#btw since i am leaving this here as a note i do wanna say i am reading up the asks and inbox messages :3! ill be making responses soon!

[awakenthebeing]

Still find it extremely insane that Piepoe reblog like. Chain of more specific arts I made has over 2000 notes yall are actually so insane!!!! I am glad my silly fake peppino clone can be a ":)" mood to so many creatures. Bless...!!!!

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[vhagarlovebot]

JUST A FRIEND TO YOU ── PART 2.

♡. ── gif credit. ; ( aemond targaryen masterlist. )

pairing: modern!aemond x fem!reader and a little bit of cregan stark x fem!reader.

summary: after you agreed to go on the date, aemond realizes what a big mistake he has made.

warnings: pining, aemond regretting all of his life decisions basically and getting what he deserves, and angsty shit bc you know i love to make you all suffer.

note: hi besties! i didn’t wanna do a part two of this one shot but since a lot of you were asking me, i heard you and here you have. and i’m already thinking about writing a part 3? or maybe a mini series? even tho i said i don’t like it. i need help!! btw if there are any mistakes i apologize, but as some of you may know english is not my first language. hope you enjoy! reblogs and likes are greatly appreciated.

read part one here.

YOU REALLY DIDN’T WANT to go on that date but, as always, you couldn’t say no to aemond.

and it turns out, you had fun.

aemond’s girlfriend —or date, or girl friend? you don’t really know— is actually nice and you hate yourself for not being able to dislike her, she’s so freaking sweet that it makes you want to throw up. and as nice as she is, her friend is also very nice and a total gentleman. and also the quarterback of the college footfall team.

cregan stark made you forget all about aemond targaryen in just a couple of minutes with him. he knows how attractive he his and also how to use his charm with girls, because he had you flustered all night. he didn’t do anything more than just smile at you, pay for the dinner and drinks and walk you back to your dorm, kissing you goodnight. on the cheek. and just a couple of minutes after leaving, your phone buzzed with a new message asking for a second date.

but as much as you enjoyed the date, once you were alone with your thoughts your mind wandered back to the last person you wanted to think about.

you knew he was on a date too, he told you it was that day. you didn’t want to know but he told you anyways because you’re his best friend, he wants to share that kind of things with you. but you wish he wouldn’t, that way your heart wouldn’t break every time he opens his mouth.

and as you thought about aemond kissing another girl, you typed your answer to cregan.

when the next day came, you didn’t feel any better.

and it only got worse the second you bumped into aemond outside the coffee shop you were supposed to meet cregan.

“there you are! i’ve been looking for you everywhere.” he says, kissing you on the forehead.

not everywhere because you were in your dorm all day and he never, not once, came looking for you. weird it wasn’t his first option.

“here i am.” you try to sound nonchalant, your lips barely curling upwards.

“aren’t you going to ask me how it went?” aemond looks excited to tell you all about his date and you feel guilty for not wanting to know at all.

“i really want to know,” what a fucking liar you are. “but i can’t right now. maybe tomorrow?” you try convince him with that smile that says ‘pleaaaaaseeeee’ but aemond, for the first time in forever, it’s not convinced. even his smile instantly disappears.

“why?”

but you don’t have time to give him an answer because the answer walks out of the shop, two coffee in each hand and a big and radiant smile that only grows the second you make eye contact. and it’s strange, because your face lights up just by seeing someone that was a total stranger less than 24 hours ago.

“i was starting to think you stood me up.” cregan says, not acknowledging aemond at all, and leans to kiss you on the cheek just to hand you one coffee. “to show you i was paying attention last night.” just by the smell you know he got your coffee order right.

aemond clear his throat and you both turn to face him. your cheeks are impossibly red and you avoid his eyes, choosing to look at your shoes instead.

“oh sorry,” cregan chuckles, and gives aemond a pat on the shoulder. “i’m going to steal her for a while, you okay with that?” you didn’t know you could be any more embarrassed, but it is possible. and you hate it.

aemond nods, looking at you one final time before turning around and walking away, leaving you with a strange and awful feeling in your heart.

but cregan soon makes you forget about almost everything. and it keeps happening for the next couple of weeks. but even him and his friends can’t make you forget about him.

you have barely seen aemond since that day in the coffee shop. you tried to call him the next day to apologize but he only texted you that now he was busy and he would give you a call when he could; but that never happened and since that day your friendship has been reduced to short and cold text messages. and it hurts. but you’re decided to not let another day pass without talking to him. or just seeing him. you miss him and you wonder if he misses you too.

but after trying to communicate with aemond all day, calling him and messaging him over and over again, you give up. he clearly doesn’t want to talk to you and as much as it hurts, it angers you too.

“i’m sure he’s just busy and will call you as soon as he can.” cregan tries to calm you as he walks by your side, his thumb brushing a strand of hair out of your face.

you only nod as an answer, looking at your phone hoping to see a text from aemond.

“hey, look at me.” he stops walking, his hands cupping your face, softly forcing you to look at him. “forget about him and enjoy the party, okay?”

it’s very sweet how he’s always making sure you are fine and listening to you talk about your best friend, not once telling you that he actually doesn’t like the guy.

you thank him by standing on your tiptoes to kiss his cheek, making him chuckle and hold your hand resuming your walk.

the first thing you notice when entering the living room are cregan’s friends drinking and chatting, but what draws your attention the most is aemond. sitting on a couch in a corner, cigarette between his lips as he looks annoyed at you two.

you fight the urge to walk to him. you miss him so much but it looks like he doesn’t miss you at all. he probably hasn’t even think about you. and that’s why you accept the drink cregan hands you, sitting by his side and trying to ignore the pair of blue eyes on you.

unbeknownst to you, aemond hasn’t stopped thinking about you since the day you accepted that date. he really thought you were going to say no and he still doesn’t know why he asked you to do it, but he regrets it so much.

but he also knows how selfish and childish he’s being.

he can't keep his eyes away from you as you laugh about something that has everyone laughing too. but he only can hear your laugh, loud and clear, and it's like a knife cutting through his chest. he wants to talk to you so badly, he has missed you like crazy, but doesn't know how to do it, what to say. he's pretty sure you're going to snap at him.

however, that doesn't stop him from following you when he sees you standing and walking away.

you're pouring some vodka in a cup when he enters the kitchen. his hands are sweating and he feels so nervous it's pathetic.

"so," he says, but you don't look at him, you just keep doing what you are doing. and that makes him even more nervous. "enjoying the party?"

there's a lot of noise, between the loud music and people talking, but the silence coming from you is louder than that.

"i was thinking," aemond says again, trying to make you talk or at least react. "maybe tomorrow we can go watch that movie you told me about."

you laugh and aemond smiles, feeling relief. but then you turn to face him and all that disappears.

"are you serious?" you ask him, but you don't give him time to answer. "that was months ago, i stopped asking you to go with me because you always had an excuse." you shake your head, looking at the liquid in your cup, not wanting to look him in the eyes; it's easier this way. "and when you did say yes, you never showed up."

it's his time to avoid your eyes, looking down embarrassed.

"i don't have time for this, aemond. you wanted me to meet new people? i'm doing exactly that, i don't know what's your problem."

"you don't have time for me." he whispers but you hear it, and your blood boils.

"it doesn't feel nice, does it?" you try not to cry in front of him but the more he stands there, looking lost and sad, the harder it is. there is something about finally giving you your place that makes you say the thing you never thought you were going to say out loud. at least not to him. "i'm in love with you, aemond, but loving you is hurting me. and i know it's my fault for never telling you and i'm not asking you to say or do anything... i just wanted you to know now that i feel things between us can never go back to the way they were."

aemond takes a step towards you, hands itching to touch you, but at the same time you take one step away from him. you know that if he touches you, the little wall you've created will come crashing down.

when you finally make eye contact, you can see the fight inside his head. you don't hate him, you hate yourself for not telling him sooner, for letting things go this far.

you smile softly at him before turning on your heels and walking back to the living room, swallowing all the tears.

cregan knows something happened the minute you sit and he doesn't hesitate to wrap his arm around your shoulder, pulling you into his side, placing a kiss to your temple.

aemond watches everything frozen in place, your words replaying in his head over and over again.

maybe he did know you were in love with him and that's why he did what he did. the real question is, is he in love with you? aemond realizes that doesn't matter anymore as he watches you and cregan together, and how comfortable you are around your new friends.

he's got a lot to blame for too.

the question now is; is he really willing to lose you?

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[lukall705]

Young Love [chapter 1]

This is a chuuya x reader x dazai fanfic! yay>_<

Btw Y/N is afab Non-binary and uses They/them

Also Finnish Y/N 😼

I suck at writing fanfics but i'm trying best and if you wanna read the chapers i've made so far then they are on my wattpad:D

https://www.wattpad.com/user/Luka_LL

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~Y/N POV:~

Finally, after 13 long hours i'm finally in Japan to start my new life! it feels so good to finally get to start a new life away from my family and old friends or more like classmates since i can't think of any of them as friends anymore.

As i step out of the airport i sit down on a bench outside and call for a taxi to come and get me. as i wait for my taxi, i scroll through old pictures of me and my classmates, "..why can't i just be happy like i was back then..?" i mumble to myself.

after about 20 minutes the taxi comes and i go inside it.

"To (college name) please" i say in Japanese to the taxi driver and he starts driving.

while on the way i admirer the city of Yokohama.

"are you a foreigner?" the taxi driver asks me "ah, yes i am" i answer him "this is actually my first time traveling outside of Europa" i say.

"are you European?" the taxi driver asks me "yeah, i'm from Finland"(or whatever country your from) i answer him, and the driver only nods and keeps driving me.

When we get to the college i thank him and pay "bye have a good day!" the driver says before driving of.

"..i'm all on my own now.." i mumble to myself again as i start walking inside the building. while i walk to the principles office i see some people whispering to each other and i'm guessing they are talking about how i look so different from them, it wouldn't be the first time.

while in my thoughts i accidentally bump into someone "oh sorry.." i say, and hear the person huff "whatever" they say and walk way. 'what the fuck did i do' i think to myself. i watch as the ginger haired boy walks over to some other boy with brunet hair thats much taller then him 'that must be his friend or something' i think to myself again.

when i get to the principles office i knock on the door and wait.

"come in!" i hear a woman say from the inside.

"You must be Y/N! am i right?" she asks in a happy voice "uh.. yeah i am" i say back "you must be nervous" she says to me in a calm voice while i keep quiet "theres no need to worry, you'll fit in just fine" she says. 'yeah right, there were just some students back talking me, and i made someone mad, i'm defiantly gonna fit in' i think to myself "..okay.." i say

After she tells me about all of my classes she gives me the keys to my dorm "just know you're gonna have two room mates!" she says as i leave the room.

'Room number 567? that means its on the 5th floor..' i think to myself and start walking to the elevator.

theres a note on the elevator door that says 'out of order' 'great, just my lucky day' i think and start walking up the stairs.

once at the top i start panting a lot "jeez.. that was harder then i thought.." i say to myself.

"543.. 544.. 545.." i look at all of the doors trying to find my own. "here it is!" i say while i start to unlock the door.

"DAZAI WHERE THE FUCK IS MY HAIR BRUSH!?!?" is the first thing i hear when i open the door 'oh lord' "calm down dear, its just a hair brush" says the same brunet from earlier while getting choked by the ginger 'what did i just walk in on' "this is kinda kinky not gonna lie-" the brunet says before the ginger lets go of him. "perv.." mumbles the ginger before he sees me.

"who the fuck are you?" he asks and i freeze "oh! i think thats our new room mate chuuya!" the brunet says excitedly "oh yeah, we were getting a new room mate, thats why we had to clean the guest room" the ginger says in a bit calmer voice now.

i study the boys features carefully.. they are quite pretty both of them, the brunet boy has bandages covering his arm, legs and neck, weird.. the ginger boy has some cute freckles covering his face and one blue and one brown eye. 

"you just gonna stand there like an idiot or introduce yourself to us?" the ginger asks in an annoyed tone. 

"a-ah! i-i'm Y/N..!" 'FUCK WHY DID I HAVE TO START STUTTERING RIGHT NOW!?' i think while dying inside.

"i'm guessing you aren't from Japan, right?" the brunet asks.

"..yeah.. i'm Finnish.." i say.

"i can tell" the ginger says.

'what the fuck is that supposed to mean!?' 

"chuuya, i'm pretty sure thats offensive to say" the brunet says. "HUH!?" the ginger seems shocked. 

"by the way i'm Dazai Osamu" the brunet says " and this here is my boyfriend, Chuuya Nakahara!" he say happily. 

"you shouldn't say that we are boyfriends to them! what if they are homophobic, dumbass!?" Chuuya say in a more irritated voice.

"..its fine.. i'm also a part of the community.." i say an they just look at me. i start to feel pretty weird and think that they are jugging me. i feel like i want to cry but i hold it in as to not make a fool out of myself.

"follow me and i'll show you your room!" Dazai says happily and grabs my hand. i flinch a bit at the contact but don't do anything to not seem like a bother.

"heres your new room!" he says and pushes me into the room closing the door 'finally he left me alone,..' i think while looking around the room, its quite big, probably bigger then my old room back.. home.. i feel sad thinking about my "home".. it never really felt like a home or a safe place for me.. all i can remember are bad times from when my parents yelled at me and said they were gonna hit me.

i wipe a tear that was running down my cheek and start unpacking my stuff.

"..this is gonna be a long night.." i sigh.

(authors note: i'll try to update this as much as i can since i'm busy with school stuff:) there might be a bit of smut in the next chapter;

Please don't steal this (nobody is gonna do that anyway) and i won't post the next chapter for a while so just read it on my wattpad. it might take me like months to post more chapters since i might forget lol) 

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[quartztwst]

Hii, sorry if this is a weird question, but it seems like you know Azul's character rlly well, so I wanted to ask - Do you think he'd be more of a tsundere in any kind of relationship (platonic or romantic) or open about his feelings? Have a nice day!

OHHH NO YOU ASKED THE WRONGGGG PERSONNNNNDKFJNAKADJSFNSNDKF i literally characterize Azul so bad i literally wrote him cooking meth and him being silly……. There’s plenty of people that do a much better way of understanding Azul’s personality and his relationships like @/pianostarinwonderland and some others nfasdfkjsk

I am the LAST PERSON TO BE ASKED THIS BC I DO TOO MUCH STUPID SHIT WITH HIM HRELPRL but I’ll give you my opinion!! Btw it’s not properly typed bc i love rambling

FIRST… AN (ATTEMPT) UNDERSTANDING OF AZUL (BECAUSE I CANNOT “ANALYZE”) IN HOW HE VIEWS RELATIONSHIPS:

From what personal stories and the game shows, Azul views relationships as transactional. YES I KNOW EVERYONE HAS SAID THAT BUT IT’S SUCH A MAJOR TRAIT IN HIS PERSONALITY. It’s just the truth.

In his stupid PE uniform R personal story, Azul sucks at flying (AS EVER) and Vargas pairs him up with Jamil to help his pathetic attempts. Jamil is obviously annoyed and proceeds to try to help Azul but Azul replies with a “what do you want?” CLEARLY THINKING THAT JAMIL WANTS SOMETHING OUT OF HIM FOR HELPING AZUL FLY ON A BROOM. Jamil doesn’t.. Like he doesn’t care he just wants to get this over with

But you get what I’m saying. Azul’s way of relationships isn’t really.. HEALTHY?? He views relationships as beneficial and transactional. You give and you take… but with friendship!!! It’s not a very healthy way to live but hey, what do you do when you’ve been bullied into nothing. He’s probably been in the “hey, my friend likes you” joke that “those” kids do.

(Okay idk why I said that its actually hurting me while thinking that I’m literally taking damage)

Anyways, what I’m saying is that he’s been treated as a joke by his peers and he probably does his contract deals to be treated seriously. I know it doesn’t sound irrelevant because I’m fucking typing what’s coming to mind but I feel like it’s connected to how he views relationships.

Also take a note on how he also views the tweels. (YES THEY ARE BEST FRIENDS THEY JUST DONT WANNA ADMIT IT). They aren’t servant and master like Jamil and Kalim but they are together like a business deal. They assist Azul and in return, it better be fun for them. (AND THEY WILL NEVER LEAVE AZUL I SWEAR THEY ARE BEST FRIENDS THEY ARE-)

We also need to take a note on how his parents are divorced. This can also affect a child’s view on relationships. (YES HE DOESN’T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT HIS BIOLOGICAL DAD JUST LET ME SPEAK)

He has never spoke of his biological father and praises his step father in which he calls “father.” It’s either Azul doesn’t give a fuck about his dad or just forgot about him which is understandable. (Why remember when he doesn’t serve a purpose in your life but your birth?)

But it seems like his mom and step father have a good relationship since he mentions that they get along well and are a good couple which probably will inspire Azul

So what i will piece here is that Azul finds relationships and friendships as transactional but if he were to find an actual SERIOUS romantic relationship, he’ll try to make it work. Also him and the tweels are besties.

SECOND… THE ACTUAL FUCKING QUESTION… TSUNDERE OR OPEN???:

(This is in a Azul Ashengrotto x Reader (Prefect) way)

Personally, I kinda like tsunderes……………… so like a tsundere Azul I would love a lot. Idk i love it when characters get flustered but I wouldn’t think Azul would be a tsundere unless it depends on the person.

In friendships, he would probably see you a business transaction. Someone that will benefit him but he would be kind of sweet??

I MEAN LIKE in a way he would gift you a small souvenir from a school trip.

You know during the City of Flowers trip, he bought the Tweels a souvenir. I would like to think you were at the level of the tweels………. But you’re not.

He gifts you a sweet souvenir and he suddenly says you owe him LMAOOOO

He offers to tutor you and you suddenly owe him

He offers to give you a SMALL discount and then you suddenly owe him

A LOT OF TRANSACTIONS but he cares about you and it benefits you.

He would probably tease you a little too

HOWEVER… ROMANTICALLY IS CONFUSING..

Let’s say he has a crush on you. He’s kind of embarrassed and probably tries his best to hide it a lot BECAUSE HIS ASS IS BY THE TWEELS ALL DAY. A SENSE OF WEAKNESS AND HE’S PROBABLY TEASED LMAO.

Floyd: “Hey, Azul, why are you staring at Shrimpy for so long?”

Azul, has no idea what the fuck is happening to him: “.. Me either.”

At the start, it’s probably so confusing for Azul.

He probably had crushes in elementary school but since he was bullied, he probably saw himself as undesirable which made him keep the feelings to himself to prevent further bullying.

So he’ll try to hide it. SO like OH HE’S FACING YOU?? He’s turning away. He was a bit too comfortable to you?? BYE YOU NEVER SEE HIM AGAIN. He brushed his hand on yours? Omg he’s like 6 feet away from you. I’M EXAGGERATING but he’s a little distant.

And it’s not like he’s visibly flustered. He’s very good at what he does.

I wouldn’t say he would be tsundere but shy and fucking scared LMAO

He’s trying his best to not show signs of affection to you because he doesn’t know how you feel about him

After accepting it, he doesn’t know what to do next. He doesn’t know if he should confess or just let it fade away because his previous crushes faded away.

Azul is a very observant mf so I feel like he would try to observe how you act around him to make his judgement on if he should make his move. (Ew that’s creepy.. but i meant it if you actually feel comfortable around his company or if you feel hostile around him)

His FIRST MOVE… is a FUCKING TRANSACTION.

Azul: “Prefect, I’ve been noticing how awful your study habits are! I’ve been wondering if you need any tips or assistance with it. I would be happy to help you study and be your tutor! … F-For a price of course!”

He’s trying ok. Take it or leave it.

He thinks as long he is beneficial to you, you might find him a bit worthy to have your attention and also it’s to up his confidence

He continues to make these small and helpful transactions and deals until he gets a little more confident.

I feel like he would think his flirting is obvious but his reputation pictures him as a sneaky guy that it doesn’t look genuine.

He is trying his best to look genuine but with his reputation… ermm.. sure buddy.

Azul probably has a plan to get you to date him idk like not in a EVIL SCARY way but in a desperate and pathetic attempt

So basically uh

HE’S TRYING HIS BEST TO BE OPEN 👍

When y’all start dating i feel like he’ll end up more open to you. Gifting you stuff and being on dates.

I adore tsundere Azul still

This is mostly just rambling and things i would think would fit Azul in MY OPINION I’m not good at writing Azul seriously

#azul ashengrotto #twisted wonderland #twst #I SUCK AT WRITING AZUL IM SO SORRY #azul ashengrotto x reader

[hagoftheholler]

So, I wanna give y'all a bit of a life update and the future of this account. If that doesn't interest you, keep scrolling. If it does, read under the cut. Feel free to voice your thoughts in the notes.

The past five months have been a lot, in simple terms. I had to leave my previous job significantly earlier than I wanted to, move to a different state significantly earlier than I wanted to, figure out how to manage off-grid living, adjust to a new job that I must admit I'm not really satisfied with, and I've adopted a kitten that came from a cat colony (she's doing amazing, btw). There's more to it, but that's most of what's been going on.

As a result, I've had to press pause on writing more personal and informative posts. It's not something I wanted to do. I just haven't really had a lot of time to spare. I'm not kidding when I say my drafts list is long. I'm the type of person who writes better on a computer instead of a phone, so I have to hold off on writing this stuff for when I get to visit a local cafe that has wifi.

It's unfortunate. But that's just how things are right now.

So, that being said... I'm in a spot where I'm more comfortable with evaluating where to go from here. I still want to post about folk magic and my personal practice. I'm just not sure tumblr is the platform to do it on. I haven't really decided if I am going to move to a different platform or not. I was looking into making a website at one point but that's a lot of work, and I'm not tech savvy. If anybody has any suggestions on this I'm open to them.

Furthermore, it's officially been a year since I was formally diagnosed with autism. It's been a rough adjustment. It's not like things really changed, because the struggles I've had pre-diagnosis are still present. The new struggles have been trying to redirect my mum away from ableist organizations and trying to explain to people that my brain isn't wired like a neurotypical person's.

I've also been able to address some internalized ableism and have been working on being less hard on myself. Which isn't easy. I'm still having a hard time coming to terms with the fact that my limits are more narrow than what I'd like.

Things have been rough. I'm okay though.

[emeritus-fuckers]

Hi!! I saw that headcanon requests for the Repugnant members was open and as a Repugnant stan I can't not join in (I love yalls headcanons btw, you're kinda who inspired me to do headcanons but I'm too nervous to reveal who I am at this exact moment)

Could you do headcanons of the Repugnant members (or just Mary if you don't wanna do all of them) catching their S/O trying on their clothes and making silly poses in the mirror with their instruments/drumsticks?

Repugnant catching their s/o mimicking them in front of a mirror

Mary Goore

They've been looking for their favorite leather vest for a while now.

After a while they've figured out they must've left it at your place when they were over last time.

So they simply went to your place and got in using the spare key you gave them.

They would have to come over soon anyway. Since they also left their guitar at your place as well, deciding to leave it there for a while after you asked them to teach you a few riffs.

They didn't hear you do anything at first, so they just assumed you weren't around.

Until they came over to your bedroom and heard not only their guitar, but also their partner trying to imitate their growls, clearly trying to do your own little attempt of a Repugnant concert.

They leaned against the doorframe like a lesbian would (something DD teased them about relentlessly) and watched.

You even nailed the little speech they gave before Morbid Ways.

And then, just as you were about to announce the title of the song, you heard a familiar voice growl it out instead.

"Mary?! The fuck, dude?! Scared the shit out of me!"

And they just grinned, pulling you into them with a corny "Mary Goore 2.0" joke.

And then, finally taking their vest off you... as well as the rest of your clothing.

Yup, they fuck you over it.

Are you really surprised?

DD Sars (fwb, not s/o)

He was getting frustrated, not able to find his favorite shirt.

He spent the night at Mary's, since he got wasted last night and their place was simply closer to where he was.

Yes, they did fuck. But that's besides the point.

He ended up taking one of Mary's shirts before heading home.

And as it turned out, you decided to stay for the weekend again. Which was fine, of course. He gave you a key for a reason.

Though it did surprise him a bit to hear his guitar playing "From Beyond the Grave" in his bedroom.

And so he sneaked in there to see you. In his favorite shirt, with his guitar. Imitating the glare he would always give Mary when they started to say dumb shit on stage.

And seeing that made him snicker, which in turn absolutely fucking terrified.

"What are you doing here?!"

"I live here, you stupid cunt."

"... oh. Right."

He's gonna make fun of you for a month.

G. Grotesque

He loves his family. But he also loves his bass. So when his aunt decided to visit his family for a weekend, he wanted to make sure his precious instrument was safe from his very young cousins.

Naturally, he left it with you. His darling, his sweetheart, his pookie, the love of his life, his beloved partner.

And now he was going to visit to pick his bass back.

Maybe (hopefully) get a cuddle session.

And a few kisses.

Okay, lots of kisses.

And since he decided to make this a surprise visit, he did not expect to see you attempting to do a riff from "Another Vision" in his battle jacket that he forgot at your place.

