#effervescent.

[swiftcast-selene]

Day 15: Favorite Minion

they're all so small... oh, gods, he's just one man, he can't protect them all...!

#miqomarch 2024 #miqomarch #ffxiv miqo'te #seeker of the sun #final fantasy 14 #THEY ARE MOST DEFINITELY NOT SMALL!!! #also i'm pretty sure they don't have brains. you could drop them from the third floor and nothing would happen to them. it's okay negi #um. this one is extremely silly. but i do imagine he is enamored with korpokkurs... #yes there's a lot of seedkin in eorzea but them... they're special. they're so fucking ROUND. #effervescent.

[fallenclan]

You know; coming back to my phrasing on that ask, "he meant so much"... It struck me.

Otterslip MV to "Exile, Vilify" by The National. Probably from the POV of one of his kids- "Oh, you meant so much. Have you given up? Does it feel like a trial? Does it trouble your mind the way you trouble mine?"

If you'll excuse me, I'm gonna cry. -🦊

YOUR BRAIN IS SO HUGE HOLY SHIT

i had never listened to this song before but i had to go do so IMMEDIATELY and you're so right,,, the lyric "did you fall for the same empty answers again",,, it makes me think about his lingering on the borders holding onto a false hope,,, auguhghghg

#effervescent. #fallenasks #fox anon

[tortoisesshells]

313.

#EFFERVESCENT. #god. i feel like i've just seen the green flash. a natural wonder. i knew this flub was coming but. #masterful recovery. 10/10. i love The Arts #the news from collinsport

[korrasamibottles]

#effervescent. #mine

[realmettatonofficial]

🐌 🐌 🐌

Yes!!!! Spectacular!!!! This is what I’m talking about, people.

#Effervescent. #AMA

[sokovianfortune]

tipsy and alone in a notoriously haunted hotel in salem is a vibe that i hope all of you will experience one day

#effervescent. #me and the ghost are friends we’re chillin

[liebelesbe]

I've got a Termin for an Erstgespräch besties!!!!

#ough. talking about my problems to a stranger on the phone is my actual worst nightmare. so. the only way to go from here is up!! #also I appreciate that she specified how to get there on the phone. She told me which floor they're on AND which stairs/elevator to take #effervescent. #doddie redet #march 21st here i come!! gonna cry in front of a therapist instead of on the phone!!

[ophthalmotropy]

Gosh, I’m catching up on Dracula Daily and... well, here is this again with the Count offering Jonathan protection from evils that he himself causes, much like Jonathan noted that his captor was the only source of safety he could hope to find in the house following the incident with the brides.

#Effervescent. #l33chsp34k #dracula #jonathan harker

[inkskinned]

because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail'' #ah tumblr... #writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" ..... #no.... not really..... #idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing... #this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey. #idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me. #i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

[effervescent-fool]

digital painting, tracked time: 2h 46m

#effervescent-art #dean winchester #supernatural #spn #dean winchester fanart #supernatural fanart #digital art

[edgion-the-great]

My genius remains unrealised

#edgion talks #evanescence #effervescent #snails

[queertwilight]

as someone who has moved to a smaller city (30K people in total) for grad school, i would like to say twilight is wrong. the smaller the population the more people know you. i went to a cafe twice and they already know my order. 1000% everyone in forks knows the cullens are vampires and are just too entertained by how bad they are at acting normal to break it to them

#bella swan #twilight #edward cullen #twilight renaissance #effervescent #rosalie hale #alice cullen #twilight revival #twilight saga #new moon #twilight renewal #the twilight saga #carlisle cullen #esme cullen

[moist-von-lipwig]

the realest Discworld reading order is simply 'whatever the hell the local library has available, in whatever order it becomes available'

#the way i absolutely rawdogged the reading order because i would just grab whatever was in the school library... effervescent #and imagine my suprise when i went to another library and there were OTHER DISCWORLD BOOKS #i think trying to work out who the hell everyone is and where in the timeline u are is half the fun sometimes #Discworld

[xensilverquill]

🐌 mama ragu & the pasta babies (castellane, gnocchi, orzo, farfalle, & penne)

(patterns (x)(x) by crafty intentions!)

#amigurumi #snails #crochet #effervescent #xen makes frens

[tarountula]

saw an otter in the canal tonight

#effervescent.

[gaypirate420]

°*★Jasper Whitlock-Hale Incorrect Quotes. ★*°

#jasper hale #jasper whitlock hale #jasper whitlock #the twilight saga #twilight renaissance #twilight saga #effervescent #jasper hale x reader #jasper whitlock x reader #jasper cullen