#bts what ifs

[raplinesmoon]

a brief note:

i’m not usually very eloquent with my words, so if this is rough and i say something wrong or offensive, please forgive me, it’s been hard to piece together the right words. if there’s spelling errors, this is not proofread, and I’m sorry.

I’ve always maintained that writing and this blog is a safe space for me, a place to escape from the real world when I need it. but right now, what’s going on in the world isn’t something I can escape from. it’s robbed me of my sleep and my sanity. and honestly, writing and kpop just don’t even seem like valid enough escapes anymore, even though I feel immensely privileged to have these escapes in the first place. I feel numb. but it’s not even about me or this blog or any wips I have.

if you have five minutes to scroll through my blog, or any other kpop blog on Tumblr, I urge you to take another five minutes out of your day and learn about what’s going on in Gaza right now. do your own research, and uplift voices that aren’t being heard.

the beauty of being here is being able to connect with so many people far away, across the country or even across the world. if we can use our energy to celebrate our groups and our faves, we can also do the reverse.

life as we know it is being uprooted for so many people, the least we can do is be cognizant of that, to give some of our energy to mourn their losses and grieve alongside them. even better yet, we can hope alongside them that this reality doesn’t have to endure, that more innocent lives will not be lost.

if you get nothing else from this, I’ll leave you with this — if you’ve also been like me, feeling completely scared and horrified by what’s been unfolding, i see you. i feel your pain, and if you’re grieving, i feel your loss. i ask you to remember those on the other side of this who have a right to be even more scared and even more horrified, and who deserve your attention. the world is a complex and hard to understand place, but at the same time, it’s not. it’s brutal and violent. Please remember, that far beyond and political or religious debates, foreign economic and social policy, etc, when oppressors and bullies square off, and when people are power hungry, innocent lives are always in the middle of it. and that should be something that none of us are willing to be okay with.

if you want to stop reading here, that’s totally okay, otherwise check the tags to listen to me ramble on

#as a healthcare worker I can tell you the public health crisis that is unfolding right now as a result of greed and the desire for power #should be appalling to you #also this is not to meant to be a call out to anyone on my dash - just an explanation as to where my head is and why I can’t think straight #about writing or anything #the queue will continue to run #the fics will be written one day #but right now is not the moment for that #also like I said before I’m not engaging in any discourse on this blog - this isn’t something that benefits from people who are far removed #from the situation sitting thousands of miles away and debating about what ifs #when atrocities are unfolding in real time #like I said before it’s been hard for me and so many others to speak up or find the words to voice what’s been weighing so heavily on us #so in return all anyone asks if your kindness and ability to listen and to care #and it doesn’t even have to be on Tumblr - but I just hope that for energy anyone is giving bts/svt/atz/skz and others you’re also willing #to give that energy to humans irl #which shouldn’t even have to be said #but I said it anyway #personal #isi rambles #free Palestine 🇵🇸🇵🇸🇵🇸

[pampamtiger]

what if bts decided to create a tumblr account? what do we do then? hide? 🤣

#bts #what ifs #it's nearly impossible for them to use tumblr #this is a niche site so yes

[minthy]

The Star Sanses,

with the Map of the soul: 7 song that I think it fits with them, Because I miss 2019.

(forgot to post these doodles here, yay)

Persona: Swap.

"Actually I’m real good but a little uncomfortable,

I'm still not so sure if I'm a dog or a pig or what else,

But then other people come out and put the pearl necklace on me"

(Truth to be told, I have no idea what "swap sans" really is, He's just... well.. A swap, He doesn't even have a personality the silly, He just is there to fit for the plot of your AUs, heheh, Relatable)

Ego: Dream.

"I go back every day, To me of yesterday,

To the life of giving up, I let myself go away,

But in this world, you know, There are truths unchanged,

Time rushes ever forward, There's no ifs, buts, or maybes"

(I don't think he can get over what happened, his heart is big and his ego is bigger than to let him ask for guidance and support, man release us)

Shadow: Ink.

"I wondered everyday how far I'd go,

I came to my senses and I find myself here,

Yeah, hmm, shadow at my feet,

Look down, it's gotten even bigger"

(No matter how great high and mighty he's getting, the more the shadows of his past and constant need for stimulation are driving him to a point of despair and unsatisfaction, get a grip)

#undertale #sans #undertale au #dream sans #ink sans #swap sans #swap!sans #Underswap #crossbones #ts!underswap #ts!us sans #blueberry sans #yandere swap #Blueberror #map of the soul #persona #ego #shadow #I missed my BTS era again #I am not an army anymore (Don't get on my ass for it for it again) but I still like their songs #Middle school/highschool Me was happy with it #star sanses #Dreamtale #undertale sans #sans undertale #Spotify

[kingofbodyrolls]

My Heart's Home (m) | pjm | series masterlist

Hi, and welcome to Bora Ranch!

At Bora Ranch you will rediscover who you are, reconnect with your sister, and your childhood friend, Park Jimin, that will stir old feelings back. There's a lot of ups and downs, a lot of heartbreak, misunderstandings, what ifs, bad timing, but in the end, you will know what truly makes your heart beat, and where your heart's home is.

It's a story that will take you on a heartbreaking journey to find out what love is and the meaning of 'home', coming home and finding love. There's a lot of angst in it, I'd call it HEALING ANGST. Everything will be good in the end! Just have to go through a lot of heartbreak before the sun truly shines. There's a lot of soulmates vibes/undertones in it, and it's a lovestory at it's core. It's very romancey (Why do I suddenly feel like I wrote a YA but with mature language???).

This story is HEAVLY inspired by McLoed's Daughters (both the world/setting/plot), some plot points follow that story, but most of it doesn't.

