#Sam was goin thru it in that one

[vecabyte]

Beyond the Alley of The Dolls

#Sam was goin thru it in that one #Sam and max #sam & max #Sam and max fanart #Sam and max art #sam and max season 3 #sam & max freelance police #sam & max fanart #Sam & max art #sam and max the devil's playhouse

[katyliz415]

had to get this photo from the vogue photo shoot because SOMEONE never gave us any visuals! | my favorite songs from this year, in non-spotify wrapped form

2021 playlist | 2020 playlist | 2019 playlist | 2018 playlist

full tracklist under cut

midnight rider / sharon jones & the dap-kings // soul makossa / manu dibango // knowing me, knowing you / angie mcmahon // the ectasy of dancing fleas / penguin cafe orchestra // little ghost / the white stripes // loving arms / elvis presley // love you for a long time (live) / maggie rogers feat. sam gendel and sam wilkes // in my baby's arms / the california honeydrops // deep in love / bonny light horseman feat. anais mitchell, eric d. johnson, and josh kaufman // girls night out / the judds // iriomote rainforest / shiitaki // first in flight / don mccloskey // bianca stratford / bb bean // (i'm gonna get over this some day / logan ledger // best kept secret / neko case, k.d. lang, and laura veirs // angel from montgomery / bonnie raitt // coming thru / lido pimienta // turns out i'm senitmental after all / sondre lerche // king / florence + the machine // running red lights / the avalanches feat. rivers cuomo and pink siifu // loyalty / gabriels // fill into me / anju // be gentle / danielle ponder // heal / jax anderson // i'm goin' down (live) / vampire weekend // atlantic city / river kittens feat. g love & special sauce // never enough / sleepwalkers // don't go puttin wishes in my head / torres // be alive / beyonce // purple hat / sofi tukker // two fine people / cat stevens // rewrite / paul simon // free / florence + the machine // bullet / johnnyswim // catching on / elephante feat. nevve // orphan annie / punch brothers // beside you / dustbowl revival // old sob story / birdtalker // michigan cherry / river whyless // only for tonight / pearl charles // silk chiffon / muna feat. phoebe bridgers // no one dies from love / tove lo // love is strong / cospe // walden pond / atta boy // laugh track / ben hopkins // fire (harp version) / ayla nereo // dancin' around my grave / andy frasco & the u.n. featl susto and doom flamingo // the air that i breathe / the hollies // shook / raja kumari // break my soul / beyonce // trouble / shampoo // when we drive / death cab for cutie // the oil slick / frightened rabbit // silence is golden / the beths // trouble / cat stevens // laidu / rokia traore // sand / benny rogers // your arms around me / jens lekman // golden years / car seat headrest // a little tune / bret mckenzie // pure/honey / beyonce // to the desert / branches // follow me like the moon / sammy rae & the friends // dirt boy / peach face feat. not charles // the garden / basia bulat // pale blue light / jessie ware // in my eyes / best coast // the otter / caamp // knees deep / the beths // broken / hot chip // hello sunshine / aretha franklin // madison (orla & friends version) / orla gartland // tupelo pine / tuba skinny // stupid love / lady gaga // you and me on the rock / brandi carlile feat. lucius // digital love / daft punk // the seeker / the who // blood upon the snow / hozier & bear mccreary // world service / gilligan moss feat. betsy // blush / dessa // crop circles / odie leigh // stole my heart / sabine mccalla // the disco / ttrruuces // my lover man / bruce springsteen // the loneliest time / carly rae jepsen feat. rufus wainwright // something in the orange / zach bryan // a little bit of love / weezer // sauna / vulfpeck feat. vulf // if i were a carpenter / johnny cash & june carter cash // that's where i am / maggie rogers

#playlist #music

[queenofbaws]

so like what is the deal with the washington parents? They dont really seem to care about their children. Josh‘ issues and the twins literally dying. are they not concerned? Or just dont show it? Do you think it was different when they were children? What kind of relationship do you think the twins and josh had with their parents?

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aw man, an excellent question this chilly evening! i mean, in the canon material at least, i think the washington parents just suffer from 'don't look too close at the background characters shhhhhhhhhh' disease, where we just weren't supposed to think about them...

but if you're lookin' for my headcanons ohoho. ohoooo. HOO BOY. i got those. ;Pc

i want to preface this by saying for everything i am about to rant about, there is maybe like. 3 sentences in the source material to support. the rest, as you might imagine, is simply the product of me staring at my ceiling at night and writing in-depth character bios in my head. think barbie doll soap operas but with people who dress like they've never experienced snow before in their lives.

whenever i think about the washingtons, the first word that always pops into my head is COMPLICATED. i think they're a complicated bunch. i do think they love each other, and i do think they care about each other, i just also think there's some distance there. i've always very much been of the belief that josh and the twins were closer to each other than any of them were to their parents, but i don't think that means there isn't love there - just that it's, again, COMMMMPLICATED XD

i think the major issue in the washington fam, as a general rule, is denial. 'pretend it's not a problem and it won't be one.' is that a major issue in my family? perhaps. is this just me projecting? who's to say. but at the end of the day, i think there's a lot of avoidance and distance when it comes to talking about The Big Bad Stuff. we see that in josh, at least, how he just tamps stuff down and lets it fester, so i always just assumed he had to get that from SOMEWHERE. there are also little niblets of this here and there with like, hannah's diary suggesting she wasn't aware of what was going on with josh when he was in and out of the hospital.

so in my head, i tend to translate that as the MOMENT the washington parents realized the situation with beth and hannah was what it was, they both just absolutely, without question, 110% threw themselves into their work so they wouldn't have to think about it. not the healthiest way to go, to be sure, but...i don't know, that's just always the picture i had in my head. in the basement, josh leads sam to believe that his dad's been pretty distant ever since the movie thing took off anyway, so i just sort of stretched that into "and now that things are so fuckin grim here all the time, he's really not around." i like to believe that means it was different when they were kids, that maybe the family was closer and they spent more time together, but i'm sure the whole 'suddenly winning award(s) in hollywood' thing affected how much time they got to spend together.

i sort of paint that in broader strokes in t(a), mostly because whenever we're really dealing with the washington family dynamic stuff, we're seeing it through josh's eyes and he's Goin Thru It, but for what it's worth, in my head i always imagine there's some sort of familial reconciliation when *plugs fingers in ears and talks real loud so i can't hear anyone say the word 'canon'* JOSH AND ALL THE OTHERS GET HOME AFTER WHAT HAPPENS AFTER THE LODGE BLOWS UP LA LA LA LA LA LAAAAA!

this was a lot of rambling for me to get across that YES, i do think the washingtons care about their kids, i just think they're maybe not great at showing it. i think they all need to be seeing dr hill for weekly sessions, that's what i think.

#submission #save-the-dandelions #asks #gonna go ahead and tag this as #the almosts #since thats where said headcanons gelled XD

[oceanstriology]

Eagle Vision

Thousand words later

See you on a skycraper

Few tears on the last paper

Going thru hearts as skater ?

If I'll go from lover to hater ?

Right, goin against my maker ?

No way, we playin chess ?

We in the same page

Fittest on the wardrobe like ur fave dress

Tho I'm ranked in last on the mage game

Magic is not the only skill

Can also forget the virtual pill

Hype myself into reality thrill

1 step to the movements, start the blood flow

As a movie, dyin for nothin or some dough

Law and dictators against me ?

Fake anarchist style is part of these systems

U know by now what set us free

Takin nothin, maybe some easy or fucked chems

Disease at door, open and bang bang

Regrets and damn damn

Personality out of some movie from uncle Sam

Weak minded me saw one, burned my lamp

Bunch of generic feelin n words

Brain have little knowledge n weak conscious chords

Where is the third sister of fate ?

Sorry sense today didn't make to the date.

#Leap of faith

[lilacborrower]

@trashynishiki someone asked for jack zimmerman w a nose ring?

#omgcheckplease #omgcp #jack zimmerman #also i was goin thru the comic lookin for good pics of jlz and uhhhh #remind me to make smthn w that one panel of coach I #sam knows the one

[doykeitdyke]

so i started going back thru my sam tag and im looking at posts that are years old now and i just....god. it all makes so much goddamn sense in hindsight. so so much in common that i didnt even know until recently. and i spent years loving and defending this character when i couldnt do the same for myself.

#like i wanna make one thing clear the show is trash #sam is the only good thing about it and he gets consistently treated like shit lmao #which is why i was so bitter and adamant abt defending him when i was involved in the fandom #but anyway. jeez #goin thru these posts is bringing back. a lot. and now i have context for what i felt then and im just #WHEW #rambling #sam winchester

[quackitysweedsmokinggirlfriends]

im gonna wait for the vod to watch any new lore stuff bc game night soon BUT

is c!sam okay, i need to know

#this is rhetorical but man everytime i see a post abt c!sam he's always goin thru it in one way or another

[shoezuki]

*cracks back crawling out of my grave*

today's stream was amazing, the only thing I didn't like (well i still liked it just disagreed? kinda?) was Technoblade taking full blame for the Red Festival because he was a "coward" no one should have to be "brave enough to die for the cause" because if you're dead then guess what? So it the cause. While I won't deny he should some blame i guess, most of it lies on Schlatt, Wilbur and Tommy. Schlatt is obvious because he order the execution, Wilbur and Tommy for not communicating to Techno or providing any sort of distraction or help.

However, I'm not too finicked by this since I'm pretty sure this was all said for some strange foreshadowing purposes because y'know "where I come from people only have one life" so I'm curious how future streams are going to go. (predicting it early; Techno dies so he can get reincarnated as a bell and forever sell out it's going to be great)

Anyways sorry for crawling back to you inbox with dumb dsmp stuff I got bored and wanted to spew my thoughts and I only rememeber you having based techno thought so... *shrugs* Feel free to ignore this lol. I thought I left the fandom but then I woke up, watched techno, and only half-awake stumbled over here like a drunk. Anyways bye I'm going to go die again and forget I ever sent this

⸺ Rat ᘛ⁐̤ᕐᐷ

YA!!!! YA UR RIGHT I FEEL U

Like i enjoy Any techno lore stream cuz to me its a Techno stream First. But like in terms of the red festival thing mostly jus felt Weird like maybe hes tryna imply he has a guilty conscience? Cuz even when he was goin thru lore streams he was talkin in the technocord like 'what fo you MEAN ppl still blame me???' Which like. Idk

Altho. Lockin sam up seemed contradictory to him and lorewise its like. It does sam dirty i feel you know. Its jus kinda like. So we still r puttin ppl in the prison huh.

I feel like from a lore look its more for tubbo n eret. If that makes sense. Like it develops Them more than anythin and it felt like that was intended.

But YA..... i am stoked for whatever mans got goin on like i Really feel like hes gon get into some backstory shit n jus Who he is and im pumped for that

#also welcome vsjsgs #anon #rat anon

[buckyskorpion]

11 hours - part five

Pairing: Biker!Bucky x Reader

Summary: bucky is the mystery you can’t wait to solve. if you can get out of his bed long enough, that is. a biker au.

Warnings: gang-typical violence, sex scenes, alcohol mentions, probably more to come so stay tuned

A/N: alright things escalated VERY QUICKLY but shit had to go down sometime. i hope you enjoy! and sorry for the delay, i really been goin thru it recently. this part is 7k to make up for it lmao i wont be taking tags for this so please dont ask.

title taken from 11 hours by wet | playlist | my ko-fi

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It’s a big day. You had held Bucky’s hand as you stood in the doorway to his apartment, playing with his rings so you didn’t have to meet his eyes. You were nervous, not because you didn’t trust Bucky but because with every secret spilled you felt like a layer of your skin was being peeled away. But you’d held his hand and told him to pick you up tonight from your office. You handed him your business card, a physical embodiment of trust you hadn’t given to anyone else. It wasn’t your apartment address, sure, but it was something and Bucky held the card with the biggest, boyish grin on his face that melted your heart.