You were failing miserably, hitting the correct notes with luck instead of skill, considering you didn't even hold the guitar properly. Clearly more focuses on making silly poses than actual music.

And fuck, it was absolutely adorable in his eyes. He didn't have the heart to stop you.

Once you finally notices him, the just hugged you, kissing all over your face and repeating how cute you were.

E. Forcas

You felt cold while watching a movie together at his place, so he gave you one of his grey hoodies to warm you up.

And after the movie, he went to make you guys more tea. He had those cool, really big cups that you really liked.

And as you waited in the living room for him to come back from the kitchen, you could hear his fingers drumming against the kitchen table. Sometimes you wondered if he even realized he did that, or it was just a habit of him drumming whenever he had nothing else to do with his hands.

Speaking of drumming, as you waited, you got bored, too. And then you saw his drumsticks. And so you picked them up, pretending to play the drums, imitating the sounds it would make with your mouth.

You didn't even realize when he came back, somehow managing to always be almost completely quiet. But you did realize what you were doing when you saw his amused, yet adoring look.

"I've... made an idiot out of myself, huh?"

He just patted your shoulder before quietly offering to let you try doing it again, but on his actual drum set.

The way your eyes lit up in excitement told him everything.

He showed you a bit of how to play some of their songs. Slower than he would actually play them on stage, of course.

While you had something else planned originally, there was something very endearing in seeing you play (well, attempt to play) his instrument, so he just let you have your fun.

~

Written by Nosferatu (Jez).

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[hanasnx]

some updates while i’m here. i miss you! whether you’re a casual enjoyer of my blog & i see you in my notes, or my mutuals, or my followers, i’ve been thinking of you :) rare vulnerable moment i do cherish this blog and all your well wishes. thank you very much. i was right, typing is a huge strain and taking a break has been very good for my hands, so i’m going to keep at it.

some things:

don’t be afraid to keep sending me asks! they’re a great joy to me, i love seeing a notif in the inbox. i’ve gotten a fair few already that i’m excited to respond to when i can come back.

i did post a fred weasley drabble and not that i have to explain myself but i wanted to say i’ve been watching the harry potter movies. i’ve never seen them in their entirety, and the earlier ones have always been christmas movies in my house so to speak so i figured id give them a fair shot. i did read the books, and i’ve seen bits and pieces of the movies (hence my interest in fred weasley when i was a tween, but seeing him again made me wanna write for him for the first time in years)

also! a very kind anon told me earlier that my response to someone wrongfully making an ai chat bot of my content was an overreaction. it was “not that deep,” i believe was the colloquial term used. so the inherent content theft of ai invading free creative spaces is solved everyone! well done! very special thanks to the anon that let me know i was overreacting towards something i am passionate about and had a strong feeling towards! wow :) i never would’ve seen it like that. genuinely i am sorry anon that you’re ugly irl and your mommy doesn’t love you, which is why you feel like you can’t have a backbone over certain things. maybe you should stop consuming the free content creators provide on tumblr because you feel so secure in criticizing the selfless service <3 it’s giving: “im an old bigot that thinks ppl must be talentless and stupid when they work at mcdonald’s, but i’m still going to eat the food from there.” you’ve been blocked btw so you’re not offended by my use of free will when making free content on the internet for your grubby little hands to get a hold of and your smooth brain to criticize my right to share my personal opinions.

because the internet is the way it is, getting “hate” online has never really bothered me since i’ve always been a person with a large enough platform for years. it’s very easy for me to ignore and block and never answer whoever has decided to send some worthless hate message. which is probably why i almost never get hate anymore but it does happen occasionally. this was different since it wasn’t an attack on me per se, more so someone trying to admonish me for having a fair reaction towards something offensive. so i’m here to tell you it’s alright to treat strangers on the internet as strangers. you’re allowed to reinforce boundaries. you’re allowed to tell people you do not appreciate their actions towards you, and don’t leave room for argument. i am a very direct person, which means i told that person firmly that they needed to delete that ai chat bot they made of my au without my consent. and i did it without remorse. and i was told “it wasn’t that deep.” well it was. and it is. it is that deep because it’s deep to me, and i know it’s something that happens to others and it is that deep to them too. so what’s the problem in it being that deep? there is none :) let things be deep. be sincere. it is very important.

also if you make ai chat bots without creator’s consent when using their content you’re a piece of shit and doing a disservice to the very person you’re trying to exalt. take a step back and reevaluate how ai harms your interests rather than progresses them as well as the creators you claim your respect and cherish. you’re a victim of propaganda, my friend! and i prolly wouldn’t have made this post if anon hadn’t said anything. so maybe they should’ve kept their mouth shut since they didn’t wanna see shit like this so bad lmfao

now that that’s out of the way, i am sending wet fat sloppy kisses to everyone’s lips tell me when you receive them

#fuck ai #indy lore #updates #tw vent

[eternalwritess]

Thank you for doing a matchup trade with me <3 here's the redo of it! you did super well btw but the character made me uncomfortable. here I go!

FANDOM: I would like a hazbin hotel matchup please! and since you said your fine with me choosing a character I would like to be matched with Adam please! I love him sm and I wanna see how the relationship would go : D

Also just @ me in the post when your completed!

ABOUT ME: My name is Jaxrel! People call me "Jax" for short. also use other names like Himawari, Rin, etc, He/Him (They/Them is acceptable), I'm a Trans Man who's pansexual and I've been diagnosed with mental illness and disorders that I do not wish sharing ATM.

Personality+ Notes): I'm a ENTP Ravenclaw, 5w4, Extroverted. I'm a very chill and intelligent person, I'm very polite and sweet! at first awkward, shy and distant when meeting people, extremely independent, when comfortable I talk about a lot of stuff for hours, loud talker, emotions come off as sarcastic or silly (due to autism), confident, straightforward I have a urge to correct someone of faulty information), uses "big" words, good sense of humor, playful, entertaining, optimistic, mischievous, curious(I'm nosy and I love gossip), i can be a rule breaker(sometimes don't mean to), dad/ tharapist friend, when | go out | bring water bottles, first aid kit, chapsticks) just in case, chill but some people would say I have some "repressed anger issues, get a reallyyy overractive Brain, tend to get deep and philosophical when I'm left on my own for to long, I can be verbally aggressive when prevoked. If this helps more the characters I kin a lot are: Victor Nikiforov (Yuri On Ice), Tei (Nameless), Cutthroat (Akudama Drive, Except the Bloodlust cutthroat has.), Ranpo Edogawa (Bungo Stray Dogs), Dazai Osamu (Bungo Stray Dogs), Space Ishtar (Fate), Okita Souji (Fate), Langa Hasegawa (Sk8 The Infinity), Sherlock Holmes (TGAA), Zack (Final Fantasy 7), Vash The Stampede (Trigun), Roy Mustang (Fullmetal Alchemist), Otonashi Yuzuru (Angel Beats), Karma Akabane (Assassination Classroom), Vanitas (Study Case of Vanitas), Zoe Hange (AOT), Shinoa Hiragi (Seraph of The End) + more

things I love about myself: when someone is going through anything or needs help with anything they will call me before anyone else, i have an ugly laugh so guaranteed if i laugh someone else will as well, how much i love animals if i see a stray around my house i will adopt it immediately, if i see a stranger crying in public my eyes will not leave them alone until i get the courage to walk up to them and ask whats wrong, i am very confrontational i will always stand up for whats right no matter how scary the situation may be, how greedy i am for money but when i love someone i will spend the world on them, how excited i get for little things like when someone buys me redbull, monster, cherry pepsi or chocolate pretzels/strawberries my day cant be ruined, how in touch i am with being grateful if someone helps me in anyway or does something in general to benefit me i will never forget it, dont take people for granted, ive been told anytime someone hangs out with me that being with me feels safe and peaceful, pay attention to the little things, how even though i dont care about plushies i have been given some and i make sure to kiss them all goodnight in case they are actually real and see what happens, if i know someone is having a hard mental health day i will clean for them/ get them icecream and be patient till they are ready to talk about it, without fail a quiet person will always be loud with me, i am the type of person who just wants people i love to be happy even if its not with me, i will always choose them i dont say i love you until i mean it i will celebrate the people i love, i am very observant if i see that someone wants something i will get it for them no matter what, i will make it my mission to compliment a stranger that looks like they are having a hard time so their day is a little better, how i say i love kids even though if they can be annoying i will protect them with my life and im so gentle with them, I am not ashamed of what i love like anime for example even though when I was teased for it when I was little i never once hid that i loved it even if i dont like a song that someone shows me i will be hyper while listening to it so they dont feel small and embarrassed around me, how soft i become when someone holds my hand, I love psychical affection a lot so it's not a problem for me, i love how hardworking i am, whether its how much i love actually working or just getting out of bed knowing how hard my mind is fighting i love how i have gotten up despite how challenging it is to, i am an emotional person but i will always cry for a sad scene in a movie, if I love someone, they'll be seen.

MORE KINS: hiyori tomoe (enstars), yoosung kim (mystic messenger), jumin han (mystic messenger), hanako (tbhk), felix kranken (twf), albedo (genshin impact), shoya ishida (a silent voice), tom (eddsworld). eridan (homestuck), karkat (homestuck), shu itsuki (enstars), miyamura izumi (horimiya), micheal afton (FNAF), lolbit (FNAF), mangle (FNAF), natsume sakasaki (enstars), sora harukawa (enstars), urumi akamaki (alice in borderland), V (mystic messenger), hagumi kitazawa (bandori), matsubara kanon (bandori), shinji ikari (neon genesis evangelion), minami kotobuki (oshi no ko), lain iwakura (serial experiments lain), hajime hinata (danganronpa), k-angel (needy streamer overdose) and more hehe

Looks: Half Polish and Vietnamese and Half Middle Eastern(Iraqi)/Filipino, I'm very skinny like just flat, I have hazel eyes and some slight flecks of amber and blue, I have upturned eyes but they seem like they are almond shaped but they aren't too noticeable, I think I have a heart shaped face but from different angles it looks more diamond shaped(?), I'm approximately 5 8, I have a dimple only on my chin, I have dyed black hair, I also have bangs too, my clothing style tends to stretch widely from comfy to... a lot like this! I wear gyaru (hime gal, himekaji, agejo, gyaruo, rokku, manba, banba, kogal, tsuyome, and kigurumi), goth (trad goth, romantic goth, mall goth, cyber goth, and victorian goth), scenemo/emo (ofc), & vkei ouji and lolita, I can also pull off a kpop idol look, i also wear a lot of cool dresses and suits, I also wear Y2K and I also dress in alternative clothing a LOT, I wear a lot of other harajuku styles such as, jirai kei, decora and more so on.

hobbies: gaming, anthropology, pathology, theology, zoology, music, dancing, filmmaking, art (drawing, painting, pottery, digital art, etc), learning different instruments/languages, cosplaying, skateboarding, tabletop RPG's, taking pictures of things that I think are pretty, collecting figurines/stuffed animals and puppetry, science/history, soccer(football)/volleyball/ basketball and swimming, cooking/baking, art is definitely my main hobby I dedicate a lot of time to it, I can play 5 instruments which is the piano, cello, koto and bass/electric guitar, I know 6 languages and I'm learning more right now (which are hindi and chinese if your interested).

Likes: Chocolate, Strawberries, Iced Coffee and Boba Tea, Anime/ Manga, Music, Food, Winning in arguments online or irl, Reading, Cats, Sharks, Animals in general, Cold/or Rainy Weather, Shopping, Playing Tabletop RPG's, Abstract or Romance movies, Kdrama(pretty much any asian dramas), Spicy or Sweet Food, Ramen.

Dislikes: Loud Noises, Slow Walkers and hot weather.

Love Languages: pretty much all of them, LOL (giving). gift giving, words of affirmation & physical touch (receiving)

Thank you so much! I really appreciate letting you letting me send in another matchup <3

✌𝓐𝓭𝓪𝓶✌

ps sorry i made you uncomfy with your last match so dont worry about the whole sending in another matchup thing <3 @averagetoyakinnie

You probably were a new soul in heaven at the gates seeing as you seem like you wouldn't end up in hell.

You probably met in the zoo or at the entrance to it. Why Adam was at the zop is still unknown but he was there. He was probably watching over Emily as she looked at everything

She saw you and introduced you to Adam as a new soul trying to get him to meet some other people

He probably didn't remember your name at first...

"Shit what was it again?"

He was also really rude when you were polite calling you a pushover and leaning on you trying to make you feel small

This didn't work on you no matter how many times he called himself the 'original dick'

After a while of dealing with him you both probably walked around and began talking with each other. He was probably kinda brash and rude the entire time but you never took it from him and he fell in love

You were also still kind to him and he felt kinda bad after a while

Of course he didn't apologize for his behavior but he did regret in come way

"So uh anyways I'm.... NOT sorry. You've just met the Adam YOU should be thankful... heh.."

Yeah he's not great with apologies

When you get into one of your rambles he might end up zoning out but then he'll zone back in and most likely say the most out of pocket shit you've ever heard before

You being straightforward with him is amazing as you're not afraid to correct with some stuff which is great because you humble him every now and then

When you use big words he doesn't understand he'll pause for a moment and call you a nerd

"I don't know what those long ass words exist anyways like just fucking explain it bitch,"

When he's kinda mean to you he doesn't really mean it and thinks of it being funny. Although if you get uncomfortable he'll try and stop... keyword being try

You being curious and a rule breaker is something that he loves and will in fact encourage especially if it 'sticks it to the man'. He'll always stand up for you if you get someone mad and will be curious with you and sometimes do dumb shit in the process

He'll also probably try and pull some pranks with you every now and then on Sera or Peter. but maybe not Emily as you would both get your asses beat, plus she's really nice and you both like her so there's that

He'll also love to gossip with you. Actually he'll probably take you to the exorcists and you'll all just gossip together. That's how you met Lute and to be honest she was probably a lot and he tried keeping you away from her

Didn't really work though

"And thats Lute, also known as danger tits and- LUTE STOP NO-!"

You probably don't get along with her as much as him but you do have some things in common so that helps

You bring water bottles and medical kits for the exorcists when he brings you to watch them train

You quickly became a favorite of theirs as you care more for them than Adam in some aspects. Sometimes you'll even force him to help you carry stuff to them

"Its Jax again! Guys get over here!!!"

Adam is the last person to give a shit about your anger issues. He'll actually encourage you to take them out on someone probably giving you a dummy and telling you to hit it and beat the shit out of it

As for being verbally aggressive he also just doesn't care and will probably join in with you

He doesn't mind you being overprotective but if it gets out of hand he will end up running/flying away from you but then getting you something to make up for it

You preen his wings for him every now and then and he loves it and will run up to you just to get you to do so

"Preen now!!!"

You also helped him out with the whole Eve and Lilith thing helping him get over it

This likely took some time for him to open up to you about it thinking that you might just run off or run away from him still thinking about his exes even if it wasn't in a romantic way more of an 'how did i fuck up that bad' way

But you helped him out and even though it was hard for him to open up (this took like a whole week of talking probably and opening up) he did so and ended up crying on your shoulder afterwards

"Ah shit, sorry about this" *sniffle*

He was likely very embarrassed after the talk and never wanted to bring it up again

He did NOT want you finding out about the exterminations. He knew that you would likely oppose them just from a few conversations with you and he didn't want to lose you

So you can imagine what did happen when you found out about them. Let alone it was he who suggested them

"Listen- man please just listen to me"

This resulted in a long argument between you two that carved a gap in your relationship but he kept begging you to forgive him saying that it was what was best for heaven and that they didn't have another choice

He even brought up Sera saying how important she was and that he never would've done the exterminations if she didn't approve of him going down there

This is where he might've lied saying that he took no pleasure in killing demons in order to keep you happy

He felt really guilty afterwards and bought you all of your favorite things. Rudbulls, pretzels, strawberries, cherry pepsi and chocolate. He even had the exorcists help him out with gifts and figuring out what he should get

"I'm really, really sorry,"

Moving onto the less angsty things with you being observant you probably get him quite a few things too like food, treats, and maybe an album or two from his favorite artists in heaven

He watches anime with you all the time (mostly for the... designs lets be honest) and will probably shout whenever there's some sort of plot twist saying that he 'saw it coming' when he probably didn't lets be honest here

"Oh FUCK yes!! I totally saw that! Did you see that? I saw it"

He also doesn't care at all with you being slightly greedy for money because quite honestly he's the same in some areas but that being said he will bug you for money if he ever runs out... or just doesn't want to spend his

You might have to get used to his music taste and him playing his guitar constantly as he does it every day at the worse times most likely. He tries not to but its almost like a skill at this point

You have to yell at him to stop if it really drives you crazy and he will in exchange for some kisses and cuddles

Speaking of cuddles he'll try and cuddle you daily. If you have down time? Cuddles. Work? Cuddles. Hard day? Cuddles. He'll find any reason to snuggle up with you

That also being said he likes to fold his wings around you in public just because he likes the gesture and he probably wants others to know that you're taken. (Someone hit on you once and he is NOT risking that again)

He notices that you melt when he holds your hand so he'll do it all the time grabbing it for no apparent reason and sometimes even kissing it just to see you get flustered or soften up

"You're so adorable y'know that right?"

One of the reasons he likes it is because he feels somewhat in control or that he's doing something right in his relationship which honestly says a lot since eve and lilith

He loves how hardworking you are and how you help out with the exorcists from time to time making sure that they don't get hurt and such

He'll tell you that you don't need to but you'll do it anyways to help them out

I'd also like to imagine that there are some exorcists like vaggie who have trauma from the exterminations themselves and you would talk to them and help them through it as the year goes on

Adam doesn't see the point in it but he won't question it saying that you can do whatever you want

Since you're 5'8 and shorter than him by quite a pick he'll pick you up bridal style and carry you around sometimes

Or when hugging you he'll squeeze you and pick you up and probably spin you around

"Its sooo good to see you again!"

I'd like to imagine that he also has some attachment issues so when you come back he's almost like a sick puppy waiting for you to come home

He'll wait for you for hours on end just at the door all grumpy until you come on over and give him a hug

He'll also sometimes end training early if he wants to see you

"Alright ladies wrap it up!"

You might get at him for this but he won't listen and will just turn on your favorite anime all the way up with a smug little grin on his face

When he didn't come back from his extermination Lute was the one who told you he was gone before storming off and calling the demons filth and names

You were devastated and wanted to make a grave in heaven for him but Sera declined for the longest time before finally agreeing saying that only those with special access could see it though since the people of heaven might suspect something

His grave ended up being put in a secluded area in a place that you could only visit a few times a week since Sera said that she didn't want anyone getting suspicious of where you were going

Mostly because as the souls in heaven are kind they still are flawed to some extent and might follow you around

You still help the exorcists every now and then but not as much since Lute's in charge now and she hardly lets you through saying that you can't be in there

Overall your relationship has its ups and downs but in the end you two are a very loving couple <3

#hazbin hotel matchups #match up #hazbin hotel matchup #hazbin hotel match up #hazbin hotel match ups #matchup #matchups #hazbin hotel #hazbin

[enelenjoyer]

Soiled Blood | Yan!Enel x Reader [Part 3]

(Heres a note btw, I haven't come to skypiea arc yet so I can only portray his personality and the story in the way wiki explains and how I think it goes so don't get mad at me if somethings false!!) My head hurts... It feels weird.. Somethings covering my body.. A Thin silk blanket and I can feel something cold around my wrists. I feel lightheaded, like something had happened before I woke up here, I don't know what though. It took me a while until I came to my senses and the world became clear. I looked around just to see a familiar man eating an apple on a couch in the same room as me. He seemed to have noticed my glare and flashed a smug smile at me, I wanted to ask him what was going on until he interrupted me saying, "You're finally awake. How do you like the cuffs I got you?" and then chuckling after. I'm

confused.. Why am I cuffed? "Sorry sir but um.. who are you exactly and where am I?.." I asked awkwardly. I noticed his expression change from smug to shocked and immediately after change to even more smug. "We had an argument, you ran away, ran into some bandits and you hit in the head so hard you lost your memories. I told you to stay inside but you didn't want to listen." ━━━━━━━ My head was spinning around and I was so confused of everything. "Oh, sorry.. but.. who are you?.. who are you to me?" He looked at me with a normal expression, seemed to be lost in thoughts before he hesitantly said, "God of this land and your S/O." 'Wow.. I have a partner and he's a god?.. I didn't even remember that..?' My hand wanted to move to the side to help me get up until I remembered there were handcuffs there. "I forgot to ask... why am I handcuffed..?" I asked in confusion. He got up and was now coming towards my direction. He sat down on the bed I was laying on and said, "So the same incident doesn't happen again." In a dark voice. "You're much safer here, you have everything you need to live. And if you want something you'll have to make yourself worthy enough for the thing you want, like for example, behave and I just might get you some nice clothes." He finished. I struggled a bit to get up from my sleeping position but eventually got up and scooted over to him. "So.. If I behave well enough will you get rid of these cuffs..?" I asked only to get a glare from him and make him leave. ━━━━━━━ It's been a week and so far its very nice here. Servants are by my side at all times and the god, no, Enel spoils me with so many expensive and nice stuff. But something still feels strange about this entire thing. It feels comforting being around Enel but theres still that one little thought at the back of my head repeating "You have to run away." It's been bothering me ever since I woke up here and it just doesn't go away. Working on my novel all I could think about was how odd that small feeling of wanting to run away was still stuck and what he would do if he found out as I finished the novel I was working on. "I'll just try to forget about these thoughts." I said. "And now to show Enel my wonderful writing!" I continued with glee in my voice. Little did I know he was standing right outside my rooms door listening to what I was saying. -ENEL POV: 'Somethings bothering her.' I thought as I entered her room. "Ooohh! Perfect timing!" She smiled widely. 'She's gonna be the death of me.' I said to myself as she approached and opened her mouth saying, "Thanks for letting me write without the cuffs on. They were hurting my wrists, look at the marks they left!" She continued, "Anyway! I finished the novel I told you about! Wanna see it?" ━━━━━━━

I sat and listened to her reading until one of the sentences she read randomly reminded me of what she was talking about before I entered the room. "Y/N." "Mm?" "What did you mean when you said "I'll just forget about these thoughts." I said with my eyes glaring right back at hers when I noticed a sudden expression change on her face. She looked dark, shadow was covering her eyes a little. She looked like she was thinking of something, looking like she lost connection to reality. "Erm.. anyway!. Athena stood there petrifi-" "You didn't answer me." I said "I was just uh thinking about something I forgot to do until I realized the servants would handle it, nothing serious.."

'The lie was painfully obvious.' He thought to himself. "Then tell me what it was." At this point you began sweating and beads of sweat were running down your face down to your neck. You quickly thought of an excuse only realizing it was embarrassing but worth using to save yourself from the situation you were in. "It's embarrassing.." "What do you mean?" "Uh.. stuff I forgot to prepare for my period?.." You said like it was a question. You looked down at the floor in shame and in embarrassment. Who knew you were a good actor? "O" He simply said. "Yea uh.. I forgot to prepare pads and my period had already came so I was very worried. Sorry if I made you worried though!!"

'Now I know what she meant by embarrassing..' 'But something still felt odd though' he thought.