“It will take some time To find your heart And come back home You could walk for miles Cross every river And find your not alone ‘Cos I'll be there” - From McLeod’s Daughters theme song

🐴 Summary: You’d never thought you’d step foot back at the ranch– a place you used to call home a long time ago. When you are forced to go back, reconcile with your sister and a certain childhood friend that you had long forgotten, will sparks reunite? 🐴 Pairing: jimin x reader (main), jungkook x reader (only happens once in the first chapter)*, jungkook x OC (jessi), namjoon x OC (jessi), yoongi x hoseok, namjoon x oc, seokjin x oc, taehyung x oc *I also want to clarify some things about the tags/pairings! Jungkook x reader only happens once, it is crucial for the sake of the plot, but please don't let that stop you from reading it (I take it you want to read it because of Jimin x reader). Jimin x reader is the main couple! 🐴 Characters: female reader (she’s more like an OC, but isn’t mentioned by name and no “y/n”), Jimin, Jungkook, Namjoon, Yoongi, Hoseok, Seokjin, Taehyung and four female original characters. 🐴 AUs: ranch!au, slice of life!au, childhood friends to lovers!au, cowboy!au, soulmate!au 🐴 Genres: smut, humor, fluff, slow burn and angst (yes, it’s got everything lol!) 🐴 Rating: mature/explicit/R18 – this is mature/explicit content, so minors, please do not interact! 🐴 Word count: 230k (epilogue excluded) 🐴Disclaimer: I do not own BTS or know them personally and this work of fiction is purely fictional and for entertainment purposes only. The actions and personalities described in the story do not reflect those of BTS— it’s just fiction. Also, if you would kindly read the tags/warnings before reading, that would be lovely: and if you don’t like whatever is described in the tags, just hit return and find something else to read. Thank you 🌸 🐴 Warnings/tag: will be tagged for each individual chapter. But it does contain sexual themes, smut and a lot of sexual tension and a hell of a lot of angst! Like series is an emotional rollercoaster ride, it will leave you both happy, sad, frustrated, mad, angry and oh so in love. All through the series. You have been warned, lol. 🐴 Status: completed 🥳 🐴 Fancy reading on AO3? It is cross-posted there! 🐴 Do you want to see the book cover (there's a teaser too)? [it's here] 🐴 Author’s note: this series is heavily inspired by the TV show McLeod’s Daughters. Some plot points will feel familiar, while others won’t (because I don’t follow that story structure to a tee). But If you love that show that I do, I’m 100% sure you’ll love this story too! Also, I don’t expect people to really be interested in this… this is more of a story about coming home, finding home, finding love and such… and I don’t know if you want to read that sort of thing? But I fucking love it! ✨

Chapter #1 - Inheritance | word count: 8.2k | read → chapter one

Chapter #2 - It’s a Long Road | word count: 9.1k | read → chapter two

Chapter #3 - Sometimes | word count: 11.8k | read → chapter three

Chapter #4 - It Comes to This | word count: 7.5k | read → chapter four

Chapter #5 - Our Home, Our Place | word count: 11k | read → chapter five

Chapter #6 - Wild Horses | word count: 11k | read → chapter six

Chapter #7 - We Got it Wrong | word count: 9.5k | read → chapter seven

Chapter #8 - Love You, Hate You | word count: 9.5k | read → chapter eight

Chapter #9 - Take the Rain Away | word count: 8.2k | read → chapter nine

Chapter #10 - The First Touch | word count: 16.4k | read → chapter ten

Chapter #11 - This Perfect Day | word count: 14.4k | read → chapter eleven

Chapter #12 - Broken Dreams | word count: 14.4k | read → chapter twelve

Chapter #13 - Love Letter | word count: 13.4k | read → chapter thirteen

Chapter #14 - I Wish the Past was Different | word count: 10.5k | read → chapter fourteen

Chapter #15 - Did I Tell You? | word count: 13.7k | read → chapter fifteen

Chapter #16 - The Stranger | word count: 14.1k | read → chapter sixteen

Chapter #17 - Love of Your Life | word count: 13.3k | read → chapter seventeen

Chapter #18 - By My Side | word count: 14.7k | read → chapter eighteen

Chapter #19 - Home [END] | word count: 18.2k | read → chapter nineteen

Chapter #20 - My Heart's Home [Epilogue + Q&A] | word count: 7.4k | read → chapter twenty

Please let me know if you're excited for this??? I'm still writing it, and honestly... I love it! But it's tough to write such a long series without any feedback or knowledge whether it's good or sucks... so.. yeah....

#jimin x reader #jimin smut #jimin fanfic #bts smut #bts fanfic #bts x reader #my heart's home series #reader: female #au: cowboy #au: ranch #au: soulmates #au: childhood friends #au: friends to lovers #au: slice of life #theme: summer #vibe: smutty #vibe: romcom #vibe: angst #vibe: fluffy

[twst-megane]

Assigning BTS Songs to the TWST Boys

Here's the second part!

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

Azul Ashengrotto - Intro : Persona

❝ The 'me' that I want myself to be The 'me' that people want me to be The 'me' that you love And the 'me' that I create The 'me' that's smiling The me that's sometimes in tears Vividly breathing each second and every moment even now ❞

Jade Leech - Stigma

❝ I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, my brother Even if I try to hide it Or conceal it, it can't be erased "Are you calling me a sinner?" What more do I have to say ❞

Floyd Leech - Boyz With Fun

❝ Don't ask me, I was always like this I don't even know myself, I’m me from start to finish ❞

Kalim Al-Asim - So What

❝ In a sigh, lots of worries are hiding Stop thinking about it, You already know it all In the middle of the road, in the moment you want to give up Shout out louder So what, what, what ❞

Jamil Viper - Outro : Ego

❝ I go back every day To me of yesterday To the life of giving up I let myself go away But in this world, you know There are truths unchanged Time rushes ever forward There's no ifs, buts, or maybes Almost forgotten memories return ❞

Vil Schoenheit - Black Swan

❝ Sinking slowly like in a trance, nah, nah, nah Struggle but it's all ocean floor, nah, nah Every moment becomes eternity, yeah, yeah, yeah Film it now, film it now Do you hear me? Yeah ❞

Rook Hunt - Dionysus

❝ Just get drunk like Dionysus Drink in one hand, Thyrsus on the other Art splashing inside this clear crystal cup Art is alcohol too, if you can drink it, you'll get drunk fool ❞

Epel Felmier - Anpanman

❝ I’ve dreamed of becoming a hero like Superman I ran with all my strength, jumping high up in the sky I’m not afraid of little things like bruising my knees A innocent fantasies of my childhood ❞

#disney twst #twisted wonderland #twst #twst azul #azul ashengrotto #twst jade #jade leech #twst floyd #floyd leech #twst kalim #kalim al asim #twst jamil #jamil viper #twst vil #vil schoenheit #twst rook #rook hunt #twst epel #epel felmier #kpop #bts #bts songs #kpop songs

[the-100-percent]

I'd like to say that Internal Family System/Structure is not something you can "have". It's more like just a framework to help better conceptualise or understand certain internal feelings or experiences.

Though IFS CAN very much be helpful for systems! Usually though, there is another version specifically for systems because how parts are seen by default in IFS are metaphorical, not like literal separate and self-autonomous parts like when you're a system. While there are parts of all of us, for systems these parts are more separated and self-autonomous. (Replace part with whatever terms you all prefer, just using parts as a default and as it's usually referred to as parts work from what I hear from people who use IFS). Good luck though, and congratulations on how well it went with your all's mother!

