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CHAPTER THREE OF MY RAYHEATHER FANFIC IS OUT!!

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Tattoo Confessions

Rated: MATURE

Also found on Ao3

He’s nearly asleep when he feels fingertips brush lightly over his shoulder blade. It happens again and he blinks his eyes open. Heather is there, her head propped up on a pillow, her fingers brushing lightly over his bare skin. They’re both still naked from their earlier activities but neither are shy about it. It’s still new enough between them to be exciting but not so new that Heather isn’t so shy about being nude in front of him. At least not anymore.

And well, he’s never had a problem with being nude. In front of anyone.

“Eighteen. What are they for?” He realizes she’s talking about his tattoo, which is in the spot she had been touching.

Ray takes a deep breath, closing his eyes. He doesn’t talk about the tattoo much. Luke and Sarah know. Tyler probably does. But it’s not something he really cares to share with just anyone.

But Heather’s not just anyone. So far from just anyone. She’s everything he never knew he could dream of. She’s his past, his future, his right now.

Her fingers smooth across his brow and he opens his eyes again, “I’m sorry.” She whispers, “I don’t need to know if you aren’t ready.”

“It’s not that.” He says as he takes her hand in his and turns to his back, pulling her to him until her head is on his chest and his arm is around her. He lightly starts to trace over her hip and she shivers in his embrace. He knows she’s not cold. Her body is so sensitive to his touch and he can’t say that it doesn't thrill him. He takes great joy in it.

“Each mark represents how many years my dad has been in jail.”

“Oh.” She whispers and tilts her head to look up at him. He meets her eyes with a soft smile of his own.

“Each year marks another year he’s been gone from my life.”

“When did you start getting them?”

“When I was fourteen.”

“So young.” She whispers and he hums in agreement, “Luke gave them to me. Adds a new one each year on my birthday.”

She’s quiet after that confession. And soon her breathing grows heavy. He’s hard again having her naked body against him, but he lets her sleep. They still have plenty of time before she has to pick up Lily. And anymore these days he’s always hard when he’s with her. It’s a constant ache he has for her.

Summer is over. A new school year has started. A new group of Seniors, their friends off on their own adventures, and Carp has grown quiet. It always does this time of year. It won’t stay that way for very long but for now it’s enough for them to enjoy it. To soak in the quiet. With Sarah and Lily back in school, and Luke finally back at work, it gives them plenty of alone time. This, them, is still so new and they can't seem to get their fill of each other.

Ray doesn’t think he ever will with her.

So they spend a lot of time in bed. He’s certain she’ll grow tired of him. He just hopes it’s not anytime soon.

Heather wakes an hour later and slides on top of him. His absolute favorite position because he can watch her body move over him. They take their time, something they both just recently discovered they enjoy. For the first few weeks they were so desperate for one another, it always happened so fast between them. And though the desperation was still there, they have learned to slow it down, take their time, that dragging out their orgasms was just as satisfying.

More satisfying in his opinion as he pushes his arms back behind him to lift his upper body to take a nipple in his mouth. Heather throws her head back with a groan and starts to move faster. His hands find her hips as he helps her along. He’s incredibly close but doesn’t want to finish until she comes first.

His mouth moves to her ear as one of his hands moves between their bodies, his fingers finding her clit, “Look at you riding me. Fuck Heather. It feels so good. So fucking good. Look Heather. Look at us together.”

She pulls her head back and her eyes open to meet his. He leans in for a kiss before looking down at where their bodies are joined together. With a squeeze of her hip and final cry, she comes. Her hips hitch and lose their rhythm. Ray flips them over quickly and pumps inside of her a couple more times before he’s coming. She’s still breathing hard and it feels absolutely amazing as they both come down from it.

He stays inside of her as he begins to kiss across her collarbone and down to her breasts. He spends some time with one then the other before finally lifting his face to her. She’s smiling brilliantly at him. Her hand lifts up to drag through his hair and he leans in for a final kiss before pulling out of her.

She groans with disappointment and he grins at her. She’s always talking about not stroking his ego more than it already is, but that groan there always does it for him.

As they dress, they discuss evening plans with their sisters. They discuss when they can next be together. Alone. Naked. He teases Heather that with fifty thousand they could get a lot of alone time in a hotel room.

Her laugh as she slaps his arm makes the joke worth it. He’s not serious. Of course he’s not. He knows she’s putting the money to good use. For college and for Lily.

But there’s a small part of him that wouldn’t say no if she agreed.

“What was your mom like?” She asks him

They’re out on the boat. Alone, as the sun attempts to shine through the cloudy sky. It’s October, but it’s south Texas so it’s still as hot as ever. Heather is wearing cut off shorts and a bikini top, he’s only in his swim trunks. They’re lounging in the back of the boat, she has her head in his lap and her eyes are closed as he lazily runs his fingers through her hair. He had been fishing but nothing was biting so he gave that up to give Heather his full attention, making her come with just his fingers.

