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srbachchan · 4 months

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DAY 5810

Jalsa, Mumbai Jan 13, 2024 Sat 9:57 PM

🪔 ,

January 14 .. birthday wishes to Ef Aum Sohum .. greetings of the day and the festive .. ✨🙏🏻🚩

I leave after this wish to be with the recap of the JPP game .. an unexpected win .. and such a joy ..🕺 ..

I also return from an announcement photo shoot for ISPL .. and more of that in a while ..

I return .. soon .. till then ..

Well ..

in a while ..

Jan 13/14, 2024 Sat/Sun 9:42 am

No I did not return in a while .. where I did return was the 🛌 .. just the elements of the 'nidra' overtook me and rather than fade out on the couch, chose to be horizontal ..

The ISPL , as has been promoted and delivered in adverts is well on its way to fructification and all the owners and the members that are involved , were needed to be in immortalised picture frames .. so yes , a photo cum meet shoot .. a very quick in and out between the evening hours .. with our friends and colleagues .. such a joy ..

Akshay one of the owners .. and an explanation to him about the surgery on my hand ..

Hrithik had done his shoot and had just left, to another engagement and we here were getting ready for ours, with yet another favourite, from the South - Suriya .. aah such a delight to have met him again .. and my extreme pleasure of sharing with him how greatly I admired that film song of his, on the film about Father and Son ..

Its a moment we shared on KBC, when we were having the Olympic Hockey Goalie on the 'garam kursi' .. PR Sreejesh .. and the winning moment when he saved the goal and won the medal, the KBC edit cut back to his Father, watching the game at home, simply exulted with the success .. and the song from Suriya's film .. AAHHHHHH .. played it a 100 times over and over again .. such an emotional moment .. and Suriya .. what an expression during that scene .. ufff .. can never get over it ..

The emotion of the real Father and Son relation and the moment in the game was simply incredible ..

PR Sreejesh as a kid had wanted to play Hockey, but because of his condition of lesser means never had a hockey stick .. he asked his Father to get him one .. but his Father could not buy even a hockey stick, because of their financial issues - did not have the money to buy it ..

So .. on Sreejesh 's insistence and wanting to give the Son what he wanted, his Father sold the only asset the family possessed - their cow .. the cow is considered a most sacred possession in most Hindu homes .. but the Father sold it to buy a hockey stick for his Son .. and his Son proves to all the World, what he was able to achieve, an Olympic medal .. and what a moment for his Father .. and that background song plays .. goodness .. tears in the eyes .. and a quivering heart .. !!

So Suriya .. before me and I narrate what I went through during that KBC moment .. and Akshay listening on .. and now disclosing to me that he is doing the remake in Hindi of that film ..

.. and the shoot for the pictures concludes with some fun and games

a few solo too ..

and the fun at another .. playing catch ..

Done .. home , dinner and 😴 .. with pleasant achievement of the Son , Abhishek , who's Kabaddi team wins an important and very tough game in Jaipur, against an opponent that had never lost so far in the tournament .. 🕺🕺🕺

and the laughter of success, but at the music Studio ..

And now to face the world again for another day

oh dear 😍.. this one has been long and filled with the pictorial ability of a follow camera .. apologies ..

But ..

My love ❤️

Amitabh Bachchan

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justwearthegoddamncardigan · 10 months

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Hi Rinn:))

I hope Ur having a good day:). But I literally am obsessed with Ur maze runner fics atm. Ur my fav author on here rn<3

But I was wondering if you would write a Newt x fem!reader, where she's Ben's sister and him comforting reader after he is banished or maybye just stung?

Thank u<3

AAHHhhhh thank you so much for your kind words it really means a lot <333333333

Sorry it's been so long (literal months) hope you're out there and able to read this anon ❤❤

Soul sister

Newt x fem!reader (ben's sister)

Set during tmr (movieverse)

Notes: not enough youtube clips of this part of the movie so I'm writing based on memory alone, may not be accurate, also reader's race not specified - the sibling thing is written as more of a sense than being blood related so anyone can read

Warnings: canon-typical stuff (i.e. Grievers, being Stung, Ben's banishing etc)

As a Runner you spend a lot of time away from the Glade, so when you return from a run to hear Ben, your brother, has been Stung and attacked someone, it shocks you to your core.

"Tell me it isn't true."

Newt is the first person you look for after hearing what's happened, and he blinks in surprise as you grab his arm.

"Ben," you say, your fingers unintentionally tightening around Newt's arm.

His sorrowful expression is all you need to see.

"I'm so sorry, Y/n."

"No," you back up slowly, shaking your head in disbelief. You've seen Stung victims before, and if your brother...

"When are they doing it?" you ask shakily, knowing the protocol is to Banish him.

"Sundown, today." Newt's voice is gentle, apologetic.

Your face blanches. "Right... right now?"

At that moment, you hear yelling, all the way down at the Maze doors.

"No, not yet. Not yet, please." Your heartrate picks up as you start down the hill.

"Don't do this, Y/n," Newt grabs your arm, pulling you back.

"Let me talk to him," you beg.

"Don't."

You stop at Newt's pleading tone. "Y/n, there's nothing you can do. I- I'm so sorry."

"I have to-"

"You'll only hurt yourself by going down there. Just wait in the hut for me, okay?"

For a second you don't move... but you know he's right, it's better not to see Ben stung. You tear yourself away, swerving in the direction of Newt's hut as tears blur your vision.

You sit alone in the hut on Newt's bed, everything jittering inside you and telling you to go out and save your brother.

After a while, the door swings open and you jump up.

"Is it done?" You ask shakily.

Newt's eyes are slightly shimmery, and you remember that Ben was his friend too. "He's with the Maze now."

You shut your eyes, backing up to the wall.

"Y/n, are you-"

"Of course I'm not okay!" you lash out. "He was my brother, and you sent him out to die."

"He wasn't himself," says Newt, grabbing your hands as they fly in the air. "He was already gone before we did it. Y/n, please."

"My brother," you whisper.

"I know. I'm so sorry, love," Newt's voice softens, his fingers still loosely holding your wrists.

Your head tilts down as tears start streaming from your eyes, and Newt immediately pulls you in.

You press your face into his shirt, drawing warmth from him as he rubs comforting circles on your back.

"It's okay, I'm here. I've got you." You feel kisses pressed to the top of your head, and you just let yourself cry, mourning the brother you lost.

⭒----⭒

"I remember when I first saw him." You're lying on Newt's chest, telling him everything about Ben. They're things he probably already knows, but he listens anyway.

"Yeah?"

"I recognised him, and- and he recognised me too. I saw it, in his eyes."

Newt's runs his fingers through your hair as you speak, repeating the motions over and over.

"And we just knew. I can't explain, but there was a feeling. I knew he was my brother. I guess whoever put us in here didn't erase our memories well enough." You huff a sad laugh.

"I don't think anyone could have erased the bond between you guys," says Newt. "Siblings are different... it's in your soul."

You hum quietly. "Think you had a sibling?"

"I don't know, sometimes I think I did." Newt absentmindedly curls a strand of your hair around his finger. "I think... maybe a sister. I can never picture her, or remember her name. I just..."

"It's in your soul," you say.

"Yeah," he smiles.

"We'll get out of here," you tell him. "And we'll find her."

Newt's quiet for a moment. Then he drops a kiss between your eyebrows. "Thank you, Y/n."

"He had lapses," says Newt suddenly. "Ben. I forgot to tell you. While you were out running, and he got Stung, I think he had moments where he came back to himself, just for a second."

"How do you know?" you ask.

"Because he grabbed me. Couldn't form an actual sentence, but he kept saying your name. Over and over.

"He thought of you," says Newt, looking down and meeting your eyes. "He wanted to keep you safe, and get you out of here."

You let out a disbelieving breath, and a single tear slides down your face. "I will. I'll get out." You voice is shaky, but determined.

