. tumblr friends
A shit ton of y’all I know IRL. I won’t tag y’all bc that’s annoying af 
Joey’s my only internet friend @earthschampion (answer my text bitch) 
56. favourite food(s)
pasta, empanadas, crab rangoons, taziki sauce 
57. favourite animal(s)
Meerkats and koala bears
58. description of my best friend
K @burnitstronger: realest damn friend you will ever have. Will tell you how it is and provide never ending love and support. Never understands my dumbass shenanigans but loves me anyway. Love you boo 
J : Will also tell you how it is and forces you to watch Naruto and ruin your damn life. Will happily go with you to eat junk food after class. Will fight anyone who wrongs you and is def still plotting revenge on all my ex’s. Stans Loona
M: Will scream at you in Leo in a frightening but loving way. Has the best damn fashion sense I have ever seen. Is the friend that comes by when I need her to and brings a shit ton of snacks and love (J does this as well).
59. why i joined tumblr
I was bored on fourth of July in 2012 and my friends kept telling me that this website would be fun. Also the avengers “fandom” from back then 
60. ask me anything you want
I would say I’m sorry Mason but I enjoy making all my friends suffer. Make sure to give him a follow bc he’s cool. @masonjar828
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aceofstars16 · 6 years
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Okay so I got tagged a LOT and I didn’t get around to answering until now and this is...gonna be looong so I’m going to put this under a cut haha xD
I’m also not tagging anyone, but if you want to do any of these feel free to!
Tagged by @friendlywildflowers and @tiernamente
ONE insecurity:
Ummm, does the future count? Cause I’m really insecure/unsure about anything with my future *flops*
TWO fears:
Letting others down
Bring stuck in the same place for the rest of my life
THREE “turn-ons”: ???
Nice smiles
Being able to make me laugh
...I’m also a sucker for blue eyes man
FOUR life goals:
Write and publish at least one book
Help orphans/foster kids in some way
Continually seek God no matter what
To be a good friend
FIVE things I like:
Thunderstorms
Dark chocolate
Nature 
Space
Music
SIX weaknesses:
Laziness
Fear/anxiety
Forgetfulness
Insecurity
Drawing dynamic poses
Lack of motivation
SEVEN things I love:
God
My family
My friends
Cats
Texas
Good stories/fandoms
OCs (mine and others haha xD)
Tag EIGHT people:
Tagged by @shenzi-hemlock
Rules: Answer to 30 questions and then tag 20 blogs you’d like to get to know better lets be real im not gonna do that
Nickname: Ace is the main one
Gender: Female
Zodiac: The Taurus one of whatever it’s called xD
Height: 5′6-7ish?
Age: 22
Time: 1:54 PM
Favorite Bands/ solo artists: Ummm, I’ve been big into Imagine Dragons recently actually, but also NEEDTOBREATHE and Owl City
Song stuck in my head: I don’t know but “Believer” is playing right now so?
Last movie I saw: Antman and the Wasp!
Last thing I googled: I was about to say it was “mission synonym” but then I remembered that I googled the radar cause it was raininggggg
Other blogs: I have a BUNCH that I never use xD
Do I get asks: Somewhat?
Why I chose this username: Oh gosh this story again, I was like 12 or something and saw “Ace of Hearts” which wasn’t even an amazing movie but I liked the title and then I thought Ace of Stars sounded cool so I kept that till I got on dA and that username was taken so I added 16 on the end cause it’s my fav number xD
Following: 225
Average amount of sleep: I need...a lot of sleep...usually at least nine hours haha *flops*
What I am wearing: My arc reactor shirt and jean shorts
Dream Job: I’m not even sure, something with cats or horses maybe?
Dream Trip: I really want to go to Iceland tbh...and also meet some of my mutuals xD
Favorite Food: Chicken is amazing, I love chocolate, I love most types of fruit, just give me something kind of sweet and I’m usually good (though I like salty things too xD)
Play(ed) sports: I played basketball when I was younger, but I wasn’t very good haha xD
Hair Color: Medium/golden brown
Eye color: Hazel
Most Iconic Song: Ummm...I have no clue...xD
Languages you speak/ are learning: English...I’ve tried learning Spanish and ASL but...I know I couldn’t carry a conversation in Spanish and I could maybe say like...only a lil bit in ASL
Random fact: I collect ticket stubbs, but I’ve kind of run out of room in my itouch case so...now I’ve started losing them...xD
Describe yourself as aesthetics: The ocean, stars in the sky, thunderstorms, fuzzy socks, fluffy kittens, autumn leaves, staying up late talking, large sweaters, boots, going on walks in the fall, quiet nights at home, sporadic shopping adventures, warm fires, icy AC (opposites but it depends on the time of year xD), minty chocolate goodness, contagious laughter, hanging out with no agendas.
Tagged by @mandaloriandragontrainer
Nickname: Ace
Height: 5’7-ish
Orientation: Straight/Asexual I think
Nationality: American
Favorite fruit: Ooooo that’s hard....I go through phases, right now I’m loving cherries
Favorite season: I don’t think I can pick I love parts of all of them tbh
Favorite plant: Bluebonnets always
Favorite scent: Vanilla, and also cinnamon...and fresh bread
Favorite color: Blue!
Favorite animal: CATS! And horses, cheetahs, fennec foxes, regular foxes, and dragons...I love lots of animals tho xD
Tea, coffee, or hot chocolate: Tea unless it’s dairy free hot chocolate (I love hot chocolate but...I shouldn’t have it with real milk...xD)
Average hours of sleep: 9ish
Dogs or cats: 
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Favorite fictional character: TOO MANY TO NAME
Dream trip: Different from the other ask? Hmmm...Argentina
When was your blog created: October 2013
Number of followers: *goes through and blocks porn blogs* Ummm 1,633 somehow???
Random fact: I’m gonna steal mando’s fact and say I’ve cosplayed as a Ranger, genderbent Hiccup, Rey, Jyn, and Eleven (and a few others but...I’m not gonna name them all xD)
What do you do & do you like it: As in like a job, or? Cause I don’t have a job and I’m still trying to figure out school/life so...I legit don’t know how to answer this...*flops
Tagged by @sturwurstrash
Name: I don’t put my real name online
Age: 22
Gender: Female
Orientation: Ace (heyyyy sameeee)
Height: 5′7ish
Favorite Color: BLUE
Book Recommendations: The Lunar Chronicles and Ranger’s Apprentice are both great and underrated in my opinion! :D
Movie Recommendations: Anything Marvel (well, MCU, there are other Marvel movies I’ve never seen/are older that I don’t recommend xD), Gifted, Second Hand Lions, Mulan, HTTYD, and lots of other animated ones xD
TV Recommendations: Star Wars Rebels, Stranger Things, White Collar, Parks and Rec, My Little Pony, and The Tangled Series
Music Recommendations: Oh gosh I have such a wide range of likes...aside from NEEDTOBREATHE, and Owl City ummm...musicals? Mainly Dear Evan Hansen and the Greatest Showman, but Hamilton and Finding Nevereland too (okay and HSM 2 just came on...it’s not amazing but...it’s fun...xD)
Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: *looks at the other tag* tea
Cats or dogs: 
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I want to live long enough to witness: Ummm...I honestly don’t know, my friends that don’t know God to come and know him, that’s the first thought to come to mind
Weird Obsessions: Ummm, I really love socks? xD
Tumblr Birthday: October 2013 (I’ve answered this so many times I legit know without looking xD)
How many side blogs: Ummm three, but I’m part of like three group things too
Random fact about me: I think I’m like 1/128th Native American or something like that? All I know if like one of my ancestors (like great or great great grandma?) was married to a chief of a tribe, though I don’t know what tribe
Tagged by @la-na-da
Gender: Female
Star Sign: Taurus or however you spell it
Height: *writes 5′7ish for the third time today cause I waited so long to reply to these xD*
Where do you see yourself in 10 years?: Who knows, hopefully with a job and able to drive
If you could go anywhere, where would you go?: Hmmm, aside from the ones I already listed? I mean I’d love to go to England, or New Zealand, or Switzerland, or Alaska/Canada
What was your coolest Halloween costume?: Coolest? Hmmm, I’m gonna go with my Ragner’s outfit I wore to a Halloween party (though I changed to Hiccup later cause it was too hot to wear for long xD)
Favorite 90s TV-show?: Ummm...I think most of the shows I loved were early 2000s...hmmm, was Pokemon going on then? Maybe Pokemon, or Arthur, that started in the 90s right? xD
Last kiss?: Does kissing my cat’s head count?
Have you ever been stood up?: Dude I’ve never even been on a date, as for friends? I don’t think so
Have you ever been to Las Vegas?: Ummm, maybe? I honestly don’t remember but I don’t think so?
Favorite pair of shoes?: Probably my Chacos, I wear them the most, but I love my long boots too, they are just too hot to wear most days xD
Favorite fruit?: I aside cherries before...so how about peaches?
Favorite book?: Oh gosh I can’t pick!
Stupidest thing you’ve ever done?: Ummm...a lot of things? I can’t really remember them though? How about the time I accidentally pulled off a horse’s halter along with his bridle? xD
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goddessofwasteland · 6 years
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I was tagged by @tahpssi​ thanks dear ♥
Rules: answer 80-something questions and tag 20 people. Tagging: @snaked-lows @onlywanttobeyourequal @setosblueeyes if one of you is interested ♥
last?
