#im ranting im sorry. i got out of an exam and was so excited to read the comics and i got this

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

BRO THEY LITERALLY DID IT AGAIN

I was talking this morning about how the og Titans were so off balance that they had to keep removing Donna and Wally from the narrative just to make it work because those two were WAY too overpowered for the typical Titan mission.

And do you wanna know what they did in today's Nightwing? Huh? Do ya? They, you guessed it, removed Wally and Donna from the narrative. But that's not all folks! Nope! Starfire got removed as well!

Honestly, I'm surprised Raven managed to still be in this thing. Cause it'd go Wally, Raven, Kori, Donna in terms of firepower.

Man... They weren't even clever about it. Wally was gone the entire issue with no explanation. He checked the perimeter of a jail once. That was it.

Donna and Kori got relegated to babysitting duty while the other Titans (sans Wally for no explainable reason) did the actual plot and went on a Heist in Hell.

This is concerning because this man is writing the new Titans series. The og series suffered because Donna and Wally were on a different level and the writers didn't know how to compensate for that so they kept knocking them out at the start of every issue. And now the same thing is happening.

Taylor doesn't know how to power balance. The best Justice League runs deal with assorted power levels by having different roles for the heroes to play. Ollie isn't on the front lines fighting General Zod with Clark and Diana. Hal doesn't tag along on stealth missions with Dinah and Bruce. Different heroes have different power levels and different abilities. Narratively, you have to juggle that.

And it's hard! I get that. It isn't easy. But I'm going to be honest, if a writer can't power balance then I don't want them writing the Titans series.

Because having half the cast drop out of the plot for no reason other than 'they would solve the plot too fast' is not good writing.

And I'm sorry. I'm going to say it. It's because Taylor is power scaling everything back for Nightwing. It doesn't take the entire goddamn Titans team to take out Blockbuster or to take out a single shape shifter. For some reason Taylor has this fascination with Grayson being the best and smartest Titan who can be the only one who solves issues, so every bad guy is difficult but doable for Nightwing to defeat.

It's incredibly annoying and it makes Nightwing seem super unlikable which is... I'm flabbergasted at that because it's Nightwing. How the hell do you make him unlikable?? But this is it. I've found it. This is the limit . Mary Sue Nightwing has no place in my heart.

#im ranting im sorry. i got out of an exam and was so excited to read the comics and i got this #what the goddamn fuck is this #this is our next titans writer??? this is supposed to get us excited for the new titans series??? #this is just 'Dick is super cool and solves every problem and is the smartest and everyone likes him also his friends are there' #AND HIS FRIENDS AREN'T EVEN THERE HALF THE TIME #IM SO MAD ABOUT THIS. THIS IS NOT A GODDAMN TITANS PREQUEL. THIS IS THE TITANS BEING ABSOLUTELY INCOMPETENT AND HAVING NO CHARACTER #dc #dc comics #AGSHDJSKABDHDJENEHS #im too mad to tag people

[g-xix]

THANK YOU FOR LETTING ME KNOW, TOO SV5 NONNIE!!!!! Lmk how you've been too bc just the other day asw i was thinking it's been so long since i last talked to you :(

HIHI GRACIE <3

i got logged out of my account for a while so i haven’t actually been able to chat w u, even tho i wanted to :’(

i’ve travelled back to my school unfortunately, and even though my exams are up, my history and law teachers decided to just give us more tests. i’m currently studying for those, but last week i’m telling u some demon must’ve possessed me or some shit bc omd it felt like i had the worst sickness known to man. i’m somewhat better now though, but i’m behind on a lot of my school work, so i won’t be very active these next days/weeks unfortunately 😓 i’ll still check up on u tho !!

also a little f1 rant while i’m already here, it’s only 17 more days till it starts again !! i’m soosososo excited !! did u see the news about lewis going to ferrari? he’s my fav on the current grid, so I’m not really sure how i feel about it. i mean, mercedes hasn’t been treating him as well recently, and they’ve also dropped on their production and car developing. but at the same time, ferrari? nando and seb could both tell u what a horrible idea that is, lewis. i really want him to get his 8th before he retires, but i’m scared he won’t 🙁

anywho !!! what about u ?? how have you been ?? i’ve missed chatting w u, even though i read all of your posts 😁 anything interesting at school or any upcoming projects for us readers u can tell us abt? 👀

Awhhwhwhhh why'd u log out? To cheat on me w an alt or j to recentre your life? respectfully hoping it's the latter

And no litr, everyone ik is really quite sick atm so I'm hoping you get back to good health very very soon because from what I've seen this cold-covid-RAT looks absolutely awful to have. Take care of yo goofy ahh sv5 nonnie, eat your vitamins n minerals and keep healthy

And what's "it"? Like, THE f1? And is F1 like football, like yk, are there European races or is it just worldwide? And are there qualifiers + how do they decide which countries race?

Wait nvm im a fucking idiot i j realised the teams that race are car brands/teams not countries 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️ Dear God I'm sorry for wasting anyone's time by making u read that, that is honestly embarrassing behaviour on my behalf.

But yeah! My mum said smth ab Hamilton being a driver for Ferarri atm (kinda flew over my head bc i dont rmbr who he drove for initially). And oh, mercedes have been neglecting him? That's good that Lewis is out and into a team that'll treat him better and help him win too.

And 8th what? 8th like, win? If so i hope that too. Well, i don't really know what I hope. All I know is that Stroll is hot and apparently looks as though he's been "freshly fucked into a mattress" (idk i posted a pic ab him and the reblogs still haunt me to this day), Seb's got a nice family and bread baking hobby, fans want to fuck Oscar, Lando and Max, and the rest are a little bit foreign to me

Isn't there a movie coming out (maybe out now tbf) about a racer that was a video game neek but got recruited by Ferrari or another big racing group? Do lmk the name + whether you've seen it + whether it's out + who it's acc based on bc it looks super super super interesting imo

And YAYAYAY nice to see you've still been watching (even if silently)

I'm doing well ty, I've decided it's time to get outta seasonal depression n kickstart loving life again.

I've got a scholar's exam coming up which is gna be hard to get so everyone manifest or pray for me pls, either works...

And in terms of projects, currently I'm doing s'more HC's (AMP eating out and another genre), ATV fluff, ATV threesome oneshot, and a Kinktober-core smut for ChrisMD!!!

Stay in touch SV5 nonnie, it's always acc bare cute talking to u

PEACE N LOVE!!!!

#WAFFLE!! #long rant myb broskis #f1 #formula one #formula 1 #lewis hamilton #ferrari #seb vettel #sebastian vettel #alonso #fernando alonso #stroll #lance stroll #lando norris #lando #oscar piastri #max verstappen

[moonjxsung]

ALSKDKDJF OKAYYY !!! I’m glad it’s not a bother !!! I overthink sometimes alskdkjf

urgh so I am having A WEEK :( I hope it’s okay I rant a bit … alslkskdj

helurf okay so after midterms last week, I’ve been trying to like relax and give myself time to rest but IVE HAD SO MANY ASSIGNMENTS :((( and I’m so tired and burnt out and stressed cause I need to start studying for finals and ahhhhhh alsksjjdjf :(

okay now for some more fun updates!! i had fun at uni yesterday!! we had a super fun soil science lab we got to go into soil pits on the farm our campus has and analyze soil (ph, diagnostic horizons, colour, structure, texture etc) !! It was a lot of fun I’m gonna miss the class and my prof :( (it was my last lab)

another fun thing is its art market week at my uni so time to drop a ton of money on prints, stickers and crocheted animals !!! :D

AND okay so I made it into a special like abroad research kinda program/course in like that’s usually only available to upper years students but somehow I made it in alskkskdjdj . Anyways, we get to go to South Africa from like May 14-June 9 to do research and stuff in the field!!! and like IM SO EXCITED??? So anyways, the 19 students that also made it in (it’s a highly competitive program to get into) we had our second group meet up plus our prof (who taught my favourite class by far last term) yesterday and it was a lot of fun and we got free dinner which was super super yum and I can’t believe I’m actually going ahhhhh

and then I went to a friends house for dinner (yes, dinner again) which was fun we like catch up at least once a month and yeah

Anyways sorry for the truck load of information about my life weh

HOW IS YOUR LIFE STAR!!! I WANNA HEAR ABOUT YOU!! (With whatever ur feeling comfy sharing 💗)

🌱

UGH I always forget how close together exam season is WHYYYY ARE UR FINALS ALREADY RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER….. 💔💔 I believe in you angel manifesting all the best for you frfr you’re smart I know you got this 🫶🫶🫶🫶

AHHHH UR UNI LAB SOUNDED SO FUN I love labs where you just get to go outside and do stuff in nature it’s fr so healing 👼 I took a geology course in college where we got to go to this creek near my school and like test the ph balance of the water and it was so much fun being outside instead of cooped up in the lecture hall fr one of the best labs we ever did. AND the art market this week???? RAHHH HAVE SO MUCH FUN we used to have something similar at my uni and I would drop SO much on stickers not even joking my laptop is covered in them still :’)

ALSO OH MY GOD??? TO THE STUDY ABROAD PROGRAM?????? STOP THAT SOUNDS SO FIXKIFNT FUNNNNN IM SO EXCITED FOR YOU WYAHWJDNRJ CONGRATS ON GETTING IN BB ‼️‼️ I didn’t have to do study abroad when I was in college bc covid hit but I can’t wait to hear all about yours and live vicariously thru ur updates AHHHH and it’s coming up so soon !! WOWOWOWOW HAVE THE BEST TIME ILY ILY THATS SO FUN

My day was honestly vvvvv boring but it was productive! I had work and then I had a shit ton of laundry to do but I was tired as fuck and I have cramps bc my period started today so I got coffee first to wake me up and then after cleaning the apartment I caught up on Ateez vlogs and now I’m simultaneously writing and watching Zelda gameplay 👼 I think my emotions are like ten times worse rn because of my period so I’m just taking it easy but I have a huge party to go to this weekend and a lot of my friends are gonna be there so I need to get my shit together and stop being sad bc I don’t want to bring the mood down ☹️ why do I always have a party in the same week I feel like shit LOL the last time I had one my situationship and I got into a huge fight and my sister had to be checking on me like every 5 minutes bc I was borderline crying the whole night it was so embarrassing 😭 (I am so tired of crying over this same girl oh my god)

ANYWAYS I LOVE U ANGEL IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU AND I CANT WAIT TO HEAR ALL ABOUT UR STUDY ABROAD TRIP RAHHH THATS SO EXCITING CONGRATS AGAIN ILY ILY 🩷💖💞💘💕💓👼

#🌱 anon #ask

[onlyswan]

Hiii Art!! How have you been and how's your work/studies whatever it is that you do. Good? Eh? Well mine's kinda on a dry and wet mode rn lol.

