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joselandsallee · 2 years

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And in just a blink of an eye, you were ripped away from me. 😭💔 Oh how I miss you.

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a-dumb-sarcastic-bisexual · 9 months

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I'm tired so y'all get angsty Nimona headcanons

So apparently since I’m a masochist I was thinking about how Nimona would react to the boys dying

Specifically the order cause I feel like that would contribute to how they would react

If Bal died first he would be crushed and kind of just shut down and close himself off

After a while he would start taking longer trips and meeting new people and the hurt would lessen year after year

After a while they kind of notice that they left Ambrosius alone

They didn’t mean to it was never their intention to recede into themself

But that’s what happened and when they rejoined his life he didn’t miss a beat

He just acted like they never left and that hurt ten times worse

Especially when she realized that Ambrosius never fully dealt with his death

At least not in a proper way

Ambrosius passing soon after they reconnected was just another gut punch

It was like she finally started to recover just to be thrown back down

And a small part of her just a teeny tiny part of her was bitter about it

And she fucking hated it

If Ambrosius died first I think she would still be angry

She wouldn’t shut down like Bal she would lash out

She would act like his passing away was just another betrayal by someone she trusted

And again it would take a very long time for her to stop viewing it as that

They would never lash out at Bal though

They saw the effects and noticed how deep the sadness ran so they would always hold their tongue around him

One day Nimona made an offhanded joke about how Bal’s eyes should be studied cause they should be able to get even bigger with age

And Bal just starts laughing

And he doesn’t stop

Even as he’s bent over sobbing there are still laughs sprinkled in

He asks Bal what was wrong and he says “oh nothing starlight” he keeps pestering him until he finally says

“You know I don’t think I ever had a chance to miss him because I see him every day when I look at you”

And they just sit on the couch and seemingly go through every stage of grief 24-hour period

When Bal dies a couple of years later it’s still like a gut punch

And he wants more than anything to dig himself into a hole and never come back out

But he doesn’t

It takes a long time for him to start letting people in again

So I don’t know if the boys were living together or if they were still living in the dorms before the knighting ceremony

But there in either situation there is something so utterly heartbreaking about the idea of Ambrosius having to rummage through the destruction of people barely knighted

Desperately trying to pick out the undamaged bits of Bal and clinging to them

I can also just imagine him searching through his phone frantically looking for old photos videos and voicemails

Trying to figure out if he was genuine or if he was talking with a mask for a decade

He goes back and forth between knowing those are his genuine smiles and laughs and that’s really love in his eyes

But then he also has moments when he remembers that he might not know what his real smile looks like or what his real laugh sounds like

And how can he know what love looks like when he might have been faking it this whole time

He stops looking through his phone for a while

#nimona 2023 #nimona movie #nimona headcanon #nimona #ballister boldheart #ambrosius goldenloin #ballister x ambrosius #goldenheart #these dorks make me so sad #happy but sad #I still believe in the whole rebirth headcanon #she sees them again #and again #sometimes it's not at the same time #which breaks their heart because they know the boys miss each other #but they see each other again #eventually #they make jokes about it too #very “you made me wait 100 years you dick so you're doing the dishes for the next 30”

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acidicvenus · 1 year

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so im reading crimson rivers and it’s not as bad as i thought it’d be i’ve only cried 7 in the past 3 hours and only three of those were heavy sobs so i think im doing great. also this

#james potter #james x regulus #regulus black #jegulus fic #jegulus fluff #starchaser #jegulus #sunseeker #sirius black #crimson rivers #zeppazariel #happy but sad #and crying

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biyondeye · 1 month

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Easter Bun n y

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burningfieldof-clover · 1 year

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BAD BATCH WILL BE BACK FOR A THIRD AND FINAL SEASON

#happy but sad #the bad batch #tbb #star wars #tbb echo #tbb tech #tbb wrecker #tbb crosshair #tbb hunter #tbb omega

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linnea-bowiesversion · 1 year

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POV:

- being a Regulus/Remus kinnie

- but then realizing that you’re a James Potter kinnie after you started anti-depressants,

- because you used to have so many problems but now you’re kinda happy

- but also if you weren’t you wouldn’t tell anyone

- and you want to make everyone happy

- and you don’t know your own personality because you are a complete people pleaser and will be whoever you think people wants you to be.

!!BONUS!!

- Also you ignore your own feelings because you don’t have a reason to be sad and/or don’t feel worthy enough to feel sad :D

Hahaha. Being a James kinnie is just depressing as fuck SO fun.

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trendlory · 1 month

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You can be happy and grateful and still struggle with mental health issues at the same time.

Remember that.🖤

#mental health #mental health art #self worth #self care #illustration art #artists on tumblr #sketch #drawings #artist #empowerment #happy but sad #grateful #digital art #art tumblr #tumblr draw #illustrazione

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smolsleepykitten · 3 months

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When you see your friends happy and in relationships while your left alone:

Sorry for this post- just needed to get this out..

