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this. this. was so good.

Goodbye Humanity

You have blood on your hands trying to save Eren and Historia.

Slight season 3 spoilers

The blades were stained red. It had long since crusted, flakes falling from the weapon and gathering in a pile on the floor.

A reminder of the person you killed.

You stared at the flakes, your hands knotting and unknotting together. Deep breathing had become your sanctuary.

One breath in.

Murderer.

One breath out.

Killer.

You squeezed your eyes closed, hoping it would block out the noise. All it did was amplify it. The voice in your head screamed at you, reminding you of the monster you had become.

You joined the Scouts to protect life, slay titans and re-capture what humanity had lost. Now you were the one slashing at the necks of people. What was terrifying was how easily your blades slid over skin. How easily it ended life. And how little it meant at the time.

You hadn't cared about the blood soaking your hands, or the bodies dropping in your wake. You only cared about saving Eren and Historia. But it didn't matter in the end, because it was all for nothing. All those lives lost, for nothing.

You tried to tell yourself that it was either you or them. That you had every right to play god and execute without a second thought for your own selfish intent. All the while a little voice piped up in the back of your head, singing sweet nothings of death and destruction.

The guilt laid over you like a heavy blanket. It sat on your chest, stealing your breath from you the very same way you stole it from someone else.

You wondered who it was you killed. Did they have a family, or were they alone in the world? Did they have someone who would mourn their loss, and carry the memory on? You thought about dreams and wonders, one your victim would never achieve because of one swift movement of your blade. Did they voluntarily join Kenny's crew, or were they forced in some way?

The answers didn't matter. They were dead.

A strangled noise escaped your throat. You clasped a hand over your mouth, another sound creeping its way up. Water soaked your cheeks. It was like someone had turned a tap on and suddenly tears were streaming down your cheeks, a single thought echoing in your mind.

Does any of it really matter?

The moment you waved goodbye to your humanity and claimed a life, everything had nulified. You were numb. You felt like nothing could hurt you now - you'd hurt yourself in the worst possible way.

Another cry ripped out. You couldn't silence it in time. To your own ears, it sounded like a wounded animal.

Suddenly you felt the walls closing in. Instinctively you clutched at yourself, scratching to escape. You needed to get outside. You needed to breathe fresh air, feel the wind on your face, feel free.

Jumping to your feet, you rushed to the window, clambering on the ledge and pulling yourself up. Your muscles screamed as your body fell onto the roof, your breath leaving you in gasps. Instantly the air bit at your skin.

"Y/N?" A familiar voice questioned, disrupting the quiet.

Your head snapped in the direction of the voice. Catching sight of the dark hair and steely eyes, you stiffened. It was Levi.

You two weren't the closest. In fact, you barely spoke to man besides to address him for military matters. You believed him to be too harsh, too cold. Naturally you assumed that's what years of being in the Scouts had turned him into. But seeing him cut into people like they were titans... Something led you to think that it went beyond that.

"What are you doing here?" You expected him to snap at you; he looked genuinely shocked, the widening of his eyes the only sign.

You scoffed, pulling yourself more comfortable onto the roof. You tried to ignore the discomfort of the cobbles on your body. "Could ask you the same thing."

Levi grunted, his attention turning away from you. You were almost relieved - this was the first conversation you had had with him outside of battle strategy and orders. You imagined he felt as awkward as you.

For a moment, you contemplated retreating back to your room and dealing with your grief in private. But the thought made your skin crawl. Your lungs were breathing in the fresh air gratefully and the sight of the horizon was easing your mind.

At least there was something beautiful in this world.

"Can't sleep?" Levi's question surprised you. You never took him as someone who would strike up a conversation willingly. Especially with you.

You shrugged, waving the question off. "No different than usual."

He grunted again, raking a hand through his hair. He looked at the horizon, eyes upturned to the moon shining brightly in the sky. His pale skin was illuminated in the moonlight, a gasp catching in your throat. You forgot about the blood staining your hands, captivated by his etheral beauty. You always recognised he was handsome - you had to be blind to not see it - but in this light he looked like a god.

"You're staring."

His voice broke you out of your thoughts. With a light blush dusting your cheeks, you ducked your head. You mumbled an apology.

Gazing down at your hands, you picked at the red flakes crusted in your nail beds. You paid no mind to tearing the skin apart. Everything came crashing back in a wave, your schoolgirl feelings an embarassmemt. How dare you think of beauty when you took away someone's right to live?

"About today..." Levi started, stopping halfway. You looked up from your hands, seeing him clench his hands into fists. "That wasn't easy. Is never easy."

You didn't need him to clarify. You were well aware of what he was talking about. The guilt draping your body started to choke you. Swallowing thickly, you just nodded.

"You will need to do it again." You froze. "You'll be faced with the choice to kill or die. That's your choice to make."

"Who says I'm fit to make that choice?"

"You have to trust yourself to make that call." He glanced at you from the corner of his eye, noting how your nail beds were picked raw and dried and flesh blood mingled together. "You shouldn't beat yourself up for living."

You laughed bitterly. "Why do you even care?"

You swore you saw a flash of hurt cross his features. Blinking, the expression faded, hardening into the cool statue you had grown to trust blindly.

"I need you focused. Don't want a brat like you getting us all killed."

"I'll try not to."

"Try harder."

You laughed, shaking your head. You didn't respond, looking back at the view in front of you. It was all breath taking, the moonlight casting a gentle glow on the nature surrounding you.

It was odd; the more beats of silence that passed between you, the more guilt you felt. Except this time it wasn't about the murder, but about what you said to Levi. You had no right to know what he cared about, and no need to make him out to be emotionless. He had lost so much more, so many more people, than you could comprehend. He had a unique way of expressing his concern. Maybe trying to keep you focused was his way of showing he cared.

"Hey, Levi?" His attention darted to you, his brow quirking upwards. "Thank you."

His lips slightly curled at the edges.

A yawn rippled through your body, an exhaustion overwhelming you. Clambering to your feet you made your way to the edge of the roof, dangling your feet off it. Turning your head to speak to Levi, you found his attention already on you.

"Make sure you get some sleep tonight. Don't want you unfocused and getting us all killed."

Levi smirked.

#writing reblog #so talented omg #hope to see more from you in the future :)#i love seeing this side of things even tho it’s so sad but so real #nailed it even down to the title #not kidding i geeked over the title #it’s the little things that get me excited

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everseeking · 3 years

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i don’t think you understand...i’m obsessed

Hi! Your work is amazing! Can you do one where Eren walks in on the fem reader jerking off (if thats the right word) and wants to help her with it but she refuses which makes Eren to masturbate in front of her which slowly makes her more needy for him, and he comes back to help her?? I’m so nasty I know

Words: 2.2k

Warnings: masterbation, fingering, handjobs, swearing.

Author’s Note: I kind of... love this? It was hard to write Eren’s character to fit this narrative but I think I made it work. Keep in mind this is my first full smut, so please don’t judge! I hope you enjoy, anon ❤️

nsfw under the cut

“So Needy” - ErenxReader

It was yet another morning you woke up to the chatting of girls and rustling of bed sheets. You groaned quietly, holding on tightly to your pillow while shrinking back into the covers.

Waking up was horrible, just like every other day. The routine began feeling repetitive; wake up, eat, train until your muscles couldn't work, and repeat. Your body was so overworked to the point it felt like a weight was holding you down on the bed.

However, it was not only your sore bones that caused you great discomfort, but the aching between your thighs that begged for much needed attention. It must've been a good couple months since you'd last tended to your sexual needs.

You'd even started to see changes in your behaviour from such neglect. You would snap at your comrades irrationally, and you could no longer focus during training sessions.

"Hey, time to get up, sleepy head," Sasha said in your direction, catching your half-opened eye with a smirk.

"Just a few more minutes," you lied, rolling over to your other side.

You'd wait until they were all gone, then you'd simply tell Captain Levi that you overslept. Fuck, you'd probably be cleaning the stables for weeks afterwards but you were past the point of caring. You needed this.

Soon all the girls filtered out of the room, leaving alone in the cold, silent dormitory.

You slowly pushed back the covers, shivering as the chilly air hit your bare skin. Hiking up your skimpy nightgown to your hips, you let your trembling fingers rub over the material of your panties, letting a soft mewl escape your lips. You doubted you'd last very long if you were already sensitive from such a gentle touch.

Your eyes fluttered shut, pushing the fabric down your aching legs, removing the barrier between your fingers and your heat. Rubbing slow circles at your clit, you had to bite your tongue to hold back the spew of moans that fell from your lips.

Your head was swarming with lustful desires, high off of pleasure. Without caring, you dove your fingers into your core and moaned loudly, a familiar pair of blue-green eyes ingrained in the back of your mind.

Eren.

Fuck, of course you'd be thinking of Eren. Despite the awful amount of shame and disgust you felt, you couldn't help but imagine if it were him with his fingers inside you, writhing beneath him.

Your thoughts drifted to his body, remembering the way he looked shirtless. If only you had those strong arms wrapped around your body as he'd pound you into oblivion, taking out whatever pent up anger he had all on you in bed.

Eren...

"Eren!" You cried out, feeling yourself pant as you approached your high, "fuck, Eren!"

Except, your fantasy came crashing down when you felt the presence of someone else in the room. Halting your movements completely, your eyes snapped open, once again being met with the image of blue-green eyes. Except this time, they were real.

"Eren!" You screamed, pulling your nightgown down to drape over your thighs.

He stared at you, his expression indicating that he didn't quite know how to process the current situation. Usually Eren was quick to say or act on impulse, but here, he was at a loss.

