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dead-boys-club · 5 months
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So, I'm alive.
Busted my phone up, had to drop a whole ass bank account to replace it and my service 🤦🏻‍♀️ but, I'm back and excited to work on my Christmas prompts. ♡ feel free to still request, the list is down below.
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dead-boys-club · 5 months
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🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻 i will die on this hill.
animated characters i see as autistic aka i relate a lil too much
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dead-boys-club · 5 months
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to the anon that requested izana/kaku - im going to apologize in advance.
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dead-boys-club · 5 months
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tiny heads up. pretty please take a look at this list. i don't mind the combo - one of each or one or the other, perfectly fine with however the request is done. + please do keep in mind i am always thrilled to write poly x reader. feel free to be creative with requests.
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dead-boys-club · 5 months
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alright, tis the season to destroy my inbox, babes. one of each, one or the other, i have no preference. don't forget i write poly x reader! (:
XMAS PROMPT LIST 🎄🎁❄️
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SCENARIOS;
Decorating the tree
Dancing in the snow
Present shopping
Gift giving
Wrapping gifts
Making a gingerbread house
Gingerbread house competition
Snowball fight
Sledging
Mistletoe
Christmas baking
Christmas market
Making snowmen
Christmas party
Watching Christmas movies
Dancing to Christmas music
Going ice skating
Christmas dinner
Making Christmas dinner
Fake dating for Christmas Ball
Secret Santa
Both reaching for the last cookie
Making Christmas decorations
New Years Countdown
NYE Party
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DIALOGUES;
"Stop trying to get me to walk under the mistletoe.”
"That should be our Christmas card this year."
"Why'd you turn the music off?"
"I know we said no presents this year but..."
“I hate Christmas shopping.” - “I love Christmas shopping!”
“Do you want to put the star on the top of the tree?”
“What do you think? Like the tree?”
“Open your stocking!”
“It’s snowing!”
“What are you doing?” - “Making a snow angel.”
“Do people even use nutcrackers?”
“Do you still believe in Santa?”
“You’d make a cute elf.”
“Look! Reindeers!”
“Is that supposed to be a snowman?”
“Do you have any carrots?”
“This is the best gift you could’ve given me.”
“You have snow on your eyelashes, looks cute.”
“Come here by the fire.”
“Please don’t make me wear this, I look ridiculous.”
“You’ve really made my Christmas this year.”
“I thought you were going home for Christmas.” - “Well, I couldn’t leave you all alone.”
“I’m never letting you convince me to go carolling again.”
“Hey, if we don’t find someone by midnight…you and me…maybe?” - “Ask me properly and I might consider it.”
“Here, you can have one of my gloves.”
“What are you wearing?”
“Did you get us matching pyjamas?”
“You look so beautiful in the snow.”
“It’s bold of you to assume I haven’t eaten my entire advent calendar.”
“Christmas hot chocolate is not normal hot chocolate. Where are the marshmallows?”
“Smell this candle, it’s amazing.”
“Aren’t you going to write your letter to Santa?”
“I’ll let you sit on my knee.”
“You’re my Christmas angel.” - “Wow that was…intense.” - “Just take the compliment.”
“Will you be my new years kiss?”
“But I wanted to be Santa this year!”
“Did you make me a tinsel crown?”
“I can’t get the star on, would you give me a hand?”
“Looks like you’ve had a few drinks!” - “You haven’t had enough if you’re noticing. Come on, bar’s over there.”
“Will you make me a hot chocolate?” - “Name all the reindeer and I will.”
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dead-boys-club · 5 months
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im going to cry if i dont get to write for koko or kaku sometime soon.
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dead-boys-club · 7 months
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† : pending. ¹⁰⁻⁰⁷⁻²³
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requests are open; read my pinned.
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tr boys with a taller s/o
kakucho with a broken love interest
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silence - pantalone
roses - lyney
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housewife!yuta
'what if gojo came back with godlike abilities, snapped, and carried out geto's wish?'
14 : “How in hell can you handle love without turning your life upside down? That’s what love does, it changes everything.” satosugu poly.
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dead-boys-club · 7 months
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I am alive.