The real reason you’re so nervous is because if whoever followed you from Bucky’s apartment is following Bucky, then they’ll follow him right to your office door. You’d had a long talk to yourself in the bathroom mirror the other night, however, and decided you weren’t going to let a hypothetical stalker ruin yet another relationship for you. Not that stalkers are common in your life, but using any excuse to distance yourself and cut people out is most definitely your regular MO. Not this time.

That being said, stalkers aren’t common in your life so you are, understandably, fixated by it. You are sure it has something to do with Bucky because you don’t believe in coincidences and the guy literally followed you from Bucky’s apartment. The big question is, was the stalker after Bucky or were they after you? Since you have next to nothing to go on, you aren’t exactly on your way to answering that one yet. But you’ll get there, eventually, and you’ve got some ideas.

In the meantime, you wait for Bucky and attempt to tidy your organised mess. He’s meant to show up at seven on his bike, but seven is going on eight and he’s yet to show. You try not to picture the worst or convince yourself you’re being stood up, even though that’s what it feels like. The one time you give out personal details and he doesn’t show. That would be your luck. You kick a filing drawer closed a bit too harshly, the metal clanging loud in your deafeningly silent office. Whatever. It’s not like anyone is left in the building to judge you because Bucky is over an hour late and every other office in the place is long empty.

You water your desperately dry indoor plants, even the one on top of your bookshelf - a testament to how hard you’re trying to distract yourself from the imminent heartbreak. You stand on tiptoes on your swivel chair to reach the crispy fern, something your dad would yell at you for if he could see you, but he can’t so you just pray the wheels don’t slip out from under you. It’s a very precarious precision for you to be in when someone bangs your office door open and stumbles inside, that’s for sure. You nearly break your entire body falling from the chair, but catch yourself on the bookcase before any real damage can be done.

The invader slams the door shut behind them, making you flinch once again as you spin around to face your would-be attacker. Only it's not someone breaking and entering - it’s Bucky, panting heavily and bleeding from his temple while he turns slowly on his heel and assesses every corner of your tiny office for threats.

“Bucky?” you call out, hesitant to approach and startle him incase it’s not your office that he’s seeing. His dog tags hang out the neck of his t-shirt when they’re usually always carefully tucked under the fabric, and you notice now he’s not just bleeding from his head but somewhere under that shirt as well. He looks over at your voice and it takes a second for him to focus properly on you, shoulders visibly slumping, closing the space in three quick strides.

“I’m so sorry,” he says, pulling you bodily into a crushing hug. You wrap your arms around his waist, carefully holding him in case he’s got even more injuries you can’t see, but he squeezes you so tight you find it hard to breathe. He has one arm around your shoulders, that hand tangled in your hair and he presses your head into his shoulder. You feel him nose into the hair at the crown of your head, breathe in deep, let it out in shudders.

“You’re hurt,” you say into his t-shirt, and he shakes his head while still pressing his face into your scalp.

“M’fine, s’just blood,” he mumbles, barely coherent, so you let it go for the moment. You let him hold you and you hug him back, splaying your palms flat against his back and pressing him impossibly closer to you.

Eventually, you peel yourself from him in order to give him a once over. He smiles down at you like he’s amused, but you hardly find the situation funny when Bucky’s blood is literally all over you, now. You take his hand and make him sit on your swivel chair, spinning uselessly in the middle of the room from where it slid out from under you and rolled away. There’s a first aid kit in a box near the window, because you can never be too careful, and you take to soaking gauze in alcohol solution instead of speaking. You don’t trust what would come out of your mouth right now, anyway.

Luckily, Bucky fills the silence for you. He bites his lip as he looks over at you, taking in the tense set of your shoulders and jerky movements as you dig around for bandages. Then he says, “I got caught up, I really am sorry.”

You nod, but you still don’t speak. Instead you grab your supplies and move over to Bucky, avoiding his eyes as you assess the one wound you can see. Bucky has a thin cut from the corner of his eye to his hairline, shallow but bleeding profusely due to the thin skin there. You suck in a deep breath and start dabbing the soaked gauze on the wound, outside to inside, watching as the white turns coppery red with every swipe. Your stomach twists at the sight, and to your horror, you find you could almost cry.

“Doll,” Bucky says, eyebrows creasing up as if he’s just as upset as you feel. He hooks one big hand around your thigh, tugging until you let him manhandle you onto his lap. “I mean it, I didn’t mean to keep you waiting.”

“I don’t care that you were late,” you snap, clenching your jaw until you can get your flash of frustration under control. You drop your hand from his face, curling up further onto Bucky’s lap despite yourself as his arms come round to hug you to his chest. His bloodstained, most likely injured chest. You take a deep breath and ask, “What happened?”

“You wanna know?” Bucky asks. When you finally meet his eyes he doesn’t seem to be shutting down, shutting you out like you expect when it comes to talking about Bucky’s biker lifestyle. He just looks sad, and you let yourself soften just a bit to run your fingers down his jaw.

Bucky’s eyes flutter closed when you touch him, and you say, “I already told you - I just wanna know. No secrets.”

“No secrets,” Bucky affirms, smiling as he opens his eyes again. The corners are tight, though, as he starts to explain. “One of the things we do - the gang, y’know - is run protection details. Me and Sam were on it, supposed to be a simple job, but we got shitty intel and ended up having to fight our way out of a crappy spot. We got out, finished the job, but it definitely didn’t go to plan. ”

“Protection for what?” you ask. This is the most open Bucky has ever been when talking about his gang, so you’re not going to pass up this opportunity for a bit more information.

“For who,” Bucky corrects, smiling at you like he knows what you’re doing. He starts stroking up and down your shoulder blades as he talks, soothing the both of you it seems. “Rich businessmen, low-level politicians, mob affiliates - anyone who’s got a target on their back and need to get from point A to point B. They’re easy jobs for us ex-army guys and they pay well.”

“Better pay than fixing cars, I bet,” you say. Your attempt at levity works and Bucky grins. The way it makes his face turn young and open is so at odds with the trickle of blood down his cheek.

“Gotta be able to pay for your drinks somehow,” he says, and you slap his shoulder. He mock-winces and says, “Hey! I’m bleeding, ya gotta be nice to me.”

“Don’t gotta do shit,” you mumble, reminding you to press the gauze you’re still holding back on the wound on his temple to stem some of the bleeding. He hisses for real this time, the sting of the alcohol probably burning a bit, especially so close to his eye. You press a kiss to his cheek and in apology and Bucky hums, tightening his grip around your body to hold you close again.

“M’sorry I ruined our night,” he says, “I wish I could promise it won’t happen again, but I can’t.”

“Don’t be sorry,” you say, and he meets your eyes, slightly confused. You smile and say, “Not when you’re hurt. I know what I signed up for, I just want you to be ok.”

“What if, one day, I’m not ok?” Bucky asks, serious now, and you take your time before you answer him. His cut is clean of dried blood, and it’s stopped oozing any more. You doubt it’ll get infected so you should bandage it up but you can’t make yourself move from Bucky’s lap. Not just yet.

“I’ll fix you up,” you say. “That’s what we’re doing, right? Taking care of each other.”

Bucky blinks, once, as if allowing your words to download in his brain like a data file. Then he kisses you. He slides a hand up to cradle your head and presses soft, slow kisses to your lips like he’s got all the time in the world. He came storming in like a hurricane but now you’re in the eye, calm and quiet settling over you both as you cup his jaw and kiss into him all the tenderness you're too afraid to say. You mend his bleeding head and adrenaline-addled heart while he soothes your fear. Taking care of each other, and it feels nice to let someone else do that for once.

You know what Bucky is leaving out. The I hurt people admission, the fact he might have killed someone tonight, that the blood on his shirt isn’t just his. You really thought you’d care more - about the not knowing, about the truth of it, about everything. But he’s breathing and alive underneath you, trailing kisses and stubble burn from your mouth to your cheek to your temple, and all of those superfluous details become white noise. You’re surprised to find the simple fact that Bucky is alright is enough to supersede all the gaps you would usually itch to fill.

Bucky spins you both, tucking your legs up closer so you don’t overbalance as he looks around your office in a dizzying circle. A spike of nerves makes you feel sick for a second but Bucky smiles as he looks around, like he’s pleased with this part of your life he’s been able to see, and it makes you feel less afraid.

“This is where the magic happens, huh?” he asks, and you laugh at his teasing. “It’s very normal.”

“What did you expect? Like ‘Sherlock Holmes’ or something?” you ask. Bucky shrugs, mouth twitching like he’s trying not to laugh.

“Maybe,” he says, then squints at you like he’s considering something. “So, no violin?”

“No violin, and no Mrs Hudson. I make my own tea,” you say, grinning up at Bucky even though he’s being stupid.

“Yeah, right,” Bucky snorts, “Pour your own wine, you mean.”

“Are you calling me a drunk?” you gasp, reeling back from Bucky and almost sending yourself off his lap and onto the floor. Bucky grips you tighter, laughing at the offence written all over your face, and then extracts an arm to point meaningfully at the half empty bottle of red by the side of your desk.

“The evidence speaks for itself,” he says. You fold your arms in a huff, if only to have him kiss the top of your head in a silent apology.

“You stick to the gang stuff, I’ll stick to the investigating,” you huff, and Bucky kisses you again until you wipe the frown from your face.

“Alright, smart girl,” he says. He stands, holding you up like it’s nothing and you can’t deny how hot that is, even if he is being condescending to you right now. He sets you down on your feet and smooths out your jacket, the warmth of his hands seeping through the leather as they pass over your shoulders and down your arms. He links his fingers into one of your hands, smiling down at you, and says, “Can we rain check dinner? I think I need a shower.”

Bucky stands unnaturally close to you as you lock up your office and head out, scanning the street while you lock the back door and set the alarm system for the building. He takes your hand wordlessly and leads you to his bike, parked haphazardly on the sidewalk and just begging for a ticket. He hands you a helmet but is looking over your shoulder, not at you, and both of those things are worrying - you’ve never known Bucky to wear a helmet, let alone offer you one. You didn’t know he owned one. You feel fidgety, your skin crawling like you’re being watched, and Bucky must feel it too because he’s a bit rough in manhandling you onto the bike as quickly as possible.

“Bucky,” you say, and he twists around to give you a clinical once over - much like you’d done to him when he’d come to you bloody and breathless. You feel sick to your stomach, guilt and fear twisting in your gut, as you ask, “Do you think someone followed you here?”

Bucky’s face is impassive, but you’d like to think you know him well enough to read the tick by the corner of his eyes as a silent, muttered, shit. He licks his lips and says, “I can’t know the answer to that for sure.”

“But there’s a chance,” you say, and your heart is hammering so loud you barely hear your own voice. If someone finds your office then they find you, and the carefully constructed bubble of anonymity you’ve created is shattered in the space of a second. But you knew that, that’s what Bucky asked you on his couch - will you stay? Knowing Bucky is the antithesis of your comfort zone, will you stay anyway?

“Nothing is going to happen to you,” Bucky says definitively. You scan his eyes for trace of a lie but there is none. Bucky’s jaw is set, and he reaches up to grip your chin and hold your gaze on his, making sure you hear him. “Just like you said - we take care of each other. I’ll always take care of you.”

