#jonghyun fics

[xotaemintol]

FLIRTY JONGHYUN THOUGHTS//SMUT

::This is in no way, shape, or form, meant to be disrespect or hurtful/triggering to anyone, this is purely FICTIONAL and not at all real nor is it meant to seem that way. I understand that there are some who would disagree with smut of Jonghyun being written and I will consider everyone's points as best as I can, I did ask in a poll how people would feel and the majority have said that they would not feel uncomfortable or dislike it, if you are uncomfortable with it or dislike it, please keep scrolling or leave me constructive criticism/feedback obviously nothing hateful or harmful), I'II be sure to consider your point:) if not, enjoy!::

“Said baby come fuck with a pro” ~ Persian Rugs

I can't stop thinking about how good Jonghyun would be at flirting, the way he'd flash you a panty-dropping smile as he's walking beside you, and how good he'd look wearing a plain white shirt with the classic black jeans and a small gold chain to add an extra ‘hemp’. How his hand would brush yours and how everytime you say something that surprises him he'd go: “Really?!” The way he'd smell so good too, every time he slyly bumps into your side you’d catch a whiff of him and your knees go weak, don’t think it’s an accident either, he knows what he’s doing when he looks at you with those shiny puppy-like eyes, and that pussy throbbing smile, he knows that he’s eating away at your self-control with every compliment and every question and he loves seeing how you react, although he’s shy at first, he plays one hell of a game.

Give him three minutes and he’ll have your number, address, every social you have, your friends and family’s names, a date and time, and your ring size. He could talk you out of your panties before you even realize what’s happening, Don’t catch him when he’s out in public at night that man is absolutely unstoppable, and adding the romantic and suggestive elements of nighttime only makes him more dangerous. You’d be leaving the convenience store just as he’s going in and of course, he sees you and can’t miss his chance, so he’ll rush in and buy what he needs, and instead of getting back in his car he’ll catch up to you and politely stop you.

“Excuse me miss.” His opener and insanely irresistible voice immediately catch your attention and when you look at him all he has to do is say that he wants you, he doesn’t even need to speak but of course, you can’t give it up that easily, so you walk and talk for a while, getting to know the basics about each other. Names, hobbies, occupations, love lives, and all the other simple things, your conversation goes smoothly and flows so perfectly, You both perfectly bounce off of each other’s sentences so easily that it seems like you’ve met the man of your dreams. When he offers to drive you back home and tells you that his car is just around the corner you jokingly say that he seems like a player, to which he’d laugh and deny as you walk back to his car. The inside would be so clean and smell so good that it would immediately turn you on, As soon as he turns on the radio and starts to softly speak to you it’s wraps. A quick detour from your house to his and some passionate kisses later and you’re suddenly in his bed, undressed, and high on endorphins. And his game doesn’t just stop when you hit the bed, No no no, Jonghyun easily checks all the boxes.

A soft dom with an amazing bedroom voice, guiding you sweetly and building you up with ease as he’s touching you, everything you thought about sex is completely changed and turned inside out in the best ways possible. Being a pleaser whose main goal is to leave you on cloud nine Jonghyun would be able to make you cum multiple times without making you feel too sensitive to go on, somehow with every time you finish you crave more instead of being worn out, not to mention the way he’d encourage you, telling you that you’re doing such a good job, asking you if that feels good, asking you if that’s the spot you like and if you want more, you don’t have to beg either, he’s quick to give and he’s going to give and give until you are beyond satisfied. By the time he starts to fuck you it’s like your whole body has ripped into a million pieces and become something completely new, his stroke game is so good that it feels like he was reaching parts of you that had never even been imagined before, being able to bring you to a height that you’ve never known was reachable with slow and steady movements. Every time he moves forward your whole body reacts, and the chills don’t stop for a second, while with others it’s always a come and go, a “find the right spot.” With Jonghyun, every spot is the right spot, forget good, he’s a pro. When it’s unfortunately over, you almost immediately fall asleep, you’re too tired to even take the water he offered or the shower and clothes. Of course, he’d be able to knock you out easily, he could’ve done it in one round, but the excitement made you pull through two.

…I think I got a little distracted lol.

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[biaswreckmepls]

A moment of silence.

This isn’t usually what I post, especially since I’m not an Aroha, but I’m moved to tears to do this. My thoughts and prayers go out to all of Moonbin’s family and friends right now. My heart is truly breaking. Sua, Sanha, Jinjin, MJ, Rocky, Eunwoo, Seungkwan, SinB, Chanwoo, his family, we’re all thinking of you. I hope everyone respects their privacy and their need to grieve, and I also hope we are all able to celebrate his beautiful life and all that he was, and all that he gave to it. Kind, gentle, incredibly talented, I can’t imagine what could’ve happened that got him to get to this point. My foundation feels shaken to its core.

Moonbin-ah, I hope you know how much you were loved, and how sorely you shall be missed. You have left a beautiful legacy behind you, and yet it was nothing compared to all you could’ve done. You remain in our hearts and our memories. You were wonderful.

Rest In Peace.

#not a fic rec #moonbin #astro #astro moonbin #i can’t help but think about jonghyun #i remember how devastated everyone was but I bc was a baby kpoppie then and didn’t get it #I’ve been here for 6 years now #Now IM the devastated one #I’m supposed to go on with the rest of my day now??? #아스트로 #문빈 #아스트로 문빈

[kikisfuneralservice]

just us - kim jonghyun x reader

summary: no one knew you like your best friend did... could you stand just to be friends?

fn!reader x kim jonghyun

4.2k words

rating: M - explicit (fluffy ;-;) sexual content

*ALL CONTENT IS PURELY FICTIONAL AND NON-ASSOCIATIVE WITH ANY OF SHINEE OR SM ENTERTAINMENT- PURELY FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES!*

It was hot out… really hot.

Well, it wasn’t necessarily hot outside today, but it sure felt like it; the large turtleneck around your neck made the weather seem so much hotter than it actually was. Fashion is pain, you thought to yourself as you swallowed roughly, looking around somewhere for a bottle of water. Maybe if you swallowed hard enough it would quench your thirst. (It did not) You quickly looked to your friend, making eye contact with Jonghyun next to you who smiled softly at you.

“Feeling okay?” he asked quietly into your ear as you nodded numbly, your eyes glancing around for any outlet to escape. He hummed, watching your eyes, tracking the movement around the vicinity of the area. “Are you feeling alright, Y/N?”

“I’m fine,” you said lowly, brushing off his comment. You didn’t need him worrying about you; but it would be nice, you thought. You wanted his help so badly, but you didn’t want to be so much of a burden to him. “I’m just… tired.” He furrowed his eyebrows, not taking your answer as all-around truthful, studying your demeanor. 

“Do you wanna go home?” You felt his eyes on you, not turning your head and taking a deep breath. He wants to be here, you thought, we can’t just leave. You could tell that as soon as you both had arrived, he was beyond excited; you managed to snag last-minute seats that you had chosen for an outdoor concert. You always tried to look your best for him, sporting an outfit that he had told you he liked on you before, which included an oversized turtleneck.

“It’s okay,” you told him, “I promise.” The two of you always had a bit of a situationship happening: You went on dates that promptly failed every time, and Jonghyun was a little picky when it came to finding someone just right that he liked. Sometimes, the two of you would just go on “dates” as friends, knowing the other was still in the process of finding someone, but still wanting to spend some quality time together. Sure, his opinion mattered to you, but what he meant to you felt different than most of your friends… You almost wanted to impress him. 

“Y/N,” he whined, moving an arm to wrap around your back and pulling you to his side, causing you to yelp. He laughed, rubbing your back gently: “Tell me if you want to go home—I won’t be offended.”

“I want to go home,” you told him, eliciting a smile from him. “There are too many people here, and this turtleneck is hot, and I am overwhelmed.” You bit the inside of your lip, feeling Jonghyun’s touch on you. He did everything he could in his being for you, but you always felt like you’d flake out when it came to things that he wanted to do; there was no way out of it.

“Why didn’t you say that?” he asked, studying your blank expression, searching for the emotion you hid down deep. His eyes were kind, and all around he was almost perfect; it broke your heart having to break off the events you had planned together. “The tickets were five dollars, c’mon… Let’s go.” You felt him help you up off of the seat, clasping your hands together as he carefully led you through the crowd of people in the audience. 

“I’m sorry,” you told him as he lead you through the sea of people. He turned back at you with a large smile on his face, tugging your hand so that the two of you could make a run for it. “Jonghyun!” A laugh escaped your lips as the two of you sped through the mobbed crowd, suddenly halting at the entrance. You slammed against him, causing him to grunt in response and hold you closer. 

“There are a lot of people here,” he noted, his eyes darting around, reaching his hand out to find the door. You moved your head toward him, meeting his eyes which were racing with excitement. It didn’t really matter where the two of you went— It was always fun just being together. You could feel his breath on your nose as he exhaled, out of breath from running. “Wanna get boba?” You smiled; you couldn’t help it. He was just so… pretty. And he was also your best friend, you thought to yourself as you found yourself smiling back at him. 

“I love you,” you told him in response, causing him to chuckle, squeezing your hand. The actions between you two were merely platonic at best, but you really did love him. Your heart jumped as he led your hand out the door and back outside with far fewer people. 

“I love you too~” He sang in a sing-songy voice, swinging your hands in between the two of you. “Hey, by the way… when we get to the shop, do you think we could talk for a bit?”

“Sure,” you said with a smile, playing along with his funny charades. He tightened his grip around you, resting your swinging arms.

“It’s nothing serious,” he said innocently, already feeling your stress from earlier still manifesting in you. It affected you physically too, and he could tell: How your body tensed up, breathing shallowed, and voice got quieter. He knew, and that’s what made him your best friend. “Don’t worry… We just haven’t been able to sit down and actually talk in a while, y’know?” He looked at your face, waiting for your response. 

“Yeah,” you told him quietly. Usually, the two of you chatted lightheartedly, but was he actually trying to be serious about this? “I’m sorry, Jonghyun. I want to be able to do things that you want to do, but it’s a little too much for me sometimes; I don’t like how people look at me when we go out.” You felt his thumb rub against your hand lightly and comfortingly. 

“That’s why we try new things,” he told you gently, cocking his head to the side fondly, “and when we don’t like them, we move on to try the next thing! And I got a long list of them…”

“Yes, you do,” you told him with a chuckle, the two of you sharing a glance as you smiled at each other. You loved how he made you feel like no other, and you treated him the same. As best friends.

“Look!” he called, pulling you into the shop, fruity scents soon blasting up your nose. He chatted excitedly, raising both of your hands held together to point at the menu board. He marveled at the ridiculous fruit combinations as you got lost in his warm eyes. You searched his face: He was always an open book, unlike you, which made it hard for the two of you, but Jonghyun was always prepared for something different, which is why he could make friends with anyone—including you. 

–

“See, I think that’s disgusting,” you told him, pointing to his greenish, brown, sloppy drink. “What the hell is that?”

