At what point are life’s lessons finally Learned, when each time one has loved, one has lost? When does the miserable heart’s folly At last awaken one to failure’s cost?
A lifetime that’s spent hopefully grasping For dreamed-of fulfillment will go awry; And this continual wretched gasping For the rarified air of love is why,
Inexorably, the unloved soul dies. In this world of suffering there are no Ideals, no destiny to synchronize Our lives, no soulmate fated for us, so
Eventually the truth is revealed: Love, for some hearts, remains a barren field.
There comes a time when nothing is enough.
My mind, poor starven wretch, sits at the feast,
And hunching, double-fisted, tries to stuff
Her loneliness with everything in reach:
Old jokes, odd dreams, or memories of Fall,
My coffee cup, the weight of falling rain –
Like Tantalus inverted, gobbling all –
Her torment is that hunger will remain.
From sheer exhaustion, then, my mind grows still,
And in one breath, she quenches every thirst.
The pause between each word begins to fill
With all Earth’s shining beauty: last to first.
This poetʹs muse has called my poor mind’s bluff.
And shown the truth: that “nothing” is enough.
--"There Comes a Time" by Ann Magill. Sometime ~2016 (a little before)
(I apologize for any substandard stuff here. I wrote this in between classes and finished the last 6 lines at home. This is for my friend who thinks she isn't pretty even though she is. I may slow down my writing but I've been reading more to improve my writing and I hope it shows here.)
Are there any superstitions you believe in or follow?
It’s been some time since I believed in luck,
Though privilege and good timing I receive
As truths. I like the tales of old construct;
I follow superstitions — don’t believe.
I won’t walk under ladders (that’s good sense).
A penny on the sidewalk makes me smile.
A shooting star or dandelion presents
A moment with the wonder of a child.
On Friday the Thirteenth I celebrate
The saving of my little brother’s life.
Black cats are just too cute for me to hate.
‘Bad luck’ is an excuse to cop off strife.
There are some old beliefs that I will follow,
For without them, my life would become hollow.
no idea if it's my hormones, what I've seen in the news lately, the weight of living the past few years, or just because it's Judi Dench...but this impromptu performance really made me cry for a good ten minutes, no kidding.
Tim never uses my real name,
instead, he calls me rice, dim sum, chow mein,
you know speak no English, he says,
examines the expression leaking out of my face,
so, if anger washes out of its pore
he can pedal back like a true coward
and say it was a joke.
But I’m no bird,
no feathers he can ruffle,
no walls behind me for him to drive me up,
no fit to throw,
mama and papa raised their…
I know it’s basically because your country is disorganised and hostile to democratic process, and coincidentally also actually an empire of many smaller countries badly stitched together, but I swear it feels like Americans are voting constantly. Every other week, there’s something important and political you’re voting about, and I’m always here like, “didn’t you just do that?? I swear you just had a big vote about something and you’ve already got another one?”