You weren't quite sure if you'd ever seen Eren speechless... and you weren't quite sure whether that was a good or a bad thing.

"W-what are you doing here?" You looked away bashfully, arms wrapped around yourself, "shouldn't you be training?"

"Levi asked me to get you, since I was your partner for combat today..." he replied, a little too calmly. His intense gaze wandered every inch of your body, stopping at the dampness that collected between your legs. At the last second, eyes snapped back up to yours. "We should probably go. You know how captain is."

In any normal circumstances, you probably would've given up on finishing the deed, and instead gotten dressed. However, it seemed his presence only worsened your unwavering horniness. You clenched your thighs at the sight of him there, relieving yourself with some friction. There was no way you could possibly focus now.

"You can go. I'll be there when I'm done." You responded quietly, a little shamefully.

He stood there for a few moments, blinking with his mouth agape.

"When you're... done?"

You looked down, hating every second of this undeniably awkward encounter.

You were fully expecting him to shout. Yell. Maybe call you a dirty pervert. You certainly felt like you deserved those insults.

"I can help."

His voice was tentative, but with a hint of his own curiosity at the tip of his tongue. He couldn't deny the growing stiffness in his pants, throbbing just at the sight of you flustered in arousal. Better yet, flustered in arousal because of him.

"It was my name you called out so..."

You looked away in embarrassment, hands gripping the sheets beneath you as if to brace yourself. As much as you wanted him to help, the anxiety within you told you no. With your experience being next to none, you feared what he would think.

"I'm fine." You lied

You weren't looking, but his face dropped at those words.

"It would be..." you paused, “inappropriate, as comrades."

"Right..." he cleared his throat.

You listened to his footsteps, which approached where you lay at the end of the room. Before you could question him, he sat himself at the bed adjacent to yours, hands flat against his knees. Your eyes flickered to meet his.

"Well? Hurry up. We're far too late already, and I'd rather not get my ass beat."

He said it so naturally, as if he found nothing about this strange.

"You're going to... watch?"

"I can't go back without you,” He scoffed, "what do you suppose I tell Captain Levi? You were too busy fucking yourself?”

“No...”

You couldn't really argue with that. Besides, it wasn't like you had anything to hide. He'd already seen everything earlier.

Lifting your gown once again, you let your fingers brush over your now throbbing heat, so desperate to be touched. Your breath hitched when you swiped your thumb over your clit, choking down the whimpers knowing Eren's presence still lingered.

"You don't have to hold back." He said flatly.

You looked over at him, before thrusting your fingers up into your core, back arching off the bed. You hadn't meant for it to feel that good, but something about Eren watching made your head spin.

Too wrapped up in your own pleasure, you hadn't noticed the effect you had on Eren, who watched intently at your every move. The way your lips parted so perfectly, the way your legs trembled with each push of your fingers... it was intoxicating. His dick twitched in his pants, more horny than he'd felt in- god knows how long.

He hadn't originally planned on pleasing himself but it was dawning on him that he would most likely remain sexually frustrated all day without release.

He brought his hand to the crotch of his pants, palming himself through the material. He groaned, but not loud enough to be heard over your own moans and whimpers.

Undoing his belt, he made quick work of his pants, pushing them down past his knees and letting his cock out from the confines of his underwear. In the midst of his neediness, he gripped his dick, giving himself a hard pump down his shaft.

"Fuck," he cursed, still fixated on the way you were touching yourself.

He swiped his thumb over the tip of his member, causing him to involuntarily buck into his own hand.

If only it were her hands instead, he thought.

He called out your name, faltering your movements. Tilting your head to the side, you were blessed with the sight of Eren jerking himself, fist clamped roughly around the base of his dick.

"E-Eren?"

Chests heaving and eyes laced with desire, you both stared at each other down, reading the tension of the room. There was no doubt, you both wanted each other. No, you both needed each other, and you needed it fucking badly.

Your head was dizzy with lust, and you could no longer control yourself. Approaching him, you replaced his hands with your smaller ones. His eyes locked with yours, a questioning gaze.

"Are you sure?"

He cut his sentence short with a loud groan when your thumb swiped over his swollen tip, letting your delicate fingers get used to the feeling of his cock. Impatiently, he pulled you onto his lap, grabbing your hands to halt your movements and kissing you harshly against the mouth.

"Don't fucking tease," he muttered against your mouth, earning a smug grin from you.

That was, until his fingers travelled beneath your clothing and met your wet entrance. With only the slightest of touch, he had you whimpering, grinding your hips into his hand.

"So needy.”

He moved his fingers in slow circles against your clit, attaching his lips to your neck. He nipped and sucked on your sweet spot, lightly grazing his teeth against the sensitivity of your skin, surely to leave his mark. The combination had you writhing against him, desperate to reach the high that you'd been denied one too many times.

"M-more..." you whined, feeling him smirk against your neck. You didn't care how pathetic it sounded, you were far too frustrated to care.

However, it seemed like Eren wasn't done being a teasing little shit. He slowed his movements down, to the point where it was painful.

"Please, Eren- fuck."

He pulled his lips from your neck and lifted your chin, maintaining complete eye contact as his fingers travelled to your entrance, only grazing the outside.

"Please, what?"

You growled, burying your head into his neck, "please... make me cum."

In one thrust, you felt his two fingers delve into you, curling up to meet your sweet spot inside of you. You cried out at the feeling, still bracing yourself against him.

He loved the way you were falling apart with nothing but his fingers. He smiled at the sounds escaping your lips, continuing his rough strokes inside your core over and over again.

"L-let me- help you," you panted.

Before he could reply, he felt your hands grip the shaft of his member, groaning out at the feeling. Tightening your grip around him, he threw his head back with a loud grunt.

Your smaller, softer hands felt a million times better than he could've ever imagined. Too good, in fact, leaving him worried that he might cum too soon. He couldn't let himself go before you.

In attempt to help you reach your high faster, he brought his thumb to your clit, watching your face contort into pleasure.

"You're so good," he sighed, brushing your hair from your face as he watched your little mewls.

“Eren, I-“

Without being able to warn him, at one good, hard thrust, you felt yourself come undone around his fingers, crying out his name like a broken record. It wasn't long before he came down crashing with you, releasing his load onto your thighs.

He touched his forehead to yours, letting you both catch your breath. You felt his arms snake around your waist, seating yourself on his lap as you snuggled in his arms.

You heard him chuckle, lifting your head to meet his bright eyes.

"What?"

“I had no idea you thought of me in that way.”

You felt your face burn with embarrassment. You opened your mouth to speak but before you could say anything, he was capturing your lips in his, roughly but tenderly. The way his mouth seemed to move against yours filled your chest with warmth, forgetting for a moment about the dirty things you’d done moments prior.

“I uh- I hope this isn’t just friends with benefits type stuff,” he rubbed the back of his head awkwardly.

You giggled at his shyness.

“I hope not too. I really like you, Eren.”

He beamed.

“In that case... maybe we can hang out after training?”

“I’d love nothing more than that.”

Striding on into practice 45 minutes late, both you and Eren straightened your stance, greeting your Captain in the most formal way possible.

Without having to even look at you twice, the short man's gaze locked onto both of you, taking in your appearance from head to toe. Disheveled hair, untucked shirt, and harness snapped on the wrong way.

“You both look like shit,” he said gruffly as he marched over to you, “and you smell like it too...”

Before you could protest, he reached his hand to your collar, pulling it down and revealing the trail of hickeys decorating your neck. They were fresh, a vibrant shade of dark purple

"I told you to retrieve your comrade, not mate like wild animals," Captain Levi spat at Eren, a frown on his face, "100 laps, now.”

He walked away, looking over his shoulder, “And you’re cleaning the bathrooms for the next week.”

Perhaps there would be no time to hangout with Eren over the next week after all. You sighed, the weight of guilt on your shoulders. However, when you felt Eren’s fingers interlock with yours, you couldn’t help but notice that guilt wash away.

Looking up at him, you smiled.

Maybe cleaning bathrooms was worth it all.

#writing reblog #you’re so talented what #all my reblogs are eren but idc #READ THIS

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everseeking · 3 years

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Hi! Could I please request what dating Eren includes?

- hi !!! thank you thank you thank for requesting, i appreciate it so much ! i absolutely resonate w/ your username haha. AND you included the pic of armin, he’s my favorite :) perfect request tysm again <3 (ps i love your writing)

dating eren includes...

- eren jaeger x reader

- love wasn’t really on eren’s brain, but when he met you ?