“This one,” he announced proudly, turning the cup to look at the order receipt, “is avocado coconut!” He laughed as your jaw dropped in disgust, pulling your latte boba closer to you. (It was always the safe option, and what’s worse than the unfamiliar?) Jonghyun was always up for a little bit of adventure, taking a deep breath and sucking at the straw. You watched his reaction as he tilted his head, almost chewing on the drink.

“Why are you chewing on it?” you asked in a horrified voice, your eyes widening.

“It’s got… chunks,” he said slowly, making you turn your head away in disgust as he laughed merrily. “It’s pretty bad.” He examined the smoothie that he had gotten once again, his lip upturned in disgust, and another small laugh escaping his lips. “Maybe if I keep drinking it, it’ll get better…” You watched as he drank more of it, watching his nose scrunch up. 

“Oh my God,” you said, watching him drink the sludge liquid. He smiled, setting his drink down and wiping off the condensation around the drink with a napkin and then drying the table, starting to get up. The two of you headed out of the shop, sitting on the park bench just outside the shop. “Okay, what is it that you wanted to tell me?” He drew his lips into a thin line, tapping his fingers against his thighs and looking away nervously.

“I wanted to ask you something,” he started warily. You raised an eyebrow, unfamiliar with his sudden anxiousness around you. The two of you were always able to be comfortable with each other, so the idea that he was nervous about you confused you. You nodded, urging him to go on, giving him a reassuring smile and he sighed, dropping his head. “Y/N, I’m having a lot of fun…”

“I am too,” you told him softly, grabbing his hand again and smiling at him, causing him to crack a smile as well. “I enjoy spending time with you.”

“Did you want to go out on a date?” he spat out suddenly, biting down on his lip at the words crashing out of his mouth, unable to keep them in any longer. “W-With me? I know you’re still on the dating apps and stuff, but…”

“I really like you,” you told him, watching his face relax a little bit. “I really do. I have for a while.”

“How long?” he asked, gawking as if he’d never expected you to say that.

“A long time,” you told him with a tired sigh and suddenly embarrassed now that this topic of conversation had come up unexpectedly. “You’re… really attractive.” The words came out breathily, almost like a whisper. “But-but it’s more than that, of course.”

Jonghyun shifted in his seat, still unable to make direct eye contact with you. “I really wanna kiss you,” he said softly, licking his dry lips out of anxiousness. You turned to him with a smile, moving your face in to leave a small peck on his lips, quickly bringing your face back with a nervous giggle. His eyes widened, his lips staying parted as he still processed what you just did.

“That wasn’t very good,” you said quietly, “I’m sorry…” He brought his hand up to your chin connecting your lips again, making you gasp in surprise. You brought a hand up to his face, fidgeting with the drink in your hand as you attempted to set it down on the bench. Jonghyun gave up on the smoothie, letting it fall to the ground to bring both of his hands up to the bottom of your head, cradling it gently. You felt yourself laugh against his lips upon hearing the drink fall to the ground. 

“You dunno how long I’ve waited for this,” he mumbled quietly, tangling his fingers in your hair, causing you to smile.

“Jjong,” you complained lightly, rubbing your thumbs against his cheeks. You had to disconnect your lips from his, although enjoying the moment, he was going a lot deeper than you had ever intended he would. 

“Sorry,” he said quickly, separating himself from off of you and awkwardly yanking his shirt down, “too much, too fast. I dropped my smoothie.”

“Oh, don’t pretend to be sad about it,” you teased, slapping his shoulder. He smiled mischievously, pulling you closer to his side. 

–

“You have something on your shirt,” you said quietly, touching the green stain on Jonghyun’s t-shirt carefully. He had his arm around you as you both lay on the couch in his apartment, the TV playing a random show in the background. “It looks like avocado sludge.”

“Delicious,” he responded lowly with a laugh, rolling his eyes. “Great, that was a good shirt, too.”

“It’s just a white t-shirt,” you replied softly, leaning your head on his shoulder, and feeling him sigh. “You have a million of them… all identical to each other.”

“You ruined white t-shirt number fifteen out of one hundred fifty,” he complained jokingly, rolling his head back and sighing loudly. “What am I gonna do?”

“You go change, and I’ll throw it in the wash,” you told him gently. He didn’t say anything for a moment before sitting up and removing the t-shirt from his torso, chucking it across the room. He laid back down, adjusting his arm around you again and grunting. “Or you can do that.”

“I’ll get to it later,” he said, spreading his legs out. “It’s warm in here.”

“Well, now it is,” you quipped, Jonghyun turning his head so your faces met. He rested a hand on the side of your face, a small smile creeping up on his lips. He moved his eyes down to your lips and back up to your eyes.

“Can I kiss you again?” he whispered. You could see his chest rise and fall with each breath he took, and his eyes became sultry, not taking them away from yours.

“Yeah,” you said. He let out a breath of relief, leaning over to connect your foreheads together. “Please… kiss me.” He brought his hands down, snaking them around your waist as he pulled you closer and met your lips. You sighed, enjoying the sensation of his hands on you, rolling your head back in pleasure, Jonghyun meeting your parted mouth. He moved his open-mouthed kisses down to your neck, eliciting a noise from you.

“More?” he spoke up, watching you nod helplessly. “Can I touch you? Where do you wanna be touched?”

“Everywhere,” you responded breathily, moving your arms around his neck and climbing on top of his lap. His hands slid up your shirt, carefully thumbing over your chest and whispering sweet nothings into your ear. “Jjong… I want you…”

“You’re so beautiful,” he mused, feeling you like putty in his hands. “Be mine…” You brought your eyes down to meet his again, feeling your breathing slow down.

“What did you say?” you asked softly as he chuckled quietly. The nerves in him were no longer gone as he had you in his lap all to himself.

“Be mine,” he said again, watching your lips curl up into a smile. You nodded wordlessly, bringing your lips together again as Jonghyun slid his hands down to your thighs, stroking them softly. “Y/N… Let me make you feel good.” You rested your head back as Jonghyun laid you down on the couch. You watched as he appeared above you, feeling his soft hands wander your body aimlessly.

“Jonghyun,” you said breathlessly, earning his attention. You lifted your arms up, letting him lift your sweater above your head, leaving you both shirtless. 

“So pretty,” he cooed, moving his hands up your stomach and cupping your breasts, slowly moving his fingers over them and marveling at you from above. “Wow… Will you let me help you?” His hands reached the waistband of your pants, rubbing at your waist softly. You bit your lip, nodding wordlessly as Jonghyun slowly brought down your pants to your ankles, taking them off carefully; he left you in your bra and underwear, sitting up straight to get a better look. His eyes lustfully examined your body, his honey-colored body breathing in and out carefully. He sighed, moving his hand to palm himself through his jeans at the sight of you below him, making you whine for his attention. 

“Jjong,” you complained, watching his eyes flutter back open with a lazy smile.

“Sorry,” he replied softly, moving his hand from his clothed bulge down to your hips, using both his hands to stroke the inside of your thighs. “Can I move this?” His hand glided over your clothed area as you gave him a quick nod. He brought your panties down past your knees, bringing your legs up shoulder length apart and humming contently. 

“Oh…” You moaned softly merely at the sight of him between your legs as he smirked cutely up at you.

“I’m goin’ in,” he whispered, making you audibly laugh, and he held your shaking legs with a grin on his face. “Just relax, okay?” You nodded, taking a deep breath and moving your hands to tangle them up in Jonghyun’s hair as he went down in between your legs. A breathy moan made its way through your parted lips as Jonghyun’s mouth met the folds along your entrance. Your breath hitched as he left little kisses along your inner thighs, hearing his voice come from under you: “Do you want me to get you off? Hm?”

“Yes,” you responded quietly, running your hands through his hair. “Please…” He smiled, trailing kisses on your thighs as he moved his fingers in to touch you.

“You’re so wet already,” he said softly, running his fingers down your folds, the slickness making a lewd noise as you shivered at his touch. He drifted his fingers up to your clit, feeling a jolt in your body as you moaned out. 

“Jjong…” He smiled at your noise of satisfaction, using his finger to lazily circle your clit carefully. You felt his tongue poke out around the sides, feeling the warmth that traveled from the outskirts slowly to your entrance, making you violently twitch, involuntarily grabbing for his hair. You heard a chuckle from him as you felt his tongue enter you, using it to make circular motions inside. He gripped your thighs with his hands, watching his head go in further below you, feeling his tongue fuck you while slowly stroking your thighs. 

“Shit,” he whispered as you watched his head come back up after about a minute. He removed his tongue upon feeling you clench around it, quickly shifting to his next move. “Can I?” He reached for the buckle of his belt, raising an eyebrow at you with a cute smile. You nodded feverishly, whining at the lack of warmth inside of you. “Be patient, dear…” You watched as he lowered his jeans off of his legs, leaving him in his briefs. He took a steadying breath, placing his hands on either side of your head, crawling over on top of your near-naked form. “Wow.”

“Hurry up,” you mumbled quietly, giggling when he brought his hands up to your sides to tickle you. “Jjong! S-stop!”

“Give me a moment, my dear,” he said, his eyes softening, “or I’ll tickle you more.”

“Okay!” you exclaimed, feeling his hands clasp onto yours. He smiled, lowly humming and moving to take off his boxer briefs. 

“You need my fingers first?” he asked quietly, earning a small nod from you. “Okay…” He knitted his eyebrows together in concentration, resituating himself so he could have one hand cradling your head and the other at his disposal. He wiped his thumb gently over your folds, hearing your sigh of relief. His finger grazed your entrance and slowly slipped it in, earning a groan from above you. “Relax…”

“Jonghyun,” you breathed out as he hushed quietly in response. “Mm… deeper.”

“Breathe,” he told you. You took a deep breath, feeling his second finger enter shortly after. You threw your head back as he cautiously moved his fingers inside you. “Good…”

“Please,” you said softly, biting your lip roughly, which drew a little bit of blood to your bottom lip. “Just… like, fuck me already.”

“Yeah?” he affirmed quietly, meeting his warm eyes up to yours. He hummed at your anxious wiggling, desperate for some friction. “Mm… I’ll make it better, baby; don’t worry…” You bucked your hips up, feeling his fingers in and out of you slowly. 

“Stop teasing me,” you said breathily, gripping the sides of the couch as you felt his fingers stir around inside you.

“All in good fun,” he replied playfully, leaning down to kiss you. You cupped your hands around his face, kissing him greedily as he maneuvered around you, taking his fingers out. He separated your lips, turning around to look over his shoulder. “Hmm…”

“What?” you said, breathing heavily. You watched as he climbed to his feet, looking around. 

“Condom,” he muttered lowly, his eyes wide, scanning the room. You laughed, watching him make a run for his room while buck-naked. 

“Jjong!” you called with a laugh, covering your mouth. “You’re just leaving me?”

“No!” he exclaimed, waddling back to the couch quickly. “Stop laughing!”

“It’s funny!” you told him as he playfully rolled his eyes. “You’re cute.”