"Good that," says Newt with a smile. "Take the rest of us with you, will ya?"

"Of course," you squeeze his hand. "I'd never leave you."

Comforting Newt >>>>>>

Anyways short fic today, trying to get through these months-old requests (sorry!). Hope you enjoyed reading :)

#the maze runner #tmr newt #newt x you #newt x reader #tmr newt x reader #my writing

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aleeyenn · 9 months

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hi aleeyenn. hi joy! i just wannted to say..how much your art means to me how important YOU are to me. you are just so spectacular and creative. i know u probably get that a lot but its so true! your shipart and comics are so on point. i always read them in the character's voices. theyre so accurate and you can tell you really care a lot about the characters and pay attention to their personalities. theyre just so personal. aa!!! your art seriously gives me so much serotonin. ive been feeling so down lately and today i looked at some of your art and it made me rlly giddy! so happy... you are so important to the osc and it wouldnt be the same without you. your content is so heart warmimg. ur a huge comfort artist to me...infact! my favorite bfdi artist eva! also your shipart has made me like the ship a lot! if that makes sense? i dont know how to word it. but for example: tacopop, liymote, NEEDLEDROP. ermmm ya, i wouldnt ship those if it werent for you. ur art makes me stim!!! hand flap!! i have screamed a few times in calls while looking at ur fireafy stuff. this part is probably gonna sound so CHEESY but..you made me proud to be a fireafy shipper? idk if proud is the right word but just enjoy that ship freely a lot more? i think last year is when i felt insecure about liking fireafy because there were (still are) so many fireafy haters and antis and were just completely WRONG about fireafy. same with coinpin. ohhh well i probably repeated a lot of stuff and no im out of words but thanks for being you! :) hope this reaches you and you're having a gr8! day or night

AAHHHHHH OH MY GOD THANK YOU😭😭😭💧💧💧 if i’m being completely honest i saw and read this lastnigjt and i had to wait a good ljke ???18 hours to process it all because oh my god… thinking that i can make that impact on a person is so crazy to me… making a positive impact with my stuff is my overall main goal with my creations and stuff and AAAAHHH i’m so happy😭💗 i get super giddy and scream over peoples art all the time and i never really thought of people Especiallt people i don’t know/aren’t too familiar with enjoying MY stuff to that extent… it’s one of the best things to hear for sure!!! i’m so happy that i can bring that much happiness to you EVEN WHEN YOURE SAD AAGH THATS LITERALLY SO COOL i cant express how happy i am… and YAAAYYY THE SHIPS YOU LISTED ARE SOME OF MY NON-POPULAR(ish) FAVORITE SHIPS IM GLAD I CAN OPEN YOUR EYES TO THEM thehre literally so good … j have to draw them again some time i miss drawing them so much… AND OH MYGODDDD YASSSZZZZ FIREAFY LOVE! i have always been a proud fireafy shipper because there is Nothing wrong with it at all… i mean it!!! they are the happiest couple of all! i will love them literally foreverrrrr no matter what anyone says about them because they’re all WRONG. i have literally seen the worst takes on them ever and i have to put my phone down and take a deep breath after seeing some of them… i do not correct them publicly but i literally turn into ☝️🤓 when someone is incorrect about them because Omfg people are so wrong and mean about them… BUT WHATEVER! I LOVE FIREAFY SO MUCH! AND IM HAPPY THAT I WAS ABLE TO HELP YOU BE MORE COMFORTABLR WITH LIKING IT TOO!!! YAAAAAAYYAYYYY omg SORRY THIS IS SO LONG I ALWAYS GO ON RAMBLES WITHOUT KNOWING IMMSORRU BUT THANK YOU FOR YOUR KINDEST WORDS AND REACHING OUT TO ME!!! it’s always nice to hear what you have done for someone and how much you are cared for… i really really needed to hear it today🌷💗💓 THANK YOU AGAIN FOR REACHING OUT!!!

#joyjibberjabber

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the-silver-peahen-residence · 14 days

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Ohhhhh come on, can you at least tell us? Maybe messing with one and having the other watch?

@demon-blood-youths @chunibyo-x-sorcerer

"Uhhhh, again, I can't tell you silly anon. That's private my friend. Though, I don't trust you guys since you tend to be very noisy." Yuji said but he was seeing Megumi still chasing Kisho outside.

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Their was another time Megumi was shaking being tied up against the wall. He was flushed red seeing what was going on in front of him. Yuji was snarling while slamming his hips down rough that he was slamming into Kisho who was moaning out loudly in pleasure but his wrists were handcuffed and resting against Megumi's thighs.

"Ahhaaannaaaa!!! ahhhhhhh ahhhhhhh!!! I..Itadori s..slow down!! slow down!" he begs looking down but he was clawing the bed taking in the monster cock inside of him. Megumi shook seeing this that Yuji chuckled panting while pulling his hips up.

"Come on Kisho, keep bucking your hips back. I'm not done punishing you yet. You need to have Megumi see everything..let him see just how slutty you are." he said holding him but he was gasping out only to keep his head down.

"Haaaa hhaaaaa .aahhhhhh!!"

"......"

"Fuck he feels so good Megumi. He's tightening up around me..he's just hungry for it.." he said but that's when he pulls his head back but shows his flushed face to Megumi.

"Ahhhh I..Itadori sama..Itadori sama!!" He moans out drooling while looking to Megumi with his dazed eyes glazed over in pleasure. It felt way too good that it got Megumi hard seeing this.

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"Though, they were fun moments." Yuji said.

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"ahhhhh ahhhhhh nuggghhhh!!" He felt Yuji holding his arms while he leans back bouncing on his lap. He was already shaking screaming out while feeling he already came inside, his hair covering his eyes while drooling tightening around his cock that throbs inside of him.

"I..Itadori g..gonna c...cum! I'm gonna cum!!" he moans but Yuji panted pounding up into him while growling.

"You better not cum yet...don't you cum till I do. You understand me?" he said.

"Ahhhhh!!!!! Y..Yes sir!!" Kisho said that he shook with Yuji pulls him down to lay on him. His back against his chest while thrusting up.

"Good boy. Just take it and savor it.." he said. However, Megumi said nothing shaking that he was now wet and hard hearing this.

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"But again, can't tell ya." Yuji teased.

#IC #silver roses #ask answered #muse answered #curious peahen and peacock #megumi fushiguro #shadow jutusu sorcerer/chimera snake #yuji itadori #the cursed vessel/jujutsu sorcerer of the damned #anon #the fractions of NYC

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theharrowing · 1 year

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For the ask game: 7 & 10 if they’re not already done

ily 🖤

YOU ARE THE BEST, MY B!!!!!!!!!!!! 😍🥰

and ATEEZ PRESENT???? O CAPTAIN, MY CAPTIN???? LET'S GOOOO!!!

7. what animal do you look forward to seeing when you visit an aquarium?

SHARKS!!!!! 🦈🦈🦈 I FUCKING LOVE THE SHARKSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and the penguins and the otters (when you can actually see them 😤) and IN CHICAGO THEY HAVE BALUGA WHALES AHHHH I LOVE THEM SO MUCHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bro i fucking love the aquarium. ALSO THE ONE HERE IN [redacted city] HAS THIS OUTDOOR AREA WHERE YOU GO FEED SWEET WATER TO THESE CUTE TROPICAL BIRDS. i fucking love birds. AAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

whewwww haha 😅😅😅 i get very excited about animals ok.

10. on a plane, do you ask for apple or orange juice?

UHHHHHHHHHH???? NO????? WHAT???????? IS THIS A THING????????????? i've been on so so so so so many flights and they NEVER HAVE OFFERED ME JUICE??????????? i usually get coffee and a little guy of whiskey and i mix the two and then i have to shit over utah or somewhere like that. 🤪

i would get apple tho. i don't like orange juice from concentrate, i like that thick nasty pulpy stuff that gets stuck in your tooth gaps. but even shitty apple juice hits the spot, you know???