- he regretted ever thinking like that

- eren is always and i mean always there for you

- he might not be going through the same things you are all the time, but he always does his best to be understanding and listen to you

- don’t try to change a thing about yourself when you’re around him

- whether it’s something from your personality to the way you snort when you laugh, he wants it

- he loves real-ness, so when you are your true self around him he’s the happiest

- eren is insanely determined to keep you safe

- he’s always got your back on missions and expeditions

- i can’t deny the occasional arguments

- when you don’t see eye to eye, eren isn’t the best about staying calm to resolve the issue

- as much as he wants to stay prideful, he bites his tongue and apologizes to you after a fight

- you’re never asking for him to apologize for his opinion. you want him to apologize for the way he handled things

- once you explain this to him, something clicks and things get a little easier for the two of you told you he’s understanding

- when he’s fired up he definitely brags about you to others (especially jean)

- if jean ever tries to pull a “you’d be much better with me than him,” eren is breaking his nose

- even though he tries to be mr. tough guy, we all know eren embarrasses himself a lot

- whenever something like this happens he runs to you first and tries to explain in order save your image of him, but there was no need

- even if you are laughing a little, you assure him that you think his imperfections are cute

- sometimes he shuts down and tries to block everyone out, but you stay by his side no matter what, waiting until he’s ready and working through whatever’s going on in his head

- you’re his comfort person

- when he’s at his lowest, a hug from you always makes things a little better

- but when his spirits are in a better place and he’s happy, you better brace yourself because he’s going to give you the most bone crushing hugs you’ve ever received

- in the beginning of your relationship, he tried to pretend he isn’t the affectionate type so he can seem “grown up,” but he’s too in love with you for that to work

- he wants to take care of you but gets stubborn when you try to take care of him

- “i don’t need your help, i’ve got it”

- “eren i know you’re lying, your ears always turn red when you’re lying”

- after you said that his ears weren’t the only part of him that were red

- before you could ask him why he wasn’t responding, he was pulling you into a tight hug

- he may or may not have been sniffling a little bit. the last time he heard that was from his mom :(

- if the two of you didn’t grow up together then he would always tell you that his parents would’ve loved you

- eren loves to blow raspberries on your exposed skin especially since it sends you into a laughing fit everytime and he loves to hear your laugh

- he loves taking showers together

- he begs you to let him wash your hair. it’s beyond you why he wants to so badly and he’s probably not even that good at washing your hair, but whatever makes him happy

- he always wants to be the big spoon when cuddling

- having you in his arms is very comforting for him

- you never go cold when he’s around because he’ll always put his jacket (or any other warm gear he’s wearing) around you

- if anyone ever has anything bad to say about you, eren will always stick up for you, even if you can handle yourself

- neck kisses. he gives neck kisses. this is not up for debate.

- of course he also kisses your lips, forehead, cheeks, nose, etc., but he loves loves loves kissing your neck. it’s not necessarily a sexual thing, it’s more of a sweet thing (sometimes)

- eren isn’t really the best at planning dates so that part is left up to you, but the two of you just enjoy each other’s company so much so it doesn’t matter what you’re doing as long as you’re together

- he loves seeing you smile so he’ll do whatever he can to see it

- for example, he’ll try to make jokes, make funny faces, tickle you, etc.

- but he never learns that the thing that makes you smile the most is seeing him smile

- to conclude: i fall deeper in love with this boy with each passing day

#attack on titan #attack on titan x reader #shingeki no kyojin #shingeki no kyojin x reader #aot #aot x reader #snk #snk x reader #eren jaeger #eren jaeger x reader #eren yaegar #eren yaeger x reader #headcanons #eren x reader #x reader #when will i ever shut up about how much i love eren #spoiler alert: never

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everseeking · 3 years

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all i can say is wow...and ow :,) 💔

Don’t Die on Me {Levi x Reader}

TW: Gore, Angst

The screams of your fallen soldiers were enough to keep you going, and the sharp outline of the letter you held close to your chest caused papercuts across your fingers. Tears streamed down your face as the wind whipped across your face, pricking your eyes and blurring your vision. Rain pelted down, stinging the small slithers of skin that were visible and causing you to not know where you were going. Your legs ached but the adrenaline kept you going.

Where was your horse? You had no idea, and that made it worse. You’d been bucked off when the abnormal titan had grabbed its back legs, causing you to fly off and roll into the muddy grass, hitting your head on a tree stump that allowed a trickle of blood to form on your forehead.

The rest of your team was presumably dead, leaving you alone amid the horror you were facing. Your heart pounded against your chest, and you were sure you’d vomit again if you hadn’t done so four times before. The letter in your hand was something you read to keep your spirits up and to remind you that you’d always be protected, but right now, you felt more vulnerable than ever.

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#writing reblog #my heart just shattered into pieces #this was unbelievably good

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everseeking · 3 years

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hello!! It's your relief story anon!!! i friken love what you wrote!!! may i have another request 🥺 similar to the relief story, Levi's s/o gets into a near death experience right in front of him and he freezes for the first time. everyone's super shocked abt it after the mission and he gets reprimanded just for formalities (erwin n hanji rlly just wanna check up on him personally) but they all understand since he's been through a lot. Levi can't deal with his emotions and he wants to say i love you to his s/o (first time saying it) but he doesn't know how and yes HAHAHAHA

- OMG HI AGAIN ! IM SO HAPPY THAT YOU ENJOYED IT THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!!! thank you again not only for requesting that, but also for requesting again, it’s so awesome when u guys come back and request more :) plus your ideas are always so great. i had a lot of fun writing this, i hope u enjoy <3 (and i got your second message tysm for adding it ! i tried to include as much fluff as possible but my dumb brain always defaults to angst hahaha)

how to say i love you

- levi ackerman x reader

warnings: season 2 and ova spoilers (if you haven’t watched the ova’s yet they’re on youtube but this only references ‘a choice with no regrets’ aka levi’s ova)

levi has never had...feelings for anyone before.

the romantic kind, of course. he's felt plenty of things towards people on a regular basis—anger. hate. disgust. confusion. annoyance. frustration.

to be fair he has had the occasional friend, or the occasional person who he respected, and others who he flat out wanted to protect. just never anything romantic.

this didn’t bother him, falling in love wasn’t his top priority or anything. his life has been one traumatic experience after the other. there was no time for him to be romantically involved with another, nor was he willing to take the risk of potential heartbreak that would add to his constantly growing list of traumatic events.

when he first met y/n l/n he acknowledged her as nothing more than another member of the survey corps. someone he would work with. someone he would train with. someone who he would give orders to if deemed necessary. someone who would join his team. someone he would slowly become more curious about. someone who would bring him feelings that he couldn't describe in words.

his plans had clearly gone astray.

y/n was supposed to be nothing more than a colleague, but somehow fate had much more in store. the young girl began to appear more and more in his life and before he could even process it, she was already apart of his team.

now that the they were spending almost everyday together, along with the rest of his team, levi had the opportunity to try to solve the mystery that was y/n.

there was something that he felt about her that he couldn't put into words. the way she was determined to save humanity and her friends, the way she poured everything she had into everything she did, the way she was strong in every aspect of the word, the way she got along with the rest of the team, the way she laughed, the way she smiled, the way she spoke, the way she moved, all of it. it all encapsulated him.

what is this emotion ? fascination ? curiosity ? these words weren’t completely right, but they safe enough for him to settle on for now.

yes, that's all. the brat just makes me curious because i don't understand her.

at least, that's what he told himself. but the tingles that remained on his skin from the place where she accidentally brushed up against him or the way his stomach felt after his eyes met hers or the way he noticed himself always wanting to be near her or the way he wanted to protect her more than anything in the world, said otherwise.

whatever message he wanted to send probably definitely was not passed on. when y/n accidentally brushed up against him he snapped back "watch it." when she made eye contact with him, it was more her meeting his eyes and him seemingly glaring back. when he took a few steps towards her to be closer, she felt paranoid, wondering if he was determining whether or not he should scold her for something. when she was on missions and he occasionally had to step in and save her tail, she felt like she was slacking.

truthfully in all these situations levi just resorted back to his true nature. he never meant any harm so clearly he wasn’t the best at expressing his feelings. henceforth, the three word phrase was foreign to him.

after all the many challenges that came with trying to understand each other, the couple finally got together. but despite being together, neither had said the 'L word’ yet.

to be honest, y/n hadn’t dwelled on it too much. she had learned the best way to survive mentally was to live in the moment. when the time would come, the time would come, however, the thought that time wasn’t a guarantee gnawed at the back of her brain. she always wondered how levi felt about the matter, but never got around to asking. little did he know he’d once again find out for himself that time wasn’t a guarantee.

just like every other day, y/n awoke to levi placing a kiss on her forehead. he wished nothing more than to let the love of his life sleep late into the morning in their shared bed, safe from the dangers of the world, but there was another mission today in which he needed her by his side.

the plan was to head to the outskirts of wall rose to a forest that was known to be surrounded by titans. hanji convinced erwin to let her try to capture titans in the forest again, as it all but worked on the female titan. erwin agreed, not only because he too believed the survey corps had all the materials necessary to capture titans again, but also because he knew the scouts needed more real time practice in the forest. levi wasn’t happy to hear the commander refer to this as “practice,” since so many lives were guaranteed to be lost in the process, but there was nothing he could do about it.

with everyone’s approval and the preparations complete, they were off. the ride there had been as close to smooth sailing as possible, with erwin successfully rerouting the troops to avoid as many unnecessary collisions with titans as possible and a surprisingly low amount of abnormals in their path. but everyone knew the real problems would be up ahead.

in this area, the titans were mainly surrounding the thick trees in the forest. it wasn’t too far from the forest where they encountered the female titan so the layout of the jungle was fairly similar. a large path ran straight through the trees, leaving the scouts lots of opportunities.

before the forest itself came into view, the hoard otherworldly creatures showed up. the crowd of titans didn’t seem to be too bad, with none surpassing ten meters. a bit of the outer edges of the formation took a hit, but everyone else made it into the woods unscathed.

unlike the last time levi’s squad was in the forest, their objective was not to be the bait. instead, they were to take to the trees and be on clean up duty. it was a little different from their normal clean up duty, as they weren’t doing chores around the castle or cabin—they were eliminating stray titans. the survey corps was only prepared to capture two titans, so any others that entered needed to be exterminated.

they weren’t the only ones with this job, but erwin placed them as the last hoop the titans had to get through before they were captured. any titans that escaped the first few groups were more likely than not going to be challenging, so they needed to be left with the most talented squad.

the eight scouts that made up levi’s squad traveled the path that cut through the forest until they found the four trees in which they were to set up camp. levi and jean were on the first tree, armin and sasha on the one across from them, connie and mikasa on the next, and y/n and eren on the fourth. the formation placed y/n and levi diagonal from each other so they could each defend half of the younger scouts in their squad if necessary, as well as had the team in pairs that weren’t often together for even more practice.

