#actually tearing up a little

[ghosts-of-the-apocalypse]

SIR PENTIOUS FANS STAY WINNING

IM GOING INSANE

I LOVE THIS LITTLE GUY SO MUCH ADJSHJSHDHAVKKAIGAUAVIAVAKGBLABTCWXUVLHVLAVOTCAIXAUAUCAICIFC

#SCREAMING THROWING UP PISSING SHITTING LOSING MY GODDAMN MIND #I cant 😭😭😭 hes just so cute especially in his angelic form #also side tangent but were any of you guys around for the brief TVsnake ship era? #honestly kinda love that. that all died tho when my heart crumbled in that ep 2 scene. #cherrisnake now reigns supreme. im so proud of the snake boy #fuck you vox #im so sorry for the Pentious spam #but you dont understand my joy #i used to have a specific sir Pentious dedicated blog a few years back #im just so glad he's getting the recognition now #actually tearing up a little #this is peak character development #hazbin hotel #sir Pentious #hazbin hotel spoilers #hazbin hotel s1 ep8 #tag rant #rambles #he deserves all the love

[puppyeared]

these two are so interesting to me

characters belong to @canisalbus

#clenches fists. im so sosososo normal about them. i think about them a normal amount (lying) #actually the 2nd image is based on some sort of anime couple pose template(?????) that i saw a while back and wanted to draw them in it #but i swear to god i CANNOT FUCKING FIND IT. i was literally knee deep in yuri and yaoi fanart for hours trying to find that god damn photo #but i dont even know who the characters were and pinterest just shows me bakugou and deku making out sloppy style whenever i try #so i gave up an tried drawing it from memory and cried the whole time. i hate anatomy.. but they look so happy so its fine #god whenever i see Lore or sweet little tidbits for these two i want to tear into something with my teeth and throw something /pos #i genuinely want to study these gay little renaissance dogs under a microscope #what fucks me up is the fact that we all know it ends horribly but u cant help loving them anyway.. they are so. incoherent hand gestures #my art #myart #others ocs #vasco #machete #vaschete #furry art #fur #anthro

[mblue-art]

BAD SANSUARY // [14] tears for owl-bones's event !

"...Killer, it just looks like I have running mascara."

"it's such a look though."

messy kisses and post-nuzzles

#badsansuary #killer!sans #self insert #mblue art #m rambles #yes he is rubbing his tears on my face #he is a menace but he is also my skrunkly my little meow meow so i still love him #i was also attacked (/lh) with goofy dorky romantic guy SOFT killer and #and with lots of giggling and playful rumble tumbling #and smooching him up until he's melted on the floor and cartoon hearts float out of him #i also think about very similar thoughts w lust my bbg beloved but this post is about killer LOL<3 #bc showering this dork w smoochies n genuine love n interest and seeing his reactions to all that is very cute methinks #adding to this bc again i was given thoughts #(girls) boys night w lust and killer but we're actually messing around with makeup and thats how i get the real running mascara look #and other whatever experimental creative makeup looks theyre gonna try on me because apparently im their canvas for the night #woohoo? yippee.

[khayalli]

Went down a devastating line of thought and I’m taking you all down with me

more pain below cut

So I read this (link @desceros) and was like “haha ouchie” and because I actually love to suffer (I’m also summoned from my little rot hole as soon as I see any mention of Lavi). I thought “what if Vi isn’t even there”.

Grief is such an intense, all consuming feeling and it’s not unusual to pretend they’re still with you. To imagine they’re there chastising you while you’re doing something you know they wouldn’t approve of. To have full conversations with (Seemingly) no one while you go about your business, feeling them there with you. Imagining they’re holding you at night, keeping you anchored as you tremble.

Beside him he has a little turtle plush Raph made when you both still had hope. The plush now has a torn piece of your shirt wrapped around her so that you’ll always together. (I wonder if its the one you were wearing when it happened).

There are also a couple of shirts tucked away somewhere that would have been hers. He gave away the rest to someone else on the base who was expecting, he just couldn’t bring himself to give them all away.