THANK YOU FOR ASKING LMAO.

send me some asks! 💝

#idk why this got so chaotic lmao #sharks set me off ig #deadneverlander #i love my moots #especially this honey b 🐝#ask game #getting to know me #you've got mail 💌

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myjournal2022 · 2 years

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5/11/2022 ; Notting Hill Terrasse ; 2:54 PM

I just got off the phone with Kathleen in planning for our trip to London soon. Super excited for that, and to see QUEEN CHARLI AAHHHHHH. So many emotions as of late, i kinda feel like a bit of a rollercoaster in terms of my emotions and all. There’s just so much going on at a time but then again not much at all. I’m kind of in this state where there are so many emotions and turbulence while also being in a routine of like quasi domestic living. So weird.

(Aside: Just booked flight for LDN with clem and Kathleen).

But yeah no I mean, life is kind of all over the place right now. Feels like there’s nothing written on the walls yet everything all at once. Lots of anxiety lots of thoughts in my head. Lots of doubt. Lots of self reflection (which is literally every entry in this journal since I’ve been here but I guess that’s what falling in love abroad means... right?) So much of me knows that this chapter has to close soon and I have to go back to real life. That the bubble has to burst at some point. But just when I kind of build up that strength to face it all I think about Lucas. About Lille. About this fairytale on the Belgian frontier that I don’t want to end.

A lot of me wonders if, in different circumstances, if I had a real life here and I was actually French, if me and Lucas would be the same, have the same connection and passion and love. I can’t help but feel that a lot of the love comes from the fact that it feels like it’s a chapter torn out of a romance novel. I don’t know, but I don’t think I’ll ever have to. This is the only reality I’ll ever know so I guess I’ll just ride with it.

I’m also anxious about him visiting in the end of August. I’m going to have to skip classes and all. I’m going to have to do a lot of logistical planning and everything and on top of all that it’s going to be expensive... money that I literally don’t even have. And I feel so guilty continuing to spend my mom’s money willy nilly. It feels unfair to a certain extent. I feel like a sort of failure that I can’t sustain myself yet, even though I’m only 21. It feels like everyone else is so financially independent besides the spoiled rich kids and I know I’m definitely not that, but I continue to live like I kind of am. Kind of makes me feel icky. Whatever.

I don’t know I just get anxious thinking about all of this and I know the only way to fix it is to rip the bandaid off and just keep moving with my life. As much as I love my life here I know it is a moment of blissful stagnancy. Eventually I know it’s all going to have to end. But fuck I love him. And fuck I love this. And fuck I don’t want any of it to end. It’s only about a month I really have left. It’s so scary to think about but so true.

I think it all stems from me being a perfectionist. And someone once said that living a perfect life is just being able to enjoy the moments and appreciate all the things you’ve done to get to this moment. I know I deserve this and all the good that comes with it but the guilt complex is hard to break. I don’t know life just has my head spinning.

Anyway, I’ll check in later... I’m going to keep knocking things off of my to-do list.

Treat yourself kindly and accept all the love and growth that you’re going to keep receiving.

xx GC

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goodomensblog · 5 years

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blkdjbd i finally got around to reading moonlight while listening to some music, and right as they kissed the music swelled and it was really beautiful and i just :,) great fic man absolutely loved it

#i’m not done replying with smiling Aziraphales #I have MANY #aahhhhhh and thank you! ❤️#i’m glad your music ended up fitting perfectly with the fic #im curious what song you were listening to!#asks

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jashne-bahaaraa · 2 years

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is this tje point where i stop reading

#CHU/WANNING MY BELOVED WHAT HAVE THEY DONE TO YOU #i just-#ok ik he'll come back at some point #but not anytime soon i think #at least looking at these chapter titles i can tell he won't be back any time soon #i knew there was going to be some kinda cliffhanger at the end of ch 1 but i wasn't expecting chu fucking wanning to die wtf #i don't want to read anymore :((#i'm at ch 98 abd i don't think he'll come back at least until ch 110??#and i don't wanna reas 12 whole chapters without him :((#aaaaaa i can't read this #i feel like this will be a turning point in some kinda way #the moment he left c/w to go search for s/m i knew smth was going to happen c/w #man i just feel so much.... knowing that back then he didn't save s/m bc #so many feelings #and then m/r did all the things he did in the previous life bc he hated him so much bc he didn't save s/m 😭😭#ahh times like this i wish i was eloquent enough to put everything i'm feeling into words #but rn all i can think of is aahhhhhh #i can't bear to c/w dead is all i'm saying #not even for a chapter #ughHhhhh #*book 1 i meant book 1 lol not ch 1 #ny reads: er/ha

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fondofeveryprickle · 3 years

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FUUUUCK

Vincenzo episode 19 (spoilers ahead)

I don't have words

fuck fuck fuck fuck

WHAT?!?!?

okay. from the beginning.

I loved loved loved how all the tenants have a special talent. and most of them know how to fight, like pros. they were amazing on that scene. it's exactly what they had been saying, they didn't have any confidence before, and Vincenzo gave them the confidence to fight. I love them.

also, I love how the monks helped with the gold. I imagined that was it when I was rewatching episode 18 and they were leaving with those bags.

but I actually want them to share the gold with them all 😭😭

I kinda thought Luca was going to stay and help Vincenzo, I wish he had.

i loved the parallels with the trial from the first episodes. the same judge, who this time wanted to really hear what Vincenzo had to say. the tenants not standing up when the judge entered. Han-seo sitting with Vincenzo 👏👏👏👏

the prosecutor deserved to die!! i am not sorry at all. what made me the angriest was that he was till the end defending that he was right and not corrupt. at least admit!

Han-seo telling Mr Han he was on his own, because he was siding with Vincenzo, who was actually a professional!!! 👏👏👏 you go baby!!! enough of being manipulated!

and thennnn then Vincenzo tells him to go abroad, tells him he will find him a safe place to hide whole they don't finish Han-seok and he doesn't go 🤬🤬🤬 why couldn't he listen to Vincenzo?!?!?! 😭😭😭😭

but look at him! he was so happy somebody cared about him enough to want to protect him.

when Vincenzo goes talking to Han-seok and Han seok tells him he was super dangerous and all, I was like "okay, but not really. like, yeah he's a psycho but he's not very good at planning and all".

and I did not imagine Ms Choi would do something like that!! taking all the blame to free Han-seok?? why is she so loyal to him?? it makes no sense.

and it was smart of them to do it all quietly.

but I am impressed (and angry) Vincenzo doesn't have any kind of "spy" in jail to see what Han-seok was up to. that was a little dumb.

my heart broke for Han-seo again when his brother appeared. you can see clearly how traumatized he is. AAHHHHHH I'm go angry

and kidnapping Cha-young??!?!? I imagined it was going to happen. I kept expecting it to happen many episodes ago, because it was clear to anybody how close Vincenzo and her were. but I'm angry.

before going to the end of the episode

so. many great chayenzo. moments in this episode. I just kept expecting them to kiss so many times.

both of them talking about their meeting at the Italian party, and how thankful they are for having met.

then later, he promised to come back to Korea some day!!!!! (I still hope he stays, or at least takes her with him). but he promised to see her again anyways.

WHEN SHE WAS PUTTING THOSE EARINGS ON AND HE WAS ????????? brain not found. that was so cute

and he really thought they were going to have dinner together 😭😭😭 and she left him there all alone 😭😭

the whole scene was gold. they were acting like such a married couple. and he was so jealous it was amazing.

I just love them so much, okay?

and now.

I am so angry she was kidnapped. but also I was relieved because she was not straight up murdered, same with Han-seo.

Vincenzo didn't do his best on those last scenes. he could have done something/anything in some of those moments but he was so afraid for Cha-young he did nothing.