Drink: water
phone call: my parents
text message: to one of my colleagues, discussing our Brunch on Sunday
time you cried: well, that was yesterday I guess
kissed someone and regretted it: nah
been cheated on: nah
lost someone special: not due to death if that’s what’s implied here (i’m just gonna copy this too)
been depressed: i’m not quite sure
gotten drunk and thrown up: nope, i know when i should stop
favourite colours? do i have to do five? cause i only got like black (contrast i know), pink and blue, all kinds of green i guess too
in the last year you have?
made new friends: a couple yes i think...
fallen out of love: more like crushes... it comes and goes i guess 
laughed until you cried: definitely! rather often if i recall
found out someone was talking behind your back: oh boy, i don’t know if it was last year or two years ago but yes, definitely
met someone who changed your life: one of my ex-colleagues who offered me a job in another city
found out who your true friends are: given that i only have like 5 friends i’m pretty sure i know them by now
general?
how many facebook friends do you have: I don’t have facebook
pets: unfortunately not
ever wanted to change your (birth)name: no i’m happy with my name
what you did for your last birthday: i stayed at my parents place, my bestie joined and together we made raclette oh and ate cake
time you woke up today: 5:30 am 
what you were doing at midnight last night: i was reading fanfiction
what you can’t wait for: my next holiday idk where i will go tho...
whatcha listening to: The Chain by Fleetwood Mac (actually i’m listening to the GotG soundtracks)
ever talked to a person named Tom: yes definitely, the kid from one of my uncles is named Tom
something that gets on your nerves: people in general, rude people/customer. i’m working in a hotel and let me tell you i could strangle a lot of people...
most visited site: ao3 i think, followed by tumblr or twitter
hair colour: light brown/blond balayage, i’m going to the hairdresser next week so who know’s how i will end up. still want hair like gamora ...
long or short hair: long
crush: ah yes
what do you like about yourself: my eyes, my hair, my nailes, this is very difficult ...
any piercings: no, due to work 
blood type: i have no idea actually. i always wanted to know but apparently you have to pay for this information in germany if you don’t donate your blood (which i can’t because i’m fainting everytime)
nicknames: Vivi, Viv and sometimes Lucy
relationship status: single
sign: capricorn
pronouns: she/her
favourite tele show: gilmore girls 
tattoos: not yet! got so many ideas tho
left or right handed: right handed
have you ever had a surgery: they had to remove my appendix when i was like 5 or 6? does that count?
do you want piercings: i’d like to have a helix but i’m afraid that my hair gets caught in it and i’ll rip it out or something horrible like this @@
Sport: i like badminton a lot and table tennis
Favourite holiday: as long as i am far away from germany i’m alright
trainers: Nike mostly
more general?
favourite dish: all kinds of pasta
favourite drink: i mostly drink water (this is unfair, i can’t decide, there is so much to choose from) 
i’m about to watch: Thor: Ragnarok
what i’m waiting for: Avengers 4
what i want: a pet :( and a lot of other things
get married: maybe if i find the right partner 
career: oh yes, i’m currently working on my first manager position so there’s that
which is better?
hugs or kisses: hugs, give me all the hugs
lips or eyes: both. both is good
shorter or taller: i’m short myself so taller would be nice
older or younger: i really don’t care as long as we are happy together
arms or stomach: again both. both is good
Troublemaker or hesitant: i really don’t know, depends on the situation i guess
have you ever?
kissed a stranger: nah
drank hard liquor: yes
turned someone down: yes
sex on a first date: no way
broken someone’s heart: maybe? i don’t know 
had a heart broken: yes
been arrested: hah no
cried when someone died: definitely
fallen for a friend: yes
do you believe in?
yourself: well someone has to!
miracles: no, there is to much bad happening in the world
Love at first sight: i’m uncertain on this one
santa claus: you mean santa isn’t real..?
angels: yeah, no i don’t think they exist
misc?
eye colour: blue/grey
best friends name: Jay and Miya
favourite movie: i’ve got more than one. i’ll go with LotR Fellowship
favourite actor: urgh, tough question ... i’ll go with Sandra Bullock
favourite cartoon anime: currently it’s Yuri!! On Ice
favourite teachers’ name: is there a favorite teacher though?
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yugyeom » finally
i got the idea of doing this from reading a bed sharing AU i found on tumblr, you can find it here. i take no credit for these prompts or the gifs i use, however i do take credit for writing these stories.
mark | jaebum | jinyoung | jackson | youngjae | bambam | yugyeom title - Finally prompt - “i have constant nightmares and i've always had someone to cuddle with. now, i realize we're not on that level but you're the only one here and i'm really scared to go to sleep.” pairing - kim yugyeom/fem!reader tags - drinking, nightmares, cuddling, im honestly a sucker for soft yugyeom, I can barely write it but I love it, even though he's older than me I like to believe I have a noona kink with him, ok seriously tho, barely anY NAUGHTY TIME ENSUES, kisses, friends to lovers? More like enemies to lovers type-deal word count - 2,790 words author's note - enjoy i fucked up my eyes writing this at 2 AM you're weLCOME IT'S DONE YAAAAY!
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You and BamBam went way back. Way back to your trainee days when you were both still learning Korean and you hadn't been assigned to a debuting group yet. While you didn't speak Thai, you both clicked instantly. However, out of all the GOT7 members that you'd intermingled with, you managed to get along with everyone except the group's maknae. You didn't know what it was about him that irked you so much – to the point where it made you not even want to hang out with the rest of the members.
It ruined almost every single visit you took to the dorms. On the rare occasion that Yugyeom was at practice or in the studios, you would enjoy your stay, but other than that it was a pretty short visit whenever Yugyeom was home. The members would scold him, but him being the defiant maknae he is, it'd do little to stop him from glaring at you from across the room or 'accidentally' putting his foot in your way as you were walking throughout the dorm.
And to make it worse, he saw you naked.
Yep. I didn't stutter. He had seen you naked.
You were sleeping over during a break with both of your debuting groups, just a harmless slumber party with a bunch of seven year old's in the bodies of grown men. You were in BamBam's room, which he conveniently shared with Yugyeom and you were under the impression that Yugyeom wouldn't be home for another few hours since he was held up in practice perfecting his Hit The Stage performance.Oh, how wrong you were.You were in the middle of taking a shower, the door was shut and locked because I mean, you were a smart girl – your mother taught you to always lock the door and you were in a house of six grown men, why else wouldn't you? BamBam failed to tell you that the bathroom lock was faulty at times, and sometimes didn't lock all the way ever since Jaebum had to break it down after the boys accidentally locked themselves out. (Small lesson in Korean society. A lot of the bathrooms don't have tubs or showers – in Korea, most of the time, your shower is your bathroom. There's a shower-head and a drained in floor. That was it.)
You had soap in your hair, and you were getting ready to rinse off and get out, when the door handle jingled. You were concerned for a minute before you remembered you'd locked the door. And then with another jingle to the door, it opened and there was Yugyeom – drenched from his practice, staring at you with his mouth wide open.
Buckle up your seat-belts kids, because what happened next was a wild ride from start to finish.
You, being the normal human being you were, were startled and tripped back under the spray, clasping your hands over yourself to cover the important areas, you got soap in your eyes, in your mouth and up your nose, and fell backwards, earning a pretty good sized goose egg on the back of your head.
All while he just watched in complete shock.
And that was the last time you visited the dorms. That was three months ago.
Now, here you were in front of the dorm's front door, shaking in your boots as you looked down at the text messages on your phone from BamBam.
You need to come to the dorms, (Y/N).
We miss you, a lot.Yugyeom too.
(Y/N), answer me, please...
After the copious amounts of texts from him, you'd replied with a snappy comeback.
I honestly doubt that Yugyeom misses me at all. From what it looks like he's happier without me around. Try having your most private parts shown to the guy who hates you the most. It's not something you want to come back to.
It was beyond embarrassing what had happened. You couldn't even face him at the office let alone in his own house.
Yet here you were.
Come over. Now. We're straightening all this out tonight.
That was the last message you received from him. And it didn't sound like a request.
Before you could talk yourself out of it, you rang the doorbell. Not less than five seconds later did you get a response, the sound of the door unlocking before Jinyoung was revealed on the other side. Honestly, he'd changed in the last three months. Grown bigger in his muscles and his shoulders were broader than when you last saw him. The time had done him well.
Jinyoung's eyes widened, looking down at you before ushering you in quickly with a loud, “(Y/N) is here!”
You heard several curses in Korean, followed by a stampede of footsteps before you were graced with six out of the seven members in the group known as GOT7. Yugyeom, as usual, was nowhere to be found. Everyone started talking to you at once, asking how you were, where you'd been, how your group was doing and why they hadn't seen you at the office. They were all quieted down by Jackson, who pulled you into a hug, followed by BamBam and Mark, then Youngjae, then Jinyoung and Jaebum just simply grasped your shoulder in a friendly-affectionate manner. When you all broke apart, BamBam spoke.
“Listen, (Y/N),” he began, grasping you by the shoulders. “We all miss you. Even Yugyeom. He's busy with PD-nim at the studio, but he wants to be here. Just, stay the night. Please?” he said, and you sighed. Same old excuse. But you knew how hectic an idol's schedule could be. Even now, looking at all of the members and seeing how they'd changed, you figured it'd be for the best if you left all that shit in the past.
“We have movies, Soju, and take-out is on the way.” Youngjae interjected and you once again, sighed. “Okay, alright, I'll sta-” You were cut off by Jackson roaring in success, jumping around like a big dork, all excited. And then the others joined. You were just happy you'd already showered before you came.
And thus the get together began. You set down your stuff and ran the first film. It was an American film called IT, and it thankfully came with Korean subtitles so the boys could enjoy it as well. It was about a killer clown named Pennywise who lured children to his lair so he could eat them.
Knowing how easily you got nightmares, this wasn't going to be too fun. But the boys seemed to enjoy it so far, so you decided to put your childish fears of clowns aside and enjoy your time spent with them.
You were wedged between Mark and BamBam, your two closest friends out of the group – Youngjae was perched on one side of the love seat, while Jackson was laying down with his head in Youngjae's lap. Your head was on Mark's shoulder while your legs were curled up to your chest. Jinyoung and Jaebum were seated on recliners, all of us watching in suspense when the door flew open.
And you screamed very loud. Louder than any ahgases that they were used to at concerts, burying your face into BamBam's shoulder while gripping his shirt tightly in your hands. And you had every right to be scared – not because it was Pennywise the Clown coming to eat you and steal your soul, but because it was none other than Kim Yugyeom standing before you in the dim light of the television that your eyes focused on after pulling your head from BamBam's shoulder.