Yeah we weren't really gonna try and argue about how being a system is different cause we tried and it didn't really work the first time and we didn't wanna make her angry DX thx bt-dubs!!

-❤️‍🩹

#plural #plural system #plurality #system #endo safe #pro endo #endo friendly #endo system #endogenic safe #all systems are valid

[jiminrings]

Laughing my ass off at this interaction:

‘“Oh cool. I love Bluey!” Jungkook says sincerely, inviting himself to sit on the lone sofa chair to watch the episode.

“Wow, you’re just so… quirky,” Yoongi mutters under his breath with a roll of his eyes, his snarky remark making Jungkook’s ears tingle.’

And then Yoongi trying to humble Jungkook by pretending he doesn’t know he’s a super famous and successful actor only to be immediately humbled in turn by his own son. That was rough. His own flesh and blood! Deserved though. FINISH HIM!

ALSO the heated argument over who would steer the cart had me on the floor ARE THEY TWELVE? 😭 Yoongi had Koo gagged with the “What, are you method-acting for your next role as a cart-steerer?” line though LMFAO.

Anyway — idk if it’s supposed to be up for the reader’s interpretation but in my head MC and Jungkook get together and MC and Yoongi learn to move on from what-ifs and could-have-beens. And to be happy for one another!

Either way, dear author, you have a gift!!!

i LOVEDDDDDD writing their dynamic!!! practically the entirety of their scenes r based on them playing out in my head like run bts eps 🤨🤨 also yes it's 100% up to u and u know what!!!!! I SECOND UR TAKE!!! THANK YOU BAE MWAHHHHH

#answered #mass answered #fs feed

[1yuuki3]

Of Doubts and Hope

Fated to Love You Genre: Strangers to lovers, Fluff, Angst, YoongixReader

TW: none??

A/N: Hi, sorry for not updating, been busy with some personal stuff, crossposted on wattpad

Wc: 645 words

Synopsis: You were never one to believe in fate, You're life was made up of plans and bullet points , Organized to the very end. Until fate played a cruel joke and left your life in shambles. Nursing a broken heart in Spain, will this make you change your view on love and fate?.

Yoongi's and Y/N's Pov:

It has been days since the dinner that Y/N had with BTS and reality still hasn't sinked in for Yoongi that you've finally met again. Yoongi and Y/N haven't had any alone time to catch up since both of you are swamped for an upcoming comeback album.

Yoongi was unable to escape the reminders of his previous errors or the worry that the same mistakes will be made again of what ifs on why he didn't try to reach out. His fingers lingered over the piano keys as he sat in his studio, and his thoughts turned to the lost possibilities that had plagued him for so long. He wrote lyrics that reflected his internal conflict:

Echoes of doubt, linger and sway,

Like dying embers of a dying light.

Past mistakes, haunts me in the dark.

Is this my chance to right the wrong?

Meanwhile, Y/N found herself torn between the beauty of the present and the weight of what had come before. A voice within her whispered of the fragility of second chances, cautioning against diving headlong into something that could leave her shattered once more. As she sat alone in her room, the lines of a poem flowed from her pen:

Amidst fear's embrace, faint hopes softly sway,

Can I lean into trust, as doubt holds its sway?

The heart yearns for healing, though hesitant to proceed,

A story written by fate's hand, where love takes the lead.

Amidst the inner turmoil that both Y/N and Yoongi are feeling, the group's camaraderie became a comforting presence. Y/N attended practices, shared meals, and became a part of their daily lives. Their laughter was contagious, and their unwavering support provided a reassuring backdrop to the doubts that clouded Y/N's mind.

The early morning sun cast a warm, golden glow through the windows of the practice room, creating a serene atmosphere. It was a rare moment of tranquility before the bustling energy of the day began. In this peaceful dawn, Yoongi and you found yourselves as the first occupants of the room.

 "Good Morning Y/N" Yoongi said as you entered the practice room carrying coffee and pastries that you made for everyone.

Still avoiding eye contact Y/N replied "Good morning too, You're up early"

"Couldn't Sleep" was Yoongi's short answer. Silence enveloped the both of you. The soft hum of the air conditioner was the only sound that punctuated the silence as Y/N kept herself busy arranging the things she bought. Y/N didn't notice Yoongi was behind when she bumped into his chest.

"I'm sorry, I didn't notice you were there" Y/N nervously said.

"It's ok" Yoongi chuckled " Can I asked you something?" he said

Y/N's heart is beating so fast that she wishes for it to escape her chest so she can die on the spot.

"Wh-What is it?" she stammered.

Yoongi cleared his throat before speaking again.

"That night at the restaurant, Why didn't you tell them we know each other?"

"Why didn't you?" Y/N asked back.

Before Yoongi can answer you, the other members arrived in the practice room.

"Hi Y/N is this for us?" Seokjin greeting you with a hug as he saw the table full of food.

Yoongi felt a pang of jealousy as he saw Seokjin hugging Y/N wishing it was him.

Jungkook's doe eyes grew wide with excitement as he saw the pastries he requested you to make.

"Don't spoil him too much Y/Nnie" Hoseok said with his happy smile.

"I love spoiling you guys, isn't that what managers are supposed to do?" Y/N asked.

"Thank you for the food Noona" Tae said in between bites of cookies.

"Thank you Noona" Namjoon said with a smile showing his dimples.

Jimin hugged Y/N from the back making her giggle "Noona, you really are the best" He said before putting you down.

The practice room buzzed with the vibrant energy of the BTS members, their laughter and banter filling the space as they practice into the day, only taking a break when Y/N would force them to.

#bts jhope #bts #bts jungkook #bts army #bts jimin #bangtan #jimin #namjoon #jeon jungkook #kim seokjin #yoongi x reader #yoongi x y/n #fluff #light angst #bts suga #min yoongi x reader #min yoongi #bts fanfic

[al3x-just-v1b1ng]

Should I feel bad for you, robot LARPer? So obsessed with your tea drinking and beep booping that you don't even know Barry Employment's real name? GODDD, You are so pathetic. Frankly you're making Unjust look impressive.

And you're being so dramatic over it too! Nobody cares! What, you gonna go take too many pills and manically paint someone's nails for them until they cry? Honestly, that incident was probably more dignified than whatever little panic fit you have going on right now. For OG's sake...