Feed me TokRev and JJK requests ♡ I'll even take some Genshin ones, if you guys feel like it.
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dead-boys-club · 9 months
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WELCOME BACK! how are you i saw the er post??? also we never got your opinion on the final chapter of tr!
hi! ♡ thank you, anon.
I am ✨️ alive ✨️
long story short; went to the hospital at 5am Sunday and by 5pm, I was getting my appendix cut out. I've been home since Monday, suffering but managing. I've got about 5 cuts all over my abdomen that burn and hurt like a motherfucker. Had to stop my painkillers today cause I was n o t reacting well to those, lmfao.
ngl, I came out of it with one thought tbvh: I better get a fucking explanation on Koko and Inupi (: I think it was rushed, just reset everything we learned and all the shit that built our favorite characters. ( tho I saw someone asking where Takeomi was and I'm like.. he's.. he's right there in the picture? Lol ) but yeah no, I want answers on Koko and Inupi (': I want answers on a lot of things, like.. idk.. the Haitani brothers lmfao just in general. But I feel like.. Koko and Inui had one of the most detailed backgrounds and building to their relationship and it's just ✨️ gone ✨️ and I need answers. It's funny though, I've reread it like.. seven times? And I just got my friend to read it and she goes 'where did Inupi's scar go?' cause apparently I'm fucking blind.
( this is why everyone writes from the pov of the bonten arc 😂 )
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dead-boys-club · 10 months
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we really didn't spend enough time discussing autistic rindou, imo.
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dead-boys-club · 1 year
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†  finale : mikey.
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request: somewhat * these are the 3rd/extra endings to: ‘do you love me?’ p1 / p2
beta’d: yes but i hate it and changed it five times.
a/u: this is a cluster fuck and was written at 3am. do not lore grill me. yes, y/n is.. let’s just use the word clairvoyant, of sorts. * banners do not indicate age or timeline.
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Sighing deeply, you pulled your bag tighter over your shoulder and pursed your lips, beyond what the word "annoyed" could even cover. No one could seem to locate your boyfriend and the fact Sanzu wasn't present either did your mental state no good; how could no one know where they went?
'We don't keep tabs on each other like children.'
Hearing Rindou's answer, you wanted nothing but to stab something through your temple. 'Why are you answering Ran's phone? If I wanted your attitude, I would have called you.'
You could hear the dissatisfied sound on the other end before shuffling sounds. Finally, a small hum sounded, somewhat signaling you to go ahead and talk.
'Since you don't 'keep tabs like children'.. How about you keep tabs like reasonable adults, in a fucking criminal organization, on the man you call boss?'
'In our defense, he doesn't tell us everything,' Ran began, doing his best to word himself properly, 'I'm sure both of them are fine. Do you honestly think Sanzu would let something happen to him?'
You frowned at the idea of a possibly dangerous situation but he had a point, no one was more obsessed protective of said boss. 'Something just.. it doesn't feel right, Ran,' you mumbled, looking around to figure out where you were.
'You worry about him too much.'
Eyebrows drawing together, you shook your head despite knowing he couldn't see. 'You don't understand.. I've got good reason to worry.' It wasn't like you could actually explain it to him, not when you could barely explain to yourself, the memories.. or.. dreams, you had. Brushing the thought aside, you just deflated. 'Just.. let me know if you hear anything, okay?'
'Of course, of course. Anything for the sweetheart,' he cooed, throwing in the little tease as if he'd simply pass without adding it to every conversation you had.
'You're such an as--' your sentence got cut off by the sound of a gasp and a few other exclamations and you looked over to see what the commotion was about. Eventually your gaze went up and your phone hit the concrete; the last thing Ran heard on the other end was the sound of you screaming, voice cracked and all he could make out was the name 'Mikey'.
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'You look exhausted.'
Laughing softly, you nudged the raven walking beside you. 'You're annoying.. I am, though. It's been such a long day!' You were being a little overdramatic towards the end, offering up a smile, 'I'm happy for them.. they belong together, you know? You can just see it.'
Looking over to you, he stepped closer to wrap an arm around your waist. 'What about us?'