He looked tired. He looked like he hadn't slept in god knows how long – with his hair mussed in his face and the bags under his eyes. It didn't look like the Yugyeom you knew, always snapping and crabby with a quick wit. He was the disrespectful maknae that you knew hated your guts with every fiber of his being.
And his eyes were focused on you.
“I didn't know (Y/N) was going to be here.”
Your eyes shifted from him to BamBam, who gave you a sheepish smile and you rolled your eyes.  The room was visibly tense, you could tell even Youngjae, who was always the coolest of cucumbers – despite how much he hated them – was on edge. “I guess that makes two of us.” You mumbled quietly, looking down to your hands that were clasped tightly in your lap. “It's fine, I'll go-”
That had a chorus of negations and pleads go around the room, while Yugyeom was silent. After a while, he spoke. “Don't let me stop you from having a good time with my members. I'm going to bed.” He said it with venom in his words, practically spitting them at you before he marched off to his and BamBam's shared room, shutting the door.
You looked down at them, a small scoff leaving your lips. “Listen, he does miss you, (Y/N), he just has a lot going on right now...” Jinyoung stated and you sighed, leaning back in your seat. “Let's just finish the movie, please, I'm tired.”
No one seemed to refuse your request.
Halfway through, the takeout arrived and the smell of pizza hit your nose. You, deciding to be civil, grabbed a few slices and put it on a plate, walking to Yugyeom's door and knocking quietly.
After a few times, he answered.
And it wasn't how you expected.
His hair was disheveled, wearing nothing but a pair of sweatpants and you'd be lying if you said your eyes didn't linger. You were a little bit younger than Yugyeom, but that didn't mean you hadn't had thoughts. Sure, he hated you, but he was attractive and you couldn't deny that. Gulping a bit, you presented the plate to him.
“T-The boys ordered pizza, I was wondering if you were hungry since you just went straight to bed-”
Yugyeom gently took the plate, “thank you,” was all he said before the door was shut in your face again.
Well, kudos to you for trying.
At least he said thank you.
You guys watched a few more movies, the Soju was drank by literally everyone but you – and honestly you could use it right about now. The members said their good-nights and went off to their rooms, all with either giving you a hug or a pat on the shoulder or a kiss on the head in departure.
And then you were alone in the dark living room after just watching four scary movies in a row. You shut your eyes tight, curling up on the couch under the blanket you were given and tried to sleep. And you did drift off only to flinch yourself awake a few hours later in a cold sweat, shaking with memories of seeing all the villains in their gory horror coming after you.
You got up from where you were on the couch, eyes shut tight still feeling along the wall until you got to the first door on the right – the only person who you knew you could go to right now, BamBam. He knew about your chronic nightmares and how scary movies affected you. However, BamBam wasn't the one who answered the door.
It was his roommate, Yugyeom.
“(Y/N), do you have any idea how late it is?” He growled tiredly, and you knew you'd just awoken the sleeping dragon. You immediately apologized, profusely over and over. Your voice was as shaky as you felt. “I-I'm s-sorry Yugyeom-ssi.. I-I had a n-nightm-mare and I thought B-BamBam was awake-” With an annoyed sigh, you were pulled into the equally dark room and the door was shut behind you. “BamBam's knocked out; he drank too much.” Yugyeom said, and you furrowed your brows as he laid down on his bed, scooting as far as he could to the wall leaving a whole lot of room.
Looking over your shoulder, it was true that BamBam was knocked out as you squinted through the darkness at him.
Dammit.
“Well? What are you waiting for? Lay down.”
He wanted you to lay in his bed with him?
Shyly, you crawled into the bed and got under the covers beside him. It felt tense, but not as much as you had earlier. Something had changed. But you couldn't pinpoint it. You felt the bed shift, and Yugyeom turned around to face you.
“(Y/N)... can I ask you something?”
Well, that was a change from the moody behavior you'd gotten from him the minute you'd met.
You rolled over on your side to face him.
“What is it?”
You heard a small sigh leave his lips before he responded. “Do you hate me because of that day..? The day I saw you, um, nak-”
You had to stop him there before your cheeks melted off from how hot they were.
“I-I'm not mad at you, Yugyeom-ssi-” This time it was him who cut you off.
“Stop with the formalities, (Y/N).”
You went quiet. The last thing you'd expected to happen tonight was have a late night heart to heart with Yugyeom. But lo' and behold, here you were. Another thing you didn't expect was for Yugyeom to grip you around your waist and pull you close to him in a hug.
Yugyeom did hugs?
You weren't aware of this, not in the slightest.
You.
Did not get the memo.
But here you were, pressed up against his bare chest as he held you.
“(Y/N)...” He breathed, and you tensed even more against him. “(Y/N), the only reason  I've been so mean to you is because I've been fighting my feelings for you... for a long time-” Your breath hitched. He felt feelings for you other than hatred?
“I don't do girls... I've been in the industry since I was a kid I never got to experiment with girls.. And now that I found one I'd liked, I felt like it was wrong. I wanted you to go away so I wouldn't have to deal with the embarrassment of rejection but every time I was rude or mean or hurt you it hurt so much. Eventually I had to face facts.. I'm sorry, (Y/N)-ah..”
You were sure you'd pass out from shock or something, when it hit you.
You had feelings for him too.
It hit you like a damn truck.
“I understand if you don't feel the same- I-” his grip began to loosen when you gripped onto his wrist, stopping him from pulling away. “Wait, Yugyeom, I..” You could feel it on your tongue, you wanted to, but you were scared. What if he felt like he just wanted to be friends and he hadn't meant romantic feelings? That'd surely crush you. “Yugyeom... I-I feel the same..” You whispered, searching in the dark for his charcoal black eyes, which was instant.
“You do?” He asked, and you could hear the hope in his voice, his grip then tightened and you slowly nodded, biting your lip as he leaned forward to press his forehead to yours. “Yes, I do..” You confessed and a small sigh left his lips in relief. “Thank god-” he cupped your cheeks, kissing you deeply once, twice, three times, over and over.
And you weren't complaining. You entangled your fingers in his hair, rolling over as he pulled you on top of him, but he wasn't advancing to any further activities than just kissing. He ran his hands up and down your sides where your shirt had ridden up, a hand coming up to softly caress your cheek after you'd pulled away, just staring at each other through the dark.
Small laughs left the two of your lips before a voice had cut through the dark, snapping the moment in half like a set of wooden chopsticks. It was BamBam.
“Finally.”
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anxiety-musings · 7 years
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Worn Out
Warnings: None
Word Count: 447 (original starter), 2211 (new section) = 2658 total
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Previously on Worn Out: The nights had been drawing shorter, a soft frost coating every surface in the early mornings. You had wrapped up warm, wearing an old sweater on top of your clothes as you headed into town for a hot chocolate. Having bought the drink you took a seat on an old, worn out sofa in the small coffee shop and pulled out case notes on the latest case you were following. After growing up as a hunter and studying at college you had earned a good degree and worked your way to a secure position in the FBI. You were looking over the case notes as the door to the coffee shop opened and you heard a familiar voice order a set of coffees. Looking over the brim of your mug you saw Sam Winchester standing at the counter, scanning the room until his eyes land on you. In two strides he was standing by your table smiling wide, pulling you in for a tight hug. You stared and hugged back, staring at the man you had been told was long dead. He smiled and as he spoke you stared, eyes narrowing as your hand moved to the gun on your hip. Sam, however, noticed your movement and held his hands up and motioned to the sofa opposite you.
“I guess we have a lot to talk about, huh?” he sighed and collected the two mugs of coffee and sat across from you.
“You’re supposed to be dead. I saw the death certificates… I went to your grave…” you muttered as Sam tilted his head, looking over you.
“You’ve lost weight… Y/N,” Sam began, his eyes scanning over you, “You’re wearing my old sw… oh my god, I’m so sorry Y/N/N.”
You looked down to the file that lay open on the table in front of you, Sam’s eyes followed yours to see the reports on missing people from the town you were in.
“You’re here for the hunt…” you muttered before leaning in, “Don’t use your fake FBI credentials here, I’m with my partner and he will pick up on them.”
Sam tilted his head, “Wha… Y/N… you’re FBI?”
You passed him your very much read credentials and sighed, “I work for a department that basically took up the Men of Letter’s work without the name. My partner isn’t the fondest of hunters, especially those who pretend to be FBI agents.”
As you gave Sam this warning your phone buzzed to a text from your partner:
~You never told me you were friends with the Winchesters. And you never told me this case was demons, Bambi. We need to talk about this, now.~
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Looking over the text your jaw clenched at the nickname your partner used. As you got ready to reply once more the coffee shop door opened and in walked the very man who had just texted you. He smirked over to you and ordered his usual black coffee before walking towards your table.
“Hey there Bambi, Winchester,” he smiled at you before shooting Sam an unwelcoming look, “Thought you were six feet under Sammy boy.”
“And who are you?” Sam retorted through gritted teeth, his body tense and on guard.
Your partner chuckled, “I’m little Bambi’s partner, Special Agent Harmond. You know, I bet I could arrest you on multiple counts of murder and impersonating an FBI agent.”
Before he could continue you snapped, “But you won’t.”
Both men looked over to you while you locked eyes with your partner, in a battle of will. After a few moments of silence, he yielded and smirked, taking a seat next to you. Sam raised a brow as you adjusted on the sofa, immediately becoming more professional. Harmond looked to the case file that remained open on the table in front of you sipping his coffee.
“I’ll catch you later Y/N/N, dinner tonight?” Sam asked which you nodded to and smiled softly. Sam looked to your partner and rolled his eyes before grabbing his and Dean’s coffee, leaving and heading back to their motel.
“They’re dangerous Bambi. Why didn’t you ever mention you were friends with the Winchesters? That is crucial information! Nevermind this fucking case being demons,” he snapped and moved across to the other sofa.