“I appreciate it,” he said, lowering his head as he rested his palm next to your body, the other hand moving to rip the condom open with his teeth. You shifted in your place, the sight of him over you ripping a condom open send a jolt of nerves up your spine. “Mm… You like when I do that?”

“Maybe,” you replied stubbornly as he chuckled. 

“I’ll show you something else you might like,” he said lowly, slowly rolling the condom on. He groaned loudly at the feeling, catching his lips in his teeth. A noise rippled out from his throat as he stroked himself slowly, moving his hooded eyes to yours, eliciting a shiver from you. He stroked himself while keeping his eyes on you, bucking up into his hand and letting out a choked moan. 

“No teasing,” you told him, sitting up to kiss him again, bringing him down with you as you lowered onto your back again. “I need you…”

“I need you, too.” His kisses became heated and rushed, turning into open-mouthed kisses as he slid his hands under your body to lift you up. “Wanna fill you up…”

“Please,” you said breathlessly, tangling your hands in his hair as he placed open-mouth kisses wherever he could. He held his cock in his quivering hand, using it to trace the outside of your entrance; you whined in anticipation, nodding quickly, hoping he’d give you what you wanted faster.

“Good girl,” he cooed, smiling when a choked moan escaped your lips as he moved his member inside of you. The two of you were still as Jonghyun shakily moved his hands to wrap around your waist, carefully rocking in and out, each time further inside being deeper than the last. 

“Jjong–” you started, earning a nod from him; he knew what you wanted. His breathing was as soft as his demeanor, using a hand to drift back down between your legs, gently stroking your clit with one of his fingers. An embarrassingly loud moan came from your mouth as he moved faster, playing with your clit and reaching down to kiss you, releasing the moan into his mouth. He smiled, using this opportunity to go harder, and speeding the pace up with his fingers.

“Look at you,” he mused, feeling you crumble underneath him completely. “You’re all mine… No one else could make you feel like this, hm?”

“Yes,” you breathed out, trying to catch your breath. You were lost in ecstasy as he pumped in and out of you quickly, and used his other hand to play with you a little.

“Couldn’t even find a date,” he whispered lowly, meeting your lips again. “No one knows how to satisfy you like I do, hm?”

“Yes, Jjong, yes.” Your fingers gripped at his hair, feeling his breathing get heavy as you felt him get faster underneath you.

“Want me to pull out?” he asked, leaning his forehead against yours. “Y/N… I’m gonna cum…”

“Me, me,” you babbled, “stay in me.” He let out a breathy laugh, holding the contact with his seductive eyes, your foreheads still connected. 

“I’m… Y/N…” You nodded feverishly, using your hands in his hair to bring your faces closer. “Y/N…”

“Please,” you told him, “faster…” He obeyed, moving at an impossibly fast rate, feeling himself release inside of you. He groaned, holding your shaking body, your walls clenched around him.

“Oh my God,” he groaned, lowering his head, unable to keep eye contact with you as he came inside you, holding you in his arms. “That’s it… ride it out, baby…” You felt yourself release, shaking incessantly and moaning incoherently as he held you close to him. 

“Ah…” You exhaled heavily, trying to catch your breath, connecting your foreheads together again. 

“Wow,” he said lowly, a small smile creeping up on his lips. “Wow, Y/N…”

“Thank you,” you told him, causing him to chuckle and hold your face in his hands, leaning in to kiss your nose. “Only you know…”

“Only I know,” he confirmed, rubbing your cheeks carefully with his thumbs. He sighed, looking down and furrowing his eyebrows. “I don’t wanna pull out…”

“Then don’t.” He tightened his lips into a straight line, a blush erupting across his face. He nodded satisfactorily, pulling you onto him as he stayed inside of you. “I feel sleepy…”

“I do too,” he responded quietly, moving his hands to run them through your hair. “It’s warm… I like it.”

“I only want you,” you told him, enjoying his warm embrace and soft, brown eyes: All yours.

“I’m yours,” he replied, tucking a loose hair behind your ear. “You’re never getting rid of me.” You laughed, happier than you ever were in your life. The boy of your dreams was holding you in his arms right now, and no other feeling could ever beat this one. Not in a million years.

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TAGLIST: @keyloml​, @jjongolese​, @taeminscheesetouch​, @dayskz​, @jonghyuns-husband​, @taeminscult1​, @taeminspussylips​

hi hi!! thank you all for reading, and i’m excited to announce that i’m back! a new chapter of SHINE should be up today (which includes much more jonghyun content), and you can expect updates from me on here as well as on wattpad the next few weeks. this os was a special request! thank you to all who have been submitting jjong requests! i’ve been thrilled to write them. i hope that you all stay warm this week.

- anne <3

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[imaginidol]

Taemin: “Maybe we are meant to be… right person, wrong time…”

I need a coffee, Taemin thought as he made his way to the closest convenience store from the SME building.

He had a dark hoodie draped over his head in hopes of remaining as low-profile as possible. The boy was too indulged into his phone as he entered the small store that he clumsily bumped into someone as they were making their way out.

"Oof," he gasps as he realizes that the other person he'd bumped into was also there for a coffee, but it had now spilled all over their hoodie as well.

"I'm so sorry, I--I didn't see you," Taemin starts to apologize, but upon making eye contact, he sees that the person he'd bumped into was you.

"Taemin," you smile, pulling your hoodie up, "that's alright, I wasn't paying attention, either."

Taemin reaches for the coffee counter and pulls a few napkins, patting down the spilt coffee on your sweater with little success of removing it.

"At least it was iced coffee," he mumbled nervously.

"Thank you, Taemin," you giggled, and let him walk you back to the coffee counter to prepare you another.

"Must be a slow day," he smiled as he handed you your new drink. "Are you preparing for anything?"

"A comeback EP," you smiled, "and I assume you're here getting coffee for the same reasons?"

"Yeah," he nods, placing a lid on his beverage.

The nervous boy was embarrassed about meeting you again like this, but part of him was also secretly thankful that you both had, quite literally, run into each other for the first time again in a long time.

Yes, you both worked in the same building, but your floors were at completely opposite ends of the building, and you'd made no effort to reach out to each other again until fate brought you back together. He'd occasionally see you in the lobby or walking into the elevator, but the conversations were only Hello's and Good Night's, never elevating to anything more.

"Want to walk back together?" you ask as he finishes the payment for both your coffees.

"Sure," he smiles, and you both drape your hoodies back over your heads as you began walking back to the building.

"How've... how've you been?" he asks, taking slow sips of his drink.

"I've been well," you say quietly, fidgeting with your straw.

Seeing and hearing Taemin again was, to say the least, bittersweet. Your past relationship was still very dear to you, and he still very much thought of you, even now.

You and Taemin had grown one of the purest friendships when you'd first met, and talking to him more had made you realize he was very different in all the ways you loved. His outlook on life was always so interesting to hear, and his take on music was always so unique. He was respectful, he loved helping you with music and the art of dance, and he was most definitely the kind of person you could truthfully look forward to being around, with all the spontaneity that came with his personality.

You were his complementing opposite. You listened to him and observed his perceptions on life, art, music, dance, and so much more. He grew to like that you really listened to him and added to what he had to offer. He loved the way you could hold profound conversations while at once be comfortable with his playful side. You could challenge his thoughts and offer your own unique takes on any given subject. He liked that he had someone who ultimately had a passion for art of all kinds, just like him.

If only we weren't so childish, you thought, reminiscing on the moments you and Taemin had decided to break up. There was always non-stop arguing over relationship priorities and schedules, being insecure with each other's friendships with other people, and ultimately, neither could handle the stress anymore and decided it was best to break up.

But that was years ago.

"Are we cool?"

You immediately stop in your tracks as your thoughts are interrupted by Taemin's sudden question.

"What?"

"Uhm," the boy fidgets with his straw, taking a pause to breath before he asks again, "are we... you know... okay with each other?"

"Why do you ask?"

The boy sighs, turning to face you. "It's been years since our breakup. But I still feel... tension."

"Oh," you say, looking down at your coffee. "I didn't mean to come off as awkward," you say, "but I... I would be open to start over."

"Start over?"

"Well, as new friends," you pause, meeting his eyes, "we can put our relationship in the past and leave it there, for good. I wouldn't want to be half-cool, half-awkward with you anymore."

"I wouldn't want that, either," he says, offering you a gentle smile. "I'd be okay with starting over. I like to think I'm not so... childish, anymore. Not in the way that I used to be."

You smile, and you both continue your way back to the building.

"Would you want to get coffee again?" Taemin asks as you both walk into the SME lobby.

You can feel your heartstrings tugging gently at his words, eager to say yes.

"Of course, when would you wanna go again?"

"Tomorrow?"

You smile as the boy's eyes light up, wanting to desperately wake up tomorrow to talk and formally catch up again.

But suddenly, you remembered that you already had another compromise at hand.

"I can't tomorrow, I'm busy," you sigh, "...with my fiancé."

Taemin's micro expressions are subtle, but you can tell instantly that he isn't so enthusiastic anymore.

She moved on.

Taemin nods, and with a slight bow, says he has to go.

"Maybe whenever you're free, then, let me know and we could invite him, too," he says, and after a quick good-bye, makes his way to the elevator.

You quietly walk back to your meeting room, thinking back on the what-if's of you and Taemin's what-could-have-been future.

Taemin, alone in the elevator, stares mindlessly into the wall, trying not to let his sudden emotions get the best of him.

She's moved on. Maybe I should, too.

As he walks out the elevator and makes his way back to his recording room, you sit in a chair several floors below and prepare yourself for the meeting with your team that is about to ensue.

Both of you work diligently the rest of the day, but also can't help thinking about what each other could've been if your relationship had survived the worst.

If only relationships could always work out. If only 'right person, wrong time' didn't always have to be the reason behind many could've-been-nice relationships.

If only your fiancé was more like Taemin.

If only your fiancé was Taemin.

If that was the case, could you still have been happier?

#kpop #kpop imagines #kpop fanfic #shinee #shinee taemin #shinee angst #shinee imagines #lee taemin #shinee fanfic #shinee kpop #shinee minho #shinee key #shinee onew #shinee jonghyun #kpop fic #shinee requests #taemin oneshot #taemin imagine #taemin fanfic #lee taemin requests #taemin x reader #taemin #taemin request #shinee fluff #kpop edits #shawol #kpop taemin #kpop shinee #kpop boyfriend material #shinee boyfriend material

[naegashutyoassup]

As a writer and also a Shawol, I will still write about Jonghyun. Not because I’m trying to be disrespectful or anything, but it’s because I want to. I’m doing it for the community of grieving Shawols that may need it for some closure and some comfort.

Boundaries are so much better than avoiding him all together, like deciding not to make smut fanfics of him since other types of stories can be made that includes him, but overall I feel like all resources like these should be provided for anyone that needs it.