Thinking to yourself, you couldn't help the deep sigh that sounded, leaning into his familiar frame. Considering the things you knew, you were more than positive that just like Hina and Takemichi, Mikey and yourself weren't falling apart anytime soon. 'I think.. there's nothing in this world could tear us apart.'
Showing a toothy smile at the words, Mikey tipped his head to press a kiss against your crown. 'I think you're right.'
The walk home from that point was filled with little comments, sweet nothings and some teasing, the usual way things went when the world was content. You'd never been more happy to return home and push your shoes off, wanting nothing more than to shed the uncomfortable dress you'd let Yuzuha talk you into.
Roaming from room to room and getting ready to step in the shower, you were collecting towels from the dryer when you heard the latter's voice.
'Hey, sunshine.. What are these?'
You thought for a second on what he could be talking about but instead of talking to yourself, you tossed the towels on the bed and made your way to the spare room. 'What?' you called, slowly coming up to the doorframe.
Your bright demeanor dulled a little, a frown settling on your features when you realized just what he'd found. In Mikey's hand was a canvas, one you'd finished and he hadn't failed to gesture to the few others. 'What.. are these..?'
The lack of malice in his tone said it wasn't something you needed to tread lightly with but how were you supposed to explain them? Reaching to take the canvas from his hands, you let your fingers trace the outline you'd done of his short, white hair. 'Uhm.. this is, uh..' you were having trouble finding the words, that annoying burning sensation at your waterline.
'It's me,' he pointed out as if it would ease your anxiety, 'but.. how.. why?'
'It's when I lost you,' you finally answered before something clicked in your head, looking up from the painting to him, 'Wait, no.. that was real?'
Mikey seemed to be just as confused as you at the comment and took the painting from you, carefully settling it back on the floor. 'Real?' He wasn't sure how to ask what he was thinking as he took your hands, honestly just trying to find some type of answers.
'I, I thought.. they were dreams or some weird hallucinations or just.. just something I made up in my head.. I thought I was crazy!' You could feel the way your heartbeat picked up and the way his hold tightened slightly on your hands, grounding you just a bit. 'I just.. it started years ago.. it felt like time kept changing.'
'Time was changing,' he mumbled, his own eyes becoming a little glossy as he released your hands in favor of cupping your cheeks, 'you stayed through all of it..' Mikey wasn't happy about the things he'd done or the person he'd become on multiple occasions but the idea you'd seen every version of him and stayed really did something to him.
'Of course I did.."nothing". remember..?'
'Nothing.' Pressing his forehead to yours, he closed his eyes and moved to wrap his arms around you. 'I remember what you asked me, you know.'
Relaxing against him, you hummed softly. 'I've asked you a lot of things over the years.'
'You asked if I loved you.'
Blinking a few times, you found him looking back at you this time and chuckled softly. 'I did, didn't I..?'
'The answer disappointed you,' he added, giving you a knowing look and you couldn't really deny it. You had wanted nothing more than for a simple 'yes' if nothing else but you understood, at the time, why he couldn't do that.
Mikey nudged your nose with his own before planting a light kiss to your lips. 'I do. I love you more than absolutely anything.'
Feeling yourself brighten up, you bit your lip to hold back the wide smile that wanted to form. 'Does.. that mean it's our turn next?' you asked, referring to the wedding earlier in the day, playing with the buttons on his shirt.
'Maybe?'
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dead-boys-club · 1 year
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[ phone draft things ♡ old request bc everyone who requests them likes to see them in pain, apparently ; kokonoi, inui ]
A sunflower.
The day you turned sixteen, a small, beautifully colored sunflower bloomed on the crease of your wrist. You remember the ache it brought you, looking over at Hajime who had also been waiting and you hated it, hated what you got and the world you lived in; your boyfriend wasn't even your soulmate. He was too scared to look for his, afraid of the same reason but when he looked up, he could see by your expression that it didn't look too good.
'What.. did you get?' You asked, clinging to that little bit of hope you had. You'd grown up with Hajime and honestly, a sunflower would have never come to mind for him. He looked around so he could answer, even having you check places he couldn't see, only to chuckle weakly.
