arieswithscorpiomoon

[arieswithscorpiomoon]

Ignorance is blindness

But if all had open eyes

the world would go blind

A blessing and curse

This double edged sword of mine

But even if I had a choice

I'd choose this way again and again

Because to them less is more

And i'm just more and more

an enigma, a self absorbed aries

A way of understanding, few can comprehend

An empath in narcissistic cloaking

It's just the way I think and feel

Rationalize and forgive

But never forget

That would mean to heal

But they need to know

this heavy armour isn't easy

for the ones who can't handle

Being a martyr for the broken wheel

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

Have you ever been loved unconditionally? And I mean truly, authentically, deeply, unconditionally.

I thought I did... until I really was. You just feel it. It feels different. At first you're still not sure, waiting for the time when they can't anymore. When the things they thought were cute and looked past before become annoying and cumbersome. When the things that they knew made you who you are, didn't matter anymore. It usually started that way. When they see the bad girl front you put up and think they can heal you. But then thsy try to fix you. Then they try to change you. And when they can't; that's when they turn on you. Suddenly the things they were okay with before aren't anymore. Now they're not just a part of you; it's something they take personally. They say you do it to them. They say it's okay until it isn't. Whether it takes days. Or weeks. Or eventually 12 years. That's the one that hurts the most.

But then... somehow... there's the one that suddenly makes you feel it, believe it.

At first you're still unsure. You've heard it before, many times before. But there's something different about this time. And even though you feel that... it takes time to realize this is the time it's true. True unconditional love. They see you. They understand you. They accept you. Even when you warn them. Tell them. And not only does she look past those flaws. But she *understands* them. Truly. Understands. She doesn't judge. She doesn't lecture. She doesn't secretly harbour those feelings.

She even accepts the things you didn't know she thought but accepted anyways. Because you're you, she says. How can I love you if I don't love all of you. Even if she doesn't agree or understand the action, she doesn't try to change your mind; she observes. Sometimes she asks... genuinely... to understand your process. Not because she's judging. It's because she wants to know you even deeper. Sometimes she says nothing at all. Sometimes she worries. Sometimes she softly asks a question that makes you think differently. Makes you understand something deeper about yourself. And then she loves you... even more... because she sees you. She loves the way you love. She sees why you sometimes make mistakes and then she tells you why they aren't mistakes. She makes you realize you're not the villain you portray, even though you wore it like a shield of dishonour. She makes you realize the others were wrong. They didn't see you. They didn't understand you. They didn't love you unconditionally. Because once you are loved unconditionally, you suddenly feel different. You make different decisions. You make different choices. You make different mistakes. But they never feel like mistakes. They feel like learnings. You grow from them, you learn from them. You heal from them. Suddenly you're not doing the things you did before. But it wasn't because societal expectations or relationship burdens, it’s because suddenly you realize that's not what defines you. It was something you did because you weren't seen. You weren't understood. You weren't accepted. Because you weren't loved unconditionally. You were always different, always misunderstood. There's not many people like you and even if people think that's what they want, it's not. That's what they wanted to change. But she embraced it. She was drawn to it because it intrigued her. She saw the things they didn't. She fell in love with the way you love... everyone. But she especially fell in love with the way she loves you, sees you, understands you, because you never had that before either. For the first time in her life, she can be herself, unapologetically. Not just herself but an elevated version of herself. She's grown. She's matured. But she didn't change. This is who she always was. They just didn't see it. Because that wasn't unconditional love. She is unconditional love. It's her.

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

Tick, tock.

Time is running out.

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

Patios and bars

Nightlife under the neon lights

You and me baby

Anywhere and everywhere

Just take me there

And be with me

Desert moon and Hollywood stars

Doesn't matter to me

Just kiss me while we're there

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

Plant me like a seed

In your garden of eden

Water us with passion and sweetness and adventure

Watch as we flourish and blossom

There's no limit to how tall we can grow

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

She's breaking all her rules for you, even the ones she never knew she had

A little push and pull, a little poor impulse control, you're the best she's never had

Feelings she hasn't felt like this before, even ones she swears she's never had

Now you're something she's craving, something she needs to have but hasn't had

She's something different and something dangerous, all the things you crave all wrapped up in one

Thinking about all of the beautiful and dirty things she says, never forgetting even one

She's making you insatiable, intoxicated and now you need a hit of her, and you know you need more than one

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

Zombie slut

You've got me in a chokehold

But not like the suffocating one she left behind

This one intoxicates me, defies my senses and knocks me senseless

Giving myself to you, all the dirty, slutty, whorish things we say and want - no - need to do

It started "um hello you're beautiful" and look at us now with that pretty mouth of yours full

My hands around your throat and my mind in your gutter

Where it belongs with your dirty repertoire

This depraved mesmerization making us insatiable, so let's stay lost in it because I'm your new addiction

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

Kiss my euphoria stained lips, feel my cocaine heart beat

I'm the best kind of bad girl, the one that'll make your heart race and your body melt

You tell yourself you shouldn't, but you do because you know you'll never be the same again

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

Played with fire so long my blood runs cold, but this heart of mine beat faster, harder when i read those words I've waited all these months for. For you, it's simply closure, a chance to finally shut that door, but we both know that for me, it'll remain ajar.

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

A sinner, a saint

Not for the faint

Of

My Cocaine heart

Beats a little differently for

You

Make me good when I'm bad

You're the best I've never had

Yet

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

Hooked on you like an addiction, this could be obsession

Your fingers gripping the sheets, my hands grabbing your throat

You whisper "harder," I quietly comply, your moans my only desire

This is carnal captivation, dripping from your parted lips

God girl, you have me wrapped around your finger

Good girl, you're wrapped around my fingers

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

[arieswithscorpiomoon]

Roll me like a dice, baby

Take a risk on me

Lay your cards down

Put your ante in

All bets are off and you're all in to win 

Take a chance on me 

It's coming down to the wire 

Then all bets are off 

What's it gonna be, wanna hit the jackpot with me? 

There's no ace up this sleeve

 But if you play your cards right, you just might find a Queen of hearts 

There’s a lot riding on this

 You'll never win if you don't cash your chips in

So put your money where your mouth is And kiss me like it's a sin

Gamble away your heart with me

Let's sweeten the pot and run the table together 

Because you’re never gonna find better odds than you and me, baby

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

Her body, hot to the touch, sweat dripping down. The sting of her nails digging in still echoes against her skin. Throat, raspy from whispery moans turned into pleading whimpers. Orgasmic waves pulsing through her veins, remnants of the Ecstasy flowing through their bodies. The sting of her hand against her ass still throbbing, the marks on her throat a beautiful reminder that she's mine.

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

[arieswithscorpiomoon]

There’s an inferno in my heart, flames blazing through my veins 

A fire erupting inside me, but that’s okay because I like the way it burns

Press your lips to mine, take this scorching heat in your mouth 

Let’s torch it all down, and kiss in the impending apocalypse 

And smile while it rains ash, in that romantic doom amber glow 

K.a.s

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[arieswithscorpiomoon]

You tried to make a full-time saint out of a part-time bad girl

I’m kind of an attention whore and you’re a bit of a judge

The sentence doesn’t fit the crime

But that didn’t stop you from sentencing me to the time

No appeals, no probation, no deliberations either

Do you ever wonder if you got it wrong?

or do you sleep well at night thinking justice was served

K.a.s

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