#yandere one piece #enel one piece #enel x reader #eneru #one piece yandere #male yandere #yandere #one piece #memory loss

[jumpscaregoose]

What are your thoughts on the character writing in Shaman King? I think it's pretty interesting since it doesn't always spell out everything for the reader.

sorry for leaving this for like 87 years I was deliberating my opinions and then I forgot

pinkie promise to not ignore more asks for this long please give me more things to drabble on about

this triggered an unskippable cutscene so I'm adding a read more but if you don't wanna be here for years me complaining is still above the cut (though I recommend being a nerd with me I have a graph)

anyways I have a running bit with myself whenever I'm googling something mankin related (like when capitalism was invented or the average altitude in hokkaido or something about lsd for the fiftieth time) that I do more research than takei did originally writing the damn thing. the exact words I say are usually "I should stop expecting takei to be good at his job when I do this" because takei does suck at his job sometimes. directing you towards him using the entirety of pre-colonial mesoamerica as a grab bag of random traits that results in hell for me googling stuff because ohmygod

I think the character writing is where this happens the least (though there was one point during my flowers reread where I had to step away from my computer because I forgot he did a thing and it was the SINGLE WORST THING HE COULD HAVE WRITTEN for those characters with that plot element but I digress that is a whole other thing that I am not qualified for)

the writing of our main characters (specifically pacing) is funny though one second I have a graph

these lines display (roughly) the points in the story where we're introduced to our five main characters and also the points where we get full backstory reveals

as you can see

takei what the actual fuck why is it so imbalanced

I think it's a cool funny haha but sir did you forget that one of your most important characters didn't have a full backstory for like four years

not much else to say about pacing except the manga is already really zoomy and when you don't give them enough episodes to adapt it you get an any% speedrun wr 19 hours 50 minutes whateverI'mnotdoingmoremath seconds also look at this typo I made writing this it's very important

ok right where we we

actually answering the ask sounds like a good idea now

overall I really like the characters in the shaman king manga, reboot anime, and what I've seen of the 2001 anime. I've already written an entire post about how much I love yoh and hao's writing. hana and alumi are neat and red crimson is an excellent manga but we're no here for sequels

also it's important to note that I have been staring at shaman king for like two years straight, I have no sense of what's obvious knowledge and what's obscure nolifer wisdom ( no idea where I fall on that spectrum basically)

recently I've been in a real x laws appreciation phase, I think lyserg's arc specifically is a neat and complex take on justice and healing. it feels like something that could realistically happen to a person, minus all the supernatural stuff of course

ever since I first watched the 2021 anime the summer it started airing I've also really liked ren. he's got the zuko type redemption arc thing going on, and while that's an age old trope something about the way he was written always gets me. watching 2021 episode 27 for the first time the day it came out (as the first episode I watched weekly btw, rip osorezan arc you're beautiful but the first time I watched you I was so preoccupied) was one of the most memorable media experiences I've ever had. 😲 face the entire time

horo's another fave writing wise, again mostly because I think the ridiculous pacing of his arc is Hilarious, but if you interpret it as takei being good at his job (possible but unlikely) his introduction scene is fantastic at establishing a character without letting you know you're missing something. I for one didn't notice until the narrative pointed it out at which point I freaked out a bit because oh no I ignored my son by accident. the wisdom kings fight still makes me lose it every time I watch it scene of all time as well (voice performance has to be my favourite part of that I don't think it would go half as hard animated without that)

those three are my favourite characters writing wise. I also think jeanne is cool but her entire arc is very similar to both lyserg's and ren's so I shan't elaborate. I will however tell you about the time I was sitting in math class when my teacher mentioned joan d'arc, I had what can only be described as a eureka moment, and spent five minutes frantically googling things until I zoned back in to him talking about the time he almost drowned in quicksand on mont saint michel

there's also some neat stuff with plant and flower symbolism that I haven't looked into in months but is pretty neat (I like the part where weed shows up because I am so very mature)

don't even get me started on the musical leitmotifs and themes (no seriously don't I have no real musical knowledge and no one to fact check my bs) but I did write another post about some of it if you haven't read it

uh in conclusion I don't think takei knows what he's doing sometimes, character writing in shaman king pretty good sometimes me likey, I will make graphs on a whim for basically no reason

here have another one I did in two minutes to explain ren and jeanne's parallel character arcs once

giveb me more mankin asks if you have any I have so many OPINIONS and TANGENTS I wish to be PROMPTED

#shaman king #long post #mankin ask #look at my graphs aren't they beautiful #love me some tangents in a trench coat pretending to be a coherent answer

[hunters-heathen]

how did you feel about the obi wan kenobi finale!!!! id love to hear ur thoughts

Let me tell you, it’s been several days (I think? Time isn’t real) and I still can’t even begin to compose my thoughts into something articulate

So instead I leave you with how I felt the entire time while watching:

Okay I lied here’s a chaotic list

Vader Vader Vader Vader Vader supremacy 🧎🏻‍♀️

I lost my marbles when Ben did his ~pose~

ThEn YoU WiLl dIe (plz just tear my heart out miss Chow)

^ he threw his whole Vadussy into that fight fr

^ he threw his whole Vadussy into that fight fr

Can we talk about how despite knowing they both live I was literally so tense the entire duel

BERU SUPREMACY she pulled out those guns and Owen said 😳 lmfaooo as you should king, she’s the top fr

^ I have a weird thing for the slight roughness/gravel in Owen’s voice though bye-

Also no freaking high ground comment??? Bye pt. 2

Vader literally getting pummeled with rocks I-

Vader wheezing

The way Anakin shown through and his face was lit with blue but then Vader came back & it was red

^ adding onto that I saw someone say how Ben had to watch his eyes turn Sith all over again and now I’m crying

^ adding onto that x2: saw comparisons about how Ahsoka opened the right, Ben opened the left, but only Luke could lift the helmet off completely and I have not stopped thinking about that since

I am not your failure, Obi-Wan

^ that’s it that’s the tweet

Then my friend is truly dead 🥲🥲🥲

Leia and Ben reunion 🥲 also I’m tired of him calling himself old / other ppl calling him that lmao (smash)

^ btw I LOVE Alderaan I wanna live there okay

I just think… I miss Padmé Amidala so much (Ben compared Leia to her parents and a homie was ~sobbing~)

Lowkey I wanted a Padmé grave visit by Vader but okay-

Also wish there were more clone wars flashbacks maybe? But I’m not one to complain, the duel flashback was far beyond what I expected ✨ plus perhaps we will get clone wars flashbacks in Ahsoka (this is really Hayden’s year, go king)

I lowkey wish Reva did have a villain arc of some sort but I’m glad they didn’t just kill her off. Mayhaps a spin-off is in order

^ on that note I’d also love to have a Vader spinoff. Or two. Or five thousand. There’s so much to do with him

Qui-Gon FREAKING JINN 🗣 love him but also all I could think about was the bts pics of Liam Neeson dressed as Qui-Gon under that umbrella lmao bye

Oh- THE BOYS HOLDING HANDS WHILE DUELING- 🗣🤌🏼

I like how Ben’s outfit at the end was like one of the ones from the comics

HELLO THERE

There’s been a lot of talk about Ben & Anakin being dyads bc of what was presented in the show and lowkey I’d be here for it

^ I think it’s an amazing and fascinating concept that wasn’t super properly touched on in the sequels so it’d be neat to see it again somewhere else as well

Ummm all I have to say in conclusion is that this show tore my heart out SO much and I literally cannot believe it’s already over. Hayden was incredible, Ewan was incredible, Vivian and Moses were incredible, ugh- I’m in love. Some shows I watch and then I’m like ‘okay I don’t think I need to revisit this’ but I’ve already watched the finale like 5 times (literally even just as background while I’m reading or something) so I’ll definitely be revisiting it

Some things could’ve been executed better, mostly the pacing and also some of the action scenes (let’s be real the Leia chase was ridiculous fkfkfk) but overall it’s been a wonderful ride and I really really am hoping for a season two or something of the sort. I’m simply not ready to let Ben go yet ✨

^^^^^ I know I have so much more to say but literally my head is so chaotic rn so this is all you’re getting 💀

#i am SO sorry this is terribly long #ezra time!! #kenzie answers #kenobi spoilers #obi wan kenobi

[pressagie]

tw: homophobia

hello!! first of all i just wanna say that i love your blog (@/diospirando) so much. i found you through your uquiz (which was really helpful btw). i came here to ask about my love life. here is a little bit about me: my hobbies include learning about marine life and watching films. i am a lesbian and come from a pretty religious family and almost everyone i know is also very religious. i haven’t come out to anyone for obvious reasons except for a few really close friends. i myself am not religious and have left my religion last year, however i feel this overwhelming sense of guilt for leaving even though whenever i try to come back to my religion i just can’t get myself to believe in it again. sometimes i wish i could just go back to believing in it like i did before and try my best to start liking men because i really dont want everyone i know and love to hate me. all of my irl friends are homophobic and i feel a lot of guilt for what i am and after constantly being told my whole life that i will go to hell for simply loving someone i just dont know anymore what to do because i am really so lonely. a lot of my irls are in relationships and i just wanted to ask if there is someone for me as well? like someone who is able to understand me unlike all of the other people in my life and accept me for who i am? and is there a chance of that person being a guy? (i know this sounds bad of me asking since i just said i am a lesbian but i really am just hoping that there is some guy out there that i will like so i can continue to have a good relationship with my family and friends). i am honestly just really sick of being lonely and not being understood, i just want to meet someone who gets me well. i have a preference for tarot but you can decide which works best for my situation. i’d also like to request a book passage and song of your choice. again, thank you and sorry for this question being so long.

hi im so sorry im the person who sent the last anonymous ask (the one that mentions being a lesbian and having a very religious family). i forgot to add something to it and i have no idea how to unsend/edit an ask because im kind of new to tumblr but i just wanted to add something to my question. I'd like to know about future patner and the type of person they are (any information is about), it can be their appearance, personality, achievements, where I'll meet them or even how they're doing currently in life whatever you can channel I'll be happy with anything. thank you :D

Hey 🤎

I'm so sorry you're going through that.

(And thank you for the TW.)

Speaking as a queer person with christian and queerphobic relatives: please remember that you can't choose to like men, or anyone for that matter. Obviously, attraction is fluid – but let me ask you this (and tell me to fuck off, if it's not my place): even if you were to be with a guy, would that solve all the problems which the people in your life have?

I can't tell you what to believe, just as no one should. But if you need to hear this, and it helps in any way: I promise that you're not going to hell for being a lesbian, and you deserve so much better than the judgement and guilt from your family and other people. You deserve to be happy, be it single or otherwise. You deserve understanding, to feel connected – and not only acceptance, but FULL BLOWN RESPECT.

(I'm really glad that you liked the quiz! Guessing you meant this one?)

(Did I understand correctly that you follow me @diospirando? Either way, feel free to come say hello 🥰 I'm very curious to know if we've interacted before, but no pressure!)

(Oh and you can't unsend/edit asks.)

Note: I added some info to my pinned post, and I recommend (to everyone who sent in questions) giving it a read.

Now on to your reading... I did try Tarot first like you asked, but the Oracle's what you get today 🤠

This deck is based on animals at risk of extinction in the Iberian Peninsula (where I live) and others with relevant roles in our mythologies/religions... I included their names, in case they have any personal, special meaning for you – and there are some marine species :]

Spoiler alert: you only got birds 😂 but at least 3/5 (that I checked) are related to the sea!

Is there someone for me as well?

— Who is able to understand me unlike all the other people in my life and accept me for who I am?

ASCENSION & the pigeon Columba palumbus azorica (horizontal)

I take the terms the author of this deck uses with several grains of salt cause I don't buy into the common spiritual associations with, e.g., ascension (but that's a conversation for another time) so here I'm taking the card to mean distancing yourself, traveling... Flying, if you want to be more literal.

This species is endemic to basically one of the Azores islands only – meaning it can't be found anywhere else in the world. If you combine this information, I think it's fair to say that you can find someone (to have a relationship like you want) if you look somewhere you already expect to find them, such as a specific community (that could very well be online)!

Sidenote: it landed on my lap instead of the table, and I usually use that to signal if something/someone has tried to catch your attention, or is still trying – so pay attention.

I'd like to know about my future partner and the type of person they are.

— Their appearance, personality, or even how they're doing currently in life.

RECOGNITION & the falcon Falco naumanni (horizontal) AUTHENTICITY & the gull Ichthyaetus audouinii (upright) + VISION & the eagle Aquila adalberti (inverted) WISDOM & the eagle-owl Bubo bubo (upright)

You may recognize each other from somewhere, but not like you knew each other well before (there is a Reunion card to symbolize that kind of previously established contact/relation in a stronger way). This falcon is a summer migrant so that might point to when you first crossed paths and/or will cross again.

Their personality is authentic, but you'll have a hard time seeing that (at first). This could be related to your own interests and lifestyle, and the concept of individuality (refer to the gull's and the eagle's links for inspiration to think deeper about this).

Either they're being thoughtful regarding how they live, and making wise choices, they're a student/teacher – or both! The Bubo bubo (adorable name) being a species of eagle-owl can indicate some connection to the previous eagle card (individuality, perspective...).

This is getting a little long so I'm gotta let you take it from here 🐚🌊

Alice's Adventures in Wonderland (1865) Chapter III: A CAUCUS-RACE AND A LONG TALE

«They were indeed a queer looking party that assembled on the bank – the birds with draggled feathers, the animals with their fur clinging close to them, and all dripping wet, cross, and uncomfortable.»

Movement by Hozier in Spotify Singles (2019)

Thank you for trusting me to read for you. I would love to know what you think: if this resonates with your circumstances, and what comes of it. Don't be afraid to give me honest feedback and suggestions, after all, it'll help me become a better reader :]

Do you want to expand on this or have another topic to explore? Leave me a (follow-up) question!

You can always include the numbered tag associated with your reading(s), and I'll add it to the future posts as well, so they are identified as belonging to the same querent, and easier to find – check below, next to #OMEN DEAL.

For Ko-fi tips (zero pressure)

I honor the spirit who helps with my practice – for winding and guiding my path, learning how to sit with me, and being a light to read by.

Elioth Gruner's Milking Time / Araluen Valley

#Look if there's any chance you go to hell I'm personally going to craft the gayest spell to get down there Montero-style. #We'd turn it into a party and the guest of honor would be their god (to be used as a piñata). I don't make the rules – but maybe I should 😌 #Sending a big virtual hug (if you're comfy with that) <3 #Just to clarify: the book passages and songs are not chosen by me; I use bibliomancy and shufflemancy on my Spotify library. #Only I don't interpret them; unfortunately I don't have time for all that but go ahead and take those as DIY divination 😅 #OMEN DEAL #3 #First Reading #No Current Feedback #Guest #Oracle #Bibliomancy #Shufflemancy #cartomancy #divination #spirit work #animism #spirituality #homophobia tw #religious trauma tw

[victoria1676]

“LEAVE ME ALONE AND LET ME BUILD MY S**T! PROLOGUE PART 2: “THEN DIE LIKE ONE!”

Summary: The Last thing you remembered was finally putting Dream to jail and then everything went black only to wake up in a world you don’t recognize. trying to find a way home you found yourself in a mob chase that you find irritating and once they are satisfied threatening and killing you who then respawn the in execution made them realize who they almost killed and just as they were about to fall from their knees and beg for forgiveness.

You destroyed their homes in Revenge.

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(Prologue Part 1) (Interlude) (MASTERLIST)

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PLEASE LIKE, FOLLOW AND REBLOG! IF ANYONE STEALS MY WORK WITHOUT PERMISSION PLEASE INFORM ME!

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DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN GENSHIN IMPACT OR THE DREAM SMP! THEY BOTH BELONG TO THEIR RESPECTIVE OWNERS AND I ONLY OWN THE PLOT! EVERYTHING HERE IS MADE FOR FUN AND NOT CANON ON GAMES AS THIS IS AN SELF AWARE IMPOSTER AU MIXED WITH VILLAIN AU OF THE SAGAU/SELF AWARE GENSHIN IMPACT!

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(Very long Note 👇)

Note: Thank you for your support and I didn't expect everyone would love the Prologue part 1 since my writing is pretty rusty and I had to change, fix and add stuff on part 1. But I'm happy you guys like it so please enjoy the second part and this is gonna chaotic since this is gonna be Mondstadts destruction and if you guys read my prologue you already know what will happen UwU

Also, I like to apologize as a writer I should have specific what reader gender is and her gender here is female but I always referred her as ‘reader’ or ‘you’ since that's what I usually do when I write stories of Fem reader but there are times she is referred as she or her. Considering a lot of people liked Gender neutral reader I probably pissed people off for not specifying reader's gender whoops 😅 So for those who expected to be gender neutral I really apologize that it isn't what you want but I do hope you can still stay and continue to read my story even if it's not gender neutral. If you want not read it then it's fine I won't stop you because it's your decision.

Btw I do have been bombarded by hate anons regarding my story however I have removed it and ignore it since it doesn't stop me from making this story as this story was made for fun and interesting idea that has been stuck in my head for so long XD. I also received that one anon right here calling me rude on not drawing reader on what they look like when I want to clarify this.

The reason I drew reader like that is because that's how I see her in my version. Yes you guys can change it since this is a x reader not an oc. If you don't like how reader looks like then that's understandable and you can imagine her or draw her of what she looks like in your own version but don't call me rude of how I drew reader. I'm sure you already know there are artists who draw their own version of their own reader which is why I drew my version of the reader of my story. So anon if you are reading this I'm just stating the facts and not insulting you but next time please watch your words and if you don't like my story then you can leave. The only reason I'm here on Tumblr is to express my writing creativity and I'm sure everyone who is in the SAGAU fandom has noticed one of their favorite writers not being here on Tumblr anymore due to not following rules and sending hate.

If anyone disguises their selves as anon and then sends me hate. What's your problem? If you don't like my story then don't send hate just because I made something that you guys couldn't and this story was made for fun and to let readers enjoy this mixed Au crossover. I am not here to listen or follow your words of saying it's 'cringe' or it 'sucks' or even the worst one 'kys'. Even if you are joking just so you know words are stronger than actions. 

Sorry for the long notes I just wanna clarify since I'm basically new or rather just got back writing after reading a lot of wonderful works of different authors who made their SAGAU fanfics and already notice the signs of how people act here on Tumblr. Please know if you keep trying to ruin Another person's life by insulting their work and then it shows how bad you are as a person.

Criticism is open so that I can be aware and try to improve my writing since the only problem I have in writing is missing words and grammar. I am not mad or anything I basically wrote this with a straight neutral expression XD

Also, this chapter is very long, and had to go through major changes, and double-check from transferring this story to docs for Grammarly to check, change, add and also fix. I had fixed a lot of it including Prologue part 1 which is why I take so long to post cause I was adding and fixing some stuff in Prologue part 1. Also, I did mention I made a fight scene and I hope it looks pretty good for you guys since I am scared it's not good DX 

Not my strongest suit so please don’t hate it considering I am very bad at explaining them.

But anyways please enjoy Prologue part 2! ^^

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WARNINGS: Swearing, mentions of characters who died, angst, destruction, mentions of alcohol, mention of a pet getting hurt, Characters might be OOC since I'm trying my best to get them in character DX

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Prologue Part 2: Then Die Like One!

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Few weeks or 5 months before the execution...

“So this is where the imposter lived in?”

Mondstadt’s Knights of Favonius including Diluc, Aether, and Paimon were standing a meter away from a comfy cottage that was nicely built and there was also a comfy stable with a horse sleeping in there. Albedo and Sucrose are back at Mondstadt to watch over Albedo's 'brother' who has calmed down from fighting them which was very suspicious however they were lucky they got his Compass that leads them to you. Honestly, when they have finally first found your cottage they all thought your home would be something out of a tent or something else like a cave they would live in so seeing a house in a middle of a snowy land that isn't from Dragonspine or Snezhnaya confused a lot of people of Teyvat, especially the place they found the cottage is from a land they have never see or step foot on before.

"This place…feels normal?" Paimon commented.

"You sure this where the imposter is staying?" Amber asked Aether who is holding what it seems to be a compass that had the name '(Y/n)' on it and it was pointing at the Cottage in front of them.

"The compass is pointing at that building in front of us," Aether said as looked at the object, “This is the only thing that the Albedo's brother had in his cave”

“Right and most of the objects he had there were mostly potion ingredients” Paimon included.

“Then let us get this over with” Diluc summoned his weapon, “Your grace would be yelling at us if we don’t return with the imposter...Including the Traveler as well”

Aether groaned as Amber patted his back while everyone grimaced knowing their grace has been throwing tantrums and are aware of how obsessed their creator is with Aether to the point they almost locked him which is why he left the ancient abode quickly without their Creator's permission and if Klee didn’t snitch but unfortunately the poor girl got herself punished as she was the one who let Aether go out since she didn't like her big brother's friend to be sad and got herself punished and no one likes their Creator’s punishments.

They love their creator and they are sure that they didn’t mean to be mean or hurt their people.

“Hey...” Amber spoke wearily pointing at the tree branch, “Doesn’t that look like those crows that always fly around with the imposter”

Everyone looked where she was looking and indeed there are four crows on the branch looking at them. Everyone had their guard up knowing they were informed that the imposter has crows that are not ordinary ones. Such as one insulted Venti, One suddenly carry a bomb that exploded on top of Zhongli’s head causing him to be angry, and another also sneaked into Raiden Shogun’s home and planted bombs that are made of glitter which pissed off the Archon who was not amused with the mess.

It was a hilarious sight of the Archons getting bullied by those weird crows. However, they are informed that all the crows that belong to the imposter will suddenly speak in perfect human speech.

“Let’s try to take them out first since one of them will inform the imposter,” Kaeya said as Amber got her bow ready to shoot the crows when-

“Well...” A voice spoke causing everyone to pause, “That's not a nice thing to do right chat?”

In a blink of an eye, everyone screamed when something shot the snowy ground to which everyone dodged or try to avoid getting hit.

“NO MERCY!!” The crows spoke.

“KICK THEM OUT, BIG SIS!!”

“INTRUDERS!!”

“THEY TRIED TO KILL US!!”

“Be lucky I heard their voices outside chat”

The snowy smoke cleared revealing you wearing a fluffy light blue cloak as you fixed your hat and twirled your diamond ax with your other hand holding a crossbow made out of fireworks.

“Let’s kick them out when I just finally take a break from building my temporary cottage,” You said with a smirk as your eyes flashed red.

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No one knows how many days or years passed as the world stayed the same. It was like a never-ending cycle with things going back into a routine. But the aftermath of the execution cause all 7 regions to be on the lookout for their missing creator that they have failed to recognize and realized they made a grave mistake serving an imposter who was nothing but a tyrant to all nations. Such as destroying homes and killing a lot of innocents for stupid or little reasons. The imposter has also verbally either screamed at her acolytes or sometimes slapped them.

Speaking off the imposter after the creator left with the Abyss and leaving the fame creator who is an Inazuman mortal that had a bad reputation of being a selfish and greedy woman who also has dumped many guys for their looks. Her parents died and have used almost all of her parent's money for dresses, make-up, and other stuff she could greedily have to herself. Because she was revealed as the imposter she was shunned by her peers and her nation for her sins to the point the Raiden Shogun had tortured the woman 3 times before banning her from Inazuma.

Mallory, unfortunately, had to live getting yelled at or rocks were thrown from different people from the different nations that all banned her from entering but before she was banned each Archon would let the vision users or themselves torture her by reminding her of the mistakes and sins she has done by having the face and voice of the true creator only now to live a curse where she can not die and forever live the pain, trauma, and suffering that you have given her to make her feel what you felt. Supposedly Mallory was to die and be revived 10 times only to her horror is that a big white box appeared in front of her showing that she will have infinite times of getting killed and revived again. It made her cry and realize she will forever have the curse of feeling the pain of death and then waking up alive again with no wounds but she can forever feel the pain of her body.

She then suddenly disappeared but no one knows where she go as the people of Teyvat were happy she was gone and now are focusing on trying to get your forgiveness by looking for you who seemed to have almost disappeared from Teyvat. The people were scared knowing they couldn't bear the sin of hurting their creator yet they knew it was their punishment for almost killing their God.

Aether was cradling his swollen cheek as Paimon put ice on it. The traveler is currently residing in Wangshuu Inn resting on their journey after they witnessed the execution that went from killing an impostor to killing the true creator. Despite Aether wasn't the one who chases the imposter he was still one of the people who wanted to kill the creator for making his journey to all nations to find out the truth of Teyvat by separating him from Lumine. When he went to look for the creator only he realized that it was an imposter because he didn't feel the aura that controlled him in his journey so which is why he didn't get angry or try to kill the imposter and now he regretted his actions for sticking by the imposter who is deeply obsessed for his attention including his love. He thought he could tolerate her but it became annoying and exhausting when the imposter kept staying by his side and he was forced to be with her at all times by her acolytes.

It was right after the execution or rather 3 days after it, he was visited by Lumine to his shock but it made him happy although…

He didn't expect to be punched by her.

He grimaced remembering the look of disappointment from his sister and the shock he had felt from it as he cradled his bruised cheek.

'You are selfish brother…' he remembered Lumine's words, 'I can understand that but letting yourself be with the imposter?… You have failed to realize how deep their obsession with you…'

He did and then he remembered yelling at her about why did she side with the true creator and why isn’t angry at them when they had separated them by letting that unknown God separate them as one had to struggle through the journey 500 years ago and the other had to go into a full saving nations problems, being their errand boy and also going into different nations to experience the same cycle again instead of helping him reach the truth of what Teyvat is like yet no one told him the truth or he never reach the answers what his sister told him to learn.

(Note: This refers he hasn't reached yet the truth of what Teyvat is and he has not reached Snezhnaya yet. He has met the Pryo Archon but the moment he wanted to learn the truth the imposter arrived and thus he was never able to get the truth of the Pyro Archon.)

He sighed earning Paimon's worried expression.

"Something wrong Aether?" She asked and she gave him an ice pack to put on his cheek which he thanked her.

Currently, both of them are in Wangshuu inn and are resting after the execution event that happened weeks ago. The people in Wangshuu inn were pretty much groveling and doing prayers to the shrine of the Creator with many offerings and bowing of forgiveness for what they had done. The Traveler didn't see Xiao hanging up the roof of the inn but Aether is aware that the Yaksha has gone somewhere as he is one of the people who had killed the creator under the imposter's orders.

"Nothing…"He said, "Just remembering Lumine's words"

"Oh…!"

'I never side with the Creator' She said and just as he was about to tell her she was lying she lifted her hand up to stop him, 'Rather I side with an Outlander who has no idea she is the true creator…All she wanted was to return home and be with her siblings. She wanted answers to know where she appeared as she has never been in Teyvat before'

He stayed silent as Lumine shake her head a portal behind appeared revealing an Abyss herald.