'I didn't get one.'
You didn't know what was worse: the fact the world had given you someone you didn't know or the fact the boy you loved was fated, by the world's cruel game, to be alone. He smiled and shrugged, trying to hide how upset he was at the discovery. 'What about you?'
Holding your hand out, you mumbled; 'A sunflower.'
He traced it with his fingertips, the smile falling from his lips and his expression turning rather neutral. You didn't know what to do but your heart ached. 'But! But.. that doesn't matter! I love you. A silly little mark can't change that.' You nodded firmly and turned your arm, taking his hand, 'I don't know who it belongs to but it'll always be you.'
It seemed to brighten him a little but he was holding onto the doubt, insecurities growing rapidly in the back of his mind. Besides, you'd heard stories about people not being with their soulmates. You did your best to be optimistic, squeezing the raven's hand. If only you knew the thoughts blooming in your boyfriend's mind.
'Guess you got your marks,' interrupted a familiar voice and you looked up to see Seishu settling down at the table, dropping his chin into his palm. 'You don't look too happy.'
Hajime just shrugged and you frowned, giving the blind a pointed, disapproving look. 'What about you? What did you get?'
He shrugged slightly. 'Had a friend cover it up without finding it. I don't really care to know.. it'll just be annoying.' He had a point and maybe you should do the same, just cover it and forget it. You took the bit of advice and searched through your bag for the first aid kit you always carried along.
Upon finding it, you dug around and eventually placed a bandage over the mark, content that it was now hidden. 'There. It's like it doesn't even exist now. Come on! Why don't we go get something for lunch, huh? My treat.'
Seishu hummed and just got up, waiting for you both. Hajime hesitated but got up, holding onto your hand a little tighter than usual. 'Yeah, let's.. get some food. Maybe it'll get rid of all of this.' He offered a small smile, falling into step towards your usual place. You really wished there was something you could do.
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Staring ahead of you at the door, you spaced out entirely, even as it opened to two familiar faces walking in. Hajime and Seishu shed their uniform coats as they came in, stopping to look at you with rather concerned expressions. 'Everything okay?' Your boyfriend questioned, eyebrow going up as he moved to settle beside you.
'Huh? Oh! Yeah, just spaced out,' you chuckled, closing your book and setting it aside, watching the way the blond made sure the uniform wasn't going to wrinkle. However, it was while looking at him that you saw it, the mark he'd gotten on his birthday. Hajime, still being concerned about the state they found you in, followed your gaze and before you could somehow stop him, he saw it.
'What..?' Was all he really managed to say as he got back to his feet, eyes widened and expression showing nothing but shock. It melted away into that same heartbroken face you'd seen the day he learned he didn't have a mark. 'No.. no, it's not..? It's not..' he couldn't manage to get out a full sentence, hardly able to comprehend what he just learned.
Turning around and looking between you, Seishu was visibly confused. 'What? What happened?'
You just looked down, hand over your wrist and trying to figure out a way to make it better but would anything really work?
'Your mark, Seishu.' Hajime had his hands curled into fists, trying to settle himself down. He didn't know if he wanted to curse him out or cry or just pretend he didn't see it. 'Your fucking mark. Did you know?'
The question made you curious but why did it matter? Seishu said he kept it covered because he didn't care. That wasn't really uncharacteristic of him, so why was it suddenly coming up. That was, until the blond let out a sigh.
'Didn't at first because I really didn't want to know,' he answered, shrugging, 'when I realized what is was, I kept it covered for your sake. It's not like I asked for it. It doesn't matter.' His hand raised to offer a dismissive wave but that wasn't the end of it.
Hajime broke down slightly at the words, no longer able to hold back the tears that threatened his waterline. 'So? Does it really not matter? Or, are you saying that for my sake, too?'
You stayed quiet, watching the two and hoping it didn't end up in an actual fight. Seishu shifted awkwardly and rubbed the back of his neck, no doubt debating on his answer. In the end, he decided to be honest and quite frankly, you wished he'd kept his mouth shut.