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#(ooc; he just Kept Fucking Talking damn) #(anyways. Have fun i guess) #((do. do i tag this for the sh implication/ideation. Well ig i just did so if you can even decode any of that shit)

[cordiallyfuturedwight]

Snooze and No.2 make feel the same feelings like they are so comforting it makes me cry 😕... are there any instances like this for you too? Like you hear a bts song (solo or not) and it gives the exact same feeling as another song of them?? (hope i made sense 😅) I ADORE YOU BTW <333

snooze and no.2 definitely sit at the same table, i love those songs paired together - they provide comfort to us and also share similar messaging! yoongi speaking to the trials of life and how it’s not always going to be an easy path but people will be there to throw flowers for you and how it’s always okay to REST and maybe if you didn’t have people like that there for you you should be that way for others (idk this is my interpretation) and joon speaking to whatever choices you have made are the right ones because they make you who you are and there’s not a lot of value in looking back and wondering about the what ifs of life. sigh……….

my answer is yes!! let me see if i can think of any right now…. save me/i’m fine obviously, spring day/life goes on, boy meets evil/ego, shadow/what do you think?, magic shop/mikrokosmos

chime in, y’all 🤍

#i adore YOU WTF #<333333 #you’re so cute 😭 #asks

[circlemidnight]

hey, so... do you (by any chance) know if the '"open ending/multiple endings" ship' is just about who ARCHIE decides to be with, or if it will included more couples as well? like, i could have never predicted JV would have an actual chance, and less that they'd have the same chance as the (arguably) main/long-lasting ships of the show!? it's nothing short of amazing. how powerful they are.

Ah, I think some of those rumors/leaks turned out to be false. I think it's better to just rely on the bts and statements made from people on the show. Rumors tend to snowball into unrealistic statements the more they are spread. Unless they are giving a specific detail of a scene then I wouldn't put much faith in them being true. And keep in mind the style of the season, it's been very simplistic, low stakes, with quick resolutions to things. I don't think they are setting up some big complex ending or a cliffhanger that's gonna enrage everyone. It's gonna be something bitter sweet, lighthearted but not crammed with possible what-ifs to every ship that came before. But I'm sure there will be many winks and nudges of nostalgia in the last episode. Right now if I could guess I would say it's probably just left unclear if Betty and Archie figure things out, but to me it seems like they are wrapping up Jeronica as an endgame pairing. There is a lot of mirroring of their first episodes this season together, she's helping him create Archie Comics, and they have written them more like a secondary romantic plot and not really this big will-they-won't-they dramatic conclusion to be reached in the final episode. They're also the only "random pairing" that actually got back together. From the bts, we know they are riding in the backseat of the jalopy together, which I doubt they would be doing if they have another breakup. also just my opinion but it makes a lot of sense to me that the two people hurt the most by the cheating would find happiness and move on together? If they are talking about changing the future, Veronica and Jughead never being hurt has a really big impact on the story. In comparison, the two who cheated are figuring themselves out and not committing to anything or anyone because they are still working on themselves. Plus, if the last episode is from Betty's POV it will likely focus on whether or not she finally gets with Archie this season, because her story is kind of meandering but rolls back to her feelings for him the same way that they showed hints that Veronica never got over Jughead. The multiple endings thing came from what Madchen said: No, we don’t get out of the 1950s. So I guess that is a big spoiler. I will say you do experience the characters in three different… dimensions, that you get to see a lot of closures that are outside of the 1950s. I can tease it that way. I think that’s safe enough. So, make of that what you will. I'd say it's either you get to see what would happen if they went back to their own time, their future in the next few decades if they stay in the 50s, or maybe the afterlife and some kind of cycle beginning again once they all die and time resets for them. The word closure implies that it's not really open ended though. It's possible if they go back to the future the ships reconfigure, but they choose to stay in the 50s, so does that count as canon? But like, I think in one dimension or another Jeronica is endgame. It's very close to the end of the season to be stirring them up with more drama again. At the very least I believe they will graduate as a couple, which is a win for me. It's been very out of the blue that we got so much content, but I'm glad they left it till the end so they have more of a chance of being happy together!

#jeronica #jughead x veronica #like I don't want to give false hope but at the same time are we not clowns til the end? #ask cm

[flurrys-creativity]

Wabi-Sabi 21

(n.) [a concept] the japanese art of finding beauty within imperfection

Pairing: Kim Taehyung (BTS) x Fem!Hybrid!Reader; Genre: Hybrid AU, Angst, Romance; Wordcount: 3.278; Rating: sfw, NC-17; Warnings: Blind!Reader, crying Jungkook, angry Taehyung, clingy reader, implied nudeness, taking a bath together, mentions of what happened in the previous chapter, hints of hybrid cruelty, hints of Taehyung having quite a hard time (if you read between the lines); Based on the blind hybrid prompt of @hybridfanfiction

Summary: Being a failure in the eyes of science you hadn’t much hope for being permanently adopted as a blind hybrid. Instead you focused on music, the only thing that brought you joy. Until a stranger with the deepest and most beautiful voice you ever had heard wanted to adopt you. Would he really keep you for more than three days?

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Jungkook stammered some broken apologies, too shaken to do anything else. He glanced towards the others, silently begging for forgiveness but his heart broke even more when Hoseok looked away, Jimin shook his head and Yoongi just sighed. 

This wasn’t what he had in mind when he asked you to this concert. “I didn’t mean to, I’m sorry, this was..”

“A mistake.” Taehyung cut in. He looked one more time at Jungkook before he turned around with you, guiding you towards his car.

Hoseok followed them immediately with a soft apology towards Jungkook, who watched them leave with tears running down his face.

“And that’s why I’m here”, Yoongi muttered towards Jimin. “Take them home safely, I’ll take it from here.” Yoongi waited for Jimin to leave before he walked over to Jungkook and patted his back.

“I’m sorry.”

“I know. All of us know you didn’t mean for this to happen. But I agree with Taehyung that taking Y/N to a concert like this was a mistake. You had good intentions, yes, but you didn’t think this through.” Yoongi placed his hand on the younger man’s shoulder and guided him to the parking lot.

From afar both of them looked over to Taehyung’s car, seeing how he sat you down and pulled his hoodie carefully over your head and ears.

“What happened?” Jungkook asked again, his voice cracking from the pain he felt in his heart. 

“Beats me. Taehyung was too angry to explain anything, really. And Y/N didn’t say anything at all when we arrived. Unless she talks about it we can only guess what happened.” Yoongi stopped in front of Jungkook’s car and held his hand out, waiting for the younger man to hand over the car keys.

Once Yoongi had the keys and ordered Jungkook to sit in the passenger seat, he rounded the car and got behind the wheel. At first only the low rumbling of the engine filled the inside of the car, occasionally interrupted by a sniffle from Jungkook.

“It was only a second”, the young man sighed and leaned against the seat, his whole body suddenly feeling way too heavy, “only a second where I didn’t hold her hand. We got pushed and, and..” Another sigh left his lips and he rubbed with the back of his hand over his teary eyes. “I searched for her. I panicked when she wasn’t next to me anymore.”