Han-seok asking his brother to kill Vincenzo that he would spare his life 🤬🤬🤬🤬 and Vincenzo telling him it was okay.

that was the moment I knew Han-seo would not kill Vincenzo. but the moment the brothers started fighting, Vincenzo should have done something. he is a great fighter. the moment Han-seok doesn't have a gun pouting at Cha-young, Vincenzo could have killed him easy. BUT NOOOOOOOO

afffff

and both Han-seo and Cha-young are shot. I can't believe she put herself between Vincenzo and a bullet. that is love

the thing is. Han-seok is so fucked he won't know what hit him.

but I really really hope she doesn't die. I still want a happy ending.

#vincenzo #vincenzo spoilers #episode commentary #ju watches series

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stayinzencity · 3 years

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WIP LIST (Part 1)

Coming Soon! (This July)

update: hiatus for two months. Fluttering India: The Sequel will be posted on 23 July.

We've seen Minho and the gang travel to India before... which is why in his second visit to India we'll explore even more places and experiences!

Title: 두근두근 인도 (Fluttering India) The Sequel might have to change this later but i have no better ideas lol

Genre/AU: fluff, comedy, travel

Member: SHINee's Choi Minho not sure who else might be in this hmm is there anyone you'd like to see?

Destination: India they went to the north in 두근두근 인도 so now i'm sending minho to south india

Arrival Date: July 23 2021

Event: Around The World in 31 Days world tour for the broke! pandemic friendly travel from the comfort of whatever device you use to access tumblr!

taglist: @sooibian ty for your interest <33

A new job at LSM Inc. and you're on the research team that tests the prototype bots. They'll last no matter what they go through... but how much can you handle?

Title: forever we young

Genre/AU: angst, robot even if there are some softer scenes idk if i can tag it as fluff

Member: NCT's Sungchan

Release Date: late July i have a lot of writing to do eek

Collab: AI PROJECT #14320

Model: #JSC13901 of Series: #U4916.AI aahhhhhh emmy big brain who came up with this concept

teaser | moodboards

Title: breakfree

Member: NCT's Haechan (in a role based off Mystic Messenger's 707)

Genre/AU: heavy angst, mystic messenger

Release Date: late July ik this is months later than i initially said but i'm extremely excited about this one and fleshing out the characters and their world has been so much fun- now i just have to get the writing and stuff done eeeee

Collab: Dream Messenger this is the first collab i ever joined and nana's ideas are sooo cool

no but if you ask me about this fic i will love you

But what happened to...?

teaser

ah my beloved renjun historical au... this will be in the next set of fics i'll try to finish. the thing is most of the feedback i've gotten is from people who were already somewhat familiar with south indian culture (which is wonderful and it motivates me when i read your tags/comments!), so it'd really help if someone who doesn't know much gives it a read and let's me know what they think since i want this fic to be enjoyable for everyone. also i need to do more research. i didn't expect as much positive feedback as i got and it makes me want to work harder!

taglist: @nova-did-it @ki6hyun @jakeycore

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since i decided to release this as a series, i want to finish writing most (ideally, all) of the episodes before i start posting them. it's going to take time but I'll be working on it.

teaser

as much as i wanted to write this series, it's on hold for now. i have a vague idea of what could happen but there's still a lot to plan and then writing- unless i get a break (unlikely), i doubt i'll have time for this and i can't prioritize it when i have fics to write for collabs and events.

@en-see-tee ♡

#vivi's wips #there's more lol

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poxar · 3 years

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I feel like some people really need to expand their definition of what feminine looks like to them.

If you’re obsessed with Beyoncé and Nicki and Rihanna and haven’t evolved to look elsewhere in any other race or media or music, then you my friend are culturally stagnant.

There’s so much talent and beauty and so many different forms of aesthetics from both a cultural, religious, ethical, anthropological starting point, that seeing these mood boards that include these people is so sad in my eyes.

Like these are the people you call great? Like just from a black woman to a black woman can you please listen to the stories of other American black women who had to fight for their womanhood in this country?

Like I’m still guilty of not having a broader spectrum of women of color under my belt. I feel embarrassed that I don’t know many influential artists of the past both American and Latino descent who have shaped our culture and language.

We need to educate ourselves and to expand what it means to be a woman. What it means to be a god damn human. Most of the time women fight just to be left alone. To be treated with compassion and fairness when we are wronged; just like our brothers and fathers, our humanity is deprived from us.

So please, I fucking can’t stand seeing these dusty ass bitches lmao 😂 they’re boring to me and they’re too famous to shed any real awareness or whatever they try on black issues that effect real black women who are invisible. It’s like if they pop up it’s a performance, and the minute they’re done everyone forgets the pain the community they try to promote face.

I’m tired of them lol. I’m lucky my feeds don’t include them. And when they do it’s mad critical and I love to see it. The criticism helps me understand how to conduct myself as a black woman, as a woman who would like to have power and would like to step into visibility.

I know what to focus on and what to avoid. What’s worthwhile, and what’s fake.

Also fuck Rihanna’s shitty ass lingerie and anyone who wears that shit. It isn’t even plus size.

I have F-cup tits and they only go up to size D or triple D. Triple D is not equivalent to an F and I know lol I try to get away with wearing those cups and the fit is awful and cuts into my skin.

Also F cups aren’t even that big. My mom is like a G or H or something. All the women in my family got big ass titties lmao god bless. But we all have small shoulders and backs so like what’s up world? Weren’t white women running around getting their titties done?! Where are my beautiful lingerie lines for titties my size?! And why does lingerie cost so much anyway?! It doesn’t even cover anything! AAHHHHHH

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damejanai · 3 years

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Dameraji

2020.12.02

S: Today...

K: Ou

S: I was at the same job as kaito kun before this, which was unusual

K: Mmm

S: This is a continuation from what we were talking about just now but...

K: Mmm

S: I went to rewatch Dame x Prince

K: Oh!

S: Well... that show was crazy in a good way

K: Totally unthinkable right

S: You know, totally, i wanted to watch some comedies, and, i don't really rewatch the ones i was casted in but totally you know... episode 1..Nareku, who is voiced by Kaito kun

K: Mmm

S: Started doing ad-libs all the way

K: Right?

S: Hngh! Hngh! Hngh! Aannn! uuun!

K: That's totally un actor-like

S: You just went ahead and did it right? *laughs*

K: Hahahaa

S: Nobody asked for...

K: Since he was moving so much, as an actor, that's totally a sign for me to do something right?

S: Totally.. well, i, you know, I hope you take my words seriously but, Nareku was so funny

K: Right?

S: Hahahhaha, so pure!!

K: Hahhaa, well it's not only me who created Nareku

S: Well well yes, it was totally, i want to do it again, with that team

K: Well but it won't have a second season, probably

S: Don't say that!

K: No but! those who have watched it would understand, the story had closure

S: That's true

K: The princes also matured. Amongst the comedy, the princes had growth

S: True...

K: Are we able to... return to that? Hahahahaa

S: I.....will i be able to do Ryuze?

K: ....Ehhh you can!