'It still doesn't matter. I don't care what a mark has to say. I liked Y/n before I got this stupid thing.'
You wanted the world to open up and swallow you whole hearing the confession and Hajime, well, that was the final straw for him. He shook his head and left the room, roughly pushing past the person considered his best friend. Seishu nor you moved, staying in silence and wondering just how things would go from that moment on. Had you just lost your relationship because of fate's cruelty? Had Seishu lost his best friend? Your own tears began to fall as you thought, pulling your knees close to your chest. Eventually, Seishu left the room.
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dead-boys-club · 1 year
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†  finale : rindou.
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request: not really * these are the 3rd/extra endings to: ‘do you love me?’ p1 / p2
beta’d: yes but typos are always a thing
a/u: kind of want feedback on if i should finish all of the members? * banners do not indicate age or timeline.
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'You haven't spoken to him in five months.'
'I keep forgetting to change the locks, too.'
Ran hummed in acknowledgment before joining you on the couch, an arm settling behind your shoulders while his leg crossed over the other. 'He doesn't seem to be handling this little break up of yours well, you know? Drinking, sleeping around, spending like he has brains. Aren't you even a little disturbed?'
Closing the book in your hands, you tilted your head to look at him. 'Am I supposed to be concerned about a man who never once cared for me?'
'You know very well he cared.'
'And yet, here we are. Shouldn't you be at his place, playing the role of caring older brother like always?'
Sighing deeply, the latter shifted to let his head fall back against the couch, frame shifting down enough to be comfortable. 'I've given enough years of my life to make sure my brother was happy.. have I not earned the ability to cater to my own happiness for once?'
With a shift in how you sat, you reached up to start undoing the pastel colored tie, chuckling weakly. 'Older siblings have no time for happiness,' you pointed out, settling the now removed fabric neatly on the arm of the couch, 'I'm sure you know that by now.'
'You're really going to say these things while trying to undress me?' Laughing softly, he took one of your hands and tugged, guiding you onto his lap. 'Why don't we change things, then? I do believe it's time for the older siblings to have a turn.'
You could take the words in multiple ways but you decided not to seek out the one that would end up annoying you both. Instead, you turned your attention back to the buttons of his shirt, letting him initiate a kiss. It was passionate and slow, like it always was and you'd never get tired of it.
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'You're fucking my brother?'
As the door slammed open accompanied by the harsh accusation, the conversation between Hajime and yourself came to a halt. You didn't bother lifting your head to look at him, continuing to write down a few numbers. 'Was this really necessary?' You questioned, finger tapping at one of the purchases.
The white haired male was more than happy to go along with you, ignoring the latter's sudden appearance. 'It was, actually.. if you're really curious, it may be in your best interest to take it up with Sanzu.'
That made sense. Before you managed to continue, a hand was pulling your ledger away and causing your mood to sour just so. 'I know you heard me,' came Rindou's voice again, 'are you serious?'
Pinching the bridge of your nose, you shifted to lean back in your chair and looked up at him. 'I don't think it's any of your business who is in my bed, first off. Secondly, if you're so angry, I believe you should take it up with your brother. No one held a gun to his head.'
'Take up what with me, exactly?'
Ran seemed to always have great timing, walking into the meeting room with a raised eyebrow. Hajime clicked his tongue and collected his books and whatnot; 'I doubt we'll finish this with.. all of this happening. I'll be in my office when this is over.' With that, he passed by Ran, clearly annoyed that his business was interrupted by the younger Haitani's obsession with drama.
No one really paid him any mind.
'Were you planning to tell me you were screwing my fiancé?'
'Ex fiancé.'
Rindou's expression showed that he was amused by your little correction but he didn't voice that. Instead, his attention went to the older, waiting for some explanation.
'I was unaware I was supposed to keep you updated on who I was sleeping with,' Ran began, stepping further into the room to set a thin, rectangle box next to you, 'the last several months have been you going on about how this never meant anything to you.. or, was that to impress the girls you were sleeping with? Shouldn't you be giving that list to Y/n?'
When he didn't get an answer, he shifted his attention. 'We have a birthday lunch to attend.'