Mind if I rant here?

I have 2wk worth of exams coming up and I have no motivation to study. I honestly regret taking up the course im studying for. I mainly took it up because its lucrative and helpful in today's economy. But honestly I should have just pursued 14yo Lyfie's dream to become a nurse. It wouldve been so much more rewarding🥲🥲🥲.

Anyways despite that im just praying my gpa doesnt go down the drain, and im gulity right now because i wasted the whole day doing nothimg even though i told myself to go study. I couldnt do it. I just......well i knew what i was doing was bad but everytime i looked at my notes i felt as if i knew them all, and in the end achieved nothing. Sigh i hate myself for how repetitve this unhealthy cycle has become. Parental pressure isnt helping either. I try ranting and they say its just momentary tiredness and it would go away soon and then further guilt me into wasting time :((((.

Wow that became long. Im so sorry for litterally trauma dumping on you, especially if tou had a long day. It would be the last thing you'd wanna worry about 😂😂😂

Anyways i wanted to ask you about your writing, both as a fellow fic author and as loyal reader of yours. What inspires you to write?

(I.e set time aside to write your fics and even feel motivated to open up that document? I have so many plot bunnies, headcanons and fic ideas, but no matter how enticing, everytime i try opening up my google docs, that burst of excited energy saps away. Urgh its so frustrating!!😠)

And for your fics, we had possible teases of engagement btwn jk and oc and even f2l hopelessly pining jk and oc. So i was wondering will we ever get a confession scene 👀👀👀?

I rmbr when jk ssid somewhr in an interview where he would love to lift his partner up and kiss them and my mind went str to the in which couple lol knowing your writing and since its jk its gonna be so cute cheesy and gonna involve tears 😇.

Funny enough i also know that both oc and jk are heavy on respecting e/o be it space or privacy, and when i heard Twice MISAMO's Do Not Touch song which was about consent and it was potryaed beautifully compared to art masterpeices, it got me thinking about their initial stages of skin ship or how they got comfortable around e/o physically or even their first time. Idk im just so invested in this universe lol 😭😂

Hmmm, but thats it for now. I'll reach out to you soon!!! :D

-Lyf

hiii lyf <3 work is draining and some customers are rude but my co-workers are fun to be with so it’s alright 🥲 uni also started this week and it’s nerve wracking but also soooo exciting !! i’m just gonna need some time to adjust to this new life + schedule 😬

i’m so sorry to hear that beloved :( i’m sure with the given the circumstances that you chose what you thought would be best for you at that time and i think it’s important that you recognize that too !! 🫂 and yesyes studying is so freaking difficult especially when you don’t feel motivated >:( for me personally time management has been pretty helpful. i love schedules ^^ sometimes i do house chores first to get my brain into work mode too and i give myself little rewards during break times (which are sooo important) or after studying hehe like snacks or screen time !! please look after yourself and your health. 🥺

dw i’m mostly fine with you guys ranting about stuff like school !! because same !! but i’m just putting it out there that when it’s abt triggering stuff i have to restrain myself 🥲 i don’t reply to those because it really affects me badly mentally too :(

hmmm when it comes to inspiration to write 🤔 like i said i do love schedules hehe i open a draft every night before bed + in my notes i also save words/phrases/scenarios that pop in my mind throughout the day but couldn’t write yet :D but i don’t really get to write everyday bcs i’m too tired or nothing just comes out. sometimes i only write one sentence or one paragraph then pass out lol. on a good day i finish one scene and maybe start writing the next too !! a jungkook weverse live will always 100% give me a big rush of motivation tho 🤭

and i doooo want to explore the earlier stages of oc and jungkook’s relationship 🥹🥹🥹 i have many many plans !! but i just want them to be perfect so it might take me a while </3 this is still a long journey if y’all are up for it hehe thank you so much for being invested in our little iw universe !! 🥰 it truly means the world to me that i get to enjoy my passion like this :") ilysm lyf 🫂

#omg yes i think about that interview all the timehdkdjkf like he is such a romantic!!! i get so giddy when i remember 😭 #art’s post office ☁️ #lyf <3

[onlyjaeyun]

Hello angel love ♡

I've been really absent lately because my written exams are coming up from the 6. - 8. and I've never been this nervous before ngl.

I also had an altercation with my class teacher because I had a full on blackout in the last test (like it was really bad, I'm talking 5,8 when usually I deliver grades of 2 or 3 so uhhh yeah. I'm not proud of that one 🤠)

Long story short, that fossil screamed at me in the hallway while I was already crying, trying to explain what's been going on in May. (Car breaking down, having to get a new one quickly and stuff, idk if you remember bc you chat with a lotta ppl)

It sorted itself out, and my grade going into the exams now is a 2, so it worked out. But still.... that did mess me up a lot starting into April.

Sorry for ranting quite a bit, it'd just feel weird to come back after a month as if nothing happened, idk 🥹

I'm really excited for Black Swan because I've never read that dynamic before. I can't wait to see what you come up with 🫶🏻

I hope things in your life are going the way you want them to atm and that life treats you well.

Sorry again for just disappearing,, I love you lots, sending you the biggest kiss 💞

- 🐍

hey my love 🥺 im so glad youve come to check in and give me a few updates, i hope you're doing a little better rn and have some time to breathe asap!!!!😩🤍

your class teacher sounds like a full on cunt and we shall pray for her downfall inlit hate people who have not an ounce of empathy like come on???? im glad it all got sorted out but i can only imagine how much that got to you so pls make sure to get a nice little break for yourself 🥺🤍

sending you the biggest kiss baby!!!!🤍

#; mailbox 📬

[chuuyascumsock]

Hi hi!!

Guess who sprained their ankle and has a big exam on mondayyyy

Also how are you doingg??

Also also im sorry i sent that whole-ass femzai thing without prior warning 😭 i shall remember to limit myself😌

Also denial chan is givin,

Dazai-anon-on-that-one-post-where-they-ranted-abt-their-mental-health.

Also also also i hope your exam prep is goin alright! May only the stuff you studied,show up on the paper!

And as always,stay safe and slay safe! Also hydrate or diedrate 🔫😄

-🧀

NOOOO, I hope you get better and do super good on your exam :[

I’m doing pretty good, I got some new books today that I’m excited to read teehee (embarrassing enough, I showed my mom the books I got and she pointed out one of the dark romances I got was “lesbian porn” so uhm, yeahhhh 🧍‍♀️).

DON’T APOLOGIZE FOR YOUR NOVELS, CHEESE, I LOVE THEM 🙏

And thank you, though majority of my midterms are online so I’ll be cheating LMAO 🫶

Keep yourself healthy, Cheese ✨🤭

#casual asks

[anarchistbitch]

so today's exam went super shitty.

back story- i am super good at social science and everybody expected me and a few of my friends to score full. because we literally studied and helped study each other for weeks. so it wasn't like the normal ' oh my god, exam. tomorrow. imma pull an all nighter' kinda situation.

then the question paper came. and it was so tough. nothing like what we'd been practicing. like. i panicked so much i had to remove my socks and loosen my tie.

so yeah. basically very tough but we're supposed to attempt 50 out of 60 questions. i survived. with 2 or 3 mistakes.

today. english. easy subject right? oh no! i was (we all were) so wrong!

the paper was so tough that the social science paper felt easy. can you imagine?? people lost their shit. i knew i'd suck a little in the literature part but i'd done so well in the grammar and other stuff during the pre-boards and mock.

so i was confident there.

but no. everything was so very difficult. like. there was this story about a tiger who was inside a cage and the question was

'How do you feel when the tiger is inside the cage?

a)sympathy for the tiger b)safe that he is inside a cage c)happy for the tiger d)excited to see it from so close'

like what even?! how do i choose??

i got home and turns out i did 11 mistakes. 11!! in freakin' english.

the good thing is, we gave 6 exams out of which the top 5 subjects in which you scored highest will be calculated to get your percentage. so if i do that i get about 97%. which is pretty epic considering i didn't cheat and all the other things. and i am happy.

but all my parents care about is those 11 questions i got wrong. worst part is. they aren't disappointed. they are just uninterested.

and my friends scored less in other subjects who usually do well and are calling me 'topper' as a mockery. i know they mean well but i am feeling guilty. the 7 of us studied together for the test.

i hope me ranting to you didn't bother you. i feel a little better now. thanks

how are you?

hey ahana im sorry the exam didnt go like you expected :(cmere im hugging you rn

sometimes things dont go well and it sucks majorly when you worked so much for it too(and im feeling so angry on ur behalf cause of your parents reaction and ur friends making fun of is so fucking hurtful??)

as a person who took the boards and was majorly stressed for it every time i got to the testing site- its completely natural to be stressed out and kind of just blank. I myself screwed up even after doing well on my pre-boards and multiple practice tests . The atmosphere for the exams was always so dismal and it definitely plays a part in how you perform .

im glad you feel better after talking to me about it🥰🥰!! my inbox is always open for you!!

Anyway it's over and there's no need to stress about it!! If you worked hard and you have a better understanding of the subject than when you started, that's all that matters in the long run.

#ahana!! #like really dont stress about it. my elder sibling got the dates mixed up during her 12th ka boards- actual boards not even joking- #and still passed in the top 20% #<-also when they told me after they came back from the testing site my reaction was literally😟😟😟 while they were like😐😐 #its funny now but i got so stressed for them then😔

[becca-e-barnes]

hi Becca!! so i'm studying to get into law school (we have am entrance exam system in my country) and i feel so unprepared? i have to take the test in like 7 months and i am honestly so terrified? i mean i know that this fear is a good thing, right, and that it means this getting into law school actually means something to me but if i don't get in i just know that everything I have dreamed of in the last five years would be SHATTERED. I mean absolutely broken because there is nothing else I want to do with my life and it's so terrifying to the point where I had the last two years to prepare but I was so scared of messing up that I put off starting to study until literally today. and now I can't get the hang of the shit I'm doing and it's making me panic because I don't know how I'm supposed to study for so much with so little time and now my school introduced a new examination system as well and if I don't do well there then I won't be able to take these entrance exams at all but I have school for like 6 hours a day and genuinely no time to study as much as I should be and my teachers keep burying me in school work and it's just so stressful i have no idea what to do because no matter how much i try there's always something I'm not getting done and I never feel like I'm doing enough

im so sorry for the rant djsjdjjdd i just really needed to get that off my chest haha thank you for listening(:

Baby!! Super exciting to see you want to go into law and that we have more amazing, passionate people heading into the profession!! 🥺

Honestly, 7 months is super manageable! When you take into account the fact that some people will start studying the week before the entrance exam, you’re already well ahead of those people! Babe, I wrote my dissertation on the relevance of equitable maxims to a contemporary legal society in a week, you can absolutely still ace this exam!!