She turns on her back and opens her eyes to look at him. His blue eyes meet hers and he knows what she wants to hear. A fairytale. A fairytale on how he had once been loved unconditionally, and it hurts, more than he ever imagined, that he’s not able to give that to her.

He wants to. He wants to weave a tale of a beautiful woman that loved and cherished him and Luke. Of how dinner was always on the table and lullabies were always sung to them.

No, instead she gets….

“Not really much I remember about her.” He tucks a stray hair over her ear, his head tilted as he follows his fingers over her bare shoulder, “Truthfully, I think she was a typical Meth Row mom. Not really involved with us, too caught up in her own demons.”

“Oh.”

“I remember her being mad a lot. I remember her being sad too. Anytime Luke or I would get into trouble she would say it was our dad in us. That we would end up locked up just like him.” His eyes flash to hers, “The drugs are what killed her, like most people out here. Luke found her. I think that messed him up for a long time.”

“Of course it did.” She whispers. His eyes find hers again and he gives a half shrug, “It’s fuckin Carp.”

She’s silent for so long after that. Her eyes searching the clouds for what he doesn’t know. He chews on the inside of his cheek to keep himself from interrupting her. He offers a soft smile when she finally focuses back on him.

“Fucking Carp.” She says and he laughs jostling her. She sits up and straddles him. His hands find her hips and pull her closer. He’s already semi hard from their earlier activities but having her center up against him has him straining. He grins as he lifts his hips to rub against her and she moans. Her mouth finds his and they make out like that for a long time. It feels so good and he’s finding he doesn’t need to rush things to enjoy them.

His hand tangles in her hair before untying her bathing suit top and letting it drop, exposing her breasts for him. He pulls back from her mouth and groans as he watches her grind down on his crotch.

“Fuck, you’re hot.” He moans as she throws her head back, pushing her chest out. He doesn’t hesitate as he takes one of her nipples in his mouth, his hand taking care of the other.

He growls as she pushes away from him and stands up but soon realizes it’s to relieve herself of her clothes. He quickly pushes his own shorts down and she straddles him again. She wastes no time positioning him at her entrance and he slides in her easily. He drops his head back hard against the headrest as she starts a fast, hard rhythm. He’s glad she’s already come because he’s not going to last long with her bouncing on him like that and he doesn’t. Grabbing her hips he comes hard and fast, his mouth finding hers again as his orgasm shakes through him over and over again.

“Ray?” She whispers against his mouth. He answers with a hum, his mouth too busy with hers to give a proper response. She doesn’t say anything and so he pulls back after a moment, his eyes finding hers. His fingers dance across her skin and she shivers.

“We won’t end up like them, right? We won’t be another Carp zombie, will we?”

He cups her face and squeezes, maybe a little too hard but she doesn’t react. Her eyes are pleading. She needs his reassurances and it floors him that she will believe anything he says. No ones ever needed him like that before.

“You won’t Heather.” He promises, “I won’t let you.”

Her own hands come up over his, “But what about you?”

He pulls his hands from her as he shrugs, “Don’t worry so much, darlin.”

“Ray.”

But he lifts her from his lap and stands to pull his shorts up. He hands her her own clothes and tilts his head to the water, “Let's swim before we have to head back.”

On his nineteenth birthday Ray hands the tattoo needle to Heather to add another line to his back. She takes it and studies him for a long moment before turning it off, placing it back on the table. “You don’t need him.” She tells him as she brushes her fingers across his old tattoo.

Looking into her eyes, he agrees.

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Rating: E

Pairing: Ray Hall/Heather Nill

Summary: The soulmate au (every fandom needs one)

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Truth Hurts (P.1)

A/N: This is gonna be based on the movie The Ugly Truth. I feel like I saw this idea on here before but I can’t remember who did it or what character it was for. I’m gonna do my best to make this original and have a fun twist on the movie. I hope you guys enjoy! -Heather

Pairing: (eventual) Bucky x Reader

Warnings: Swearing and Bucky being a dick 

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Part Two

“You’re so fucking stupid!” 

“Can you just shut up for two minutes?!”

“I can’t believe how reckless you are! I’m telling Steve to take you off of missions until you can be properly trained.” 

“Barnes, I swear to god! Hop off my dick for two seconds and focus on your own issues in the field,” you snapped. 

“You don’t have a dick,” he rolled his eyes. 

“Not the point...ow! Asshole!” He practically threw you down onto the exam table despite your obviously broken ribs. He grunted in response and went to leave but bumped into the doctor on his way out of the door. 