"Your highness," The herald said, "Her Majesty is waiting for you"

Hearing what the Abyss Herald just said Lumine turned around and this time Aether was about to run to her but was stopped by his twin who glanced behind him with the same disappointed expression.

That made Aether go silent and he could hear Paimon yelling behind him. Lumine sighed and shake her head before going into the Abyss Portal. Paimon then came to him worriedly and asked a bunch of questions about where did he go and what happened only he gave her an answer that he was in a short meeting with his sister.

"Do not follow me not when I told you to reach your end of a journey like I did so that you will see the true nature of this world…You still didn't do what I only asked you as your sister…Instead you have joined that cult who worships the creator when in reality they are blind to see that they were worshipping the true imposter…"

He didn't know what to say as all he could recall was when he first saw the true creator his vision went red and charged towards her ignoring Paimon's scream that called him out. He was about to stab her but he was deflected as he remembered the look of the true creator who looked at him in shock before annoyance.

"OH COME ON!" She said before jumping back, "AND I THOUGHT I COULD FIND A DECENT HUMAN BEING FOR QUESTIONS!!"

Both of them fought and fought until he was on the ground injured while you were ruffled and bruised with scratches as well. Aether could see a little blood on your arms that was flashing golden slowly before going back to red. He thought he was gonna be killed instead you just looked at him like he wasn't worth your blade, shaking your head before you threw him a potion that is made for sleeping.

Although before he got hit by a sleeping potion he did remember your words clearly.

"Just because I look like their creator of this world doesn't mean I'm trying to be like them…God, what an idiotic simp they are geez…Guess I'll avoid another simp again ugh and to think I had high hopes I could find a decent ally to help me go home…"

Aether grimaced as he looked at his hands like he was stained with blood. Your words hurt him yet he doesn't know why it hurts.

"Well…"Aether paused, "Looks like someone learned their lesson for dooming almost every nation's people by playing ignorant and playing along”

Paimon gasped when she saw a familiar Rockstar, "Xinyan?!"

Aether looked up but flinched when he saw Xinyan’s appearance and expression. Back when he first met her was when she was one of the Creator’s vessels and she is still until now. He officially met her in the Moon chase event by Beidou and then he met again in Inzauma with Childe. He also met her again in the second Lantern Rite. If he remembered Xinyan and Yun jin became best friends sharing their love for music despite their styles of music being different from each other it never stops them from being friends but it also made them interested in each other's musical culture. Pretty both of them were the best of friends.

That is until the imposter came to Teyvat and ruined their friendship.

In front of either wasn’t the same friendly yet bold rock star that Aether and Paimon knew. What they are looking for is someone who had lost a friend, betrayal, and most of all anger. Xinyan did not give them a friendly expression like before but a darkened anger that almost felt like burning similar to how Diluc would glare at Kaeya with that same expression when Kaeya boast of being one of the Creator's favorites back then. The only thing that Xinyan looked different was very obvious other than her hair is down and her wearing a brown cloak.

No, the glaringly obvious difference wasn’t the expression, her outfit, or her hair.

or rather...

Xinyan has lost her right arm.

One of the punishments of trying to tell everyone that the creator they were worshipping is an imposter yet it failed to reach everyone.

Xinyan for some reason knew that the creator they worship was an imposter despite she wasn't a true worshipper she still cared and prayed for the creator in her own way.

Her punishment includes being banned from her Homeland.

The place where she learned her music.

and the broken friendship of Yun jin.

“What?” Xinyan spoke, “Surprised to see my missing limb that the Geo archon did?”

Aether winced before going silent with Paimon who has been silent ever since the execution. Aether remembered being one of the people or rather mostly the one to watch people’s punishment as being the number one consort-he grimaced at the word- of the imposter and was one of the people who saw the friendship of Xinyan and Yun jin destroyed in ashes. Yun jin stayed with the imposter despite her being laughed at a lot by the imposter of her voice, she still kept singing.

He remembered the cries of Yun Jin behind her dressing of how the imposter made fun of her high-pitched voice.

He also heard the ‘creator’ apologizing to Yun Jin yet Aether knew she was lying and is just doing that to make Yun Jin know her god still love her singing and it worked.

Xinyan on the other hand became a wanderer after she tokes all her stuff and disappeared. That was the last time he saw her or heard the last of her music until now.

“H-how are you Xinyan...” Aether cursed internally at how awkward he sounded.

Xinyan hummed, “I’m alright Traveler but I’m here for a reason and I’m just messenger for you”

“A messenger?” Paimon asked.

“A messenger of (Y/N)”

Both companions tensed up knowing it has been like weeks since they have seen or last heard of you and to hear Xinyan being your messenger then something is up.

Xinyan noticed their reaction but didn’t say anything yet continued, “She wants you guys to meet in Mondstadt. I don't know why but she wants you there right now”

“And if I don't?”

“Lumine will never go home with you and you will lose more the people you have cared for or befriended in your journey"

Those words made Aether tense up in shock, “How could she-”

“Her words she said: ‘I don’t give a damn if I'm gonna be cruel when he already disappointed his own twin’ and we all know you are dead set to be with your family right Traveler”

The way Xinyan didn’t sound like her usual tone or accent made Aether grimace and sighed knowing it's almost everyone’s fault-including himself- why she is like this and those words you told her to tell him stung yet it was the truth.

He disappointed Lumine.

He disappointed his other half and twin.

“That’s all I can say,” The former Rockstar said before turning around to leave, “Hope you’ll like your gift there”

Gift?

Before Paimon or Aether could ask Xinyan she suddenly threw something out of the balcony before disappearing in front of them making the two companions startled

"D-did she j-just disappeared?!" Paimon asked, "And what was that?! The one she threw!"

Aether ran out of his balcony and looked down only to find no Xinyan to be found on the ground of the Inn. Paimon looked around before looking at Aether who just shrugged making the floating companion hum worriedly

“Well looks like we couldn’t ask what Xinyan meant by gift? Doesn’t the creator hate us?” Paimon questioned knowing after the execution it was obvious the creator didn't like them.

She also shivered remembered your torture of the imposter and had to cover her ears while closing her eyes tightly to ignore the screams of pain from the imposter.

“...” Aether looked down quietly.

“Well...Let’s go to Mondstadt and see what the creator wants with us” She said as the blond outlander nodded as both he and Paimon grabbed their stuff and left to go to Mondstadt.

Unknow to Aether and Paimon, a crow was watching everything before looking up at Xiao who looked down to which the crow cawed at him softly and flew off to Mondstadt leaving Xiao to drown in his guilt, pain, and Karma.

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“So you decided to side with us?”

“...”

They sighed and looked at their former friend or rather companion.

“Just so you know you will be the one to bear this betrayal”

“I know”

“Even if they will hate you?”

“...I’ll do anything to redeem myself for the creator”

“The creator? Then what about (Y/n)?”

“Huh?”

“The creator is the almighty being who uses us as their vessels but also the one in charge of everyone’s lives and how our world works. They are also our companions despite we couldn't see what they look like until now. (Y/n) is just an outlander who is searching for answers of going home and doesn’t have memories of possessing us or know the story of our world”

“...”

“Tell me. Are you redeeming for the creator or for (y/n)?”

The companion didn’t say anything making them sigh again and start walking past them.

“You should have thought this through despite you are one of their favorites after all”

“...”

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“Woah and I thought the people in Whangshuu inn are miserable but Mondstadt...It is wayyyyy miserable” Paimon commented on the miserable atmosphere of what should be the happy city of freedom of Mondstandt

Paimon is correct when the city of freedom was way more miserable than the people who reside in Wangshuu inn. The people were muttering forgiveness and some of them were already crying as one of them were running towards the shrine what it seems to be a bundle of offerings. Children were crying and parents or sisters from the church tried to calm them but they still kept crying. The sight was a mess and the only one who is looking normal is Katheryne.

“Ad Astra Abyssosque” Katheryne greeted the companions with the same line, “Welcome back to Mondstadt Traveler and Paimon. I’m afraid all nations like this place are currently mourning or drowning in their guilt for hurting the outlander (Y/n) Minecraft”

That last name made Aether and Paimon confused since this was the first time they have heard that last name since they never knew you had a last name however the way Katheryne said it like she has been saying that name a lot of times just like how she repeats her lines when they did commissions or expeditions.

Unless she has been one of the people who tried to convince that you are the God and not the imposter but that was highly unlikely since Katheryne wasn't a worshipper like the rest of the nations.

"Hey, Katheryne…" Paimon greeted her, "How long has been everyone like this?"

"Right after they returned to their respective nations all of them started to act like this right away and I had a hunch that after hurting the Outlander (Y/N) Minecraft in the execution they realize their mistake right?" Katheryne pretty much summed up the problem that happened weeks ago.

"Y-You knew?!" Paimon exclaimed.

Katheryne just chuckled, "Of course, I know and I been telling you and many citizens about it yet none listen until the execution"

Paimon rubbed her head sheepishly while Aether looked down. They did hear from Kaeya that Katheryne had to deal with the backlash of getting egg thrown by her or any items but that was over after Bennett stopped them when he said he was doing their job.

Aether flinched remembering he was one of the people who failed Bennett by chasing you down and letting him get killed by the other acolytes.

"I thought I could trust you…" Bennett chuckled that held pain, "I guess you are like everyone else…sorry for wasting your time…"

Aether bit the inside of his cheek as he felt his chest hurting from remembering Bennett's words and sad expression. Paimon continued asking Katheryne numerous questions or to which the android answered the floating companion with honesty.

Footsteps appeared behind them making Aether snap out of his thoughts and glance behind him only for him to get hit by water.

"Aether!" Paimon cried out.

The traveler coughed and wiped his face only to flinch seeing the familiar Astrologist of Fontaine who then started living Mondstadts after accidentally reading her Master's book or rather her Master's diary was now glaring at him with hate.

"It's Mona?!"

"Hello Mona" Katheryne greeted the Astrologist who continued to glare at the Traveler, "I supposed you are leaving Mondstadt today?"

"Indeed especially I am quite tired hearing everyone groveling to the guilt of their mistake that I have been trying to tell them that they have served and imposter only it failed and didn't they didn't listen and hurt us" Mona huffed before looking at Aether who looked uncomfortable making her raise her head in delight.

"It seems you have learned the truth and now drowning in guilt is that right?"

Aether tensed up but it was the answer that Mona knew that the traveler is now having regrets. She then threw an envelope to him who was caught in confusion as Mona then adjusted her bag.

"I'll be leaving this nation to find a suitable place where no groveling of people's mistake of hurting (Y/n) and that letter you have right there Traveler is from her," Mona told him.

Both companions blinked before looking at the envelope that had a crow stomped on it.

"I must make haste" Mona faced where the entrance of Mondstadt is in, "Goodbye Traveler, Paimon, and Katheryne. I do hope we can meet on much better terms"

With those words, Mona walked away and that was the last time Aether and Paimon would last see her.

It was silent other than citizens crying and groveling as Katheryne stared at the traveler before glancing upward to find a crow watching the scene. Katheryne let out a small smile as the crow cawed and flew away leaving Katheryne to glance at Aether who comforted Paimon who looked like she was crying. He on the other hand had an unreadable expression on his face. Almost all the people he befriends slowly disappear or are dead at the hands of the true imposter.

It showed Aether how much he fucked up badly if he only told the truth as the first vessel of the creator then he still could have the companions who had helped the creator still smiling and not being angry with him or the friends who have died for the true creator still be alive and still there to help him.

But they are not here.

Not when everyone betrayed them.

And not when they learned the truth.

And was too late that they realized their mistake.

Look what you have done to the choices you have made...

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"You know I always give my guest a warm welcome but seeing you guys here with my compass made me rethink and get ready since I have heard from my crows you are here to bring me to your 'Creator?' "You huffed as cracked your neck to the side while observing the knights, the Darknight of Mondstadt, and the famous Traveler of another world.

"So you knew we would come" Jean got ready in her battle stance.

"Yep," You said popping the 'p' at the end.

Honestly, almost everyone is unnerved by how calm and laid back you are when you are supposed to panic that you are about to be killed and forced to meet the creator for your punishment having her appearance, face, and voice. No one liked seeing their creator angry and they all blamed you for making her have mood swings.

In reality, they have not realized the only reason why their so-called creator has been throwing tantrums and anger at the people and to her acolytes is that she doesn't want them to find out she's an imposter and is panicking that her plans will go to ruins once they learn the truth.

"For someone who should be aware of what they have done you seemed pretty calm" Kaeya commented with a dark smirk.

"Eh" You shrugged earning baffled looks from them, "I get that a lot since if I act scared or something it breaks my character"

The chat is cackling at your words and laughing at the knights’ expression that has the look that you have grown a second head.

"Then you are a fool to be this calm when you made a great mistake" Diluc retorted.

"Yes having the appearance, face, and other shit that is related to your master when I'm legit trying answers" You huffed in irritation ignoring the enraged looks from everyone, "You are one annoying group of simps"

"Simp?" Paimon questioned hearing that word.

You waved her off with a laid-back smirk earning a huff of annoyance from Paimon before your tilted your head from the left as an arrow landed on your door. Making you glance at Amber who shot it. No one move until they saw your eyes flash again red.

The atmosphere became even tenser as you let out a sigh before throwing your hat up in the air which one of the chat flew up to catch it.

“There's no other way,” You said as you watch the chat fly off with your hat before looking at the protectors of Mondstadt.

The fact you suddenly feel like you are in Techno’s place with you being him and the Knights being the butcher gang.

The irony of this scene made you feel how your brother felt fighting against the butcher gang.

Your words were very low and ominous causing the people of Mondstadt to get their guard up when you move your hand behind your cloak to get something. Your wings were then revealed and stretched out it moved back and-

“...I choose BLOOD!”

With the splash of potions, you have thrown to the ground and your wings flapped all the snow to make a smoke causing everyone to cough as the smoke became hard to see smoke filled the area. Aether looked around in caution with Amber readying her bow n’ arrow and Eula behind her. Diluc and Kaeya are sides to side with their weapons ready just like Jean and Lisa who stood next to each other until-

“AETHER LOOK OUT!”

“!!!”

You emerge from the smoke in front of Aether who was caught off guard and-

“Peek a boo!” You sadistically smirked as your (e/c) changed to blood red.

You went in for the kill.

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“Oh, creator please forgive our sins...” One of the who are drinking in Angels share sobbed before taking a huge drink, “We are ‘hic’ doomed...”

“‘hic’ agreed...”

Diluc sighed as he watched his customers drink their sorrows away to be knocked out he and Charles tried to stop the customers from drinking too much until they are knocked out only they will keep coming and more and more people came to drink away their sorrows. Diluc is lucky they still have enough wine or other drinks to make for the customers.

Venti is the most common one who has to drink his sorrows away along with singing his sorrows through the lyre that he played every day. Kaeya is also one of them except he had taken a lot of Death After Noon or Dandelion wine drinks much to Diluc's anger when had those from him only to find out Kaeya took all of it to be knocked out. Rosaria is nowhere to be found and none of the sisters could find her, especially Barbara who was worried for the Cryo nun.

Currently, right things haven't changed after the aftermath of the execution except there are few which is a relief to him and Charles and Kaeya are at his bar drinking his wine slowly instead directly trying to drink all his wine in one go. Heaven knows Kaeya is lucky his liver hasn’t been destroyed from drinking all alcohol too much. The tavern was quiet other than the people who are sobbing or knocked out from drinking Diluc continued cleaning the glasses when Charles came in and sighed causing the Pryo user to look at him.

"I just sent 3 drunks home while one is knocked out but is currently carried by their buddies," He said.

"Thank you" He thanked him.

"No problem happy to help considering how our nation is being down in the dumps…"

Hearing that earned a grunt from Diluc while Kaeya hummed but you can see both sworn brothers are in pain and guilt in their eyes as they learned that they made a sin of hurting you like an outsider. It hit them like one of Klee's bombs hit them when this whole time they could have read or realized the signs that the ‘creator’ they put their whole life was the true imposter. At first impression, they did very well on being kind, warm, and benevolent to the people but the moment you appear they started to lose it and losing show their true colors.

Yet none of them didn't doubt it.

They just blame you for making her that way.

Until they realize their mistake and it was too late.

"I heard that the true imposter disappeared after entering Snezhnaya…" One of the customers whispered.

"Seriously? Well they are doomed especially that's the place where the Fatui are born and lived"

"Exactly and no one know what has happened to her"

"Well if anything happens to her it's on her"

"Right especially she was the one who made us kill our creator”

“Creator has cursed her into some kind of immortality curse but we are not sure”

“Really...”

Whispers began to appear as Diluc glanced at his customers before glancing at Kaeya who had an unreadable expression but he is aware that the Cryo user is listening to get information.

“There have been sightings of crows in the area around outside Mondstadt walls yesterday...” Charles pointed out, “I am not sure if those are from Inazuma but they don’t fly here so they could be the creator’s crows”

“Are they still there?” Diluc asked Charles who nodded.

“So” Kaeya spoke putting down his glass on the counter, “She’s sending her crows to spy on us?”

“I am afraid I'm not sure” Charles admitted.

“But I can say is that there have been rumors of Venti getting attacked by one of them which is why he isn’t here”

Kaeya snorted imagining Venti getting attacked by a bunch of talking crows.

“Anything else you find suspicious yesterday?”

“Other than the crows I don’t think so...Although I'm not sure why there are six of them yesterday flying around above or next to the walls of Mondstadt”

Kaeya sighed as he watched Diluc thank again Charles who then waved off before leaving the Tavern to get home. Things are slowly getting out of hand and the sightings of your crows shows that you are spying on them. They aren’t sure if they should be happy you are checking Mondstadts or if there is a reason why you sent your crows here the city of freedom that is in total chaos of the execution. The people in the tavern began to leave to send their offerings to the creator’s shrine leaving the brothers two vision users in the tavern.

“You know...” Kaeya began, “There are several meanings of seeing crows from what I heard from an Inazuma citizen”

“Is that so?” Diluc said as he began to make a new drink not facing Kaeya.

“There are five meanings apparently of seeing a black crow well there is a six of them” Kaeya raised five fingers and then showed his hand to add one finger to make it six as he then started to be for leaning back before making one of his hand played with the glass graceful.

“A single crow is considered an omen of bad luck. Finding two crows, however, means good luck. Three crows mean health, and four crows mean wealth.” Kaeya then began to frown.

“If we spot five crows means sickness is coming.”

Diluc paused before putting the drink down and glance at Kaeya who looked very tense.

That wasn’t a good sign considering if your crows do have those meanings in numbers.

The redhead noble is now dreading the thought of the next crows gives him a fear of what happens if there are more crows with meanings.

“Then... What if there is a chance we see six crows?” He nervously asked Kaeya who tensed up even more before thinking.

"Then...If I heard that if…we see six crows means death is nearby." Kaeya’s eyes widened when he just realized what he said along with Diluc.

Charles mentioned six crows are spotted yesterday.

This couldn’t be a coincidence.

Kaeya began to laugh in disbelief but you can hear the pain and agony in it as he covered his face with his hand.

“I guess we are gonna be punished by our creator!”

The way he said his word was cracked yet Diluc understand what he is saying as the atmosphere in the Tavern became tense

They are doomed to die in their creator’s hands.

Either Mondstadt.

Or the people.

“HAHAHA BE SCARED!”

And just like that the atmosphere popped up like a bubble as Diluc turned to his left with Kaeya as they spotted a crow on the table kicking some glasses or mugs.

It came from the window that Diluc swore he last saw was closed.

“GET WRECK YOU, HANDSOME MEN!!” It shouted at them and then another one appeared and slapped using its wing on the first crow.

‘Quit being a simp on these fools when we just finished placing TNT around Springvale” It scolded the first crow who huffed...

Both men felt their eyes wide as the dreading feeling intensified hearing the crow’s words.

TNT wha-

BOOM!!

BOOM!!

Suddenly a loud explosion was heard outside of Mondstadt causing a big shake catching Diluc, Kaeya, and the other people outside the tavern off guard you could hear screams of confusion including people who fell or lost balance from the explosion and mini earthquake Other citizens saw the smoke as one of the knights began to run towards where the smoke is while one went to inform Jean.

“That's our cue to leave!”

“AWWWWW”

Both crows flew off the window as the door of Angel’s share was slammed open revealing one of the knights who look distressed.

“CAPTAIN!” They shouted, “SPRINGVALE IS ON FIRE AND HILICHURLS ARE ATTACKING THE PEOPLE THERE!”

Kaeya got up and ordered them to hurry out and save them as he then left with Diluc who grabbed his coat and wore it on him.

But as they left they didn’t notice a brown cloak appeared on the side of Angel’s share watching them leave.

A crow perched on their shoulder as the person then handed the note to the crow who used their beak to grab it before flying away. They then decided to walk out of Mondstadt to another exit that was near the tavern.

“It looks like it worked”

The wind moved the cloak of the mysterious person yet they held it before it could drop their cover.

"Let's try to distract Traveler from heading towards Springvale…"

Under the cloak was a familiar freckled skin and long, light auburn-brown hair, some of which is tied into braids was seen under it except they are lucky no one saw who they are under the cloak.

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“BURN!”

You dodged the flaming eagle as you then appeared in front of Diluc before kicking him as you lifted your shield up from getting stabbed by Kaeya who then freeze your shield as you pull out your crossbow before shooting at him with fireworks causing him to let go of his weapon and jumped from getting hit from those rockets. Smoke from the snow was large from the impact of the fireworks as Amber began to shoot through the smoke.

Suddenly an ax went flying towards Amber who ducked quickly as the ax landed on a nearby tree. Then something was thrown in front of the outrider who flinched seeing your face as you almost shoot her before you let out a yelp in confusion as your body was launched away from Jean’s anemo attack.

"Thanks, Jean!" She thanked the acting Grand Master who reached her hand out for her to stand up to which the outrider toke it.

“Be careful Amber" Jean told the outrider, “She isn’t the same as before don't let your guard down!"

You rolled your body over before landing on the ground graceful glaring at Jean before pausing as you saw purple particles that then formed into a magic circle as Lightning hit you. You did not scream but let out loud curses before shooting Lisa who was surprised by your resistance and teleported away from getting hit.

“FUCK THAT STINGS!” You cursed as you quickly swallowed a lot of the last potions that you made in the case and you were lucky that they didn't notice before charging toward the Dandelion Knight.

“Jean heads up!”

CLING!

CLANG!

CLING!

“Do give me a good fight again Acting grandmaster” You said as you put all your anger on your weapon to Jean who was getting a bit overwhelmed by your sheer strength and bloodlust yet still manage to fight back.

You had to be careful considering this is gonna be a rematch with her since now you remembered how her attacks were like when you first fought her. Plus you need to avoid that hard upward slash that made Jean’s enemies launch in the air and float. You also have to avoid her Gale blade move after hearing from Rosaria how that move is annoying and threatening to all enemies. You already learn how this move is like considering it pushed you away from attacking Amber even further.

CLING!

CLANG!

CLING!

CLANG!

“Look at that she’s able to block Jean’s attack!” Paimon commented.

“Looks like she seems to be now aware of how we attack and is able to defend against us with her attacks that are more aggressive than before” Kaeya informed them considering when he fought them he struggled to parry them yet he had the upper hand using his vision but now it looks like you can attack them even if they used their vision.

Diluc clicked his tongue, “Looks like the imposter improved...”

Indeed he was right. Back then you had struggled against them since you didn’t know their attacks as it was the first time you have seen people who that kind of sword style when you first arrived but you were still able to defend and fight them off when they first attacked you, especially you learned how annoying you have to fight them with their visions. You tiled your head to the right as a piece of your hair was cut only a small portion of it as you then strike back with a harder pressure. 

CLING!

CLANG!

SHIIING!

“What is this strength!?” Jean exclaimed noticing your attacks are very much more aggressive yet very quick than before. She then countered attack you as you quickly defend from 

as you then sidekick her legs making her lose her balance and then felt her body kicked as well.

“JEAN!” Her friends exclaimed as they ran towards her while Kaeya and Diluc appeared on each side of you with their weapons to hit you who was smirking.

You crouch downward catching the two off guard before yelling out in pain feeling a burning explosion you then felt a pain getting hit from your side as you began to bleed yet it didn’t make you falter. 

“If you get hurt and haven’t stopped fighting then continue but if you can’t handle the pain then retreat. Don’t die so dumbly alright” Techno patted your head, “Besides who can keep up my bloodlust other than Phil?”

“I won't’ die yet Tech..’ You thought before your breath hitched slightly seeing a shadow appear above you and you rolled away from it.

The boulder had geo in it and landed where you were standing which means Traveler made his move as you then leaned backward avoiding a blade that almost hit your head as you to bring your other shield to block Eula’s attack but then you felt your back was hit by a huge wind that unexpectedly pushed towards Eula who fell onto the snow thanks to you.