You let out a shaky breath, one you hadn’t known you’d been holding, and Bucky kisses the trill of fear away. You feel like you’ve dived off a cliff face, Bucky holding your hand all the way down the precipice of trust you’d promised yourself you’d never cross. But Bucky promises he’ll take care of you and god, it’s stupid but you want him to. You want his to be the arms you land in at the end of this free-fall. Even if, given who Bucky is, that’s the most dangerous place to be.

“Speaking of no secrets,” you say, more of mumble into his mouth than anything. Bucky pulls away, adorably puppy-like look of confusion on his face, and your stomach twists with guilt. “Remember the night of the party? At Sam’s bar?”

Bucky nods. He’s twisted uncomfortably on the seat of his bike and the helmet you’ve yet to put on is digging in o your stomach where you’re holding it. This isn’t the best place to be having this conversation but Bucky’s promise has made you brave, and if you don’t go against your own word now you never will. Not once have you ever spilled details of a case before you’d cracked it. This isn’t a case, you have to remind yourself. This is your life.

“That morning, when I left,” you say, omitting the fact it’s the first time you ever used his front door and will most certainly be the last, “someone followed me from your building. I shook them off, but they were waiting for me to leave and I don’t know if they were casing your apartment or if they were there for me, or what. I’m sorry, I should’ve told you, I just-“

“You just what?” Bucky doesn’t sound angry. Worse, he sounds cold. Shut down, clinical, and the way his face has pinched off makes your heart break.

“I didn’t know if I could trust you,” you say, looking down at your lap to avoid the way he’s looking at you like a stranger. Saying it out loud makes it sound so much worse, but it’s the truth and Bucky deserves that at least. “To be honest, I’m still not sure. But I want to. If I’m going to trust anyone, I want it to be you.”

It’s several moments before you’re brave enough to meet Bucky’s eyes again. He is coming back to you slowly, the shutters pulling up from his eyes as confusion seeps out. He scans your face and says, “Usually I would tell you that’s a really stupid idea, but I think you already know that.”

“Stupid ideas are kind of my thing,” you say, and that makes Bucky smile. Relief is bone deep, hits so hard you could slump from the bike in a pile of goo. He’s not mad. In fact, he leans forward in what must be a truly uncomfortable twist to press his forehead against yours and closes his eyes, breathes in deep. You follow suit, so ridiculously relieved you still get to do this while simultaneously trying to control the adrenaline rush from handing over what feels like you’re entire life to someone else.

All your life it feels like it’s always been you versus the world. Your dad raised you that way, to rely on no one but yourself so you can never be let down, not even him. It feels wrong on a cellular level to trust Bucky like you are so blindly doing. Every instinct screams at you to run, to figure this out on your own, that Bucky would normally be one of your main suspects in a regular case. But here you are, showing Bucky all your cards, hoping against hope that you won’t live to regret it.

“No more secrets,” Bucky says, and you nod. You feel his eyelashes tangle with yours as you move, pressed so close like this, and you open your eyes to stare at the veiny lids covering his. “Next time someone follows you, you tell me.”

“Yes sir,” you say, grinning at the warning pinch he gives to your hip.

“Let’s go to the shop,” Bucky says, pulling away from you and turning back to gun his bike to life. “The guys can help us figure this stalker shit out.”

“The guys?” you ask, and your chest does something painfully restrictive at the thought of letting more people in. “As in, everyone? Like, your gang?”

Bucky laughs, like the way you say ‘gang’ is so goddamn amusing, and throws you one last look over his shoulder. You tug the helmet on as he revs the bike, suddenly regretting every other time you’ve gotten on this thing without one, as Bucky says, “Yeah, doll, my gang. That’s kinda the whole point - we help each other out.”

You hadn’t really thought of it like that before. Truthfully, your mind had been filled with shady drug deals and bloody fights, turf wars and tattoos and angry men on bikes. Bucky’s friends and the nights you’ve spent with them seem like a different world, the joy and love entirely removed from the illegal life Bucky leads outside of your reach, but you have to remind yourself - they’re one and the same. Your Bucky cannot be removed from the biker you’ve been kept seperate from.

Clinging to Bucky’s waist, you say, “Sounds very after school special for a gang, tough guy.”

You can practically see Bucky grinning just by looking at the back of his head as takes off, the streets of Brooklyn peeling away as heads for White Wolf Mechanics. Your anxiety and fear sheds off as well, floating away in strips down the tarmac like an outer layer of skin. You feel vulnerable, all new and exposed as you hold Bucky close so you don’t fall. That’s what makes it feel bearable - Bucky’s back against your cheek, the hand he places over yours against his stomach when you pull up at a red light. His promise, echoing under the rumble of the bike beneath you. I’ll always take care of you.

~~~

The shop looks closed from the outside, but you can hear a low bass-line from the street and people laughing somewhere inside. Bucky brings you round the back, the roller doors out front closed this time, and into the back rooms you’d yet to see since that first visit a few weeks ago. To your left you see what must be Bucky’s office, but the room he tugs you to looks more like a bachelor pad living room than a mechanics break room.

Sam and Steve lay sprawled on leather couches, beers open on the coffee table made of old crates stacked together. The Killers pumps through a very, very nice sound system which Natasha is quietly singing along to where she lays on top of the pool table, legs kicking off the edge to the beat. Her beer rests on her stomach, rising and falling with every breath, and she doesn’t even raise her head as she waves at the two of you entering. Sam lifts the icepack from his eye to look at you, grinning wide, and kicks Steve in the shin to get his attention.

“Barnes is back,” he says, rolling his eyes as Steve blearily blinks awake from what was clearly an unplanned nap. Steve focuses on you and Bucky, eyebrows drawn down in confusion, and Sam adds, “and he’s brought his girl.”

“Shouldn’t you be at dinner or something?” Steve asks, then seems to remember himself and smiles all big and perfect at you. “It’s great to see you again, by the way.”

“Quit brown-nosing, it’s embarrassing,” Sam says, and throws his icepack at Steve’s head. He swats it away, squawking at the wetness it leaves behind on his hand and cheek, which makes Sam grin.

“I need a beer for this,” Bucky mutters so only you can hear, which makes you smile. You lead the way to the minibar in the corner, right by the bookshelf full of video games and the cardboard cut-out of Guy Fieri (you don’t want to ask). Bucky follows, grabbing your hand and tugging you back into his chest as you walk - even without the watchful eyes of the other gang affiliates which usually follow you at his parties, Bucky seems hell bent on making sure everyone knows who you’re here with. Even his closest friends.

You can’t say you entirely mind.

“So, to what do we owe the pleasure?” Natasha asks. She’s sat up now, twisting on the pool table to face you both as Bucky grabs you some beers. Sam and Steve still continue to argue about nonsense on the couches and are ignored by the three of you for the moment. However, they stop bickering as soon as Bucky speaks again.

“Someone’s been watching my building,” he says. The silence is thick, and you feel almost guilty for ruining their fun night with your stalker woes. Bucky hands you a beer and looks at you pointedly, eyebrows raised. You take a sip before you follow his not-so-subtle direction to start talking.

“I was followed home the morning after Sam’s party at the bar,” you say. You have the full attention of Bucky’s closest friends, and you can’t help but feel a little intimidated. You take a deep breath and decide to look at the situation like you were debriefing a client on a case - remove yourself from the equation. “There was a man smoking against the building next to Bucky’s. He followed me about four blocks before I lost him. He was over six foot, caucasian, brown hair and stubble.”

“Sounds like every white guy,” Sam says. “You could be describing Bucky, for all we know.”

“Yes,” you say, frowning. “If I was putting a tail on someone, I would make them very nondescript. Makes sense, right?”

“And you’re sure he was following you?” Natasha asks. You glance at her, but she doesn’t look like she’s condescending you or anything. Surprisingly, she looks like she believes you far more than the other two men in the room. Maybe your trial by fire proved to her you know what you’re talking about, so you nod.

“Definitely. Either he knew I was there and was waiting for me to leave, or he was watching Bucky’s apartment and would have followed anyone who came out of it. Without more information I can’t be sure if he was there for me or Bucky.”

“You’ve never seem him before?” Steve asks. You shake your head, and he says, “Could you describe him a bit more detailed? I might be able to draw him.”

“Sure,” you shrug. “Or, we can just wait until he shows up at Bucky’s again and follow him.”

Bucky does not like that idea at all. He practically growls, grabbing your elbow and turning you to face him as he glares at you. Roughly, he says, “Are you fucking insane?”

“What?” Mildly annoyed, you tug your arm from Bucky’s grip and say, “If this was a case, that’s what I would do.”

“This isn’t a case. This guy is going to be a hell of a lot more dangerous than some rich businessman cheating on his wife,” Bucky says, voice raised to an almost shout in one of the quickest escalations you’ve ever seen.

A switch flips in your brain, and you see red.

“Thank you for the condescending analysis, Bucky,” you snap. You ignore Sam’s muttered ‘oh shit!’ for your own health and sanity. “But you have no idea the kind of people I’ve dealt with in my life. I can manage a fairly mediocre stalker.”

“A fairly mediocre stalker who works for someone who won’t hesitate to use your hamstrings as handcuffs,” Bucky hisses. He steps towards you, chest brushing yours as he breaths deep and ragged, and oh- there’s the Bucky you’d been missing. The guy who’s still wearing clothes stained with blood, most of it not his, angry in an incandescent kind of way which reminds you he could hurt you in many more ways than just a broken heart. He leans down to say into your face, “This isn’t something you fuck around with, alright? There’s a reason why I’ve kept this world from you.”

“I thought we said no secrets?” you say, raising your eyebrows. You will yourself to hold your ground, even if you are shaking like a leaf and your words come out soft in the face of his anger. Like you’d poked a pin in his chest, Bucky deflates. He backs off of you, face crumbling from anger to guilt as quickly as he built himself up there.

“I won’t let you get hurt because of me,” he says, shaking his head. The switch in your brain flips back, all indignation and pride fading away. He’s still trying to take care of you, just like he promised. Already it’s abundantly clear you’re not going to make that easy for him, and you wonder how long it will take until he gets sick of trying.

“This isn’t going to work if you don’t trust me,” you say, gesturing between you. “I let you into my world, now it’s your turn. I know it’s dangerous - I could have left, remember? But I’m here. So let me be here.”

“If someone touches you-“

“I’ll get over it,” you say. Bucky stares at you like you’re crazy, and maybe you are, but it’s true. “You said you were going to take care of me - how’re you gonna do that from all the way over there?”

You don’t mean the other side of the room, the valley of the pool table and the metaphorical arms-length which which he’s keeping between you. There’s only so much Bucky can hide from you before you either dive right in or walk away. This is the turning point.

“Fine,” he says. He looks physically pained as he scrubs a hand over his cropped hair, but at least he’s not angry anymore. “I still think thats a fucking stupid idea.”

“Like I said,” you say, offering him a smile he shakily returns, “stupid ideas are kind of my thing.”

“Uh, can I say something?” Sam asks, breaking the illusion that it was only the two of you in the room for that particular argument. You both turn to look at him, and he almost backs down with the weight of both your gaze. He carries on, however, saying, “I’m glad you guys have had this breakthrough in your relationship, but that doesn’t really help us in figuring out who this guy is. Or who he works for. Or why he followed you. Or how he knows where Bucky lives in the first place.”

“We could go around and ask,” Steve says, shrugging at Natasha’s eyeroll. “What? Baseball bats really jog people’s memories.”

“Why don’t we ask the private investigator for some expert advice,” Natasha says, giving you a look that seems to say men, right? You’re still trying to get your head around the image of Steve threatening someone with a baseball bat when you’ve seen him with his own puke on his jumper singing Sweet Caroline into a toilet bowl.

“Well,” you begin, darting Bucky a look but he seems to be listening and not getting ready to yell at you again, “since apparently following the guy is off the table for now, I would start with me and Bucky. Enemies, bad blood, someone with an axe to grind. Pull at some threads and see what happens.”

“That shouldn’t be hard,” Sam says, “Bucky’s got more enemies than friends.”

“So do we all, punk,” Bucky grumbles, glaring at Sam. “We’re in a gang.”

“This ain’t about me.” Sam holds his hands up in mock innocence, grinning big like he gets unrivalled joy from making Bucky’s face do the twitchy, dark thing it’s doing right now. The impact is somewhat lessened by the swollen, black eye Sam’s sporting from the mission gone wrong today, you assume, but it doesn’t curb his enthusiasm.

“I can put together a list of the most recent run-in’s you’ve had by tomorrow,” Natasha says to Bucky, ignoring the bickering with practiced ease. “Until then, we should put some protection on your building.”

“You guys have bodyguards?” you ask before your brain can tell you that’s a dumb fucking question. All three of them laugh, Bucky hooking an arm around your shoulder to ruffle your hair as he tugs you into his side. Point taken, you think as you pout under Bucky’s arm.

“I’ll stay in the spare room,” Steve says, swinging himself off the couch to his full, ginormous height. That image of him with the baseball bat starts to take a bit more shape in your mind, and you don’t doubt for a second he could offer some extra protection where the stalker is concerned. To you, he asks, “You don’t mind if I third wheel?”

“It’s not my apartment,” you say, attempting to hide your blush under the weight of Bucky’s arm. You are unsuccessful, if Sam’s smirk is anything to go by.

“We’ll survive one night, punk,” Bucky says, giving you a squeeze. “Or just buy some earplugs.”

“Gross!” Sam cries, flailing an arm around. “Too much information!”

You have a feeling akin to whiplash at how well these people are taking a stalker and potential threat on their lives. Joking around, Steve fake-moaning just to make Sam scream, Natasha laughing until tears form in her eyes at the antics of two grown men chasing each other around the couches like school children. Glancing up at Bucky and the warm look he’s giving them all, you suppose it must be lot less scary to face something like that with friends. Family, you think, as Sam crash-tackles Steve into the couch and smothers his face with a pillow.

“You’ll be alright?” Natasha’s soft voice manages to scare you, jolting under Bucky’s hold as you turn from watching Steve and Sam to find her right by Bucky’s other side. She’s looking up at him, lips pressed into a firm line, and you remember the last time you were here - James is the only family I have. Maybe some are taking this development a bit easier than others.

“Always am,” Bucky says, using his free arm to punch her lightly on the shoulder. She gets him back, much harder, and you feel Bucky wince away from her and into your side. “Serious, Natashenka. I’ll be fine.”

“Good,” she says. Smirking, she adds, “I’ll kill you if you aren’t.”

You look back to Steve and Sam before they can notice you eavesdropping, a hot, honey-thick feeling melting through your skin. You want to know what that feels like in a way which burns; to have people who have your back like that, and your dad doesn’t count because he literally has to. You understood Bucky’s gang even less than you originally thought - he’s not just a biker, a criminal, a hit man or an ex-army vet turned enforcer, whatever the case may be. He’s a guy doing what he has to do to protect the people he loves, because he’s surrounded by them. You’ve never had to protect anyone but yourself.

You tuck yourself closer into Bucky’s side, letting the warmth and smell of him consume you. That’s gonna change, you think. This feeling in your chest is telling you that change is already happening.