#vent #alone #Happy but Sad #Just a bad day

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todays-a-good-day-to-be-tired · 4 months

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MY BIRTHDAYS IN 2 MONTHS AND 21 DAYS! :D :')

(February 21 if u couldn't figure it out)

#glitch says things #happy glitch #sad glitch #Happy but sad

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suau-raised-by-corrupted-gems · 1 year

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Hoho, this is my first kind of "Art Dump" so I kinda have no idea what I'm doing, but this had a lot of frames! Maybe too many :') ANYWAY, let's get to the good stuff!

1. Farewell Foster Family

"Thank you for everything, guys..."

Here we've got Lil Quartz- soon to be Steven- saying his final goodbyes to his "foster family" before departing to become what was called a Crystal Gem. After she let them spend one final day with each other, Garnet (with pearl tagging along) had come to collect Steven. Garnet knew that it'd be difficult, given how happy he was with them and at how much genuine love fluffy showed despite her corruption, but seeing how broken the corrupt gems seemed losing their "gemling" made her feel especially guilty.

Pearl, while feeling pity for the poor things, wanted to get Steven back to his rightful place, and to get out of such an unfavorable environment. Once Pearl leads newly-recruited Steven away, Garnet makes a promise to Fluffy that Steven is in good hands, and that they'll see him again someday.

2. Comfort Food

So, for the first few weeks "Steven" is severely homesick and depressed, spending most of his time in his loft swaddled in a blanket. Everything was so different now; so restrictive with a bunch of rules like "clothes" and "manners" and all of that nonsense. He missed the liberation of the wild. He missed the sounds of the birds. But he especially missed his his mother and aunts the pearl denied from seeing. Garnet advises they let him be, wanting to give him all the time he needs to adjust and recover, but Pearl isn't quite as patient, as he can't quite concentrate on learning basic Crystal Gem knowledge when he's constantly thinking about and behaving like those corrupt gems.

Cue amethyst, whom offers to show him one of the customs to this new world; human food. It's the one thing he's familiar with in this new world and, unlike the food he got from Tri-T and Fluffy, this food was fresh and colorful, with amazing flavors to boot. It would be these nightly binges that would finally let him take his mind off his foster family and focus of fulfilling this so called destiny for them.

3. Father-son reunion

"I...I can't believe it! Stu-ball! You're alive! Welcome home, son!"

“Y-Yeah… thanks… Dad.”

Steven “meets” his father for the first time. Of course, he can’t remember the odd human, given that he was taken from him so young, but given how he was in tears at the sight of him, this must be his sire. Perhaps he could tell him more about his birth mother sometime? And maybe why Pearl seemed so… bitter towards him?

4. “I have a shield…?”

Timeskip to a situation, or just a “Gem Glow” style situation where he summons his shield for the first time. This was a bit of a game changer for Steven, as he was now a bit more willing to cooperate with the Crystal Gems to learn more on what else he can do.

Maybe this Destiny truly will be fulfilling…?

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Note: I know Pearl looks incredibly salty, but there's no denying that in season 1 she had more salt than the ocean itself. Especially towards corrupt gems (cough Centi cough)

Not saying she was antagonistic, but she put the ocean's salt to shame with some episodes she was in.

#corrupted au #corrupted gem #steven universe #classic steven #steven universe au #feral child #alternate universe #angsty #sad boy #sad #tears #happy but sad #comfort

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joselandsallee · 5 months

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I’ll find you again my love. 💔

#love #depressing quotes #sad lonely girl #happy but sad #quotes #poetry #deep quotes #sorry for being depressing #sad poetry #i love him #sad poem #time is an illusion #sad heart #heartbroken #griefandloss #griefjourney #grief/mourning #twinflame

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iixsunbear · 1 year

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Dont sometimes you wish you could escape from reality? Like, im somewhat happy being me, just everything gets a little too much at times an you need a break.

Is this just a me thing?

#vent #just me?#please advise #vent account #happy but sad

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pourquoicommentparceque · 2 years

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Quand demain, c’est le grand départ et que ça fait tout drôle de tout quitter: ma famille, l’appartement dans lequel j’ai toujours vécu, mon ancienne vie, mes amis, mon job, mon quotidien et mes petites habitudes, ma zone de confort, N. mon petit ICNI, mon ancien moi, et d’expérimenter de nouvelles choses: prendre l’avion pour la première fois, partir dans un pays étranger, vivre en colocation avec mon meilleur ami dans mon premier appartement, m’adapter à une nouvelle vie, être peut-être enfin une adulte (enfin un peu tout du moins), me trouver un job par mes propres moyens, essayer de trouver une nouvelle zone de confort dans cet endroit inconnu, retrouver ma sœur après des années de séparation...

When tomorrow is the big departure and it feels so strange to leave everything: my family, the flat I've always lived in, my old life, my friends, my job, my daily life and my little habits, my comfort zone, N my little ICNI, my old self, and to experience new things: to fly for the first time, to go to a foreign country, to live with my best friend in my first flat, to adapt to a new life, to maybe finally be an adult (at least a little bit), to find a job on my own, to try to find a new comfort zone in this unknown place, to find my sister after years...