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Sad Girl (Mommy Issues)

Jungkook may be going away, but he'll forever be with you.

Word Count: 2.126

Warning: yandere themes, smut, angst, vomiting, hitting, slapping, oral (m receiving), kissing, mc makes dumb decisions but whats new tbh?

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Meeting with Seokjin wasn't something you desired to do, especially after being with Jungkook for a final time. Things felt bittersweet, coming home to your husband that was. You adored him, but the way he captures you in his arms and assures to you that he didn't go through with the procedure was what makes you stiffen. Jin wasn't one to lie in the relationship - that was you, obviously. However, him stating that he didn't get the vasectomy makes shiver run up your spine.

You're left conflicted. You'd forever feel horrible for your terrible decisions with Jungkook, and you feel as though you can cry in your husbands embrace now. He remained selfless while you were selfish - concerned more about your desires than his.

You forgot what it felt like to have Jin's hands on your body and kissing your skin. Jin was always the loving type, savoring the way he made you feel. But you were the one that needed to show your love and appreciation for him - for allowing you to come back to him each time. You're sure he doesn't know of your infidelity, but you do understand he cares about you enough to change his mind about something so crucial.

Your tongue finds itself wrapped around Jin's cock, slowly sucking the tip of it just how he likes. Your mouth is wet and inviting and all your husband can do is sit back and enjoy your advances.

You bring Jin into your throat, so deep that you gag when he hits your uvula. But, you do not mind. You enjoy pleasuring him, now more than ever. Jin releases a deep groan. His legs feel like jelly, and he was trying his hardest to not give out. You were on your knees in their bedroom - not even waiting for him to sit upon the bed before you began sucking on him.

Your eyes water, but you don't stop. You blink the watery tears away and lock your eyes with Jin's. He offers a small smile, eyes twinkling. You missed the way Jin smiled at you, almost like a craving. You're unsure where the bond the two of you held was slowly dwindling that it caused you to foolishly jump into bed with Jungkook.

Jin craved for you just as you did him. He wasn't an idiot to know your heart was slowly going elsewhere. The number of times you returned home smelling unlike yourself and more of a man - earthy scents that didn't even belong to him. You were diligent enough to not come home with any unknown marks, but that didn't mean that whoever the man was didn't leave an emotional mark upon you.

Jin plunges inside of you needily, your legs wrapped firmly around him. Usually, he would be gentle with you. After all, you were his wife and not some random whore off of the street. But after not having you in months, he appeared animalistic. He takes you in any position you allow him. He fucks you into the mattress, just to flip you and him. While you insisted on riding him, he had other plans. He fucks into you, arms wrapped firmly around your torso so you couldn't run from him.

Jin ponders if you're coming back to him fully when the two of you were done, the sexual atmosphere now turned to a sleepy one. Your head is laid upon his chest, left hand softly rubbing his stomach. You're dozing off and Jin decided that he would leave good enough alone - for now. He would deal with your past affairs (as long as you fully ended) and forget about them. After all, he lied about not getting his vasectomy.

You're grateful that cameras aren't allowed inside the courtroom. You'd be horrified having this exchange recorded. You already feel sick to your stomach having to be close to Jungkook - his mother didn't make anything easy. She wasn't a woman of many words it appeared. She stood beside her son in court as his lawyer. She spoke with such passion and prestige that even you began to believe the woman's words as if she was present the entire time.

Jungkook had done a number on you. Jimin was expelled from the university, and he was convinced Jungkook had something to do with it - and also had his hands of his kitchen burning down. But, without any evidence, there was nothing that could convict Jungkook. You had gone back to keeping Jungkook at a distance and being sure to never be caught alone - you didn't trust yourself with his advances.

Jungkook decided that if you chose to forget the love you and he shared then fine, but that didn't mean he wasn't going to have you forget. It took him a few days, but once he was able to get into the school's system, it wasn't hard to get everyone to see just how much you truly loved him.

The look of horror on your face as you were teaching your class for your smart board to give out and show you naked and in bed with no one other than Jungkook - a student. Your smartboard wasn't the only one, but Jin's had, as well, as did each professor who had theirs on. You had run as fast as your feet could take you - which wasn't far - before you collapsed onto your knees and released the breakfast you ate onto the ground.

"My client was groomed." Jungkook's mother hisses to the judge, eyes glancing at you quickly to send a glare - not only you but to the small bump forming. "By a professor. There was an obvious power dynamic."

"Your honor, no offense, but the defendant was more than willing to participate with the plaintiff." your lawyer scoffs.

"Of course, he was. My client saw someone he deemed attracted to. Kim Y/N was a woman who was in a loveless marriage," you can feel your hands squeezed Seokjin's as he sat next to you. You gulped at the harshness of her tone. "and sought out not only someone years younger than her, but a student she taught as a professor!"

Your lawyer warned you ahead of time that Jeon In-Na was one of the top lawyers in the country - ironically enough - and that she would not go down without a fight. Most, if not all, of her clients had gotten deals and reduced sentences.