Us Blingers already have to go through a lot. Having to see our bias get excluded from all SHINee activities and (some of us) getting harassed by people over his passing is already hard as it is. A story can go a long way for someone, and could even make them feel safe through reading. By including him, you’re giving your readers a space they never thought they had. A friend of mine found a writer that includes Jonghyun and it really helped him so much that it encouraged him to publish his own stories he has made of him. This was a smut story as well and it really made him feel less weird about having these thoughts even though he already passed.

So go ahead and be unapologetic about your Jonghyun stories. If anyone tries to harass you over it, just know that you’re not making those books for them, but you’re doing it just to help a community of people that needs it as well as yourself, and that, my friend, is the most beautiful thing a writer can ever do.

#kpop #k pop #shinee #5hinee #shawol #shawols #2nd gen kpop #korean pop #kpop fic #kpop fanfic #kpop fanfiction #shinee fanfiction #shinee fanfic #shinee fic #ot5 #shinee ot5 #onew #jonghyun #key #minho #taemin #lee jinki #kim jonghyun #kim kibum #choi minho #lee taemin #blinger #bling bling is jonghyun #ourdeathisnotyourproperty #milkforjonghyun

[rollercoasterwrite]

JJONG’S MONTH 2023 (6TH ED.) IN COLLABORATION WITH SUMMEROF5HINEE !!!!!!!!!!!!

APRIL HAS ARRIVED SO YOU KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS...

Yes Jjong's month is still going strong and with SHINee's 15th upcoming anniversary, this feels extra special 🌙

All further information related to the collaborative event is available on this carrd.

You can check the details for this event there and then write and publish your stories wherever you choose as long you share them on Twitter (see carrd) and/or Tumblr. If you solely publish on here, tag your story with #jjongsmonth so I can keep track of the stories in the #jjongsmonth tag to create a sixth masterlist. I recommend you also tag me so I can find your stories!!!

Check out last year’s masterlist, the fourth one, the third one, the second one and the first one.

If you have any questions you can contact me or contact the organizers of Summerof5hinee via their Twitter account!

Happy Jjong’s month!! ^^

#jjongsmonth2023 #jjongsmonth #jjongsmonth6thedition #jonghyun #baby boy #shinee #shinee fanfic #fic event #onew #taemin #minho #key #OT5 #april #jongho #jongkey #jongyu #jongtae #summerof5hinee

[chanyouchan]

⌕ strawberry blond

⚠ em caso de inspiração, me credite.

📆 08/02/23 | ✎ @mnini (psd)

#capa #capa para fanfic #capa para fic #capa para spirit #chanyouchan covers #chanyouchan #yellow #amarelo #nct #nct 127 #nct dream #haechan #jonghyun #donghyuck #capa simples #capa clean #capa com desenho

[jonghyuns-husband]

To all the Shawols that still write for Jonghyun (especially if it’s smut), thank you so much for making me feel like I am not the only person who still fantasise waking up next to him, feeling his smell and even cuddling him in bed. And for you to unapologetically still love him the way you did just over 5 years ago and not change a thing brings some sort of closure of my pure Shawol soul trapped away for me to be the person everyone expects me to be on the day-to-day life. I love how our community consists with like-minded people with the same beliefs as me and wouldn’t harass or even judge me for anything that I do. Thank you.

#kpop #shinee #onew #jonghyun #key #minho #taemin #shinee fanfic #fanfic #fic #fanfiction #shawol #shawols #blinger #blingers #ff #shinee ff #shinee fic #shinee fanfiction #shinee onew #shinee jonghyun #shinee key #shinee minho #shinee taemin

[princewardo]

new fic 📝

you and I collide by abrandnewboom

SHINee | Rated E | Jongyu (Jonghyun/Onew | ongoing chaptered street racing AU

"What if I told you I had the greatest restoration opportunity of your life," Key said. "Restoring a three, maybe four billion won vehicle." He rested his chin in his hand and looked at Jonghyun through lowered lashes, his head cocked enticingly to the side.

"I'd ask you where you were keeping this imaginary car," Jonghyun said bluntly.

Link in reblog.

#shinee #shinee fanfic #my fic #jongyu #Jonghyun/Onew #I know….I’m going to need you all to just handwave this and simply accept that this is therapy for me

[gayashawol]

jonghyun takes a massive shit

cw // poop

It was a simple night, where Jonghyun was driving through the highway towards his apartment where he felt a sort of clench on his butt. Usually, it would feel nice for him. However, there was a sort of brick trying to bust out his anus.

Feeling like he was bursting to shit, he stepped on the gas a bit more and drove as fast as he could while trying to hold on the poop as long as possible.

He eventually reach to the front entrance, getting out of his car in a rush with his items and fiddling with the keys. Luckily, there was a kind older lady who opened the door for him, allowing him to go inside.

He lived all the way at the 8th floor, but at least the building had a lift. The downside of that, was that most of the people using it were those with kids, old, disabled and especially those who live at the highest floor. So therefore, they would always be full and Jonghyun would have to walk all the way upstairs on foot.

By the time he reached the 4th floor, he could feel his poop jiggling in his ass trying to get out, only just to let out a smelly fart with nothing else. He took a while to take a break, making sure he doesn’t sit on his ass since it would make him want to shit.

Jonghyun eventually got up and brought the courage to go higher. He did went to see his front door, feeling so desperate that he would go on all fours, sticking his ass up to make sure that no poop would fall over as he was going to the bathroom.

He made it at last, but he needed to remove his pants by unbuckling his belt, unzipping his zipper and pull down his trousers and boxers. He sat down, feeling the relaxation of his anus as he sits there waiting for nature to take its course — only to find out that all he did was fart couple of times.

It did take a while, and after couple of trips to the kitchen to get himself water, he heard a plopping sound, feeling the toilet water tickle his hole.

Thinking nothing of it, he decided to turn around to flush when he saw a massive brown blob staring back at him. Jonghyun stood there in disbelief, thinking about how on earth can a poop this long was made and came out of him.

As a joke, he decides to take a picture of it before flushing it down the toilet when he saw the toilet water not fully flushed. It wasn’t until he walked back towards the toilet where he saw that his shit blocked the pathway for the drainage system. He had to plunge the poop, but with no avail.

He had no other choice but to wear his gloves and pick up his massive shit, cutting it into pieces with a poop knife before giving the flush another try.

Finally it went down the drain and Jonghyun was able to put his gloves in the trash and lay down after a long day at work. He couldn’t even be asked to wear pants in case another massive shit would come out of his ass once again.

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#gayashawol #THE LAST POST GOT TAKEN DOWN LMAO #kpop #shinee #jonghyun fanfic #crack fic #crack post #dumb #shinee fanfic

[jjongsdingleberry]

🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸

𝙖 𝙘𝙤𝙢𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙚𝙙𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙨𝙢𝙪𝙩 𝙨𝙩𝙤𝙧𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙠𝙞𝙢 𝙟𝙤𝙣𝙜𝙝𝙮𝙪𝙣 (𝗦)

reader is gn, mild smut, lots and LOTS of fluff and aftercare, pet nicknames (such as baby, bubba, etc)

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Content warning and disclaimer:

This story contains smut. If you’re under the age of 18 or/and is uncomfortable with these kind of stories, kindly click off. Before you intend to send me an angry paragraph, please note that this is NOT made for malicious intent at all. This was made for those who’s coping in a way that is more leaning towards the “horny” end of the spectrum. This story shouldn’t make people feel alone or discomfort, rather it should help them go though such difficult times or allow them to guide through their sexuality without feeling ashamed.

Let’s get on with the story, shall we?

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“Hey.” He finally spoke to you after he saw your head peek out of the covers as he sat down at the corner of the bed.

“I heard that you haven’t been feeling good. Is everything alright?” And with that, you finally closed the laptop that was on your thighs and went to hug him. Tears poured down your eyes as you felt your cold, squishy boyfriend after what it felt like weeks.

“I… I miss you…” You quietly muffled since your head was on his chest.

“Hm?” He replied. “I can’t hear you, baby. Can you speak up a little more?”

You wanted to burst out and scream, but you didn’t want to worry Jonghyun too much. Although he knew about bits of it and reassured you that he would love you no matter what, this thing would be the only thing you would keep from him. You felt embarrassed, disgusted and horrified at the same time. You wanted to do something about it, but that something shouldn’t mean talking to Jonghyun about it.

“It’s fine, bubba. I’ll make you tea before you sleep.* You got out of the bed to go down to the kitchen - hoping that you could leave him and try to reflect on the very thing that was bothering you. You couldn’t itch your head about it, which it almost made you want to scratch so much that you puke. Every time you relive it, you would feel a tingling sensation in your head. Soon, it would turn worse to the point where you could feel your brain making those squiggles that you would do at secondary school. Your face was about to puff up like a tomato, your eyes were swirling like you was dancing in a ball with the same person who caused you stress and the slow, but an unsettling fluctuation into darkness.

The next time Jonghyun would see you was on the very floor with the kettle just finished its little click to confirm its termination and your phone was still on. Your eyes were still frozen shut, so he used your phone to call an ambulance.

Throughout the whole ride, you was still unconscious - and all you had was Jonghyun holding your weak, unresponsive hands and warming it up with his. His tears falls to his cheeks as he chats to you that you’ll be fine and that you’ll come home with his arms always around you the entire time.

After about 2 hours, you finally woke up. Luckily, nothing bad happened. It was just your blood pressure going up.

“Ohhh…” You groaned. “W-where am I?”

“You’re at the hospital.” Jonghyun replied. “But you seem fine so we may go the same day.”

“B-but- I’m not sick-” You whined out of fear. You had always been scared of going to the doctors. Since you was very young, you had always think that doctors would hurt you and take you away from everyone you knew and loved if you stayed long enough.

“Baby… you’re not sick, but the doctors are here to check if you’re ok, honey. You’ll be fine, I promise.” Jonghyun held your hand again, and you took your other hand with his. “I promise they don’t hurt you, baby. If they do, please let me know, but I doubt they would anyways. They’re very sweet people with lots of experiences and training.”

“B-but- the knives- they’re going to cut my mouth so I can’t speak to anyone anymore…” You shivered in fear as you watched Jonghyun lose it at that very moment. He knows that you wanted to leave straight away, but he wasn’t told that yet. The weakness in your eyes can indicate that you was exhausted, the red, bloodshot eyes also indicated that you had been up all night again.

“Y-y/n… is it that again…?” He looked at you firm in your eyes, trying not to cry.

Then, you bursted into tears and buried your head onto his chest. He pat your head as he strokes from your hair roots to your neck. He was massaging you so well, that you almost forgot what you was crying about. You looked at him with tears still on your eyes, but everything has been paused. You knew what you did and now Jonghyun knew. You felt awful for him to know, almost felt like you should of broken up with him.

As soon as you started facing away from Jonghyun, a tingle of pain arose. He felt all the pain you had to go through, and it was horrific.

“I shouldn’t even be around you.” You said with a cold frown on your face.