“What the hell dude!” You yelled out of Traveler who switched to Anemo before throwing an ender pearl to avoid getting slammed by Eula as she noticed you teleported away from her as your then cartwheel an ice attack and lightning.

You glared at the traveler as you teleported at his charging figure causing him to skid back and raised his sword to defend himself and then avoid another block which he was lucky he blocked or else his exposed torso would have been where your sword landed if he blocked it. Suddenly he started to get overwhelmed as you began to rapidly overcome his attacks.

‘Not good!’ Aether thought in fear as you saw it making you grin at seeing the emotion that you and Techno enjoy whenever both your bloodlust tends to take over.

“Feeling the pressure already little traveler?” You asked him grinning sadistically.

Your smirk almost reminded the blond traveler of Childe and Scaramouche.

“How the hell is she that strong and fast?!” Diluc grunted as he held his torso in pain.

“Wait look closely at her body!” Lisa pointed out.

Jean squinted before gasping when she sees particles around you as you continue fighting Aether.

“What...is that?” She asked in confusion seeing it.

Considering your potions were different than their potions they aren't aware you drank a potion in the middle of the battle however they know you must have something that made you strong and fast for them to attack. Things aren't going as planned and the acolytes need to hurry especially since they didn't want their creator to be even more in a bad move.

You, on the other hand, are having fun dodging and attacking Aether who is slowly showing signs of fatigue and exhaustion yet he didn't hesitate to continue fighting you.

That is until-

"WOOF! *WHIMPER!*"

You froze which allowed Aether to use his Geo Burst as you were then pushed it with a grunt as you then backflip and landed on the snow before turning around and pointing your crossbow at Kaeya who had your pet wolf under his foot. The poor canine was injured and you could see him bleeding as well.

What the fuck?!

"I didn't know the knights would be this cruel especially bring animals to the fight" You glared at the Cavalry Captain who smirked.

"Eh?" Paimon popped out as Eula ran to Aether who fell in her arms in exhaustion, "Where did that wolf come from!?"

"More like it appear and tried to bite Master Diluc here if I didn't step in," He said as your wolf whimpered but still growled.

Your eyes narrowed in anger as the voices appeared in the rage of seeing your poor dog injured as Kaeya continue to taunt you with a smirk and pressed his foot for pressure.

"Hey! Kaeya that's way too far especially even if that belongs to the imposter you shouldn't be hurting it so we can capture her!" Amber said as she didn't want to see the poor canine hurt despite she knows it belongs to the imposter yet it was way too cruel for the Cavalry Captain to use against her.

"We have no choice especially since we are running out of time and your grace is gonna be angry if we don't return with the imposter" He reminded her making Amber falter.

He also is aware he doesn't usually bring animals into the fight but seeing is the only option for you to finally give up and surrender to them then he has no choice.

The intense silence surrounded the area as the blue-haired male pointed his sword at you who still is glaring at him with those blood-red eyes and your crossbow loaded with fireworks.

"So what is it gonna be imposter? Come with us cleanly or your little mutt gets it"

"…"

Unknown to everyone someone was watching the area as they waited for your decision and see what you will do.

"Times ticking"

Kaeya tapped your wolf making your blood boil and smirked but-

You let out a sigh.

That made him pause at that reaction in confusion.

"I hate to do this but"

You whistled.

Suddenly everyone hear a whizzing noise, Lisa yelped in pain feel something hit her like a blunt ax and it headed towards Kaeya who didn't have time to react as a loud think made contact with his forehead causing him to yell and stagger as your wolf escaped from him. Your palm was open as the one that hit the captain was now in your hand.

Your trident hummed in your grip as you then snorted seeing the fallen captain who is clutching his bleeding head.

"Hmm…"

Jean held Lisa who is rubbing the back of her head while Diluc went to get Kaeya's who is slowly sitting up yet is clutching his bleeding head.

Eula held Aether with Amber as everyone waited for your next move on them

You looked around your surroundings before looking at the chat who was enjoying the fight and you moved your eyes towards Jean who saw it and was about to get her sword until-

"Meh…Imma surrender"

"HUH"

You suddenly threw away your items in the snow as you then sat down crossing your legs like a kid.

The chat was laughing their ass off seeing the disbelief reactions of the Knights as you stretched your arms like you are at home when you had just almost defeated them and now you were surrendering to them that easily!?

Everyone was fuming especially Kaeya who literally got slammed by your trident and now you surrender just like that!? Diluc look at you like you were a fool when you had just almost defeated them. Amber held back Eula who looked enraged as you sighed and stared at Jean who looked confused at your actions.

"W-Why did you j-just surrender," She asked in confusion, "You're just gonna give up when you are about to defeat us"

You shrugged and feel the burning glare of Cryo and Pryo behind you which you ignore.

"It's already annoying running away from you guys and fighting you guys are not worth it"

Your blunt words caught them off guard yet it made them angry and Eula was about to yell at you when you lifted up your hands showing you are allowing yourself to be taken by them.

"Besides as that Cryo bastard" You jabbed your finger towards the injured captain, "Is right when you are aware how your God is like"

"That doesn't mean anything why do you suddenly have up"

"Meh I already said what I said and Mister Ragnvindr refrain from attacking me when I'm supposed to be hurt by your god"

Diluc clicked his tongue as he dismisses his Pryo attack and looked at Jean. Everyone watches the Acting grandmaster make her decision before she let out her sigh and takes out a pair of cuffs that are made of strange magic and walked toward your calm sitting figure. She hesitantly grabbed your hand as she placed the cuffs around your wrists.

You hummed as you then stand up and followed Jean. The knights were very suspicious of your surrender but in the end, they have no choice but to accept that you are willing to give yourself off to their creator. Your wolf whimpered but you turned around and gave them a small smile before turning around to follow Jean. Your smile turn into a sly smirk that was noticeable for a second but it quickly disappeared.

'Guess I'll use Dream's method for now…' You thought.

Once all the knights left the person who was watching you grabbed your items only they couldn't find your sword and ax as you might have thrown them far away or something. They hummed as they look at Chat who nodded.

They let out a small smile and said, "Guess everything is according to the plan…"

Suddenly footsteps were heard behind them.

"Mind if I help on this plan"

They flinched and turned around with their sword ready but it was blocked by an unknown weapon held by a person who had blonde hair similarily to Aether's but they had two familiar flowers in their hair.

They paused and slowly put their sword down as they saw the familiar gold eyes yet the appearance was different which means they are-

"Hello, Rhinedottir second creation…"

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"Look for survivors quickly!!" Jean ordered her knights as all of them split up to loom for the citizens of what used to be Springvale.

What was supposedly a small village in the southeast part of Windwail Highland, Mondstadt has now turned into ashes as you could see holes and houses burning. Hilichurls were everywhere along with blood could be seen on the ground which send a lot of fear to the knights that someone had died from the sudden bombing of Springvale.

A peaceful and idyllic suburban town. It has a long history of hunting, of sweet spring water, and passing down the legend of a beneficent spirit dwelling within the waters is no more but a village of ruins. Flames were spreading, holes of what could be where the bombs just hit and buildings are burning through inside and outside along with holes on the walls of it. The giant windmill has fallen over and lots of Hilichurls were dancing and enjoying the destruction.

Jean felt sickened at the sight of what was once a beautiful village has now become a ruin. She and the Knights of Favonius look for the survivors along with defeating those Hilichurls.

"How did this happen…?!" She muttered as she just finished defeating those pesky dendro Samachurls.

It has been weeks or what people think despite their world being stuck in a cycle of being a game after the execution of the ‘imposter’ was now a sin of them almost killing their true creator. Mondstadt has now become a gloomy nation like the rest of the nations after what happened. They all went to the great shrine of the creator praying and offering forgiveness for what they had done and now the sudden bombing of Springvale.

This was not a good sign especially since Jean heard from one of the knights that there have been sightings of crows mostly six of them circling above Mondstadt or flying outside the walls.

"OVER HERE A SURVIVOR!!"

"SOMEONE CALL DEACONESS BARBARA!!"

"MISS NOELLE OVER HERE!'"

"SOMEONE HELP ME GET THIS SURVIVOR OUT OF THIS RUMBLE!"

"ACTING GRANDMASTER MORE HILICHURLS ARE COMING!!"

"WHERE'S KAEYA OR THE HONORARY KNIGHT?!" Jean yelled as she unleashed her Dandelion breeze and then used her gale blade.

4 Hilichurls were caught in her skill and she could see Eula attacking two Mitachurls and Amber shooting the archer Hilichurls. Lisa is currently helping bring the survivors to Mondstadt while Noelle helps the injured ones and bandaging some of them before carrying them by the shoulder.

"CAPTAIN KAEYA IS COMING WITH MASTER DILUC!!"

"AND THE HONORARY KNIGHT?!"

"WE COULDN'T FIND HIM!!

'Thank Barbatos but where's the Honorary Knight?!' Jean thought as she threw the hilirchurls away before attacking them.

"Jean!" She heard Lisa call her, "Venti is gonna unleash his burst!"

Jean nodded as she unleashed another Dandelion breeze before calling her knights to retreat.

"Everyone fall back now!"

"Time for take-off!"

Just like that, a large circle of Anemo appeared on the army of Hilichurls as Jean made all her knights return to Mondstadt with the Springvale citizens as Kaeya and Diluc just arrived on the scene with their weapons ready. Venti glided down beside Jean as all Vision users except Lisa and Noelle who are with the Knights carrying and helping some survivors to bring them to Barbara for healing.

"It doesn't seem any of these Hilichurls were the culprits of this destruction" Eula commented, "After all we all know no Hilichurl can make a bomb or use one to make this happen"

"So who caused this?" Amber asked as she carried a bucket of water and threw it at the fire.

"I had an idea who caused this but" Kaeya saw something moving in his sight.

"Something wrong Kaeya?"

"It looks like we have a little survivor over there" He pointed as everyone turned their attention to where he is pointing at.

Almost all the Hilichurls were defeated except one injured Geo Samachurl who is usually found in Liyue and is now getting up with their staff.

"Looks like this one is not giving up" Kaeya stated as he walked towards with his weapon ready until-

"Lights out"

The Geo Samachurl was picked up by someone as they threw down an ice-made spear which Kaeya dodged before his eyes narrowed. Diluc got his weapon ready along with Eula while the rest of them gasped when they saw who stopped Kaeya from killing the Hilichurl.

"It can't be?!" Amber spluttered in shock, "Sister Rosaria?!"

"Guess she was right that you guys take the bait," Rosaria said as she placed the Geo Samachurl down who thanked her before running away.

"So you decided to betray Mondstadt," Kaeya said as he watched the sister chuckle darkly before picking up their spear.

"More like you guys betrayed Mondstadt in the first place in killing those people who had tried to show you the truth" She blunted retorted them back where it stings the most.

Everyone knew what she meant and it was a reminder of their greatest mistake and sin of killing and betraying the people who they had thought would realize the truth.

"But at least you took the bait"

Diluc raised an eyebrow hearing that, "Bait?"

The sister just stared at them coldly, "Should have been suspicious or aware why there was a reason why Springvale was bombed"

It was then Venti realize what she meant, "WAIT YOUR SAYING-

BOOOM!!

BOOOM!!

BOOM!!

BOOM!!

Jean gasped before turning around and seeing something go flying in the air as the walls of Mondstadt were destroyed.

"MONDSTADT!" Jean cried out getting everyone's attention as they saw the smoke and holes along with four buildings on fire, especially one building that is one fire is their headquarters.

"Looks like I'll take my leave" Rosaria turned around and held something that looked familiar, "It's a shame I couldn't stay long but at least the bait worked and the Honorary Knight didn't follow you guys"

"Wait-"

But none of them could stop Rosaria who suddenly disappeared after throwing that strange item in their hands.

"Jean! We have to head back to Mondstadt now!" Eula told her as she ran towards Mondstadt with Amber in tow.

Jean looked back to where Rosaria is before following them with Diluc and Kaeya.

However, no one noticed a strange look from Kaeya that disappeared after Rosaria nodded at him but Diluc was able to catch it on time as he glanced at Kaeya who was 'focused' on Mondstadt. He narrowed his crimson eyes at him before looking back at the city reminding himself that he will ask Kaeya about that look that he was quick to catch.

What was that look you made Kaeya…

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"Everyone head to the plaza where Barbatos statue is held!"

"Barbara there's an injured Citizen!"

"I'm coming!"

"Sucrose pass some healing potions to the citizens and the Springvale survivors!"

"On it Mister Albedo!"

"There you are cutie!" Lisa said spotting the injured Traveler and exhausted Paimon, "Where were you, and what happened to you?"

"Got injured in a fight with Andrius" Aether grunted in pain while holding his left aching arm.

"And we got there after chasing someone who must have placed some bombs in Springvale!" Paimon added.

'That person was Lumine…' Aether thought recalling when he was about to go with the Knights to Springvale he instantly saw his sister who had appeared beside Kathryne’s desk looking at him before making a gesture to follow him as she ran towards the second exit of Mondstadt.

He then followed her with Paimon until he was too late to realize his sister lead him or rather make him appear in Wolvendom and was tricked into fighting Andrius who looked enraged to see him. He saw his sister on top of the walls of Andrius’ lair looking at him as he struggled to hinder the rage of the Wolf of the North. She only mouths him a 'sorry' before turning around and entering the abyss portal.

He got betrayed by his sister again as he fought and was angry with Andrius who was furious with him for not saving Razor. Aether was lucky he escaped yet when he arrived at Mondstadt only for everything to suddenly start blowing up, especially on the Favonius Headquarters that is damaged and blown up like the walls. The third explosion happen to be in the church and luckily the sisters were alright along with the people who are in there yet some got injured. Even the Creator's shrine is destroyed.

Currently, everyone is now at Barbatos statue with children crying in fear while their parents try to calm them down. Other citizens were sitting down with their faces covered by their hands as they just witnessed their homes bombed. Survivors, injured citizens, and injured knights are being bandaged, healed, and given healing potions by Albedo, Sucrose, and Timaeus.

No one knows who bombed their home.

They cannot point fingers when everyone was busy praying for a second chance and forgiveness for their creator.

"Honorary Knight!"

Aether turned around as he saw the rest of the knights including Diluc arriving in the Plaza of Barbatos. Aether just sat down and held his arm in pain while Lisa went to Jean to explain what has happened when they were away to help Springvale. Paimon plopped down in his lap in exhaustion and he patted her head before looking at the Knights who then started explaining some stuff he couldn't hear. Albedo and Sucrose joined along with Barbara but Aether noticed the quick glances of Diluc to Kaeya who just remained calm yet the outlander thinks Kaeya is ignoring it or didn't realize the look that the red-haired noble gave him.

The sky above them began to darken from the clouds covering the sun as crows that are around Mondstadt began to fly towards the Barbatos statue while others started cawing loudly.  

"Paimon is getting a bad feeling of this" Paimon spoke, "First Xinyan's sudden appearance of being the messenger of the true creator then Mona leaving Mondstadt, Crows being spotted all over Mondstadt, Springvale getting bombed and now your sister suddenly appears again and leading you to Andrius who did not give us a warm welcome or normal battle he gave us instead aggressively attacking us?!"

"Paimon your voice is getting higher" Aether said as he grabbed a bottle of water from his inventory to give to his companion who thanked him and drank all of it.

"Thanks for that Aether!" She gave him the bottle of water, "But seriously Paimon thinks this is not a good sign and now Mondstadt getting bombed after we arrived and have no idea who the culprit is?! Paimon is already have a feeling this could be the true creator's wrath on Mondstadt"

"Indeed you are right" A familiar voice replied to Paimon beside them.

"How could say that when you don't know where the creator is Albedo!?" Paimon yelled at the alchemist who said that she was right. 

Wait...Albedo? 

Aether glanced to his left before he felt his heart drop when he realized who Paimon was talking to when in reality it is not the Geo alchemist. Albedo is with the knights discussing the plans of what has happened to the city today and yet the voice that answered Paimon sounded like Albedo.

Then this person is-

"Plus you sound like you knew this happen-"

"Paimon shut up and look who you are talking" Aether yelled at his companion cutting her sentence off before jumping back and summoning his weapon. 

"Huh?" Paimon looked up to her friend, "What do you mean-GAHHHHH WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?!"

Paimon's screech caught everyone's attention as they turned towards her and saw what she was screaming about and Albedo quickly summoned his weapon when he saw who it was Paimon screaming about. 

"I almost forgot how loud you are" Rubedo smiled as he started flipping an unknown black skull.

"What are you doing here?!" Albedo glared at his 'brother'.

But the other synthetic being merely glance at him before looking at everyone as he caught the skull. Suddenly he had some kind of brown block and take a few steps back where there is a roof before rapidly placing the blocks that suddenly show a face in one of them into a T sign and placed two skulls on each side but not on the middle. 

"What the hell…?!"

"What is that?…"

"What did you just make?!" Paimon shouted but you could hear the crack of fear in her voice seeing what Rubedo did. 

"Something you will fear forever" He replied cooly as he stood next to it. 

"But it looks like they are now groveling for your attention right (Y/n)" He said before jumping into the roofs. 

"Honestly…" A huge flapping noise was heard above them, "I am pissed off they are just now asking forgiveness because I'm their God when I don't remember controlling them?"

Barbara looked up and saw a familiar figure in Barbatos' hands, "I-it's your G-Grace!?!"

Indeed the person who landed on the statue is you who wore a very fluffy dark black cloak as you stared at them down coldly. Golden scars are still visible on your neck that stopped under your chin indicating that the totem of undying after effect is there on your body. 

You hummed before flying down gracefully before turning to the right and pulling up a middle finger to the right On the crows that are beside Rubedo who is just chuckling while your chat is just vibing in chaos or cackling at you. 

"Fuck off Chat and don't start simping one of these pricks" You cursed and glared at them to which the chat just laughed at you. 

Venti stepped forward and was about to run to you only you glare at him in anger. 

"Don't even think about little bard" You glared at him who bow at you in fear as you turned and looked at the guilty crowd, "Don't think I can accept your forgiveness when you basically just almost killed"

Y-Your Grace p-please-" Venti tried to talk to you only for your eyes to turn red making him whine at that look.

"Excuse my language but can you shut the fuck up?"

The atmosphere became tense as everyone became quiet much to your relief as you rubbed your forehead in irritation and exhaustion. 

"Firstly I want to clarify this," You spoke, "If I was a normal person who had died from what happened. Do you still think I would suddenly accept your forgiveness?"

"…"

"That's what I thought. I wouldn't. Why? Because in a realistic way I would be traumatized and in pain. I would be scared of you guys and then try to kill myself many times but Teyvat stopped me. Why? Because I'm your so-called 'God' or 'Creator' when here's the thing"

Your wings flapped down as you turn around and started building two familiar T sign that looks exactly like Albedo's as you continued explaining.

"I don't have memories nor do I know what this world is about and finding out it is full of idiotic or blindly simps who are in love with a being who doesn't even appear before you guys and then you guys start simping on a person who says they are your creator when in reality they are not especially there are signs you guys could realize sooner that they are not your creator"

Venti started crying but was not sobbing. The citizens were also crying but not sobbing loudly while the knights stared down in shame along with Aether and Paimon. Rubedo just snorted at them realizing how true your words are before smirkingly looking at Albedo who glared at him.

"You just let it happen and that's your fault. You can blame anyone or even the imposter herself but in reality. You could have been then one to stop Mallory from killing or making her tyranny over yet you just acted obliviously and ignored the signs because she is your fucking God you all love"

Everyone flinched, shivered and winced at your tone as you just finished placing each T sign on with the unknown skull on each side yet left the middle one empty and you then turned around with no emotion.

"Especially you Aether" You looked at him who flinched, "You hate the creator yet you stick by an imposter who is obsessed with you? What a hypocrite you are"

"No wonder Bennett, Diona, Razor, XiangLing, Sayu, Xingqiu, and Chongyun died by Mallory thanks to you"

You hit the nail in the coffin as you watched Aether grimace at the truth of his actions. 

"It hurts right? Good, that's your fault for not realizing your actions despite it being understandable you hate the creator but siding in Mallory's tyranny and letting the people who you know or befriended die in her acolyte's hands under her order and act like you didn't see anything? Lumine is right to be ashamed of you"

"Oof" Rubedo added when you basically threw them a hammer of what they had done especially at Aether who looked even more in pain. 

You sighed, "I'll not waste my time ranting and hurting you guys the truth when I'm trying to remove all governments of all nations except Sumeru and Snezhnaya"

You pulled another black skull and looked at it. 

"Aether," You spoke, "Let me tell you a story"

"A story of a man called Thesus, his country, well a city-state technically, was in danger, and he sent himself forward into enemy lines, he slew the minotaur and saved his city. "

Your story caught everyone's attention and looked you interested in hearing the sudden story you just spoke.

"You know what they did to him Aether?"

Aether gulped, "T-They m-made him a hero?"

You just chuckled as you showed the skull in front of everyone as you stared at Aether with a sardonic smile. 

"They exiled him, he died in disgrace, despised by his people, that´s what happens to Heroes Aether!"

"But he saved everyone!" Paimon added.

"He did but unfortunately his people knew the score of what he did"

You opened your other hand as another skull appeared in your palm. 

A flash of Mondstadt suddenly became a familiar nation called L'Manburg that is now in a new era but the destruction was seen there. In your place, a tall man with pink hair and a big mask was holding a sword and skull while the people in front of him were the citizens of L'Manburg. The tall pink-haired man gave the same speech you just spoke to Mondstadt as he watched the people he knew suddenly make another government which he despise seeing it. 

Guess both of you and Techno are the same. 

"Do you want to be a hero again Aether?" You asked him as your eyes flashed red before going back to (e/c).

Aether tried to speak but for some reason, his body couldn't move or his voice couldn't calm out. Everyone saw Rubedo standing up with the skull in his grip. 

That wasn't a good sign at all especially how the crows keep saying 'RELEASE THE WITHER!!'

"Y-Your g-grace please s-stop!" Barbara tried to stop what yet you merely looked at her and she hesitantly stepped back in fear. 

In the blink of an eye, you turned around and placed the skulls in the middle of the two T signs and suddenly they turn blue, and then a three head creatures appeared that no one knows what it is. Rubedo did the same to his T sign and it also became the unknown creature that stood beside you. You then turned around to look at them before putting your right hand on your forehead in a salute and yelling out those words that will haunt them forever:

"THEN DIE LIKE ONE!!"

Three withers appeared and the screaming began. 

No one could save Mondstadt.

No one could save the City of Freedom.

This was the destruction of Mondstadt.

This…is the end of Mondstadt.

And the signal to all nations. 

That they will lose their home and their lives. 

In the hands of the next Elytrian who is the daughter who the last Elytrian of the Minecraft world.

She is now following in her father's footsteps.

In becoming-

The next Angel of Death.

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*Flops in exhaustion*

FINALLYYYYYY I FINISHED PART 2 OF MY PROLOGUE!!!

*Then realizes I have to make Part 3 and Part four soon along with a Interlude of the aftermath of Mondstadt*

Imma make Prologue part 3 next month cause this month I will make an interlude after Finals of my story cause I definitely went overboard of this story 😅😅😭😭😂😂

ALSO TYYYYY GUYS FOR ENJOYING PROLOGUE 1 I REALLY APPRECIATE IT AND ALSO FOR THOSE WHO ARE EXCITED OF HIS CROSSOVER BUT NOT AWARE THIS A GENSHIN AU CROSSOVER OF DSMP OR SBI READER.

THIS AU IS CALL "SELF AWARE GENSHIN IMPACT ALTERNATE UNIVERSE" OR THE SAGAU THAT IS BASICALLY WHERE CHARACTER ARE SLEF AWARE THEY ARE A GAME AND ARE INTERESTED IN YOU BT IM TOO LAZY TO EXPLAIN SINCE I JUST FINISHED THIS PROLOGUE PART 2 DX

But don't worry you'll see Prologue part 3 which is gonna be more destruction and Prologue part 4 is the last prologue mixed with an interlude as well. It's basically the aftermath of all that has happened and then we will get to the Chapters however three chapters will be focusing on three characters that are the people who are very close to the reader and then in the fourth chapter we will go to Reader's past and the DSMP story.

Also, I'm sure you guys noticed the changes and yes this is similar to the preview but it is changed and added for this Prologue and I might have gone overboard so I apologize if it's long since I like reading stuff very long 😅

Also, I apologize to the people who think Aether will be a good guy here so please don't attack me because I will say almost all characters will have slow-burn redemption and by slow burn, it will take time for the reader to forgive them. Please don't expect reader to forgive them right away when if she was a regular person who toke her place she would have been Traumatized for life and Trauma is not easy to heal okay. Remember now every trauma can heal right away. They are lucky reader here who is already desensitized to death yet she cannot forgive them cause they almost killed her and started asking for her forgiveness? No reader will not forgive these people right away. They need to give her time or find the right way to get her forgiveness.