the ground rumbled beneath the group as they looked down to see the first wave of soldiers acting as bait pass through. after some time and a few more waves, including hanji and erwin who were in charge of the traps, everyone passed through and the titans came into sight.

the ground troops had all reported that no abnormals or titans above ten meters made it in so they all relaxed—or relaxed as one can be when they’re facing man-eating giants. levi recognized the last troop passing through and gave his second in command a nod which she returned, letting everyone else know it was show time.

the rumbling of the ground from the horses before was nothing compared to that of the titans. not counting the first two, there were nine titans in all. everyone gave a silent thanks to the squads who had narrowed down the hoard before it arrived to them.

finally, the first two titans ran past the trees levi’s squad was hidden in, chasing the ground troops. with a loud “now !” from levi, the rest of them deployed from their hiding places. thanks to the squad’s impeccable teamwork and countless hours of training in forests closer to home, the remaining seven titans were taken out without a hitch. y/n couldn’t help but feel a sense of pride as she watched her team improve with every mission and it was obvious they all felt the same way. the way they beamed and had to hold back their celebration was as a clear as day.

the team regrouped, with y/n checking the younger members for any life threatening wounds and levi double checking all the titans were taken care of. she had just finished examining sasha when levi came back and announced the next step of today’s plan. everyone was to head forward to meet the other troops and aid in getting the titans back to the walls. although the titans may be secured, there were still infinite possibilities for catastrophes that could happen so they needed all the backup they could get. the young cadets nodded in agreement then followed after levi as he took to the sky, with y/n tailing the rest of the group. if y/n and levi weren’t side by side during missions, this was always the formation everyone fell into. levi led the way, protecting the front of the party, and she acted as the caboose to make sure no one got left behind as well as to protect them from the back.

after a few failed tricks from eren as he tried to show off with his gear and a quick scolding from levi, the rest of the scouts came into view. the mission appeared to be a success. the final two titans were both apprehended, one nailed to the ground and the other bound in the air.

squad levi landed and began to greet everyone but didn’t get very far when hanji’s squeals flooded everyone’s ears.

the scientist was practically bouncing up and down as she came over. “squad levi ! all in one piece, i see. let me show you what we’ve done,” she gushed, ushering all of them towards the titans.

it was no surprise she was so excited. she had been waiting for this day to arrive for ages, but levi still gave a quick “tch,” under his breath out of annoyance which forced y/n to cover her mouth with her palm to stifle a laugh.

the eight, now nine, of them cranned their necks up to see the side of the beast that was hammered into the ground. the sight would’ve been cruel if it were anything other than a titan, but remembering all the pain they’ve brought to each one of them, no one did so much as bat an eye. returning the focus back to hanji, everyone watched as she took a sharp inhale to prepare for her long ramble about how everything worked. lucky for y/n, before hanji could exhale, levi grabbed his partner’s arm and pulled her away.

he pulled her close so he could whisper in her ear, “come on, let’s go find erwin.”

as much as she wanted to argue with him and tell him he was being mean, she really didn’t want to listen to hanji’s spiel that she had heard a million times over. a tiny pang of guilt struck y/n for leaving the other half of the squad behind forced to listen to her, but sometimes everyone has to take one for the team.

she threw a quick wave over her shoulder to the others, then followed levi, who was still holding her arm, as he dragged her through the crowd of other scouts who were just floating around, waiting for orders, until he finally spotted the commander.

the tall man’s eyes fell upon the pair and he drew himself away from whomever he was speaking with to come greet them.

“ah levi, y/n,” erwin began. levi’s expression stayed the same but y/n offered the man a small smile and wave which he returned with a nod. erwin was actually the one who recommended to levi that he should consider y/n to be apart of his squad, so she heavily credited him entirely with starting your relationship with levi (even if levi disagreed every time she told him this).

levi and erwin fell into formal conversation, discussing the remainder of the mission, which left y/n realizing levi hadn’t really saved her from a talk you’ve heard countless times before, but instead brought her into another one.

hanji’s rambling would have been more interesting than this she thought to yourself as she began lazily scanned the small sea of scouts scrambling around, looking for a way to entertain yourself until the two men were done talking. one group in particular caught her eyes.

the soldiers seemed to be much more jittery than everyone else. they frantically looked amongst each other and towards the titan that hanji had just finished showing the rest of levi’s squad, and seemed to be contemplating a solution to an unknown issue.

it was clear something was up.

just as she placed her hand on levi’s shoulder to bring his and erwin’s focus over to the scene, the ground began to shake, which caught their attention for her.

no one had time to react when dust flew up everywhere, obstructing everyone’s views so they couldn’t see where the loud crashes that followed came from. a strong force slammed into them, throwing them who knows how far into the air. the fear of hitting the ground barely had enough time to settle into y/n before everything went dark.

everyone in the vicinity had been sent flying into the air along, but levi was the first one to be up on his feet again. bringing his arms up to shield his eyes, he decided to stay where he was as the dust cleared so he could assess the situation and move on from there.

the scene finally came into view; he gathered that the titan had ripped its arm through the nails that secured it to the floor of the woods, then flailed it around in an attempt to grab people. it made a clean sweep in the area that he was previously standing—all that was left were debris and broken wood planks from the compartments that were attached to the other titan’s traps.

a wave of adrenaline passed through his body as he remembered who was with him. he needed to find not only erwin immediately, but also y/n. he reached down to grab the handles of his controller grip but froze instantly upon seeing what had just come into view as more of the dust cleared.

y/n was sprawled out on the ground, ODM gear tossed a few feet away from her body but more importantly, the titan’s hand was hovering mere meters above her.

his pulse almost quickened twicehold, but it felt as though it heart had stopped in his chest. situations like this presented themselves to levi almost everyday of his life, but this was much different. in those, he was almost two steps ahead. he knew that by now he should be wrapping his arms around y/n and pulling her to safety at breakneck speed, or even better, he should’ve shielded her from harm at the very beginning. but right now he couldn’t do so much as move his finger.

levi was completely inert—his arms felt like they being weighed down by a ball and chain, his legs felt like they had grown roots into the ground that planted in him place. his throat ran dry and his stomach felt like it had just done a flip. the rest of him went numb while shock consumed his body, physically and mentally, rendering him entirely helpless.

images of isabel, farlan, petra, oluo, eld, gunther, and countless others all flashed before him, the same running theme echoed in his mind—he wasn’t able to save them. all he had to do was pull back a single index finger. this would launch one of his anchors into the back of the titan’s neck, sending him flying to slice its nape. but he couldn’t do it. the only thing he knew he had the power to do was watch helplessly as his partner would be eaten alive.

the shouts of others flooded his ears as his senses slowly began to return to him, but it didn’t matter. he couldn’t make out a thing. frankly he wished he could so he could break away from the things that occupied his mind now. shame. guilt. humiliation. fear. regret. he took for granted every moment he had ever spent with y/n. every smile she gave him. every time he embraced her. every kiss. every conversation they shared under the stars while everyone else was fast asleep. every opportunity he had but failed to tell her that he—

before he finished his thought someone finally broke through his trance. erwin was the one who was able to crack the surface and bring him back to life.

the commander was shouting levi’s name, hoping, praying, to wake him up from whatever was going on in his head. levi was still unable feel his body, but he realized he was moving as the ground began to grow smaller. one of erwin’s strong arms hooked around levi’s middle and they were flying away from the chaos below. the commander spared a glance to levi to see the man’s eyes were still trained on y/n.

the feeling returned to levi’s body as he felt the pain of being thrown onto one of the thick tree branches surge through his body. not knowing how else to bring him back from the trance that wasn’t full broken, erwin had tossed off of him levi instead of placing him down gently.

he watched as levi scrambled up and expected him to yell back for throwing him, but the response was much different.

“where is she ??” levi demanded. his eyes may have been on y/n the whole time, but his mind was elsewhere replaying scenes from the past. he had no idea if she had been eaten, or even survived the initial attack. the only think he saw was her body on the ground, unmoving.

“safe,” erwin confirmed. “hanji ran over just in time and got her. but what happened to you ?” no one had ever seen levi freeze up the way he did. others believed it was just fear which made him seem a little more human to them, but erwin knew it was more than that.

throughout the years, erwin watched levi witness the deaths of those closest to him, and even then he was still able to act. but after seeing him go rigid, erwin was more than worried. it was clear levi went into shock, however, shock runs more than skin deep.

this became even more evident to him as levi remained silent the entire way back to the walls. y/n was still unconscious, so one of the open carts was her escort. guilt continued to wash over levi as he wasn’t able to ride in the cart with her to monitor her closely because he had to ride his horse back. regardless, he stayed as close to the cart as possible and stole as many glances her way as he could.

if he had it his way, he would’ve waited outside the infirmary for y/n when they arrived back home, but hanji and erwin practically dragged him to the mess hall to replenish his energy. this may or may not be skipping the part where levi was questioned about what happened, followed by him being chastised for his actions (or lack there of). levi could bare focus even though it was such a serious conversation. his mind was still a hazy mess. as much as hanji and erwin wanted to talk to levi more about the situtation, they knew it was best for the conversation to end there for the day. levi looked so shaken up that he could barely keep himself standing so the last thing he needed was to be yelled at more. the entire corps also made sure to steer clear of the man. he usually had all his emotions hidden but they were on full display now. it still scared the hell out of them.

but the fear alone wasn’t enough to stop them from whispering to themselves. word carried fast about how captain levi froze up and watched one of his squad mates almost die. the ones who only heard about the story instead of witnessing it couldn’t believe what they were hearing. the captain levi did nothing while one of his own almost became titan food ?

hearing the whispers in passing, levi didn’t care that they were talking about him, but he was still affected. their words just made reality sink deeper into him. they weren’t the only ones who were unable to believe what happened. he really just watched helplessly as someone almost died. and it wasn’t just someone, it was his other half.