It’s easy for me to say it but you need some of that panic that you feel now to help you do well! It’d be worse if you didn’t feel that fear!! It’s obvious how badly you want this and yes, it’s going to be hard and you’re going to be drained by the end but you can still nail it!

I remember how difficult it was coming back from school and having to start homework and then start revision (I had no specific entrance exam though) 😩 I really don’t envy your position! Uni is so much easier than school so if you get through this, you’ll get through anything!

And angel, I know you don’t want to hear it but if things don’t go as well as you hoped the first time around, you have options!! You can always take a year out and repeat the entrance exams or you could go down a different route entirely!! I always always always wanted to go into forensics! I had a whole plan, I picked STEM subjects, almost all the courses I applied to at uni were to lead me into forensics and then I started struggling in chemistry and I couldn’t pull my grade up high enough ☹️ In the end, I dropped chemistry and did English literature instead and I had to give up the dream but that absolutely happened for a reason! I was 100% meant to be in Law, I graduated uni with first class honours and I couldn’t even imagine working in forensics now! That door closed for a reason and I’m so unbelievably glad it did!

So babe, everything happens for a reason! And I fully believe that you got this but just so that you keep in mind that the world won’t end if you need a lil extra time or you go a different route! If there’s ever a single thing you want a hand with, I’ll see what I can do for you honey! Our legislation probably won’t be the same but I’ll do what I can to help you out!! 💗

#asks answered <3 #anon #all the best sweetie!! #we’re all routing for you! #it’s so exciting seeing someone so passionate #it’s that passion that will carry you through!’ #you’ll nail it babe #but don’t beat yourself up for not starting earlier #just keep going!! #I believe in you boo!! 💗 #big sister becca

[silkylious]

Tfw you wanna be a physics major but there are so little job opportunities for that degree beyond just becoming an educator in your homeland, so you settle aiming for med school when you actually despise biology and its one of your weakest subjects + you're a female in a hella conservative, hyper masculine muslim society so you have an even lesser chance at pursuing what you're actually passionate about 😃

Long rant about education and job opportunities as a high school junior under the cut, because I am livid. Feel free to ignore.

Tl;dr:

Me: hey physics is pretty cool and I'm naturally good at it! :D I wanna be a physici-

Middle Eastern job market: No.

Me: w-wait wha- why? I don't understa-

Middle Eastern job market: No. ❤️

Me: *blinks*

Middle Eastern job market: 😊

This is honestly so out of left field, I didn't expect to be venting about this when I woke up this morning. It hasn't been lingering in my mind for a while or anything. It's just that today something weird happened.

I had fun answering my physics exam. Genuinely. Ffs it was a final, why the hell would I enjoy answering a final exam?? Something that I had been dreading for the past 24 hours suddenly made me realize just how much I love this subject, and how much I want to pursue it as a career.

But then I quickly realized that won't fucking happen. The excitement I got from finding something I was so wholly, passionately fond of, that I could turn into a career, rapidly dissipated when I remembered that there are no job opportunities for it here.

And like Im passionate about psychiatry too, but nowhere near the same level. My revelation that I want to pursue physics as a major only solidified the fact that I just settled for something that I would probably like, not something I'm authentically interested in.

And it's all because of this ongoing cycle of mediocrity. Mediocre government makes a mediocre education system that only focuses on mediocre, obligatory jobs (like engineering, accounting, medicine) and leaves no room for creative or research based jobs, which in turn pumps out mediocre employees who work for the same mediocre government and the cycle continues. It keeps going until you over saturate the job market with the same fucking jobs and unemployment booms (more than it already is) and watch your economy collapse from the inside out. We're reaching that point I feel.

There are so goddamn many humanitarians and educators flooding the job markets right now, that if you want a job that secures a good buck every month you have to turn to either medicine, engineering, accounting or law (it won't be long until those get over saturated too).

And what does that entail? Competition.

There is so much fucking competition to secure a place in a med school or an engineering school, and each year the bar raises higher and higher because of that. If you wanna secure your place in university, you have to make sure no one else outdoes you. And so overall averages continue to rise and rise until it becomes fucking ridiculous.

For example: 5 years ago my eldest brother graduated from high school with a 97.5% overall average (admittedly it's still very high), that landed him a comfortable spot taking a dentistry degree.

Last academic year, the threshold for entering one of the medical universities in Egypt was 100%, one hundred fucking percent. If you got a 99.9% average, nope, sorry bud you just didn't cut it. Try harder next time. Granted, last year was a bit of a special case with covid and exams being easier as such but that doesn't negate the point that because of the constant fear of not getting a useful degree that will secure a well-paying job, which so happens to be in a limited set of professions, students keep raising the overall averages each year. Which makes universities, who have a set number of seats, raise their entrance threshold as well.

Why should I have to get a 99.buttfuck percent to enter a decent college? what are these standards that we're setting? How much higher can we go?

And for what? The same damn jobs that people always pursue because the government is too incompetent to implement an educational system that promotes creativity and research, a government that is so codependent on other countries' goods, resources, scientific revelations because it's so flawed it can't even economically support itself? Let alone fund good education?

I fucking hate it here.

I just feel cheated at this point. I've already wasted so much of my teens doing nothing but studying because I don't wanna be left in the dust when I grow up, and it's all ultimately for nothing. Because is it even worth it? To lose countless hours of sleep, to basically murder your social life, to interact only with your family and textbooks, just to achieve a goal that was never truly yours to begin with?

And I feel a bit naive for not acknowledging this sooner. And I say acknowledge because I already knew, somewhere in the back of my mind I was aware of all of this. Anyone who lives here knows. I just never really contemplated what implications it would entail. But I suppose I never had a reason to, I mean I was convinced that I'd just go to med school, specialize in psychiatry and be all satisfied and happy, until I realized, today, that not what I really want. And maybe I didn't realize sooner because of all the conditioning this educational environment puts students through. Med school good good, other degree bad, literally all I heard from educators growing up. Fuck outta here.

End of rant I guess

#please please please share your thoughts on this #send in an ask or smth #I wanna know if anyone's had a similar experience #silky rants #new tag cus I vent too much on here #sorry

[mischiefandi]

this is a rant so dont feel pressured to read

i just feel so scared and tired and numb

corona has been awful for so many people and i know that i was definitely one of the more fortunate people this year, my family is safe, we’re financially stable, i got to see some of my friends, im okay.

but mentally im reaching my breaking point

in school my teachers used to tell me how smart i was and how much i was gonna love college and how ready i was for that next step and they were so excited for me. my parents constantly tell me im wonderful and smart and that i can do this and they’re so good to me, i know how lucky i am to have parents like that who support me regardless

but uni is just so hard and im so tired and i barely studied for my oral exam tomorrow but im just so fucking exhausted. every day feels exactly the same, i havent been to a class irl since late october, im just so tired. i have a few pals at uni thanks to the first couple of months and they’re nice, but the relationships are all so superficial because they only really consist of us saying we’re stressed and sending each other notes for class

people are starting to party together and im not joining in because i want to try and respect covid regulations but that means that i get excluded socially and i dont get to hang out with my uni friends, it means im stuck in my room crying because i dont see the end of the tunnel while other people are doing whatever they want without a care in the world

and everyone is reaching their breaking point, most students are exhausted especially with exam period still not being over after a fucking month, and we all know now that we wont be able to go back to uni after exams are over

my friend and i were talking the other day and she told me she was 17 when quarantine started and she’s turning 19 in a couple of months

1 whole year of our lives, our senior year of high school and our first year of university, gone. it sounds so ridiculous and conceited and i feel horrible for saying this but i genuinely cant explain how much it hurts

my friends either have boyfriends or tinder dates because they dont always respect all the covid regulations, and this was one of the hardest years of my life in terms of love stuff, and im still a fucking virgin, ive been called ugly and been rejected so many times, ive had to stand by while two of my best friends hook up with the guys i have feelings for, im alone and so lonely

and i wont be meeting a nice guy any time soon, nor will i get to dress up nicely and go to a party and feel confident, i wont ever get my high school graduation back, i wont get my prom, i wont get my first year of university back, im failing some of my exams, im so fucking exhausted and i know im not alone in this, but because we’re all isolated, we begin to believe that we are

this is supposed to be the best times of our lives and we’re stuck in our rooms crying because we feel like it’s our fault and we’re not strong enough to handle this

i feel like im a failure because i cant handle my first year of college and im studying LAW for fuck’s sake im so FUCKING TIRED, im so scared that im stupid and that i just am not as good a student as everyone thought i was and i dont want to fail this year

im sorry this such a rant and unedited and completely ridiculous, but im just so tired and sad and lonely and i feel like a fucking failure because of exams , ive been procrastinating like crazy, ive barely had any stress though it’s rising right now and i realise it’s because im just numb and that fucking terrifies me

#v rambles #sorry #i dony have my computer so i’ll tag this long post and then add the read more after ig #long post

[klaus-is-the-real-number-1]

Goody Two Shoes (Number Five x reader)

ASK:Hello! I really enjoy your writing and I was wondering if you could do a Five x reader where the reader is easily embarrassed and Five knows that and constantly teases her but even after all that she is doubtful that he likes her? Thanks again!

