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part 2 of that winterdad au thing will probably come soon i'm gonna be honest i totally forgot to write it up um. yeah

#also hi not dead !!! #just been busy with college and also i got a job i start next week so thats neat #update april 1st: the job was not neat. i already want to quit </3 #not a quote

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WINTERDAD AU #1

(part one because this got way too long. this is essentially the plot of an old fic i started back in 2020 and what would've happened of i'd continued it. i might try and write it again one day, perhaps, if i don't give up after 2 chapters. anyway here we go)

- mary parker was a shield agent when she met the winter soldier, both were on a mission. they fought, but never got as far as mortally wounding each other. mary would always slip away. it was like a game. bucky had been kept out the ice for a few weeks at that point, running a long job. but the longer he's out, the more he starts to remember little pieces, who he used to be.

- mary feels pity for him, seeing through the stone cold image hydra forged for him, to the person within. they fight. but then they also talk. they keep seeing each other while bucky scouts. eventually one thing leads to another and they develop a relationship of sorts. 

- mary later discovers she's pregnant but bucky never finds out. he's taken back, wiped and put under the ice once more. mary quits her job at shield so she can provide for her kid and keep them safe. knowing full well if anyone in shield or hydra caught wind that she was carrying the winter soldiers child, they'd never be safe.

- she's sad that bucky disappeared again, she knows hydra likely had him wiped and iced again. but she moves on, meeting richard soon after who she tells she's expecting a son, that the father disappeared without a word (technically not a lie) he tells her he'll love him like he's his regardless.

- when her son is born she names him peter james parker (during the few weeks they met, the last time they talked, bucky ended up remembering his first name, mary wanted peter to have at least a piece of him)

- peter ends up looking a LOT like bucky. he has the same shade of dark brown hair, facial structure which shows as he grows. but he has mary's eyes)

- the plane crash was really just an unfortunate incident. peter still goes to live with aunt may and uncle ben when he's seven. and then things go as they usually do in canon. the avengers form, yada yada all that stuff, you know the drill.

- when he's 14 peter is bitten by the radioactive spider. BUT. an important detail here is that due to the expiermentation bucky was subjected to by hydra and the enhancements which altered his genes, some of that, though remaining dormant, passed onto peter. but it didn't really do anything, it was just there. but it did keep him alive after the spider bite. without those enhancements in his blood peter would've died. instead, he gained his powers.

- uncle ben still gets shot, which as usual influences peter to become spider-man. and months after tony still comes along and recruits him to fight in germany. peter does.

- when he briefly faces bucky ("you have a metal arm? that is AWESOME, dude!") neither know so that also goes as normal. bucky is bewhildered by the kid who managed to block a hit with so much force behind it, while also shocked to know that he was just that, a kid.

- now one vastly different thing here is that while the avengers do split for a good year, steve and tony eventually talk and make amends. the avengers reassemble, deciding that they need to put the world before their feud. they're not on super good terms, but they tolerate each other. tony still refuses to forgive bucky.

- homecoming happens during the time where things are still rocky between the avengers so peter still deals with vulture alone. but he does see tony more often, stopping by for lab days to work on his suit among other things, to keep up the "internship" charade. tony grows fond of him, though he doesn't admit it.

its post homecoming where things start to go wrong.

#i wanted to keep mary as peter's mom because in a lot of the few winterdad fics i've read #his mom is always nat for some reason ??? so yeah. mary parker is still his mom. richard isn't his step dad he's the dad that stepped up #part two will probably be done by tomorrow! lmk what you think so far i'd love to hear your thoughts :)) #marvel #mcu #marvel cinematic universe #bucky barnes #peter parker #mary parker #winter soldier #the avengers #winterdad #spiderson #marvel au #mcu au #the winterdad au #marvel fanfic #mcu fanfic #oh also keeping the irondad dynamic in there because it adds to the conflict and plot <3

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anyone interested in a long ramble about the au that essentially ended up in me making this blog?