Yoongi hummed, understanding what Jungkook tried to tell him.

“What if she hates me now?” Jungkook turned to look at Yoongi, his eyes red rimmed and glossy. “What if Taehyung hates me now? What if he doesn’t allow me to spend time with her anymore?”

“Those are a lot of what ifs.” Yoongi said and glanced at the broken mess beside him. “Give them time. Y/N was visibly shaken by whatever happened and she’ll definitely need time to deal with that. Though I don’t think she’ll say you were at fault.”

“What about Taehyung?”

Yoongi inhaled sharply. “That’s a different story. Taehyung entrusted Y/N’s safety to you. He has a valid reason to be angry at you but I’m sure he won’t hate you because of that. And even if Taehyung did, he can’t force Y/N to not see you anymore if she wants to see you.”

“I don’t think she wants to see me anymore.”

“Don’t say that. Both of you are very good friends and she clearly likes to be around you. She might be hesitant to go out with you again but at home - she’s familiar with the environment.” Yoongi patted Jungkook’s shoulder again. “Give them some time for now and then try to apologise again.”

Jungkook nodded silently, feeling the tears threatening to spill once again. “I will.”

Taehyung followed Jungkook’s car with his eyes narrowed to a glare until it left the parking lot. Only then did he scoot over your form and sat beside you, pulling you back into his arms.

Jimin sat behind the steering wheel and Hoseok took the passenger seat, turning around on it to look over you. He couldn’t see any visible wounds, taking a deep breath in relief.

“Are you hurt somewhere, little one?” Taehyung asked in a low tone, feeling just as relieved as Hoseok when you shook your head.

You had stopped crying, only sniffling every now and then into Taehyung’s chest. But you refused to let go of him and immediately hid your face in his chest as soon as Taehyung stood or sat close to you again. Even when one of them tried talking with you, they only got silence in return.

Once Taehyung got you back to the apartment, his initial drive vaporised. Now that he got you in his arms and knew you were back safe at the apartment, he faltered - unsure what to do next.

Hoseok and Jimin had both bid their goodbyes in the hallway, giving you and Taehyung a little privacy. He now wished they hadn’t left just yet. At least Hoseok. Taehyung was sure the doctor would know better what to do now. Maybe even Jimin, who somehow always read the room perfectly and just knew what he had to do out of instinct.

Taehyung looked down on your form when you suddenly shivered in his arms. Despite wearing his large hoodie you still had wet clothes underneath. “You should take a shower”, Taehyung mumbled and guided you towards your bathroom. “You must let go of me to do so.”

You simply shook your head again. There was absolutely no way you would let go of him now. Taehyung felt like the one safe thing in your life and you just couldn’t let go of that pillar.

“Little one, I’m right outside the bathroom door. I promise.”

You still shook your head, ignoring the increasing smell of desperation from Taehyung. “Don’t let go of me, please,” you whispered so lowly, Taehyung probably didn’t even catch your words.

“Alright.” Taehyung walked with you to his room, grabbing some of his clothes and leading you then towards his attached bathroom. He kept one arm always around your form to guide you around, while he prepared the bathtub and started the water, checking the temperature. 

Soon enough you heard him hitting the lightswitch, his movements now slower and more carefully. You heard how he patted around the bathtub until he found the water level.

“I turned off the lights”, Taehyung informed you as you two waited for the bathtub to fill up. “You can take off the clothes and get into the water while I sit next to the bathtub.”

“Can you come inside it?” You asked, hesitating shortly before you continued: “With me?” All your instincts wanted to stay close to him - as close as possible and you definitely hoped he wouldn’t mind sharing a bath with you.

“If that’s what you want, of course.” Taehyung kissed the crown of your head and gently squeezed you against his body. He’d do anything for you as long as he knew it would make you happy.

After Taehyung stopped the water, you reluctantly let go of him to take your clothes off, letting them drop right where you stood. He then helped you into the bathtub, only letting go of your hand to get inside himself. He had taken off most of his clothes as well, leaving him in boxer shorts.

Once Taehyung sat inside the water, you quickly scooted over and leaned into his chest, nuzzling into him while he wrapped his arms around you.

“I’m very proud of you”, Taehyung whispered into the dark, holding you tightly and rubbing over your bare skin. 

“Why?”

“You remembered how to use the phone I gave you perfectly. It was probably too loud for you to hear my voice when you called and too loud to hear the ringing when I tried calling you back. You did good in getting away from the stage.”

Small tears escaped your eyes as you listened to Taehyung’s deep voice. “There were people not happy with me being there”, you sniffled and rubbed over your face.

Taehyung sighed deeply, knowing something like that would have happened sooner or later. “Sadly not everyone is so open minded about the existence of hybrids. And even if they are, there are still people that think hybrids shouldn’t be left unattended. They probably thought you were on your own because you and Jungkook got separated.”

“It’s scary to be alone out there.”

“The world is a scary place”, Taehyung agreed and patted your head softly, “but it shouldn’t be a reason for us to stay cooped up inside the apartment.”

“Why not?” You whined and hid your face in his chest, wrapping your arms around his waist and pressing yourself against his body.

Taehyung chuckled softly, ignoring how he felt your form so clearly against his skin. “We would miss so many opportunities to be amazed by the world. Remember when we drove to the forest and spent a day outside surrounded by nature? Or the street musician at the plaza we visited? Remember the smell of the river near the park you had visited with Namjoon.” He took a deep breath, contemplating his next words. “There will be more instances with people that aren’t kind. There will be more moments that might be quite scary, but you’ll never have to endure them alone. Like today there are at least seven men, rushing to your aid the second you ask for help.”

“Seven?” You piped up, surprised to hear that number. “So you’re not mad at Jungkook anymore?” Even though you had been crying the whole time,  you had still picked up the anger from Taehyung towards the younger man as well as the cold tone in his voice back then.

Taehyung scoffed but stayed otherwise silent.

“He smelled devastated before we left.”

“Good”, Taehyung grumbled and tightened his hold around you. “I should have punched him or something for leaving you alone.”

“It wasn’t his fault though.” You pressed your hand against his bare chest and pushed yourself slightly away, trying to get a better read of Taehyung’s emotions and reactions. 

“I know”, Taehyung murmured, more to himself but your sensitive ears picked up the confession. “It’s just”, he sighed and ran a hand through his hair before he let it drop into the water again, “I was angry with myself as well.”

“Why?” You tilted your head in curiosity, not understanding why Taehyung would have been angry at himself for something out of his control.

“I didn’t want you to go”, Taehyung admitted in a low tone, feeling a burst of embarrassment shooting through his body, “I got angry because I did let you go and then something bad happened.”