Your eyes widened only for a second at the fact someone other than Kakucho remembered your birthday and it made your skin tingle, heart fluttering a bit. 'You remembered,' you mumbled, almost inaudible, as you tapped a finger against the box.
Rindou straightened at the scene in front of him. 'So, what? You're both against me now?'
Ran rolled his eyes. 'Don't blame others for your inability to hold a relationship, Rindou, it's unbecoming of you. I'll never not be on your side when it comes to most things, you're already aware of that.. as for Y/n.. she simply decided what was more fitting for her.' Helping you to your feed and gesturing you ahead of him to go and try on your gift, he stopped to briefly look at his brother.
'You put yourself in this situation. I tried to help countless times and I wasn't the only one but you didn't want help. I told you several times you were going to end up alone if you didn't get your head out of your ass and look where it got you.' Ran offered a frown, something of genuine empathy for him but it was no one's fault but his own. 'Now.. I expect you to get over it and leave my fiancé out of it.'
Without another word or staying to hear him out, Ran left to seek you out, wanting nothing more than to enjoy the remainder of the day with you.
'Is he okay?' You finally asked, looking up to the latter with a soft frown. The last thing you wanted was to cause a problem, regardless of who approached who first.
'I don't believe he's coming to the wedding,' Ran mused and offered you a reassuring smile. 'He will eventually get over it.. it may take time for him to realize just what he's done but he'll get there. I do think he'd appreciate, later on, his childhood friend back.'
It was something you'd have to think about and you'd have to deal with your own feelings but someday, you were sure it wouldn't be too difficult. 'One day,' you answered, reaching to take the latter's hand, 'I love you.'
'I love you, too, darling.'
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dead-boys-club · 1 year
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†  126 : hajime, seishu.
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request: yes
beta’d: absolutely not - i’ve had this is my drafts since February. 
a/u: i have no idea what i’m doing with the requested timeline, so i did my best. and regardless, I am absolutely doing road trip kokonui as a part 2.
* banners do not indicate age or timeline.
prompt: “we’re quite literally fugitives of the state.” - “so no pizza?”
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‘You know..’ Seishu’s voice cut into the peaceful silence as he dropped a shirt on your lap, one that had holes along the shoulder due to age, ‘you could let him get you some new shirts.’ Settling across from you on the floor, he decided to join you while you separated the clothes for laundry day.
‘I’m not asking him for anything.’ Tossing some towels aside into their own pile, you frowned, looking over to the latter. ‘I’m perfectly capable of going out and using my own money for clothes.. I get good tips, sometimes.’
The blond raised an eyebrow. ‘Is that why you always wear our shirts?’ the sarcasm dripped through the question and you didn’t appreciate it. ‘You’ve had the same sleep shirt for how many years now?’
‘Are you really complaining about me wearing your shirts?’ You lifted one of his shirts, waving it, ‘Or.. are you starting to get self conscious about the oil stains?’ Throwing it at him, you got up to start dropping things into the washing machine, sighing. ‘I just don’t like asking him for things.. he’s gone years being asked for things and I don’t want to add on to it.’
Settling back on his palms, he couldn’t help but roll his eyes. ‘I know you don’t want to.. upset him or seem greedy but I’m more than positive he’d be more than thrilled. You don’t even let him get you birthday gifts.. you argued with both of us about dinner last year. Do you know how that makes him feel? You let me get you things.’
‘Sei,’ you began, closing the machine’s lid a little harder than you intended and turning to look at half of your lover duo, arms crossed, ‘it’s different and you know it.’
Seishu gestured towards you. ‘Tell me how it’s different.’
You knew you couldn’t answer that without somehow demonizing your boyfriend’s complex or infantilizing him. ‘I... It’s just.. I don’t know.’
Chuckling weakly, the blond got to his feet to join you and reached to affectionately squeeze your upper arms. ‘He isn’t a child and we both know that.. continuing to show that you still hold in your mind that he’s some fragile kid isn’t helping. Him and I both know you worry.. but, and I did not tell you this, he feels like you can’t rely on him because you’re aware of all of this. It’s something that’s really going to hinder all of us one day. You know he isn’t going to do something he doesn’t want to and dating or not, he’s under no heavy obligation to do things for either of us. Let him do things for you.’