“Me? But what did I do?” Jonghyun panicked. This went on for the whole night, even when you was in bed together with him. Him wanting to make you feel better, he tried hugging you from behind. With that, you immediately pulled him away as you clutch the blanket more on your side as you slowly took Jonghyun’s side off him. Your blanket cocoon was the last thing you cared about and Jonghyun doing his hardest to please you. He was a sweetheart, and he wouldn’t take anything bad at all. He made you hot chocolate with marshmallows - which you left to cool for hours with barely no signs of consumption. He made your favourite sandwich alongside with your favourite snacks, but that wasn’t enough to satisfy you. He tried to make out with you, but that wasn’t it either. It seemed like you wanted to be away from him.

At this point, Jonghyun had enough and was worried for you. His beloved partner has been ignoring him for 4 hours and he needed to get to the bottom of this. He didn’t want you to be miserable like this, and so he tried to get you to the nearest GP at the nearest morning whilst you was groaning and refusing to help him out.

“I-I DON’T WANNA GO BACK!” You screamed out of fear once the word “doctor” was mentioned.

“Well then why haven’t you spoken to me, my love?” Jonghyun has always had this soft voice he would speak in, but it has gotten much firmer over the course of about 10 hours. He was losing his patience, but he surprisedly kept it in and calmly spoke to you.

“Listen Y/N. You either speak to me, or this is for your own good.” He went. “Do you understand me?”

You nodded and Jonghyun continued. “So, what’s it gonna be?”

Finally after few hours, you wrapped your arms around Jonghyun and cried on him. The sigh of relief could be heard as he smiled at you whilst soothingly stroking your back to make you feel comfortable again. His soft heart couldn’t take how vulnerable you was and so he began kissing you to see how you would react. You finally looked up after the 3rd time and did a little peck on his lips.

“You’re alright now?” He asked you.

“Yeah… I’m alright now. I’m sorry…”

“No no no.” He said as he shushed you with one of his finger. “It’s alright. I know you had been going through a lot.”

In what felt like days, you finally kissed Jonghyun and thankfully for him, it turned quite streamy. He carried you to a kitchen counter and began kissing you in different area of your body as he stripped you off your clothes after you finally allowed him to.

“Hey… do you want to go to the bedroom?” He asked as you jumped off the counter. You nodded at him and you both went hand to hand to your bedroom to continue the scene.

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You laid in bed nude with Jonghyun as he gave small smooches on your cheeks. Every single kiss felt like a warm tickle as you would feel a slight tingle on your body. You enjoy being pampered by your boyfriend as he gives you all the love you didn’t think you needed this entire time.

And he was the only person you’d love to spend all of your time with.

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🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸🌸

#I lowkey miss him and I made this whilst crying #also it’s was suggested privately by one of my irl friends #shinee #shinee fanfiction #shinee fluff #shinee smut #shinee fanfic #fanfiction #kpop fanfiction #kpop fanfic #fanfic #shinee fic #fic #kpop fic #my fic #fic writing #mild smut #kim jonghyun #kim jonghyun fanfiction #kjh

[xotaemintol]

JONGTAE X BLACK FEM READER: “Persistence.”

“And I think we’re…in…too…deep…don’t wanna…pull out.”

Side note: Originally I was gonna make this a multiple part series because I really really liked the plot but, knowing me, I’ll probably only be able to get out one or two parts before I get frustrated and stuff, so for now, this is just really the set up, some smut. I really just wanted to put this out because I actually really like the idea and since I know I probably won’t be writing more for this, I don’t see a reason for it to collect dust, I really do want to write more for this, but for now, it’s just this. I hope you enjoy it despite it not being heavily detailed or not exactly perfect, the support is always greatly appreciated and so is the feedback🩷

TWS: Poly relationship, oral sex (fem receiving), fingering, and a bunch of kissing (not very detailed smut).

PRONOUNS USED: None (Fem reader)

Plot: After turning them down and ignoring their flirting, Jonghyun and Taemin persist after claiming to have fallen in love with you at first sight. After a long game of cat and mouse, they’ve finally gotten you where they want you, and see to it that they please you before you leave for a long business trip in America.

Persistent. They just wouldn't back down like all the others did, usually when you turned idols down they'd give it one more shot before throwing in the towel. But Jonghyun and Taemin just wouldn't give it up, every time you denied their offer for breakfast, they'd suggest brunch instead, you already ate? Then lunch instead? Not hungry? What about a movie? No? What about shopping instead at 3 o'clock? It seemed that for your every no or excuse you had, they had another option, while at first, it was slightly annoying being pestered by the two men despite your obvious disinterest, their flirting started growing on you quickly. Before you knew what was happening you were talking to them every day, even if you were at work, if they sent a text you’d stop in the middle of a sentence just to respond, so much so, that everyone in the office wondered who you could be talking to and bugged you about details on who the lucky guy was that managed to catch your attention.

Although you were assuring everyone that it was nothing and that you'd stop talking in days, you were cheesing at your phone with that love glow clear in your complexion. After no longer than seven months their flirting and consistency had broken you down, you just couldn't get enough of them and you couldn't get why. Unlike every other time you were in a relationship or situationship, you were missing out on company dinners and even prioritizing the amount of time you spent with them. When they first noticed they teased you about it as they recalled the way you rolled your eyes at their compliments and left them on read for hours at a time, all of it made you wonder why they were so relentless, so you asked.

“Why didn't you give up when I first turned you down anyway?” At first, they both seemed embarrassed to answer, but it quickly changed. “Would you give up if you fell in love at first sight?” You laughed at Jonghyun’s answer but stopped as you realized that he was serious. “Fell in love at first sight?” You asked yourself mentally, “How could he be so reckless?” You still couldn't help but smile though, you found it cute even if it wasn't exactly true. “Well, what about you Taemin?” you asked. Just as Jonghyun did Taemin hesitated and smiled at you shyly, his cheeks turning pink as he looked away from you and said: “You’d fall in love if you saw the way you looked at me too…” You could only sit baffled by their responses, “How can they both be so reckless?!” You sighed and smiled at them because even though you looked annoyed, you were actually swooning over the loving and wholesome looks in their eyes. “Well, that's very cute and super sweet,” You said as you crossed your legs under the table, “But no way is that why you both ignored me ignoring you.”

Their lack of response that day after you said that made it clear that they were serious, you couldn't deny it anymore after that. The two hopeless romantics had fallen in love at first sight and there was no getting away from them, no matter how much you pretended to be annoyed by them or their flirting. Especially since you were starting to fall so quickly for them both, while part of you fought with yourself for being interested in two men at once and for being so careless and ignoring your policy about dating idols, every other part was buzzing with joy with every text, call, and date. Things were going so perfectly too since they had never once tried to make a move on you, so you didn't feel like they were just two strange K-pop idols who wanted to try their luck with a black woman. But even after all the time you were spending together, neither of them had taken the next step and asked you to be their girlfriend, you didn’t want to be too upset about it but with an upcoming business trip that would last for six months, you wanted to leave on a high and come back to your two favorite boys smothering you even more than they usually would.

You had a month to prepare for the trip and you spent every day after work with them, every chance they got to make it official they seemed to miss or hesitate and you were starting to worry that they might never try making it official, so after work when Jonghyun picked you up you finally told him about the trip and decided to tell Taemin when you got to his house since you were already on your way there.

“Six months? How far are you going?” He asked, you sighed and leaned back against the leather seat with your legs crossed underneath the blanket he had thrown over you, “I'll be in America.” You said, for a quick second he glanced at you as he processed what you had said. His reaction was exactly what you were expecting, “Why didn't you tell us sooner?! What are we supposed to do while you're gone?!” The worry in his voice felt oddly warm, you weren't used to it, but it felt nice to see him get upset about it. After explaining that you'd be able to talk to them every day Jonghyun could only sigh and complain about missing you already. When you finally got to Taemin’s house Jonghyun immediately dropped his composure and told Taemin that you were trying to leave them. As Taemin walked around the counter with a shocked expression he asked the same thing that Jonghyun did; “Why didn't you tell us sooner?! What are we supposed to do while you're gone?!” Again, that panicked reaction made you smile, that strange warm feeling in your stomach as they both stood in front of you asking you a million and one questions made you secretly swoon.

“I guess we have no choice…” Jonghyun said, Taemin sighed and looked at him as if he were asking if he was sure or not, to which Jonghyun nodded with a disappointed expression on his face. “What is it?” You asked getting curious. Taemin said nothing and went into the living area, while Jonghyun stood in front of you and held your hands lovingly. “We wanted to wait till next month to do this because we weren't sure if it was too soon to ask or not.” Your hands began to sweat, the way he looked into your eyes made your knees feel weak and your heart started to pound. “Are they finally gonna ask?” You fought back a smile as you feigned an annoyed expression and raised your eyebrows, “What? You gonna ask if I'll finally say yes to going to breakfast with you?” You asked jokingly to soothe your anxious feelings, but Jonghyun’s gentle and nervous smile didn't help you fight the nerves at all, in fact, it only made it worse since he's usually so relaxed around you, this sudden 180 was making you anticipate even more what might they ask.

But nothing could've prepared you for when Taemin came back with a gift bag in your favorite color and a cute bear with a heart and card in the middle. How cheesy. You laughed as he handed them to you with an uneasy expression on his red face, “It's been some years since we've done something like this…so we didn't know how to do it,” Taemin said as he stood beside Jonghyun. You couldn't deny how cute it was that he was admitting that they hadn't dated in years, especially since you've been the way. That shyness only made them more charming in that moment. “It's hard for us both to ask at the same time,” Jonghyun said, “But, will you be our girlfriend?” Never in your entire life had such a wholesome question given you such intense butterflies, how could you say no? After denying your feelings for so long, you were finally giving in as you smiled and nodded your head and said; “Yes.” You could visibly see the relief wash over them as you did, they both sighed happily and laughed as you sat the bag and bear down on the kitchen counter. “What? Did you think I'd say no?”

After just a week of officially dating, you only had three days left to spend in South Korea before you had to leave for work. Luckily, you had those three days off so you planned to spend all of them with both of your loving and clingy boyfriends. The first day was spent with them taking you to different places you had declined to go to before, and the second was spent with you taking them to places you loved going alone, in those two days the three of you were sharing parts of yourself that had been hidden for years, the way you all seemed to fit so perfectly together made you fall deeper. As the day was ending on the second day they suggested that you stay out with them just a little longer, which you begrudgingly agreed to while knowing feel and well that you’d just end up at one of their houses, and you were right, at 7 o’clock you ended up sandwiched between them on Taemin’s sofa with both of them holding your hands as you watched a movie Jonghyun had picked.

For a while the moment was wholesome, but somehow, it turned when you felt a wandering hand slip out of your own and rest on top of your thigh. Of course, Jonghyun was the first to make a move, but you didn’t acknowledge it until you felt his fingertips inching further up your bare thigh. All it took was a glance that lasted just a second too long for the two of you to begin inching closer and closer until your lips finally met, for the first time, you understood why people liked kissing so much. The feeling of his soft lips against yours as you leaned back against Taemin gave you such a strong feeling of passion that you had never experienced before, he was slow and gentle, the way his tongue so softly slipped between your lips made your back arch as you moaned quietly into his mouth. The moment you had pulled away from Jonghyun to catch your breath, Taemin was pulling you in for a kiss as well. The way that his lips moved against yours said anxious, he kissed you as if he had been dying of thirst his entire life.