#i think i mentioned it in the early days of the blog back in 2020 #but basically it was a winterdad au where bucky was actually peter's biological father #i wrote a fic of it but burntout after 2 chapters and i've since lost the drafts unfortunately #but the ideas still fresh in my head i remember everything #not a quote #winterdad

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its been years but i still cant get over buckys face in this scene in civil war when peter catches his fist

the first shot is giving "wait what the fuck??" and the second "what the FUCK this is a KID"

#marvel #mcu #peter parker #bucky barnes #captain america civil war #spider man #not a quote

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hey where's the what if episode where peter joins cap in civil war instead because that's something i'd love to see

#i literally could not care less about captain carter why is peggy always there #also hi not dead ! #marvel #mcu #peter parker #marvel what if #what if #not a quote

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☆✨ put this star into the inbox of your favorite blogs. it's time to spread positivity! ✨

aw, thank you! <3

#i should. i should post more here huh #asks #not a quote

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misery loves company || tasm roleswap au (rewrite)

ao3 | old version

summary: the one where peter searches for a way to exact vengeance following the death of his uncle. unfortunately there are always consequences to such drastic actions.

word count: 2,066

While Peter crumples against the floor, his body convulsing as agonized screams tear his vocal chords apart, he wonders how he even got to this point.

He can recall, through the broken shards of his collapsing mind, that he had only resorted to this because he wanted something. No, he had needed something. What he desired was a necessity, even through the crippling pain that was clear to him. Revenge, he thinks numbly, clawing at the floor like a wounded animal. He knows that much, he had done this for a reason and that reason was because he needed revenge. 

The pieces of his mind start to reassemble, though his body feels like it's still being stung by a dozen fire ants. A sharp buzzing makes its way through his entire body, causing him to violently shudder. There's a metallic taste in his mouth and he hacks up a mouthful of blood and saliva. His vision is blurred, hazy, his head throbs and feels as if he's just been hit with a truck. He feels as though he's dying. Yet his body, even though it's been torn apart from within, doesn't give in. 

Revenge. Peter grasps that one coherent thought by the strings before he can lose it, so he doesn't lose himself to the pain instead. He knows why now, in the haze of all the burning he'd almost forgotten. Uncle Ben. Peter wonders if his Uncle had felt much pain when he had died, had he felt his life ebbing away like this? Peter wasn't sure if he was dying or not, but he suspects this is as close to what it feels like as it can get.

His Uncle had been shot dead by a petty criminal five months earlier. And Peter had been too weak and feeble to do anything about it. During those months since, he'd withdrawn from society, from everything. There had been something growing within him since that fateful night when his Uncle was murdered in cold blood. Something twisted, bitter, something ugly. It was that same thing that had driven him to this point.

Oscorp. Spiders. Spider-Man. He remembers asking the new vigilante for help in his search for his Uncle's killer. But Spider-Man, ever noble, had refused him that. Spouting some bullshit about how it was far too dangerous for someone like himself - scrawny, weak - to put himself in harm's way. So Peter had snapped at him in anger, vowing that he'd find a way to do it himself. Which led him here. 

He gasps for breath, the burning restricts his airways, like a pair of hands gripping his neck tight and refusing to let him go. But the fire is less warm now, no, it's ice cold. He isn't sure which is worse, but it hurts just as much and all he wishes is for it to stop. Black spots dance in the corners of his fogged vision, he squeezes his eyes shut, his body convulses  as another wave of nauseating pain washes over him. 

At this moment, he regrets his choice. As desperate for revenge as he is, part of him thinks the pain isn't worth it. The spiders were dangerous, the experiment unstable. They had given Spider-Man his abilities, ones that Peter could only ever dream of having. But perhaps he's simply too weak to handle the process of change, maybe he'll die, never really achieving anything but a stupidly long death. He wishes he'd never come here, he wishes he'd never stuck that syringe in his arm. 

He's dying. It's agony. He hates it. He thinks about Aunt May, she'll have to relive the rawness of grief all over again when they find his body, she'll end up alone with nobody to help her. He thinks about Harry Osborn, his best friend - the boy he loves but is too much of a coward to confess - who had only just returned from Europe. Their friendship, which had withstood the test of distance and time for years, was miraculously intact. It had been as if they had never been parted in the first place.