“Why haven’t you told me? I asked you if something was wrong!” You shook your head, frowning upon the revelation.

Taehyung sighed again, leaning back against the slightly cold edge of the bathtub. “I didn’t want to let my jealousy get in the way.”

“Jealousy? If you wanted to go to the concert with Jungkook, you should have said so!” You frowned even more upon hearing Taehyung burst into laughter, the water splashing violently from the force behind it.

“That wasn’t the reason for my jealousy.”

You pouted slightly and sat up straight, facing towards Taehyung and somewhat straddling him. “It was not?”

Taehyung gulped audibly, his breath even hitched when both your hands met his bare chest - probably feeling his rapid heartbeat. He threw his head back, hitting it against the edge of the bathtub but the dull throb was nothing against the nervousness running through his system. It got even worse when you leaned forward and questioned whether he got hurt or not.

“Please”, he whispered and grabbed your wrists, pulling you down into a straight position again. 

You listened to him intently, feeling confused by his nervousness. Though a part of your mind wriggled around in excitement, sending butterflies to your stomach, sparks to your skin where he touched you and a lump to your throat. Part of you expected something major but you didn’t dare to hope. 

“I never intended for this to happen”, Taehyung whispered, “and I’m truly sorry if this - if I - make you uncomfortable.”

You shook your head and leaned forward again. The water splashed violently around you as Taehyung quickly placed his hands on your hips and pressed you back down again, begging you to stay still until he finished talking.

He sighed deeply and closed his eyes, taking everything he felt in for just a moment. Taehyung rubbed small circles into your skin, trying to calm himself down with the motion but knowing in what situation he was just amplified his nervousness.

“It’s okay”, you told him quietly, “you will never make me uncomfortable.”

A small and somewhat relieved smile spread over his lips. He chuckled softly and thanked you for the encouragement. “It’s hard for me to watch you go with the hyungs but I can endure it because all I sense is friendship between you. With Jungkook it’s different.”

You tilted your head to the side, wondering how it was different with Jungkook when he was just as nice to you as the others.

“It’s not my place to tell you how he feels, but when you two went to that concert I got jealous because I wanted to be the one taking you out to a concert. I still like to do that, if you allow me.” Taehyung raised one of his hands, letting it glide over your arm until he reached your face to cup your cheek.

You nuzzled into his touch. Droplets ran down your cheek and fell into the water below. It tickled, feeling the wetness on your otherwise dry skin. You thought about his words, before you agreed. “I trust you.” 

“That means a lot to me. And I feel incredibly relieved you’re willing to go on another date with me.” Taehyung laughed softly only to exhale deeply right afterwards. “I like you, Y/N.”

“I like you too!”

Taehyung chuckled again, shaking his head. “I meant I like you as in I fell in love with you over the months we spent together.”

You stilled, ears in full attention and heart racing like a wild animal within your chest. You wanted to scream in joy, wanted to squeal and roll all over your bed while the butterflies in your stomach increased and made everything tingly.

“I’m sorry I dropped such a bomb on you”, Taehyung apologized, dropping his hand back down to your hip. “You had such a stressful event and I’m here loading even more on top of it.” He sighed and ran a hand through his hair before he rubbed over the bridge of his nose. “I don’t expect an answer from you, so please don’t feel pressured in any way. If it does in fact make you feel uncomfortable just say so and I’ll leave immediately.”

“No!” You leaped forward and wrapped your arms around his neck, pressing yourself as closely against his body as possible. “Never leave.”

“I didn’t mean like leave at all. Just to give you more space or something like that.” Taehyung hugged you and softly ran his large hand over your bare back.

“Never leave”, you repeated and nuzzled your face into the crook of his neck. You ignored your uncomfortable position, wanting to make sure your point came across even though you didn’t say much.

“I won’t”, Taehyung promised and pressed a kiss to the crown of your head, scrunching his nose right afterwards. “How about we cuddle some more later and focus on cleaning you up now? Your hair and ears reek of beer.”

A prominent pout formed on your lips but you agreed nonetheless, sitting back up and following Taehyung’s instructions to turn around.

Taehyung grabbed a bowl from the edge of the tub and filled it with water, carefully navigating it over your head and letting the liquid spill over your hair. He repeated the motion several times until he was sure your hair was completely wet. Taehyung then grabbed a bottle of shampoo, his motion memory helping him to find it easily, and started massaging the shampoo into your scalp.

A low moan escaped your lips from Taehyung’s soft touches and you basically melted into his hands. 

Only after the water got cold the both of you stepped out of the bathtub and wrapped yourself in towels. As soon as you were dry and wearing Taehyung’s clothes, he guided you out of the bathroom and into his room, mumbling something about needing a second pair of boxers as he didn’t plan to bathe as well.

Soon enough both of you snuggled close to each other on his bed, limbs in a tangled mess and heads close together.

“When we visit a concert”, you mumbled, picking up the conversation from before, “will it be like this one?”

Taehyung hummed lowly. “Depends.” He moved his fingers through your hair, gently combing them. “There are a lot of different types. We could go to a concert like this one but with much better precautions or we visit a seated concert. You’ll definitely not get pushed around there.” 

You frowned in thought. The incidents at the concert still haunted you and you weren’t sure if you ever wanted to visit one again, despite your love for music. You gnawed at your lower lip as another thought made itself present. What if you had to attend a concert with Yoongi one day because you produced music after all?

“We don’t have to go immediately. Or even this year. We can go when you feel ready for it. I just want to make sure you won’t be afraid of something that is not as bad as the experience you had to live through today.” Taehyung told you calmly. “You know, a friend of mine once had a car accident when he was still living with his parents. Nothing happened to him but the car was a wreck. He was so scared after the accident and refused to drive ever again. Though his father told him to drive again, even asked him to drive him around. Just so he wouldn’t develop a fear so prominent he wouldn’t be able to drive ever again.”

You listened carefully, letting the words sink into you. “Did it work? Is your friend driving again?”

Taehyung chuckled softly. “It worked quite well. He’s like the most reckless driver I know. Okay, maybe not reckless, but Jungkook definitely got more speeding tickets than any of us.”

You gasped audibly and sat up. You opened your mouth but closed it again quickly, not knowing what you even wanted to say. 

“Don’t worry”, Taehyung whispered and gently pulled you back into his embrace. “Even after something bad happened, he always bounces back. So we can let him suffer for a little longer before we accept his apology.”

“Tomorrow morning”, you insisted, still feeling bad at how devastated Jungkook felt. “I don’t want him to be scared of being my friend.”

Taehyung whined, begging you to ignore Jungkook for at least three days but he quickly gave up once he noticed how determined you were. “Fine, okay, fine. Tomorrow morning, we’ll put him out of his misery. You’re too kind, you know that?”