“hey levi ?” hanji voiced, pulling him out of his head. levi didn’t bother looking up from his food that he had been staring at for the past few minutes to face her. the best he could to was give her a side glance as he peered at her from the corner of his eyes and waited for her to finish.

the glare he was sending her way made her blood run cold, but she took the hint and continued. “are you alright ?” she asked in a small voice.

“does it look like i’m alright ?” he growled back, then went back to eating.

“just wanted to ask,” she added with an awkward laugh then turned to erwin who was on the other side of her. for once in her life she knew not to press any harder, but making levi upset wasn’t her intention. she was genuinely worried about him. hanji gave erwin a what do i do now ? look, hoping for some help, but erwin could only shake his head. he cared about levi just as much as she did, but he knew there was nothing either of them could do or say to make levi feel better. the only thing he needed was to see y/n.

at last, levi finished his dinner and excused himself to go find his partner. as his feet carried him at a quick pace across the stone floors of the many hallways in HQ, fear came back to his already grim mind. there was no word on y/n’s condition so he assumed no progress had been made and she was still unconscious.

needless to say, when he rounded the corner and saw her sitting on the bench right outside the infirmary swiveling her heels and tapping her toes together as if she was bored, shock overcame him once again, this time on a much lower scale. similar to just a few hours ago, he was frozen instantly upon seeing her. it was a much prettier sight this time, but it was still painful to see. the bandage that wrapped around her head peaked out from being any strands of hair that fell in front of her face, other wraps and patches plastered themselves across her arms and legs, and some purple and blue splotches peaked out from behind them. this was only the skin that was exposed. for once in his life levi didn’t want to think about what she looked like when she weren’t wearing any clothes. he made a quick mental note to later place tender kisses on all her bumps and bruises, and took of running towards her.

y/n had been discharged from the infirmary during dinner hours, so the halls has been quite empty as she sat outside alone, falling into boredom. when the first sounds of shoes hitting the ground entered her ears, she got a bit excited, but calmed herself down reminding herself it probably wasn’t him. but when the steps got quicker and louder, she finally let yourself look up to see up to see her partner was the source. there was no point in holding back anyone; her face visibly lit up and a wide smile placed itself on her lips. just like levi, y/n wanted nothing more in the entire world than to see him.

he run turned to a jog then a complete stop as he halted in front of her. despite being so anxious to see one another, neither were really prepared. they just kinda...stared at each other, neither sure of the right words to say. levi decided to take the initiative. he opened his mouth, hoping something, anything, would come out, but his attempt fell flat. words just weren’t enough. instead, he lifted his arms and placed both hands gently on y/n’s shoulders. she caught on quickly, standing up at the same time as he was pulling her into his arms for a tight embrace.

the pair remained silent in each other’s arms until y/n decided to take initiative this time and finally spoke. “is it true ?” she mumbled against his neck, barely loud enough for him to hear.

as much as he had hoped the gossip would stay in the mess hall, levi knew that inevitably word would spread to her. someone must have told her everything that happened, leaving in every little detail about how levi made no moves to save her life, ending up having to be saved by hanji in the end.

based off his silence, y/n knew levi had a lot on his mind so she continued “did you really freeze up?”

he didn’t realize it, but he had tensed up at her words. it absolutely pained him to answer, but he couldn’t imagine the pain she were feeling.

summing up his courage, he began to confirm the worst, but she pulled away before he could get more than a “yes,” out. levi braced himself for the hurt expression that he would be faced with, knowing his heart would break instantly as she realized he truly did failed to protect her, but instead he was met with kind eyes and soft face.

the look on his face had utter disbelief written all over it as her hands went up to cup his face that was now reddening. “are you okay?” y/n asked softly. “im so sorry.”

levi was beyond bewildered. he wanted her to be furious at him. yell at him. pull her soft hands back and strike him as much as she pleased. tell him he failed and that she couldn’t stand the sight of him. he knew he deserved it all and more, but he should’ve known she would never do that. that wasn’t y/n.

he melted into her touch and placing one of his hand over one of hers that remained on his cheek. “i was terrified, y/n.”

y/n finally gave him one of her beautiful smiles and giggled softly. “why were you scared ? i was the one who almost got eaten,” she teased.

y/n’s laughs had quickly subsided after seeing the serious look that had etched itself onto levi’s face. “because you were in danger,” he started.

“i don’t know what id do with myself if i lost you, i...”

“i love you, y/n.”

it was finally y/n’s turn to get a taste of the shock that levi had been experiencing all day. she could’ve sworn her heart skipped a beat at his words, followed by butterfly wings tickling the inside of her tummy, her eyes widening and jaw falling slack. her hands slowly slipped from his face to instead place one of her palms on her chest to make sure her heart was indeed pumping at a regular pace.

levi, on the other hand, was not having a magical experience. y/n’s reaction made him feel as though his feelings weren’t reciprocated despite having been together for so long. he started to get deeper into his head, negative thoughts starting to eat away at him once again, when she finally spoke.

“i love you too, levi,” she breathed out, still too stunned to breathe properly.

levi had had enough of being unable to move for one day. one of his hands grabbed y/n’s waist while the other found its way to the back of her head, as he kissed her roughly, which she eagerly returned. the way he felt her grin against his lips was enough to make all the pain and fear he had experienced that day worth it.

he couldn’t have asked for a better outcome to such a shitty day.

levi had finally learned how to say i love you and he thanked the stars every night following that day that y/n was the one who taught him how.

#attack on titan #aot #attack on titan x reader #aot x reader #shingeki no kyojin #snk #shingeki no kyojin x reader #snk x reader #levi ackerman #levi ackermann #levi ackerman x reader #levi ackermann x reader #levi x reader

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hi ! can i get hcs for when reader braids armin’s hair or like plays with it ?

- hi ! thank again you so much for requesting !!!!! i love your requests so much <3 it took me a few days to finish but i hope u still enjoy :)

plaits

- armin arlert x reader

- over the years people have been known to make fun of his haircut, but he had no desire to change it since he's had it like that his whole life

- but when you came along and actually liked his hair ?

- his eyes literally sparkled

- compliment this boy even a little bit and he'll be absolutely whipped for you

- whether you're relaxing alone together or cuddling, he wants at least one of your hands tangled in his hair

- every time you start to gently scratch your nails against his scalp it sends tingles down his spine and he dozes off

- the first few times this happened you were in the middle of a conversation and were waiting for a reply until you looked down to see he was asleep

- just the sight of him made your heart swell, he's adorable

- similar to eren, it took a bit of effort to convince armin to let you actually style his hair (we can cut him some slack though, his argument was much better than eren's)

- even before he dressed up as historia people often times misgendered him. they even took it a step further by making fun of his body, poking at how slim he was, which lead to them calling him weak

- armin hated admitting that he took their words to heart. he never let them change who he was, but that's not to say their words didn't hurt

- thankfully he had great friends in his corner like mikasa and eren, and an even greater s/o

- you knew him all too well, so before he could get too far into his worries about you braiding his hair, you were already sharing your plan

- the two of you came to the agreement that you'd only do his hair behind closed doors. he wouldn't wear it out in front of the others if he didn't want to

- this eased his anxiety and warmed his heart a bit knowing you truly understood him

- to start, you grabbed either your own hairbrush or one of the other girls' and brushed out his hair

- this definitely awakens something in him though because now it’s a daily ritual for you to brush his hair

- it amazed you how well kept it was, as you knew his hair care process wasn't exactly a thing

- his blond lockes are so so soft and had almost no tangles in the first place. no wonder he pulled off playing historia so well

- after you had finished you pulled him aside to a mirror and showed him the look and much to his surprise, he really liked it !!

- his hair isn't too long, so the braid was small and some bits fell around his face, framing it

- you had to agree that it definitely suited him

- things were going well afterwards. he was thanking you and shyly opening up about how he thought it looked nice, when the door opened and in walked connie, jean, and eren

- you and armin froze in place

- it was kind of your fault for doing it in the boys dorm where anyone could walk in but the two of you were so deep in conversation and appreciating each other’s company that the outside world sort of drifted away

- connie and jean were abt to greet you like normal since they didn’t even notice armin’s hair at first, but eren didn't give them a chance to as he pushed past both of them and ran to his best friend

- eren started freaking out, grabbing both armin’s arms and had stared at him with wide eyes

- "ARMIN. what did you do to your hair ??"