Taemin's soft lips were hot to the touch, and the feeling of his tongue against yours made you squeeze your thighs together as his hand slid up to your face to hold you closer. As Taemin did this you could feel Jonghyun positioning himself between your legs, the feeling made you jump and as you felt his warm lips on your soft skin you pulled away from Taemin and quickly stopped him with a nervous and breathless laugh, saying in a shaky voice; “It…It’s getting late…maybe I should go…before we get carried away…” As you said this they both smiled at you, as Jonghyun kissed the inside of your thigh Taemin kissed the side of your neck. Just feeling them on two different ends made you melt into the soft sofa as you bit your lip, you didn’t want to leave, but you felt so excited that you thought if they kept going you’d turn into a wild animal. “Don’t you think it’s too late for that?” Taemin whispered in your ear, chills shot down your spine as your back arches. “What’s the point in holding ourselves back when we only have you for a few more hours?” Jonghyun asked. The sound of his sweet voice made your whole body tingle with excitement, somehow, in the blink of an eye your clothes were scattered out on the floor and as Jonghyun’s tongue dove in between your delicate folds, Taemin kissed you until your lips were sore.

Your fingers tangled in Jonghyun's hair as you struggled to breathe with Taemin’s tongue in your mouth, it felt like you were floating, with every flick of their tongue, caress of their fingers, and short breath you were excelling higher and higher into pure bliss. It didn’t even take more than ten minutes for that earth-shattering climax to start creeping up on you, and they could tell by the way your body trembled, the sweat on your body made your brown skin glisten as you pulled away from Taemin and gasped for air. The way your voice became louder and higher in pitch was telling enough for them, neither of them wanted to stop until you had finally reached that peak, so to ensure that you’d get the sweet release you had so rightfully deserved, Jonghyun slipped two fingers inside of you carefully and let Taemin use his to massage circles on your clit.

“Oh god!” You cried out in pleasure as you threw your head back and closed your eyes tightly, nothing had ever felt so good, the pleasure was so great, and your body was starting to crumble as you moved your hips against their hands while struggling to keep up with their movements. “That’s it, baby, let it out.” The sound of Jonghyun’s honey-like voice only made you feel wetter, it made you need him more and the way that he angled them made that desire unbearable. “You’re such a pretty girl, are you gonna cum for us darling?” You nodded your head at Taemin’s question and looked at him, your eyes were glossed over as your face contorted with pleasure, just looking into his eyes made that feeling double inside of you. And as they both sped up you were falling apart at the seams, your excitement pooled onto the sofa and your body tensed up despite the relaxing and yet intense feeling of an orgasm washing over you.

“Oh, such a good girl.” Jonghyun praised, “You did such a good job baby, you came so fast.” You melted at his compliments as he pulled his fingers away slowly, still feeling aroused you pulled him closer and kissed him, tasting yourself on his lips made the experience feel so sensual, you knew then that you couldn’t just stop there. So as you pulled away and they got up to help you get cleaned up you stopped them, with both of them now standing you got on your knees in front of them both, still fully naked and dripping with lust as your eyes flickered between them both. Before they could say anything you asked asked in a tone so unbelievably beautiful; “Can we keep going?”

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It Started with a Drink - Ch. 1

Pairing: Lee Taemin x Kim Jonghyun.

AU info: (US) High School AU.

Genre: Fluff, Pining

Other tags and warnings: Underage drinking, Misunderstandings and miscommunication, House party, Teen Romance, Teen Angst, Jealousy, Two idiots basically

Summary: Taemin’s crush on his best friend Jonghyun comes to head at a high school house party. If only Taemin didn’t drink so much…

Total Word Count: 21k (divided into 5 chapters)

READ CHAPTER 2, CHAPTER 3, CHAPTER 4, CHAPTER 5 HERE

“Thank God it’s Friday,” Jonghyun said, throwing his backpack into the trunk of his car with a heavy sigh. “I don’t think I could’ve done another day of school.”

“Easy for you to say.” Taemin got into his usual shotgun spot in Jonghyun’s car and slammed the door shut, waiting for Jonghyun to get into the driver’s seat before saying, “Do you even have any real work now as a senior?”

Jonghyun chuckled softly and started the car. “You have a point. But it doesn’t make getting up at six a.m. any easier though.”

“Yeah, but I like getting coffee with you. It beats extra sleep any day.” Their morning coffee tradition before school had started ever since Jonghyun got his car and snatched a part-time job at the local coffee shop, meaning free transportation and discounted drinks. It was Taemin’s favorite part of his day.

“Me too.” Jonghyun turned onto the main road, his eyes focused on the street. “Do you have anything going on tonight, by the way?”

“Not really.” Taemin’s heart beat quicker as he anticipated what Jonghyun was going to ask him. Maybe they’d go to the library together and whisper quietly into each other’s ears over a stack of books. Or maybe they’d drive down the coast and blast loud music with the windows down. Or maybe…

“Want to go to Jack’s with me?”

Taemin felt his heart fall. “That’s tonight?”

“Yeah.” Taemin noticed Jonghyun glance over briefly, gauging his reaction at the invitation.

“I don’t know…” his voice trailed off with uncertainty. It’s not that Taemin never went to house parties, but it just wasn’t his idea of a good time. Plus, he had gotten his hopes up thinking he’d be able to spend some time alone with Jonghyun.

At the awkward silence filling the car, Taemin hurriedly filled in with an excuse, “Last year I heard the party went haywire. Didn’t the cops show up?” Great, now he sounded like a goody-two-shoes. Jonghyun gave a small nod and pursed smile as he fondly remembered the last year but tried to hide his amusement. Taemin added more quietly, “Besides, you know I’m not the partying type.”

“You should take advantage of this, Taemin!” Jonghyun said excitedly. “You might as well experience the most epic house party in town just once with me before I graduate. Try it, just for me?” Jonghyun looked over his shoulder and gave Taemin a fake pleading look, his bottom lip protruding in an exaggerated, adorable pout.

Taemin pretended to dramatically mull it over for a few moments. But at the end of the day he couldn’t say no to anything Jonghyun asked him. “Sure.”

Jonghyun immediately perked up like an excited puppy. “Really? You don’t have to if you don’t want to…”

“I want to. I promise.”

“Okay! I’ll pick you up around seven then.” Jonghyun pulled into Taemin’s driveway and unlocked the car. “Dress nice, okay?”

A few hours later, Taemin adjusted his collar in his bedroom mirror for the tenth time, biting his lip in concentration to get it just perfect. After analyzing it for a few more moments, he decided his outfit of a layered collared shirt, black undershirt, and ripped blue jeans was good enough for the party. He grabbed his phone after hearing it buzz and a smile lit up his face as he read a text from Jonghyun letting him know he was outside.

“Snazzy tonight, aren’t you?” Jonghyun said with a smirk when Taemin got into the car beside him. Jonghyun wore his classic white tank top and tight black ripped jeans. Taemin had to force his eyes up.

“You told me to dress nice,” Taemin said, suddenly feeling shy.

“I’m just teasing.” Jonghyun started driving through the familiar suburban streets they had both grown up in. “You dress up nicely, Taemin,” he said with a heavy glance over at him.

“Thanks, Jonghyun.” Taemin looked out the window rapidly so that Jonghyun couldn’t see the rising blush painting his cheeks pink.

It had always been like this. Ever since Taemin could remember, Jonghyun’s words and compliments to Taemin made his heart race and face go hot, no matter how hard he tried to stop it. It was only last year, however, that Taemin finally named what he felt towards his best friend as a crush.

But he bit his tongue around Jonghyun, terrified of ruining what they had. Jonghyun had never given Taemin any indication that he liked him more than a friend; he probably just saw him as a little brother.

His mind flitted back to the one time he did try to tell Jonghyun his real feelings. He cringed at the memory of Jonghyun writing that he loved him in his note with the annotated book he gifted him for his sixteenth birthday. Both of them sitting across from each other on Taemin’s bed, his breath had hitched when he read the line, and he remembered looking up at Jonghyun’s smiling, anticipating face.

“Do you like the gift, Taeminnie?”

“I…” Taemin’s voice trailed off, choked up with emotion. He sniffed and rubbed his nose with his hand. “Jonghyun…”

“I really do love you, Taemin. You’re my closest friend, and I can’t imagine my life without you,” Jonghyun said, staring into Taemin’s eyes with care.

After a moment, Taemin managed to swallow the rush of emotions he felt when Jonghyun said he loved him and register that it was only as a friend. He loved him, but only as a friend. A friend. “I– I love you too,” he said, knowing Jonghyun would only interpret it platonically now.

Jonghyun smiled at him his usual bright, caring smile, and pulled Taemin into a hug that Taemin melted into despite his heart feeling like it had been stomped on by a marching band of elephants. “Happy birthday, Taemin.”

Snapping back to reality, Taemin tried distracting himself by looking out the window and rating the different houses to get his mind off the painful memory. That was a very pretty modern house, but the concrete walls and blocky nature made it look cold. And that was an otherwise nice house but why on Earth did they paint it that color…

“Taemin, we’re here,” Jonghyun finally said. Taemin blinked and realized they were parked outside a house resonating with a booming bass and lingering partygoers outside on the porch drinking from red Solo cups.

“Oh,” was all Taemin said, staring blankly at the house party before him.

“You coming?” Jonghyun was outside the car, cocking his head at Taemin expectantly. “If you don’t want to, I’ll drive you home right now.”

“No, no, it’s fine.” Taemin jumped out of the car and ran over to Jonghyun’s side, stuffing his hands into his jean pockets. “Let’s do this.”

Taemin and Jonghyun walked side by side to the front door, which swung easily open. Immediately, the sharp and heavy smell of alcohol greeted them and made Taemin scrunch his nose. It was also loud, with house music filling the entire place and thrumming through Taemin’s bones.

“Jonghyun, where do I go?” Taemin asked nervously, tugging lightly on Jonghyun’s shirt. A group of senior football players Taemin would usually avoid in the halls passed by them, punching each other playfully until one of them stumbled nearly into Jonghyun who sidestepped right into Taemin to avoid the crash. His face was close, and Taemin could feel his breath.

“You can stick with me, if you’d like,” Jonghyun said, backing away from Taemin’s face now. “Why don’t we get some drinks?”

Taemin nodded mutely and followed Jonghyun through the maze of sweaty high schoolers into what looked like the kitchen. Jonghyun found a cooler and pulled out a bottle of beer to hand to Taemin. “Is this your first time drinking?”

“Kind of.” Taemin knew that champagne in New Year’s family dinners didn’t exactly count.

“Well, be careful, Taeminnie,” Jonghyun said as he helped Taemin crack open his bottle with his. “Don’t go overboard, okay?”