You simply shrugged with your shoulders, smiling to yourself as you slowly dozed off with Taehyung’s soft ministrations.

“I love you, little one”, he whispered and kissed the top of your head, getting comfortable and ready to sleep himself.

“I love you too.”

Chapter 20  |  Epilogue

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[smokingtiger]

I’m wondering why people spend most of their time arguing what ship is real or not. At the end of the day, we don’t know these Idols as much as we think we do. Taekookers, Vhopers, Vminies, Taejin, etc swore and had proof that their ship was real but look at what happened. It turns out Tae is “allegedly” dating someone totally different. This shows that we don’t know anything about these Idols. We don’t know their true sexuality or which people they sleep with. We all just speculate and over analyze things. All ships have memories that we all side eye. It’s better to not over obsess about it because that’s how people turn into sasengs all in the name of proving “my ship is real”.

I think people are fascinated with other people's love life, not only on a macro scale but on a micro one, too. Have you ever been in school and had a few classmates nag another one about who they have a crush on or who they're dating? This seems like lunchtime drama, cute little whispers between students as they exchange friendly banter in the hallway... but as we get older, I've noticed this type of urge to know doesn't go away, it just takes on a new form hidden under a guise of maturity.

Of course, adults have a better capacity to reason or make educated guesses based on circumstantial evidence, whereas children and teens may be quick to jump on more speculative conspiracies based on societal expectations. But this doesn't necessarily mean that adults are more perceptive, (because as we know, that is not always the truth, some of the people pushing the most hateful conspiracies against Jimin in terms of a ship are fully grown) they just tend to have an upper hand and/or advantage in the cognitive department.

Whether it's just genuine human curiosity or that terrible itching feeling of not knowing, I do know that gossip and speculation surrounding the personal lives of these stars (celebrities or the general elite) has been a thing for at least a hundred years or more in places all over the world.

But I guess to those who take a more extreme approach in their shipping, it must feel good to be vindicated in some respect in the face of what they deem to be the opposition. Like, I must be right, I know I'm right, I have all the 'facts' and 'stats' to prove it! All these other people are so stupid and dumb!

That's why we mostly see Jikookers and Taekookers fight with one another. Like, sure, Taekook and Jikook are both EXTREMELY popular within the fandom, but one of the other main issues lies with the fact that these ships share the same dude. Like shit, Jungkook might as well be Bella Swan from the Twilight series while Jikookers and Taekookers orchestrate an entire team Edward or Jacob situation again.

It doesn't matter, guys. Truly, it doesn't. But Jungkook is totally team Edward, like he literally themed his entire photofolio off of Mr. Cullen.

I don't necessarily want to fault those who rallied behind a certain ship, especially a celebrity one, because obviously there's something about a certain dynamic/pairing that has spoken to them on a deeper, psychological level. I don't mind people shipping or engaging in the what-ifs, but as you mentioned, "It’s better to not over obsess about it because that’s how people turn into sasaengs all in the name of proving “my ship is real”. ... there is obviously some sort of line that some people cross that takes innocent shipping into wreckless conspiracies.

No one should ever have to deliberately go out of their way to prove something that is real when it hasn't even been confirmed in the first place. Unless BTS or BigHit themselves has confirmed something, the best that you can do is just gather speculative evidence and present things as theories rather than facts.

If you feel the need to be hateful or spiteful towards another person who is ALSO engaging in the tentative guessing game on the relationship of someone they don't know personally... that's when you're ringing the hypocrisy bell. The stones are coming from within the glass house.

Just, ship who you want, do it quietly and/or peacefully. If someone believes Taekook is still completely valid in the face of the alleged Taennie rumors, they can do that! I just don't think it's healthy, like you said, to become overly obsessive and vicious to the point of becoming a deranged sasaeng searching for information.

I mean, that's what happened to Jennie Kim, right? Someone wanted to know more about her and her relationships, so they went and hacked her personal photo album to share with the public. Fucking abhorrent shit.

Even if you think Jikook or Taekook or Yoonmin or whatever ship out of the main twenty-one (yes, twenty-one) bangtan pairings is 99% real, it still should never be presented as being a solid and concrete fact!

Let's all just be somewhat sane and respectful people, okay?

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[marengogo]

Hello Maregengo

Lately,I have been paying attention to Hobi and Minie and my mind has been filled with so many what ifs...there is something about them that gives me so much peace and happiness.

Some background information

I have been Army since 2020

One of the people who noticed MinGukkie were different 1immediately....I am Sopeminkook biased....but Jimin is my ultimate bias... I extremely love Jimin and Jungkook's relationship..they have always just stood out to me esp as a closeted queer person....I am especially so affected,mental health wise, whenever I see hate towards the guys esp Minie....I have no right to project my feelings on this absolutely wonderful humans but I can't help myself sometimes and daydream if things were different...if Minie didn't have to be the closest with Taekook...would he have been treated better by everyone.....everybody who has eyes and use their brain can see how much MinGukkie mean to each other and how much Vmin mean to each other.....so when I'm plagued with these thoughts...I began branching out from vminkook and observing and paying attention to other duos....esp Hobi with Minie....they have been roommates for almost a decade....they are tactile members,they are the energy boosters of the group,they both like taking care of others....so watching them together just makes me happy...so happy that I secretly wish it was Hobi who Jimin loved...Hobi always indulges Minie...no matter the situation...he literally just lights up whenever Minie is orbiting him...the way they talk to each other,their lack of personal space,they have a very intimate relationship (not really romantic but its very clear they have a special relationship)with Kook,you have to be really attentive to him to really understand him...I wonder why he's the most misunderstood member in BTS....and the negative word I've seen mostly associated to him is that he is cold(I personally believe JK is neurodivergent)but sometimes it looks like Minie is trying so hard with him,he always has to make excuses with being with Jimin...(I know...I definitely know JK is very unique and he genuinely loves and cares for Minie)I guess I'm just projecting on real life humans here and it makes me feel horrible....it's just that Jimin slander has made me so resentful because it mostly comes from taekook fans and I can't help but wonder if his life would have been 100% better if he fell for someone like Hobi who treats him with so much unashamed love.....who makes it clear everytike how Jimin is such a gem....and damn...watching edits can definitely sway you any way because it is made to draw a specific story...and it's not helping that I've been watching A LOT of Jihope edits....and finally strted noticing things about them I didn't notice before....it's the same as MiniMoni, Yoonmin,Taekook,NamjIn,TaeGi,Namkook ship situation...if you go looking.,you'll find content to convince you.....based on facts...MinGukkie are just to real....like the things they do...it's undeniable they have such an intense relationship....I don't even know why I'm here writing all this....I guess I just love how you speak your mind and how you say things...and it's been eating me away to have horrible thoughts like this and thought I'd just write this here....anyways I hope I'll read your Jihope Dynamics one day

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First of all, welcome to my blog 🦄🌈 Anon! I may be mistaken, but it feels like I’ve seen you around, Storm’s blog perhaps? So thanks for stopping by my neck of the woods. Second of … I’ve just got back from work, and gurl/boi/enby alla dat will require a good glass of Pinot Grigio … and now, let’s start, shall we?