- everyone watched as a red blush seeped onto armin's face while he stammered out something about how you had asked to do his hair for fun

- once again, poor armin thought people were making fun of him :(

- but his worrying was for nothing

- eren was freaking out because he thought armin's hair looked really good

- he turned armin around so he could get a better look then pat him on the back and complimented him

- connie and jean joined in, agreeing that it suited

- armin didn’t know what to say. he spent so much time worrying about what others would think of him, when not only did those closest to him like it, but more importantly he liked it

- sure, he was feeling confident about his looks in a world where aesthetics weren’t super important, but an ounce of confidence can go a long way sometimes

- you made sure to pull eren, jean, and connie aside later and thank them for being kind to armin

- connie and jean may not understand why they were being thanked but eren go it

- after experimenting with his hair a bit more, armin now lets you do different styles that he wears out occasionally

- braided, half up half down, pony tail, bun, the whole lot

- his favorites are when you plait his hair or tie only half of it up. ponytails remind him a little too much of his acting days

- when the two of you hangout your fingers mindlessly go to his hair and start weaving three strands together into a braid

- it relaxes the both of you

- his bangs still hang down, so while he’s reading you clip them back for him so he can see better

- you were sad to see his hair get cut short as your days of styling his hair and twisting pieces of it between your fingers were gone, but when the chances came for relaxing and cuddling you still made sure to hold the little bits you had left and massage his scalp

- similar to eren, as the days get harder armin needs more comfort sometimes, and playing with his hair is always just what he needs

#attack on titan #aot #attack on titan x reader #aot x reader #shingeki no kyojin #snk #shingeki no kyojin x reader #snk x reader #armin arlert #armin #armin arlert x reader #armin x reader #armin arlert headcanons #armin headcanons #headcanons #x reader

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everseeking · 3 years

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suddenly i am an artist 😳

<(` ^ ´) >

Eren with an artist s/o

He is in his element with his artist s/o.

One time he asked you to draw his mom for him and he get quite emotional.

Don't draw this man unless you want him to smirk at you and attack you with little kisses all over your face.

Whenever he sees you drawing/painting he puts his head on your shoulder and watches.

He gets a little jealous if he sees you drawing somebody else <(｀^´)>

One time you drew his eyes and praised you non stop.

#THIS IS SO CUTE #writing reblog

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Hi! Is it okay to ask for a Levi smutxfluff where he's benched from injuring his leg but it's getting a lot better. His fem! S/o is part of his squad and he gets the report that she was in a life threatening situation but she made it safe and he's waiting for the scouts to return. He waits for them and doesn't know what to feel fjejfjs im sorry this is hella long!!! Also no manga spoilers/references please

- hello !! thank you so much for requesting ! that’s totally okay and don’t apologize for the length, it helped me out having details :) there aren’t any manga spoilers or references, but there are season 2 spoilers in case anyone hasn’t finished it yet. i hope you enjoy and thank you again for requesting <3

relief

- levi ackerman x reader

- warnings: season two spoilers, nsfw contains smut; hand job, oral (giving), fingering, cream pie, slight overstimulation but not much, AFAB!reader

once again, levi injured his damn leg.

after being temporarily handicapped from his leg injury when he initially fought the female titan, he made a personal vow to never let an injury like that happen to him again. it was a major setback and seriously hindered his abilities. but unfortunately, titans makes no promises.

it was during an expedition, of course, and things were taking a turn for the worst. levi was unaware that his squad would be needed on an expedition the next day, so he kept them up late the night before to polish their skills as much as possible. during the mission, it was clear they could barely keep their eyes open.

levi was extremely stressed out, worrying about his team as well as what he was going to say to erwin later when he yelled at the commander for such a late notice on the mission. for now, the captain had to make up for much of his team's slack. as much as the kids wanted to put up an argument when he flew in and stole their prey, they kept their mouths shut. there was no way they could’ve finished the job on their own and knew their protests weren't worth it, as it felt kind of wrong to argue with someone who was saving their lives.

it was brutal work since he too was bordering onto exhaustion, but levi pushed through and helped his team clean up the last hoard of titans. just when he thought he was in the clear, a titan came up on sasha and tried to grab her. if he had gone any slower to finding her, he wouldn’t have been able to save her. but thankfully, levi was able to use the last bit of his gas all at once to throw himself forward and push her out of the way.

he seriously couldn’t catch a break as this resulted in him getting himself caught in the titan's grip. his blades weren't drawn prior to being grabbed so cutting himself out was impossible. the giant had levi's entire lower half engulfed in its hand. if his second in command hadn’t been there he would have for sure been a goner.

it was y/n’s turn to play hero, as she flew in and swiftly sliced the titan's nape, freeing not only her captain but also her partner from definite doom.

levi wished he could say it was a clean save, but he couldn't deny the bone crunching he heard below him. they arrived back home in one piece with only levi's broken leg to report.

so not only had he injured his leg again, but it was worse than his sprained ankle from the forest. the captain was even more upset when the medics informed him that he had to be benched for six weeks. that meant no physical activity for six weeks. yes, that includes sex.

over the course of his healing, there were many times when he claimed to be okay so he could accompany his team on expeditions, only to be rushed back to bed by his colleagues. many people even urged y/n to nail down the door to her and levi’s shared room in order to keep him trapped in there. y/n laughed off the idea, not even considering it because she knew levi would only feel more tempted to break out. a few nails wouldn’t stop him. the only thing he could say he enjoyed about his time off was having y/n as his "personal nurse," when she wasn’t off with the rest of the team. she still had to stop things from getting too heated every now and then.

“doctor’s orders !” she’d always say as she stopped a heated make out session or after he had tried to pull her into his lap.

when it came to more domestic care, levi hated having her watch after him. he definitely appreciated it, but the last thing he wanted was to be a burden to her. he wasn’t just burdening her with his personal care, but also the burden of the entire team since she would be his replacement for the time being. many times he tried to wave off his partner and tell her he could manage on his own before he finally told her he didn’t want to have to rely on her. he was surprised when she brushed back the hair in front of his forehead to kiss his forehead, whispering that she wanted to take care of him and help him.

finally, he had reached the sixth week and was ready to hit the sky again. the morning of the latest mission, y/n noticed levi had a bit of a pep in his step as he prepared to venture outside the walls for the first time in a few weeks. she giggled at his poor attempts to get excited since he wasn't the best at expressing his emotions, but she felt a little guilty since she didn't have the heart to tell him that he was once again sitting this one out.

hanji had pulled y/n aside the night before and broken the news to her. she explained that although his road to recovery had been going well, he needed to take one more week to ensure that he was completely healed. it hurt y/n’s heart a little bit to hear this. over the last few weeks she watched her partner practically counting down the days until his return, so she made sure to tell hanji that she wouldn't be the one breaking the news to him.

hanji also knew how restless her friend was and wasn't sure if she would comeback alive after telling him the news, so she waited until the last possible second to tell him. literally, word got around that it was time to make the final preparations before heading off when she pulled him aside and told him.

he was enraged to say the least. he grabbed the front of hanji's shirt and pulled her down to his level as he began to chew her out in front of everyone. the soldiers awkwardly shuffled past the two, definitely not wanting to get involved. it wasn't until y/n came and informed the two of them that it was time to go when he finally let go of her. hanji laughed nervously and decided to give the couple one last minute of alone time as she headed back to her squad.

there was a lot they wanted to say to each other, levi wanting to tell y/n to be careful and y/n wanting to apologize for not telling him sooner, but they both knew this wasn't the time for a conversation. y/n put on a determined face and told him that she would do her best to lead the team in his place, offering him a salute, then headed over to join the others.

levi was super bummed. he waited behind and watched as the horses left to make their way towards the outer walls before he sulked to himself and retreated back to his quarters to finish the less exciting side of his job; paperwork.

it had been a few hours since the cadets had left that morning, so the golden sunlight that was now pouring through levi's windows notified him that they should be back any minute now. he stood up from his small desk and stretched his back that had started to stiffen up from sitting in his chair for the last few hours. many nights had been spent sleeping in the same chair, but he swore it was more comfortable sleeping in it than doing paperwork it in.

he took a look around the room and saw the rays of sun illuminated the dust particles floating through the air. it annoyed him to say the least, as he had yet to find a way to clean the air. for now, he would settle for sweeping the room one last time. just as he was pulling a broom out of the closet, a hard knock came from his door.

"captain levi ?" a young soldier called from the other side. levi was slightly annoyed that he was being interrupted, but he managed to keep the ‘this better be important,’ thoughts to himself.

he placed the broom back in the closet and made his way to the door. upon opening it, he saw the distressed look on the soldier's face.

"what is it ?" levi pryed, not really sure what to expect at this point.

the soldier straightened up and cleared his throat. "the first group from today's expedition has arrived with a report. the rest of the scouts are on their way back now, but i was told to hand you the part of the report that regards the condition of your team." the boy held out the paper in his hand for his superior to take.

levi practically ripped the paper out of the soldier’s hand, causing him to flinch a little, but it was understandable. a million scenarios were playing through levi’s mind about what could have happened. he feared that once again he had lost his entire squad and had to start all over again. it was a pain he never wanted to live through again, especially since his lover was apart of his team this time.

his eyes quickly scanned the clearly hastily scribbled words, searching for words like death, killed, and eaten. the was almost at the end of the page when he realized he hadn’t heard anything terrible yet. eren ended up not needing the use his titan form, mikasa had another impressive kill streak, armin and connie were in a bit of a predicament but got out fine, and jean and sasha were safe too. the only one that had been yet to mentioned was y/n.

in an attempt to distract a group of titans from one of her fellow soldiers whose ODM gear was malfunctioning, y/n l/n used herself as bait. she was successful in saving the soldiers life, but one of the titans caught ahold of one of her gear’s cables and she was thrown to the ground. l/n was found unconscious by armin arlert and she is currently being watched until the group arrives and she can be transported to the infirmary for a full check up.

levi’s heart sank deeper and deeper into his stomach with every word he read. y/n was always putting others first regardless of how dangerous a situation was. she was selfless to a fault. he warned her many times that something like this would happen, but she never listened. her heart would never let her not help someone in need. it was one of the things he loved about her the most.

the awkward shuffling of the messenger soldier’s feet brought levi back to reality. before waving him off, levi asked if there was any more information than what was shared in the report, but he shook his head.

the soldier finally left, leaving levi frozen in the middle of his room. the report was too vague for him to know what to think or do.

how high was she from the ground when she fell ? did she just get knocked out ? or did she hit her head hard enough to cause internal bleeding ?

the thought that her current condition could be much different from the report also crossed his mind. y/n was stated to only be unconscious, but she could have gotten worse since.

there’s no point in pondering the what-ifs, he reminded himself, but it was easier said than done. he moved over to his neatly tucked bed and sat down on the edge of it, resting his elbows on his knees and holding his head in his hands.

he didn’t know what he would do if he lost her. what the team would do if they lost her. before he could fall back into his dark thoughts about his partner’s condition, a large commotion came from outside alerting him that the cadets were back.

with a small stumble as he jumped up from his bed, levi sprinted out of his room to go outside. there were already a lot of people crowding around the carts and horses, so he did his best to slip past them all. the people in the way that had managed to see his face instantly moved aside, not wanting to anger the captain after seeing the intense look on his face.

after making his way to the front of the crowd, levi scanned the area in search of y/n, having no luck until he heard a familiar voice yelling ‘captain.’

his eyes met with eren’s who was waving frantically in order to flag down his captain who was now quickly making his way over to the group.