“Sorry, Sargeant Barnes,” he smiled politely. Bucky didn’t say anything, just made his way by him. “He’s a ray of sunshine.” 

“Ha, oh yeah,” you mumbled. You had never seen such a beautiful man in your entire life. You were utterly speechless, your breath was taken away by his dazzling smile. His dark hair made his bright eyes stand out and you knew you could look into them forever. 

“I’m Dr.Carter, but you can call me Ryan. So mission went a little sideways?” He asked, looking down at his chart. “Ms.(Y/L/N)?”

“Um...yeah...I think my ribs are broken,” you admitted. Bucky called it being reckless but you called it doing your job and being a hero. You ran back into the building to save a little girl’s cat just as it was collapsing. Your target ran his ‘business’ out of the basement and unfortunately, he had set the building to blow if he was captured. 

“I’ll have a tech bring in the X-ray machine but looking at the bruising, I’d say your diagnosis is correct,” he told you as he examined your side. Your heart was going to jump right out of your chest when his fingers lightly ran over the bruising. “Either way I’m just gonna prescribe some painkillers. I recommend icing that quite a bit and take a week or two off of training. After that, work your way back in slowly.” 

“Thank you, Doctor,” you blushed. You felt like a silly little schoolgirl with a crush. 

“Just Ryan is fine,” he winked before leaving. You let out a silent scream and a thank you to the gods for this fine new specimen working with you. 

You hobbled your way back up to the kitchen to grab a snack before going to soak in your tub, most likely imagining a certain doctor being there with you. 

“How are you feeling?” Natasha asked. 

“Like an idiot, hopefully,” Bucky smirked. You shot him a glare before turning to Nat. 

“Have you seen the new doctor?” You whispered. You knew by the smirk on her face that she had. “Where did he come from and where can I get one?” 

“I heard he’s single,” she told you. “Want me to rough you up in sparring so you can go see him again?” 

“Thanks but I don’t think that’s a good idea.” 

“Why not? He’s single, you’re single, I think you should go for it. You need to get laid and he’s the perfect candidate,” she chuckled. 

“I’m trying to eat here,” Bucky scowled. “I agree with (Y/N) for once though. There’s no way he’d ever go for her so she should just save herself the embarrassment of being rejected. He’s too attractive and successful to go for a girl like her.” 

“See? No point in trying,” you mumbled as you grabbed an apple and ran from the kitchen, tears threatening to spill. 

“You’re such an asshole, Barnes,” Nat sighed. “I don’t get why you’re so mean to her.” 

“She’s mean to me!” He defended himself. “I push her to do her best, it motivates her.” 

“That was not motivating her, that was breaking her,” Nat told him. Bucky heard the tremble in your voice and the way your eyes shot to the floor as soon as the words left his mouth. 

“She’s tough. She can handle it” he frowned. 

“Even tough people get sick of shit eventually.” And with that Natasha left Bucky with his thoughts. Maybe he was a little hard on you sometimes but he just wanted you to be the best you that you could be. It was just a tough love approach he told himself. 

Then he thought about you and the new doctor. Bucky wasn’t sure what you saw in him but you definitely seemed to take a liking to him. Maybe if you had a boyfriend you’d be more amiable and easier to work with. 

Bucky made his way from the kitchen to your room where he entered without knocking. This was something that he usually did since everyone in the group was close anyway. A few naked bodies here or there never bothered anyone. You always yelled at him though but this time he didn’t hear your opposition when he entered. He noticed the light on in your bathroom so he went in there, this time with his eyes closed. 

“Bucky! What the fuck?!” You covered your chest with your arms and crossed your legs even though your entire body was covered by the bubble bath. 

“I’m not even looking, calm down.” He sighed. “I’m gonna help you.” 

“With what?” 

“Getting you a date with the doctor,” he smiled. He opened his eyes but kept them trained on the wall. 

“Didn’t you say that I was too ugly and too much of a loser for him?” You snapped. 

“But I can fix those things,” he smirked. “I can turn you into the girl of his dreams.” 

“Why? Why the fuck do you want to do this?” You asked. 

“I figure if you finally get laid you’ll be less of a pain in my ass.” 

“I hate you.” 

“So is that a yes?” He questioned. You considered it for a moment. It would mean spending more time with Bucky and that would be torture but it also meant the possibility of ending up with the attractive doctor. 

“Fine,” you mumbled. 

“Great, we start tomorrow.” He finally looked at you and smirked. You flipped him off as he left. God, this is a bad idea. 

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Hi, I'm a new fic writer for tumblr! I've been using Wattpad for years, and QuoteV before then, so I've got experience! PM me for my Wattpad info if you're interested!

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What are your three fanfics with the most comments in 2017?