He doesn't want to die.

Maybe he won't die. But there are fates far worse than death. It's hard to think now, but he has a rather startling thought about ending up like Doctor Connors, though as a spider mutant, rather than a mutant lizard. But Connors' mistake hadn't been his own, not entirely. Peter had helped develop that formula for him. He had given him his downfall on a silver platter.

And now, he's given himself that very same platter.

The fire burns, both warm and cold now. Peter feels numb, the pain doesn't bother him. He isn't even sure if it has completely subsided yet, but he feels lighter. A lot more than he had been earlier. How long has he been here writhing on the floor, screaming himself hoarse? With a trembling hand he starts to push himself up. He fails once and he falls back down, his jaw hitting the floor with a slight crack. It doesn't hurt as much as it should have. The thought should've bothered him, but Peter can't bring himself to care.

Finally, he manages to drag himself to one of the desks. There, he uses all the strength he can muster in order to pry himself up. He puts all of his weight on the sleek, metal table, staggering to his feet. He wavers, his movements sluggish, slow and unsteady but he finds his balance soon after. He feels charred and raw, his mind scattered and his thoughts still scattered. He isn't sure what to think.

But despite all odds, the immense physical and mental torture he'd just endured, he's alive. 

His chest heaves with the effort to breathe, the remnants of suffocation still linger, but it's easier to deal with now. His vision clears and briefly his gaze catches the empty syringe on the table, a single droplet of green liquid drips onto the table and dissolves. Peter watches that spot for a moment, unmoving, his expression completely blank. When he turns away, he finds himself staring instead at his own reflection in a broken circular mirror on the desk, which apparently he must have knocked over at some point.

The longer he stares at himself, he realizes that something isn't quite right with him

His brown hair had always been an utter mess, but it was even more disheveled than usual, and that was saying a lot. But that wasn't the thing that had a creeping feeling growing in his gut, no. It was the fact that his skin is far paler, just as sickly looking as the rest of him. That alongside the hollow bags underneath his eyes make him appear even more like a walking corpse. His ears are slightly pointed, barely noticeable, but the change stands out to him. His irises, which had always been a delicate brown, are flecked almost completely with green that give them an unnatural glow. His veins, which he only now notices, are also green - though much darker, trailing up from his neck and onto his cheek.

Absent-mindedly, he lifts a shaking hand to feel the strange face in the mirror. His eyes catch how unnaturally sharp his fingernails have become, how dark veins now stand out against the once healthy looking skin on his wrists. What had he become?

Better. His mind supplies. It feels eerily like that same thing from within that had been festering for months. So much better.

His mind feels horribly broken, there's damage done that Peter knows he can't fix so easily. But he doesn't know the extent of it. He only knows that his thoughts are becoming less scattered, but more frenzied. He's filled with adrenaline now, his body burns, but this time it isn't in pain. Oh, what had he become?

He grits his teeth. His canines are sharper too. He lowers his head, brown curls brush against his eyes. His expression twists as his head races with thoughts, memories. Something screams and screams in the back of his mind, something that he can't quite make out. It grew louder and louder, whispering unintelligible demands.

A breathless sound escapes Peter's lips. Then another, and another until he finds his chest heaving with uncontrollable, breathless laughter. He leans against the table as his knees almost buckle beneath him, keeping himself upright. Still, he laughs. Part of him doesn't understand why, but he does it anyway. There's something so amusing about the whole situation to him, but he doesn't get the punchline. Only a sense of cruel irony. 

After a few more seconds of laughter, now bordering on hysteria, a strangled noise catches in his throat. A choked sob. The crazed smile that had been painted onto his features becomes mangled, appearing more like a grimace. There's a hollow feeling in his gut, but something else within his mind, they clash together and it makes his head hurt even more.

He's different, he knows that much. Something feels wrong. But if he knows that, then why doesn't it bother him as much as it should?