Thank you so much to the actual angel who requested this ur forever in my heart n should 100% hmu when u see this, hope this is what you had in mind!!! stay fresh my dudes!! (also im british but were going to pretend that five and you are both 16 in high school. idk how the system works so i hope this is ok!)(ALSO ALL OF THE UMBRELLA ACADEMY ARE 16 AS WELL AND IN HIGH SCHOOL)

A/N: woow i did not expect it to be this long, do apologise for the angst but i hope it gets better lol, love you all have a nice day and yet again thanku to the angel who recommended this i think i went a bit off but hope its a bit like what you wanted!!

warnings: swearing, fives a bit dodgy but it gets better i swear, angst, fluff eventually, probably pretty long. 

words: 2246

The Hargreeves were an unusual bunch, they were all so different yet you could see that deep down they all cared for on another. Klaus was your best friend, even though you knew all the Hargreeves, you could always be found with Klaus. You and Klaus would often go shopping, have sleepovers and keep up to date with the recent gossip around school; as sad as it sounds Klaus was really your only friend and you hardly got to hang round with him at school, school was a whole other issue on it’s own. Even though you were the same age as Klaus, and the rest of the Hargreeves children, your high school pushed you up a few grades so you were sitting your final year, your intellectual ability was far above average, even being in your final year you were scoring 100% on all the exams. You had no one in your lessons that you knew, well no thats not quite right, you had Five.

Five. Five was a funny issue, just like you he had been pushed up to his final year and you were in constant competition with him, he was always nit picking at everything you do and knew exactly what buttons to press to get you angry and even upset. But for some reason, you liked him. You liked him a lot, no matter how angry or upset you got with him you just couldn’t help it, in a way he helped you achieve much more because for every snide comment he made to you, you’d just go and smash the next test that came up. 

You were currently sat with Klaus in his room, it was raining heavily outside, you were painting his nails for him as he rants about everything thats upset him this week. You were only half listening to him, concentrating on holding his hand still and humming every now and again.

“You know who else has been annoying me this week? Five.” He states waving his free hand around. “He wont stop asking me when you’re next going to be round, he keeps saying things like ‘Klaus, when is y/n coming round?’ and I’ve been hearing this all week, if I didn’t know any better I think he’d be trying to steal you from me.”

“I seriously doubt that.” you say with a slight chuckle, you couldn’t even imagine Five wanting you to be around, Klaus was probably just saying this to make you feel better about your small crush on him. Klaus knew all about your crush on his brother, to say he disapproved would be an understatement. He just didn’t get it.

“Honestly y/n, I don’t get what you see in him, he teases you all the time, and too be fair he’s so fucking annoying.” You look up and laugh, he gave you a weak smile looking down at his nails that were almost done, appreciating the black glitter polish you brought with you. He was about to speak again until a voice spoke up from the door.

“I thought I could feel myself losing brain cells, but of course it’s just because you two are in here together.” It was Five, he was leaning against the door frame, a smirk evident on his face. “Y/n, you haven’t been answering any questions in class recently, I hope it wasn’t because you stuttered that one time, or maybe it was more than once. To be honest, I can’t quite remember but it was still funny either way.”

That had hit a nerve, you were always so nervous to answer questions in class even though you knew it was the right answer, it was just something that happens. Feeling your face get red from his words, he continued.

“Oh I tell you what was funny,” He stepped closer into Klaus’ room, an evil glint in his eyes. “that one time that senior asked if you had a spare pen and when you went to give him one you spilt your water on him, ha!” Klaus knew all about that story, the senior is question was fairly attractive and you really didn’t mean to, you couldn’t apologise enough to them no matter how many times they said it was fine. Your eyes begin to burn, you hated how easily embarrassed you could get, you just couldn’t help it. 

“Just fuck off Five, stop being awful to her just because you fancy y/n!” Klaus said almost impulsively, covering his mouth. Now Five was the one with a red face, but not out of embarrassment, out of anger. You could see him getting angry with Klaus. Klaus would never fail to mention how Five said things he’d regret when he was angry.

“I’d rather chew my own foot.” You felt your chest getting tight, his words hurt and now you could really feel your eyes stinging.

“Sorry, I didn’t realise I was that repulsive.” You say with a quite voice, you didn’t understand how one persons words could hurt so much. You got told often by others how pretty and beautiful you are, but non of them compliments mattered to you because they weren’t from the person you wanted them from. “I’m going home.” You quickly grab your bag from the floor and push past Five, you glance at him through tears, his face looked almost regretful, but it couldn’t be. 

“Y/N wait!” You heard klaus shout but you were already half way down the stairs. “Five, what the fuck!” You heard steps chasing after you. It was pouring outside, and it was at least a 30 minuet walk back to your house, but you didn’t care.

“Y/n, you can’t walk home in this.” Klaus almost begged with you.

“Please just let me go, Klaus.” You step out the front door not giving him a chance to respond. 

The rain was soothing on your hot face, you couldn’t hear the rain fall on the ground though, the thumping in your ears drowned everything out, you couldn’t believe Five, he’d never gone that far before. 

‘shit.’ Five mumbled to himself once he heard the front door slam, he didn’t mean to say that, he was so angry at Klaus for telling Y/N his secret, he didn’t know what to do. He knew he was always a bit too harsh on y/n, he just didn’t know how to handle his feelings for them. He’d never met anyone who could challenge him and win, y/n was the only person who beat him on any tests you had in school, the only person who could distract him enough to completely forget the world around him.

“Five!” he could hear Klaus getting closer to him. “What the fuck? why do you have to be such a dick all the time! You always ask when Y/N is coming over then you go and upset her, every time, you say you fancy her and go do shit like that every damn time, you won’t have any chance with her if you keep going.” Klaus was angry, really angry. “And you know what Five? I hope you don’t get with her, she’s my best friend and she deserves better.”

Five knew what he meant, he could see that. She did deserve better than him. Five just looked down, clenched his fists and disappeared. A flash of blue and he was gone. Klaus almost wanted to scream, y/n was the best person he’s ever met, it’s almost as if he can’t have anything to himself in this house. Klaus slammed his door, hard, he was done with Five, always asking how to win y/n over and then completely ignores any advice he gives and he gives good  advice. He told him everything from her favourite music to her favourite plants and trinkets. 

It was now Monday, you and Klaus had been face-timing almost all weekend as you always do, he hadn’t mentioned anything about Five and you were grateful. You were waiting for Klaus just outside the Academy, it was a sunny day so you knew during all the breaks you and Klaus would probably be outside basking in the sun. You heard the door open and you look up expectantly.

“Hey y/n.” It was Five, he was in a crisp suit as he was always. His eyes burnt into yours.

“Oh, is Klaus almost ready?” You ask, keeping eye contact with him, not letting him intimidate you.

He goes to speak but gets interrupted by Klaus, you smile at him wearing a leather skirt and a crop top and dark eyeliner. He graciously links arms with you and pulls you off, you spare a look at Five behind you and you see him with clenched fists walk back into their mansion of a home. You and Klaus talk about his new fascination on one of the senior boys in a few of your classes, Dave, you and Dave occasionally talk in classes and Klaus practically begs you to get his number for him. You would try and do it for Klaus but you didn’t know if Dave liked boys or not but despite the facts, Klaus still begged you to get his number.

Once you get to school, you and Klaus head to your locker, the entire time he wouldn’t stop talking about Dave, you notice a small piece of paper thats slightly crumpled. In small, seemingly rushed writing, was ‘y/n x’.

“Recognise this writing?” You ask Klaus. He looks at you cheekily, without a second thought he snatched it from you.

“Hmm, I wonder what it says?” He says sarcastically as he opens it to read it aloud, reaching well above you so you couldn’t reach it. “y/n, sit with me in physics? -A x” He paused. “Who’s A? Wait, isn’t it that senior you spilt water over? Wait y/n!” He excitably garbs your arm, hitting it many times. “He sits next to Dave! y/n you’ve got to sit next to him, not just for you, but for me.” 

You grabbed the note and shove it into your pocket, you just sigh and agree, if you weren’t going to do it for yourself, you’d do it for Klaus and his weird obsession with Dave. 

You say your goodbyes as you make your way to physics, you felt nervous, you usually don’t sit with anyone and just get your head down to get your work done. As you walk into the lesson you see him sat in his seat, you smile and go to sit next to him.

“Nice to see you got my note.” He beams, he was cute, but not Five cute. You couldn’t wrap your head around how he acted this morning when Klaus practically dragged you away from him. He looked almost sad when you didn’t respond. Speaking of the devil, Five walked into the class, calculating eyes scanning the room until they land on you, his eyes then move to the boy next to you causing his eyebrows to furrow. You’ve never moved seats since you started the class. You turned to the boy next to you and started a conversation about the assignment thats due in soon, you hear a chair behind you scrape. The chair where you’d usually sit, a quick glance confirmed that it was Five, you did what any reasonable person would do and completely ignore him, all lesson. You feel his eyes in the back of your head all lesson, only to get worse when the boy next to you leant over and whispered a joke into your ear too make you laugh, and it did. 

Five couldn’t believe it, y/n shamelessly flirting right in front of him. He filled with anger every time he’d look at her, when they’d touch legs, give each other little looks but the worst moment was watching him lean over and whisper something into y/n’s ear and she laughed. Y/n laugh was almost like heaven, soft and quiet, Five desperately wanted to be the one making y/n laugh. 

You had two periods free, you began your walk to the schools library, as you do every Monday, you’d pick a book that you haven’t read and begin to make an attempt at it and even though you hated to admit it, it was your favourite part about Mondays. But suddenly, you were pulled to the side and in a flash of blue you were gone, and just like that you were stood in a room in front of the very person who said he’d ‘rather chew his own foot’ than be with you, the person who has continuously tried to put you down since you first met him, your crush, Five. 

“What. The. Fuck. Five!” You say angrily at him, you repeat the phrase, pushing him away from you when you said it. All he did was look at the floor. “You can’t just teleport me whenever you want, honestly, if you’ve genuinely just brought me here to have a go please just leave me be honestly. What the fuck.” You emphasise the last words.

“Let me explain, please?” You just crossed your arms at him, waiting for whatever response he could give you. He just sighed before continuing “I’ve been an asshole to you, I know I have, it’s just,” He paused, looking at you, “You might not believe me when I say this, but I like you, y/n” You saw the vulnerability in his eyes. “And I don’t expect you to forgive me right away, but please let me make it up to you, everything that I’ve done. I promise I’ll do anything.” You looked at him, and you saw the real him, all his cards out on the table. You let your arms drop and look down.

“Promise?” you say sticking your pinky finger out, childish, but he knew that you took them very seriously.

“Promise.” Five said as he interlocked your pinky fingers. You smile, hoping he does keep his promise.

Six months later, Five had kept his promise. You were sat on his bed finishing off work before your finals, soft music was playing in the background. You quietly hummed to the tune of the song, Five was laying his head on your shoulder, lazily watching you neatly write out equations.

“Wheres Klaus?” He asks as you set your notes to one side.