Dead Man’s Switch || Pairing: Jason “JD” Dean x Veronica Sawyer Summary:  When Heather McNamara is driven to attempt suicide, Veronica’s determination to save her drives JD to make a promise to keep Veronica safe. Even from himself. Apparently Sherman is making a change. (canon-divergence from "Shine a Light")

Real Unlikely Pairings (And One Not So Unlikely One) || Pairing: Olivarry Summary: Oliver did not mean to find this. He certainly did not mean to get involved in it. In fact, if there was a way that he could go back in time and forget he’d ever known any of this, he’d do it without hesitation.

Getting a Grip || Pairing: Olivarry Summary:  When a new meta causes a unique problem for the Flash and Green Arrow, the two have to figure out how to handle each other's powers-- along with other problems-- in order to defeat him.

What are your three fanfics with the most kudos of 2017?

The Lonely Dinosaur

Getting A Grip

Finding Love in the Outliers

What are your three fanfics with the most bookmarks of 2017?

The Lonely Dinosaur

Getting a Grip

Dead Man’s Switch

What is your first fanfic of 2017?

One Spring Day in 1978

What is your last fanfic of 2017?

A Spark of Christmas- Pairing: Olivarry Summary:  In what remains of Star City, Barry and Oliver get their stronghold ready for transferring citizens to safety. Barry decides to spruce the place up for Christmas, and Oliver decides to make some Christmas cheer of their own.

What is your favorite opening line(s) from a fic from 2017?

Awareness came back slowly to Ray, the scent of warm apples and cinnamon slowly tempting him into consciousness. It reminded him of winter, of family, and he brightened internally as he tried to follow it. from Two Rays and a Dead Guy for Hanukkah

It was probably after one, and the two of them were still laying out in the gym, huddled beneath JD’s black duster. After all, they’d already committed murder together: what was a little breaking-and-entering and public indecency at this point?  from Dead Man’s Switch (Ch 7)

What is your favorite closing line(s) from a fic from 2017?

Oliver turned to grab his coat, and suggests they leave, although he couldn’t help but mock Barry slightly about the account. Because seriously?2ArrowsntheBack ?  from Real Unlikely Pairings (and One Not So Unlikely One)

Thea rolled her eyes and shoved her brother lightly. “Just go hang out with your freakshow, Ollie,” she retorted playfully, and her brother shook his head before slowly making hs way over toward the other man, suddenly much more aware of the way his twisted smile felt a little different than the last few days. from A Broken Reality (Ch 2) || Pairing: Olivarry Summary:  Against better judgment, Oliver breaks Savitar out of his cell and brings him into the Resistance in order to get them back home. However, the team struggles to bring everyone together against their new "programming", and Oliver and Barry are no exception.

What was your favorite character to write in 2017?

Hmmm-- probably Barry Allen.  I just love the enthusiastic puppy nerd quality to him.

What was your favorite pairing to write in 2017?

Olivarry, although Atomwave is slowly catching up

What fic are you most proud of from 2017?

Probably a tie between A Broken Reality and Timing is Everything.  The former is part of a crossover universe that I love, but the latter is a multichapter that I’ve had to really push myself to finish for my own sake, which is harder than when you have reader support.

What is your longest fic from 2017?

Timing is Everything (unknown, but currently 20k+)

What are your writing goals for 2018?

I desperately want to finish Timing is Everything, and maybe put together a couple of fics for the Agents of Flarrowverse.  Most importantly I want to write my Westolivarry the Musical, which has songs and an outline, but is still just sitting in my notebook.

Tag people!

#answer #this is so old #it's been sitting in my drafts for months #damn

[nellisdownterrible]

I finally posted part one of my Rayheather fic on AO3! Kudos and comments are appreciated!!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/37121713/chapters/92618467#main

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[ironmariposa]

the words

Also found on Ao3

And I know the scariest part is letting go

'Cause love is a ghost you can't control

I promise you the truth can't hurt us now

So let the words slip out of your mouth

Heather knows when on Halloween instead of attending the big party at Diggins house, Ray shows up to help her take Lily trick-or-treating. Lily, who at the age of eleven insists she’s old enough to go on her own but still secretly loves the attention the two older teens pay to her.

“What exactly are you supposed to be?” Heather finally asks him as Lily runs up to another house. They had driven her to one of the more middle class neighborhoods in Carp and she was making out with quite a stash of candy.

Ray is grinning at her, “Well, you said your favorite Avenger was Captain America because ‘he’s hot’.” He holds his arms out as if to say ta-da but she still doesn’t get it. He’s in a t-shirt two sizes too small that does amazing things to his biceps and pectoral muscles, a pair of jeans, a baseball cap and aviator sunglasses.

“Um.” She takes a bite of her candy bar Lily had begrudgingly let her have, “I still don’t get it.”