“We discussed that nickname, stop calling me that. And I don’t have to tell you shit, this case is a simple one.” you retorted, glaring at him, “And anyway Joshua, it’s only one demon, a rogue one.”
“Let me guess, the same one that got your mother dead all those years ago… wasn’t that some other hunter’s fault? Let’s hope history won’t repeat itself, Bambi, after all, you hunters are all alike, arrogant bastards.”
You tensed and grabbed your case file and bags, “Bite me, asshole.”
After leaving the coffee shop you walked along the streets until you reached your hotel before passing by and heading for the small park most of the victims had been taken from. The demon had been taking women in their 20s, they would turn up a few days later in front of the church, their eyes burned out. You took a seat on one of the benches and opened the case file once more, looking at each of the women you can clearly see the pattern. Each woman looked similar to you.
“You got my message, finally,” a voice spoke and took a seat beside you, the dark suit they wore smelled so strongly of Hell you almost choked. “It took you longer this time, that was five dead, you usually arrive after three. I know your gun is on your hip but we both know you won’t reach for it, you aren’t that stupid little one. Your mother taught you better than that, the angel she was...”
“She died because of you,” you stated, staring ahead, the voice sighed as a hand touched your shoulder, “My partner is here, so are the Winchesters, you didn’t have to kill anyone to get my attention. But you enjoy that, don’t you?”
The voice laughed as you looked over, his messy dirty-blonde hair and the mischief in his eyes looked normal. His suit, however, was new and you had to admit you were not the fondest of it. He tilted his head and looked over you, a brow raising as he pulled at the sweater, straightening out a crumple. One hand moved to your hair and gently moved it from your face as the word darkened and you slumped against him.
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Sam’s POV
Y/N looked smaller, she had definitely lost weight since the last time I had seen her, and she was so uncomfortable when her partner came in. He called her Bambi unless he is oblivious to her history he’s a dick. After leaving the coffee shop I jumped into the impala to tell Dean, pulling into the motel Dean was waiting, looking tense. I had barely climbed out of Baby when he jogged over and took his coffee.
“Sammy, we need to get to the morgue.” Dean stated as he gulped down his coffee and climbed into the driver’s seat of Baby and motioned for me to get into the other side.
“What’s got you freaking out?” I asked, “I thought you said this case was an easy one?”
Once I had climbed into the impala Dean began driving, fast. His whole body was tense, “We thought this was a demon on a joy ride, but these murders aren’t the first of this type and they always end just after the FBI get here. The real FBI… I read up on some of the other cases, Sammy its Y/N.”
“Yeah, I saw her in the coffee shop, she said not to use our FBI alias’... you don’t think she has something to do with this?” I asked confused.
“They always stop after she gets to town, but she goes missing, she always goes missing. Sam what if the person killing people simply does it to get to her… And why would they let her go?” Dean asked, his knuckles turning white from his grip on the steering, “If she’s here, you go find her and look after her. Don’t let her get taken.”
I nodded, getting Dean to pull over at the coffee shop so I could jump out and find Y/N.
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Reader’s POV
You woke with your wrists being held above your head in soft leather cuffs, your gun lay on a table to the side and the man was sitting with another woman, healing her. Once she was healed he touched her head and she disappeared from the room, he stood and walked in front of you. His eyes scanned your body before crossing his arms.
“You’ve lost a lot of weight Y/N,” he sighed and shook his head, “What did we discuss last time?”
You rolled your eyes, “What’s with the restraints? Also, why are we still on Earth? No Hell this time?”
“Have to make it believable for when that partner eventually finds us, right?” he smirked as you pulled on the restraints, “I even gave that last woman the location and a message for him.”
“What did you do?” you asked, paling slightly.
“Nothing, yet. Now I am afraid this may hurt but don’t worry, I would never do something irreversible kiddo,” he smiled softly and touched your forehead as you screamed and felt cuts form over your body, “We both know they wouldn’t last long otherwise.”
Your head slumped forward as you whimpered, feeling the cuts deepen until you knew the blood loss would cause a normal person to pass out. It didn’t take long before you heard your partner’s voice call your name as he made his way through the building. You heard the door to the room you were in open before your partner’s hands were cupping your face.
“Y/N? What the fuck happened? How?” he swore and fumbled as he tried to unlock the cuffs.
You slumped against him as he finally got you down, “Not a demon,” you whispered.
“No, I’m not a demon,” a voice called out, “And you ran straight into my trap pretty boy.”
Harmond looked over you, ignoring the voice as he slung one arm over his shoulders and began carrying you out of the room. You tried to stop him before hearing a loud bang and looking to see a fire growing up the opposite side of the building.
“Y/N, come on, we can get out,” Joshua called and lifted you into his arms, “I’m not leaving you here Bambi.”
You looked up to him, “I’m not the one in danger,” you stated as the doors slammed closed and you were thrown aside, hitting the wall hard before you lay on the dusty floor.
“Y/N/N!” you heard Sam yell.
“Oh, now this is a party!” the man who took you laughed, “You even brought the Winchesters!”
Harmond watched as you lay on the floor, pulling his gun and looking for the source of the voice. He tried to move out of the room but was held in place. You pushed yourself up and looked to the corner where the man stood. Harmond’s eyes following yours as he fired a few rounds at the laughing man. He stepped out of the shadows as both Winchesters ran into the room, taking in the scene as you stood.
“Y/N, you can leave now,” the man smirked.
You shook your head as Dean growled, “Y/N come on, we can go.”
Sam’s eyes were locked with the man as he laughed. You stood as the wounds covering your body healed. The man was watching Harmond as he continued to attempt to run away. Sam slowly made his way to you, wrapping an arm around your waist as you held onto the Winchester, looking towards the man.
“Leave this alone Uncle,” you stated, everyone’s eyes fell to you.
Dean pointed from you to the man, “Lucifer is your uncle!?”
“My dad left when my mum was pregnant… kinda hard for Michael to raise a kid,” you groaned.
“Bambi, what the fuck are they talking about?” Harmond snapped making your uncle flip.
“Stop calling her that,” he growled as the flames grew.
Lucifer took a step towards Harmond as you yelled out and the fires died out, the three men vanished leaving only you and your uncle in the room. He turned to face you, rage seeping from him and filling the air with an almost suffocating feeling. You stood tall as his rage turned to you.
“You allow him to disrespect your mother? You actually let him, I can’t believe you’re my blood at times,” Lucifer hissed. “You are the child of an Archangel, act like it Y/N.”
“And I will not idly sit on the sidelines and watch you harm the people I love. Or Harmond.” you snarled, “Do you really want to do this with me?”
Lucifer tensed before sighing, “No, go back to your petty humans. We will discuss this later.”
“No more bodies, just phone me.” You sighed and looked to him, “please, I don’t want to lose you too dad.”
Lucifer sighed and pulled you into a tight hug, kissing your hair, “I know kiddo, and I am sorry about your adopted mother, she wasn’t supposed to be harmed.”
You nodded and headed back into town to find Sam and Dean talking with Joshua. All three turned to you as you approached, Sam running to you, cupping your face and looking for any signs of injury. Dean stood with his arms crossed, watching you as Joshua stared in shock.
“I’m tired, can you yell at me tomorrow?” you asked, “He’s gone.”
By the time you had woken and showered the next morning, you were just pulling your shirt over your head as a knock on your door sounded and you heard Sam call your name. Sighing and deciding that prolonging the inevitable was pointless you opened the door and the three men stepped into your bedroom.
“Come in, I guess?” you snapped, slightly irritated.
“You have a whole heap of explaining to do Bambi,” Harmond retorted and took a seat at the small table, looking up to you, “Do I have to bring you in? Are you a danger to us too?”
You glared at your partner, “First of all, quit using that nickname. Second, you couldn’t if you tried and third… depends how much you piss me off, I’m still armed buddy.”
The brothers both snickered as Joshua clenched his fists but fell silent, after a short moment of silence Dean spoke as he took a seat on the sofa. You sighed and quickly poured yourself a coffee while Sam sat on the edge of your bed, all three men staring at you.
“Y/N, can you explain this?” Dean asked softly.
As you nodded you looked to the corner of the room, “No point hiding Castiel, I can see you and you know this.” Cas appeared, leaning against the wall as Dean’s eyes narrowed, “Lucifer didn’t lie, Michael is my dad. I’m an angel…”
“Nephilim,” Dean corrected.
“No, Y/N is an angel. She is the child of Michael… and Lucifer,” Castiel confirmed.
All three men stared, Joshua’s hand twitching at his gun, “Thanks Cas, but yeah, Lucifer and Michael are my parents. I don’t like thinking about how they left me with a very kind woman, she was a hunter, she died. What else do you want to know?”
“Who is the girl you’re possessing?” Sam asked, “She has a name too, and a family.”
You shook your head, “I’m like Uncle Gabe, I haven’t possessed anyone. This is my vessel, it's me. Uncle Cas has been keeping me hidden from the others, he didn’t want me to get hurt.”
“Why?” Sam asked looking to you confused.
“I’m an archangel…”
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bsinoranges · 6 years
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In which it gets sappy
Tagged by the amazing @lethesomething!!
1. How did you come up with your username and what does it mean?
So uh. BS is actually short for bittersweet, but now it doubles as my in-joke for BS in whateverCourse -- hence the in. So BS in oranges.
Then it’s bittersweetoranges because i read this fic called bittersweet and it was damn good to me at the time. Also my favorite fruit is orange.
...I’m bot good at giving names nor titles. Haha.
2. Which fanfic of yours has the most feedback? (bookmarks/subscriptions/hits/kudos).
Hm. Overall, that would be my KuroYachi one-shot The Lights in the Sky are Stars. It was sort of my love letter to the KuroYachi ship, and so I’m not entirely sure if I’ll be able to add on to it.
For subscriptions that would be my still unfinished brofest piece, The Thief, the Witch, and the Fae. This one is my bid at making an interesting take on certain characters and dynamics in a dark fantasy setting. Futakuchi is the lead if only because @haruhi02 accidentally gave me his name when I asked for random characters.