“He’s on a date with Dave.” You lean into Fives arms, he just hummed in response.

He pulled you down onto the bed and wrapped his arms around you, you listen to his heartbeat, the soothing beat sounding like music to your ears. You feel him press a kiss to your forehead, you were glad he kept his promise and made up for everything that he’s done. Five slowly gained your trust by just sitting with you in lessons to start with, then to dates at Griddys, picknicks, meals out and eventually you saying yes to being his girlfriend. It took Klaus a while to accept your new relationship but he eventually came around to it, especially since you got him Dave’s number. You were happy with Five, you close your eyes and get even closer too him, just as you fall asleep you hear him whisper.

“y/n I think I’m in love with you”

#the umbrella academy #the umbrella academy imagine #the umbrella academy x reader #Number 5 #Number 5 x reader #Five hargreeves #Five hargreeves x reader #Five #Five x reader #Number 5 imagine #tua #tua five #tua x reader #requested #i yet again hate this but i hope yall like it #thank u to the angel who requested this #luv u all stay fresh #my works

[neo-shitty]

Omg helo buhay pako adhhfjsajhfs

How are u? Nag delete muna ako ng tumblr para nde ako na ddemonyohan ng mga lumalabas na fic notifs AHHAHAHHAHA siniksik ng school buong 3rd quarter sa feb kaya madami and tuloy tuloy mga ginagawa ko :< di ko sure if pano yung finals per semester sa college pero mga about this time, tapos na rin exams niyo or at least approaching no? we finished ours yesterday kaya malaya nako 😎

Tagal ko pala nawala mga 1 month 😭 I skimmed sa blog mo and found out na you posted a lot of stories within the time na nawala ako, yes binge time na ito. may new series ang skz 👀 and mahabang fic for haechan tas isang upcoming fic SLAY AHAHHAA I already finished halfway ng roger rabbit pero syempre yung rant is for another ask para tuloy tuloy 😌 TAS AYON bas2s bigla kami tinambakan Y^Y

Matagl na kaya baka di mo na maalala pero yung next sentences is reply ko sa reply mo sa previous ask ko HAHAHA bigay na lang ako context.

POV NI 👻 (in short, toff to 👻) “I hope you re doing well kahit na andaming pinapagawa in a short time” - pano ka pa kaya Y^Y mas hassle college pero thank u sana smooth den buhay mo HAHAHAH

“kelan ba summer niyo or whatever break between semesters?” - holy week,,,, AHAHAHAHAHA aun atsaka I think summer namin is may 5 ?? mga ganon tho yung moving up naming is may 30 pa huhu hopefully by that time f2f na noh :”> btw ang college den ba is usually 10 months din? or depende den sya sa course na pinili mo?

so aun lang, ala rin naman kasi ganap sa buhay ko, reqs lang HAHAHA okay lang ba past month mo or tambak din?? kahit tambak I hope you did well huhu kaya mo ean !! hope you have great days, balik ako once I finish roger rabbit 😎 - 👻

hi there! welcome back and glad to know you're still breathing dsjhfsh you were gone for so long emojis changed !! sorry for taking a while to reply i haven't opened my laptop since i got this ask D:

i'm doing okay! i think i deleted tumblr a bunch of times in the past month too bc of school. how could they do that, isn't that overloading :D my subjects are divided into three blocks per semester rn so currently i'm approaching finals week for the second block so i'm like 2/3 thru sophomore year. or at least close :D congrats on finishing your exams! how did it go?

HJSAH HELP I DIDNT NOTICE THAT I WAS POSTING A LOT happy binging if you're still interested in reading bc my writing's getting kinda wack dhfks HAHAHAH i forgot that roger rabbit went up oml but yes!! happy reading for that i really enjoyed it even if it sapped my energy. please let me know what you think and don't hold back??

surprisingly i started taking my studies more seriously this month (ITS LATE OMG) but there's that. it was a busy month but i'm managing ;n; i learned how to time manage this month so that's one achievement :D

hOLY WEEK. isn't that still a month away T_T omg still two months to go!! hold on ;n; di nalang yan matagal. omg moving up :(((( im excited for you T_T i think they'll allow f2f ceremonies this year. yeah i think it's ten months din? but there are some courses that require summer classes so like 12/12 :D

I HAD A LAW CLASS LAST MONTH . a fucking nightmare honestly but it's almost over. and i finished reading everything already so that's one HUGE weight off my chest. thank you for thinking na kaya q 2 T_T i believe in u too, good luck sa last quarter!!!! i missed you ;n;

also HSHDKJAH THOUGHTS ON HAECHAN OST AND NCT DREAM/SKZ COMEBACK ANNOUNCEMENTS FOR THIS MONTH?????

#toff.asks #👻

[buckyspetpsychopath]

Tell me you love me

Words: 5277 Daniel Seavey x reader Why Don’t We Italics is a memory

As soon as Daniels mum let him start dating at the end of Idol he had asked me on a date, we had been best friends since we were little so it was a shock but of course I reciprocated the feelings because hes the sweetest guy ever and i mean come on, he’s hot… The biggest shock was when we were 17 he decided to move to LA to start a band with some friends. 

“Hey babe you still coming over tonight?” Daniel asks through the phone.  “Yeah, I’m about to leave I’ll see you soon” I reply. We say our goodbyes and i hop in my car driving over to Daniels house. We were having a movie night. Over the phone Dani sounded quite nervous which makes me nervous as I don’t know why. I arrive at Daniels house and collect the bag of junk food I have before walking up the driveway. Before I can knock the door flies open and Daniels arms are wrapped around me. I gasp from the impact but wrap my arms around him to, pushing him back a little so we walk into the house. The door closes behind us and Keri comes out of the kitchen. She looks at me sadly Nd comes to give me a hug. 

“I’ve ordered you guys a pizza, stay as long as you want y/n” she smiles sadly rubbing my arm. I furrow my eyebrows but I see Daniel glaring at her. Her eyes widen and she takes him into another room. “Daniel James don’t you dare walk away from me” she grits when they emerge from the living room. I’d been in Daniels house a thousand times but I feel like a stranger standing awkwardly at the bottom of the stairs. “Mum just leave it, I’m going to sort it” he huffs grabbing my hand pulling me upstairs. When we get in his room he quickly pushes his lips to mine, I melt into him forgetting about everything that has just happened. He eventually pulls away breathing heavily, my hands are gripping the collar of his t-shirt tightly and his head is ducked. I take a moment to look around his room. 

For weeks I had noticed little things going missing but the room was practically empty. “Dani what’s going on?” I whisper making eye contact with him. He sighs and picks me up, laying me back on the bed dropping his head into my chest. “I’ve been avoiding telling you for weeks and I know your gonna be mad but please don’t shout at me” he whispers squeezing himself closer to me. He sounds like a little boy and my heart hurts hearing him in so much pain. I furrow my eyebrows when he asks me not to shout, we’d never really fought before and we were pretty chill about things so we never shouted. “Baby what’s wrong?” I frown getting really worried. “I’m moving to LA” he mumbles. “What” I choke out. He lifts his head to see the little trickles of tears skiing down my cheeks. “Baby no please don’t cry, this is why I didn’t tell you!” He panics wiping my tears, now sitting up. “When are you going? Why are you going?” I sigh. “Next Friday, and im starting a band” he replies twiddling his thumbs. My eyes widen and I jump off his bed backing away from him. His eyes flash hurt and he tries to move closer to him. “You’ve known about this for weeks and you didn’t tell me!” I say, my voice raising slightly. “What did you expect me to do? It’s no different, I couldn’t stand putting you through that” he huffs. “You’re putting me through it right now, if I had known I could have-” I pause trying to think.“ You could have what? There’s nothing you could have done to change my mind, why aren’t you happy for me” he yells desperately. “I am happy for you, this is all you’ve ever wanted. Music makes you happy and I know your going to make it big but I think it’s something we should have discussed. I could have come with you! Are you breaking up with me?” I yell back but as i go on my voice cracks and I start sobbing. I let him wrap his arms around me. “No. Princess, you make me even happier than music, I never want to leave you. But this is just something I got to do” he whispers. We fall to the floor sobbing in each others arms. 

There’s a knock at the door and Daniels mum comes in setting a pizza on Daniels bed. “Come on you two, get some food down you” she says holding her hands out to us. “I’m just going to go the toilet” I announce and they nod. I break down in his bathroom again letting it all out as quietly as I can. I press my forehead against the door for stability but I can hear Daniel and his mum talking. “I told you to tell her weeks ago. I’m really disappointed Daniel, you’ve absolutely broken her heart. Before she was your girlfriend you guys were best friends, you’ve always been together. You need to fix this. Now” she scolds. I wipe my eyes and don’t bother to make it seem like I hadn’t been crying because I was already crying before I came in here. I flush the toilet to make it seem like i went and emerge from the bathroom. Keri stands up and leaves shooting me another sad look. I see Daniel wipe away his tears and sigh, crawling up his bed into his lap. “I don’t like fighting with you” I mumble tracing shapes on his bicep. “Me either, can we agree not to fight again?” He asks and I nod. 

That night we finished our food and I ended up staying at Daniels house. I spent every waking moment up until he left, with him and goodbyes at the airport were extremely hard. “tell me you love me” I whisper with my arms around Daniels neck, standing on my tiptoes so our lips are inches apart.  “I love you, so much” he whispers nudging his nose into mine. I smile a little.  “I love you” I stutter out quietly. 

Our next notable argument was about the fact that he hadn’t called me. Now at first glance, it seems pathetic to get worked up about it but I had an awful day and we had slowly been talking less the weeks previous to that. 

“gold digger” “she’s only still with him because he’s gonna be famous” “you gonna run and tell your little boyband boyfriend that you have no friends?” “he’s only with you because he feels sorry for you, when he realises there are hundreds of prettier, skinnier, better girls. He’s gonna leave you” I hear them all say repeating in my head. I finally make it home and collapse on my bed. I look at the time and realise it was time for Daniel to call me. I wait around for a while and there’s no call so I decide to get in the bath. I’m relaxing when suddenly my ringtone goes off. I sigh and lean over to answer it. 