He has your shirts hoarded and on rotation to use as his pillow case. If he tries hard enough, and he’s sleep deprived enough, he can still smell traces of you. He can hear whispers of your voice when he’s really sleep deprived.

And if he manages to sleep deprive himself to the point where he sees you? Well that’s his business

(This is essentially fanfic of a fanfic).

#I suppose that virus is helping #khaya is he skinnier than you usually draw? #yes :) #yes he is :) #he life colours fade- yes #this was designed to hurt #f!donnie #donatello rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt #tmnt art #future donatello #rise!donnie #bad future rottmnt #i actually teared up a little thinking about this #dangit #khayas art

[skitskatdacat63]

Fernando Alonso & His Relationship With Cards

I'm sure we're all familar with the cards on the back of Fernando's Vegas GP helmet by now, but did you know his relationship with cards goes a lot deeper?

I. Magic Tricks

You've probably seen or heard someone at least mention Fernando's propensity for card tricks. As far as I can tell he was doing them(publically) as far back as 2003 all the way to as recently as 2018. Even once performing a card trick, with a condom and a teddy bear(!??!?!??!!), in front of Valentino Rossi who said "How was that possible?"(x)

But how did this start? According to James Allen, "Fernando admits to having been heavily influenced by his grandfather, a mercurial figure, who taught him magic and card tricks, still one of his passions away from the race track."(x) And I'm not sure the validity of this one, because I couldn't find an actual source, but apparently he once said: "My parents are responsible for the two things I like doing most - driving and magic tricks. They bought me my first go-kart and a magician's kit."

In several interviews he described it as his hobby off track, and that he loved learning new tricks and surprising others in the garage with them! So clearly cards are pretty important to him both as a hobby but also to who he is as a person since they've been with him just as long as racing has.

II. Card Symbolism in His Helmets

This is the reason I originally made this post, but I thought I should also explain the origins of his card fascination first. As I said, we probably all remember the cards on the back of his helmet in Vegas, but did you know that wasn't the first time he had cards on the back of his helmet?

From 2008-2013, he used to have a pair of cards on the back of his helmets. The symbolisms of the cards themselves as well as the evolution of their design is really fascinating to me! Even more so with the recent development of the card choice in 2023.

Fernando said he wanted to reference his two titles in some way on the back of his helmet and after his friend sent him several ideas, he decided on having two cards(an ace of clubs and an ace of hearts, sometimes pictured with 05 and 06 on them as well), saying: "I picked the cloverleaf [the ace of clubs - Ed] to give me luck, but the only pity is that it doesn't have four leaves!"(X)

2008.

Here's the very first appearance of the cards! They're displayed flat, with the 05 and 06 clearly visible

2009.

Very similar to 2008, but with a slightly different design, and they're maybe a bit more straight with less shadow?

2010.

This is the first major change! I was sad they didn't have the years on them anymore, but then I realized they're sparkly to match with his signature lightning bolts on the top of the helmet!!

2011.

Honestly I'm still somewhat unsure if this is the actual 2011 helmet? It's pretty difficult to find clear photos of the back of helmets from older seasons. It's easiest to find them on replica sites or auction sites so I'm not 100%? But anyways, I like that this has the championship years on the underside of the cards

2012.

This is when I started getting weirdly emotional about the helmets. Do you see how they've progressed from being a centerpoint to being curled up and sad at the bottom of the helmet? Not listing the year anymore??

2013.

Same thoughts as 2012. And after this season, they cease to exist (just like his ferrari chair in the garage, WOAH CALLBACK), until cards make a reeappearance in his Vegas helmet, albeit in a different form

2013 Monaco(Honorable Mention):

For some reason 2013 helmets were easier to find proper pictures of, so I happened to witness this absolute beauty. The creativity of this helmet genuinely blows me away??? Wanting to keep the card motif, but making sure to incorporate it into the rest of the puzzle piece design?? Mwah! There was another special 2013 helmet but they didn't change the cards at all so I really applaud this one

2023 Las Vegas(The Return of The King):

The magnificent return! But look! The cards are different cards! Instead of being two aces, it's now an ace of hearts, a four of hearts(his driver number of course!) and, the, now iconic, representation of himself as a Joker. I literally could not believe my eyes when this helmet was released and I saw the Joker card, what a fucking silly old man....I really wonder if he felt nostalgic having cards on his helmet again or if he didn't think about it all and was just like, "ah cards because Vegas!!!"