S: well.....nanodesu (high pitched)

K/S: HAHAHAHA

K: You did it!

~~~

Script: The streets are slowly beginning to look like Christmas eh?

K: Roppongi, or rather Keyakizaka? That area is totally..

S: *giggling*

K: Ah!!

S: Stop it! Stop it! I have recalled it!

K: I remember now!

S: For the details, please refer to... it's already in the archives? no?

K: But it was like from last year end, or the beginning of this year

S: Those who are able to listen please do...I too was... two men alone...what are you looking at? stop it stop it

K: It's still flashing...

S: Stop it! seriously... come on..

K: It was from then on right?

S: Stop it stop it, Recently you know... this is not good! like... i think this was my fault but... what was it about "from then on"

K: From then on, we began, right?

S: AHHHHH! WAhhhhh!! Ever since you started YouTube, you unlocked that kind of thing

K: AHahhahaa no no, what began was that I started driving Soma s-..... *giggle*

S: Hahahahahaa Oi! You don't have to do year-end tax adjustment for that too!

K: Oops, nothing's.. different

S: You know... I.... stop it? While doing Dameraji, the way we do radio has changed also?

K: Uh-huh

S: So, over there, when we spill our hearts out.. it has.. the buddy relationship has deep---*giggle*

K: I wonder why.... we... everyone has been saying that about us from the beginning..

S: Well well yeah

K: We being a pair, well regarding that, there was also a time when it was toned down...

S: There was, totally

K: Me especially

S: Well well, because of that, it became like, we should distance ourselves more.. right?

K: Stopped going for drinks, and stuff, well in times like these, more so, but it started even before this happened

S: Yes yes

K: I want to have a drink now! (together)

S: Me too, totally, shall we? Like before the year ends.. For Christmas?

K: Shall we? HAHAHA

S: Wahhhh, like, we are craving something

K: Craving.... no, we want to throw something away i think

S: Hahaha

K: This is bad, Okay! So the business talk shall end here

S: Hahahaha

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~Fanclub~

S: * Talking a bout how the space FC is 440yen per month*

K: Wait a minute, is that price okay for you?

S: We thought about it over and over

K: That's unacceptable! come on! That many services and that price... makes my membership quality seem lower

S: Don't cut in before i'm done with this email, geez

K: But anyway, your FC is finally starting

S: Until now, i've done one concert, so from now on, if i am going to have concerts, or release CDs, we'd like to give fanclub members priority, and we also wanted somewhere to communicate with fans, so decided on the name, "space".

It's the pace of S

K: Oh, "space" doesn't mean that there is a space in between huh

S: No no no, the name of the FC is "space". When I/we thought of it, i realised that it could have different meanings. Like Soma Saito's space, or a space for everyone, or outer space

K: Space right?

S: So decided on this name, it would be great if it is a space created by everyone

K: Nice~

S: But it is still in the works... we will be trying different things so the contents might be changing. I felt that this one song a day recommendation, is quite amazing

K: Yea it is amazing totally, what's recommend?

S: *giggles* Um, like a song a day depending on my mood, or a book, everyday

K: Are you serious?! Crazy

S: This is totally....Well to make it a place where you would want to visit everyday

K: Wow... amazing! amazing! Wait wait can you list out the services you're providing again

S: Mail magazine, one recommendation a day, one person radio with video, and also, bonuses

K: Well, and also you're going to think of new things from now

S: Yes

K:....... That overlaps with mine

S: Wwww well there's one email here too, Ishikawa kaito has started membership on his YouTube channel

K: And also actually I also have an FC ahahaha

S: Who would have thought, this is a coincidence right

K: Well you know, when i saw the news that Soma san was going to launch his fanclub, i was actually already in midst of creating mine but, i panicked, and panicked, i thought, oh no!

S: Hahahahaa

K: And posted a video quickly

S: So, like i've heard alot about how Kaito kun was going to have membership on his channel, right?

K: Umm

S: Then i said, ooh this would be good too right... and stuff, while behind the scenes, i was actually planning my FC

K: And also like, you know our services overlap too

S: Hahahaa, what will you be doing?

K: I will be holding live streams every month for members, well probably it'll be like 2-3 times per month

S: Amazing!

K: Livestreams where i just talk casually. And on YouTube "community", i will be writing stuff that happened, like a blog, and also after events or event streamings, i have done some already, i would quickly film my reflections/comments on the events and just upload them

S: Ahhh i guess well you have the chance to talk about those on radio sometimes but everyone would be interested to listen to Kaito kun's feelings about your events right?

K: Yes yes, so i thought, "recommendations huh?"

S: Well well well, that would be a total rip-off wouldn't it

K: Everyday...

S: But for me, it's contradicting but, i have a lot of jobs where i have to write now, but, i'm a poor writer

K: Ooooh

S: Like, i feel that it is hard to write

K: Well because you have too many options

S: Don't know if it's that but, i was thinking about whether i would be able to continue my blog properly. Well but if people were to be paying for the fanclub and the writings are not that good, that wouldn't be ideal so i thought, maybe i could recommend something different everyday

K: I'm so afraid now hahahaa

S: Ishikawa san's membership, is it a monthly payment?

K: Yes.. i wonder how much it was but, i made it really cheap

S: Ahhh

K: I searched up the services and prices of the memberships of other YouTubers, and made mine around the middle quality type of services, and the price low. I am not doing music as well, so the videos i upload might not be viewed as "highly priced" and that would feel horrible so

S: Ahhh, true...

K: And I manage the YouTube myself so, when i have guests over, i might need, outfits and stuff

S: Uh huh..

K: Or certain equipment.. like if we were to be playing games together, I would need to buy the game so... the membership fees would go to that

S: Wow... that's awesome~~ When... shall i go?

K: So, what shall we do?

S: Wwwwww what kind of ... what kind of reaction is that?

K: I thought of asking Soma san on the channel, well we did one story reading before

S: Yes

K: So i do want you to come but, i can't think of anything to do!

S: Come on come on, you're saying that there's nothing to do, in front of me?

K: Coz, we could just do it here

S: Ahh, we should differentiate it from this, things we can do that are not done on Dameraji

K: Yes, if it's the both of us, it'll inevitably be this

S: Hahhaaa, i wonder what...?

K: What, reminisce about "Zankyou no Terror"?

S: wwwww

K: Hahahhaa

S: "AAHHHHHH!! Remember, us" ah that's nine's line

K: Why are you snatching away my line

S: I was already shot before that

K/S: AHHHHHHH

S: Dun dun dun, dun dundun!

K: Ahhh cries~ cries~, Those who have not watched "Zankyou no terror," please do!

S: And well i really want to go on your channel, and i've already told my agency about this

K: Really? Ahh but your manager was nodding just now

S: Yes so it's safe to say that, it's approved already

K: Oooooh, ok so next i'll think about, what we are going to be doing

S: Shoudn't it be opposte?

K: Yess

S: Let's discuss then

K: Let's discuss, we have an expert here too

S: Won't that be Dameraji then!

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~Dameraji photo studio~

Topic: Take a photo where the two photos would look like they're part of one photo

#dame janai radio #dameraji #saito soma #ishikawa kaito

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hey-its-wei · 4 years

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What made me cry from episodes 44 to 50. All watched tonight enjoy.

44: WWX and WN returning to the burial mounds

44: LWJ just carrying Subian around for....Wei ying

44-50: Every time the ending music plays

45: Jin Ling looking super worried when WWX passed out

45: wen Ning realizing that Sizhui is Wen Yuan and Sizhui letting him call him “yuan. And wen Ning realizing that LWJ was the one who saved Sizhui and brought him up. And the BUTTERFLY TOY. THE TEARS.

45: Jin Ling crying and the flashback of Jin Zixuans death

45: WWX returning to lotus pier

46: the Jiang Clan ancestral shrine scene

46: ANTICIPATING the golden core talk- didn’t even watch it. Just knowing it’s coming

46: the whole golden core scene

“Unsheathe it” LWJ relaxing what this means and the look of UTTER DEVASTATION ON HIM AND JIANG CHENGS FACE, Wen Ning that’s LWJs crying