“hello?” I say.  “hey babe, its me” Daniel says and I sigh.  “why didn’t you call me when we agreed to?” I ask.  “I was busy.” he replies snarkily.  “seems like that’s all you say lately. Sorry babe I couldn’t call I was busy, sorry I didn’t text you before I was busy. I was busy before so I couldn’t face time” I round off.  “Are we seriously arguing about this? Its my job… Why are you being so annoying” He huffs and I gasp.  “Well if I’m so annoying I’ll hang up, save you the effort of doing so. I’m just trying to keep this relationship together but its hard considering you dont care and you put less than half the effort into it. I had a really awful day and I was excited to talk to you, since you don’t give a fuck I’ll just go” I rant and hang up the phone. He tries to call me back and I ignore it, throwing my phone on the ground and lay back in the back. I eventually get out and get dressed in my comfiest pj’s. After a while there’s a knock at the door. 

“come in” I call out.  “hey honey.” my mum says coming in. “so you had a fight with Daniel huh?” she hums. I turn to her confused. “when you wouldn’t answer his calls he got nervous so he called me. I explained to him what’s been going on. You should have just told him, and you should call him. He’s worried” she explains then pecks my forehead leaving again. I think for a moment and decide to just do it. 

“hello?” he answers.  “hey” I say quietly. “are you too busy to talk?” I ask biting my lip. I hear him sigh.  “that wasn’t a dig at you, genuinely. I get that its your job Dani, but it hurts when I feel as if you don’t care about me anymore. I mean whatever my mum told you…” I trail off.  “You should have told me what was going on, baby, seriously listen to me right now. There is nobody on this earth that I could want more than you, I’m not going to find someone else, I promise. Tell me you love me.” he whispers.  “Dani I-”  “please” he chokes out.  “I love you Daniel” I mutter letting a tear fall.  “And I love you, with all my heart. Please just trust me” he pleads.  “Dani I do trust you. I just feel like you’ll get bored of me, or lonely because we’re apart. I can’t afford to visit you, exams are coming up soon and I need to study. Sometimes I wish you hadn’t of gone” I admit feeling selfish.  “I know” he replies. “I don’t mean it in a bad way. I love that you have this opportunity, I just miss you”  “I miss you too. I’ll be home for christmas, then graduation” he informs me and I perk up.  “I’ll be counting down the days” I giggle. 

“Daniel we need to go bro” I hear someone say in the background.  “can you give me a second” he says back.  “Daniel its ok. Go. I’ll speak to you tomorrow” I say..  “Are you sure?” he asks.  “positive” “You’re not mad?”  “Go!” I laugh.  “Fine. Speak to you tomorrow. Night gorgeous”

Graduation came around soon enough and I was ecstatic to see Daniel since by then, I hadn’t seen him since Christmas. He had been moaning for months about how much he missed me in LA so I had arranged everything and as part of his graduation present, I was moving to LA with him. During the time he was away and with the help of Christina i had started YouTube. It grew easier to ignore the girls at school and eventually they gave up. Dont get me wrong I had I had other friends beside Dani and they were all devastated we had graduated, with mostly everyone going to different universities and me moving to LA. I was going to attend school there while I carried on YouTube.

“Hey Dani, can I give you your present now?” I say while both our families were at dinner together to celebrate. He smiles and turns to me. I look at both our parents and they look so excited. I hand him an envelope and his eyebrows furrow, he opens it then starts reading the letter. He takes out my plane ticket and looks back up at me with his mouth dropped. His mum was filming it and he turns to her. “You knew?” He asks raising his eyebrows. “We all did, who do you think helped her pack” Anna laughs. He hadn’t yet made any movement and I get a little worried. “Are you happy?” I mutter scooting closer to him. “Is this actually for real? Are you genuinely coming? It’s not a prank?” He asks dumbfounded. I shake my head and he jumps up pulling me with him hugging me tight. He backs away keeping one arm around my shoulders, his hand resting on the back of my neck. With the other hand he covers his face and starts crying. “Baby don’t cry” I laugh and everyone else does too. I pull him closer and he nuzzles into me. “Sorry I just miss you so much when I’m away and now I get to see you whenever I want” he chokes out pulling me into him connecting our lips. Everyone oohs and people around the restaurant had noticed and started clapping. We grin and when we sit downDaniels arm is firmly wrapped around my waist holding me as close as possible as we eat. 

I fly out a couple days after Daniel to make sure I had everything packed so we say goodbye at the airport and it’s not as emotional as the last few times. “So I’ll see you in two days” I grin. “Yeah” he breathes. “I’ll meet you at the airport. I can’t wait for you to meet the boys in person” he smiles. “Me too, see you later” I hum pecking his lips. He kisses back forcefully and I laugh pulling away. “Go before you miss your flight!”

Two days later and I had just landed at LAX, I had been texting Daniel but he was replying. I had sent most of my stuff ahead of time and the boys had put it in my apartment so I grabbed the small suitcase I had and head out the airport, grabbing an Uber and heading to the boys house instead of my apartment. I bang on the door when I get there. The door swings open and Daniel is standing there in sweatpants and a jumper. His eyes widen and he looks at the time. 

“I’m so sorry” he gasps. “I’ve been at the airport waiting for you for ages.You’re not even dressed” I frown. “I’m sorry, I was writing a new song and I didn't realise what time it was” he explains. “How could you forget? Do you even want me to be here?” I huff. “Oh here we go. Of course I want you here!” “What does that mean?”“You always turn things into a drama, your overreacting.” “I’m overreacting? You forgot about me! I was at the airport alone. You should have been there” I mutter. “Can you just drop it,you’re here now and I don’t want to argue the first day we have in our new life” he sighs and tries to take my hand. I pull away and cross my arms. He lets out a breath. “Come on, be mad at me all you want but I’m gonna drive you over to your apartment,” he says. I accept his offer and it’s completely silent. 

When we get to the apartment I sigh. “I just want to sleep but I need to put my bed up” I complain and Daniel stays silent, and I see a hint of a smile. I ignore it and unlock the door. When I walk in I gasp and take a step back hitting into Daniels’ chest with my hand over my mouth. He laughs and wraps his arms around my shoulders pecking me on the side of my head. He walks into me slightly so we can enter the apartment. “You dick” I cry out and he laughs along with the four other boys standing in front of us with various tools and boxes scattered around them. They had completely decorated my apartment and put mostly everything in the boxes, away.“I purposefully missed picking you up at the airport to surprise you, now you don’t have to worry about unpacking. We’ve done it for you” Daniels smiles as I turn around and pull him down into a kiss. “Woah, that’s so strange seeing Daniel with a girl” Jonah hums and we break apart. The boys and I look at each other for a second before we all run into a group hug. I had spoken to the boys many times over the phone and stuff and we often text back and forth as Daniel gave them my number. “Yo guys, you can’t steal my girlfriend” Daniel calls out and we break away from our hug. I turn to Daniel and he’s pouting. I roll my eyes playfully and stroll over o him. His hands are in his pockets so I wrap my arms around his neck. “Tell me you love me” he whispers, still pouting. I peck his lips and then whisper back that I love him. He smiles and makes a sudden action, picking me up bridal style. “Uhm guys, do you want us to leave?” Zach asks scratching his eyebrow. “No it's fine” I say at the same time Daniel says “yes please”. 

In reply they just smirk and collect their things before leaving. “Thank you!” I shout after them, though I doubt they heard me as Daniel was already walking me to the bedroom. “Are you sure you’re tired?”  “not anymore” I smirk. 

After a couple months of living in LA I had reached one million subscribers and was nearly on my way to 2. The boys and I had gotten extremely close. They’re just like my brother’s. It was a hot day and we decided to take a dip in the pool. 

Jack and I were in the pool playing around when Zach joined us. Eventually all the boys joined us minus Daniel who was sitting on a deck chair. I frown and go over to his side of the pool. “Are you ok? You not coming for a swim?” I ask, he just rolls his eyes and huffs pushing his chair back roughly as he stands up and storms inside. I look at the boys confused and they shrug. I sigh and wrap myself in a towel going to find Daniel. I find him in his bedroom laying on his bed on his phone. “What was all that about?” “It doesn’t matter” “It matters to me” “Go ask one of the boys” he snarls and I realise. “Are you jealous?” I laugh. “ I just wish you wouldn’t flirt with all my friends right in front of me” he shrugs going back to his phone. “What are you even talking about?” I groan. “You basically have no clothes on and you’re all over the boys, you haven’t paid any attention to me all day!” He yells. “Daniel, are you being serious right now? Am I supposed to wear a snowsuit in the pool? And do you honestly believe I would cheat on you, especially with one of the boys? Specifically, do you think any of the boys would do that to you? If you genuinely believe I would do that to you I don’t think you know me at all” I scream. “I love you Dani, so much. Tell me you love me too” I plead. “Of course I love you” he sighs tiredly. “I was just jealous. I know there will be someone more talented than me or more attractive that can scoop you up at any moment and I don’t want to lose you” he admits. “There will never be anyone better than you. Why would you even think like this? do you even realise how talented you are? Dani, you play like 72 instruments and your voice is the most beautiful thing I’ve ever heard. It literally gives me chills. And seriously, can we just talk about how attractive you are? Dani, believe me you’re hot” I smirk walking up to him, laying my hand on his abs as he was still shirtless from laying by the pool. He bites his lip and wraps his arms around me, laying them on my ass. “I’m serious. I dont think I’ve ever saw somebody as attractive as you and I count myself lucky to be with you everyday because theres more of a chance you’re going to get scooped up. As far as I’m concerned you won’t ever lose me” I say and he smiles. He brings our lips together.  “Im sorry” he apologises.  “Its ok” I reply. “I’m sorry for making it seem like I was flirting with the boys, I literally think of them as brothers its kind of gross you’d think that” I snort and he laughs. 

“I hear laughter are you two done fighting?” Jack shouts upstairs.  “Yes” I shout back through my laughter as Daniel had placed his lips to my neck.  “are you smashing again?” Corbyn asks. I blush as Daniel replies with.  “Just give us 20 minutes” 

I start thinking about our arguments as I’m getting ready for an music award show. I had been invited as a youtuber but I was also attending as Daniels girlfriend. 

Someone knocks on the bathroom door as I’m finishing applying my lipstick. I yell that they can come in and before I know it warm arms are wrapped around me. I look in the mirror and grin at Daniel. He starts placing kisses on my exposed shoulder and neck and I close my eyes leaning back against him. 

“You look so beautiful” he whispers. I open my eyes and his smile widens.  “You look really handsome yourself, I’m so lucky” I whisper back admiring his outfit. He tightens his grip on my waist then lets go of me. He backs away and then Zach sticks his head in. “cars here guys” he informs us and we nod following him out the door. We join up with the boys, Logan and Christina who had flown over after receiving her own invitation, so coming to visit Corbyn was just a bonus for her. 