"Was it strictly sexual?" asks the judge. His eyes are on you and by the look of it, you note he isn't pleased with you.

You nod your head.

Jungkook furrows a brow. "You said you loved me." he hisses out to you. "You said you were going to leave him!"

You shake your head. You turn to Seokjin to clarify, but he's already shaking his head.

"Jeon-ah. No outbursts." the judge warns. "Kim Y/N. I had deeply disappointed in you. As a professor, it is your responsibility to lead your students for the better. That, not being your bedroom."

You feel your neck grow hot with embarrassment.

"You are also a victim in this. Revenge porn is an act we take seriously, Jeon-ah." the judges eyes turn to Jungkook. "And that I cannot take lightly. That is up to two years in federal court."

Jungkook feels himself stiffen.

"Is there anything you have to say, Jeon-ah?" asks the judge.

Jungkook is silent for a moment. His eyes glance to you. You meet his eyes. They're swollen and puffy. You're pale and appear famish - probably with the new changes your body is adjusting to with the baby. He swallows, throat aching.

"I'm sorry it has come to this." Jungkook speaks as if speaking directly to you. "I thought...you and I would be together, and that baby would be mine."

You feel your palms grow sweaty.

In-an shakes her head. She's unsure where she went wrong with Jungkook. To do the things he's done - admitting more than even he was being sued for. Going into someone's home and burning the place down in a fit of vengeful rage. Broadcasting a private tape incriminating him in the long run.

"The defendant will do two years in federal prison." the judge says loudly. "And a restraining order will be filed for the plaintiff against the defendant. If the defendant goes against said restraining order after his year sentence, then he will be charged once more. Are we clear, Jeon-ah?"

You feel the weight being lifted from your shoulders. You and Seokjin are the first to leave. He states that he would be pulling the car around for you while you make a quick stop at the restroom. You don't use it, instead washing your hands and face, mind on the events of the last hour.

Jungkook was going to prison. Not for long, but long enough. While Jin thought the amount of time was a joke, you were grateful that he could no longer terrorize you.

You lost your job - but you couldn't blame that solely on Jungkook.

Jin had quit, the embarrassment far too much to endure. His degree had gone in the trash and now he works as a chef in a restaurant. The money wasn't the same, but you're just grateful that he decided to stay with you. Deep down, you understood he was remaining with you more for the child you were carrying, and not for you.

You stroll out of the restroom and down the hall. Just as you rounded the corner, your eyes catch sight of Jungkook and In-Na. Her voice was dangerously low to not catch attention, but you could hear her venom laced words. Her eyes were glaring daggers at her son, who stood with his head hang low.

Your eyes widen as you watch her send a few slaps upon Jungkook's face. He stumbles back but doesn't say a word of look to defend himself - or at least shield himself from her attacks.

"I didn't pay thousands to send you to that university to get yourself kicked out!" In-na hisses, sending another slap upon Jungkook. "No private school would accept someone with such a scandal! Are you idiotic, Jungkook? Did you think of how this would affect our family?"

Jungkook doesn't respond, and if he does, you don't hear it. It was a few moments of In-na's verbal hisses before she storms off. You're unsure what to do. The halls are quiet and no one but Jungkook stands there.

Jin is waiting for you, you're sure of it.

Jungkook feels a hand upon his shoulder. He flinches, going to wipe the pathetic tears from his eyes. He turns to see you, concern drawn onto your face and now he feels like a child caught in an embarrassing situation.

"I should be going." Jungkook murmurs. He wasn't supposed to be near you.

"I'm sorry." you say to him. You're sorry more ways than one.

You're unsure what to say. Witnessing the way his mother berates him and hits him - even at his age - answers your questions. He didn't have the ideal maternal figure. In-na appeared to be someone different behind closed doors and valued what others thought of the family name instead. You could only imagine what Jungkook had to endure during his childhood that had him seek out comfort elsewhere - in you.

"As am I." Jungkook responds. "Can I...hug you?"

No, is what you wanted to respond with. Jungkook got you entangled in a mount of mess and legal fees that it was insane. But, you couldn't blame him without blaming yourself.

You nod your head and soon you find Jungkook's arms embracing you. He's warm and his scent is always inviting. He hugs you close to him, as if never desiring in letting go.

"I'm sorry, mommy." he murmurs to you and your heart breaks at the crack of his voice.

You managed to push yourself away from Jungkook a bit, yet his arms still rested on your shoulders. "Be safe." you tell him.

Jungkook connects his lips to yours. It was needy and full of hunger. You don't push him away no matter what your mind screams at you to do.

"I love you, mommy." Jungkook's words send shivers down your spine when he releases his lips from yours. He doesn't allow you to say anything - your actions and lack of words were enough. He strolls down the hallway, your lingering touch still upon him.

Jungkook knew you loved him - your actions telling him so. He had not intended on you finding him and the woman that birthed him, but he's glade you had. You cared for him still, and that was enough for him to never stop fighting for the love the two of you shared.

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