“I’m Captain America incognito.”

“Oh.” She starts to laugh and he pouts. Adorably she might add. She lays a hand on his chest, and lifts on her toes to kiss his cheek, “Who knew you were so adorable.”

“Adorable!?” He says in disbelief, “I’ll have you know I have never been accused of such a thing in my life.”

Heather laughs as Lily bounds up to them, her treat bag swinging and a smile on her face, “They gave me a coke.” She says flashing it at them from her other hand, “Can I drink it now? Please?”

Heather shrugs, “I don’t see why not. Hey Lily, Ray dressed up as Captain America because I think he’s cute, don’t you think that's adorable?” Heather jumps away from his reach with a squeal, as he tries to tickle her.

“Ew.” Lily says as she pops the tab on her drink, “Don’t include me in your gross love stuff.”

Heather stays a few feet ahead of Ray's reach as they make their way to the next house. He walks beside Lily, trying to talk her out of his fifth piece of candy. She’s only let Heather have two but seems Heather’s not the only Nill to have a soft spot for Ray Hall.

She knows on Thanksgiving, when he shows up with Sarah and Luke at Anne’s with two store bought pies. Her favorite (Apple) and Anne’s favorite (Pecan) as well as a batch of cookies he baked all on his own for Lily. He sits by Heather at the table and is on his best behavior. Luke is as well and Heather knows he had a talk with his brother before dinner.

“My little brother really cares about you.” Luke says to her when they find themselves alone on the porch for a brief moment. He waves his lit cigarette to the house, “I couldn’t name a single damn person he would do this shit for.”

Heather smiles. She knows a compliment when she hears one.

Sarah’s a lot nicer in her observation. They’re all sitting on Anne’s back porch with full bellies, Lily is playing a game of UNO with their mom, Anne and Ray. Luke is down at the horse paddock, petting one of the friendlier horses. Heather is sitting back in her chair just enjoying the fresh air and calm family setting when Sarah sits on the edge of the chair next to her.

“I’ve tried for years to get these boys to have a normal holiday and it always turned into a disaster.” She twists her lips in thought, “Though it was rarely no fault of theirs. Or at least not Rays. I’m impressed you’ve managed it. You even got Luke on his best behavior.”

“I had absolutely nothing to do with that.” Heather laughs.

Sarah smiles, “Maybe not purposely. But Luke and I both see how smitten our brother is with you. We’re both happy for him. You’re good for him.”

Heather's eyes are on Ray who’s laughing loudly and unapologetically. “He’s good for me too.”

“Yeah. I can see that too.”

Heather smiles at Sarah. She’s always liked the younger girl even before she started dating Ray.

She knows when on Christmas both her best friends return from college and California life. He gives her space. Too much and soon she’s dragging him along with her to hang out with them. It’s awkward at first. Real awkward.

She starts off small. Dragging him to the mart to get a slush and candy and sit on the sidewalk to just talk. Her friends sit on one side of her, Ray on the other. A line drawn and she is directly in the middle. It’s quiet at first and she’s wondering if she made a bad decision. But if anyone can have a good time it’s Ray Hall and instead of pissing them all off like he did in the past, he just makes them laugh.

And laugh. Nat raises an eyebrow at Heather and just shakes her head.

They go to a Christmas themed party together at Diggins and all four of them hang out for most of it. She catches Bishop roll his eyes more than once at Ray but he’s also laughing so she counts that as a huge win.

Ray wraps her in his arms as they sway to the upbeat music. It’s not a slow song by any means but Ray makes his own rules in life.

“You like my friends.” She says as she stares up at him.

He laughs derisively, “I wouldn’t go that far, Nill.”

She pushes out her bottom lip in a pout and his eyes linger on it, before he kisses it away and then presses his mouth against hers for a long kiss. No tongue, just a sweet kiss.

“They’re not all bad.” He admits after they part and she smiles brightly. He lightly drags a finger down her face.

Later Bishop admits to having seen them dance. He narrows his eyes, “He does seem to care for you.”

Heather tries not to smile too big. In Bishop's book that’s saying a lot considering his dislike for Ray (rightly so for how much he was bullied.)

Nat admits, as they’re saying goodbye after the break, “He's different with you for sure. Might even L word you.” Then shakes her head and groans, “Ray Hall?”

Heather laughs and hugs her friend tight.

She knows when at midnight on New Years he pulls her to him and kisses her dramatically among all the whoops and hollers. He drags his nose along her ear before taking a deep breath. “I love you Heather Nill.” He keeps his face hidden for a breath. Two. Then pulls back to meet her eyes. She’s not sure she’s ever seen him look so scared. She tilts her head as she runs her fingers through the hair around his ear and without hesitation says the words back to him.