3. What is your AO3 profile icon, and why did you choose it?
A freezing link from Breath of the Wild. Well, why not? Haha. I love Link, I love Breath of the Wild, and when I resurfaced back on tumblr botw recently came out and also the free icons.
(the rest is under a cut because it’s long and sappy)
4. Do you have any regular/favourite commenters?
Well. I won’t name favorites. Frequent commenters tho... they’d be my friends from chat, so shoutout to @lethesomething and @haruhi02 because you guys are great.
To be fair, I don’t think I post frequently enough for people to keep their eyes peeled for me.
5. Is there a fanfic that you keep going back to read again and again?
Boy, do I. Basically anything in my bookmarks are the things I regularly return to read. Quite notable, however is anything by bigspoonnoya. God. I love her work. From the HQ to the BNHA to the YOI.
6. How many stories are you subscribed to? How many do you have bookmarked?
I bookmark more than I subscribed. Buuuuuuuuut I’m subscribed to a grand total of 4 works, and I’ve bookmarked 62 fics.
7. Which AU do you find yourself writing the most?
Fantasy. Hands down. There’s three-ish urban ones, then there’s two full-on fantasy pieces. The rest are slice-of-life.
There’s just something about fantasy that makes me really happy. It might be the freedom to make, or that I like using fantasy as a substitute for when I want to comment on current events. But usually I like writing things that are fantastical.
Someday I want to make write a slice-of-life that makes the mundane fantastical, and then vice versa. If only because it’s the little things that steal my heart and imagination every single time.
8. How many people are subscribed and bookmarked to you in total? (you can view this on the stats page)
Four wonderful people are subscribed to me, while 12 are subscribed to my stories. For bookmarks, I have a total of 24. ^^
9. Is there something you’d like to write about but are afraid of people judging you for it? (Feeling brave? If so, share it!)
Many of my topic matter don’t really make much, if any, waves -- at least that’s what I think. I’m only afraid I can’t do justice to my dark/fantasy elements, because that would be a real shame.
10. Is there anything you would like to be better at? Writing certain scenes or genres, replying to comments, updating better, etc.
First it’s definitely finishing what I start. My multichaps aren’t incredibly long, but I worry a lot about continuation and future chapters that it spoils writing the present one, so I hope to work on that.
Next is my exposition and narration. I can only say “Name smiles.” so much before I think I write in a horribly stale matter.
... Does writing romance or any sort of sexual or romantic contact count? Cause, boy do I need practice.
11. Do you write rarepairs or popular ships more often?
Is YamaYachi popular? KuroYachi? I’m pretty sure they’re an okay and accepted ship. But in any case the rarest pair I’ve written is KuroYachi, and then KamaFuta. Because those pairs need more content, and I’m pretty willing to fill them.
12. How many stories have you posted on AO3 to this day (finished and unfinished)?
I have 9 works in total. Five of which are completed oneshot, and the other four are unfinished multichaps. See the trend yet?
One of the finished oneshots is the longshot Nowhere in the Sea. It’s the first fic I finished in my whole 17 (at the time) years of living.
Of my unfinished things, one of them is an anthology (that I should probably close since I’m not planning on updating anytime soon) and then the three fantasy pieces that has a lot Worldbuilding™.
13. How many stories do you have saved in/with your writing program?
H A H A.
Hm. So, I switch between Google Docs, Sublime Text 3, and OneNote. But there’s a whooping 17 unwritten stories in various states of disrepair.
I’m most excited for the YamaYachi one, and also the sprawling ensemble cast one. :D
14. Do you write down story ideas, or just keep them in your head?
I mostly keep them in my head. So they flit in and out of my memory like deadlines. On the rare occasion that I’m possessed by the idea, I’l have written the idea down and then some on anything I find convenient at the time (laptop, phone, or paper.)
15. Have you ever co-authored a story?
Yes. @haruhi02 was my partner for the hq fantasy fest thing. She was with me when I finished my first ever fic Nowhere in the Sea.
16. How did you discover AO3?
I was friends with this author back in FF.Net, and she had an AO3 account. Then, I branched off her fics to read the FE:A fics.
17. Do you consider yourself to be a popular or famous author in your fandom(s) on AO3?
LOL. Of course not. I can say, with confidence, that I am probably obscure.
18. Do you have a nickname or fandom name for your readers?
Hm...
19. Was there an author who inspired or encouraged you to write?
Fun fact, the first fan fic I wrote was an unfinished novelization of the Swan Princess (Nest Family Entertainment), and then an illustrated re-telling of Barbie’s Princess and the Nutracker. I started seriously pursuing writing around... the grade 5, when my bully of an English teacher said I had a talent for writing. If I had any it remains to be seen. But it was my friends back on FFnet. The likes of Mafi, and Tune, and Loke. They were there for me during my baby days writing for a fandom. We weren’t in the same fandom, but they inspired me so much.
Also I really like Philip Pullman and J.K. Rowling and thought it would be awesome to publish and write books.
Today though, it’s my friends in the chat who continue to inspire me everyday.
20. What writing advice would you give to a beginning author?
I don’t think I’m qualified. But if I should, it’d be to stay strong and welcome to addictive cycle of happiness and misery. Because there’s nothing like writing that one perfect scene -- it’s worth all the stress and the struggle.
Also. Writing is like wine, it get’s better with age, but it doesn’t mean that you like wine.
21. Do you plot out your stories, or do you just figure it out as you go?
I plot a lot. Like a lot. But I throw out a lot through the window when push comes to shove. Sometimes I’ll outwrite what I’ve planned or plan something new and then I’ll get flung into a crisis. Haha. Fun.
22. Have you ever gotten a bad comment on a story? If so, what did you do?
The worst comment I’ve had is spam on Nowhere in the Sea. I just wish I had more comments. #NoShame.
23. Is there a certain type of scene that you have a hard time writing? (action, smut, etc..)
Smut. A bit of action, but action is easier than doing the sexy.
24. What story(s) are you working on now?
I’m focusing all my energy on Amor Fati, which is my gift for the fantasy exchange. I need to finish that because it’d be sad if I didn’t. And, most importantly, I want to make my giftee proud.
25. Do you plan your next project(s) before you finish your current ongoing story(s)?
The plan is to keep up with my plans. I have no shortage of plans. Hahaha. But I do plan on finishing up Amor Fati then finishing either Scales or The Thief, the Witch, and the Fae before moving on to other projects.
26. Do you have a daily writing goal set for yourself?
Nope. It would probably be better if I did, but acads just eats a lot of my time.
27. Do you think you’ve improved as a writer since you first started?
I think it’s arrogant to think that I did, but I guess I did. I was 13ish -- two years after fifth grade -- when I took writing more seriously... And looking back my writing style changed. ^^
28. What is your favorite story that you’ve written?
I love all my stories for different reasons. To be honest tho, it’s what I haven’t written and am yet to write. I love The Thief, the Witch, and the Fae for it’s dark and heavy atmosphere. Scales for its hesitance and its secrecy. Amor Fati for the melancholy and for its world. Nowhere in the Sea for being my first in a lot of things (but also it’s magic system and world gdi). Lights in the Sky are Stars for it’s sweet fluff. Class Pizza for its tomfoolery. So on and so forth.
As much as I have a hard time looking at my writing, I won’t deny that I love them for the things that they are and could be.
29. What is your least favorite story that you’ve written?
... Probably my anthology? It reminds me of bad memories.
30. Where do you see yourself (as a writer) in 5 years?
Here, still suffering but instead out of school (hopefully) and knee deep in some sort of job.
31. What is the easiest thing about writing?
The planning and the talking and the crying and the reading.
32. What is the hardest thing about writing?
The writing. Or maybe that point between the first scene and the third. Something like that.
33. Why do you write?
Why don’t I? Writing is me. I’ve did things for the sake of reference, I’ve devoted a lot of myself to writing and the idea of writing. I love it. It’s an amazing way to express.
I wouldn’t give it up for the world.
Sooo. For tagging. @spacegaykj and @astersandstuffs and @slothesaurus if you guys don’t mind ^^. Feel free to ignore if you want. Thank you for the time.
Also double tagging @haruhi02 because I can.
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celestialriptide · 7 years
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taggy q’s!
Thank you my dear @commodorecliche for tagging me!
The rules: Answer these 85 q’s then tag some peeps!
I’m not sure who to tag, so I’ll just go with @ideal-mina and @viktorthicciforov and @authordrive and leave it at that for now
THE LAST 1. DRINK: sweet tea 2. PHONE CALL: the jakester/close friend 3. TEXT MESSAGE: maribae. check her outtttttt atttttt >>> :) :) :) @viktorthicciforov :) :) :) 4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: THIS BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF ART yall probably think im joking 5. TIME YOU CRIED: i dunno honestly i cry a lot 6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: i dont think ive technically dated anyone more than once 7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: ehh 8. BEEN CHEATED ON: Yes. 9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: Yeah. 10. BEEN DEPRESSED: um yes, i have depression  11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: oh of course 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS 12. purple 13. blue 14. red IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU 15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: yupperooskies 16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: unfortunately. 17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: i think so 18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: ooooooh yeah, man. 19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: not particularly 20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: not really no 21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: i have not kissed someone in almost two years.