46: LWJ just looking at WWX and swallowing and looking so...sad.

46: WWX telling LWJ to not take the insults JC said seriously and just grabbing his hand

46; Shijie

46: LWJ giving the lotus to WWX. And WWX looking so astonished, and confused. And WN just third wheeling

47: the whole JC and WWX scene in Guanyin Temple

47: WWX wiping the tear of JC like what Shijie used to do for them

47: LXC realzing everyrhing. Just LXC.

48: LXC...just so broken. That the man he fell for, was so evil. And he didn’t know.

48: I know JGY is evil but ugh the way he says er-ge and LXC hand starts to shake

49: Xichen

49: “ER-GE”

49: the slap and “A-YAO”

49: JC giving him Chen Qing back and looking SO PROUD

49: PREPARING FOR THAT SCENE BETWEEN LXC AND JGY it hasn’t happened yet I’m just sad

49: Sizhui remembering who WWX his and holding the moth thing. Im just sad.

49; the scene happened

50: crying because it’s the last episode and i can’t say goodbye again even tho I’ll probably restart it next week

50: aahhhhhh JGY and LXC aaannddd love

50: BUT NEVER HAVE I EVER THOUGHT ABOUT DOING YOU HARM

50: HAVE I EVER DONE YOU WRONG?

50: LXC CRYING

50: STAY AND DIE WITH ME. And LXC just accepting that, and being pushed. And justsss he looks sad. He was ready to die.

50: Jin Ling realizing his just uncle just died

50: THE LOOK ON LXCS FACE

50: crying at the Lan Clan and the juniors running to LWJ and WWX

50: LXC everytime they show him I start to cry

50: I immediately started to cry when JC said let’s go home Jin Ling

50: the flashback showing that JC sacrificed himself for WWX. And he NEVER TOLD HIM.

50: literally about to cry BEFORE the yuan & WWX reunion scene

50: the little smile on LWJs face I’m a wreck this is gonna be one bullet point SIZHUI CRYING I AM YUAN TTTHHEEE HUUUGGG LWJ KUST SMILING IM SORRY BUT LWJS LITTLE SMILES AND THE WAY WANGXIAN LOOK AT EACH AOTHER WTF

50: they haven’t stopped staring at each other. And WN is staring at Apple.

50: FOR THE ROAD AHEAD LET IT BE MY OWN - Wen Ning

50: I’ll be crying for the next 15 minutes btw

50: my vision is blurry

50: it’s not a farewell yet, it’s just WWX knowing that LWJ can’t follow him

50: the WUJI SCENE. I’m not okay. (I recorded myself crying because why not)

50: HANGUANG JUN YOU ARE DESERVING OF YOUR TITLE AND YOU WEI YING

50: THE FAREWLL

*I have 5-ish minutes left and I’m not doing good AT ALL*

50: the whole end

50: WEI YING

#the untamed #cheng qing ling #wei wuxian #wei ying #lan wangji #lan zhan #jin guangyao #lan xichen #jiang cheng #jin ling #lan sizhui

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bts-reveries · 5 years

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daddy diaries

“No.”

“Why not?” Yoongi smirks, watching your terrified expression as you looked at what was in front of you. You only answer with a shake of your head, backing up a bit, which made Yoongi laugh. For the first time since you got here, you were quiet. He grabs your hand pulling you in through the dark door. A whine escaping your lips.

“Why choose a horror house as the first thing we do on our date?” You finally say, your grip on his hand was tight. The two of you were walking down a dark and narrow hallway. Only relying on your two senses, touch and hearing.

“It’s a good ice breaker. Look, we’re already holding hands,” he laughs, making you scoff.

“I’m only holding your hand because I’m scared.”

“Relaaax~ there’s nothing here yet,” He says. And like it was on cue, a masked man jumps near the both of you, screaming into your ears.

“AAAAAAAAaaaaHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!” You both jump. Your arms instinctively wrap around Yoongi’s torso, but he flipped you around, grabbing your shoulders and using you as a shield instead.

“YOONGI.”

“What the heck What the heck What the heck,” he repeats.

“Oh my gosh, what was that,” he says in shock, completely ignoring you, as the man walks away, ready to attack the next victim. You turn around slapping him on the arm.

“Jerk, you’re supposed to be protecting me,” you pout, crossing your arms over your chest.

“I did! Didn’t you feel me pull you to my chest when the monster got near us?” He argued. You glare at him through the darkness.

“I did. I also felt you hide behind me.” Yoongi lets out a sheepish laugh, grabbing hold of your hand again.

“Whatever, let’s go and find the exit.” Unfortunately for the both of you, to get to the exit, you have to go through many more jump scares and creepy rooms.

“I don’t like it heeereee,” you pout and whine. Yoongi pulls the hand he was holding to his chest, pulling you a bit closer to him.

“Don’t be scared, they’re all fa--- aAHHH WHAT THE FU--.”

“YOONGI.”

Another unknown creature comes in between the both of you, breaking you two apart. Yoongi was flailing around in the darkness trying to find you.

“I got you, I got you,” he says, holding onto your hand. Or at least he thought.

“YOONGI THAT’S NOT ME,” you yell, still squinting through the darkness, in attempt on finding him.

“AaHHHHHH WHO IS IT THEN,” he yells, and hear a growl in return. He starts pushing whoever’s hand he was holding away and the man runs off to who knows where. Yoongi finally finds you.

“Is this you,” he says, his hand smacking your face multiple times.

“Oomph, ah-- yes-- stop--,” you giggle, pushing his hand away.

“Okay let’s go,” once again, he grabs hold of your hand, but this time he pulls you to his front, wrapping his arms around your shoulders and walking together with precaution. If you weren’t ready to pee yourself right now, you would be blushing and feeling butterflies, but you were too scared to realize, and Yoongi probably felt the same.

“Oooh! There’s light over there!” You yell, pointing to the nearest exit.

“Oh thank goodness,” Yoongi breathes out. Finally reaching the end of this horror house.

The two of you rush in through the door, only to be disappointed.

“Oh you have got to be kidding me,” he groans.

You’ve only gotten through two jump scares, thinking the next door was the exit was a mistake.

❀ ❀ ❀

“Aw, man. That wasn’t too bad was it?” He says when you both finally have gotten out. You cocked an eyebrow at him. As the monsters and creatures jumped and scared the two of you, it got less and less scary. For you at least. Much to your surprise, Yoongi got even more scared as you got closer to the exit.

“Excuse me mister Min Yoongi, but your grip on my hand says otherwise.” You say, lifting up your intertwined fingers. He blushes, quickly letting of your hand.

“Sorry,” he mumbled. You giggle, shaking your head.

“It’s alright. How are you going to protect Hana when you two go in one of these?” You questioned. “Will you use her as a shield too?” You joked.

“Pfft, of course not.” You tilt your head at him, waiting for the rest of his sentence.

“She isn’t allowed in one of these at all.” He walks away from you, shoving his hand back in his pocket, trying to regain back his calm and collective self. You burst out laughing, running behind him, trying to catch up.

❀ ❀ ❀

“We should’ve gotten one of these before we went in the house.” You say, picking up two frog headbands. You hand one to Yoongi and he tries it on, shaking his head no and putting it down, making you pout.

“Ah!” You say when you found the perfect hat for him. At the same time he bends down and picks up a pair of cat ears.

The two of you turn around to face each other at the same time, he looks at the hat your holding in shock.

“Why do you want that on me,” he says, pushing the hat away when you try and put it around his head.

“It’s cute!” You struggle a bit as he was taller than you and kept pushing you away, but you managed to get it strapped on. He sighs.

“This is so big, I don’t think I can walk around with this on.” You giggle, shaking your head no. Taking the headband he picked out for you from his hand, you put it on.

“You look really cute with a giant puppy around your head.” You laugh.

❀ ❀ ❀

“Why’d you pick an amusement park for our first date anyways, when you get easily scared on things?” You say, taking a bite of your churro.

“I told you, I wanted to try something new so we can get to know each other better. We can’t get to know each other by watching a movie, and sitting down to eat is the same thing we do every morning. I got to know you like that already.” He shrugs. You tilt your head in question.

“So what have you learned about me so far?” For a bit he just stares at you with a blank expression, before turning to look down at his food and taking a bite.

“You’re deathly afraid of clowns. You proved that when you jumped on me and clung onto me like a baby koala during that one room in the horror house.” You laughed, embarrassed.

“You’re in love with rides. The scariest ones especially.” You giggle, remembering how in the past hours, you pulled him to every big ride, making him cry.