III. Why Does This Matter?

*The rest of the post was factual, this is moreso my personal thoughts on the symbolism of the cards/designs

This post spawned from me recently watching the 2010 Bahrain gp and noticing "hey wait a minute...are those CARDS ON THE BACK OF HIS HELMET!?" It's a really tiny detail that's unfortunately covered up by the HANS device pretty much whenever he's wearing the helmet, so it's really difficult to spot! But I became fascinated with the fact that he had cards on his helmet before that recent helmet, and now here we are!

There's something to me about how the design of the cards evolves over the course of six seasons from the cards being front and center to being smaller, more folded up and closer to the bottom of the helmet. As I said, the 2012-2013 ones genuinely made me depressed because it feels, symbolically, like his hopes for getting another Ace are becoming more and more unlikely and falling away until they eventually fall falt and fade away entirely after 2013 and disappear for basically a decade.

But when they return? They're not the same cards! Instead of representing Fernando's championships, they now represent him as a person, displaying his driver number and his persona of being a Joker!! Though I do think it's interesting he happened to keep the Ace of Hearts, even though he talked more about the Ace of Clubs before. I'm not sure it's actually this deep in reality, but I like to think that it's him not letting his championships(and the lack thereof) define him, but rather letting who he is as a person shine and be the centerpoint instead! But on a sadder note, as @suzuki-ecstar said to me, maybe the Aces aren't there anymore because he's lost all hope for a chance at a third Ace entirely :(

#yes its finals week and im up to my eyes in coursework but instead decided to spend like 5 hours researching and writing this post #nah bcs i actually genuinely put more work into this then I think I have all semester dsfjdskjg #that thing about him using a condom and teddy bear in a magic trick genuinely had me crying with laugher. actual tears rolling down my face #<- HOW!?!? WHAT WAS THE TRICK?? its literally inconceivable to me what he did. oh if only there were pics UGH #anyways!! this post was a lot of fun to make!! i really really love the symbolism and design of helmets so this was a rly fun project #and i also went down a lot of rabbitholes while make this and saw many very weird articles from yore #i feel like i make an equal amnt of deranged posts abt seb and nando but i dont know why nando is gifted w all my well researched projects #<- i.e. chair post. that was the same level of research as this one but at least this one i could find actual sources about.... #idk theres smth about the extremely long history of nando's history that evokes research posts like this KLAJSLSKDJ #theres just so much that i dont think I ever really see people discussing! so i must create. #haha what was that joke tag i wanted to make abt my researched posts? I think: #normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion #<- one day ill go back and actually tag posts w that. bcs the amtn of research compared to my actual schoolwork is so unwell #fernando alonso #fa14 #f1 #formula 1 #catie.rambling.txt #we do a little bit of f1

[canisalbus]

A sequel where Vasco scoops up his sad little worm and gives him all the love he deserves. Reminds me of those posts where a partner is goes “babe, would you still love me if I was a worm?”

.

#- scoops up his sad little worm - #why does this image get me so close to actually tearing up #answered #anonymous #get yourself someone who would love you as a worm

[lavaflowe]

“Suck it” - Wukong, Havoc in Heaven

#Wukong tearing up the peach orchard like it’s his last time (it is) #pov: Jade Emperor #Wukong on his 5th immortal peach #Wukong being a little shit is my favorite actually #sun wukong #jttw #journey to the west #my art #this is like I slapped lmk Wukong and 1964 Wukong into one design