Because she may have known for months he was falling for her, she’s known even longer she was in love with him.

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[lescahiersdesable]

Get to know you ABC style

Thank you for tagging me @eheartangel 😘

a . Age: 19

b . Birthplace: Lyon, France

c . Current time: 12:50 AM

d . Drink you had last: Orange juice

e . Easiest person(s) to talk to: my sister whom I'm really close and in second my mother though I won't tell her everything, mostly thing that would infuriate her :s

f . Favorite song(s): this is a question that I can't answer because my favorite song change all the time. In this moment I would say "Heathers, meant to be yours" but that's bound to change.

h . Horror yes or horror no: horror movies NO, horror manga/anime/fanfic YES

i . In love?:  No! I wonder if my heart is made of roc :B

j . Jealous of people: it's more "I would like to do or have the same" than actual jealousy

k. Killed someone : there are enough murders in this world

l . Love at first sight or should I walk by again? : walk far far far away ~

m . Middle name : none

n . Number of siblings : 1 sister and 1 brother, we are triplet. I'm the youngest, I was born two minutes after them :p

o . One wish : To find a purpose like knowing what to do with my fucking life

q . Question you’re always asked: "why don't you know how to speak portuguese if your parents was born there?" dude, I'm asking this question all the time

r . Reason(s) to smile: because life is beautiful ~

s . Song you sang last: Elle me dit, Mika

t . Top 3 fictional characters: too many characters I love, that's cruel to make me choose 😭 Well, let's say: Okita Souji (hakuouki) , Eliza Schuyler (hamilton) and Dominique de Sade (Vanitas no Carte)

u . Underwear & color: The world is not ready to know this information

v . Vacation: Japan, New-York, Australia, Russia and so many others countries

w . When’s your birthday: December 3th

x . X - rays: my right wristband when I broke it in middle school and my teeths when I go at the orthodontist

y . Your favorite food: something which is not too spicy and sour. The smell of the food must be nice too

z . Zodiac sign: Sagitarius

I’m tagging @emmalanna @queengurako and @kazama-hime :)

You're free to ignore it ^^

#tag answered

[nye275]

Tagged by @mudezami​

A- Age: 18

B- Birthplace: Arizona

C- Current time: 9:27 pm

D- Drink you last had: Apple juice. Only acceptable answer.

E- Easiest person to talk to: My brother and my best friends Red and Beth

F- Favorite Song: I really don’t know, I’m musical trash so it’s just a lot of soundtracks

G- Grossest memory: Every time we gave the drum room at my old high school a deep cleaning. Jesus, it was terrible and the smell was disgusting. I don’t know how we spent so much time in that room.

H- Horror yes or horror no?: Movies no, but reading stuff is alright I guess?

I- In love?: No?

J- Jealous of people?: I mean, yeah with certain stuff, but not constantly.

K- Killed someone?: Does it count if it was in a video game?

L- Love at first sight or should I walk by again: What? Get to know people I guess? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

M- Middle name: Haha, yeah no. I love getting people to guess it, not gonna just put it here :P

N- Number of siblings: one

O- One wish: Oh god, I don’t know. There’s too much, so let’s just go with an infinite supply of apple juice and mac and cheese.

P- Person you last called: Sheena because I was looking for something in her room and she wasn’t there.

Q- Question you’re always asked: It’s either “So how’s my buddy doing?” or “Food???”

R- Reason to smile: I have food and apple juice. I really like apple juice.

S- Song you last sang: Dead Girl Walking from the Heathers musical

T- Time you woke up today: Like 8ish?

U- Underwear color: Black. The only color I ever wear.

V- Vacation destination: France! or Spain because it’s so beautiful there

W- Worst habit: chewing on my lips when I get too distracted

X- X-rays: A lot of dental stuff

Y- Your favorite food: Mac and cheese or pasta in general

Z- Zodiac sign: Gemini

@red-wolfz because you’re the only person I actually really talk to that I know has tumblr. And you’re probably still awake reading fanfics :P

#Although I want to talk to more people #if you follow me and want to do this #do it #tag me and I wanna see #people can be cool

[thestagthatlovedthewolf]

about me, a-z

Tagged by @-rabbit :) Thank you so much :)

Rules: Copy this post into a new text post, remove my answers and put in yours, and when you are done tag up to 10 people and also tag the person who tagged you… And most importantly, have fun!

a - age: 20

b - biggest fear: something bad happening to my family and friends

c - current time: 15:14

d - drink you last had: milk

e - every day starts with: checking my tablet for fanfic

f - favorite song: I never know, but I’ll go with my favorite music from the playlist I listened last night while I was reading. 5 Seconds of Summer - Amnesia

g - ghosts, are they real: I don’t know. I can’t say yes or no

h - hometown: Amadora, in the outskirts of Lisbon

i - in love with: I would like to know :)

j - jealous of: too many things sometimes. I hate it, and I try to keep that from happening

k - killed someone: no. But I don’t think that tumblr would be the best place to confess...