“There— there’s more but I can’t say them all right now if you’re going to look at me like that.”

“Like what!”

“Like that, hurry and finish your churro so we can ride my favorite ride.” You pout, angrily biting your churro, making Yoongi chuckle.

“What about you? Anything about me you found different?” You nod quickly.

“You’re not as tough as you look. You act like your some emotionless person that doesn’t care about anything. Hana’s a different story though. I only see your emotions when your with her, but today. Today I saw the Min Yoongi, terrified and crying. I didn’t think you would cry and scream on all the roller coasters.” You can’t help but laugh. Yoongi even screamed his head off during the pirate ship ride. So hard that tears fell down his face. Despite it all though, his gummy smile made multiple appearances right after.

“Hey I’m not emotionless okay,” he argues, “I just have to keep it tough for Hana. The last time she saw me upset. She cried for a week. Never doing that again.”

“Aw wow.”

“Oh and I should thank you by the way.” He says, the topic quickly shifting.

“For what?”

“Keeping Hana happy and distracted during this time of year.” You looked at him with a confused expression.

“What do you mean?”

“Around this time, Hana is extremely happy because of her birthday of course. But sometimes it hits her when she remembers her cousins have moms to make their birthdays extra special. Like the party decorations, the cake, the getting ready for the party part, you know, the pretty stuff.” You nod, quietly listening.

“All her birthdays, it’s just been me. I’ve tried making every year more special than the last. That’s why I do my best to make everything on her wishlist come true. It makes her birthday a lot more special you know? But I guess it started being extra special ever since she met you. You make several appearances on her list.”

“Do I really?” He nods.

“When she wanted to go to the bakery almost everyday, I thought we would be a bother. I didn’t mind it because it made her happy, but I didn’t want to bother your business because my little munchkin won’t stop talking to you during your hours,” he laughs. “She really enjoys your presence and I was just there watching her be happy. It wasn’t until we started spending breakfast there that I actually got to know you. Making my daughter happy was already a win for me, but your personality and your beauty was just extra points.” Your eyes widen a bit, slightly choking on the churro but you ignore it.

“I realized I was starting to have feelings the night before the pool party, which I guess triggered those flirty comments at the pool. I don’t know where they came from, I don’t remember the last time I flirted with someone,” he says, looking out into space in deep thought.

“Anyways,” he says, finally looking at you. the conversation quickly hopping from one topic to another, without you saying a single word.

“Are you almost done? I think we should get back to riding rides. But, my pick this time.” Quickly, you shove the last piece into your mouth, and nod quickly. Yoongi stood up, reaching his hand out for you to hold. You take it and he intertwined his fingers with yours, making you blush. I guess his somewhat confession made him a little braver.

“Can I ask you a question?” Yoongi says, repeating the same words you told him that day he asked you out. Which was yesterday.

“Hm?”

“What made you suddenly confess your feelings to me?” You shrug. It was like the two of you switched roles.

“I was just in bed thinking. It was an easy day at the bakery and I spent the whole time thinking and talking to myself. Then when I got home, I just plopped on my bed and couldn’t get the thought out of my head. I was just thinking does he like me or am I imagining things?” You look over at him and see him nod.

“Well I liked you too, I’ve been for a while actually. I never wanted to admit it, the girls teased me a lot about it,” you laughed. “But I thought you were really sweet for bringing Hana in all the time. I love having her around and I loved the fact that you were always there too. You’re super sweet with her and I knew you were soft under your cold exterior, and wanted to see that part of you.” Finally, you managed to make him smile and you can’t help the butterflies in your stomach.

“You know the tsunderes in animes? You reminded me of one of those, it’s kinda hot.” Yoongi gets surprised with your comment, and laughs uncontrollably.

“Are you serious?”

❀ ❀ ❀

“Ahhh, I don’t want to leave,” you whine. Yoongi was now dragging you out of the park. It was getting late and Yoongi didn’t want to pick up Hana too late.

“We have tooo~ you have work tomorrow and I miss my baby, let’s goooooo.” With one last tug, Yoongi managed to pull you out of the gate of the park, pulling you straight into his chest. With the full day of screaming, crying, riding, walking, running, jumping and whatever other word that ended in ‘ing’, you were completely drained. You melt into Yoongi’s chest and loosely wrap your arms around him. He chuckles, wrapping his arms around you too and turning to walk towards the car. He looks down at your face and sees you looking exhausted.

“Wow, I would have never guessed that you can run out of batteries.” You groan in response. Too tired to talk.

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daddy diaries

❀part fifteen: it’s kinda hot❀

→ singledad!yoongi x baker!reader

a/n: it’s nearly 3am, im sleepy but i wanna post this. im hoping there’s no error and yes im just gonna end it like that, im tired lol ill do the social media parts tomorrow hehe

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Little Wonders Ch. 1

Chapter 1: Let Your Clarity Define You in the End

Summary: Dark goes house cleaning to flush out a dangerous mole in his network.

Chapters: 1, 2

Dark was outside his office, talking with Google when Logan walked out of his office. There were a couple papers in his hands that the Entity was reading through.

“Is this everything?” Dark asked Google as Logan came to stop a non-confrontational distance away. Logan had only been working for Dark for a little over eight months now, but he’d learned enough about him to tell Dark was already in a bad mood. All Logan could do was stand and wait to either be abruptly dismissed from the meeting he was supposed to go to, or for Dark to usher him inside.

“Yes, he wasn’t doing too much before he disappears from Florida state records,” Google answered calmly, his eyes tracking to Logan before smiling and looking back at Dark. “You’re certain I can’t take care of him myself?”

“Bim is in a hunting mood,” Dark refused. “If you’re lucky, you can keep the brain.”

“Unfortunate, but I’ll have to accept it,” Google allowed and then walked away.

“Ahh, Sanders,” Dark gave a small smile as his attention turned to Logan. “I was a bit worried that you had left early.”

“I leave on average at 2200 hours,” Logan commented walking into the office when Dark silently ushered him inside. He slowly closed the door behind him.

“Sit down, I won’t keep you long,” Dark promised, hands knit behind his back as he strode to sit behind his own desk. “I’ve been looking over your notes concerning my Lost One’s files. Some very useful ideas, wish I could still use them.”

“Did something happen?” Logan was braced for the bad news and an even later night.

“Yes, three of my Lost Ones were arrested, and Yancy is on parole,” Dark admitted calmly. “The whole mess was taken care of an hour ago.”

“I didn’t even know you had left,” Logan admitted. “I assume they are none the worse for wear.”

“Apart from Bim’s overdramatics, they’re all fine, the heroes were too busy thinking they were being coerced to start roughing them up,” Dark commented. “I honestly had nothing to worry about.”

“That’s good news,” Logan agreed.

“It is,” Dark replied in a thoughtful, rueful tone. “But the heroes know a bit too much about Yancy, which means we’ve got a bit of a fly on the wall in my network because they know things Yancy never told them.”

Before Logan could fully decide what to say or give options on how to help smooth over the problem, his chair was abruptly spun around which surprised Logan because he hadn’t heard anyone coming up behind him and hadn’t thought the chair was designed to spin.

Even through the distractions, Logan knew he was probably on a short list of suspicious individuals. The person he came face to face with was familiar but not in a way Logan could place.

“Hey Lo,” Orange smiled as he looked at Logan. “Having fun playing dress-up? That’s usually Princey’s thing.”

The Side frowned when he saw the guarded but uncertain look on Logan’s face. “Huh?”

Logan was braced for something, trying to remember where he’d seen this person before.

Dark came up behind them, “Something wrong?”