But Anyways what do you guys think of Prologue part 2? Please follow me, comment, like and reblog my story! ^^

Also Prologue part 1 has major changes so idk if you guys saw it XD

So yeah Imma rest and wait on what do you guys think of today's Part 2 Prologue! ^^

Also this is the song I used to keep me going in making this prologue! 👇

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𝐩𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐞

summary ─ you were hypnotized. his handsome face was contorted with such emotions, he was so lost in the music, lost in the instrument, and it was mesmerizing to watch.

pairing ─ rockstar!bucky barnes x virgin!reader

warnings ─ smut, +18, language, dirty talk, pet names, fluff, so much fluff, bucky is an adorable dumbass, softdom!bucky, kissing, first date, natasha romanoff is a very good bro, drinking, multiple orgasms, oral sex (f receiving), virginity loss, light fingering

a/n ─ this happened because of seb. hope you like it. please leave a comment if you do, i really worked hard on this one! thank you <333 (this is worst banner i’ve ever made btw pls ignore it) [enjoy this 9.2k monster. this is officially the longest one shot i have ever written]

title is from def leppard - pour some sugar on me.

The lead guitarist had been eyeing you since the concert started. You were lucky enough to buy yourself a front row ticket, but you didn’t know you were that lucky to get the attention of the lead guitarist, James.

Commandos were your favorite metal band. Their music made everything better for you after you discovered them, and following the band for three years, you finally got to see them live. You were very excited while you made your way over the stadium where the concert was going to happen. Your friend, Natasha, accompanied you to the concert because she liked them, too, and even she could tell that James’ eyes were on you.

“Is he looking at you?” She hissed into your ear. You shivered with the excitement. You were bobbing your head to the beat, feeling every drag of James’ skilled fingers over the guitar strings deep in your bones. “Y/N, what the fuck, is he?”

“I don’t know,” you hissed at Natasha back. You didn’t want to get excited over something that was very unlikely to happen and just wanted to focus on the moment. “Let’s enjoy the concert, please?” Natasha frowned a little, but she nodded, both of you turned your heads towards the stage again.

You watched James getting lost in the song. His fingers were flying over the guitar; stroking the strings, hitting the notes and feeling every note he hit in his soul. It was so obvious that he loved doing this. It was written all over his face. You were hypnotized. His handsome face was contorted with such emotions, he was so lost in the music, lost in the instrument, and it was mesmerizing to watch.

Honestly, you didn’t understand how fast three hours passed until they announced that this was their last song and that they would be missing touring. You felt tears filling your eyes slowly. You loved them, valued their art and found yourself in their songs so much, it was hard to say goodbye to them now that you’ve seen them live.

“We’ll be back before you know it!” James said, sending the crowd a wink and making his bandmates and the audience chuckle. They waved and walked towards the exit, and with that the stage lights went off.

“This was a ride!” Natasha exclaimed. You nodded eagerly.

“It was better than I expected!” You were still shouting because your ears were howling. “I never wanted it to end!” Natasha pointed herself, meaning that she didn’t either. You held her hand, never letting go, because you didn’t want to lose her in the crowd. Both of you slowly made your way to the exit. Just as you stepped into the small corridor to get closer to the exit, you were stopped by a bodyguard.

“Miss,” the guy said, raising his hands in the air. “You were invited to the backstage with your friend, Miss.” You turned to your right to look at Natasha owlishly who was looking at you right back with the same expression.

“Us?” You asked. “Are you sure?” The guy nodded. You looked at Natasha again, hoping that she’d answer for you.

“Alright,” she said. “We’ll come.” The guy smiled, stepping aside, he showed you the way to the backstage. You thanked him. Tightening your hand on Natasha’s, you walked towards the entrance.

“What the fuck,” you hissed. Natasha just smirked and shrugged.

“He was looking at you,” she said instead. “He just proved it.” You gave her a disbelieving look, pinching her arm at the same time. Natasha chuckled. “James the guitarist has a crush on you,” she murmured. “It sounds good, doesn’t it?”

You rolled your eyes. Yes, it did sound good, but accepting their offer to get into the backstage? When it was passed midnight? God, you hoped you wouldn’t be fucked up tomorrow.

You slowly made your way inside, the bodyguard right behind you both to show you the way. All the guards you passed had smiled at you warmly. They were kind, hell, maybe even friendly, but you weren’t here to find out that. You were invited. Fuck.

“Walk straight, the main room will be on your right after you passed the number seven,” the bodyguard said, pointing at the number. Natasha and you thanked him. The guy just smiled at you both and bid you good night. After he disappeared, you took a deep breath and walked to the number seven that was winking at you at the end of the hall.

“Are you excited?” Natasha asked, sounding perfectly calm.

“Of course, Nat!” You hissed. “You said he was looking at me, and now, we’re invited to the backstage, and you’re asking me if I’m excited? Fuck yes, I am!” She grinned. Looping her arm to yours, she pushed you to walk a little faster.

“Maybe you’ll have sex with him tonight,” she said cheerfully. You whimpered. You wouldn’t dare. Would you? Who were you kidding, you would. “Maybe he asked you to come to him because it’d be a chaos for him to come up to you.” You huffed out a breath. She was right. You couldn’t even imagine the crowd that would be gathering around you if he were to come up to you.

“Yeah,” you murmured. Natasha pulled you towards the door on your right, and you realized you were about to pass the number seven. You stopped. “Nat,” you whispered. She squeezed your arm.

“It’s fine,” she said gently. “We’ll walk out if you don’t want to do anything with them. We could just say hi and bail.” You looked at her green eyes for a couple seconds, biting your lip. “It’ll be alright. Maybe, we’ll have some real fun. Come on.” You nodded. You weren’t going to back out. You weren’t going to miss this chance.

“Okay,” you said and continued to walk.

It took you half a minute to reach the door.

Tentatively, you stepped inside the huge room. It had three, different color, big couches, and one wall was covered with mirrors and make-up tables. The lights were yellow and dimmed; they weren’t hurting your eyes. There were a couple plants at the corners of the room. There was some chatter going on, chuckles and laughter were echoing from one wall to the other.

“Um,” you started. “Hello?” As soon as the word left your mouth, the chatter died. You tried not to cringe and get awkward with the silence. “W-we were invited?” You saw Steve’s, the vocalist, eyes widening and brows rising.

“Oh!” He said. “Bucky!” He called out, inclining his head backwards. “Your visitors are here!” You frowned. You didn’t know any ‘Bucky’, but when you couldn’t see James around, you assumed it was him. “Why don’t you girls sit down? He’s probably battling with his make-up.” He grinned.

“Sure,” Natasha agreed easily and pulled you to the couch with her. “Is he the only one who wears make-up?” She asked. Sometimes you were jealous of her making-small-talk ability, and right now was one of those moments. Steve chuckled.

“Sammy here also likes to indulge himself with some mascara,” he said. “Hell, I even saw him rockin’ white eyeliner once. It was dope.” You smiled. White eyeliner would look great on Sam, the bassist, you thought. “Thor likes mascara like Sam. Clint has his own make up with all the bandages he puts on his face,” Steve snickered when Clint protested. Natasha and you chuckled.

You looked around the room, at the people, and saw how tired but happy they were. Thor, co-guitarist, was sitting on a large armchair with his phone in his hands. Clint, the drummer, was sprawled on an empty couch with his drumsticks in his hands, spinning them aimlessly. Steve was humming, Sam was tapping his foot to some imaginary beat, and you could hear someone, probably Bucky, swearing in one of the dressing rooms.

“I swear to fucking God if Sharon fucks with my bag ever again─” Bucky stormed out of the room with anger etched on his face but cut himself off when he saw you and Natasha sitting in front of Steve. “Oh. Hello, girls.” He smiled warmly. You wiggled your fingers and saw Natasha smiling at him. “I hope they weren’t being assholes as usual,” he added, narrowing his eyes at his bandmates. Steve and Sam flipped him off simultaneously while Thor and Clint didn’t acknowledge him.

“They were nice,” you murmured, feeling your cheeks burning along with your body. Bucky smiled at you widely, making your stomach flip. He was so handsome, looked so pretty smiling like that, you sort of couldn’t believe you were sitting in front of him right now.  

“As much as this is nice,” Natasha started. Her green eyes were narrowed, and she looked a little terrifying. “Did you invite us here just to have a small talk or…?” You saw Bucky blush, Steve smirking, Sam elbowing Steve, and Thor wiggling eyebrows at Bucky. You frowned. Something was going on for sure, but you didn’t feel alarmed yet.

“Um,” Bucky murmured. “Well, I was going to come up to you but didn’t wanna make a scene. I was just wondering if you’d like to accompany us to the bar? We’re gonna celebrate our last day, and I thought maybe you would like to… hang out… with us?” Bucky looked shy and a little embarrassed, a scrunch was sitting on his nose adorably. Natasha raised a questioning eyebrow.

“Are you asking me or her?” She asked, making you choke on nothing.

“Natasha!”

“What? I know you wanna bone him, and he doesn’t look like he’s going to say no to that.” She rolled her eyes. “Besides they are gonna celebrate, Y/N,” she added, wiggling his brows, sending you a wink. You groaned. Covering your face with your hands, you whined.

“I’m gonna disown you from friendship when we go home, just so you know,” you mumbled, making everyone in the room laugh.

Bucky cleaned his throat with a light cough. “I was asking her,” he pointed at you, “but Sam here really liked you.” He placed his hand on Sam’s shoulder, alarming the guy and making his eyes widen. “He told me so, and I thought he could ask you to hang out with us himself, y’know. I’m that kind of a wingman.” He winked at Sam.

“The fuck,” Sam grunted. You snickered with Steve. Natasha smirked, it was a dangerous, seductive smirk. Uh-oh, you thought gleefully. Natasha was going to seduce the hell out of Sam, and he wasn’t going to know what hit him.

“Brace yourself,” you said to Sam, causing him to frown and give you a questioning look. Before you could answer him, though, Natasha slid off from her spot on the couch next to you and perched herself on top of Sam. You heard him making a mix of choking and gasping noise, eyes comically wide, he looked at Natasha. Steve was trying to keep himself from laughing while Clint was recording the whole thing with his phone. Sam wasn’t going to live this moment down, you knew that for sure.

“She’s gonna ruin him for other women, isn’t she?” You heard someone ask you, and when you turned your head to your left, the spot Natasha was occupying, you saw Bucky. He was still smiling, looking friendly and non-threatening. He had his usual combo on: A black t-shirt and tight, black jeans. His sleeves were on display, you could see his tattoo neck, too, and the piercing on his eyebrow was shining with the lights around him. He still had eyeliner around his eyes albeit faint, but he didn’t seem like it bothered him.

“Yeah,” you said, nodding. “She has that effect on people generally.” Bucky snickered. He slowly sat down next to you but put some distance because he wasn’t an asshole like his friends loved to call him. “You, um, still have some…” You stammered, pointing at his eyes. Bucky snorted, rolling his eyes.

“I tried to wipe them, but they don’t come off for some reason. They might be waterproof? I need to scrub them, I guess,” he said. You nodded again. You hated these awkward moments because you just didn’t know what to do.

“You could try coconut oil, though,” you blurted. Bucky frowned lightly. “It, uh, it helps t-to remove the, um, waterproof eyeliner.”

“Oh,” he murmured. “I think I saw a small jar in one of the make-up bags. Will you help me?” You froze for a second. Of course, you would help him, but that would mean you were going to be close to him, right? You didn’t know if you could handle it─

“Yes, she will. She helped me with the same situation many times,” Natasha chimed in. “She’s gentle.” You side-eyed Natasha. You were so going to hit her with a pillow when you went back home. She saw you looking and blew you a kiss.

“Y-yeah, I did. I- I will,” you said. Taking a deep breath, you decided to just roll with it because you weren’t getting out of here anytime soon, apparently. “Come on.” You grabbed his hand and pulled him towards the room he stormed out earlier. You ignored all the whoos and cheers although they made your cheeks and body burn. “Show me the jar?”

Bucky nodded mutely. Without letting your hand go, he moved to one of the desks that were against the wall with big mirrors and lights all around just like the other room, he pulled out a bag. “Should be in this,” he said.

“Okay,” you agreed. “Sit down.” You let his hand go, missing its roughness and warmth immediately, you opened the bag to dig the jar out. You grabbed a small piece of cotton, dripped some oil onto your hand and turned to Bucky. He was on your level, now, sitting down. “Close your eyes,” you whispered. He did. Inhaling slowly, you stepped closer to him and slowly applied the oil on his eyelids.

His skin was soft, you realized. He had lots of small moles on his face. Most of them were hidden with his long hair and light scruff, but they looked beautiful on him. His lips had a pretty bow shape, their natural color pink-ish red. You suddenly wanted to lean down and kiss him to see if they were as soft as they looked. Blinking, you pulled your hand away and brought the cotton to wipe it off. The oil helped, of course, and soon, the cotton was all black with the make-up.

“There you go,” you whispered, signaling that you were done. Bucky slowly opened his eyes. They were dark and mesmerizing; his pupils were large and almost swallowed the pretty color of his eyes, and you felt stuck. You saw him licking his lips with the corner of your eyes. His hands came up to your waist, one of them moving to your face to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear. His thumb stroked your cheek gently, so gently that you sighed and nuzzled against it without thinking. You heard him letting out a soft sound, and then his lips were onto yours.

Moaning in shock, you stood there, trying to process what was happening.

You were being kissed by James Barnes. The lead guitarist of Commandos. Your favorite band. You were being kissed by him. You pushed him away. Your hands still on his chest, you looked at him, the disbelief visible on your face.

Bucky cursed to himself silently. He should have known better than just kissing you like this, he should have taken you out first and let you that he was thinking of asking you out for real because he had been watching you throughout the whole concert, and you were so fucking pretty─

“What─ Why did you do that?” You asked him, interrupting his inner panicking. Bucky swallowed and looked at you, the color of his eyes had returned slightly.

“I─” He started, but realized he didn’t know what he could say. “Wanted to?” He cringed. God, he was hopeless. “I’m sorry, I should have asked. I’m─ Look, I wasn’t trying to force myself on you, I swear. I’m really sorry.” He tried to stand up, but you stopped him with putting your hands on his shoulders.

“Why did you do that?” You asked again. Yeah, he might have wanted to kiss you, but you had to know exactly why. Bucky held his breath.

“Because I wanted to kiss you,” he said with a soft voice. “Because you looked so pretty singing along to the songs I wrote with your friend, looked so carefree and gorgeous, I wanted to know you, wanted to kiss you so bad. Because you felt right when you were close to me. Because I wanted to keep you even closer, so that no one would try to steal you away fro─ Mmfm!”

You cut him off with pressing your lips against his. Of course, you were attracted to him. He was this devilishly handsome, funny and charming lead guitarist of your favorite band. How could you not? Him admitting that he wanted to know you was dizzying, to kiss you so bad was definitely passing out material.

Bucky sighed into the kiss as he brought one of his hands to rest on the small of your back and the other on your face. Tilting his head to his side slightly, Bucky deepened the kiss. With the hand on your lower back, he pulled you to him, making you step into his personal space even more. You hummed. Your hands were on his cheeks, fingertips playing with his hair while your thumbs stroked his cheekbones.

He kissed so nicely.

His lips were as soft as they looked. They felt like silk onto yours as he kissed your breath away. His body heat was setting your own body fire. His hands on you were like a dream come true. The way he held you close to him felt so good, you wanted to cry at the feeling. You were a little touch starved, but he was feeding you well with his itty bitty touches.

“Mmm,” he hummed as he pulled back for oxygen. He opened his eyes, watching you nuzzle in his palm, kissing his wrist, Bucky felt immensely happy. “Darling love,” he whispered. “You feel so right in my arms.” You let out a broken sound as you buried your face in his palm, partially hiding in it. He chuckled softly. “You do.” You wiggled even closer to him. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him in for another kiss.

Just as both of you were getting lost in the kiss, the knock on the door made you jump. “We’re leaving for the bar!” It was Clint. “Are you guys coming or not?” Bucky looked at you.

“Let me take you out?” He asked, hope shining bright in his beautiful eyes. “Let me treat you? Please, honey?” You nodded mutely. You were too stunned to answer him verbally. He smiled. “Alright,” he said and stood up. He, then, took a step back and extended his hand to you. “I’m James, but people close to me call me Bucky.”

You chuckled at his cheesiness. Holding his hand, you shook it. “I’m Y/N, but Natasha calls me dumbass sometimes,” you said, making him grin. Bucky held your hand in his as he brought it up to his lips, kissing your wrist.

“Can I take you out on a date? Buy you a drink?” He asked, then. You bit your lip as you grinned.

“Yeah,” you answered him. He beamed.

“Great!” He pulled you against him. “I know just the place.”

──

You’ve been at the bar with the band and Natasha for two hours now. You were having so much fun that you couldn’t stop giggling or cracking jokes sometimes. You felt incredibly lucky to get to know the band this way; they were a bunch of charming and funny guys who occasionally called each other asshole.

Thor was a weird one; he kept talking like he was someone from a Shakespeare play but he was a very funny dude. Sam was a sarcastic but a very charming guy; him and Natasha had kept the flirting going since she sat on his lap at the backstage. Steve was actually a pretty smart guy, but he loved fucking with others and playing dumb. He was almost as flirtious as Sam, but he kept the flirting to Thor only which you later learned that Thor and Steve had been dating for two years. Clint was… he was a real dumbass. He was a beast with his drums, but in general he was a walking disaster and the bandages on his face and arms sort of gave that away.

They were a good bunch.

Then, there was James. Or Bucky as he reminded you to call him that once or twice. He was funny just like the others. He was charming and actually a sweetheart. You learned that he was also the Mama Bear of the band while Sam had taken the Papa Bear role. They were the ones who kept the others doing shit. He was considerate, lovable and smart guy. He loved his music, loved playing his guitar whenever he could and loved exploring new things.

You might have been a little in love with him already.

“Aight!” Steve interrupted the chattering. He was a little tipsy, not drunk, and leaning onto Thor more than he probably should. “Round… four? Five? It’s on me. Who wants what?” Everyone placed their order with Steve and Thor, but you.

“Just water if they have such a healthy drink in here,” you said, chuckling. “I had enough.” You weren’t big on drinking your consciousness away, and considering this was sort of your first date with Bucky, you wanted to stay sober.

Steve and Thor nodded, not pushing you to drink when you didn’t want to, and made a bee line to the bar. Bucky was holding you against his side, his arm was either over your shoulders or around your waist, and you were leaning into him. He placed a soft kiss onto your temple, making your body heat up with the simple touch of his lips. With a sigh, you buried your head into his shoulder.

It was sort of surprising that you felt so safe and at ease with Bucky although it’s been only three hours since you met officially. Sure, you’ve known him partially from the interviews, but you spent three hours in his presence, and the closeness between you two felt like you’ve been like this, close and touching each other, for years. It was a weird but not unwelcomed feeling. In fact, you loved it a little too much.

“Are you okay?” Bucky whispered. His breath smelled a bit like beer, but you didn’t mind. Yours probably smelled the same. You nodded. “I can take you back home if you want or to a hotel? I… just realized I don’t know where you live.” You chuckled.

“I live around, don’t worry,” you assured him. “Like an hour or so away with car? I’m local.” You snuggled deeper into his embrace. “I’m fine, though, it’s been very fun so far.” Bucky hummed.

“Yeah, they are good guys,” Bucky agreed. “But say the word and I’ll take you home, alright?” He said, looking into your eyes.

“Okay,” you agreed, kissing his cheek. You have never felt like this with a guy before. Sure, you were a virgin, but you had boyfriends, you had dated. None of them made you feel this at ease around them. None of them but Bucky. You found that you loved this feeling. With a smile, you hummed happily.

After Steve and Thor returned with a new round of drinks, you’ve spent another hour and half laughing and talking with them. It was around 3 AM when all of you decided to call it a night.

“It’s technically morning, though,” Clint said, swaying on his feet a little. Everyone groaned. “Fine, geez. I ain’t makin’ any joke anymo’,” he grunted and flipped the bird. You snorted lightly. Clint got offended real easy when he was drunk, apparently.

“So, girls,” Sam started. “We can take you home if you want? Or put you in the same hotel we’re staying for tonight?” Natasha shrugged.

“It’d take us at least an hour to get home, I’ll take the hotel option,” she said, and you hummed approvingly. “We don’t need new rooms. I think it’s obvious where we’ll be staying,” she added with a smirk. You felt your cheeks burn.

“I’m so divorcing you when we go home,” you muttered, and Natasha snickered. You felt Bucky’s assuring squeeze on your arm.

“We can get you a new room if you don’t feel comfortable enough with sharing, though,” he said, ignoring Natasha. You frowned as you thought about it.

It wouldn’t make you uncomfortable, but you didn’t know what you’d do. Would you just cuddle and go to sleep or… You sighed. You wanted to take that step. You were in your mid-twenties and you wanted to get rid of your virginity already. It stuck with you for a long time. You didn’t want to push him for it, though. Frown deepening, you realized you wouldn’t mind whatever you chose to do when you shared a room. Even though you wanted to get rid of things, you really would like to cuddle with Bucky and go to sleep.

“It’s fine,” you murmured. “I won’t mind sharing a room if that’s okay with you.” Bucky shook his head, a smile playing on his lips.

“Of course,” he said. “Let’s go then.”

─

It took you fifteen minutes or so arriving the hotel and all of you quickly scattered your own rooms. You followed Bucky. He was holding your hand into his gently, you in front of him, his arms were around your waist and hands holding yours as you rode the elevator. When you were on the floor nine, you got off and walked down the hall.

Stepping inside the room 107, you felt nervous. It wasn’t Bucky who was making you nervous, but yourself, you knew that. You could come clean and tell Bucky; he had been so patient and loving with you all day and you knew he wouldn’t mind you telling him about your conflict.

“I can take the couch,” Bucky started. “I don’t mind. It’s actually pretty comfy,” he grinned. “Took a nap there before we hit the stage.” He wiggled his brows adorably. “I can lend you some clothes if you wanna shower, I’m definitely taking one. I have no idea how you put up with my stink for four hours.” You chuckled.

“You don’t stink,” you said. “You smell nice, actually.” Bucky tilted his head to his side and sent you a cocky smirk. Fuck, you thought.

“Nice, hm?” He laughed, then. “I half-showered with my perfume is probably why,” he added, rolling his eyes. “Anyways, you gonna shower?” You bit your lip. You were hesitating just a little, but you knew you had to take some steps yourself in these kinds of things.

“W-what if we take o-one to-ogether?” You stammered clumsily. “We, uh, both need one, anyways, right?” Bucky froze. His eyes snapped at yours, watching you carefully as he tried to see if you really wanted this.

“You really want that?” He asked. You nodded. There was nothing else you wanted more at the moment, you thought. “Honey,” Bucky murmured. “Do you know what you want? Do you wanna tell me?” Ye walked closer to him and placed your hands on his chest when you were close enough.

“I want to take a shower with you,” you said, surprisingly with a steady voice. “I… We don’t have to, but if you want, I, um, also want to have sex with you, too.” Bucky exhaled shakily at your words. They were affecting him, you could see it in his eyes. So, you thought, might as well drop the bomb. “I, um,” you continued. Your fingers were playing his exposed dog tags. “I really, really would like you to be, um, the first one to… you know…” You narrowed your eyes, looking at him and hoping that he’d understand.

“The first one to what, love?” He asked. His eyes were intense, now. They looked at you like they wanted to see through you. You shivered and licked your lips. Your mouth opened and closed, words wanting to get out but didn’t know how. “Y/N,” Bucky said when you didn’t answer. “Honey,” he called out. “Are you a virgin, love?”

You nodded. Your whole body was burning with embarrassment, burning under the intense look of his beautiful eyes. You fidgeted in your place, tearing your eyes from his, you gave your whole attention to his dog tags. You played with them until you felt his fingers gripping your chin gently and tilting up.

“Are you sure?” He asked. “Do you really want me to do that?” You nodded again. Words were hard for you, at the moment, you were beyond embarrassed. “Sweetheart, I’m honored that you see me worthy.” You snorted.

“Dork,” you whispered. He grinned.

“That’s me,” he said, making you snort again. “Alright, let’s take a shower together.” He grabbed your hand and pulled you towards the bathroom. He left you by the sink to undress while he adjusted the water. You were stripping off your clothes one by one, not feeling so confident about your body, you had a strong urge to hide it.

It was Bucky, though. You may not have known for a long time, but you knew he wouldn’t mind. Still, you couldn’t silence the irritating small voice in your mind that had been whispering how different you looked from all the women Bucky had seen out with.

“Water is ready,” he announced, unaware of your inner struggle. He turned around as he yanked his t-shirt off his body. “Y/N? Are you okay?” His eyes roamed your body, moving up and down and up again. “What is it? It’s fine if you don’t want to do this─”

“It’s not that,” you muttered. “Well, sort of about it, not that exactly.” You shrugged. Your tears were on their way to fill your eyes, you could feel them, but you weren’t going to cry. “It’s just… I don’t have a model’s body, like, um, all the other women you’ve dated? I don’t have it, and um, it just makes me feel a little self-conscious?” You watched Bucky’s face going from worried to soft in a matter of seconds.