~~~

Steve does not have to get ear plugs to survive the night, and you make both him and Bucky coffee before you head off. Shower, new clothes, work - all that normal people stuff you have to do. Steve, golden in the morning sun with the brightest smile on his face, and Bucky’s moody scowl at the early hour and dark rings under his eyes, wave you goodbye. You kiss Bucky’s pout before you go, letting him grab your ass for a second before you slip away.

“Don’t do anything stupid,” he says, and Steve snorts like there’s some joke you’re missing.

“I’ll go out the laundry window,” you say, as if this is a new development and not your usual routine. “Nobody’s gonna follow me, promise.”

“Hmph,” is all Bucky says and then you’re really gone, racing down the stairs and out the window like you always do.

Sorry Bucky, you silently think towards his apartment as instead of making to cut through the gym parking lot, you wrap back around his building and scan the street from behind the bins. Sure enough, opposite Bucky’s building with a baseball cap on and another cigarette, stands the same dude who followed you the first time. You really weren’t lying - stupid ideas are kind of your thing.

You make sure you’re hidden by a group of pedestrians as you slip out the side alley of Bucky’s apartment building and walk away from your stalker. He doesn’t notice, and you manage to walk a block and cross the road without him any the wiser. Your roles have switched as you hang out at the news-agency a few doors down from where he’s waiting, pretending to flick through a magazine. It’s easy to take a few picture of him over the top of the page with your phone, grainy but useable for when you show Bucky later.

You can deal with Bucky being angry at you, because you know how to do your job and this is the most efficient way to get intel. It’s always easier to ask for forgiveness than permission.

Eventually, you watch your stalker watch Bucky and Steve leave his building. It’s 9AM and they head to their respective bikes, revving off down the street in the general direction of Steve’s tattoo shop. Your man hunches his shoulders and pulls out his phone, taps into it for a bit, before he walks off in the opposite direction to Bucky and Steve. Not following them, then. Your stomach twists as you fall into pace a few people behind him. Just following you.

He gets on the subway, which makes  it very difficult for you to remain unnoticed but you manage to sit at the internal doors in the next carriage and watch him through those. He gets on his phone again, talking to someone with evident frustration if his clenched jaw and balled fist is anything to go by. He gets off in Manhattan, walks a few blocks, before ducking into a darkly lit bar called the Lerna. You decide it’s probably best not to follow him there, but you snap a few photos on your phone of the bar before doubling back out to Brooklyn.

You call Bucky as you go, a bit jittery at the incoming argument you know you’ve created, but you can’t help but feel it will be worth it. Now you have something to actually go off - a face, a name, some concrete facts. Much better than stabbing around in the dark. A few rings go by before Bucky picks up, saying, “Miss me already?”

“Get over yourself, tough guy,” you say, but you’re smiling. Maybe you do miss him already, just a bit. You were so focused on getting your information you didn’t get to fully savour Bucky this morning, all tanned muscles and tattoos, all yours. You force yourself to ruin the moment by saying, “I’ve got some information for you.”

“Me too,” he says, which surprises you. “Nat’s gotten together some potential candidates for your stalker. Have you got time to come to Steve’s tattoo place?”

“Sure,” you say, beginning to pick at your nails as the nerves set in.

There’s a beat of silence before Bucky must realise what you’d said before, and he doesn’t sound nearly as light and playful anymore “You said you had information? On what?”

“I’ll just show you when I get there,” you rush out, closing your eyes at the way Bucky sucks in a breath like he already knows what you’ve done. “Don’t be mad.”

“Oh, I’m not mad,” he says, as if through gritted teeth. “I’m fucking livid. Please tell me you didn’t follow that guy this morning.”

“Ok, I won’t tell you,” you say. “See you in twenty.”

“You’re dead meat,” he says before you hang up.

It could’ve gone worse, you muse as you round the corner to the subway station. Sure, Bucky threatened you with lethal violence and sounded even angrier than he’d gotten at the shop yesterday, but you can still imagine him smiling at his phone as you hung up the same way you’re smiling at yours now.

You text him the photos with a quick, Don’t say I never do anything for you xx

A minute after the photos deliver, Bucky is calling you again. You frown down at his caller ID, confused - you were on your way, why is he calling you back already? But before you answer that question, someone grabs your arm and tugs you away from the subway steps and into an alley instead. His grip is bruising, unbreakable, even as you scream and kick before he shoves a gun into your neck and you fall deathly silent.

“Scream and you’re dead,” the man says, hot on your ear. You can’t shudder away, his vice grip too tight and the cold steel on your jugular paralysing. You twist a bit to look behind you despite yourself, your stomach bottoming out at the familiar face which grins back at you. Baseball cap, brown hair, stubble - just like any other white guy. He sneers at you and says, “Not so clever now, huh?”

All you can hear, as your stalker marches you down the alley and into a waiting SUV with a gun to your back, is Bucky’s voice yelling this isn’t something you fuck around with. You’d let him say ‘I told you’ so a thousand times if it meant you got out of this alive. Hopefully, the phone tucked into your back pocket will be enough to save you. You hope Bucky is listening, the call you just managed to answer still catching the grunted conversation your kidnappers are having. You’ve never needed someone before, but god, do you hope Bucky’s got you now.  

Part 6

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Smut Masterlist 2

Links Last Checked: January 12th, 2024

part one

5 Times Steve Walked In On Bucky and the One Time He Didn’t Have To (ao3) - April_Blooms steve/bucky E, 6k

Summary: The Five Times Steve Walked In On Bucky Having Sex, and the One Time He Didn’t Have To

Dangerous Places (ao3) - Rabentochter loki/tony E, 21k

Summary: Five times Loki and Tony challenged another to have sex at dangerous places, one time they did it without a challenge (not, that it was any less dangerous)

Five Months of Missing You (ao3) - mckayla (steveromanov) steve/natasha M, 4k

Summary: Post-CATWS. Steve has just returned from a fruitless search for Bucky with Sam, and there is someone in his apartment. He has a feeling it might be Fury, only it's not.

However, he's far from disappointed once he realizes who it really is.

Forty-Four Times Bruce Banner Has Sex With Tony Stark (ao3) - Ark bruce/tony E, 4k

Summary: The first time it's a lab accident.

God Bless America (ao3) - KariP2016 steve/bucky E, 5k

Summary: Steve and Bucky celebrate summer, America and Steve's birthday with friends.

If I Was There (ao3) - brooklynantiques steve/bucky E, 10k

Summary: Steve is lonely and the number on his phone-screen is unfamiliar. He's not the social type, not even close, yet there's something about the man on the other side that makes him interested. He doesn't hang up until two hours later.

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Wrong number AU in which phone sex is the answer and the question is irrelevant.

In the Heat of the Night (ao3) - MacksDramaticShenanigans steve/bucky E, 5k

Summary: In the end, Steve wasn’t really sure what it was that spurred him on, but suddenly he was moving into Bucky’s space, rolling right onto his chest and pressing him down into the mattress. “If you don’t stop goin’ on about how hot it is I’m gonna give you a reason to feel hot,” he muttered, hovering close and staring unblinkingly into Bucky’s eyes.

Kiss Me Thru The Phone (ao3) - 27dragons, tisfan bucky/tony E, 7k

Summary: Trolling Steve seems like a good idea, right up until Bucky's really, really into the pretend phone sex...

But... seems like maybe Tony's into it, too...

Love Is for Suckers (ao3) - Potrix bucky/tony, steve/sam E, 17k

Summary: Life isn’t a fairytale, Bucky isn’t the roguish yet lovable protagonist, and Tony definitely isn’t his Prince Charming.

No, in reality, Bucky takes his clothes off for money, and Tony is just another customer. The fact that they keep falling into bed together proves nothing, and a candle in the middle of the table doesn’t automatically make a dinner a date.