“He doesn’t remember me,” Orange answered, he took Logan by the lapels of his suit, which Logan immediately and indignantly tried to pull away from him. “Come on, Lo, you know me? Remember?”

“Oh,” Dark recognized, and put his aura on the top of Logan’s head, his aura lightly searching for something until he found it. The Entity pulled off another aura, almost like a mesh of spell work that kept Logan complacent and unaware of what he was doing, and Dark could practically feel the Host’s magic all over it.

As Dark’s aura subsumed the other aura Logan had a disoriented look to him before his laser focus landed on Orange and he startled in his grip. “Unhand me!”

“Nah, you’re already in deep shit, where would you swim to?” Orange grinned, Logan pressed back into the chair as Orange leaned over him, hands on the chair arms.

“Enough,” Dark cut in, using his aura to rotate back to look at Logan. “So, Mr. Sanders, is there any part of your resume that you weren’t lying on?”

“My distain for disorder and puns,” Logan answered.

Dark moved his hand and Logan felt something like a hand on the front of his throat, phantom claws on the soft flesh of his throat. “You of all people should know how I feel about moles, Thomas.”

“What?” Logan was barely able to still talk without claws sinking into his throat. “My name is Logan.”

The pressure in his throat abated for a brief second, but Logan wasn’t allowed to feel much of anything when Dark scored his aura claws down. Logan cried out, his cheek burning with sharp pain, and it felt wet. The Logical Side presumed it was with his own blood. The panicking part of his brain wanted to call out for Patton or Roman, he was acutely aware he wasn’t wearing his communicator.

“AAHHHHHH!” Logan screamed, and Dark physically grabbed Logan by the throat, pinning him to the chair, a bunch of papers in his hands.

“Thomas F. Sanders, date of birth: April 24, 1989. Gainesville, Florida.” Dark began casually reading off the paper and Logan tried to fight off the wave of palpable fear. Dark had gone looking for Logan and found Thomas instead.

Logan wasn’t sure what was worse. He wasn’t sure if he wanted to lie and make Dark believe he really was Thomas . . . and after this was all said and done, hope Dark would toss the papers away and not look deeper into them.

But Dark was always good at spotting lies.

“I am not Thomas,” Logan decided. “He doesn’t exist, Orange, you know my name is not Thomas, do not participate in this pointless charade.”

“Hmm,” Orange hummed, grabbing Logan by the hair and forcing him to look up, “nope, you’re Thomas alright, that dopey optimism, that personality that people can’t help but love!”

“Faksehood!” Logan shouted at Orange. “I am not Thomas.”

Orange slapped Logan on the cheek that was still bleeding. Dark was sitting behind his desk again, the quick change disorienting Logan a bit.

Dark was still looking at the papers, “You never told me you were an actor. A couple Community Playhouse credits in Gainesville, Hot Mikado, ooh, Singing in the Rain. I hate that one.”

“What’s wrong with it?” Orange paused in his sadism to question Dark, his face twisting up in the only Thomas-like display that Logan had ever seen from the other Side.

“I hate actors,” Dark scoffed, balling up an entire page and tossing it into the trash bin. “Wil adores the movie, but Singing is the Rain is about actors, which means I hate it all the more.”

“Harsh,” Orange scoffed. “Bad date?”

Dark glared at Orange, “I’m not going to humor that statement.”

“You know I am not Thomas,” Logan reminded Orange, his anger consuming his fear. “Why are you helping with what I assume will be my death. This will affect you as well.”

“Not as much as you think,” Orange smiled.

“Why are you insisting I’m Thomas?” Logan demanded. “Insisting such is offensive and incognizant.”

“Well unlike the others who want to fight over that name, Princey’s got all those social skills, and Pop’s is an emotional basket case. But you,” Orange tapped Logan on the nose, “have all those memories like going to school, Thomas’s folks, stuff like that. So if anything happens to those pesky little things, Thomas will die. Even if all the others fuse and try, they’ll never have those memories. Even if Princey rehearses until he believes his own performance they can’t bring them back. So if you die, it’s a win-win.”

Logan had been listening to Orange gloat and jeer and he hated that he had the gall to wear Thomas’s face while he said it. So he did something impulsive in his pain and anger, he spat in Orange’s face, moving to punch him but Orange was faster, slamming his fist into Logan’s face.

Over and over again.

The other Side was trying to get at the bloody scratches already present. In the scuffle Logan’s glasses were knocked free and Orange stomped on them, almost like a pained connection, Logan felt it when he heard the frame crack.

“You know, I’m sick and tired of Thomas this and Thomas that. News flash, Teach, he would have hated and been afraid of me. Why should I want to go back to that, to being so thoroughly buried I may as well have now existed to him? The best thing that ever happened to me was when he was broken apart and I was taken away from you.”

“Alright, that’s enough,” Dark cut in, his aura wrapped around one of Orange’s arms. What Logan couldn’t see because of his destroyed glasses, was the knife he’d pulled. “I need him alive for a bit longer and you’ve said your peace.”

“I thought you were going to off him,” Orange scoffed.

“Not quite yet,” Dark flicked his wrists and a Void portal ripped open, forcing Orange from the room.

“So, Logan,” a dark shape moved in front of Logan’s vision again as Dark sat down in front of him. He heard a tearing of paper.

“Regardless of who you were,” Dark clipped what remained of Logan’s glasses to the front of his shirt. “It’s time for you to choose, Sanders. The heroes, or me.”

“I think my decision would have been obvious,” Logan told him. “You and your network are deplorable and I have greatly enjoyed my work in helping to dismantle it.”

Dark clicked his tongue, “Regrettable.”

Logan felt Dark aura tighten around him and the chair like a snake and Logan just braced to get his neck snapped. He hoped it would be quick and he wouldn’t feel it.

To Logan’s mounting tension he was pulled through a Void portal and Dark was bringing him down what seemed to be a dark corridor. Logan had the ability to gaze around and wished that he could see where he was. It looked interesting.

“Trying to figure out where you are,” Dark mused proudly.

“My habit is to obtain information on new places or experiences,” Logan explained.

“Well,” Dark sounded smug, “no need to bother with that tonight.”

At that moment Dark caught movement down one of the tunnels and he threw his aura to scare the creature or person off. Logan tensed when he felt Dark’s aura curl up around him before the Entity struck.

“I hate the rats around here, I swear the magic from that old hag makes them grow bigger by the day,” Dark scoffed in disgust.

“You are going to have me eaten?” Logan asked tensely, fear bubbling back up onto his mind.

“Not by the rats,” Dark corrected. Dark opened a steel door, his aura moving into the cracks to open it from the inside, the rusted gears grinding loudly.

“Finally!” Bim shouted when the door opened, he was polishing his already immaculate scalpels and knives. Dark noted the darker eyes, sharper teeth, and almost sunken eyes. “I’m starving here, Old Man.”

“Yes, I merely had to pick him up for you,” Dark set Logan’s chair down, his hands on his shoulders. “He meets your outrageous standards, I hope.”

Bim looked at Logan and smiled and ravenous excitement, “Oh, what did he do?”

“Does he work or should I slit his throat now and be done with it?” Dark demanded harshly, the door being locked and sealed behind them.

“Yeah, yeah, just let me get the table open,” Bim said, and Logan heard the clicking of metal, his heart was racing.

“Well Sanders, I look forward to seeing which hero is missing in the coming weeks,” Dark smiled as he whispered quietly into Logan’s ears, patting him once on his shoulder.

Logan felt Dark’s aura grab him and began fighting it, trying to reach for anything but Dark dropped him onto a metal table. His wrists locked into a tight metal cuff at the top and his ankles locked into a similar cuff at the bottom. He had almost no room to struggle.

“Do not leave evidence,” Dark ordered his progeny. “The heroes will come looking for this one.”

“Shit, it’s like this is my first rodeo,” Bim scoffed.

“I mean it, be responsible,” Dark ordered and Logan heard the Void being ripped open, leaving him alone with Bim.

#Superhero AU #Masks and Maladies #Thomas Sanders #Markiplier #Logan Sanders #Darkiplier #Googleplier #Orange Side #Bim Trimmer #magic #death threats #angst #resentment

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