When we arrived at the red carpet we separated from the boys so they could go do their interviews as a band, Logan split off with his team so Christina and I made the executive decision to stick together. We take a couple single shots for the paparazzi then join up together. We head over to one of the interviewers and start chatting. 

“Hello girlies. A little birdy told me you two came with your boyfriends?” she grins and we do too.  “uh yeah, super excited to see them” Christina nods.  “Yeah, you live in New York right? How do you do the long distance thing?”  “Yeah how do you do that?” I laugh. “If I were away from Dani for that long I’d go insane. I’m actually kind of missing him right now” I say and the interviewer nods.  “I think we’re just used to it. We talk all the time on the phone, facetime, texting… and it just makes it extra special when we finally get to see each other again.” Christina smiles and my heart melts.  “Goals” I pout at the camera and she hits me on the arm. “If you want to see couple goals her and Daniel are the cutest” she laughs.  “Oooh yes, Daniel, they’re in the same band aren’t they?” the interviewer asks looking at me for confirmation and I nod. “How did you two meet?”  “Well its going to sound like the cheesiest and most cliche thing ever but we’ve been friends since we were little and then one day we came to the conclusion that we had mutual feelings for one another and we started dating. We’ve been together nearly 3 years now” I explain.  “Wow that’s a long time for a young couple!” she exclaims and I nod.  “Look at her face, she’s so in love” Christina snorts and that moment I feel someone press a kiss to my cheek and turn to see Dani running back over to the boys. I blush even harder than before and they make jokes about it before we talk about youtube briefly before moving on. We eventually finish press and head inside to our seats. The boys are already there and they stand up when they see us. They let us past and we sit down, soon enough the show starts. 

We end up meeting lots of celebrities and a couple fans. At one point Christina and I had shed our heels and were dancing to the music with Taylor Swift and Vanessa Hudgens. The boys recorded the entire thing and at one point we had been filmed for TV and the jumbo screens. When the show ends we head to an after-party at Logan’s house. I assume to stick by Daniel’s side but as soon as we get there he ditches me. I frown as he makes his way over to a couple people who I assume he knows by how he greets them. I look at Corbyn and he had his arms wrapped around Christina introducing her to people. I furrow my eyebrows and head to the kitchen to get a drink. 

I’m alone for a while until I see some youtube friends. They make their way over and I hug them. We end up going for a dance in the living room. After a little while I decide to head outside for a bit of fresh air, nobody else is outside until I feel arms wrap around me and I grin and turn around wrapping my arms around their neck. My eyes widen and I immediately step back. The boy smirks and leans down to my ear. 

“Glad you’re happy to see me, I saw you dancing and couldn’t help myself” he laughs wrapping his arms around my waist. I cringe and try to pull his arms away from me.  “Please leave me alone. I have a boyfriend” I inform him but he just laughs.  “yeah right. Come on we can have some fun” he says leaning down again to kiss my neck. I squirm against him and let a tear drop when he starts reaching under my dress. 

All of a sudden he’s ripped away from me.  “When she says she has a boyfriend, she means it” Daniel growls with the boys behind him. I let out a choked sob and run into Christina’s arms. She wraps her arms around tightly as I cry into her. Daniel looks at me and his eyes flash hurt, before they turn to anger looking back at the boy.  “You’re her boyfriend?” he snorts and Daniels eyes squint.  “Yeah I am”  “unfortunate for you babe” he says looking at me. I let out a little whimper when Daniels fist connects with his face. The boys pull him away.  “Don’t you ever touch MINE or any girl like that again, she asked you to stop you ignorant twat” Daniel shouts but the boys drag him through the house, into the front where we call an uber. While we are waiting Daniel takes me from Christinas arms and wraps his arms around me. We get in the uber and head home. The boys go to the living room to just chill for a second despite it being late and Daniel leads me to the kitchen. 

“I can’t believe I had to save you from some douche” he groans. I frown.   “Why did you leave me tonight?” I whisper. I see Daniel roll his eyes.  “I had stuff I had to do”  “You left me” I huff.  “You’re not a puppy you’re capable of looking after yourself. Well, no actually. Apparently not” he says raising his voice.  “It wasn’t my fault” I whisper. “Its never your fault” he yells and my eyes widen. I realise I’m not going to have a calm conversation with him so I roll my eyes walking into the living room, sitting next to Jonah and starting to remove my heels. “Don’t walk away from me!” Daniel shouts following me into the room. The boys eyes widen but the can’t leave the room so they stay put awkwardly. 

“What am I supposed to do Dani? All you do lately is yell at me. I had no control over what happened tonight, it wasn’t my fault. He came on to me and I tried to make him stop” I huff angrily standing up.  “You shouldn’t have led him on then. I saw you dancing, it wasn’t exactly innocent.”  “Well you weren’t around the whole night.”  “I was catching up with people”  “Corbyn was too, but he brought Christina with him and introduced her, it really feels like you’re embarrassed to be seen with me”  “I’m not” Daniel frowns. By now we had completely forgotten about the guys watching us.  “Dani we’ve been together 3 years, I think it’s cruel to keep leading me on if you want to be with someone else you’ve got a whole sea of fans to choose from” I sigh.  "I don’t want to pick anyone else, I  want you” He whimpers holding my hand. “Don’t you know you’re it for me. Everything I need is standing in front of me, I don’t know who I am without you I don’t know what I’m living for if I’m living without you” he admits.  “Tell me you love me” I whisper rubbing my hand against his cheek.  “I love you so much” he whispers and walks over to Jack holding his hand out. 

“Daniel are you serious?” Jonah’s eyes widen. I look at Christina and she shrugs, the boy’s eyes are all wide. Daniel nods and Jack hands him something,my eyebrows furrow.  “I really think its time” Daniel says and the boys nod looking kind of giddy. Daniel pulls a ring out and my eyes widen, shaking my head vigorously.  “Daniel no, we’re too young, I’m flattered but…” I trail off.  “Its not what you think” Daniel laughs and so do the boys. “I love you so much, I’ve known you my entire life and you’ve been with me through everything. I know we’re young and I’m really not ready for marriage but I do know that one day it ill be you that I marry. So I want to give you this promise ring to show you that I will always be yours no matter what, and I want to be yours eternally. I promise that one day I will propose, but all I can do for now is love you” he says. My eyes well up with tears and I stick my left hand out, he slips the ring on my ring finger and I smile wide, imagining it being on my other hand and being engaged to Daniel. I throw my arms around his neck.  “I love you so much Daniel, you don’t understand” I cry out.  “Damn, Daniel is smooth” Christina chokes out laughing a little. We pull away and see her wiping her eyes. “Goals” she winks referencing our interview earlier on. I roll my eyes and wrap my arms around Daniels waist, pulling his shirt out of his pants so I could place my hands up it and on his bare back, something I’ve done since we started dating, for comfort I guess, feeling his bare skin against mine calmed me down. The boys had gotten used to it by now so they don’t make any dirty remarks like they used to. Dani smiles when he feels me pulling his shirt out and just leans down to peck my lips. 

“Are you two gonna smash again?” Zach groans. In reply Daniel smirks and scoops me into his arms, rushing upstairs. 

#daniel #daniel seavey #daniel seavey x reader #seavey #seaveydaniel #why don't we imagine #why don't we #why don't we x reader #daniel seavey imagine #seavey imagine #why dont we #why don't we imagines #imagine #imagines #x reader

[dk-s]

hi! i hope you're doing well! i'm so sorry for taking forever to send this but this week has been ✨ stressful ✨ i'm supposed to get my first decision from a uni on tuesday which is like too soon yet too far all at the same time. and all of my teachers gave so much projects/exams this week and next week and realistically it's bc they have to fill up the gradebook before the mid-quarter progress reports are released + finish up stuff before winter break but I FEEL LIKE THE UNIVERSE HATES ME! anyway i've been sleeping terribly & getting stress-induced nightmares like every night :( the one good thing is that since i've been so stressed abt my schoolwork, i haven't been thinking abt the decision as much as i would probably be if i had less work? idk this turned into a RANT i'm sorry 🥺

oh!! i do really really love 24h and my my ! ((maybe i religiously rewatch the 24h mv just so i can replay the mingyu scene over and over again)) but i think my favorite svt song is probably pinwheel or thanks? i have been really enjoying all my love and bring it lately as well!! and my favorite song ever changes like all the time but the two songs that are consistently my top songs are pinwheel and bts' epilogue: young forever!

"my usual habit of basing my entire personality on whatever media piece im currently consuming" - YES????? i have never related so hard to anything ever. and if i could i would totally make a flower crown rn but 😔 the flowers are all dead here 😔 but we got our first snow yesterday so that was exciting!

also i saw that post you rb'ed about living in a log cabin in the mountains w a fireplace and quilts and I JUST WANT

omg i love it when people have tiny platters for all of their toppings, jams, etc. like!!! that is the cutest thing ever please take my hand in marriage.

AHH yes i forgot to convert to celsius but it is very cold and i am not okay!!! at least i have an excuse to wear all of super fuzzy clothing and sweaters though!!

stay safe!! & enjoy your summer!! i hope you smile & sleep well today!! i love you!! 💖

~age twin anon

hii!! aa i’m replying so late and i was like wait a sec i got to reply to smth in my inbox!!! im so sorry :((((((

wait!! ur first uni decision?! good luck im rooting for u and i just know ur gonna do amazing my mind is calculating whether tuesday has already passed but like god i get u w the projects and exams honestly its insane esp close to when reports are due because they just PILE work on to u like ma’am i have a life right now outside of being stuck at my desk writing extended answers on the contraction of muscles?! dont stress to much bb and remember to take time for urself!!! i hope it all goes well for u and thats fine u can rant whenever u want im 👂 also isn’t that such a beautiful emoji

i watch the 24h music video n just lose my mind over mingyu esp that scene in the first verse w the black jacket tiddies out curly hair i !!! jungkook mingyu fashion magazine WHEN and oh!! i havent heard either of those songs (bc i suck at listening to new music) but i’ll check them out!! and aa young forever gets me in tears every time i will never stop talking about it <3

and the media thing is SO true like its smth that i really need to change but also it def changes things up for me!! and omg u get snow?! i wishhh but like australia has snow in like one part and its in this particular place in the alps on the other side of the country and it snows there for a week at most :( but one day im gonna see the snow more!! and yess i would love to live in a warm cabin w a crackling fireplace n a grand bookshelf as well as warm, stuffed quilts that i can bundle myself into!!

i have tiny platters for jam n toppings and cream 👉👈 so uhhhh 💍 here u go!!

cold weather is still better than summer weather >>> i said what i said!! n stay safe as well!!! i love u!!!!