He doesn't have time to dwell on much when piercing alarms fill his ears. Flashing red lights blare around him and he looks around in a panic. There's only him and the only exit, which was now blocked by steel shutters. He spins on his heel and his gaze locks onto the display in front of him. Behind a layer of protective glass, lies his escape. A hoverboard, coated in a shiny black shell, that seems to be tinted with green. It's no ordinary hoverboard, more like a specialized glider, and it's his only shot at escaping without being caught.

Without hesitation, he forces a fist through the glass - which, either isn't as reinforced as he assumed it to be, or something worked. He registers faint footsteps thundering towards the room, despite the distance. Eyes gleaming, Peter takes the glider and activates it before stepping onto it, he wavers slightly, but quickly manages to find his balance. Just like skating. He thinks idly, slowly rising from the floor.

Peter's head swivels round just as some members of security enter the room, shouting and yelling unintelligibly. Before they can even see him, he's already gone, breaking through the skylight and gliding through the sky. He shakes some glass from his hair and focuses on keeping his feet planted firmly on the glider, as well as getting as far away from Oscorp as possible. No doubt they'd be sending out search parties for the mysterious thief who had stolen a prototype glider.

Prototype. He can work with this. Maybe even make it better.

He adjusts to steering fairly easily. Leaning his body in each direction to test out the flow. But he doesn't want to test his luck, god knows he's been unlucky enough as it is lately, so he sets the glider down on a rooftop far from Oscorp and in the cover of multiple skyscrapers. Peter watches the city from above, he's never really seen his home from this angle before. He expects it to feel invigorating, to give him a new perspective on things. But as he looks down on it now he feels no semblance of such a thing. Instead, something twists in his gut.

Displeasure. He hates it. The city had never done anything good for him, one of its people had taken his Uncle's life. People aren't good, a voice in the back of his mind whispers. Peter agrees. He and his poor Aunt May had been left to suffer because people didn't care about others less fortunate, like them. Anger burns through him at the thought, as bright as the fire that had left him charred within earlier. 

Misery. He thinks, his gaze still lingers on the less than thrilling view of New York below. This place brought him nothing but misery.

Well, something curls in Peter's stomach, that same dark feeling resurfaces again. Once hollow brown eyes now gleam with something akin to mania within a haunting green glow. He flexes his fingers, once, twice and his lips pull back into a chilling grin. The whispers in the back of his mind chant in a chorus and this time, just this once, Peter understands them.

Why doesn't he give a little misery back in return?

#the rewrite of 'a new kind of enemy' is here!!! #not a quote #hey guys look at this thing i did (please)

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only the real ones remember when this blog was called incorrectpeterandbucky

#and also when every 100 followers id add to the chain of many reactions #and have a stroke because why did this blog blow up so much #not a quote #also hey while were here id like to remind new followers to read the pinned post :)

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Dr Reymer from Fatws As the heros take no shit therapist . Lol

I'm gonna be real here. I haven't actually watched FATWS yet.

#ive been meaning to #but i uh. forgot #asks #not a quote #tfatws

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Nwh IF MAY DIES Bucky adopts peter! ;-; still crying MAY DIED. T-T and peters rage oh crap nooooo

Sam also adopts peter with bucky they help him and take him to dr raynor as therapy

canon is fake may is alive and thriving (to me ok. to me)

but yeah the moment bucky finds out what happened (again, for whatever reason, mind wiping immunity with how many time his mind was wiped blank) and takes peter in. he has to introduce him to sam all over again but sam can see that peter is a good kid and that bucky knows him and wants to help him. so he helps him too.

and oh definitely therapy is the first thing they do for him because my god that boy is traumatized please help him

#mcu #peter parker #bucky barnes #sam wilson #sambucky #not a quote #asks

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Sorry for the spam😅 the dynamic of stucky fam with peter as their son is amazing

ssh no don't apologize for the spam i should be the one apologizing for never checking my inbox and leaving it for months before i finally answer (also so real, steve and bucky adopting peter is something i'll always love)

#not a quote #asks #queue moment

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Lol saw this and its funny

https://www.tumblr.com/dreaming-in-color/716175883782717440/bucky-staring-at-his-phone-peter-i-have-a?source=share

the real question here is who told steve what thicc means. my bet is on tony

#marvel #mcu #peter parker #bucky barnes #not a quote #asks #winterdad #spiderson #stucky #queue moment