GENERAL 22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: like most of them. all except like 15? and even them i’ve known for 7 years. 23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: i live with five chihuahuas: Sasha, Clifford, Mika, Nora and Navi 24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: yupp i’d love to see Ryn on my legal docs 25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: i worked a 10 hour shift :) and then died :) im still bitter :) she wouldn’t let me leave :) because she bought a cake :) and didnt want it brought in until nearly :) 8pm :) even tho i had been there since 9 :) with no break :) on my fucking :) birthday :) 26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: uhhhhhhhh like 1pm lmao 27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: i have the vague idea that i was reading, but i dont remember 11:30-1:15 28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: the void h a l l o w e e n 29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: couple of hours ago, i still live at home 31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW: the call of the void the ambient noise of living on a military base 32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: yeah, i think he died a few years ago. i miss him. 33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: being unemployed, living at home, not being independent, my mental state, lots of things 34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: i would say tumblr, but it’s ao3. 35. HAIR COLOUR: im a bleach blond, with brown roots bc im lazy and dont feel like upkeep 36. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: short, but still longer than i like 37. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: subtly screams: MARIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII 38. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: mnyeh. nothing really i reckon 39. PIERCINGS: i’ve got a standard tongue piercing, a monroe, right nostril, and then i’ve got 7/16th plugs 40. BLOOD TYPE: i honestly dont heckin know my guy 41. NICKNAME: uhm. void and, uh, vore. lmao. there’s probably more but these are the ones i see daily. 42. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: a single useless pringle, i think? i dont think im dating anyone, maybe 43. ZODIAC: im keith (scorpio power yall) 44. PRONOUNS: he/him pls pls pls 45. FAVOURITE TV SHOW: got that VLD and Rick & Morty grind yall GoT doesnt count its just part of my life at this point 46. TATTOOS: 3ish. This swirly star neverland skully thing on my left foot, a bird on my right shoulder, mars/moon/stars on my left wrist that matches my mother and oldest younger brother, and vaguelly some blotches of color on my right foot that dont count anymore because you cant really see them unless you Know. 47. RIGHT OR LEFT HANDED: right handed, left hand can be used for some things. 48. SURGERY: galbladder, tonsils/adnoids, and wisdom teeth.
50. SPORT: i’ve never been a sport but i always enjoyed the idea of playing volleyball. 51. VACATION: all my vacations are home. @ tennessee whats good i miss you  52. PAIR OF TRAINERS: idk like the only shoes i own rn are like vans MORE GENERAL 53. EATING: i nothing atm, but i do love eating. 54. DRINKING: sweet tea 55. I’M ABOUT TO: bounce between writing some more and playing overwatch 56. WAITING FOR: the void to take me a job 57. WANT: to enter the void to take my longboard out, but it’s too hilly here and im still new 58. GET MARRIED: one day probably i like the idea of proposing to someone.
WHICH IS BETTER: 60. HUGS OR KISSES: meh. idk. depends on who i guess 61. LIPS OR EYES: can i get a uhhhhh b o t h 62. SHORTER OR TALLER: meh 63. OLDER OR YOUNGER: either or 64. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: i am a slut for some nice arms 65. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: idk. 66. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: little bit of both. im hesitantly a troublemaker. HAVE YOU EVER: 67. KISSED A STRANGER: neh. 68. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: ooohyes. 69. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: i lost 6 months worth of contacts once 70. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yesssssss 71. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: does it count if it wasnt a date at all, just hanging out that ended up there bc yes? but we didnt have a date so 72. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: idk maybe probably wait yeah sorry 73. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: ahahahaha yea 74. BEEN ARRESTED: nopers 75. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: vaguely. the concept of death is something that vaguely affects me. i generally end up crying a few months after the death, if at all 76. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: ye DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 77. YOURSELF: meh 78. MIRACLES: not exactly 79. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: lust, yes. love, no. 80. SANTA CLAUS: i believe that there was probably once a man that sparked the legend but santa as the current urban myth is a m y t h 81. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: sure 82. ANGELS: in a way. OTHER: 84. EYE COLOUR: hazel 85. FAVOURITE MOVIE: donnie darko or howls moving caste
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zhe-lazy-fox · 7 years
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Rules: Answer these 85 statements and tag 20 people
I was tagged by: @madi-starlight
Tagging: anyone who wants to do it :) (Still have horrible internet so i can’t tag folks)
the last
1.drink: Milk
2.phone call: My aunt
3.text message: my little sister (thru mom’s phone)
4.song you listened to: Bronski Beat- SmallTown Boy
5.time you cried: about 2 weeks ago, was about my summer job. (before i quit)
6.dated someone twice: I can’t remember so idk if i have, but i will go wiht a no.
7.kissed someone and regretted it: Don’t remember if i have kissed anyone so i can’t say XD
8.been cheated on: No idea... (You’re looking at someone who is very much not into dating and relationships...)
9.lost someone special: Not yet....
10. been depressed: Uhhhhhhhhhhh... all year round, it goes in ups and downs
11. gotten drunk and thrown up: Alcohol is bleh, so nope.
3 favourite colours
12. Green (all hues)
13. Purple
14. Blues
in the last year have you
15. made new friends: Maybe... idk
16. fallen out of love: What is love??? (baybe don’t hurt me~)
17. laughed until you cried: now and again, don’t remember what the last time was about
18. found out someone was talking about you: it depends...
19. met someone who changed you: My bff :D
20. found out who your friends are: Yes
21. kissed someone on your Facebook list: ... i don’t think so...
General:
22. how many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: most of my Fb friends are my relatives, other than that, yes. XD
23. do you have any pets: 2 Bunnies and an aquarium of fishes
24. do you want to change your name: No, i like my name
25. what did you do for your last birthday: Uhh... i don’t remember what i did last year, don’t ask me stuff like this! X’D
26. what time did you wake up: 9 am somehting
27. what were you doing at midnight last night: i was suprisingly asleep
28. name something you can’t wait for: Voltron season 3 and 4 (I’m gonna die) and to start at my universety
29. when was the last time you saw your mom: earlier today, right now she’s fixing planks for grandma’s barn so the old moldy ones can get changed and painted :)
31. what are you listening to right now: all the music i’ve downloaded from youtube on my USB
32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: I might have, i’m very abd with names.
33. something that is getting on your nerves: People who won’t accept they’re wrong and put things out of prespective to become the victim or the one who has it the worst. The voltorn fandom...
34. most visited website: YouTube, Tumblr, DA, AO3.
35. hair color: dark blond
36. long or short hair: I need a haircut, it’s to long for my liking.
37. do you have a crush on someone: no
38. what do you like about yourself: My eyes, My oneliners XD, my sarcasm, my imagination, and my crafty hands.
39. piercings: Nope.
40. blood type: Uhhhh... i should probbalby know this, but i don’t
41. nickname: My name is so short so there’s no need to make a nickname of it, even if i have some. Al, Sanji (no idea why i got it) and Moon Moon 
42. relationship status: Single and not looking
43. zodiac: Scorpio
44. pronouns: She/her (i’m pretty chill about it)
45. favourite tv show: Voltron, Midsommer Murders, One Piece, Haikyuu!!, Hawaii Five-O, Thunderbirds are go.
46. tattoos: None
47. right or left handed: Right
48. surgery: I fell from a tree when i was little and got a broken branch in my arm near my armpit... 
50. sport: I have played Tennis and done some Riding, not anymore tho
51. vacation: Northen Germany, Norway, Danmark and a road in Finland... 
52. pair of trainers: Uh? i don’t know, they’re comfy and fit my feet, all that matters.
MORE GENERAL
53. eating: Ice cubes... we havn’t had dinner yet...
54. drinking: does Ice cubes counts as water?
55. I’m about to: Write on a Voltron thing i’m working on for Halloween -w-
56. waiting for: Don’t know... dinner?
57. want: the fiber to come her sooner than around christmas.
58. get married: Noooooooo.... idk tbh
59. career: Illustrator and writer :)
WHICH IS BETTER:
60. hugs or kisses: Hugs!
61. lips or eyes: Eyes
62. shorter or taller: I don’t know...
63. older or younger: No idea...
64. nice arms or nice stomach: who cares?
65. hookup or relationship: FRIENDSHIP!
66. troublemaker or hesitant: I don’t even know.
HAVE YOU EVER:
67. kissed a stranger: Nope
68. drank hard liquor: I think i’ve tasted soemthing my dad’s friends bought at a restaurant, but it taste dry adn to much so it was bleh.
69. lost glasses/contact lenses: Glasses: nope, one pair i know where they are. contact lenses. what counts as loosing them? I’ve dropped one but was in school so i had to survive with only one... no wait i think i removed it and survived wiht my poor eyesight XD
70. turned someone down: I don’t know... maybe?
71. sex on the first date: HELL NO! Couddles and Hugs in pj’s thank you!
73. had your heart broken: Don’t think so
74. been arrested: No
75. cried when someone died: In real life no. For fiction Y-E-S (Glares at BH6).
76. fallen for a friend: No.
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
77. yourself: depends on what i have to belive in... I do not trust myself wiht Math for example XD
78. miracles: *shrugs* maybe?
79. love at first sight: idk
80. santa claus: Nah
81. kiss on the first date: ...not a dater here!
82. angels: Nah
OTHER:
84. eye colour: depends on the light, Blue-green greyish... idk XD
85. favourite movie: Why?! I can’t choose!
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hamtaronline · 7 years
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All the rest of the numbers you haven't answered yet
1. How many people have you had sex with? 
39
2. Can you remember the names of everyone you’ve slept with?
I have a list, so yes.
3. With whom did you first do the sexytimes? Was it good?
My first real boyfriend. It was okay. 
4. What’s the best sex you’ve ever had?
The last time Toni was here.
5. What’s the worst sex you’ve ever had?
This one night stand I had, this guy took a toy that isn’t meant for insertion and put it in me and JFC IT WAS BAD. It was like a finger bullet for clit stimulation but he just didn’t know what he was doing it was very bad.
6. Where’s the most unusual place you’ve had sex?
Children’s section of a library. 
7. Where’s the most unusual place you’ve masturbated?
I don’t masturbate in unusual places I don’t think.
8. Have you ever been caught doing the sexytimes?
No I don’t think so.
9. If you masturbate, when did you start, and how?
I was like 10 and I would hump a stuffed animal I didn’t learn what I was doing until I was like 12 tho.
10. Have you ever been caught masturbating?
Yes.
QUEER SHIT
12. Have you ever been in a queer relationship? 
Yep!
13. Have you ever been in a straight relationship?
When I ID’d as a girl I would date boys so sort of?
14. How and when did you realise you weren’t straight?
I liked to kiss girls and boys when I was in 3rd grade.