I’m not going to be able to address everything here as you did touched on a lot of subjects, some that require a post of its own such as neurodivergence, and some other which I have kinda touched on, for example some of the pairings. If you feel ever so inclined, later on, you could read my MiniMoni:

and NamKook posts:

Also, even though I do intend to write a proper post for each pair in BTS like the MiniMoni and NamKook ones, I did lightly touch on VMIN and Jihope in my answer to the following ask:

Now that ALL OF THAT is out of the way, let me concentrate on what seems to be the main reason why you wrote to me which is: Because of what Jimin goes through at the hands of Capulets, and other factors, you “wished” the person JM loved was Hobi. Okay.

Let’s start with unpacking a very little but fundamental word you used in your Ask: LATELY.

You seem to feel that, as of lately, JM and Hobi would be a better match for each other, but the thing is that the present Jimin and the present Hobi are like this because of what happened to the past Jimin and the past Hobi. Let me try and explain this better.

A decade ago when I was in my 20s, and I was single with the Highest Standards, and Issues to match, people would often ask me why I was single and right after that they would ask me “What is your ideal type?” and I would readily and always reply “Someone exactly like my dad; smart, funny and kind”. My reply to that would always be “Omg yes, I get you!” or “He must be an amazing guy…” but one day a lady told me “Your dad wasn’t always your dad, he learned to become the man you admire because the occasion, you coming to life, required it”. That floored me.

Not only did it make so much sense, but also I realised that I could be meeting someone like my dad, who might however change with time, for better or worse, or at the same time, I may not be giving people a chance who, given the occasion, might have become like dad, or not. I’m an INFJ, so that caused me quite the unnecessarily amount of internal turmoil; but back to our point!

Hobi is maybe, as you put it, always indulging Minie, or lights up, kinda free in a way, because of what they’ve experienced together in the past 10 years. They, just like all the boys, have been around each other almost every single day and through the most unimaginable heights and the most agonising lows. So it might be that Hobi has learned to be this way with JM, because that is the type of “presence” that JM needed in his life and he saw he could take on; and the same did JM for Hobi.

The reason why they lack personal space, why there is intimacy but we can’t feel romance is because perhaps that wasn’t the role they chose for each other and it wasn’t what they needed from each other either. As roommates there must have been a lot of sharing, internal off-loading, arguing for dumb things, annoying each other and all of that because they were not interested (in my opinion) in anything else. Otherwise, had they been interested in being romantically involved, would they be the same people we see today? I do really believe that any little decision we make or that we undergo, does really affect who we are and might become.

One of my best friends and I had promised we’d get married if we were still single at the age of 40, which I'm still gonna call him and tell him that the deal is off even if I return single, cause marriage isn't for everyone 🙄🙄🙄 because we just get along so well, know each other’s everything (we’ve known each other for at least 20 years now), have been there through each other's EVERYTHING and I could trust him with not hurting me. Mind you, all of that is love, but is not the same type of love, that you look for in a life companion, that is probably the closest type of love to fraternal love if anything.

The last point I would like to unpack real quick, before this becomes too long as always, is one point about JK. You said you “... like Hobi who treats him with so much unashamed love …” now I’m guessing you might have gotten a bit emotional and carried away while you wrote this ask [story of my life …] because, right off the bat, even though we cannot know for sure until we are told, the man is walking around with JM tattooed on the one constantly visible part of his body. That aside, GCFT exist, “JM is the cutest at everything he does” exist, “JK walking around with a JM bitten neck” exist … etc, etc.etc.

I think the few times JK feels shame is when, just like JM actually, he is out of his depth. Differently from JM though, once JK has done something there is never a time he regrets it in a shameful way. He might get angry about it, but never ashamed and that was always a trait of JK I actually envied. He is always so into his own mind, thinks everything through and then, come what may, he just does it. All of this to say that I think that if he could openly love JM without causing him any harm, in the country and environment they live in, I am pretty sure he would.

If you can, don’t let Capulets, and some Montegues, take away from appreciating Taekook, JiHope, Minimoni etc. Each bond is so special and each bond is what it is because of what they had to go through when they started. So I can’t answer “What if JM had fallen for Hobi” because I am not quite sure what type of Hobi he would have ended up falling for. But we know which type of Hobi he cares for right now, and isn’t it great that this Hobi cares just as much for this JM? Who cares about antis anyways, when you have a Jack in the box Hobi?! Jussayin … 🤫

Always respectfully yours 🌈🫰🏾💜

Marengo.

#ASKS #JiHope #Jikook #JM #JK

[borathae]

I am convinced that all my ARMY mutuals are missing Yoongi a little more than everyday, today.

Idk I just woke up and the first thought I had was I wanted him to post an update, maybe just a ‘Hi’ would do.

But we all read that twitter post so I know it’s probably not possible. Maybe this is also because I saw Tae’s story of his chopped hair and Ik they’ll be going soon.

Ahh don’t mind me, I just miss him and I needed to talk. Thank you for reading.

You don't even wanna know how hell these last few nights were for me. Like, I haven't been able to fall asleep before five am and then waking about again at like eight ever since the announcement dropped. I keep thinking up the most horrible end of the world "what ifs", then I keep calculating how old I'll be once they're out again which results in me panicking about the passage of time and how one day everything will end and how climate change is gonna kill us all and how big corporations are greedy motherfuckers. Then it cycles back to me thinking about Bangtan and going "what if everything will be different once they're out? but not in a good way, in a bad way? what if they change for the worse? what if they actually decide to disband afterwards? what if they become unlikable and after all this waiting I will have to realise that BTS is officially over?" LIKE BESTIES MY WHAT IF THOUGHTS ARE GETTING OUT OF HAND I CAN'T SLEEP PLEASE SOMEONE SEDATE ME JFADSJFJDASJ

Also before anyone wants to come here anonymously and "cancel me for my thoughts" I'm aware they signed a contract, bitch and that they're way too sweethearted to change for the worse. I still have anxiety and when I'm sleep deprived my brain goes into meanie asshole mode and wants to hurt me. hhahhaha release me besties, I am suffering

#asks #anon