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Bucky and steve finds out peter is being bullied one is the chill with everyone but stern talks the guy ....the other ....oh boy ...gets mad and nearly hits the bully

In your oppinion who is it between steve and bucky :)

Peter embarased but loves all his father figures 😁

steve definitely has the energy of being chill, but stern. bucky on the other hand would be the one to get mad, especially if the bullying was physical, like peter gets hit (and pete wouldn't hit back, power responsibility and all that so he'd just take it) but bucky? oh he wouldn't have it. he wouldn't resort to violence but he'd do more than just a “stern talk” like steve

#marvel #mcu #peter parker #bucky barnes #steve rogers #stucky #stuckyfam #not a quote #asks #queue moment

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Fury:what did you three do now.....

Steve:

Bucky:

Sam:

Peter:

Fury: im not mad, i just need to know how i can lie to the council

Fury:and say fuck you to ross

Peter: :3

it's always them, they're too chaotic together they must be contained

#marvel #mcu #peter parker #bucky barnes #sam wilson #not a quote #asks #winterdad #spiderson #queue moment

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Bet peter would do the song "i want to see my little boy" while carrying alpine whos warmed up to peter and bucky cant help join this adorable part

Someone did a hc or meme if bucky and steve caught up with the modern era Steve is a Millenial and bucky is gen z . Sides being part of the greatest generation and bucky is older than steve by um 2-3 years ?

Steve:ive quoted a vine to tony

Bucky:oh? What happened

Steve:he freaked out and no one will know it was me

Bucky:

Steve:it was glorious

Peter:welp

oh i love that. the moment steve gets his hands on vines no one will ever know peace again. hmm boy i sure do wonder who showed him them

#marvel #mcu #peter parker #bucky barnes #steve rogers #not a quote #asks #winterdad #spiderson #queue moment

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The funny video of a guy who liked the art of the art student despite not being fond of art is wholesome

Steve:thanks i made it :)

Tony:i like it picaso (genuine and cheeky compliment

Peter:he did a meme !

Bucky: me-me?

Sam:alright racoon lets show you what you missed*pats buckys back

showing bucky memes will end one or two ways. one, he will be insufferable and quote them nonstop. two, his ancient brain isn't capable of understanding them no matter how many times someone explains what a meme is to him. he's a boomer.

#at one point months ago “i like it picasso” was a vocal stim of mine i'd just quote it randomly all the time #marvel #mcu #peter parker #bucky barnes #not a quote #winterdad #spiderson #asks #queue moment

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Bucky finds out what happened in no way home with peter introuble

Bucky*while suiting up*FUCK

*later in england he helps his friends in the london tower then catches up on peter*

Beck:Whos that

Peter:Bucky?!

Bucky:here to help kiddo

*both ended up getting beck(mysterio)

Aftermath and when peter is accused bucky helps prove innocence plus daredevil as peters lawyer

Bucky*fondly*your lot like steve , peter

Peter*relived*hmm?

Bucky:just thoes stuff and thats ok

May:hey guys everythings good

Both*thumbs up*

safe to say if bucky had arrived in england during the final events of ffh beck would've been taken care of instantly. but that aside, if bucky had only shown up in the aftermath when everything was already out in the open. and then the events of nwh took place normal until bucky checks in on peter and discovers all the villains from other worlds and what peter plans to do.

may would probably live. BUT. i just thought of bucky being there to witness peter's murderous rage against the goblin at the end how that would make him feel. especially the look in his eyes. how there was barely any trace of the kid he knew in them. i'm talking winter soldier flashbacks.

the spell. maybe the spell still happens but for whatever reason bucky still remembers. maybe out of sheer stubbornness, or immunity, his memory has been wiped so many times over even magic memory erasing spells don't get him.

oops i rambled. but i just love the idea of bucky being there to protect his kid in nwh.

#marvel #mcu #peter parker #bucky barnes #not a quote #winterdad #spiderson #asks #queue moment