15. Are you out to everyone you know?
Mostly.
16. Where do you meet queer folks to date? Do you find it difficult?
OKCupid or Tinder. It’s hard.
17. If your parents know about your sexuality, how did they react?
Mom knew it. Dad doesn’t care.
18. Does your best friend know about your sexuality? How did they react?
All my friends are pretty much not straight. No one cared.
19. Describe your first queer kiss.
I don’t remember? I guess my neighbor when I was young but??? I made out w my ex gf in a bathroom.
20. What’s the queerest shit you’ve ever done?
Anytime Toni and I get together!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we r so gay
LET’S GET PHYSICAL
21. Are you happy with your body?
Nope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
22. What’s the raddest part of your bod, and why?
I don’t know My boobs are Okay I Guess but I Still Hate Them My Body Is Bad
23. What do you do with your body hair (pubes, underarms, legs, etc.)?
Shave impulsively and then don’t for 3 months until I feel gross. Which is beginning to happen I have to shave soon 
24. Do you have stretch marks? Where?
Boobs, tummy, thighs, back, hips, arms.
25. Describe your nipples in too much detail.
Big areola that is bascially they exact same color as my skin and then a small lil nip.
26. (Vagina-owners) Do you have an “innie” (small, tucked-in inner labia), or an “outie” (more visible/larger inner labia)?
Innie
27. (Vagina-owners) Is it very obvious when you’re turned on (swelling, wetness etc.)?
yes. yes.
30. (Breast-owners) How does the size of your breasts compare? Is one bigger than the other? 
one is bigger than the other
SEXUAL FANTASY LAND
32. Do you fantasise more about real situations, or imaginary/impossible ones?
usually real ones I get off to my most recent sexual encounters most of the time.
33. Who’s the oddest person you’ve fantasised about?
probably harrison ford
34. Do you ever find yourself fantasising absent-mindedly, or is it something you do on purpose?
yes i absent mindedly fantasize a lot 
35. Do you always fantasise while you masturbate?
nope sometimes its just a job that must be done
36. When you fantasise, does it usually lead to masturbation?
ehhhh sometimes
37. Have you ever had sex with someone while fantasising about someone else?
nope
38. Do you have any celebrity crushes that you fantasise about?
well i already mentioned harrison ford but there are a few i guess
39. Have you ever fantasised about something by accident, and felt weird about it after?
YES
40. Describe your most sexy fantasy.
i don’t kno!! kissin my babe all over 
KINKTOWN USA
41. How do you feel about BDSM?
pretty cool
42. What’s your most unusual kink?
i think i have a foot fetish but also watersports
44. Do you consider yourself to be dominant, submissive, both, or neither?
both but mostly a sub just bc i’m so flustered about domming
45. Describe your most recent bondage experience.
toni held me down i guess but before that i think they tied themselves to the bed
46. In a BDSM context, have you ever referred to anyone as “daddy,” “mommy,” or any similar term?
yes
47. Do you have a kink for any bodily fluids (pee, saliva, blood, tears, cum, etc.)?
yes 
48. Have you ever revealed a kink to someone and had them react negatively?
yes
49. Do you have any kinks that you’re ashamed of?
yes the ones i mentioned above
50. How much money have you spent on equipment for your kinks (toys, whips, chains, etc.)?
not much. 10 bucks a sex toy x the 6 i’ve owned so like 60 bucks over 6 years
COME FOR THE QUESTIONS, STAY FOR THE SUBHEADINGS
51. (Vagina-owners) Do you ever squirt when you come?
yes
52. Have you ever come solely from penetration (anal or vaginal)?
only Once
53. Can you have an orgasm without your genitals being touched?
sometimes when Toni plays with my nipples I think I might lmao
54. Describe how you like your genitals to be touched.
i don’t know, soft consistent touches 
55. How sensitive are your nipples? Does nipple play turn you on?
 y e s 
56. Do you find it easier to orgasm with another person, or through masturbation?
masturbation 
57. Have you ever had an orgasm that you weren’t expecting?
nope
58. Do you get off easier from rough contact, or gentle?
i get turned on more by rough contact but if ur tryna make me nut u gotta be gentle with my genitals 
59. What’s the best orgasm you’ve ever had?
the one from peneration
60. Did it take you a while to have your first orgasm, or were you an early starter?
takes a while still
ORAL FIXATION
61. Do you enjoy giving oral sex? Why? 
YES YES YES I LUV TO PLEASURE PPL
62. What’s your favourite position in which to receive oral?
lay me down
63. Describe your oral sex technique.
hit that nut button
64. Do you find it easier to give oral to someone with the same genital configuration as you (eg., you both own vaginas/both own penises), or different?
different just bc i have such a little experience w a vagina 
65. Describe the worst oral sex you’ve ever received.
i don’t know it’s all just kind of ok i guess
66. Describe the best oral sex you’ve ever received.
i don’t know it’s all just kind of ok i guess
67. Do you ever simulate oral sex while masturbating (sucking on dildos etc.)?
yes
68. How sensitive is your mouth? Is it an erogenous zone, for you?
yes
69. Do you like 69ing?
no!
70. Can you deep-throat?
yes
EVERYTHING BUTT
72. What’s the strangest object you’ve had in your butt?
probably like a marker?
73. Do you enjoy being rimmed?
ye
74. Can you take a lot in your butt, or just a little?
a lot 
75. Describe your most recent experience with buttsex.
it was masturbation and i had a dildo in my butt and it was SICK
78. Do you own any buttplugs?
ye
79. Have you ever had an embarrassing buttsex experience?
yes
80. Have you ever pegged someone (ie., worn a strapon and fucked them in the butt)?
I WANT TO SO BAD !!!!!!!!
SHARING IS CARING
All questions assume you’ve done group sex of some kind
81. Describe your most recent group sex experience.
i had a threesome probably a year ago with a couple i knew. i had had sex with the guy before and his gf was super cute and it was pretty ok his girlfriend said i have very soft hair.
82. Have you ever had sex with more than two people at once (eg., foursome, moresome)?
i have
83. Have you ever had an orgy? Would you?
in theory it’s a huge kink of mine especially a gang bang but in reality that is SO MANY PEOPLE!!!!!
85. Do you prefer to arrange group sex beforehand, or allow it to happen organically?
I’ve done both and honestly arranging it before hand is so much better.
86. Have you ever felt left out during group sex?
no
87. Have you ever done a gangbang (ie., lots of people have sex with one person, but not each other)?
i talked bout this above.
88. Have you ever teamed up with someone and given a double blowjob/double cunnilingus?
yep in the threesome i had a year ago one of his biggest fantasies was being sucked off by two girls at once and i’m not a girl anymore but  it was somethin
89. Have you ever been penetrated by more than one person at the same time?
no
90. Have you ever been ejaculated on by more than one person at the same time?
no
**BONUS DARES**
91. Post a selfie.
here
93. Tag your biggest tumblr crush. @regalvoid
94. Post your follower count. almost 600
95. Press ctrl-v, and post whatever comes up. http://satankicker.tumblr.com/tagged/me
96. Tag your top five followers. no
97. Post your most recent Facebook status here. ain't nothin like a midnight taco bell run w ur bro
98. Post the last SMS you received. it was from my sisters fiance about dog sitting.
99. Post the last SMS you sent. also about dogsitting.
100. Send me $500. send ME 500
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lost-your-memory · 7 years
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100 questions
So I was tagged by @writerinthedarkabyss so here’s my take at this. 1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?
Nope
2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?
I’m not sure I’m there yet but I will forgive them, eventually.
3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”
My six cats, wanting food
4: What’s something you really want right now?
Peace of mind would be nice
5: Are you afraid of falling in love?
Not afraid no, but certainly not looking forward too. It’s a mess.
6: Do you like the beach?
It’s a tricky question. I love the sea and the ocean but I don’t like sand beaches. I’m all for cliffs with nice edges. 
7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?
Yeah, in every meaning of the term.
8: What’s the background on your cell?
A Supercorp picture, I changed my theme recently and I haven’t find a nice Supercat one yet.
9: Name the last four beds you were sat on?
Mine, my sister’s, my grand mother’s and an hotel’s one.
10: Do you like your phone?
HELL YEAH, I bought it for the camera and it’s LIT.
11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?
Ah. No.
12: Who was the last person whose phone number you added to your contacts?
Probably the one of a Tumblr buddy, to chat on Whatsapp
13: Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler?
Rottweiler. I don’t like tiny yappy dog.
14: Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?
Emotional pain. I am pretty insensitive when it comes to physical pain and it doesn’t last. Emotional pain leaves invisible scars that never heals. 
15: Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum?
Both is good but it depends of what kind of museum, to be honest.
16: Are you tired?
I just woke up but it’s going to be a long day ...
17: How long have you known your 1st phone contact?
Forever.
18: Are they a relative?
Yeah, it’s my mother. She’s my savior.
19: Would you ever consider getting back together with any of your exes?
Been there, done that, never again.
20: When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?
A few weeks ago but it was a bet and it didn’t mean anything, we just laughed.
21: If you knew you had the right person, would you marry them today?
Nope. I don’t believe in marriage and anywa, if I’m happy without, then no.
22: Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
I wouldn’t mind, since it was a bet. She’s a great kisser.
23: How many bracelets do you have on your wrists right now?
Just my watch, if it counts.
24: Is there a certain quote you live by?
“Ne prenez pas la vie au sérieux ; de toute façon, vous n'en sortirez pas vivant.” - Bernard Fontenelle (Roughly translated into English : Don’t take like too seriously, you won’t get out alive no matter what)
25: What’s on your mind?
Domestical chores, Supercat prompts, a thesis I need to finish and thoughts about getting a job.
26: Do you have any tattoos?
None.
27: What is your favorite color?
Navy blue
28: Next time you will kiss someone on the lips?
Whenever it happens, I guess
29: Who are you texting?
I’m not texting at the moment but I’m part of a supercat groupchat and they are all awesome.