“Okay,” Taemin said, taking a sip. It tasted awful and burned his throat. Then he saw Jonghyun staring at him and asked, “What?”

“Do you like it?”

“Not really.”

Jonghyun laughed lightly at that and patted Taemin on his shoulder. “Drink a bit more and you’ll start to feel it. Then maybe you’ll like it more.”

Why was Jonghyun being so touchy? Taemin eyed Jonghyun’s hand on his shoulder which stayed maybe a second too long before Jonghyun pulled it back and began making easy conversation with another senior that came up to them. From what Taemin overheard, they were talking about college.

Taemin’s shoulder felt like it was on fire, and it was all he could think about. But he knew he needed to distract himself from this crush before he did something stupid. He felt the cold beer bottle in his hand and decided that he didn’t care how it tasted as long as he could forget about how in love he was with Jonghyun for a bit. Bringing it up to his lips, he swallowed a few large gulps and tried to ignore the burning in his throat.

Jonghyun was still talking to the other senior when Taemin saw his friend Jongin through the kitchen doorway. He was talking to a group of pretty girls, one clinging onto his arm for dear life. He said something and they all laughed loudly.

Jongin must have felt Taemin’s eyes on him because he looked around, noticed him, and waved him over. “Taemin, you’re here!”

“Yep.” Being around his childhood friend made him feel a bit more at ease, even with the group of strange pretty girls around them. “Wanted to see what all the hype was about.”

“And?” Jongin asked, raising one eyebrow at Taemin.

“Beer sucks.” Taemin held up the bottle for the group and they all laughed.

“That won’t do anything for you anyway,” Jongin said, waving at the bottle dismissively. “Clara, why don’t you show Taemin where the real drinks are?”

A girl leaning on the doorframe rolled her eyes playfully before smiling cheerily at Taemin. “Sure thing, Kai.” She grabbed Taemin’s wrist and began dragging him away towards the thick of the party.

Taemin held back for a second to give Jongin a questioning look and ask, “Kai?”

Jongin just shrugged. “It’s the name I use around them.”

Before Taemin could respond, Clara yanked on his arm rather aggressively and forced him through the party crowd. Taemin accidentally bumped into a couple that was making out and tried to profusely apologize before Clara dragged him further along to a bar in the living room with empty shot glasses littered on the countertop. She sidled up next to him in a free spot and Taemin put his beer down.

“So,” Clara started, gesturing to the temporary bartender who looked like another senior to prepare something for them. “What’s your name, pretty thing?”

“Taemin.” He allowed himself to really look at her. She was pretty, with big sparkling eyes and a button nose. Her loose jet black hair framed her face nicely, Taemin noticed, as she pushed a stray stand behind her ear. “Lee Taemin.”

“And you’re friends with Kai?” The bartender handed them three shot glasses, all of which she pushed towards Taemin. At Taemin’s surprised look, she said, “I’m the designated driver, don’t worry about me.”

“Okay.” Taemin hesitantly took the first glass and looked at the clear contents swirling around inside it.

“It’s best if you do it all at once,” Clara said beside him.

Nodding stiffly, Taemin raised the cup to his lips and downed it all at once, feeling the searing burn in the back of his throat. He coughed a bit.

Clara patted his back and said, “The second one is never so bad. Just take it now.”

Taemin followed her instructions and drank the second shot immediately after, wincing a bit at the burn but trying not to show it. He smiled at Clara triumphantly.

But Clara looked distracted and impatient. “So Kai. How do you know him?”

“We’ve been friends since elementary.” The burn in his throat was insistent and begging for some sort of chaser, so Taemin grabbed the beer bottle close to him and drank some more of it to try and quench his throat. It kind of worked.

“Hm,” Clara hummed out thoughtfully. “My friend really likes him, but I think he’s leading her on.”

“Oh.” He wasn’t sure what else he should say to this girl. Jongin and he were friends, sure, but they had drifted a bit in high school and Taemin certaintly didn’t want to get involved in his love life. “I hope it works out for her.”

Clara, sensing that the topic of conversation was dead, rapidly switched and pushed the final shot glass towards Taemin. “You want?”

Taemin eyed the glass in front of him, remembering Jonghyun’s words to not go overboard. But when he remembered that, he also remembered everything else he loved about Jonghyun: his caring words, his deep brown eyes, his pink lips, and the way the tank top hugged his chest…

Taemin shook the thoughts away and quickly grabbed the glass and swallowed everything inside it, with no regard to the burn.

“Atta-boy!” Clara said, clapping and laughing lightly. “Why don’t we dance for a bit?”

“Sure,” Taemin said, determined to have fun and forget about Jonghyun. Clara grabbed his hand softly and gently pulled him into the crowd on the dance floor, surprising him after she dragged him so roughly earlier. “So we just dance?”

“Yup. Like this.” Clara guided his hand to her waist and started swinging her hips to the music. “Just vibe to the beat and have fun!” she yelled over the loud music. Taemin concentrated and listened to the music, feeling Clara’s body moving near his and following her lead, dancing together to the beat. Clara reached up and said more quietly in his ear, “You’re a natural.”

“Thanks,” Taemin said, feeling some heat rush up his face at her proximity. Maybe the alcohol was starting to get to him now too. He felt looser and looser as he danced with Clara for a couple of songs, singing along loudly and off-key and at one point even spinning her around and holding her waist more firmly.

He was having fun and his mind felt free. All thoughts of Jonghyun vanished and he focused solely on Clara and the music all around him. After the sixth song, Clara yelled over the noise at Taemin, “You feeling the alcohol now?”

“I think so!” Taemin yelled back. “I feel great,” he said with a loud laugh.

“It’s fun, right?”

“Yeah!”

“You’re so cute.” Clara paused her dancing around and looked him up and down. “Lemme get your number, Taemin. I want to keep in touch after tonight.”

“Really?” Taemin immediately pulled out his phone, his inhibitions completely gone. “Sure, here.”

They exchanged numbers and Clara gave him a welcoming smile. “My feet hurt, I think I’m going to take a break.”

“Do you want me to come with you?” Taemin offered. He stretched out his hand for her to take it, and she placed hers gently in his and gave him a small squeeze before letting go.

“No, no, honey. Stay here having fun. I’ll call you later, okay?” She reached up on her tiptoes and gave him a quick peck on the cheek before turning away and disappearing off the dance floor. Taemin felt his face get hot, but whether it was from the alcohol or kiss, he couldn’t tell.

He spun around aimlessly in a circle unsure of what to do with himself now that he was alone. Then the music changed to a slower song and the crowd calmed down a bit. Taemin was able to peek over and spotted Jonghyun across the room, a red Solo cup casually in his hand, his back against the wall watching the party.

Taemin felt himself immediately gravitating towards Jonghyun, forgetting that the point of him drinking to begin with was to not think about him. He drunkenly stumbled through the crowd of slow-dancing couples to the empty space Jonghyun occupied along the wall. “Hi,” Taemin slurred out, leaning heavily against the wall.

“Taeminnie?” Jonghyun snapped out of his absentminded people-watching and turned to look at Taemin, whose knees buckled slightly. “How much did you drink?” he asked, concern obvious in his voice.

“Don’t worry. It didn’t burn so much the second time. Or the third.” Taemin waved his hand around dismissively, almost smacking Jonghyun in the face.

Jonghyun stood up from the wall immediately and placed his cup down on the floor. He firmly grabbed Taemin by both his shoulders and held him in place as he examined his face. “Your face is red. You’re wasted,” he said, placing the back of his hand against his forehead to feel how hot he was. “Taemin, I told you not to go overboard.” He breathed out a frustrated sigh.

“But you just look so good in your tank top,” Taemin whined, his head slumping forward onto Jonghyun’s shoulder. “Wanna peel it off,” he murmured into his shoulder, barely audible over the music.

“You what?” Jonghyun’s breath hitched and he pushed Taemin off him to examine his face closely again, his deep brown eyes flitting over every feature of Taemin’s face. Taemin’s heart skipped a beat when they fluttered over his lips.

Too drunk to realize what he was saying or be embarrassed, Taemin repeated himself. “I want,” he tugged at the bottom of Jonghyun’s tank top with his hands and continued, “to take this off.” He whined out the last syllable, stomping like a spoiled child.

Jonghyun’s eyes widened, then narrowed in determination. “Right, that’s it. Let’s get you home.” He made a move to drape Taemin’s arm over his shoulders, but in doing so his face got dangerously close to Taemin’s, who - head foggy and pounding - seized the opportunity and grabbed either side of Jonghyun’s face and kissed him.

Taemin kissed him hard, letting all of the pent-up frustration over the past few years of pining out on Jonghyun’s soft, perfect lips. He felt Jonghyun’s entire body freeze at first before he began reciprocating the kiss, melting into Taemin’s hands. Taking that as a good sign, Taemin deepened the kiss, wrapping his arms around Jonghyun’s neck and pulling him closer.

Taemin felt Jonghyun’s hands trailing up his arms lightly, about to embrace him around his lower back. But then he stopped abruptly, his hands falling to his sides, leaving Taemin cold. He pulled his lips apart and turned his head to the side, a frown creasing his face.

“Wh– what’s wrong?” Taemin asked, his voice cracking with emotion. He was finally kissing Jonghyun and he was kissing him back! What happened?

“Taemin, you’re drunk. We can’t do this like this.” Jonghyun took a step back from Taemin, still looking away.

“But you kissed me back! You want this too,” Taemin pleaded, stepping forward and holding Jonghyun’s arms, both so he wouldn’t run away and to help himself stand upright. “Don’t lie to yourself.”

Jonghyun hesitated. He looked back into Taemin’s eyes and finally said, “You’re drunk. You don’t know what you’re saying.”

“Stop saying I’m drunk!” Taemin felt tears burning at the corners of his eyes. He sniffed to try and keep them in. “Jonghyun, please.” His voice was hoarse and broken.

“Taemin, I–”

“You know what?” Enough was enough. He was making a fool of himself crying over a guy that clearly didn’t like him back in the middle of a dance floor. “It’s fine. I’m fine.” Taemin forced himself to stand upright and let go of Jonghyun. He felt the floor moving a bit beneath him and tried to ground himself before continuing strongly, “I get it. You see me as a little brother and nothing I ever say or do will change that, right?”

“Taemin that’s not–”

“Yeah, it’s fine. Forget this ever happened. Just forget it, okay?” he cried out, feeling the tears threatening to spill over again. He laughed deliriously, realizing what a hysterical sight he must be now, wobbling and sobbing in the middle of a party. But he needed to finish strong. For his pride. “And don’t pick me up on Monday for school. I’ll walk.”

And with that, Taemin spun on his heel as fast as he could without falling over and pushed his way through the party crowd towards where he thought the front door was. He faintly heard Jonghyun call after him, but he didn’t care, he bitterly told himself as he stomped off.

This was perfect. Just what he needed to actually and finally move on from Jonghyun after years of pining. Now that he knew Jonghyun didn’t like him back, he could move on. He had to move on.