You deflated at the words, gaze lowering and your previous frown returned, deeper than before. ‘I’m sorry..’ you mumbled, at a loss for words at the sudden seriousness of the latter - it wasn’t something you could have ever expected. ‘I’ll.. talk to him, later.’
Hajime’s presence wasn’t constant considering his line of work and maybe he was concerned about your names and faces becoming a target to someone, but it was a conversation that needed to be had. You could feel the anxiety bubbling up at the idea and tried to shake it off as best as possible. Seeing the smile Seishu offered, you let it go for the time being and nudged him back. 
‘We need to figure out dinner.’
Pushing past him and shuffling to the kitchen, you climbed onto the bar stool with pursed lips. ‘Neither of us have made it to a grocery store in some days.. I’m pretty sure the only thing in the cabinets is.. ramen and bread?’ 
Furrowing his brow, the latter moved to open the drawer and dropped some menus on the counter. ‘Technically.. it’s Koko’s turn for dinner, anyway. Great way to get you ready for that.’
You shot him a glare before reaching to pick through the menus, mumbling something incoherent. Takeout wasn’t common but that never made it easier to pick - sometimes you never found anything at all. ‘Can’t believe you’re weaponizing food to get me to talk to my own boyfriend.’
‘That you love very much and don’t want to lose over insecurities.’
‘I hate you.’
Patting your head, Seishu shifted to lean against the counter. ‘I don’t doubt that somedays. What about pizza? It’s been a while.’
You rolled your eyes and decided not to comment on the first part of his response. ‘Pizza isn’t a bad idea..’ you muttered, shuffling through the stack to pull out the menu for no real reason, it wasn’t like they had a ton of options. However, you were more than content to satisfy the need for something sweet. Right as you tilted your head to start up another conversation, the front door flew open and caused you both to flinch. 
‘I’d really like that to stay on the hinges if you don’t mind,’ you greeted, gesturing to the door that was now being closed. You failed to notice the somewhat agitated expression at first. ‘Everything okay?’
‘It’s over.’
Those were words that no one wanted to hear their significant other say and it took you both of guard, staring at the white haired male and waiting for some type of explanation. 
‘Bonten. It’s over, disbanded.. dissolved.’ 
Frowning a little at what could only be considered defeat in his voice, you shifted from your stool to walk over to him, eyebrows pulling together. You nudged him towards the couch, letting him fall down before Seishu and yourself settled on the coffee table in front of him. ‘What happened?’
‘I.. don’t even know. There were so many lights and so much yelling, it was such a mess..’ Hajime was always one you considered to be good with words, very well spoken and clear about getting his thoughts across but now, you were painfully confused. 
There was only one way Bonten would have fallen apart, a thought you didn’t want to have and your first instinct was to reach for the t.v remote. Having every intention on checking the news, you were stopped when a hand encased your own. ‘Don’t. We need to get somewhere safe, we don’t have time to waste and sit around.’
Seishu blinked a few times. ‘We were.. in the middle of ordering dinner,’ he mumbled, more or less not taking in the seriousness of the situation for the simple fact Hajime was the only one involved with the others. 
‘..We are quite literally fugitives of the prefecture.’ Hajime’s expression had easily shifted back to one that showed his annoyance, eyeing the blond. You wanted to point out that Bonten covered more than just one territory but it wasn’t the right time.
‘So.. no pizza?’
Chuckling, you got to you feet and shook your head. Neither of you were really taking everything into consideration because of the sudden news. ‘Sei.. go order the pizza, we’ll pick it up on our way out of town,’ you sighed deeply, looking around the apartment fondly before shrugging, ‘Koko and I will pack.’
Roaming off to get the food placed, you were left to look over the distressed white haired male, curious what was going through his mind. Hajime wasn’t easy to read, not when he didn’t want to be read and you assumed he was shut off for a reason. ‘It’s not the end of the world, we’ll be fine.’ 