“Baby,” he whispered, stepping forward and getting into your personal space. “I don’t care.” He tucked your hair behind your ear, stroked your cheek and looked deep into your eyes. “I don’t care that you don’t have a model’s body. I actually like your body better than theirs because yours tell me that you’re happy and not starving yourself to look the way they do. You’re beautiful.” You whimpered. “It’s alright if you wanna back up, it really is, but please do not think that I won’t find you attractive because you don’t have a body like theirs, okay?” You sniffed lightly as you nodded.

You slowly got rid your t-shirt, dropping it on the floor like he did with his, and reached behind your back to unclasp your bra. He looked into your eyes all the while you undressed yourself. His eyes never flickered down once. They kept looking into your eyes, and his thumbs kept stroking your cheeks and your neck. Once you got naked, you fought with the urge to wrap your arms around yourself and cover your bits. Bucky liked your body, you reminded yourself. You were beautiful to him.

“There you go,” Bucky whispered. “That’s a good baby.” He leaned in and pecked your lips. “Let’s get under the water, alright?” You nodded. He quickly rid himself from his remaining clothes. His tattooed and pierced body’s naked glory was right in front of you, and you wanted to leave some marks. You wanted people to know that he was yours, now, no one else’s. “Come on, love.” He nudged you into the shower gently, pulling you out of your head. You carefully stepped into the tub, the water hitting your back immediately, you shivered with the warm water. Bucky walked in behind you and closed the glass doors.

Bucky plastered his front to your back, gently encouraging you to lean against him. His arms wrapped around your middle, he dipped down and placed kisses on your neck. The steam coming from the warm water warming your body, making his kisses feels even more sensual. You shivered.

“Let’s get you wet,” he murmured, eyes shining with mischief. You let out a soft snort and rolled your eyes. He grinned. He turned you around and stepped under the water with you still leaning against his body. You could feel his well-defined muscles on your back. His bulging biceps around your waist was giving you a nice feeling, too. His already warm body was even warmer now thanks to the water.

You sighed.

Bucky grabbed the shampoo and washed your hair, fingers massaging your scalp. After you were clean, it was his turn. He had to crouch down, later he went down on his knees since it was easier for you to reach all of his hair easily. As you washed his hair, Bucky held onto you, face buried in your stomach, he breathed calmly as you massaged his scalp like he did to you. You could feel the tension draining out of him. He must be exhausted, you thought, and suddenly felt guilty about springing this whole I-want-to-have-sex-with-you conversation. He needed rest, not more action. You huffed to yourself silently. Telling him to stand up, you grabbed the second loofah and dragged it along his body, washing away the dirt and sweat of the concert.

Washing away the shampoos and last of the dirt on your body, you turned off the water and stepped out, Bucky right behind you and still holding onto your waist. He grabbed a big towel from one of the cabinets. It was white and looked so fluffy. He smiled when he saw your wide eyes and wrapped it around your body, squeezing you into a hug with towel around you, he held you against his chest. You chuckled. Your face was right into the crook of his neck; his warm body was radiating heat even with a towel between your bodies.

“It’s so fluffy,” you said, amusement in your voice. Bucky snickered.

“Yeah, that’s what I love about fancy hotels.” Bucky wiggled his eyebrows and grabbed another towel from the rack to dry himself. Both of you walked back into the bedroom again with your naked bodies covered with fluffy towels.

“Hey,” you called out softly. “We, um, don’t have to do it now,” you said. “I know you’re tired, and you need some rest. So, it’s totally okay if you─” Bucky placed a finger on your lips and silenced you.

“I want it,” he whispered. “I am tired, I’m not gonna lie, but I want to do this, too.” Amusement shone in his eyes. “Don’t be surprised if I fall asleep on you in the halfway, though,” he said. You chuckled. Your hand poked out under the towel and hit him on the arm gently. Bucky grinned. He leaned in and kissed your cheeks; they felt warm under his lips.

Bucky started humming as his hands grabbed the hem of the towel that you’ve been hugging tightly. You frowned lightly, trying to make out what he was humming. While you were thinking, Bucky took the towel off of you gently. You barely felt the cold air hitting your body because of his body heat. It was coming off of him in waves and warming you in a weird way. He smiled as he pulled back a little. His face was so close to yours, his moving lips were brushing against yours as he continued to sing the song.

“Television lover, baby, go all night,” he sang softly. “Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet,” he continued and pressed a kiss on the corner of your lips, arms pulling your closer to his body. “Little miss innocent sugar me, yeah.”

You frowned lightly, face scrunched in a very adorable way. “What are you singing?” You asked, still trying to making out what song he was singing. Bucky grinned.

“Ooh, in the name of love,” he started and saw the light bulb going off. “Pour some sugar on me. C’mon, fire me up.” He swayed to right and left, making guitar sounds just to make you giggle. “Pour some sugar on me. I can’t get enough!” You laughed.

“Oh my God, Bucky!” you exclaimed, tears in your eyes. “I can’t believe you’re singing─”

Bucky grinned even wider. “I’m hot, sticky sweet. From my head to my feet, yeah!”

Both of you cracked up. Bucky was still humming the song as he, too, discarded his towel. He came closer, looking into your eyes and searching for a ‘yes’ in there, which you gave him while still giggling. Bucky crouched lightly to grab you by your thighs and hoisted you up. You squeaked. Your arms were quick to wrap around his neck as he carried you to the bed.

“Crazy little woman in a one man show,” he continued to sing. “Mirror queen, mannequin, rhythm of lovee!” You snorted. “Sweet dreams, saccharine, loosen up.” He kissed your cheek. He lowered you on the bed, lying you down gently. You smiled at him. Bucky winked and leaned in.

His lips found yours with a sweet sigh escaping from you. Bucky hummed. His lips stroked yours gently, pried them open to deepen it with a small tilt of his head, and suddenly, you were kissing heatedly. You moaned when you felt his tongue licking at your bottom lip, his teeth nibbling on the soft flesh lightly. You opened your mouth, allowed his tongue inside and moaned again. Bucky grunted. He dropped his body onto yours, minding his weight, and caged you under him.

“Baby,” Bucky moaned when he pulled back for oxygen. His lips moving from yours to your neck, he hummed appreciatively. The light scruff he had was scratching the skin of your neck raw, but you didn’t mind. It felt so good, so nice to have his warm body onto yours like this and to feel his lips on your skin. Your body was on fire. Between your thighs, you were aching and dripping wet; the urge to press them together was strong, but Bucky was in the way.

“Bucky,” you sighed as he nipped on your collarbones. His breath was hot on your already heated skin. The rough texture of his hands drove your body into the edge of oversensitivity as they brushed and stroked every inch of skin they could reach. Bucky hummed appreciatively at the sight of your breasts on his face. His eyes flicked up at yours, silently asking for a permission. Heart beating in your mouth, you nodded. Every breath you drew in was burning you in the best way, making your head rush.

You gasped loudly when his hot and wet mouth closed over your nipple. His tongue was teasing the delicate nip gently; cheeks hollowing as he sucked on it, he slurped. One of his hands had closed over your other breast; the rough texture that drove you crazy was on your boob now, and his calloused fingers were playing with your nipple. Your arched your back. Your hands wound tight in his longish brown hair, pulling on them whenever he sucked too hard and twisted your nipple in a very good way.

“Oh, shit, Bucky!” Eyes closed, you threw your head back as you thrusted your chest against his face more. Bucky just grunted and switched nipples. His hand was now playing with your saliva covered nipple while his mouth had closed over your other breast. When you moaned high and very feminine, Bucky scrapped his teeth over the sensitive bud, making your hips buck against his unintentionally. “God, I─ This─ Shit, feels so good,” you sighed, breath hitching.

Bucky let go of your nipple with an obscene ‘pop’ sound and placed a kiss on your sternum. He kissed his way down, tongue dipping into your belly button and placing a kiss there, too. You tried not to squirm away when he finally made contact with your dripping core. His hot breath was licking your mound, making you hyperaware of his presence there and also making you even wetter.

Feeling how nervous you were, Bucky looked at you softly and kissed your inner thighs. You breathed in shakily. His lips were covering your inner thighs with kisses, hands stroking your sides and stomach, fingers occasionally finding your nipples, Bucky calmed you down. Soon, you were melting under his soft and loving touches as he made his way to your pussy slowly.

First flick of his tongue on your clit had you gasping, bucking your hips and grabbing onto his hands on your stomach. Bucky shushed you and placed a kiss on your clit, sucking it just a little.

“Oh my God! Bucky!” You moaned. He shushed you again with grounding strokes of his thumbs on the back of your hands. He dove in.

His tongue flicked on your clit over and over again, lips closed around the tiny bud and sucked little hickeys onto it. His scruff was rubbing on your inner thighs and making this whole new experience even better. You kept moaning, whining and whimpering; your hands never letting of his, you held onto them tight as you arched your back and buried your face into the pillow with your eyes closed.

You could feel your slick running down, dripping onto bed, because the sounds Bucky was making while eating you out were so hot, it made your thigh muscles twitch around his head. He was burying one groan after the other into your pussy, humming and grunting at the taste of your slick and your tight hold on his hands.

At one point, he pulled back. Freeing one of his hands out of your hold, Bucky swiped a finger from your slit to your clit. You cried out. The colors were exploding behind your closed eyes; your body was taut with the expected orgasm. Bucky swiped his fingers a few more times before he slowly dipped it inside you. An audible hitch in your breath, Bucky stopped. He pulled his finger back slightly only to push it back in.

“James,” you whined. You could feel the pressure gathering in your lower belly. “Please, God, please─” You groaned when he continued to move his fingers in you as he pressed his thumb over your clit. You were close. You were so close, you could fucking taste it. You whimpered. Your free hand found his body, and you grabbed the meaty shoulder, digging your nails deep. Bucky hummed and crooked his fingers.

You screamed when you came.

Your body went taut, muscles cramping, you felt them relaxing at the same time. It was a bit weird and amazing feeling which you loved. It wasn’t that you’ve never made yourself come, you have, but none of them felt like this.

“Your fucking face─” You heard Bucky growl lightly. He climbed his way up to your lips and kissed you passionately. “The way you look when you come? Gorgeous.” He kissed you harshly, nipping your bottom lip. “The way you taste? Magnificent. Pouring out some sugar for me, there, don’t you, baby?” You felt your cheeks burn at his words as he ducked in for yet another kiss which you gave him happily. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him even closer. He pulled back just a little and started kissing on your cheeks and neck. “You still wanna do it?” He asked. You nodded. “Speak up, bubba,” he nudged your jaw with his nose. You squirmed happily at the pet name.

“Yes,” you whispered. “Still wanna do it. Still wan’it to be you. Please?” You looked at him with wide eyes, face open and excited.

Bucky wanted to hide you in his bed forever because you were too good to be true. “Alright, love, okay,” he whispered. He reached for his wallet that he left on the bedside drawer and pulled out a condom. Bucky was quick and efficient as he put on the condom, discarding its small package.

You gasped lightly when you saw his cock. It was a little above average, wasn’t too big that it might really hurt you. He was uncut, but you could see faint lines of veins throbbing there. There was a shining metal going through his cock head, but to avoid panicking, you diverted your eyes to his ball. They were big and looked full, and suddenly, you felt your body burning even more with the thought of them slapping against your skin.

“It’s might hurt at the beginning, okay?” He said, drawing your attention back to him. “Tell me, please, just tell me to stop if it hurts really bad or you just don’t wanna do this anymore, alright?” You nodded. He tapped on your lips. “Words, honey.”

“Yes,” you breathed. “I’ll tell you to stop if I don’t like it.” He nodded with a big smile on his face.

“That’s right,” he whispered and kissed you. Settling in deeper between your thighs, Bucky kept kissing you. One of his hands was on your face, gently stroking your cheek, while the other had grabbed his cock and lined it up.

The slide in was smooth, and Bucky was going real slow. He really didn’t want to hurt you, make this experience a bad one, so he was being extra careful. He could feel how your silky wet walls wrapping his cock slowly as he inched in, in and in. His eyes were rolling backwards behind his closed lids. It was addicting, the way you felt around him. Bucky never wanted to pull out, wanted to stay buried in you forever because you were so tight, so warm and so wet, it was like a dream come true.

“Sweetheart,” he croaked. “You feel so fuckin’ good.” Your breath hitched at his low voice calling you a sweet name. Between your thighs you were aching, hurting just a little it, too, but it wasn’t unbearable. You held onto him tight, reeled into the feeling of his cock sliding into you and just… felt.

You whimpered when his cock was fully seated. There was a throbbing pain, almost pulsating with the same beat as your heart. Bucky was panting in your ear. He wasn’t moving, was just holding you tight against him and trying to control himself until you gave him the go. You hummed a little as he pain subsided.

“You good, bubba?” He asked, lifting his head only a little to look you in the eye. You sniffed, tears had sprung to your eyes at the pain, but it was gone now. You nodded, hands tightening on his shoulders.

“Yeah,” you whispered. “Move, please?” Bucky groaned. He gave you another kiss on the lips: A sweet, chaste and soft kiss. You sighed into it.

Carefully, he pulled out a bit and slid back in, stealing your breath. His breathing was shaky. You could hear his silent grunts and groans. His hands were fisting the bedding until you grabbed them and twined your fingers together. He kissed your neck as thanks. He continued to thrust into you slowly. Every drag of his cock, you could feel it in your bones, deep in your body, and it was so goddamn good.

“God,” you choked on a moan. “Fuck, faster, please─” Bucky growled.

“Don’t wanna hurt you,” he hissed through his clenched teeth. Sweat was beading on his forehead, chest and back, making his skin glow. You whimpered as you turned your head to him where he buried his face into the crook of your neck and kissed his temple.

“You won’t,” you said. “It doesn’t hurt anymore, please!” You clenched your thighs around his hips, urging him to move a little faster. His growling increased; it sounded like he was almost snarling with each thrust of his hips.

“You want it hard, darlin’?” He asked, taunted. You whimpered again as you nodded. A wanton cry of ‘yes’ spilled out of your mouth. “You want me to fuck you faster, hm?” You let out another litany of yeses and tightened your hands in his. Bucky groaned deep and loud. His hips started to snap against yours. His balls hitting your slick covered skin, his cock started to move in and out of you at a rapid pace.

The pleasure it brought was fucking blinding.

You moaned when he gave you a particular hard thrust. You were moving up and down on the bed where you were lying on your back as Bucky thrusted in and out of you madly. You could feel the metal you saw through the condom stroking your sensitive walls, making the pleasure feel even better, and you knew you were going to come. You could feel how close you were.

“James,” you breathed, your face drowning in pleasure as he looked at you. “’m gonna come,” you whined. “’m so close, ‘m gonna come!” Bucky snarled.

Straightening up a bit, he leaned onto his elbows, still holding your hands. His thrusts were deeper now. He was hitting at a spot that got you choking on almost every moan that wanted to get out, stealing your breath with each thrust; you were delirious.

“Bucky,” you sighed. Your voice carried a panicking tone, but it was because you were so close to coming. “Bucky, fuck, I’m─”

“Come, honey,” he whispered, lips brushing yours. “Come for me, c’mon.” He ducked down to bite one of your breasts, sucking and licking at the same time. You gasped. Your thighs and walls clenched around him so tightly, Bucky’s eyes rolled behind his head, mouth open and he was almost drooling at the sensation. “Fuck!” He roared. The vice of your walls around his hard cock felt so fucking good, he started to move in and out of you rapidly. He was jackrabitting, so close to coming himself, and you didn’t mind. It still felt good albeit a bit too much.

“James,” you whispered. Your hand squeezed his and you lifted your head enough to peck him on the lips. Bucky moaned brokenly. He leaned down, fully pressing his lips on yours as he kissed you deeply. He was releasing moans and grunts and sighs into the kiss, into your mouth, and you smiled. “Come on, lemme see you,” you whispered again. Pecking his lips once and twice, licking his bottom lip, you bit it gently.

Bucky cursed. His thrust halted for a second. His balls jerked as he thrusted into you one last time, and he filled the condom with his seed, his face buried in your neck. You hummed. His weight on you was a welcomed one, it felt like a personal, living, weighted blanket and you hummed again.

“Oh shit,” Bucky whispered. It was quiet for a while. He silently and carefully pulled out of you and ditched the condom. He got up to get a wet cloth from the bathroom. When he returned, he gently cleaned the between your legs, taking away all the dirt and slight blood that he caused, and then cleaned himself. Dropping the cloth somewhere in the bathroom, he walked back inside the room, lay on the bed and gathered you in his arms, hugging you tight against his chest. You sighed contently. “How do you feel? Was I too rough?”

“Mm, no,” you murmured. Your face was squished on his chest. The barbells on his nipples were warm against your cheek. “It was perfect.” You smiled dopily as you pulled back. You kissed him on the cheeks and then on the lips. “Thank you.” He smiled at you back; the crinkles around his eyes showing themselves, he scrunched his nose.

“You’re very welcome, bubba,” he whispered, kissing your nose. You chuckled and settled back on his chest. You lay in the silence. Although both of you were tired, you didn’t feel the need of sleep immediately. Bucky was in agreement with you since he started to hum again. You frowned for a second until you realized he was still singing the same song from before. You chuckled. “Hmm,” he said.

“Same song still?”

“Yup,” he grinned. “Lyrics fit, don’t you think?” You made a questioning sound. His grin widened. He was expecting you’d react like that. “You got the peaches, I got the cream,” he sang, and you snorted out loud as your face burned yet again. “Sweet to taste, saccharine.” You started to laugh. “Cause I’m hot, hot, so hot, sticky sweeet!” He started to crack up slightly. “From my head, my head to my feet, yeaah!”

“Oh my God, stop!” You cackled, face buried in his neck.

“Never,” he said and went back to singing. “Take a bottle, shake it uuup! Break the bubble, break it uuuup!” He stopted, looking at your with the corner of his eyes. You snorted and bit his neck lightly. “Come on, sing this part with me.” You shook your head. “Come ooon! Do this and I’ll shut up, I promise.” You looked at his grinning stupid face. Rolling your eyes, you murmured a ‘fine’.

“Pour some sugar on meee!” Both of you sang, trying very hard not to crack up. “Oooh, in the name of looovee! Pour some sugar on meee! C’mon fire me uup!” Bucky flipped your positions, taking you under him again, causing your breath to hitch and stop you singing.

“Pour some sugar on me,” he sang quietly this time. He leaned in and kissed you passionately, deeply, lovingly. His lips traveled your neck, peppering kisses and then came back to your lips again. He whispered the last notes of the song as he leaned in close enough for his lips to crush against yours before he engulfed you into another hot and loving round of sex.  

“Ooh, I can’t get enough…”

Your grinning self was turned into a gasping and chanting his name with pleasure one real quick after that.

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Oh my God, I just saw your angst iwa fic with the pregnant reader and then looked for more fics on your blog and I fell in love with it???❤❤ + ayeee another demon slayer lover here 😭can I maybe be an emoji anon?:"D I would love to chat with you but a little bit to shy

And I hope its also okay if I request something: Can you maybe do Tendou and Iwaizumi making the reader insecure? ( maybe where the reader gets jealous/ insecure because some fangirls are flirting with them and they say something like "maybe you are to insecure/jealoue" and they are scared that they will leave them?)

Hope you have a great day <3

When they make you insecure PT 4/ Dating your brothers teammate PT3

When they make you insecure:

Part One  Part Two  Part Three  Part Four Part Five Part six

Dating your brothers teammate:

Part One Part Two Part Three

Word Count: 2.1K

Genre: angst,fluff

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Authors Note: Thank you so much for liking my other works, and OF COURSE you can message me/be a continous anonymous ask. BTW if anybody wants to privately message me just to talk or whatever or ask me questions on my asks they can!! And IK this wasn’t technically what you asked for but I hope this is good enough <3 (I will most likely do Iwaizumi in the next part) by the way this is NOT proofread (so expect mistakes)

Tendou

You and tendou have been talking since you were in your first year and his second.

So you weren’t officially dating.

He was interested in what the second ushijima would be like.

You were just like your brother, sharp and stoic but great in everything you do and it seemed that Tendou took a liking to that.

You entered your brother's dorm room in the hopes of finding Tendou, but unluckily it was just Ushijima reading his magazines. “He’s not in here,” he said before you could even ask about your crush's whereabouts.  

As you were about to leave the room, Ushijima asked you to sit down for a moment so he could to you “yess toshi?” you said already bored.

“Are you and Tendou dating?” he asked

“Umm I-” You didn’t really know what to say, since you and Tendou haven’t officially put a label on things (as much as you wanted him too.) “Not really dating per se, just going through the motions...i guess” you said with uncertainty.

“Going through the motions?” Ushijima questioned more to himself then to you.  

“Don’t worry about it Toshi” you say ruffling his hair

“I’m just checking to make sure you’re okay Y/N” he said seriously “Oh and by the way when you and Tendou are about to have se-”

“La La La La La” you say putting your fingers in your ears “I do not need a sex-ed lesson from you nii-san" you swiftly leave the room a tad bit grossed out.

“Oh and by the way Tendou is probably in Eita’s and Kenjirou’s room.” he calls.

You excitedly skip over to Semi’s and Shirabu’s room happy to see your boyfriend ‘friend.’ Walking to the door, before you open it, you hear Tendou talking to Semi and Shirabu and the conversation topic seems to be about you.  

“How are things going with Y/N Tendou” Semi asked “You’re practically dating now. Right?”

“Well Semi-sem, I wouldn’t say that...” Tendou said, making you furry your eyebrows in confusion. “Y/N is a bit, you know... what’s the right word” he thinks, “Boring.”

You step back abit from the door, shocked. ‘Boring?’ How were you boring... You were hurt. Especially since you’ve heard the insult of you being boring your whole life, you knew that you took after your brother in most aspects but that didn’t make neither you or your brother boring. You’ve even have voiced that specific insecurity (about you being boring) where Tendou always assured you that you were the most interesting person he’s ever met.

You went back into Ushijima’s room since it was the closest place and you knew you could always go to your brother whenever you were upset or just in need of someone to listen to you rant about anything. Upon your entering, Ushijima looks up at you and before he could ask what was wrong you wrapped your arms around him and just burst out crying. Awkwardly, Ushijima pats your back not really knowing what to do. He waits for you to calm down before asking you “What’s wrong Y/N?”

“h-he called me boring...” you cried again slightly, “I heard him talking with Semi and Shirabu”

“Well I don’t think you a boring, not at all Y/N” he said handing you a tissue so that you can wipe your eyes and blow your nose “Do you need me to talk with him?”

“No!” You exclaimed “Don’t talk to him...I’ll handle it.” You knew that him and Tendou talking wouldn’t turn out right, because you weren’t even dating in the first place and Ushijima would definitely deep the situation more then needs be.  

“Ushiwaka I brought some snacks for us” said a cheerful sounding Tendou entering the room. His voice faltered when he saw a teary eyed you wrapped up in her brothers arm. “Y/N-chan are you alright?”  

“Yeah I’m fine” you respond dryly “Well I’ll be going...thanks Toshi”  

You leave the room not looking Tendou in the eye leaving him confused. He thought you would be happy to see him, although he knew you weren’t officially ‘together’ or whatever so he didn’t get why you seemed mad.

“Hey Ushiwaka, what’s wrong with Y/N” he asked  

“She said I am not allowed to discuss it with you.” Ushijima replied flipping through his magazine

‘So there is a problem..’ Tendou thought trying to think of things that could spur up your problem with him.

When you were heading to your room, you bumped into Semi and Shirabu who seemed to be heading towards your brother. “Hey Y/N” they greeted simultaneously

“hi guys..” you said sniffling  

They could see that you were sad and didn’t want to pry, so in an attempt to make you feel better Semi said “One of our friends, I think someone from Karasuno is having a party do you wanna come with us.” Just then, a lightbulb went off in your head and you thought of the best idea to really show Tendou you aren’t boring and you can also make your ‘boy’ friend jealous at the same time.

You immediately perk up and smile at the boys surprising them, “Sure, I'd love to go pick me up at 8?” you ask making them nod as you rush back to your dorm room to find something to wear.  

After basically emptying your wardrobe, you find something to wear (a little black dress to be precise) you couldn’t deny that you were hot in general but right now in this dress there was no dispute about how beautiful you are.

Semi knocks on your door right at 8pm, his eyes widening seeing how you look. You gave him a knowing smirk making the tips of his ears go red, “should we be going now...?” you ask as he was stood there frozen staring at you,

“Uhm yeah sure” he said awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck feeling a little bit embarrassed.

Entering the party, a lot of eyes were on both you and Semi in jealousy and in want. You were both the most attractive ‘couple’ in the room and it was obvious that you both knew that. Tendou was already there sitting in the corner of the room with the rest of the Shiratorizawa boys, he had of bit of anger brewing in the pit of his stomach at the sight of you on Semi’s arm.