Bucky doesn’t get that lucky, this isn’t some cheesy rom-com, and real life doesn’t work like that.

Right?

love the sin, love the sinner (ao3) - silkspectred steve/tony E, 10k

Summary: It keeps happening. Not often, just once or twice a month, but it keeps happening. Always in the same way: it’s unplanned, sudden, unexpected, Steve is surprised and eager, his dick goes from zero to one hundred in two seconds, Tony’s touch is electric, everything he does drives Steve crazy, but he never lets Steve kiss him, he very rarely looks Steve in the eye, he never talks, never makes a sound when he comes, never mentions it later.

Making The Best of A Bad Situation (ao3) - MoMoMomma bucky/tony E, 3k

Summary: Really, Tony Stark should have known better than to arbitrarily let Bucky poke around in the lab. But he never thought this would be the outcome....

Put It on Repeat, It Stays the Same (ao3) - giselleslash steve/bucky E, 20k

Summary: Steve and Bucky have a one night stand that turns into a friends with benefits situation. A weekend snowed in at Bucky’s apartment brings to light how much that really doesn’t suit either one of them.

stress relief (ao3) - romanoff steve/tony E, 84k

Summary: They don’t love each other. They barely even like each other.

take it easy, baby (make it last all night) (ao3) - glittercake sam/bucky E, 5k

Summary: “Get on your knees.”

“Make me.” Comes Sam’s reply. Like a symphony, a language all their own. Permission to proceed.

The sudden snap of Bucky’s leather belt against the tile resounds brutally through their apartment.

“I said, on your knees, Captain.”

And with a sly, satisfied, lopsided smirk, Sam goes down.

The Penitent Man Kneels (ao3) - tisfan bucky/tony E, 5k

Summary: in retrospect, it should have been obvious that Tony was in trouble... the outfit, the boots, the pet name, the expectation that Tony should be on his fucking knees...

Tony Stark isn't always observant.

Tony's been a bad boy, and Bucky aims to correct his behavior.

The Perch (ao3) - AvengersCompound (emilyevanston) clint/sam E, 4k

Summary: During a mission, Sam and Clint are sent to the same spot for surveillance. Normally Sam quite enjoys the teasing of his teammates, but Clint’s constant chatter quickly starts to get on his nerves. As time passes, it becomes clear, when Clint’s annoying you, there might be something else going on.

Voracity (ao3) - Alekibutt loki/steve E, 2k

Summary: An unforeseen side effect of the super soldier formula is that Steve is insatiable in bed. He can, and needs, to go for hours before he's satisfied. Only a god can satisfy him, much to Loki's pleasure.

Your Highness (ao3) - the_irish_mayhem jane/thor, clint/natasha E, 6k

Summary: Jane wants something in bed and Thor is more than happy to oblige.

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hypothetically, if I were to write a fix-it/rewrite au fic, (thinking of starting at s5 but debating starting earlier) what are some storylines you’d take out/change, characters you’d save/kill, and specifically changes to sam’s character/arcs you’d like bc i need ideas

ok. ok. I'm gonna try to not go completely off the fucking rails while I write this up but I gotchu (also these r all just my own hot n spicy takes so like. pick what u like, it's all goodie goodie)

• no time passing differently in hell. literally four months is ~Enough!~ a year is enougghh!!!!!! like I get that they wanted to make hell this horrible unreachable thing but u can still like... get that across without having it be this unfathomable chunk of time out of a persons life. like sam was down there with TWO very pissed off angel's for 180 years??? how can he still speak english??? how does dean remember ANYTHING about his old life when mentally more than half of it was spent being endlessly tortured until he finally cracked??? its just.... Too Much...

• ON that note, I feel like later on they never rlly had sam and dean bond over the fact that like... they are genuinely the ONLY two people on earth who have survived actual hell. I mean we got that one off line from dean at some point but??

• no chuck as god. just a greasy greasy rat man getting insane stories projected into his brain. and on the topic of that.... I dont like the reflection of the real life fanbase in the spn universe??? they're pulp fiction novels, it should be all like 50 year old + ladies who picked them up at the local bargain bin, not b*cky r*sen

• I like... WANNA say smth abt s4..... bc I think the way that they handled things were a little out of character BUT I also think that was lind of the point??? like the angels and demons were manipulating them to say/do things they would normally never say/do to eachother to drive a big enough wedge between then that they would eventually say yes to being the vessels. like it hurts to watch sooo much but it did drive the plot forward in a very particular way that probably couldnt have happened otherwise. that being said, when the levee breaks makes me sad, and I dont want to see sam crying for his dead mother alone in a basement! cest la vie.

• sam and dean.... are Friends...,, why did we all forget that..... watch hell house and maybe I'll calm down.....

• PSYCHIC SAM!!!!!! you all know me. you know how I feel about psychic sam... robbed. s4 finale rlly had sam like "drinking that much demon blood has truly changed me forever..... theres no going back now...... 😔😔" like ok. ok. where are your superpowers. where are they.

• I wish some of the other special children had made it out :(( I really liked andy and ava (also sam finding other friend who are like him??? queer allegory??? spare queer allegory?????)

• I also dont think the roadhouse shouldve burned down!!! that shouldve been a Staple Location like Bobby's house. same w Missouri's, literally why did we only visit her once.

• ur sending an ask to my blog so I assume this is just a given for u but!!! we're takin away the misogyny. we're takin away the fetishization! anything that would be given the greenlight by joss whedon we are putting straight in the trash. <3

• this is mostly a thing in later seasons like. idk 9-15, but no ppl knowing who the winchesters are. they are NOBODIES. they pop up like little meerkats and fuck everything up beyond repair.

• also no fancy tech. no iphone 76z or whatever the fuck. sam has an ipod 1. the wheel is so stuck he can barely press play anymore. remember when he literally just tore off the top casing off his laptop and threw it away? more of that.

• no nice clothes. NO nice clothes we fuckin hate that. everything sam and dean own was purchased pre 1995 and dean is an expert at removing blood stains and sewing up jackets. dean will walk into a laundromat with a tide pen and just start goin for it like that scene in deadpool.

• tbh.... I feel like the issues in later seasons are really this massive horrible domino effect. like I could say heres how to fix s7-10 but the fact is if shit hadnt gone down lile it had in s7 s10 would be a different story entirely.

• I am gonna do it tho bc I suck <3

• s6: soulless sam was funney but did that really go anywhere? no. tbh I dont remember what happened w cas and I'm just not going to look it up. it's just not in the cards for tonight. dean w lisa.... ehh.... I've discussed this at wayy too much length w mushroom and we both agreed that dean would probably keep hunting to keep his mind off things and to try and honor sams sacrifice. I guess theres an argument to be made for the fact that it kind of was Sam's dying wish that dean just go fin her and live a normal life but... idk. purgatory was. . indeed a Concept..... that could have maybe gone somewhere if it didnt rapidly spiral into....

• s7!!! I mean. jesus christ. I know some people like this one but jesus christ. the way they literally couldnt commit to having sam have genuine mental health problems after centuries in hell or to just magically wipe them away..... bobby dying halfway thru.... charlie was a bright spot I suppose, but her intro is not my fave episode w her.... idk what the fuck happened w cas, I guess he was god. the leviathan designs were kinda neat but like oh my fucking god it wasnt worth it.

• s8: uh. rough start. idk why the turn tables so suddenly and dean's like "why didnt u look for me >:((" bc??? yall agreed not to???? at the VERY least they couldve had sam been like "I legitimately had no reason to think u werent dead and in heaven and tha wouldve been a little rude of me to pull u out of that." but we went for ~drama~ to make it spicy I guess. ouygh. bunkers there!!! that was cool!!! MoL is a cool concept!!! altho... it doesn kinda contradict the whole sam and dean are nobodies thing... idk. trials of hell was like... cool in theory but bad in practice unless they were planning on ending the show for realskies. and they did not.

• s9: uhh... hated gadreel! hated that shit! wish they had spun that whole storyline to be more "hey sam I noticed u were s*icidal should we maybe address that??" or even like.... I mean dean probably couldve just TOLD sam abt his plan, he had already convinced him to stay alive by that point??? there was no reason to lie!!! plus the betrayal of gadreel not being who he said he was wouldve been like. literally enough drama, we didnt need to fracture the team again. and cas was??? where exactly??? be was human for at least half of that season but hey didnt know what to do w him so they chucked him in a convenience store??? good lord.

• s10: got no suggestions for that one, just toss it

• s11: ok... shes cute.... we can forgive her.... the lore is shaky at best but the episodes SLAP and the characterization is *chefs kiss*. it's been a hot minute since I've seen it so if smth sucked I dont remember and I plan to keep it that way!!!!

• s12: n.. no. no mary. no mary unless we're doing it right. and I promise u doing it right was not poorly ripping off kingsman. couldve brought back bobby!!! if they desperately wanted some drama couldve brought back john!!! actually fuck that, no way

• s13-15: no thoughts, only jack kline <3

#holy fuck im so sorry <3 #shut up cereal #asks #long post #spn critical #hate tagging my posts as that bc i dont wanna b one of ~Those~ but i dont want ppl coming after me 4 this #theres probably like 100000 things i forgot!!! feel free to add ur own!!!! #there are some seasons i only ever watched once very very long ago.... #and tbh classic spn is the freshest in my mind so im focusing on her #spn #supernatural

[sparring-spirals]

full episode liveblog time! here for 102, which i assume will involve combat, and the repercussions of that one crying dude/the whole m9 crying back at him.

(first half of the ep; making a new one for the second half cause this is LONG. a lot happened!)

- oh, boy, matts shirt. matts shirt. that deserves its own post, but either way: god what an unexpected crossover between BDG and CR.

- i had forgotten what experiencing a sam ad was like. is remembering a curse.... or a blessing.... 

- memetic overload.

- i take back what i said just now this is a masterpiece. i would pay for multiple seasons of this. also “spearfishing” is a correct piece of cybersecurity technology and somehow that was more surprising than the rest of the ad.

- i like to think the “very badly pretending they have already recorded something they are going to do in the future” is just a cover up for them actually having time travel powers.

- RIGHT into combat. 

- OH FUCK BEAU IS UNCONSCIOUS wow you cry in solidarity with a figure in the woods and this is how you get repaid? :////

- WAIT SHE’S AT ZERO HIT POINTS???? (haha i love the collective horror from the cast)

- FJORD SLIDING IN TO SAVE HIS BRO, with a whopping 2hp and also a smack to the face of the thing :’) 

- yasha also immediately and sprinting over. ugh i have so many thoughts about feelings about love within the m9.

- *yasha heals more* “okay well its not a competition.” “its a competition”. god i love them

- “We avoided a dragon turtle and we just walked up to this one.” valid point sam, but have you considered: The Mighty Nein Love Trouble.

- ...laura... laura what are you trying to do.

- i love the vibes of “tried to cry in solidarity with creepy figure” encouraging the plan of “going to force creepy figure to smile”. minimal brain cells. maximum galaxy brain.

- caduceus just wants to leave and tbh given his day so far i cant blame him.

- Live on CR, sam takes 3d6 poison damage from his own flask. dammit sam.

- “Oh your pain isn’t funny but im laughing.” spoken like a true friend, taliesin.

- We Love Monks

- vaguely heard sam saying something about “forgot to strain out the chunks” “old wine” “basically vinegar” and wow im upping that 3d6 to a 4d6. 