‘Fine? Inupi has connections around here and people he’s grown fond of and a good job. You don’t even trust me to take care of you,’ he pointed out, ‘I don’t really see us doing well on the run when we’re all going to be arguing and upset.’ 
The words made you purse your lips but you brushed it aside, not wanting to make things worse. ‘So, you’re going to pretend you and Sei didn’t uproot about nine times in the past? Friends come, they go.. and I could probably promise you Draken isn’t letting him vanish without keeping in touch.’ Shifting to sit beside him, you reached to nudge his cheek with your pointer, ‘As for my problem, I got lectured on it pretty intensely today and with that, I can promise we will be perfectly fine.’
Hajime stayed silent for a moment and you could see the way his frame began to relax, shaking his head. ‘Just feels like another thing that’s fallen apart.’
‘The world could go up in flames and you’re still going to have us,’ you assured, offering a small smile, ‘one thing that will never see an end.’
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Tell me you didt pay attention to Hajime's character without telling me 🙄 "money trauma"? He was in gangs and running theft just for money and then kept doing it he was greedy and wtf is money trauma?
..that post has gotten a lot more attention than I expected and I didn't realize it was that controversial, lol.
So, I'm respectful of opinions - if you believe that's how he was, fine. However, you won't come onto my page and treat me as though I can't do character analysis nor will you act like money trauma isn't very real. I try not to write surface level characters on this page, I don't like it - I literally made an entire post about why Rindou doesn't have matching hair with Ran anymore.
If you want to write and see Koko as some horrendously obnoxious, greedy little shit - by all means, no one is stopping you. However, if you /read/ the manga or pay attention to the character book, he simply wasn't. Due to what happened with Akane and failing to help, that would be considered money related trauma; it would cause him to feel like he needed so much money at all times. Granted, he had a gift in making money, running business, etc. that's.. literally why gangs wanted him so much. He isn't a fighter, he's a financial aid. They leeched off of him to keep things going. This, also leads to money related trauma among other things like feeling like that's all you're good for. If you read his character sheet, his dislikes even list 'money'.
Koko does not have some greedy complex to be wealthy because that's who he is. He has a complex of not being able to have the money when something goes wrong or he actually needs it. Among the complex of not being wanted if it weren't for his money and business related abilities. I fully believe had he been able to get the money in time for Akane, he wouldn't be this way at all 🤷🏻‍♀️ but he failed and that stuck with him.
And, the reason I understand this so well is because I have the same trauma. I have a fuck ton in my account and yet going to the dollar tree bothers me. Why? Because I feel like it something happens and I can't fix it, well - I failed. It's almost like having a control problem when it comes to life. If I can't control certain things in my life, then I'm failing. Don't /ever/ come on my page and question any type of trauma.
♡ If anyone else wants a controversial character breakdown, my inbox is open.
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dead-boys-club · 1 year
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can we stop pretending koko's personality is being a greedy asshole when in reality he has money related trauma and his info sheet even says he doesn't like it? ♡
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dead-boys-club · 2 years
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ohmu god im gonnw cry I LOVE RIN SO MUCH THAT THEORY MAKES ME SO SAD BUT I LOVE IT SO MUCH call me a dumbass but i never thought of that its such a pretty cool realisation/theory and even tho its unlikely i syill hold hope for the slightest crumb of their backstory theyre my fav characters sosbsibs (imagine ur fav charas moments consists of them either doing goofy ahh poses or standing uselessly in the bg LMFAOAO) i hope this wasnt too long 🥹
The tears I shed thinking about rin, on the floor crying surrounded by cut off hair and scissors, saying he wanted someone to be proud of him- I did this to myself, really (': but thank you! I'm glad you like it 🥰 leave it to me to find the most obscure, depressing theory possible.
Yeah- I get that otl I feel like we know 0 about them yet here we are, willing to give up a limb for a single sentence of information. Iebdkejr with the poses Rindou is usually in, the idea of him just in the bathroom, in idle mode, just in the weirdest position possible like it's just an everything 😭 just standing like a fucking sim or some shit.
And no! By all means ✨️✨️✨️ type all you want. I don't get many interactions that aren't requests otl
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