[twixfamily]

the first thing i noticed during anya’s house tour for yor is how well decorated and filled with toys her bedroom was

twilight didn’t have to put that much effort into it. the rest of the apartment is nice, but it’s only as much as he needs to appear “normal”. he could’ve just given anya a bed and a desk for her studies, but he painted the walls and put up decorations. he gave her new toys and knick knacks and books so that nearly every surface was covered in clutter. and there’s a good chance that he chose a lot of those items himself.

when he met her she was stuck in a crowded orphanage and has bounced around several families in a very short period of time. the brief glimpse into her past shows us that she was experimented on by people that didn’t seem to acknowledge her needs as a little kid. and within the first few days of living with twilight anya was kidnapped from what should have been a secure place for her to live. so the next place they go he made sure to provide her with a safe space. he allowed her privacy and never stormed in to scold her, so she had no reason to fear her own room.

twilight might be hard on her when they study, but in every scene where he enters anya’s room we see him soften. it’s when she’s most vulnerable, like when she falls asleep at her desk or bawls over the mangled penguin toy. this is the spot that reminds twilight of his daughter’s age, and it grants him a space to discard his mask and recognize his affection for her.

twilight has no idea how to interact with children, but he needs anya to trust him for the sake of the mission. so he gives her what he hasn’t had since his own childhood: a home.

#i could go on forever about the parallels between twilight and anya #she’s just a little kid yanked into a war without warning #and you can see the way it tears him up inside when he considers staying with her beyond the mission #he joined WISE to ensure the happiness of children but when he’s face to face with an actual kid it’s too painful #spy x family #twilight spy x family #loid folger #anya forger

[arsenicflame]

absolutely delicious flavour of edizzy is where theyre Actually Married but neither of them know it, while also being acutely aware of everything-

they celebrated 25 years of their matelotage. they are having sex on the regular. both of them think the other thinks their contract is purely for financial reasons and the sex is just fun + convenience.

#'hes just having sex with /me/ because he knows im not going to stab him in the back (literally)' #meanwhile theyre having the most tender schmoopy sex known to man because theyre both so fucking in love #(not 2 say anything abt the actual sex theyre having they can be as rough as they want itll still be tender because theyre having FEELINGS) #'of course we have a matlotage it'd be silly to not have a financial agreement when our lives are so entwined. whats mine is his' #and at the same time theyre celebrating anniversaries with blowout bashes and gifts and shit and just #theyre so fucking aware of their marriage but theyre SO STUPID about it #'but what if he doesnt like me like that' about the man whos slept next to him for decades #nyxtalks #ofmd #izzy hands #israel hands #edizzy #blackhands #anyway it ends when someone else finally points it out #classic steddyhands set up. eds talking about his relationship with izzy and stedes like 'youre married' 'yeah but not like that' #'absolutely yes like that edward- am i the other woman?????' and it takes a few days and a lot of convincing but they talk about it #and realise oh theyve been real actual married all their lives huh #que more fucking schmoopy sex. hand holding and tears and shit and maybe its a little cringe but its their wedding night ok ????????

[sunlightnmoonshine]

I would like to point out that yoon *I loved you longer and more than your husband* eunseong resorted to pretending to be hyunwoo to get with haein.

It's giving clown energy.

#queen of tears #kdrama #I will never run out of bad things to say about this man #every time he shows up my brain short circuits a little #I can't imagine dealing with a person like this in reality #and what is freaky is that ppl like this actually exist

[starheirxero]

So I found this on youtube-

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=9fPjEAZUd-s

This is so Lunar and Eclipse- This is SO Lunar and Eclipse, my goodness-

Hyperlink here but also anon how DARE YOU SO CASUALLY LEAVE THIS IN MY INBOX THIS DESTROYED ME. I got around to watching this a few says ago and I haven't been able to stop thinking about it. Maybe you were never nice at all. I thought you liked me. FUCK EVERYTHING I made it into a mini comic because of how hard this gut punched me WHATEVER!!!! DIES ON THE FLOOR.