The scent of freshly cut grass and vomit greeted him when he stumbled through the front door. He could hear some dry heaving on the other side of the porch and decided to thoroughly avoid that, beginning the walk of shame to his house. Maybe he’d sober up by the time he reached it.

He was scarcely three blocks away from the party when he heard the slow, recognizable hum of a car engine beside him. He gritted his teeth and stuffed his hands deeper into his pockets, staring straight at the ground so that the car would just pass him. But it didn’t. It just slowed down and drove right along beside him. Frustrated, he looked up and saw that it was Clara driving it.

“Taemin! I thought it was you,” she said cheerily as she lowered the window.

“Hey.”

“What’s wrong?” she asked, stopping the car when he stopped walking.

“Nothing.” He didn’t feel like discussing what just had happened with anyone, much less a girl he had met an hour ago.

“Okay.” She was silent for a bit, then chirped up, “Do you want me to drive you home?”

Taemin considered it. He had resigned himself to the walk of shame home so that he could wallow by himself in his self-pity. But his head was pounding and felt heavy to lift up. The sooner he got into his bed, the better. “Sure.”

He got inside the passenger seat and told Clara his address. They began driving in silence, no soft R&B playing or Jonghyun humming. God, he had to stop thinking about Jonghyun. He saw him as a friend. A friend.

“We’re here,” Clara said, putting the car in park in front of Taemin’s house.

“Thanks, Clara,” Taemin said genuinely. He exited the car and started walking towards his house before deciding something impulsive and turning around. “Wait, Clara!” he called out.

She lowered her window again and popped her head through. “Yeah?”

“Can I call you this weekend?”

He saw Clara smile wide and nod vigorously through the window. “Yes! I’m free on Sunday.”

“Okay,” he said, smiling to himself at the first step he made in getting over Jonghyun. “I’ll call you!” he said with a goodbye wave.

Clara waved back and pulled the car out of his driveway, leaving Taemin alone in the darkness. He was proud of himself for making the first move on Clara. She thought he was cute, and she was a nice girl…maybe this could go somewhere.

Taemin snuck through the front door and up the stairs to his bedroom, collapsing onto his bed with an exhausted sigh and a promise to himself to brush his teeth extra well the next morning. Kicking off his shoes, he decided to just sleep in his tank top and boxers, not bothering to fully change.

Right before fully passing out, he felt his phone buzz insistently a few times on his nightstand. He slammed his hand on the desk and picked it up, squinting at the notifications lighting up his screen.

They were from Jonghyun.

Taemin can we talk?

I don’t like how that ended between us

Please let’s talk about this

Please Taeminnie

Taemin blinked at the unopened messages for a few moments. No. No, he already decided. He was moving on from Jonghyun, and that was final. Taemin wasn’t going to respond. He shut his phone off completely so any new notifications wouldn’t bother him and, after placing his phone back on the nightstand, closed his eyes tightly and wrapped himself up in his blanket, trying to forget about Jonghyun and the kiss before falling into a deep sleep.

--END OF CHAPTER--

READ CH 2 HERE

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KIM JONGHYUN BF HEADCANONS

always wanted to know what kim jonghyun is like as a boyfriend? your questions have been answered…

includes nsfw content‼️

*ALL CONTENT IS PURELY FICTIONAL AND NON-ASSOCIATIVE WITH ANY OF SHINEE OR SM ENTERTAINMENT- PURELY FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES!*

FLUFF:

the two of you make time for each other whenever you can no matter how busy you are

he prefers to stay inside a lot of the time bc he just likes being with you

he does enjoy a good party once and a while tho

ALWAYS wants to bring you to EVERYTHING

he wants to bring you to everything SO he can talk to you the whole time and it’s like?? what was the point of this again? cuz u two are just kinda in the midst of the crowd shouting and laughing at each other with drinks in your hands

drinking competitions def

he knows he won't win but he loves to drink so he’s happy LMFSDFOS

won’t force you to do things either but likes to encourage you to get out of your comfort zone every once and a while

probably was in a chess club in high school

in some niche club or some shit that he wants to rekindle the fire in so he gets you to do some random ass shit like skiing

and he knows everything about it it’s rlly strange for some reason but also embarrassing for you bc u can tell he’s alr a pro and ur just flopping around

also an avid fan of ice skating LOVES THE HOLIDAYS OH MY GOD

every year it only gets more exciting for him? and like he is, he brings you along for it

is a gift giver 

he gets you very thoughtful presents yet he never expects anything back and you try ur goddamn hardest but the only thing he wants at the end of the day is you with him

will be sitting in a chair in ikea and go, “this is the chair i’ll sit in when im eighty years old, i think”

“yeah but ur chair is better than mine”

“i live in luxury, y/n, it’s a lifestyle”

he is one of those bitches that u have to ask him not to bring home a new dog every single day

you already have like 3 of them bc he bought one from the shelter and the other 2 he found on the side of the road and begged you to take in with him

ur lowkey worried every time he asks u to pull over on the freeway bc u fear it’s another dog

(it wasn’t a dog—it was a cat tho)

so now u have 3 dogs and a cat

not that ur complaining

the honeymoon phase goes on for at least two or three years and then it goes straight to old married couple and there’s nothing in between those

also doesn’t like going to bed without solving problems first

he will quite literally stay up for four more hours if it means resolving it before going to bed angry

he just doesn’t like being angry

it doesn’t suit him anyway

teddy bear

he like holds ur face in his hands cuz he likes just gazing into ur eyes cuz he’s stupidly in love and he likes to place singular kisses on your lips so they’re not peppered but they’ll just be singular kisses maybe tries to sneak in there a little just loves holding u he loves u

giggles n touching and u both are kind of just under a blanket just in underwear or some shit and his skin is warm and soft

you love just being on him and feeling him close to u :(

same for him :(

“honey you have this mole on your back”

“jjong-“

“no it’s cute”

“it’s a birth mark?”

*grabby hands*

giggling and sliding his hands downnnnnnnnmmnnn

just laughter and giggles and moving his hands into your pants pls he knows u like it🧍

and you grab his wrists and are like :)

and he’s just :3 n kisses u like what!!

SMUT: 

u come outta the bathroom and see him sitting in bed under the blankets in all of his glory what a beautiful man and he looks up at you like :) hey

he’s just so relieved to see you at the end of the day that’s all

you practically DIVE into bed and he laughs as you practically throw your body over his 

and he’s rushing u to get under the covers before the cold monsters get you 

he likes to wrap his arms around u and kiss ur cheeks everywhere ur forehead top of ur head just peppering everywhere he’s just so happy to see u :(

likes pressing the both of your foreheads together so he can look u in the eyes and then giggle when it gets too quiet

ahh he just likes holding u in his arms even if it’s just your head on his chest just any physical contact is all he wants

when he gets touchy he always ends up kissing u,,, once,,, or twice,, and then again,,, and again- and then ur on top of him and he’s holding you firm in his arms feeling him sigh into your mouth

just loves making out honest to god he lives for you and the noises you make out of satisfaction and the lip smacking it all makes him excited

it’s getting a little too hot and heavy but he still giggles once and a while and u two kinda chuckle at each other once and a while 💀

likes holding your waist as u sit down on his lap and then down to ur ass to touch

he kinda sits up so the two of you are closer and then rolls u over so you’re under him and both of u are kind of heaving for breath but it’s ok bc he loves seeing your chest move up and down for breath and parted lips

just likes necking honestly he likes leaving hickies too just to get you riled up. nights like these where it’s easy and you can feel his lips smile on your skin

running his hands through his hair as he lifts ur arched back up to lay in his arms

and glances down to see ur small panties🙄

he’s like oh and is like ok nvm get on me rn

just wants to feel you get wet in your panties juuuuust for him

likes that satisfaction but also likes seeing u breathily moan out his name

both of ur underwear is wet tho so all’s well and ends well

just the feeling of him growing underneath you and poking at you through your clothed body

he doesn’t want u to take them off tho

so he kinda just moves them ovveerrr

and he’s like they’re just too pretty baby let me fuck you in them please

lifts you by your waist and turns you over so you’re facing the bed but your ass is up

you can look back at him and it’s so contradictory seeing literal hearts pop out of his eyes in adoration for you but something else is also popping out 

really likes just to be able to hold onto your hips 

also reverse cowboy/girl

ass! ass! ass! ass! ass!

will ask if he can smack your ass bc pls pls pls god

wants to smack them while you wear your panties he just likes seeing them jiggle bye

he just likes touching so he has his hands theyre kneading into your ass, your thighs, your tummy, your chest

is a tactile learner

a bit of a hands on guy

for my afab folks god he loves boobs tho

likes playing with them bc he knows he’ll get a reaction from you

unrelated kind of a side note

i feel like he likes the vibrating panties too. doesn’t really care for public action either he just likes having you in front of him seeing you in pleasure

just likes seeing you hold onto the bed frame as you call out his name for him to help

and he always delivers

also will grab you by your thighs bc he wants you to sit on his face

doesn’t care how much u weigh yadda yadda yadda just sit on his face so he can fuck you with his tongue and suffocate 

holds onto your thighs while doing so

likes to leave you shaking 

he likes tasting u but doesn’t always go straight to it

so he’ll leave kisses maybe on your inner thighs,,, to around you, maybe leave kisses before putting hisbtongueinnnn

HE TRAILS THE KISSES UP AND TEASES U HEHEHEH

if he’s holding you he’ll always be rubbing your back

just likes touching your skin

he’s he’s he’s so soft abt it too

like so gentle in caressing u

and he goes to grab you to tickle you💀

just laughs and runs his hands through your hair

let’s you go wash up and then come back to cuddle :/

always likes being big spoon he loves holding you 

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OK SURPRISE! this is very unexpected i am aware BUT i just realized that i hadn’t done jjong yet for these! and with that we are done with the bf headcanons! please let me know if you’d like any more future hcs, and you know i will deliver. thank you all again to those who are enjoying my content!

- anne <3

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[FIC] Dragon and Sun 5/10

Pairing: Jonghyun x Taemin (JongTae - SHINee)

Genre: Alternate Universe - Royalty, Alternate Universe - Historical, Forbidden Love, Mutual Pining, Romance, Sexual Content, First Time

Rating: Explicit

Chapter(s): 5/10

Complete Word Count: 39k+

Warning(s): None

Summary: Joseon in the middle of the 15th century after the introduction of the Korean alphabet by King Sejong the Great. Crown Prince Taemin lives at a time when the Neo-Confucian elite called sinjin sadaebu prevails in the kingdom. Spending his existence in a golden cage, Taemin is burdened with unwanted tasks in the midst of a drought that plagues Hanseong. Wanting to flee his destiny of becoming the next king, the only bright spot in the crown prince’s otherwise gloomy life is his personal guardian named Jonghyun.

>>Can be read on Ao3<<

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Here are the design for Kim Byul-roo’s character!

I hope you guys like how she looks! Zepeto isn’t really the best for character designing, but I hope you could see what I tried to do!

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