l - last time you cried: right now, the end of Crazy Ex-Girlfriend (btw omg, Rebecca, Valencia, Paula and Heather standing together looks so awesome and badass)

m - middle name: i don’t have one

n - number of siblings: 1 - my awesome little brother

o - one wish: that I have a good last semestre (and that the two grades I still don’t know from the first are good)

p - person you last called/texted: my brother (call and when he forgot to charge his transport pass/ticket and I have to go and charge it for him), and my mother (texting about my cousin’s birthday present)

q - questions you’re always asked: no idea... maybe “may I do this?”

r - reasons to smile: good books

s - song last sang: I don’t really sang, but probably the Galavant theme song

t - time you woke up: either 12 or 13, I was up late reading :)

u - underwear color: dark grey - I think... I have no clue what the color is

v - vacation destination: no idea... still too early to know where I’ll go

w - worst habit: pulling the skin from my lips

x - x-rays you’ve had: just my maxilar, I think... to find out if I need braces

y - your favorite food: italian food

z - zodiac sign: virgo

Tagging: @indigoraysoflight, @sprinkles36, @drummerbunny, @mylyannasnow, @puzzlingsnark, @velatavelenosa, @leisurelyturtles, @ladyilliya, @farsegal, @aryastarkfromwinterfell

#-rabbit #personal

[ironmariposa]

Snow Globe Confessions

Also found on Ao3

“Well, well, well, if it isn’t Heather Nill blessing us with her presence on Meth Row.”

Heather shyly glances around the party goers littering the lawn before spotting Luke Hall lounging on a sofa. Sarah is next to him, both of them holding a can of beer. Sarah looks partially drunk but Luke looks completely trashed and not just from alcohol.

“Hey, is Ray around?”

“Maybe.” Luke says and she waits for him to elaborate but instead he taunts her, “I could possibly be persuaded to tell you where he is.”

Heather rolls her eyes, “Not a chance, asshole.”

Heather sees Sarah smile and when she looks to her, she nods to the boat at the dock, “You'll find him in the boat, most likely.”

“Hey Heather,” Luke shouts at her as she walks off, “when you’re done with him, come find me.”

“No.” Heather shouts back and hears Sarah laugh.

She approaches the boat silently, purposely keeping her trek across the deck quiet. She finds Ray laying in the back of his boat, his phone in one hand, a beer in the other. He’s clearly drunk and doesn’t notice her at first

“Your brother’s an asshole.”

His phone drops to his chest and his eyes find hers, although it takes him a good ten seconds to actually focus on her.

“And you are completely wasted.”

“I am. He is.”

He sits up and she steps into the boat.

“Want to go out on the water?” He slurs but she manages to understand. Too many years spent decoding her mother’s slurred speech.

“You’re too drunk to drive even this.”

He waves his beer can to the captain's seat, “You drive.” And she knows what that means to him. He doesn’t let anyone but him drive his boat. Ever.

“You sure?” She asks.

His only response is to lay back down in the back of the boat. So she unlatches the boat from the dock and settles into the driver's seat. With one last look back at Ray, she turns the key and slowly makes her way across the lake.

She takes them to his favorite fishing spot, which is a good twenty minute drive and by the time she has them anchored, he’s passed out with a beer can still in his hand. She stands over him, studying him for a long moment. She’s been gone for nearly two weeks and has barely talked to him in that time. She missed him. A lot. More than she realized as she studies him. His eyelashes flutter against his cheeks and she has the urge to brush her fingers over them.

Instead she opens the ice chest and grabs a beer of her own. She settles sideways in the captain's chair and turns her view from her boyfriend, if that’s what she could call him after three months of sleeping with him exclusively, and watches the clouds in the horizon.

She’s nearly asleep herself when Ray suddenly asks, “So, did you fuck him?”

“Jesus, Ray, seriously?” He kind of scared her so she’s already defensive, but to ask her that question.

She sits up, placing her feet on solid ground and turns to face him. His eyes meet hers and they’re both silent for so long. She’s torn between anger and frustration with him. He shakes his head when she refuses to respond and instead turns to lean over the back of the boat. He starts splashing his face with the lake water, then dunks his entire head in for a long minute before coming back up. He turns to her as he pushes his hair back from his face and she curls her fingers with the urge to run her own through his curls.

“Well?” He asks as he settles back.

Heather shakes her head, she knew this was his issue before she left although he never voiced it. But she wasn’t going to not go see her best friend because her boyfriend (?) had issues with it.

“No, Ray.” She answers softly, “I didn’t fuck him.”