#asks #anon #LITERALLY DEVESTATING. ITS SO THEM IT ACTUALLY MADE ME TEAR UP A LITTLE BIT AHAJAHSJSNDK #THEY MAKE ME UNWELL. STARTS PUNCHING AIR. DIES ALL OVER THE FLOOR. AAUAUAAGHGHHHHH #sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams #sams lunar #lunar sams #lunar #sams eclipse #eclipse sams #eclipse #eclipse and lunar show #< implied 2 be around that time. yk...... #angst #xero creations

[andi-o-geyser]

“What you did was very brave.”

“...Yeah. Brave, that’s me.”

“Come on, big boy. Let’s get you somewhere warm.”

#when i say i actually teared up #who would have expected this episode to be my favourite? not me but i am SO happy #never underestimate my love of pike trickfoot and grog strongjaw; best buddies for life <3 #its the little&big sibling dynamics that just hit me right in the heart #im love them #pike trickfoot #grog strongjaw #tlovm #tlovm spoilers #tlovm s2 #the legend of vox machina #legend of vox machina #lovm #critical role #vox machina #cr1 #andis thought geyser

[hella1975]

just rewatched the cameo dante basco did for taob a few years ago and im going a little crazy about it

#‘I know you’re a little stressed about what uni you’re gonna get into’ I AM ABOUT TO GRADUATE KING. CAN YOU BELIEVE #I actually don’t watch this cameo as much as I should it’s been months since I last saw it and it’s bc I genuinely tear up every time #‘your voice matters’ ‘keep writing. /keep writing/’ well bossman my head is in my fucking hands to be frank #and ofc REDEMPTION IS A HUMAN WORD. IN ZUKO’S VOICE LORDDDDDDD IM GOING CRAZY #taob #atla #everyone who organised that cameo know i am kissing you in a manner that would disgust and confuse the general public

[sunglassesmish]

he’s so 🥰🥰 — https://x.com/honeybeemish/status/1710045739873694086?s=46&t=eTIYBJflezjsZxlN-TlYeQ

he is 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

#anon #ask #misha collins #i’m tearing up a little actually #i love him so much #perfect thing to see after a long day and teddy next to me

[smoking-old-toby]

it gives me a heartache thinking of bilbo and thorin's canon ending. that's why i read so many bagginshield fics. i just need them to have their happy ending

#in my feelings actually tearing up a little #bagginshield #thilbo #the hobbit #smoking old toby

[skitskatdacat63]

I don't think I can ever emotionally recover from these

#the inherent romance of monaco parc ferme #seriously these murdered me i really can never recover from them #screaming crying THEM!!!!!!!! THEM!!!! THEMMMMM LOOK AT THEM!!!!! #jense's hand basically covering the breadth of seb's back im normal im normal im normal im normal im normal #the gif version of this you can only see seb's face and hes very fond too sob sob and they keep holding hands while theyre talking sob sob #THE WAY SEB'S CLOSING HIS EYES ANF RESTING HIS CHIN ON JENSE'S SHOULDER AND JENSE'S SMILE ABT IT #JENSE'S FOND EXPRESSION IN THE 2ND PIC LOOK AT THE WAY HES LOOKING AT HIM WITH THOSE FOND EYES IM GONNA CRY #pictures that make me need to get up and run laps around the room bcs im seriously gonna burst into tears #2011 sebson makes me roll around in bed kicking my feet and screaming #WHO IS DOING IT LIKE THEM!!! WHO ELSE WOULD TREAT AND LOOK AT THE GUY WHO JUST BEAT HIM WITH SUCH AFFECTION!?!??!?!??! #i seriously am gonna lose it when i watch the 2011 races i think i willl actually combust i cant handle it #('pictures that automatically make me think of Solar Flare') #(these are from before that fic takes place yet are the most romantic pics ive ever seen in my life) #(solar flare!mark was so right when he told jb that he and seb look in love in literally every pic of them together) #sebson #jenson button #sebastian vettel #sv5 #jb22 #we do a little bit of f1 #f1 #formula 1 #formula one #2011 monaco gp #2011 monaco grand prix