30: Think to the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch?
Uh ... I think so? Either a couch or the floor next to one.
31: Have you ever had the feeling something bad was going to happen and you were right?
Story of my life.
32: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to?
I do.
33: Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I have literally NO IDEA.
34: Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?
Yeah, it happens on a regular basis. I don’t know why, my eyes are pretty much ordinary.
35: Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone right in front of you?
I would totally cheer. 
36: Were you single on Valentines Day?
Yeah
37: Are you friends with the last person you kissed?
Friend is a big word but yeah we get along.
38: What do your friends call you?
Gane.
39: Has anyone upset you in the last week?
UGH. PEOPLE. 
40: Have you ever cried over a text?
Uh ... Maybe, but if I did it was good tears. 
41: Where’s your last bruise located?
Around my left knee.
42: What is it from?
I bumped into the side of a door. It hurts.
43: Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really bad?
Two months ago I think, when I went through something of a depression.
44: Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
My sister, I was telling her where to wait so I could pick her up.
45: Do you have a favourite pair of shoes?
Yes, an old pair of All Stars blue Converses that I have for like 8 years now.
46: Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day?
I only wear a hat in summer, to protect my head from the sun.
47: Would you ever go bald if it was the style?
Buh. No idea. Probably not?
48: Do you make supper for your family?
I can’t really be trusted in a kitchen, aside for making desserts or breakfast.
49: Does your bedroom have a door?
What kind of question is that. Yeah.
50: Top 3 web-pages?
Tumblr, AO3 and probably Deezer or Google Doc at the moment.
51: Do you know anyone who hates shopping?
Myself. Unless it’s for books or video games. 
52: Does anything on your body hurt?
I have a sore leg and backpain but it’s nothing abnormal for me.
53: Are goodbyes hard for you?
Nah. It usually means I’m going to enjoy coming back.
54: What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself?
Uh ... Water, I think? Or orange juice maybe.
55: How is your hair?
Clear brown, with lighter strands here and there. Not long but not pixie short either. 
56: What do you usually do first in the morning?
Groan. Check my phone. Groan again. Force myself to get up and then have breakfast.
57: Do you think two people can last forever?
I don’t, not in this world anyway.
58: Think back to January 2007, were you single?
I was 16 ... Probably not, then.
59: Green or purple grapes?
Both is good.
60: When’s the next time you will give someone a BIG hug?
I a few weeks maybe, when I will see my grandma again.
61: Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
Nah I like where I am but I wouldn’t mind being traveling the world. 
62: When will be the next time you text someone?
Probably this afternoon, going to pick up the sister again.
63: Where will you be 5 hours from now?
In front of my computer, writing or pretending to do so.
64: What were you doing at 8 this morning.
Having breakfast with my mother.
65: This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
Yeah. I wasn’t single then.
66: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
If cats count, then yes. If not, probably my mother.
67: Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
Not yet but it’s still early.
68: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
I was honored and excited about an upcoming collaboration.
69: Have you ever tried your hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end?
Yep, story of my life.
70: How many windows are open on your computer?
Right now, 8 but it’s because I’m doing research.
71: How many fingers do you have?
I don’t care what they say, thumbs are fingers so 10.
72: What is your ringtone?
My phone is on vibrate mode all the time.
73: How old will you be in 5 months?
Still 25, on the verge of turning 26.
74: Where is your Mum right now?
Downstairs, getting started with the chores. 
75: Why aren’t you with the person you were first in love with or almost in love?
Because life happened. She’s still around as a dear friend tho.
76: Have you held hands with somebody in the past three days?
Oof, yeah.
77: Are you friends with the people you were friends with two years ago?
Unfortunately no. Well, some of them are still around but the most important ones left. 
78: Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7?
... IRL crush, yeah. Virtual crushes, like too many to remember no.
79: Is there anyone you know with the name Mike?
Nope.
80: Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?
Yes but I usually do the spooning. 
81: How many people have you liked in the past three months?
Four or five, something like that.
82: Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?
Yes and two people actually tried to steal mine. 
83: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
... Uh ... I don’t know.
84: You’re drunk and yelling at hot guys/girls out of your car window, you’re with?
My friends or my sister and her boyfriend, they are the party people around.
85: If your BF/GF was into drugs would you care?
I would care and I would try to help until I’m forced to remove myself from the picture. It happened and well, it’s okay to put yourself first sometimes. You have to.
86: What was the most eventful thing that happened last time you went to see a movie?
I was with a kid and she was scared so she climbed onto my lap and cuddled with me. It was sweet. 
87: Who was your last received call from?
My mom, to tell me to get downstairs. She is downstairs.
88: If someone gave you $1,000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you?
This is sick and no.
89: What is something you wish you had more of?
Hum. Wisdom.
90: Have you ever trusted someone too much?
Yeah.
91: Do you sleep with your window open?
Hell no, not even in summer, mosquitos are MEAN.
92: Do you get along with girls?
Oh gosh. 
93: Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth?
Nope, not anymore.
94: Does sex mean love?
That’s hilarious. No.
95: You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem?
... Again, no, since it was a bet and I actually like the girl.
96: Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
No.
97: Did you sleep alone this week?
If cats count, then no but if not, yeah I slept alone.
98: Everybody has somebody that makes them happy, do you?
Yeah, cats and books and musics and sometimes, just looking by the windows can cheer me up.
99: Do you believe in love at first sight?
No.
100: Who was the last person that you pinky promised?
What am I, 5? Alright, that was looong and hard. I’m tagging @catherinegrant, @2009121723 and @lenaluthhor and of course anyone else who want to play ♥
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salytierra · 7 years
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Tag game (more shit about me you didn’t want to know xD )
Tagged by @katemarley
RULES: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.
🌸 LAST…
Drink: green tea with ginger Last phone call: No idea but probably my mom. Last text message: a few minutes ago to @soyuncalimero (who still haven’t replied to me. Bitch puck up the phone, it’s important!)  Last song I listened to: Iron Maiden - The rime of the ancient mariner Last time I cried: I think that was... probably with a commercial. I don’t even get sad with death or heartbreak but give me a family reunited for Christmas by a chocolate brand or a detergent and I cry. 
🌸 HAVE YOU EVER…
Been cheated on: I don’t know if physically but I know for sure that emotionally yes.  Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes.  Been depressed: Yeah, there was a time.  Been drunk and thrown up: No, I’m a responsible drinker.  Kissed a stranger: Yes. Hence the regret.  Drank hard liquor: Yeah. I prefer wine tho. Lost glasses/contacts: I fell asleep on a train an woke up to a stolen pair of glasses. Idk how do that shit happens to me xDD Been arrested: Not yet xD Turned someone down: I think so?... Cried when someone died: No. (unless fanfiction counts)
🌸 IN THE PAST YEAR, HAVE YOU…
Made a new friend: Yeeeesss!! :D Laughed until you cried: Maybe? It could be xD Met someone who changed you: No, but I feel like I changed pretty much by myself.  Found out who your true friends were: No, but I found out who I did not want to be freinds with anymore for my own good.  Found out someone was talking about you: I think not...?
🌸 GENERAL:
How many people on tumblr do you know in real life: Of the people that 1) are active 2) I follow in this blog and 3) still in contact with → three. But take out any of these and it’s probably like 5 or 6 people that I know are on tumblr and a bunch of people from my past and other blog.  Do you have any pets: Does a lemon tree or a bunch of knives count? If not then no )’: Do you want to change your name: Yes. Not the name itself but the spelling of it, tho. What time did you wake up this morning: ah... 11:30 am. I tried to go to sleep early yesterday but spent too much time turning around in bed. What were you doing last night: wrote a bit, talked via skype... Name something you cannot wait for: To graduate and get a job in the field I like.  Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: If I did, I don’t remember.  What’s getting on your nerves rn: Regional politics.  Blood type: A+ Nicknames: Rina, Luna (from my previous username everywhere), Kate, Kath, etc.  Zodiac sign: Virgo. Pronouns: She/her Favourite tv show: LEVERAGE! Forever and ever! B99 is a close second.  Hair colour: I die it so much I forgot what my real colour is. Light brown, probably. Long or short: I have it short on one side and it transitions to long on the other.  Crushes: None right now (unless fictional characters count xD)  Tattoos: YES ♥ a compass rose on my forearm and a horse on my neck. Here’s a photo. Righty or lefty: Lefty
🌸 FIRSTS…
First surgery: I broke my arm from imitating tarzan on a wet tree once and needed surgical intervention.  First piercing: No piercings unless earlobes count. But even those are already closed.  First best friend: Uh... Andrea in primary school is the one I remember. I know there was someone before when I was a toddler but I don’t even know her name.  First sport you joined: Ballet. My grandma made me when I was like 6 or 7. First vacation: I don’t exactly remember the name of the place but I now it was my former step-dad who took me with him for a week. The first one I remember well was to Formentera, in the Balearic Islands.
🌸 RIGHT NOW…
Eating: Still drinking my tea.  Drinking: The tea. I’m about to: Tocarme los cojones como se dice en mi pueblo (nothing, I’m about to do nothing) Listening: A FLAC playlist of classics on youtube.  Want kids: Hell fucking no!
🌸 WHICH IS BETTER?
Lips or eyes: Both.  Hugs or kisses: Why not both? Shorter or taller: Well, I’d like someone of my stature but that’s not very probable ( ← shortie) so I don’t really mind.  Older or younger: It doesn’t really matter as long as we understand each other.  Sensitive or loud: ?? Hook up or relationship: Relationship Troublemaker or hesitant: How are those contraries? 
🌸 DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
Miracles: I’m a skeptic, so I don’t really think I do. Although I sometimes remind myself of the fact that me being alive is a miracle on its own.  Love at first sight: Nah Heaven: No, but I can see how the thought is comforting.  Santa Claus: What am I, five? Santa Claus is obviously fake. Only the Magi are real :D
I tag: @asitrita, @jeza-jezaro, @aph-belarusia, @rikujo, @gospelgrim and whoever wants to do it :D
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