#answered #age twin anon #u!! cutie!!!

[punkholland]

Transfer Student pt. 3

pt1 pt2

Prompt: coming from the american school of witchcraft and wizardry, Ilvermorny, the new student at hogwarts seems to impress everyone.

Pairing: Draco Malfoy x The Reader

Words: 1121

Warnings: Hufflepuff reader!!!

"You look so stunning!" Y/N complimented her friend, who twirled in her dress. "You should totally wear that to the ball!" The two of them grinned, her friend spinning around in her dress once more.

"You can head out to dinner, I'll catch up with you after I change back into my robes!" Y/N nodded, and headed out of the girls dormitory.

Y/N headed to the Great Hall, everyone chatting with one another. Laughter came from the Gryffindor table, some of the Slytherins glaring at them. Y/N never understood the rivalry between them, but continued to mind her own business as she took a seat at the Hufflepuff table.

"Oh man I'm starving!" Y/N called out, everyone laughing at her.

"You always say that don't you?" Someone next to her asked, Y/N shrugging.

"I just happen to have a large appetite." She grinned, taking some chicken that was on her plate.

Loads of people continued to joke around, everyone glad that exams were over, and that Christmas break was heading their way.

"Y/N," Someone spoke her name, gaining her attention.

"Draco, hey!" Y/N exclaimed, when she saw him standing behind her. "I was actually about to go talk to you, what a coincidence!" Y/N smiled, as Draco stood there behind her.

Draco took in a nervous breath, before standing up on a bench, everyong looking their way. "Y/N, would you like to accompany me to the Yule Ball as my date?" Draco asked as loud as possible, on lookers watched Y/N, adn waited for her answer.

"Y-Yeah, I'd love to.." She squeaked out, her face turning scarlet red. People cheered, most of them congratulating the two as they headed out of the Great Hall.

Draco sat next to her on the bench, the two of them watching everyone flood out of the Great Hall. Y/N had so much going through her mind she couldn't think of anything to say to him.

"You alright? Whats on your mind?" Draco asked, watching Y/N crack her knuckles, a habit she did when she was nervous, or when she was thinking about something.

"I just didn't think you'd ask me, thats all." Y/N shrugged, Draco frowning.

"Y/N I've spent these past couple of months learning everything about you, you really didn't think i wouldnt ask you?" Draco spoke  as if everyone knew he was going to ask her, and everyone did, all except Y/N.

Y/N shook her head. "I actually didn't think you would." She then shrugged, before leaning her head on his shoulder.

"What color dress are you wearing?" Draco asked after a moment of silence, Y/N looking up at him.

"Color? I was thinking maybe blue or yellow, but I haven't decided." Y/N told him, then stood up. "Why'd you ask?" Draco slightly smirked as he stood up.

"We've got to match now, don't we?" Draco smirked as Y/N giggled at him.

The two of them headed out, Y/N cracking a joke once in a while, Draco laughing. Y/N bumped into someone, immediately apologizing.

"Gosh im sorry, I wasnt looking!" Y/N mumbled, while Draco spoke behind her, glaring at the person she bumped into.

"Weasley, can't you look where you're goi-" Y/N gave him a look, shutting him up.

"Draco i wasn't looking where i was going, theres no need in trying to start something." Y/N told him, Draco tried to say something, but got another look from Y/N.

"Yeah Malfoy." One of them with glasses snickered, Y/N looking at him.

"Potter, you bloody gi-" Draco started off, but was cut off by Y/N.

"Draco Malfoy I dare you to finish that sentence." Y/N told him off, not wanting to deal with him and his snarky comments.

"Y/N, they-" Draco stopped, sighing, before beginning to start walking, making Y/N grin.

"Sorry to trouble you guys, I hope you guys have a nice night!" Y/N waved before chasing after Draco, who had began ranting about Potter and his friends.

"Sometimes you just have to kill them with kindness, thats all." Y/N told him, making Draco pout.

"But that Granger punched me in the face last year!" He complained, Y/N rolling her eyes as they walked up the stairs.

"Oh hush up, your fine. Now are we done talking about them? I hate hearing you all angry and worked up." Draco didn't say anything and nodded, following her step after step.

The two of them wandered around the castle, till it was time they had to part ways to their common rooms. Draco walked Y/N to the door of her common room, which was at the rightside of the kitchen hall, like he always did whenever they spent time together.

"Goodnight, Y/N." Draco told her, giving her a hug, before starting to head to the Slytherin common room.

"Wait, Draco!" He paused, and made his way back to her. "What are we? Like what would you consider us now?" Y/N asked, looking up at Draco, since he towered over her.

"We can be whatever you want us to be." He shrugged, stuffing his hands into his robe pockets.

"Ok," Y/N nodded, pulling him into her embrace once more. "Night Draco!" She grinned, before opening the door to the Hufflepuff common room, and climbing in, leaving Draco standing there confused.

Once Y/N was inside the common room, she was bombarded with questions about her and Draco. As most of the Hufflepuffs fell asleep, Y/N and one of her friends continued to talk about the Yule Ball, and what they would wear, and all exciting stuff like that.

"Im not sure what dress i should wear, I have a nice blue one, or a really cute yellow one, but im not sure." Y/N shrugged, and her friend encouraged her to show her the dresses.

Y/N pulled the dresses out of her trunk, and showed them to her friend. Her friend had told her to go with the blue, since it brought out her eyes. The two of them continued to talk, her friend explaining how no one had ever seen Draco act like how he acted with her ever, Y/N instantly becoming a tomato. The two of them fell asleep after a while, Y/N still having the thought of whatever her and Draco were supposed to be on her mind.

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[queenangst]

HEYO I SHIRHOPE U HAD A GREAT DAY!! im finally palidone with most of my exams! i haven't finished watching season 2 yet bc my wifi is crap and turns voltroff if i use it too much but i saw most of the spoilers anyways on tumblr so. also i saw some posts where keith made a pun??? im not even sure if that actually happened but tbh that made my entire week. a lot of ppl were saying that lance and hunk didn't get a lot of screen time which is :/ i hope season 3 will be more lance and hunk centered

this turned into a lowkey review/rant abt season 2 sorry

(tl;dr season 2 was good and left me wanting more. like, overall, i’m fairly happy with it. but it also left me pretty bitter.)

i mean... season 2 was good no doubt, and the finale was absolutely STUNNING in every way - like the buildup and the visuals and the story!!!!! they really really did a good job and mmmmnnn that one scene with haggar’s reveal that’s such a good setup for allura character developmentish in s3 my goodness

vague vague spoilers ahead

well see s3 was super focused on developing keith as a character and delving into his. past.. and.. putting him to the test so he can do.. the Thing (TM) goddamnit and that was really cool watching keith grow!! and yeah, he made a joke, and it was p funny. pidge got some amazing moments too, really stepped up to the plate tech-wise and really connecting with her lion and with, uh, nature? 

shiro’s arc wasn’t as present (NOR IS HE) but this struggle between shiro and zarkon was, imo, pretty well-written, how they contrasted as black paladins/relationship with the black lion man that scene in the weird, like, plane of existence was wow, kinda trippy and scary and “BEAT HIM UP SHIRO” like

the ENDING THO i’m Suffering 

about hunk and lance: i’m... not happy. to say the least. i feel like there was so much potential from season 1 to carry over to this season, but in the light of focusing on keith, hunk and lance got a little... lost. nonexistent. like in some of the later episodes, lance will only get a few lines??? not only that, but hunk, i felt, was demoted to comic relief and his passion for food - note, i’m not saying food isn’t a big part of who hunk is/unimportant, but it centered so much around it that i just felt really cheated?

i mean, they had a couple great moments. that lasted, for like, less than a minute. 

about lance specifically: back before s2 was out, we were told he was going to get to shine a little leadership wise on the ocean planet, and watching it, i didn’t feel that. he did contribute a lot to solving the conflict, but leadership? not there. there was this one really great scene though where lance, like, totally makes that damn bomb ass shot because he’s our sharpshooter !!!!! and like, he’s floating in space in a difficult position fairly far away with a hard shot that could possibly hit an ally as doors are closing... and he makes it. and then all he gets, p much, is a good job and like, when he brings it up later, it feels really dismissed. 

(he gets one (1) insecurity scene. it was lovely and heartbreaking and i could write an essay on those 15 secs he’s actually on screen) 

about hunk: sunshine son!! i think he got slightly more screen time than lance (like, marginally) bc he does go on this one mission with keith and he does really well and i’m really proud of him!! but yeah his treatment wasn’t good either - he was here for a good laugh (nice, but i want more than that) and like, hey, he can make some food that doubles as a plot device! but like i feel like his role as an engineer is so underrated next to pidge, like suddenly pidge understands everything while his understanding of tech relates to food. please. 

i wish s2 had been more balanced character wise. the plot was interesting, the baCKSTORY was interesting, the characters that showed up were interesting and, by the way, SLAV IS SOOO RELATABLE AND CORAN IS AN ABSOLUTE STAR THIS SEASON

but it’s like, you can have a focus on certain characters and their growth and arc and not completely erase others. like, it’s possible, guys. i get it - center s2 around keith, pidge, and shiro (SHIRO WHAT THE FUCK WHERE WHAT TTHE FUKC) but that doesn’t mean hunk and lance are there for kicks and giggles. 

also allura, i see some setup for season 3. i mean, she’s kinda immature this season, has this really stubborn, set mindset but there’s so much potential for her to break from that in season 3 esp with keith and haggar and the other paladins and whatever, so like, she’s not my top character atm but i’m hopeful for her 

i won’t be happy if s3 switches hunk + lance / keith, pidge, + shiro, though. like, if those 2 get their arcs, please don’t cut out the others. i mean, not that they have much of a choice shiRO, but, you know. 

(coran. what a star.)

s2 was really good overall!!!! i was excited watching it (for the most part) and they kept me on my toes, there were some really great moments, and a lot of material to work with fanfic wise (ha! (i updated familiar by the way if u wanna read it and if ur still reading this damn post)) and like, i do need season 3, like, right now, so i guess they made their goal 

yah. season 2. what a wild. fucking ride. like, honestly. 

shiro’s face describes my mood exactly. forever.

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