He avoids her eyes and settles back against the seat, his arms crossed across his bare chest.

She wants to be mad at him for asking, let alone thinking that of her but she knows him. She knows there’s something deeper. She settles next to him and turns her head sideways to look at him, “You know, I really missed you and coming back to you wasted and throwing accusations at me isn’t really how I pictured our reunion.”

“Yeah,” he says with a bit of venom still in his voice, “How did you picture it?”

She shrugs, glancing over his shoulder at the lake. She watches the water lap at the boat silently.

“I missed you.” He admits into the silence and when she looks back at him he has his eyes hidden with his sunglasses. She reaches a hand to him and he takes it, his fingers threading with hers. He squeezes tight, almost to the point of hurting, she understands. This was their first time apart since they started whatever they’re doing. She was worried about the separation too.

“I really thought.” He stops and tilts his head back before clearing his throat, “I have nothing to keep you here with me. He has money, college, your past. What do I have to keep you here? And how selfish of me to want to keep you here with me.” He waves his hand back in the direction of his house, “A Meth Row home with a bunch of alcoholics and drug addicts that’ll sooner steal your money then help you.”

“I think I might love you Ray Hall.” He drops his head down and pulls off his sunglasses with his free hand. He pulls her to him and she settles in his laps, her arms wrap around his neck. She goes in for a kiss but he pulls back, “I am in love with you Heather Nill and as long as you’ll have me I’ll continue to be a selfish bastard.”

“Good.” She whispers against his lips. His hands slide up her back and into her hair as he tilts her head for better access. She can’t stop the roll of her hips as his tongue licks into her, nor does she want to. They both moan at the immediate friction and she does it again as her hands disappear into his hair, tugging roughly.

“Fuck Heather,” he groans as he detaches his mouth to nip across her jaw, then down her neck. Heather wastes no time with her hands, sliding them over his shoulders and down his chest.

“Do anything interesting while I was gone?”

Heather has her head in Ray's lap, his fingers dragging through her hair, they're both completely relaxed, now that their reunion is out of the way. Although Heather still feels like something electric is inside of her. She always feels this way after sex with Ray though. She feels so alive after being with him, like nothing can stop her. Him. Them.

“Went to visit my dad.” He admits.

Heather opens her eyes and turns to look up at him, “How often do you see him?”

Ray shrugs nonchalantly, “When I feel like it. Not as often as he wants.” He shrugs again pulling a cigarette out and lighting it, “Do you remember in second grade when my mom died? You drew me a card and gave me a snow globe.”

Heather tilts her heard, she remembers seeing the snow globe in his room back during Panic. She has a vague memory of giving it to him. He hadn’t been very nice about it then. He was already well on his way to being a full time bully and menace to everyone in their grade.

He inhales the cigarette smoke, “It was the nicest thing anyone had ever done for me. Has ever done for me.”

Heather takes his hand on her stomach and squeezes it.

“I showed my dad when we went to visit him after the funeral. He laughed at me. Called me a pussy.” It’s silent as he takes another pull from his cigarette.

Heather pulls him down by his neck to kiss him. He kisses her back. This time taking his time now that they’ve satisfied themselves.

“I still have it.” He tells her when they part. She doesn’t admit to knowing. Doesn’t admit to seeing it. He doesn’t allow her in his house because of his Grandpa. She’s only ever been in there the one time she snuck in during Panic. It doesn’t seem important right now for him to know.

They make their way back to the dock. The party is still in full swing, music now blasting from unknown speakers, as even more people litter the lawn. Heather waits on the dock as Ray ties off the boat, waving back at Sarah.

“I’m sorry about being a dick earlier.”

“Ray.” She sighs, “I need you to know that Bishop is only a friend. Only ever be a friend.”

He stands up and steps into her space. His hands rub up and down her arms causing her to break out in goosebumps, he gives her the dimple smile.

“You deserve a guy like him. A guy with a good family, with a future.”

Heather wraps her arms around his neck and pushes up on her toes, “He has a shitty father that beats him Ray, so his family, though rich, is no better than yours or mine.” He opens his mouth to respond but she beats him to it, “And I’m attending college. Maybe not some Ivy League, but it all leads to the same diploma, so my future looks just fine. If it’s all the same to you, I prefer to keep you in it.”

He tucks a curl behind her ear, his eyes following it, “You sure?”

She presses her lips against his and his hands wrap around her back to pull her tighter against him. He tastes like her and alcohol and summer and Panic. He’s hers and she’s happy with that.

“Positive.” She says as they pull apart. He leans his forehead against her, their eyes nearly going cross.

“I love you Heather Nill.”

Heather smiles. She’s not quite ready to say it but she feels it through her body. And for once in her eighteen years of life, she’s completely happy with what she has.

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