- FJORD GOT THE HDYWTDT. YESSSS. <3

- the cast are such shits. laura and liam both making squeaky will o wisp voices. also liams voice genuinely startled me. - “I don’t have cure wounds prepped!” the mighty nein have 2 clerics because both of them have non-cleric day jobs.

- ahahahhaha oh man fjord can never catch a break huh. its okay fjord!!! your two hp were very impressive. i was impressed, fjord.

- “4 and then teen!” “are we teaching ronin 14???”

- .....you can... eat your spiritual weapon. h u h. wow.

- AH HERE IS THE CARRYING.

- god this is so fucking adorable and wholesome oh my GOD, jester being super enthusiastic and supportive and silently gushing about yasha with beau, yasha being the one to ask, yasha saying yes to carrying her, beau enthusiastically gesturing to jester about it and being happy, this is so goddamn wonderful.

- jester to caduceus: bro just step out of the puddle bro. just dont get eaten bro. caduceus: but...wait.. but.... D:

- ahh these fjord and jester interactions real cute. shipping aside, i love how they interact with each other- its always very sweet, and caring, in a way that the m9 (group of occasional assholes) don’t always do as well

- ahhh. fjord got through to her about the traveller!!!!! !!!!

- this whole convo is so good, capped by “ah shit everyone can hear us.”

- Fjord: “Who knows if an island is a thing!” Jester: “... an island is definitely a thing. its a landform surrounded on all sides by the sea-” Fjord, Goin Thru It: “BUT IS IT A CREATURE? IS IT ALIVE?” Beau, groggy: “you woke me up just to ask if an island is a thing.” do they know i love them

- jester and yasha fanning beau and keeping her cool. :) :D <3 im not saying ot3 but also ot3

- DINOSAUR - FU CK IN D I NO SA U R S BA Y B I E

- an appropriate array of reactions to a trex

- viridien: i can fl- the mighty nein: YOU CAN FLY WE GET IT

- while trying to hide from a t-rex, veth: caleb did you see my magic earlie-

- i mean.... DO faux gods sleep? its a valid question

-counting myself lucky that the beau and veth arm wrestle didnt turn out like the beau and jester bar brawl from way back when

- the mighty nein: *salty comments about flying* viridien: ..im... sorry? the mighty nein, immediately guilty upon being caught: “oh god sorry we were just giving you shit.” fjord, dropping evergreen truth: “we joke with the people we like.”

- followed immediately by an incredibly forward interrogation. poor viridien is confused, being mildly insulted, healed, and having her brain picked from four different directions. The Mighty Nein are a menace, i adore them.

wow this post is LONG, alright, we’re gonna split it for the break.

#full episode liveblog #critical role #c2e102 #cr liveblogging #oof i never know how to tag these #the mighty nein #beauregard #fjord #jester lavorre #yasha #caduceus clay #veth brenatto #caleb widogast

[weeb-alcove]

2019 English Playlist

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL77pv5URcE8b4_k9_GQYZoQYz_HhRDP2D 

In English: 

“99″ - Barns Courtney

10ft - Eileen Yo

5 Seconds of Summer Babylon Easier Lie to Me  Teeth

88rising History Midsummer Madness ♪ from their album Head in the Clouds II ♬ Breathe I Love You 3000 II Indigo Strange Land These Nights

Affection - Between Friends

Aftertaste - Whethan

Ain’t Goin Back - Russ

Alan Walker Are You Lonely Different World Do It All for You Lily  On My Way Play

All Fall Down - Johnny Glenn & Ally Hills & Just Juice

All Over Again (remix) - Lost You & Michael Moawad

Another Summer Night Without You - Alexander 23

Aphrodite - Rini

Ariana Grande Esta Noche ♪ from her album thank u, next ♬ bloodline in my head NASA

Arms Around You - XXXTentacion & Swae Lee & Lil Pump

Ava Max Freaking Me Out (Bingo Players remix) Not Your Barbie Girl So Am I

Bae - Trevor Wesley

Bars and Melody Lighthouse (Dave Winnel remix) Waiting for the Sun

Bazzi Caught in the Fire Focus Mine Myself No Way!

Beat of My Drum - Powers

Benee Evil Spider Find an Island Glitter  Monsta Want Me Back  Wishful Thinking

Better Not - Louis the Child

Big Sean Berzerk Single Again

Billie Eilish everything i wanted  When I Was Older ♪ from her album WHEN WE ALL FALL ASLEEP, WHERE DO WE GO? ♬ 8 bad guy bury a friend ilomilo  my strange addiction wish you were gay  xanny 

Birthday Party - AJR 

Break Your Heart - Taio Cruz

broken - lovelytheband

Caffeine and Dopamine - Keepitinside

Camila Cabello Find U Again  Señorita  ♪ from her album Romance ♬ Bad Kind of Butterflies  Liar My Oh My Shameless  Should’ve Said It

Cardi B Money Please Me

Catch Feelings - Henry Young & Zachary

Céline - Gallant

Cemetery - Coin

Chanel - Frank Ocean

Chase - Aaron Carpenter

Cherry Cola - Kuwada

Cigarette - offonoff & Tablo & MISO

Clairo Sofia Throwaway

Close to Me - Ellie Goulding & Diplo & Swae Lee

Cold - Boy In Space & unheard

Come My Way - Plvtinum

Conan Gray Generation Why Greek God  Maniac The King 

Creep - Radiohead (GAMPER remix & Dadoni & Ember Island)

Crush - Lucian & Tiffany Day

Crying My Eyes Out - Stephen Puth

Crystal Dolphin - Engelwood

Dangerous Love - Justice Carradine

David Guetta Better When You’re Gone Blame It on Love

Daya Insomnia Left Me Yet Wanted

Don’t Be Gone Too Long - Chris Brown

Don’t Lie to Me - Lena

Don’t Start Now - Dua Lipa

Eric Nam ♪ from his album Before We Begin ♬ Congratulations  Love Die Young

Everything - TobyMac

Eyes Wide Shut -  Glades 

Falling - Trevor Daniel

Fine - Rufus

Finneas I Don’t Miss You at All  Let’s Fall in Love for the Night

Fitz and the Tantrums Hand Clap Out of My League

Flower - Johnny Stimson

Friends - Feyde

Funeral - Miguel

G-Eazy 1942 Nadie Como Tu 

Get Away - Ed Black

Giants - Becky G & Keke Palmer & Soyeon & Duckwrth & Thutmose

Glass Animals Life Itself The Other Side of Paradise 

Greyson Chance Boots Shut Up

Halsey Eastside Graveyard

Heart in Tokyo - Good Gasoline

Heartstrings - STVN & Jenna Carlie

Her - Alex Aiono

Hey Violet Better by Myself Queen of the Night

High School - Umi

Hometown Smile - Bahjat

Honne  Crying Over You  Day 1

How Do You Sleep? - Sam Smith

IDK - Bruce Wiegner

I Fall in Like Too Easily - Ashton Arbab

I Feel Love - Suggi

If I Can’t Have You - Shawn Mendes

If You Need Me - Julia Michaels

If You’re Over Me - Years & Years

I Heart You - Baby Ariel

I’ll Be There - King Henry & Sasha Sloan

ILYA - Fly By Midnight

In Betweenin’ - Austin Brown

Indiana Massara Apology Smoke in My Eyes

i think i love you (but i dont like you) - push baby

It’s Not You It’s Me - 6LACK & Bea Miller

Japanese Denim - Daniel Caesar

Jaymes Young Infinity  Northern Lights 

Joji Sanctuary  Test Drive Yeah Right

Jonas Brothers Only Human Sucker

Juliet - Sebastian Javier

June - Sage Charmaine

Just My Luck - Tia Ray & Kehlani

Kailee Morgue Go to Sleep Headcase

Katy Perry 365 Harleys in Hawaii

Kiss Me Thru the Phone - Soulja Boy

Lalala - Y2K, bbno$

Last Hurrah - Bebe Rexha

Lauv Drugs & the Internet I’m So Tired

Lava Lamp - Dandi

Left to Right - Marteen

Lennon Stella La Di Da Polaroid Workin’ on It

Lifeguard - iamnotshane

Lovefool - The Cardigans

Love Me Wrong - Allie X & Troye Sivan

Love You Like That - Dagny

Madison Beer Fools  Hurts Like Hell

Maggie Lindemann Friends Go Would I

MAGIC! Girl at Coachella Lay You Down Easy 

Make You Mine - Public

Mango Love - Shawn Wasabi & SATICA

Mask - joe.k

MAX Love Me Less One Two Things Worship

Middle of the Night - Monsta X

Miss Americana & the Heartbreak Prince - Taylor Swift

MØ Blur Don’t Leave Kamikaze Nostalgia  On & On  Red Wine 

Mona Lisa - Valntn & Peter Fenn

mxmtoon Blame Game Prom Dress

My Family - Karol G & Migos & Rock Mafia & Snoop Dogg

Nobody - Emilee

No Sleep - Martin Garrix & Bonn

Nostalgia - The Beamish Brothers

NOTD Keep You Mine Romantic (NOTD remix) So Close

Ocean Man - Ween

October - Alessia Cara

Oh Wonder I Wish I Never Met You Super Love

Only You - Cheat Codes & Little Mix

On the Low - Justin Park

Pardon Me - Dion

Permission - New Hope Club

Pharmacy - Isaac Dunbar

Pink - No Rome

Post Malone ♪ from his album Hollywood’s Bleeding ♬ A Thousand Bad Times Circles Die for Me  Goodbyes Take What You Want 

PRETTYMUCH Blind Solita

Quinn XCII U & Us Wayback (remix)

R3HAB All Comes Back To You Don’t Give Up on Me Now Lullaby This Is How We Party

Raincoat - Kieron Lee & Chloe Ho

Rebels - Ivy Adara

Red Sippy Cup - Ellis G & Tristen the God

Rei Brown Picture Frames Real Love

Rescue Me - OneRepublic

Right Now - Nick Jonas & Robin Schulz

Rolex - Ayo & Teo

Roots - Galantis & Valerie Broussard

Roxanne - Arizona Zervas

Ruel Free Time Real Thing Younger

Say It to My Face - Maty Noyes

Selena Gomez Bad Liar I Can’t Get Enough

Sick Thoughts - Lewis Blissett

Skeletons - keshi

Speechless - Dan + Shay

Stay Home - Faye Risakotta

Sugarplum Elegy - Niki

Summer Love - Hyu

Summer Time High Time - Cuco & J-Kwe$t

Summertime in Paris - Jaden & Willow

Suncity - Khalid & Empress Of

Superfruit - Maude Latour

Sweet Little Lies -  bülow

Swimming in Your Feelings - Haven

Talking Loud - Jennifer Zhang

Tell Me - Mika-Intersection

tell me how you rly feel - adam&steve & Lostboycrow

Tessa Violet Bad Ideas Crush

Thank You - Junny

The Chainsmokers Family Kills You Slowly Takeaway

The Vamps All Night All the Lies Can We Dance  Just My Type  Middle of the Night Missing You  Somebody to You  We Don’t Care 

Think About Me - dvsn

Tired - Jasmine Sokko

Tomorrow Tonight - Loote

Virtual Reality - ieuan

Waste My Time - Grace VanderWaal

Why Don’t We Come to Brazil I Don’t Belong in This Club I Still Do Mad At You  Unbelievable  What Am I (Casualkimono remix)

Why Don’t We - Austin Mahone

Why Haven’t I Met You? - Cameron Dallas

Woke Up Late - Drax Project & Hailee Steinfield

Yellow Hearts - Ant Saunders

Yoandri All the Way Bravo Cherry on Top It’ll Be Ok Only You

You & Me - Marc E. Bassy

You Got Issues - spring gang & Amaranthine

Young the Giant Apartment  Cough Syrup

Zayn Rumors There You Are

In French:

Tous Les Mêmes - Stromae

In Spanish:

Rebeca - Mc Livinho & Gerex & Maejor

Teléfono - Aitana (remix with Lele Pons)

Electronic:

Monster Gambling in Tokyo - Idealism

Sorry I Like You - Burbank

Sunset Lover - Petit Biscuit

#music #2019 #english

[crimedawgbylaw]

Rap music I liked, 2018

ATLANTA:

1. Gunna -  “Oh Okay (feat. Young Thug & Lil Baby)” 2. Trippie Redd - “I Kill People! (feat. Tadoe & Chief Keef)”  3. YFN Lucci - “Propane (feat. YFN Kay & YFN Trae Pound)” 4. Playboy Carti - “Mileage (feat. Chief Keef)” 5. Zaytoven & Future - “Mo Reala” BONUS: Young Thug - “High (feat. Elton John)”

BATON ROUGE:

1. Kevin Gates - “Change Lanes” 2. Maine Musik - “Shanzu” 3. 70th Street Carlos - “Bang Bang” 4. Mista Cain - “Best Friend” 5. Vintage Rippah - “How We Play It (feat. Que Almighty & Jungle Muzik Larry)” BONUS: Joeazzy - “Let Me In (feat. Mouse On Tha Track)” [Video Version]

BAY AREA

1. SOB X RBE - “Paramedic (feat. Kendrick Lamar)” 2. Nasty Nate - “91 Premium (feat. Mike Sherm)” 3. Daboii - “Ridin” 4. ALLBLACK - “ALLWHITE” 5. Husalah - “Bad Young Thang” BONUS: NyNy - “Arco (feat. Daboii)”

CANADA:

1. Drake - “Nice For What” 2. Ramriddlz - “Cheeseman” 3. Lil Berete - “Migraines” 4. 88Glam - “Blue Faces” 5. 2Kz - “Wild” BONUS: Big Lean - “Henny Hardaway Remix”

CHICAGO:

1. Valee & Jeremih - “Womp Womp” 2. G Herbo - “Who Run It Remix (feat. Lil Uzi Vert)” 3. Kanye West - “I Love It (feat. Lil Pump)” 4. Vic Mensa & Valee - “Dim Sum” 5. Calboy - “Envy Me” BONUS: FBG Duck - “Slide”

DETROIT:

1. Sada Baby & Drego - “Bloxk Party” 2. Cash Kidd - “Text Now” 3. Sada Baby & FMB DZ - “Rock With Us” 4. Jeno Cashh - “Dog Food (feat. Peezy & FMB DZ)” 5. Cammy Bands - “40 Bars” BONUS: Peezy - “Back End”

DETROIT/BAY AREA COLLABS:

1. Slimmy B - “Lockdown (feat. Cash Kidd)” 2. Philthy Rich & FMB DZ - “Buss Down Brothers” 3. Cash Kidd - “I’m On (feat. Yhung T.O.)” 4. Bandgang - “Ain’t No Problem (feat. SOB X RBE & Shredgang Mone)” 5. Teflon Twaun - “Fidgeting (feat. Sada Baby & Nef The Pharaoh)” BONUS: Philthy Rich & Peezy - “Eastside (feat. Jim Jones)”

DMV:

1. Black Fortune - “DMV Anthem” 2. Creek Boyz - “Trap Digits” 3. Vintage Lee - “Hennythings Possible” 4. Baby 9eno - “Take Risk (feat. Big Boss Donno)” 5. Shaboozey - “Break The Band (How Could You)” BONUS: Lil Dude & Goonew - “Quick Draw”

EMO RAP:

1. Juice WRLD - “Scared Of Love” 2. Pi’erre Bourne - “Hacked My Instagram” 3. Trippie Redd - “Taking A Walk” 4. Princess Nokia - “Morphine” [Video Version] 5. Lil Peep - “Life Is Beautiful” BONUS: LEAVEMEALONE - “No Smoke”

FLORIDA:

1. YNW Melly - “Virtual (Blue Balenciagas)” 2. Kodak Black - “Calling My Spirit” 3. JayO Sama - “Drama” 4. City Girls - “Act Up 5. Kiddo Marv - “Visa (feat. John Wicks, Freese Cola, YBJ & CBE)” BONUS: GlokkNine - “Hide & Seek (feat. FSG Bangout, RugRatOD & Fooli)” 

LOS ANGELES:

1. Shoreline Mafia - “Nun Major” 2. Kendrick Lamar - “King’s Dead (feat. Jay Rock, Future & James Blake)” 3. 03 Greedo - “Wake Me Up In Traffic (feat. Shoreline Mafia & Drakeo The Ruler)” 4. Earl Swavey - “2Way Freestyle” 5. Blueface - “Bleed It” BONUS: YBN Almighty Jay - “Chopsticks”

NEW YORK:

1. Sheck Wes - “Mo Bamba” 2. Abillyon - “Smoked (feat. Poppa Da Don)” 3. French Montana - “No Stylist (feat. Drake)” 4. Cardi B - “I Like It (feat. Bad Bunny & J Balvin)” 5. Envy Caine - “Never Stop” BONUS: A$AP Rocky - “Praise The Lord (feat. Skepta)”

UNITED KINGDOM:

1. AJ Tracy - “LO(V/S)ER” 2. Headie One - “Know Better (feat. RV)” 3. Silwood Nation - “Part Of Our Town” 4. Kenny Allstar - “Tracksuit Love (feat. Headie One)” 5. Jon E Cash - “Hoods Up Dub (Sam Binga & Chimpo RMX ft Trigga & Killa P)” BONUS: Not3s - “M3 Not You”

10 FROM OTHER PLACES:

1. Don Toliver - “Backend” [Houston]  2. Lil Uzi Vert - “New Patek” [Philadelphia] 3. Amine - “Reel It In” [Portland] 4. Blocboy JB - “Rover” [Memphis] 5. Owty - “That’s Me” [???]  6. FNN B Will - “Fire Bricks” [Shreveport, LA]  7. Travis Scott - “Can’t Say (feat. Don Toliver)” [Houston]  8. Sango - “Khlorine (feat. Smino)” [Seattle/St. Louis]  9. Meek Mill - “Oodles O’ Noodles Babies” [Philadelphia] 10. Tierra Whack - “Fuck Off” [Philadelphia] 

25 NOT RAP SONGS:

A. Boogie Wit Da Hoodie - “Play Me Now” Ajebutter22 - “Ghana Bounce Remix (feat. Mr. Eazi & Eugy)” Bad Bunny - “Estamos Bien” Bakar - “WTF” Bali Baby - “Backseat” Burna Boy - “Calm Down” Christine & The Queens - “Girlfriend (feat. Dam-Funk)” Deejay Astral - “Duality” Drake - “Ratchet Happy Birthday” Ella Mai - “Whatchamacallit (feat. Chris Brown)” How To Dress Well - “Nonkilling 6 | Hunger” Jeremih & Ty Dolla $ign - “Goin Thru Some Thangz” Jorja Smith - “Where Did I Go?” Kaytranada - “NOTHIN LIKE U (feat. Ty Dolla $ign)” Khalid, 6lack & Ty Dolla $ign - “OTW” Leon Vynehall - “Movements (Chapter III)” Koffee - “Toast” Mura Masa - “Move Me” Popcaan - “Lef My Gun” Rae Sremmurd - “Offshore (feat. Young Thug)” Sango - “Rude (feat. Jean Deux)” Sean Leon - “90 Bpm” Swamp Dogg - “Answer Me, My Love” Teyana Taylor - “WTP” Trey Songz - “Body High (feat. Swae Lee)”

10 ALBUMS:

1. Travis Scott - Astroworld 2. Key! & Kenny Beats - 777  3. Playboy Carti - Die Lit 4. Kodak Black - Dying To Live 5. Kevin Gates - Luca Brasi 3 6. Kanye West & Kid Cudi - Kids See Ghosts 7. Burna Boy - Outside 8. City Girls - City Code 9. Drake - Scorpion 10. Trippie Redd - Life’s A Trip BONUS: Tierra Whack - Whack World

(links provided for songs not on spotify)

#2018 #listseason #late #music #rap #notrap #greatyear #anotherone

[sundrenched-smilez]

rose, lace, wings, marble, pearl, wine

rose: what makes you feel beautiful? 

gettin to dress up or coordinate an outfit!! compliments, eyeliner, painting my nails, trying on clothes, sunlight, my hair when it works w me, esp when it gets v curly!! i lov that!! also whenever i’m topless? sometimes bc i’ve always wanted boobs, and they’re a constant reminder that i made it thru everything i thought I couldn’t, and that i’ve made so much progress and growth over the past yr, and it’s nice bein able 2 appreciate them n have em out :~)) oh!! and not having body hair, that’s always helpful for feelin nice, smooth is goode

lace: how would you describe your best friend(s)? 

sam @unstablebystander is my fav person and best best friend!! they’re rly smart and creative, and i love how they think!! they’re super innovative, and r always bettering themselves n tryin new things, and it’s super admirable of him. he’s got Such a good sense of humor, and we can joke abt anything, n tease each other, which is rare for me bc im p bad @ takin junk like that seriously unless ik the person rly well, n know they don’t mean it. so i rly appreciate that, and that we can talk abt anything together. i met them like 4 yrs ago, and im v glad i met him when i did; we were both startin exploring gender and realizing we weren’t cis, and they were a rly integral part of learnin 2 accept and love myself, and finding my gender(s) n all that jazz!! we’re like always on the same page n hella in sync, and it’s wild, and rly fun. they’re rly capable and have been thru so much, and keep goin, and they’re really amazing. i always feel better when i’m around them, n talkin, even if it’s abt simple stuff, we find a way to improve each others’ days and they make me so happy. 

roan @agayconcept is someone who i consider a v close friend!!! they’re doin such great work w the kiddos they teach, n makin such a big difference in the world bc of it!! they teach em that everyone’s minds work differently, and that there’s no one way to do something, n how important respect is, and im so happy that they have the opportunity to teach their kids these lessons :~)) im super proud of em. also!!! they’re rly great w fashion n have an amazing taste in music, and in general!! we’re always listen to eachothers probs n comforting each other, n sharin good things in our lives, n that we find, and theyre a huge sweetheart 

wings: list five things you love about yourself 

i love my hair!!

 that i lov tellin bad joaks n laughin w ppl

my eyes r incredibly stunning, esp w eyeliner on, it compliments them so well.

 i love how creative and imaginative I am, and the way I think abt things, n what i’m able to create!! my fashion sense is also v loved

my ear for music is smth im proud of and wanna work more with!! 

im cheating here’s a sixth!! i love how i interact with and make art!! i wanna get into animation, and i rly love my knowledge of su, bc i can pick out an episode by a single frame, and probably tell u the line bein said if it’s one of the older or more memorable ones, and i think that’s neat

marble: what do you look for in a partner? 

