#physically tired

[d3pr3zz3d-garbage]

Executive dysfunction/adhd paralysis is funny cus like it stops me from going to get me sh shit

And like also I'm out of energy i just wanna AJSNDKDIWOSBSIWN

#tw self destruction #baby cvts #ed not ed sheeran #self h@rm #tw s3lf harm #tw selfhate #sh #real #tw self h4rm #s3lf harm #adhd #adhd paralysis #executive dysfunction #tw depression #🫥 #physically tired

[blurmyface4]

Tears drop

In a silent scream

Tugging on my hair

So that i dont get lost

In the darkness

Feeling like im drowing

In the ocean that is my tears

Hurting my throat with all the screaming

Even though its a scream in my head

My head hurts from the pulling

I pulled so hard i drew blood

My reality is killing me

My heart longing for freedom

Im lost inside the darkness

I cant see the light

So all i do is cry and scream

In silence

Because my reality wont allow me

To be in pain

my hands are full of blood

My face wet with tears

And screams that

Echoes in the darkness

Of my mind

my bloody demon<3

#spilled thoughts #my writing #poets on tumblr #spilled ink #writeblr #original writing #blood demon #blood tears #mentally fucked #poem #orginal poetry #poems on tumblr #original poem #poetry #writers and poets #actually mentally ill #mental illness #mental health #mentally exhausted #physically tired #heartbreak

[herbalfaerie]

The bags under my eyes are Gucci

#dark grunge #goth #dark cottagecore #mother earth #witchcraft #witchy #cottagecore #witchcore #green witch #hippie #satanist #spirituality #satanic worship #v tired #mentally tired #physically tired #grungie #grunge #depression glass #sorry for being depressing #sorry for party rocking #satanism

[uncertain3teeth]

i need to relapse so fucking bad but lik have you ever been so tired lik physically tired to the point where you are too lazy to get up and relapse idk is it jus me like i physically cannot get out of bed rn i dont i just cant but i also jus cant with everything im tired so so tired

#tw relaspe #relapse #mentally tired #physically tired #i feel numb

[tfshouldidohere]

so many levels of drained and tired and absolutely fucked up rn

#mentally tired #physically tired #emotionally tired #wtf December has JUST started #and absolutely NOTHING has went right #im still carrying the PT (fuck financial statements) #we barely passed our research #i dont fucking know if we did well on our dance presentation earlier #(yes i have dance class. no i dont like to perform dances. no i will not elaborate why i am in the class) #and to top it all off #my grandpa who raised me is in the hospital #his leg is swollen and he cant move #theres a high chance that he needs to get his leg cut off #wtfwtfwtf #bitch i might just cry #tfshouldirambles

[phantomdoofer]

"Why are you always so cynical about yourself?"

#my stuff #vent post #vent art #ibispaintx #me #mentally tired #emotionally tired #physically tired #negativity tends to breed negativity #intrusive thoughts #cynicism #criticism

[fullmetaldevil-blog]

Got into a car accident yesterday. Luckily, I'm ok, but physically tired and a bit stiff from the incident. I had my dad with me at the time, for which he's ok as well. It had already been ruled "no fault" for me, and I am now waiting to see what the insurance plans on doing about my truck. He's banged up a bit, but I managed to swerve to avoid most of the impact. In short, I'm still breathing, which is a good thing.

#car accident #im ok #mentally tired #physically tired #but ok

[morning-day-yew]

Today’s emotion is: Tired, please come back later.

#emotion of the day #today’s emotion #physically tired #mentally tired #tired #tired all around

[pyxy-styx]

"Pyxy, why are you up at almost seven in the morning?" My bones hurt, and my mind is alive. I've been trying to sleep for almost two hours now. Please send help

#physically tired #mentally throwing the biggest party of the year for some reason #i have a horrible sleep schedule lmao

[random-nerd-posts]

I have one spoon to spare.

I know this might not be a good use of the spoon theory, but for the past two weeks I have only found one of my spoons, and no way to clean it before use.

It's gross and holds very little.

I had four two weeks ago when I went on a trip with my friends, two days later, it got mucked up with the fact that I lost my grandma. I had to be the one to clean out her room at the nursing home all by myself grabbing her clothes and shoes and everything that my uncle didn't have the heart to grab yet.

They are still in my mom's car.

I have no strength to wash my clothes, adding another layer of yuck to the spoon. Physically I'm fine, but mentally there is a war of "I need this clutter out" and "Why bother?" The why bother is winning.

No one really is helping out in the cleaning of the house until I ask, so we have dishes built up and no real plates to eat off of. Another layer on the one spoon I have.

What I can gather in my dirt caked spoon is I have wonderful dnd group, my big bang mods are super amazing, as well as the modators of the hazbin hotel server I help mod. Pokemon is super fun.

But, I have school I need to keep up on, and seeing this active server, and I feel so overwhelmed.

I feel like my mind is numb and even though I smile and laugh and act normal, like I'm okay, I'm not.

Everyone says "yeah, feel free to talk to me." Hugging a cat while he purrs and makes bread on you is honestly a much better feeling than just venting to someone online. He's warm and there and physical.

I just, feel like I have so much on my plate at the moment, and I want to scream and just leave everything to my family. I tried before, and it did something for like a day or two.

I wish I had the money to talk to professional, but until I can make more, my cat's purrs will definitely help.

But man, I'm tired, well more like I'm exhausted. I love everything I'm working on right now, school and side stuff. But, it feels like everything weight like a house with foundation on my chest and mind.

I don't need anything, except to just get through this. I just feel like you guys needed to read this because I needed it out of my system.

#cb rants #weight of the world #mentally tired #physically tired #i need a break #but not really

[rhinosdemisethoughts]

Tired of being tired

I am physically/emotionally tired of feeling like I need to play the victim/pity party role due to having an eating disorder.

#binge eating #eating disorder #mentally tired #physically tired

[how-can-i-refuse]

I would like to have money or at least emotional support

#life #things #I only have one cat #and diseases #I'm so tired #physically tired #emotionally too but meh I'm used to it

[miguellmao]

If summer school is this tiring i can only imagine the hell that will be real school

#mentally tired #physically tired

[floralitesushi]

to be brutally honest, I felt so traumatized and my heart sank each time I got scolded. also the main reason of my very low self-esteem and self-confidence. the main reason why I had been experiencing unstable mental health problems.

#traumatized #scolded #emotionally drained #unstable mentally #physically tired #low self confidence #low self esteem

[buffaluings]

Tired of everything🙂

#mentally tired #physically tired #spiritually tired

[casual-comedy-enjoyer]

Gotta be honest, the only thing keeping me upright is my will to live. If that goes, I’m just gonna collapse under my own weight until it comes back. I need sleep.

#random thoughts #late night thoughts #mentally tired #physically tired #just #tired