“she’s alright,” the titan shifter called out over the other voices in the crowd. levi didn’t want to get his hopes up as he wasn’t sure how accurate eren’s words were, but regardless, a wave of relief came over him.

as he pulled up next to the cart they were sitting in, levi also met armin, who nodded in agreement with what eren was saying. the blond opened his mouth to add onto what his friend had said, when he was interrupted.

“where’s levi ?”

hearing his partner’s voice almost brought levi to his knees. the weight of not knowing her condition finally fell off his shoulders. he peered over the side of the cart to see y/n laying on the ground on her back with a white bandage wrapped around her entire head. her face instantly lit up when she saw him.

the girl jumped up and threw herself onto the captain, wrapping her arms around his neck in a tight hug. if this were any other situation he would’ve told her to get off of him, but right now he allowed himself to wrap one arm around her back and placed his free hand on the back of her head, pulling her closer to him.

levi couldnt bring himself to scold her for being too rough while she was injured. instead, he sighed and hugged her tighter.

“thank god you’re okay,” he breathed out against her hair. he felt her smile widen as she nuzzled her head deeper into the crook of his neck.

after the two finally pulled apart from each other, levi immediately took y/n to the infirmary where they confirmed she only had a minor concussion.

the moment they entered their shared room for the night, levi pulled y/n in for another hug. she graciously accepted, wrapping her tired arms around his middle.

he pulled back and brought up a hand to brush her hair away from her face so he could place a soft kiss on her forehead where her bandages previously were.

y/n placed her hands on levi’s cheeks and gently pulled his face down so she could plant a kiss on his lips. levi eagerly kissed back and began taking careful steps backwards to lead her onto the bed.

they now sat on the edge of the bed and kiss turned more passionate, with y/n opening her mouth to swipe her tongue across levi's lower lip asking for entrance into his mouth. he eagerly accepted, greeting her tongue with his own as they made out.

without breaking the kiss, y/n carefully straddled herself onto levi's lap taking extra care to not put too much pressure on his healing leg. however, her plans became a lost cause when he grabbed her hips to meet his. her eyes widened as she felt his bulge between her legs. tension built up in her core as she instinctively rolled her hips forward to grind herself against his clothed crotch.

it was levi's turn for his eyes to widen as a wave of pleasure swept across his body. he broke the kiss to meet his partner's lustful eyes as she recoiled her hips back once again to bring herself more pleasure. he sharply inhaled before kissing her deeply one last time before throwing her off his lap.

y/n flopped down on the bed next to him, laughing, but she took the hint and started undressing herself like he did. once their clothes were in a messy heap on the floor, levi took a moment to pull her head close to him so he could kiss the side of it, worried he had only made her concussion worse when he threw her off of him moments ago.

“are you okay ?” he pressed, lips still against her head.

y/n laughed and placed her hand on top of his that was on the side of her head. “i told you a million times that im okay, my love.”

“and i’ll ask you a million more times just to be sure,” he replied, pulling back.

as he moved away, y/n grabbed the sides of his face and pulled him in for another deep kiss. one of the captain's hands placed itself on the small of her back to pull her closer while the other felt around behind her looking for the bed. once he gripped the sheets, he brought the hand up to the other side of her back and took a step to turn his own back towards the bed, then fell onto it, pulling y/n down with him so she would land on top of him.

he cringed as he remembered her concussion and quickly asked if she was okay, only for her to laugh once again and reassure him she was fine. before levi could ask anymore questions or make anymore quips, she returned her lips to his. their tongues explored each other’s mouths, searching every inch of each other’s caverns.

she pulled her lips away from his to smile at him while she slowed her breathing. the sight alone was enough to make levi fall in love all over again. her messy h/c hair fell perfectly, combined with her eyes filled with pure adoration from looking at him and the goofy smile that was on her lips. no one had ever looked at him the way she had. his eyes tore apart from hers and trailed down to see the rest of her body.

"you're absolutely perfect," he whispered, just loud enough for y/n to hear as he took in every curve on her body. levi thanked the stars that the moon was bright enough tonight to let him see the soft pink hue that spread across her cheeks as he complimented her.

she leaned in close to his ear and whispered "as are you," back to him. each movement of her lips tickled against his earlobe. it sent a shiver down his spine. y/n shifted her body weight so that she was now sitting up and straddling his lap once again. her right hand met his strong chest, then dragging down to his toned abdomen followed by his lower stomach.

y/n scooted back so she could get a full view of his hardened cock. her index finger traced a straight line from the base of his member to the tip. it took a lot of self control for levi keep himself from shuddering as her nail softly grazed the side of his cock.

levi propped himself up with his elbows. to get a good look at what she was doing. he watched as her hand went back to the base of his shaft and her fingers wrapped around it. she started slowly pumping him, resulting in his breaths becoming deeper. he closed his eyes for a mere second when a new wave of pleasure swept across him that made his eyes roll back in his head.

y/n had lowered her face and began sucking on just the head of his cock while her hand's pace quickened. her cheeks hollowed out from the pressure of sucking his tip and he fisted one of his hands into her hair. he didn't push her head down, rather, he gripped it to stimulate pleasure for her as well as to let her know he was enjoying what she was doing.

she hummed against him and started to incorporate her tongue as she swirled it around his head, which sent yet another wave of pleasure throughout his body. when y/n added her free hand to the mix, using it to fondle his balls, the stimulation almost became too much for levi to stand. he used the fist in her hair to pull her off him and up to his face.

a small dribble of spit leaked out of the corner of her mouth. before y/n had a chance to wipe it, levi was pulling her forward and swiping his tongue against her mouth to lick it off, then planted open mouth kisses down her face and up her jawline until he reached her neck where began to suck her skin and create a few hickeys. she slowly leaned her head back to give him better access to her neck.

she said a silent thank you when she realized the marks were placed just low enough to be hidden by the collar of her white shirt so no one would know a thing the next day. everyone already freaked out enough when they found out y/n and levi were a couple.

without removing his lips from her neck, levi lifted y/n from her hips then moved one of his hands to feel the folds of her pussy. she was soaking wet, so all her had to do was cover his index and middle fingers with his slick before he slowly slid them both inside of her. a low moan came from y/n’s parted lips as levi’s fingers went deeper inside of her.

he pumped them slowly, reaching deeper each time until he was knuckles deep into her core. when he curled his fingers to hit her g-spot, she had had enough.

“inside of me...i need you inside of me levi,” y/n moaned, digging her nails into his back. levi laughed to himself at how desperate his lover had become from just his fingers. it was clear to him that he needed to avoid any injuries that could put a halt to his sex life at all costs from now on.

he pulled his wet fingers out of her and gripped his cock, making sure to cover it with her juices that were still on his fingers so it would be easier to push inside of her, then positioned himself with her entrance. y/n moaned once again as his tip rubbed against her folds before sliding into her. she sharply inhaled as his head entered her. levi gave her a moment to signal that she was ready before thrusting deeper inside of her. after a few weeks of abstinence, y/n needed a bit longer to get adjusted.

after about a minute, levi was able to thrust his hips up and push his full length inside of her as she dug her nails deeper into his back. he knew it was payback for him marking up her neck when she broke her hazy gaze to give him a smirk. just for that, he pulled himself almost completely out of her, then thrusted balls deep back into her, hard.

y/n’s hand flew off her partner’s back and onto her mouth to stifle the loud moan that almost escaped. she shot him a fake glare and he returned the smirk she had given him earlier. levi wanted nothing more than to hear her call out his name loudly, but it wasn’t worth the harassment he’d face from his colleagues the next day.

after she had composed herself, y/n removed her hand from her mouth and placed it on her partner’s bicep. he stopped thrusting into her, knowing she wanted to take over. just like he had thought, y/n started to rock her hips so she was grinding on him much like she had done whilst they were still clothed.

the pleasure was much more enjoyable now that he was inside her. each time she rolled her hips forward, his cock hit her cervix. now it was levi’s turn to stifle a moan, as y/n road him into ecstasy. his grip on her hips increased which most definitely left yet another mark on her skin.

the fact that y/n was biting her lower lip also didn’t go unnoticed by the captain. whenever she did this it was a sure fire way of telling him she was close to her release. he wrapped one arm around her back and in a swift motion flippped both of them over so that y/n was on her back and he was hovering over her.

she let out a small squeal at his sudden shift and wanted to scold him for not being careful with his leg, but her words were lost as he snapped his hips against hers. she once again went to cover her mouth to avoid her moans escaping, but levi’s hands interlocking with her own prevented her from doing so. he gave both her hands a quick squeeze before going back to thrusting himself into her. her eyes stayed trained on his, while his watched the way she engulfed his cock. it drove him so crazy she could feel him twitch inside of her. he high was near, but there was no way he was going to let himself finish before his partner.

he focused more on his thrusts, moving his hips better so he would hit her g-spot harder with each thrust. the way he rolled his hips to meet her core finally sent her over the edge. he kissed her deeply as she moaned against his lips while he continued to ride out her climax. even after she had come down from her high, levi kept thrusting into her, chasing his own release.

the overstimulation was enough to send her over the edge again, this time being joined by his own release. he let out a low grunt as he finished inside of her painting her inner walls with his cum.

levi pumped into y/n three more times before he stopped and fell onto her chest, not even bothering to pull out. after six weeks of no sex, their orgasms were both super intense.