I look for someone who’s willing to communicate with me, and talk anything out, even if it may seem silly. someone who listens intently to important things, and will remember things abt me n what i’m into. a big thing i’ll look for is creativity, imagination, compassion and empathy!! i love picking @ creative minds and bouncin stuff off of them w ppl, and as someone who’s into music, art and animation as i am, i feel it’s important to b w someone who’s at least a bit into any of those things. writing counts, bc that’s still creating smth and a lovely thing

ppl who aren’t super short compared to me? just bc i get uncomf towering over ppl. eyes r very very important to me, u can see a lot in them, and i have a thing abt readin them. brown eyes r a big bonus tbh, i’m a slut for em 

bein strong isnt necessary but is Very Hot, and i lov outdoors/nature things a lot so that’s important to me to have in common!! humor is also rly important, i gotta b able 2 make bad jokes w em c: 

pearl: what is your favourite: scent, flavour, sound, texture? 

scent is v particular, bc i have a few!! and im p sure i have synaesthesia and associate things strongly w smell, so one of my fav ones is “animal crossing for gamecube” but i can’t rly explain what that smells like? it’s got a strong memory to it tho!! i rly love bonfire smoke smell, my fav candles (endless weekend, and strawberry pretzel bar)  and when u blow a candle out 

flavour is probs thai tea? crab rangoon, good french fries, and lemon ice (culvers has it, it’s like!!! lemon ice cream but like a mix between waterice/italian ice, and sherbet. )

sound is for sure an acoustic guitar, specifically when u play w the strings and move ur hands down/up them and all sounds that it can make, and i super love accordion??? it’s such a big instrument in my memory and from my childhood, and it gives off like carnival vibes to me sometimes?? which is unique and fun and very pleasant!! it’s also such a specific feeling to me c:

wine: talk about something you are looking forward to 

there’s this rly chill n adorable game comin out this yr? early next? called ooblets!!!! it’s a mix between pokemon, stardew valley, and animal crossing and gosh,,,, it looks so incredible and i can’t wait 2 try it out : DD i love any game where u can grow stuff, interact w villagers/townsfolk and have lil pets n decorate/craft stuff!!! and it’s got All of that : DD!! it is a game for me 

#abt me #food m #cassette tapes #:~))

[polizwrites]

WIP Update - 2 Mar 2022

Pushed hard to wrap up the Tony Stark Bingo and Buckuary Intersectional Bingo - posted at least one fanwork every day last week (and doubled up a few days)  with a word count coming in at  1686 words - yay me!   The TSB and BIB masterposts will be coming out shortly. 

I’m up to 10 active WIPs  (with a couple of maybe TBCs)  with my current deadline being the WinterHawk Bingo which wraps up the end of April.  I may try to get some pieces written for the WinterIron Month event, but honestly haven’t even looked at the prompt list yet.   I’m also resurrecting  the languishing WIP  My Love is Vengeance  and hope to get some traction on this. 

On the crafting side, I have two Stuffed With Character commissions  slots open for March at the moment.

See  below cut for the specific bingos/challenges/etc I am working on -   feel free to send me prompts or plot bunnies as well as asks regarding any of these projects   (or any other WIPs I’ve got out there) – they really help feed the Muse and keep me motivated!

Tony Stark Mark V Bingo [TSB_MkV]  (Runs thru 28 Feb 2022)

Twenty three fills from my original card plus two adopted fills = blackout!!!  Watch for my masterpost coming soon.

* S4 - May Parker -   Tony Stark Bingo Mark V - January Round Robin   posted last Thursday - I wrote the wrap up as well - so ended up with     520 words counting towards the total.

*  T1 - KINK: A/B/O Society -  posted Chapter 2 of  Flawed Hypothesis  on Thursday - it came in at 1001 words. Chapter 3 is just barely started at  69.  Am struggling with this - looking for cheer readers/betas!   Current  Last Line: “Gonna give my gorgeous omega everything he needs.”      

* R1 - AU: Alice in Wonderland - The podfic version of Go Ask Friday – (which is around a half-hour long) posted on Saturday.

Buckuary Intersectional Bingo [BIB] (Runs thru 28 Feb 2022)

Pushed hard to get  eighteen fills posted, giving me a Row 1 and Row 5 bingo, along with Steve and Tony column bingos - am pretty pleased with how many fills I got done in two months!  The masterpost will come out later this week. 

* B3 - Steve + FREE -   PoliZ's Stuffed Marvels - WWII Cap & Howlie Bucky   posted yesterday here on Tumble -  crossing over with my Stucky Power Couple square.  

* U4 - Tony + Canon Compliant  -  Posted  The End of a Long Day  on Saturday - Bucky POV of the initial encounter with Iron Man in the Siberian base; it came in at 440 words.

* C1 - FREE + Supernatural Elements -  Posted In Exchange on Friday - it crosses over with my WinterHawk Body Swap square. Clint POV of being body swapped with his teammate (and crush) - it came in at 1743 words.

* K5 - Sam + Canon Divergent - Posted After One Or Two False Starts  on Saturday as well;  Sam’s POV of the party at the end of the Falcon and the Winter Soldier, with a hint of pining!Sam/SamBucky if you squint.  It came in at 360 words.

* Y5 - Natasha + Canon Divergent-   wrote a last minute drabble: Romanova Still Roams  that has a premise I might play with more in the future if there’s interest. 

WinterHawk Bingo - Round 3 [WHB_R3] (Runs thru 30 Apr 2022)

Three fills posted - one WIPs at the moment - shooting for a Row 1 bingo at minimum.  

* B1 - Red Room!Clint -  Winter Soldier training Red Room recruits with prospective title  Love in a Dangerous Time?

* B2 - Stuck in Elevator -  probably will podfic  Livin’ It Up (While We’re Goin’ Down)  – if I can manage to read steamy stuff aloud!      

*I1 - Harry Potter AU - looking for ideas/collaborator for this, since am not a huge HP fan.

* I5 - Body Swap - see   FREE + Supernatural Elements  from BIB above.

Stucky Bingo - Round 3 [SB R3] (Runs thru 31 May 2022)

Sixteen fills with 4 WIPs and a  couple of Vague Ideas. Shooting for a Column O bingo to start.  

* I3 - Power Couple -  see  BIB Steve + FREE above.

* N5 - KINK: Sugar Daddy  - possible addition to   Takin’ What They’re Givin’ (‘Cause I’m Workin’ for a Livin’)?   May throw my STBB ID Porn square in on this as well.

* G3 - “I thought you were smaller”     The second chapter of  Never More to Go Astray  will fill this prompt.  I was shooting for 3 short  chapters with one from each character POV, although the Muse is poking me to make this a longer fic… Chapter 2 is sitting at 961 words and should post Friday; chapter 3 is currently at   750 words.   Current last line:   He would surely be the subject of experimentation by the syndicate’s scientists, who were rumored to be ruthless in their search for knowledge.

* O2 - AU: A/B/O  - see TSB  KINK: A/B/O Society  square above

* ADOPTED2 : Incubi/succubi AU -  last Friday’s  @flashfictionfridayofficial‘s prompt  of Setting Heaven On Fire, combined with a poem I wrote years & years ago gave me a great lead-in for a  Stucky-by-proxy fic  - currently sitting at 224 words. Current Last Line:   It’s not my fault if they consider it a sin.

Steve | Tony | Bucky Bingo Round 2 [STBB R2]  (Runs thru 30 Jun 2022)

Seven fills, and two WIPs.  Taking advantage of the One Fill, One Bingo opportunity

* N2 - AU: Western  - possible crossover with MWAPB  Next Door Neighbors  – I have a decent idea for this one  (semi-inspired by a recent re-read of  Laura Ingalls Wilder A Long Winter) and jotted down about 225 words’ worth of notes/VERY rough draft.  May hold on to this to see if I can crossflll with an upcoming TSB square.  

* G1 - Thunderstorm  -  The upcoming Chapter 5 of  To Tame a Werewolf  will fill this square and is currently sitting at  292 words. Current Last Line: James pushed his head between Anthony’s arm and body, making a shrugging motion.

* O4 - Lazy Sunday Morning -  have a smutty WinterIron idea for this one; need to get it jotted down and then  hold on to see if I can combine with an upcoming TSB or BBB square.  

Started something to combining the following squares for the One Fill, One Bingo badge:    B5 - “Aliens, again?”, I5 - Lifeguard,  N5 - Barbeque,  G5 - River Rafting, O5 - Wakanda.    Avengers + Guardians in a partying mood = a huge headache for T’Challa.   It’s currently sitting at 339 words. Current Last Line:   I’m Sam, Sam Wilson – another friend of Steve’s.

Agent Carter Bingo [ACB] - (Runs through 1 Sep)

Picked  up this 4x4 card last month - no fills planned yet, but I’ve got a   long-languishing  unpublished WIP that will slot nicely into at least   one, possibly two of these squares.   Holding off on actively working on  anything til I can clear my plate a bit.

Avengers Bingo [AvB] (Runs thru 24 Dec)

Two fills posted and 0 WIPs - I decided to further challenge myself by pairing up  each square with a unique combo of 2 original MCU Avengers! With the help of the STB Enthusiasts Discord folks - I’ve got all 16 squares   planned out, at least in terms of who to write about, and half of them   have some sort of idea or crossover square to go along with them.       Feel free to toss other plot bunnies my way…  

* A2 - On the Run  - Natasha & Steve - crossover with  MWAPB - Farmer’s Market?   post CA:CW Wakanda ?

*  A4 - Mutual Pining  - Steve/Thor - crossover with  MWAPB - Thor.

* A3 - Reunited  -   Clint & Natasha  -  Endgame Ronin scene?

*  B3 - Road Trip  -  Bruce & Thor  - Post Grandmaster, pre-Thanos  space shenanigans

* C1 - Opposites Attract - Clint/Thor  - there was a fun Tumblr headcanon going around about a Bumbling Foreigner whose ignorance of local customs  results in him flirting with/proposing to the prince - this seems like a perfect matchup!  

*  C3 - Reincarnation AU  -  Natasha & Tony  - post-Endgame

* C4 - Bodyguard AU  -  Thor/Tony  -  young!Tony - crush on Cap plays into attraction  (obvious title - Thunderstruck)  - holding on this til next round of TSB.  

* D1 - Friends w/ Benefits  - Clint/Steve - crossover with MWAPB Hawkeye/Clint Barton.

D2 - Romeo & Juliet AU  -  basic idea:  Steve (jock) & Tony (geek) trying out for title roles in R&J - despite their respective friend groups thinking it’s a terrible idea.  Both cliques end up becoming friends.  

* D3 - Bed Sharing -  Bruce/Natasha - AoU compliant.

Man With a Plan (Steve Rogers) Bingo [MWAPB] (Runs thru 31 Dec)

Three fills, 0 WIPs and several Vague Ideas.

* B2 - Next Door Neighbors  - see  STBB AU: Western  above

* B3 - Farmer’s Market  - see  AvB On the Run above

* I3 - Thor  - see AvB Mutual Pining above

*  I4 - Pre-Serum Steve  -  see  BIB Steve+ Canon Compliant above.

* O2 - Sex Pollen -  Teenage Groot pollen =  aphrodesia  hijinks. Quill & Gamora warn the  couple (stucky)/throuple (Stuckony)  ahead of time, so no dub-con  

* O3 - Hawkeye/Clint Barton  -  see AvB - Friends w/ Benefits  above.

* O4 - Stucky  -  see BIB   Natasha + Supernatural Elements  above.

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On  other creative fronts:  I finished WWII Peggy and have a Sonic the Hedgehog cut out and ready to start.  

if you’re looking for one of a kind gifts (for a friend or something for yourself!)  you can plan ahead for  the next holiday season and check out Stuffed With Character   over on Facebook for a full list of my designs (now over 80!). They’re  mostly Marvel and monsters, but I have some Star Wars, Star Trek, DC   and Disney figures as well. Plus I love to take custom design requests  for any fandom!

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