“Semi! My twin, welcome to the party!” Yelled a boy who looked kind of like Semi, making Semi roll his eyes

“Hi, I’m Sugawara but you can just call me suga” he says to you extending his hand “and you are...”

“Oh Hi! I’m Ushijima Y/N” you replied back giving his hand a shake

“I see, Ushiwaka’s little sister...cute” he says smiling in your face “Well I’ve got to now and make sure certain teammates of mine aren’t blowing up my house or anything so talk to you soon”

“You do kind of look the same Semi” you say to him teasingly

“Oh, shut up Y/N” he says jokingly making you laugh pretty loudly putting your arm on his bicep (forearm I don’t know the body part lol.) You look over to Tendou and you could tell he was getting bothered by your interaction with Semi making it even more enjoyable to you.

“Semi, do you wanna dance?” you ask batting your eyelashes at him, throwing him off. “Um okay.”

You were being a bit wild with your movements whilst dancing with Semi (since you’re obviously not the usual party-goer) but you were enjoying yourself nevertheless.  

“Are you okay Y/N?” Semi asks you  

“Yeah why wouldn’t I be” you respond

“Um...it’s just that you’ve been a bit weird tonight and I’ve seen the staring matches you and Tendou have been having” he says “Is everything alright with both of you?”

He leads you over to somewhere more private so that you could properly talk, “So what's been going on with the two of you.”

“You should know more than me Semi” you sigh “You were there when he called me boring”

“I don’t think he meant it th-” he starts  

“I don’t care what he meant to be honest, I just wanted to prove to him more so prove to myself that I’m not boring. Cause I don’t think I am.” you say

“You’re not Y/N” he says looking at you “Of course you aren’t.”

“I guess so... it doesn’t even matter I shouldn’t even be so upset, since me and Tendou aren’t actually dating.” you mumbled looking away

“Tendou really likes you Y/N” he says turning your body so you’re so looking at him “He talks about you all the time, since he thinks you’re amazing.”

You’re now staring into each other's eyes “And that’s because you are amazing Y/N” his words make you smile and look down slightly. Maybe it was just because you were both in the heat of the moment, but Semi lips up your chin so you’re both directly in front of each other and you then subconsciously lean into his face closing your eyes (with him doing the same.) And just as your lips were about to touch you hear a,

“What the fuck is happening here!” you look to your left and see both Tendou and Ushijima. With Tendou having his mouth agape and Ushijima having his usual monotone expression on. Tendou rushes over to you and grips your arm pulling your arm up, making you wince slightly and him lessening his grip on you. He pulls you into the bathroom and sits you down on the toilet (the lid is closed) and he leans against the sink.

“What’s your problem with me Y/N” he says sounding pretty fed up.

“Nothing...I don’t see why you care … It’s not like we’re dating or anything” you say mumbling the last part.

“Oh so that’s your problem!” he exclaims, kind of happy that he cracked the code on why you were mad at him.

“No my problem is that you think Im boring” you whine  

“Boring... I don’t think I ever sai-” he pauses realizing what you were referring too “Oh you heard me when I was with Semi-sem and Shirapoo... we thought we heard someone outside”

You sat there with a bored expression on your face waiting for an explanation, “I never said you were boring, well I did. But I assume you miss what I really said was ‘Boring. No that’s also the wrong word too she’s blunt it’s like I’m talking to a girl version of Ushijima sometimes it’s spooky.... but besides that, I really like her’ that’s what I said”

Oh, ‘I guess that makes sense,’ you think... because you were shocked that Tendou would call you boring in the first place so it makes more sense that he didn’t even fully mean that and you just didn’t hear the full thing.

“Oh” you say, looking down feeling a bit embarrassed  

"I really like you Y/N... and I know you’ve been waiting on me to ask you to be my girlfriend and I’m sorry for not doing it sooner, I just didn’t think we needed a label since we both knew what we were” he says kneeling down to be at your eye level “But obviously when I saw you dancing and flirting with Semi I realised what I gotta do... so Y/N Ushijima my ‘miracle girl’ will you be my girlfriend”  

“Of course,” you say giving him a hug  

“Oh, and Y/N...” he starts “were you really about to kiss semi” he asks in a jokey way “you would’ve been left with a permanent scowl left on your face” making you laugh.

After spending quite some time in the bathroom with Tendou, you finally leave and see Ushijima just standing outside patiently waiting.  

“Umm Toshi-nii what are you doing?” you ask  

“Just making sure you’re okay Y/N.” he says looking at both you and Tendou and then your hands that are holding each other's “Ahh I see you two are now boyfriend and girlfriend”

“Yes indeed we are Ushiwaka, I finally asked her!” Tendou replied

“Oh that’s good.” Ushijima nods at both at you as you start walking off to return to the party “Also Tendou, when you and Y/N have se-”

“Gosh Toshi, stop with the sex talk” you say putting your hands on your ears making Tendou laugh.

You and Tendou have so much fun in your relationship, always enjoying the time you spend together. There were no big problems with you two, besides minor arguments but if there ever was a problem you could always go to your big brother who had the best advice to give whether it was on relationships, plants or sex.

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[kay-diggle]

The Promise Ring

Summary: Some promises are broken, some promises remain intact, and new promises are made.

Pairing: Jungkook x Female Reader

Genre & Rating: Angst, Smut, Hint of Fluff, 18+

Warnings: oral (m. recieving), somewhat dom!jungkook (he’s actually a big softie) sub!reader, hairpulling, mentions of jealousy, overstimulation, vaginal intercourse, unprotected sex (pls pls pls stay safe guys!)

Length: 4.2k

Notes: I apologize that the first fic I post in months is so terrible (it highkey feels like it’s all over the place but that’s okay!) If you somehow enjoy this... please let me know! I’m still kinda in hiatus bc of school btw :( {Requests are closed}

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Before 

“It’s so pretty out here tonight,” you commented on the beautiful scenery in front of you. You were laid across your boyfriend’s lap while he leaned back, both taking in the view. 

 For your four year anniversary, Jungkook took you out to a clearing that overlooks the city. You had a late night picnic, eating your favorite foods while sharing some of your favorite memories from the past four years you’ve been together. 

“Yea… but you’re prettier.” 

“Ugh, corrrnnyyyy,” you whined despite feeling yourself begin to blush. 

“Yea, but you love it,” he placed a sweet kiss on your forehead. “And I think this is the perfect time to give you your anniversary gift babe!” 

“No! I definitely told you I did not want a gift this year.” 

“Well that is definitely too bad because I got you one anyways,” he countered, playful as ever. 

He sat up, reaching into the pocket of his jeans. It was hard to see since it was dark outside, but when you clearly saw the velvet black box, you felt a rush of all different types of emotions exploding within you. Upon seeing your shocked face, he stupidly grinned before opening the box, confirming your suspicions about what was inside. 

“Jungkook….” your jaw dropped as you looked at the most beautiful diamond ring you had ever seen. 

“Y/n,” his hand found yours, “I love you so much baby. These past four years have been…. just, so amazing that it’s kind of hard to put into words, ya know? But the one thing I can tell you for sure is that we were meant to be together. You were literally made for me -- my handcrafted destiny. And I promise you that will never change. I promise that I will never stop loving you, I’ll never hurt you. I promise you that I will never break your heart.” 

Nothing could stop the way tears pooled into your eyes at his heartfelt words. You were speechless, only being able to mouth the words ‘I love you’ while Jungkook began laughing at you while wiping away your tears.  

“I know what you’re thinking but it’s not that, so don’t freak out! It’s a promise ring,” he took your left hand, placing said ring on your finger. 

You couldn’t even focus on his words, you just wanted to hug him. And so you did. As soon as he slipped the ring on your finger, you were wrapping him in your arms and tackling him to the ground, crying while laughing at the same time while he laughed with you. 

“Did you even hear me just now?” he chuckled. 

“Yes, not a proposal, but a promise ring,” you nodded. 

“Okay. Just keep in mind I will ask you to marry me one day,” he smirked. 

"And I, Y/n, promise you, Jungkook, that when that day does come, I'll say yes. If you would've asked me tonight I would have said yes with no hesitation." 

“Well then, I can’t wait for that day, hm?” 

“Yeah, me neither.” 

And that night, the two of you made love outside, underneath the stars. 

Now 

When you walked into the room you felt your stomach drop. Seeing your ex-boyfriend’s face months after the worst break up you’ve ever had instead of his best friend who you were planning to meet up with was not what you were expecting when you opened the door. 

“You’re not Namjoon,” a deep frown set on your face. 

“I know. I asked him to get you here. Y/n, please… just hear me out.” 

“No Jungkook,” you shook your head. “I believe you said enough the last time we saw each other, yea?” 

You turned, placing your hand on the doorknob and turning it. Before you could fully open it, you felt a force push it back closed with Jungkook’s strong presence behind you, his hand pressed against the door above your head.

“Y/n. Stay.” 

He whispered it in your ear and although he said it in a commanding voice, his voice was strained almost as if he was begging. You stood completely still for a moment, your heart and mind battling against each other even though you already knew their fight was pointless. In the end, your heart always made you cave. 

You turned to face him, realizing that you were completely trapped between him and the door, you quickly became uncomfortable. Fuck your stupid heart for not being able to resisit the man who broke it. 

“What do you want?” 

“I miss you.” 

You scoffed at that. 

“Well that’s something you could have communicated over the phone rather than creating this whole elaborate plan with Namjoon and getting him to lure me all the way to this hotel.” 

“You realize that you blocked me… on everything, right? I can’t communicate anything to you,” he rolled his eyes. 

“Yes, I realize that. And I did that for a reason. What part of ‘I never want to hear from you or see you again’ did you not understand from when we broke up?” 

“Oh I understood that shit perfectly and I still think it’s fucking bogus.” 

“Yea of fucking course you would. You know that was always your problem. You never see things from my point of view.” 

“Oh and what point of view would that be? Starting arguments over nothing because you’re bored to the point where we had to actually BREAK UP?” 

“Bored Jungkook? Really? I assure you that if I was really bored I would’ve found better ways of occupying my time than arguing with your ass over the same shit.” 

“Oh get real Y/n.” 

“No, you get real!! Your head is so far up your fucking ass that eight months later you still can’t see what you did wrong.” 

“There’s nothing to see! I didn’t do anything!!” 

“Jungkook I fucking told you on multiple occasions that I didn’t appreciate you entertaining that girl when she flirted with you! You know, the one who was only supposed to be a close FRIEND?!?” 

“Jesus Christ y/n, you act as if I FUCKED her. I didn’t even flirt back!” he stepped back from you, crossing his arms under his chest. 

“IT DOESN’T FUCKING MATTER! Do you understand how it made me feel?? How she would whisper with her friends, talk shit about OUR relationship and I just had to sit back and listen. OH but the ONE time I get drunk and flirt with Taehyung in a moment of weakness, suddenly I was the villain. Suddenly I destroyed our relationship and was all types of whores and sluts. Honestly Jungkook, you can go to hell.” 

“You flirted with my BEST FRIEND y/n.. Basically offered to suck his dick. I’m sorry, was I not supposed to get angry?” 

“No but I definitely wasn’t expecting you to disrespect me by calling me out of my name Jungkook!”

“I APOLOGIZED! I apologized as soon as I realized what I said. And I’ll apologize again if that’s what it’ll take to-” 

“No you don’t have to do shit. I’m leaving. I can’t believe I even stayed this long. Ugh, this is my problem. I’m always too nice to people who don’t deserve my kindness,” your words came out venomous. 

Jungkook bared his teeth, visibly upset before he walked towards you, forcing your body back into the wall. 

“No your problem was you never wanted to fucking talk. It was ALWAYS arguing with you. EVEN NOW! I invited you here to have a conversation and look at what you started!” 

“No YOU started it!” you poked your finger into his chest. “You knew exactly what would happen if we saw each other again which is exactly why you got me here under false pretenses. This is all your fault,” you screamed. “Everything. Was. Your. Fault.” you poked his chest with each word. 

Jungkook grabbed the finger you kept poking him with and it made you audibly gasp. He stared down at you with a look that came across as angry but having been in this position with him before, you could also notice a slight hint of lust in his eyes. 

He let go of your finger before gently pushing his palm into your chest, making your back hit the door and grabbing your wrists, holding them against the door. 

“Listen. To. Me,” he spoke slowly. “I am not putting up with your attitude tonight so stop.” 

“Make me.” 

It was like clock work, the way the two simple words you uttered set him off. He let go of one of your wrists to wrap his hand around your neck, choking you lightly and bent down to whisper in your breath. 

“Stop fucking playing with me Y/N. You already know what happens when you do that shit.” 

“Hmm… well it has been eight months. Maybe you need to refresh my memory?” you challenged. 

Jungkook grunted out of frustration before tightening his grip on your throat and kissing you. The kiss was rushed and furious, much different than the ones you’ve shared with him in the past. No matter how upset he was with you, his lips were always gentle on your skin, but this was completely different. He forced his tongue into your mouth and bit on your lips so hard you were worried he would draw blood. 

His other hand let go of your wrist, trailing it up your thigh to squeezing your waist and ultimately groping your ass while giving your lips a break to attack the sweet spots on your neck instead. 

“Fuck….” you moaned out when his hand began squeezing your breasts, brushing against your hard nipples. 

“You like when I play with your tits?” 

“Nope,” you spit out. “You’re barely doing anything for me right now.” 

“Hmm well you wanna know what I like? When you can’t talk. How about we shut you up.” 

He shrugged off his jacket, placing it on the floor before pushing you to your knees. Having been in this position before, you reacted automatically, rubbing his length through his pants a little. You unbuckled his belt and undid his pants before pulling them and his boxers down just enough to reveal his semi hard dick. After finally seeing it again after months, it would be a lie to say you didn’t miss it. 

“Suck. Now.” 

At his command, you looked up at him while wrapping your hand around his base, letting spit drip from your mouth onto him to make him wet. You moved your hand up and down his length a bit before finally taking him into your mouth, You let your tongue run on the underside of his dick from base to tip before wrapping your lips around his tip and lightly sucking, just like you knew he liked. You looked up at him, covering your teeth with your lips and taking his length further in your throat. One of his hands found purchase in your hair, guiding you up and down his length while his other was spread against the door as if using it to hold himself up. You felt him twitch in your mouth before there was a knock at the door. 

“Jungkook? Y/n? I just came to make sure you guys didn’t kill each other in here,” Namjoon joked wearily. 

“Yup! All good,” came Jungkook’s hasty response when he felt you take in his length completely, deepthroating him. 

“I see you’re acting out for Namjoon,” he whispered looking down at your teasing face before using your hair to push you further down and hold you there. 

After a few seconds he let you up, coughing up spit while gasping for air loud enough that Namjoon could hear. 

“Jungkook what was that? Where’s y/n?” 

“She’s here. She’s fine. We’re working it out. Bye Namjoon!” Jungkook made you go back to sucking his cock after letting you get a few breaths. 

“Maybe I should come in and mediate….” Namjoon contemplated, completely unaware of what was happening on the other side of the room. 

“Unless you want to see her choking on my dick, maybe now is not the best time Namjoon,” Jungkook was starting to get annoyed. 

“Oh… in that case.. I’ll just get going I guess…. Glad to hear you two are.. Working it out?” Both you and Jungkook could hear Namjoon taking off in the opposite direction of the room. It made you giggle a little bit, vibrating against Jungkook’s cock. Nearly cumming down your throat at the feeling, he slapped his hand against the door before using your hair to pull your mouth off of him. 

His hand wrapped around your arm, pulling your body back into a standing position before capturing your lips in a heated kiss again. 

“Fucking Namjoon….” Jungkook trailed off, his hands now exploring your body again. “And why the fuck were you coming to see Namjoon dressed like this?” He asked, referring to the tiny black dress you were wearing that barely covered your ass. 

You replied with the most petty thing you could think of. “I don’t know. Maybe it was so that I could finally fuck one of your best friends, like I was accused of doing.” 

Jungkook gritted his teeth, yet again visibly annoyed with you. “And how should I fuck you fuck, hm? Should I fuck you against the door? Make you scream my name? Make sure everyone in this hotel knows how much you’ve fucking missed me?” 

His fingers traveled under your dress and pulled your soaked panties to the side, easily slipping a finger into you and then adding another beginning to fuck you

“Ah, shit!” 

“Answer the question.” 

“Fuck! Yes, fuck me wherever you like” 

At that, he quickly ripped your underwear off your body and pulled your dress off, wanting as much access to your bare skin as possible. He pulled the rest of his pants off as you tugged his shirt off and threw it across the room. 

He pushed you completely against the door and raised one of your legs to wrap around his waist. Taking his length in his hand, he slapped it against your clit a few times, smirking at you as you whimpered at the feeling. He rubbed his length against your wet folds until you couldn’t take it anymore. 

“Jungkook,” you were annoyed. 

“Yes?” He looked at you with a sly smile on his face. 

“Just put it in!” 

“Beg me first.” 

“You’re so goddamn irritating.” 

“Now Y/n, is that any way to talk to someone who can give you what you so desperately need?” His condescending tone of voice only worked to aggravate you further, but you not wanting to waste anymore time, you gave in. 

“Please Jungkook! Please fuck me. I can’t wait anymore, it’s been too long. Please i-  I need you!” 

He pressed your waist further into the door before finally sliding inside of you. 

“I don’t want to hear anything out of your mouth that isn’t you begging or my name,” he whispered in your ear as he began to fuck you, his movements made easier by your wetness. “No talking back.” Hard Thrust. “No smart ass comments.” Hard thrust. “Nothing.”

When he began pounding into you, you lost your footing, almost slipping. With a grunt, Jungkook grabbed both of your thighs, hoisting you up against the door and trapping you under his body. With this new position, he spread your legs further, now being able to go deeper within you. When you felt his tip repeatedly nudge the spongy spot within you, you let out your loudest sound yet, a combination of Jungkook’s name and a moan. He apparently thought it was too loud because he covered your mouth with the palm. 

“Be quiet” he whispered in your ear harshly. 

You wrapped your hand around his wrist, moving his palm so that you could speak. “‘I’m sorry, it’s just so good, ugh fuck.” 

“Yea, bubby? Did you miss me fucking this tight pussy? Missed me pounding into you just the way you like?” 

The cute pet name he used to call you when you were in a relationship completely flew over your head. The only thing you could focus on was the way his cock felt sliding against your walls, throbbing inside of you. 

“God, please! Please make me cum.” 

“You wanna cum? You missed cumming all over my cock right?” 

“Fuck yes! God,” you cried out when he went harder, your body banging into the door with every thrust. 

Jungkook was too busy holding your body up so he could fuck you properly, so you one of the hands that was gripping his shoulders down to your throbbing clit, rubbing it so that you could bring yourself to your end. Jungkook’s eyes traveled down to where your fingers were working, biting his lip at the sight. 

“Mmhmm, yes bubby. Rub that little pretty clit of yours. Are you gonna make yourself cum, hmm? Be a good girl for once and make yourself cum for me?”

“Yes.. yes, I’m gonna cum so hard Jungkook, just for you! Ahhh, fucckkkk” You were spewing so many words in your moment of bliss that you couldn’t even recall what you were saying.Your legs trembled while your hands wrapped around Jungkook’s wrist as he fucked you through your high. Your entire body felt overwhelmed as you came, especially when Jungkook kissed you while you were still shaking all over his dick, making it even harder for you to breathe. 

Disconnecting your lips so you could both catch a breath, jungkook asked “You came so hard, can you take more?” 

“Yes. Please, I need more.” Jungkook could see in your eyes how fucked out you were. The look you gave him had his cock throbbing so hard that he felt he could cum in that exact moment. 

He carried your limp body to the bed on the other side of the room, placing you down on the edge and instructing you to move up towards the headboard, holding back a laugh as he watched you struggle to crawl with your worn out legs. 

He joined you on the bed, sitting on his knees between your spread legs, touching himself at the sight of your post-orgasm face and glistening wetness. Watching him bite his lip and touch himself while looking you dead in the eye had your worn out pussy whimpering for him again, demanding more, and you couldn’t wait. You wrapped your legs around his waist, prompting him to hover over you, hands right beside your head to hold himself up. 

“Do you want it?” 

You quickly nodded your head. 

“Words, bubby.” 

“Yes Jungkook.” 

And then you both watched as he slid his length back inside of your cavern. Compared to his fast and rough thrust earlier, these were slower and more calculated. He was grinding into you in a way where you could feel his pelvis brush against your clit every time he moved deeper into you. You cried out to him again from the overstimulation. 

“You okay y/n?” he questioned, not stopping his movements. 

“Yea, just sensitive. Please don’t stop,” you begged, 

“I promise I won’t. I don’t ever want to stop….” 

You couldn’t focus on his words while he moved inside you. All you could do is let the moans roll out of your mouth that hung wide open. And all Jungkook could do was watch, thinking about how much he missed this. How much he missed you. 

He lowered his body so that he was basically laying on top of you, one hand gripping your waist while the other gripped the sheet next to your head. He rolled his hips into you at a faster pace and you couldn’t help but fling your arms around him, holding on tight. He dropped his forehead to yours and you finally looked at him, really looked at him without the lust clouding your eyes. You were still able to read him the same way you always could. You finally noticed the drop in his earlier dominant persona and how he became softer with the way he touched you. 

You felt his love radiating through you. He was making love to you. 

“Fuck y/n, I’ve missed you so much.” 

“Jungkook … please, please don’t. Please just fuck me,” you begged. You couldn’t do this. You weren’t ready to face your feelings. 

“I can’t just fuck you. I want more. I want you.” Both of his hands found their way to yours, locking your fingers together while looking each other in the eye. “I only want you. It’s all I’ve ever wanted. I love you, bubby. I’ve never stopped… ugh, I promised I never would.”

His sudden confession made all of the emotions you thought you had locked away for the past eight months come back. You were crying. You were sobbing under the guise of pleasure.. It was all too bittersweet. Jungkook was simultaneously making your body feel good but your heart feel so sad. 

You couldn’t speak. You didn’t have the words. You just clamped your walls around him, pushing you both towards your climaxes. He squeezed your hands when he felt his balls tighten and cock throb, kissing you and groaning against your mouth as he came inside of you. He left open mouthed kisses on your face and down your body. This time, it was his fingers on your clit that brought you to your second end, all while whispering sweet, meaningful words in your ear about how beautiful you were and how much he misses you. It made your orgasm more intense, your feelings overriding your senses as you spasmed around his now soft cock inside of you. 

When he finally pulled out, he kissed you deeply for only a second, hugging your body closer to his and wiping your tears away as you both tried to catch your breath yet again. When the stickiness of your lower body began to feel as heavy as your heart and to Jungkook’s dismay, you got out of the bed and went into the bathroom, taking some time to clean up and silently sob into your hand before splashing water onto your tear stained cheek. You weren’t prepared for what would happen when you walked out the door and faced your ex lover again, but you knew you couldn’t avoid it either. 

Exiting the bathroom you saw Jungkook already dressed and  you scanned the room for your clothing which was mostly by the door. Jungkook silently watched as you dressed yourself and when he saw the look on your face when you turned around, he shot out of the bed and rushed towards you. 

“Marry me.” 

Your jaw dropped. “Jungkook…. What? Are you insane?!?” 

When he brought his hand into your line of sight, you recognized the item you threw at his chest eight months ago as you packed your bags and prepared to leave him. The cursed promise ring. 

“Do you remember when I gave this to you? I promised you that one day I would ask you to marry me. Well today is that day…... Do you remember what you promised me?” 

“Jungkook… “ 

“What did you promise me y/n?” he was desperate.

“I promised- I promised that I would say yes when you asked,” you mumbled, eyesight being blocked by fresh tears. 

“Well I’m asking,” he got down on one knee. “Y/n, will you marry me?” 

“This isn’t fair,” you sobbed. “I said that when we were still together. Things have changed Jungkook.” 

“Oh really? What’s changed y/n? We haven’t been together for a few months, but who cares. The only thing that matters is that our feelings haven’t been affected by our time apart. And they never will be. We’re always going to be in love. I promised you that.” 

Jungkook was crying himself at this point, and it broke you. Your head and heart were once again at war, but that didn’t matter. Nothing else could matter to you when the love of your life was on one knee in front of you, professing his undying love for you and asking you to spend the rest of your life with him. Your heart and your mind ultimately knew that he was right. Your feelings for him never changed, and they never would. There was no point trying to fight it. And yea he might have broken a promise or two, but he was making good on them now, and that was all that mattered. 

You took a deep breath and closed your eyes, before mumbling out a small “Yes.” 

When you opened your eyes, your new fiancé looked dumbfounded with the brightest smile you had ever seen on him. He cried out in joy before coming off his knee, lifting you up in his arms and twirling you around before trapping your face in his hands and kissing you as if his life depended on it. You couldn’t help but laugh as you wiped both his and your own tears away. 

“Was this your whole plan? To propose to me tonight?” 

“It was,” he grinned. “Now that I know what my life is like without you in it, I’m never letting you go again. And that’s a promise.” 

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