“maybe we should wait another six weeks before our next round if it’s gonna be that good again,” y/n teased.

levi’s head shot up so he could see her face. y/n bust out laughing when he finally realized she was kidding. levi rolled his eyes and pushed himself off her so he could slide out of her.

the mix of their juices that escaped her as he unsheathed his cock from her made his member twitch back to life, becoming hard again.

“or i guess we could go again right now,” y/n added after sitting up herself and seeing his hard on.

levi smiled and pushed her back down gently then hovered over top of her once again.

“that’s more like it.”

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hi ! can i get hcs for when reader is helping eren tie his hair up ?

- hi !! thank you a ton for requesting ! this request is so cute omg <3 i love eren sm i swear

man bun

- eren jaeger x reader

- it doesn't take a genius to see that eren is independent and stubborn

- but around you ? it's a different story

- not a completely different story, or anything. your first few tries at putting his hair up weren't exactly successful

- even if you've been dating long before he grew his hair out, he still complains a bit when you try to put it up for him

- "y/n i can do it by myself, you're not my mom"

- how you put up with him is beyond me (jk)

- you seriously doubt he knows how to do it though, as you've yet to see him without his hair covering his face partially like mikasa

- finally, one night things change

- he's been down in the dumps for ages, so many nights he comes to you for comfort.

- but tonight was a particularly bad night

- he comes to you and just melts into your arms as you lower him and yourself to the floor

- you're on your knees hugging him close to you as you begin to run your fingers through his locks

- without words, you bring your other hand up to his hair and gather it all up gently as you tie it up for him

- he's too overwhelmed by the world to put up a protest. he won't even swat at your hands because his own are too comfortable around your waist

- after he finally gets off you, he just continues to go about his business. he doesn't even fully process you tied his hair back until he passes by the bathroom mirror as he goes to rinse off for the night

- he's taken aback for sure. not only is he also realizing how much easier it's been to see without his hair covering his face, but he actually likes how it looks

- he runs back over to you, shock still written all over his face, and asks you to show him what you did

- you teach him how to tie his hair up on his own which was absolutely adorable

- now he's able to do it whenever he pleases, but he won't deny that he likes it better when you do it. whether you're ultra-dexterous or not, you have a way with his hair

- not only does it stay in place longer when you tie it up, but feeling your fingers brush against his scalp is euphoric for him

- his independent and stubborn natures fade away each time he comes to you and bends down so you can tie his hair up for him

- i like to imagine the hair care doesn't stop there

- on occasion, eren lets you brush his hair for him

- when you guys shower for him, he lets you help wash his hair (he would return the favor as well if you'd like him to)

- you touching his hair sends a shiver down his spine. it just feels so nice

- it isn’t all sunshine and rainbows though

- when his hair is a bit tangled and you accidentally pull it while trying to tie it up, he gets really dramatic about the pain

- if it happens more than once in one session, he’s totally whining about it

- but when you tell him you won’t help him anymore if he isn’t going to be nice, then he’s putting his pride aside and apologizing

- you may or may not smirk to yourself after he turns back around to let you continue, as you tricked him into apologizing. his antics didn’t really matter to you, but a free apology from eren is something you’ll take any chance you can get

- sometimes when he's wearing it down and you notice strands of hair getting his in way, you walk over to him without asking and begin tying it up for him

- he doesn't put up a fight, but you guys' wordless exchange leaves everyone dumbfounded - you're definitely an odd couple to them, but in a cute way. like are you guys telepathic or something ?

- not only does keeping it tied back make functioning easier for him, but it gives you a better view of his beautiful face

- so any chance you get, you're tying his hair up for him for sure

- you definitely try out more than one look on him

- others will see him switch from a ponytail, to a man bun, to a half up half down hairstyle

- jean definitely has called him man bun before, and even though eren threatned him, there was no shame in his game

- if you put his hair up, then nothing anyone else says can rain on his parade

- eren please never cut your hair

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hi!! i just got done reading ur dating headcannon for armin and was wondering if you could do the same for levi? thank u <3

- hello !! thank you so much for requesting i appreciate it a ton ! i’m so glad you asked for levi, i’ve been waiting to do his headcanons. hope i can do the little big man justice :)

levi ackerman dating headcanons

- levi ackerman x reader

- this man cares about you SO much

- a lot of people are kind of scared of the infamous captain, but you get to see the real him

- he doesn't drastically change around you or anything. he still makes is awful jokes about shit and butts of course, but you find him to be endearing

- despite his busy schedule, his mind is always filled with thoughts of you

- he also makes sure to spend as much time with you as he can

- before you've permanently moved into his cabin, you definitely sneak into his room a lot

- when he hears your "special knock," as you call it, he rolls his eyes and walks over to let you in

- he's just being dramatic btw. he's been expecting you all night and wants nothing more than your presence

- during your waking hours, you're often times the one to initiate cuddles

- he tells you that he's supposed to meet with erwin but as he's walking by you to leave, you grab his arm and pull him onto you in the small sofa in his quarters

- he complains for a moment that he has somewhere to be, but he makes no efforts to get off of you

- if anything, he relaxes himself, letting the side of his head lay against your chest as he listens to your heartbeat, as well sneaking his arms underneath you so he can hold your torso

- this, combined with your fingers running through his hair, is enough to make him even forget who the commander was

- however, when it's time to go to sleep, he's the one to initiate cuddles

- he pulls you close to him and places his hand in your hair so he can hold your head close to him while the other arm wraps around your waist

- he loves holding you

- when he's not resting his head on your chest while you're holding each other, he likes to have you lower than him so he can rest his chin on the top of your head

- occasionally after a rough day (for him or you) he lets you hold him, but he prefers to hold you (although he can't deny that he feels a new sense of safety in your arms)

- alright now grab your favorite drink and meet him for tea time right now

- you can bring whatever beverage you’d like, but you need to take a moment to have a drink with him

- you learn how to brew his tea just the way he likes it

- this was the moment when he knew you were the one

- kidding, but he really appreciates this

- he learns how to help you with your favorite drink, whether it’s squeezing fruits for fresh juice, brewing the perfect cup of coffee, preparing you your own cup of tea, or even knowing your ideal temperature for a glass of water

- your relationship is founded on trust

- he's had some issues in the past, but the fact that he is able to trust you completely let's him know that you're his soulmate

- speaking of his past, you're also one of the few people he can open up to about that

- although your heart breaks with every word, you still listen deeply and offer him your unconditional love and support

- he of course does the same for you, no matter what kind of past you had

- he doesn't care about your height. like, at all.

- you could be a foot shorter than him, the same height, or two feet taller and he wouldn't care. he loves you for you

- the only time he gets insecure around you is when he sees how easily you're able to get along with everyone else

- it's not that he's jealous of anyone close to you, rather, he sees how much everyone loves you and wonders how that feels

- after seeing him a bit down, you pry into him and try to figure out what's wrong. after he hesitantly explains, you sigh and smile

- you assure him that he's perfect just the way he is and more people love him than he realizes

- something clicks in him and he realizes that he's happy with the way things are. after being reminded of how respected he is and how much people look up to him, he feels much better

- and it's all thanks to you

- not exactly the biggest on pda

- your relationship is kept somewhat of a secret for multiple reasons

- one being that this isn't exactly the time or place for lovey dovey relationship

- and two being that you don't need to announce your relationship to the world in order to be happy

- of course, once word gets out, everyone thinks you guys are super cute together and their respect and love for both of you grows even more

- everyone wonders how you got THE captain levi to open up enough, but they're extremely grateful that you did

- his demeanor doesn't change a ton now that the two of you are together, but it's clear that something is different about him

- a levi smile is rare, but since he met you, he's smiled more than he has in his entire life

- hanji teases both of you a lot, but thanks you for everything you've done for her friend

- she also likes to call herself you guys' third wheel

- it makes levi cringe when she calls herself that, but you think it's funny and tell him to lighten up

- you also have to tell him to go easy on eren a lot

- it may be a little funny watch him flinch when levi walks in the room, but you don't want him to traumatize the poor boy

- you also point out mikasa's evil eyes that fall on him when he does something to eren, reminding levi of her feelings for him which occasionally makes him lay off, but usually he doesn't care

- levi can be quite apathetic when it comes to hearing what others have to say, but you're the one exception

- he loves hearing you talk. getting a peak inside your beautiful mind, carried by your voice that he adores is pure serotonin for him

- on missions he's often warning you to be careful

- even if you aren't the reckless type, he always warns you before anything to watch yourself

- he doesn't really protect you because he knows you're capable of handling yourself, but if anything were to happen, he'd be the first one there

- after mission snuggles are an absolute must, of course

- when the long days are finally over, the comfort of each other's arms make it all worth it

- you feel honored to say that humanity's strongest soldier spends his nights in your arms

- (he thinks that's a bit cliché but you don't care. you love him way too much to not be prideful about it)

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