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the one thing i want to be able to do as a writer is make people come back to something ive written. i want that piece of text to haunt them, i want their thoughts to be briefly consumed by this. i want this to be something they remember long after its time. thats the one thing i want to do

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Title: girls against god

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: none

Category: M/M

Fandom: Merlin (TV)

Relationship: Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin),

Characters: Merlin (Merlin), Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Morgana (Merlin),

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern with Magic, Modern Era, Alternate Universe - Dark, Dark, Dark Merlin (Merlin), Merlin is Emrys (Merlin), God Merlin (Merlin), Kidnapping, Temporary Character Death, its arthur but its fine he comes back each time :), Immortal Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Immortal Merlin (Merlin), Reincarnation, this is part two of a series no one asked for this is completely, Self-Indulgent, Anal Sex, Hand Jobs, Dubious Consent, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat

Language: English

Word count: 12.4k

Summary:

and i know i may not look like much just another screaming speck of dust but, oh god, you're gonna get it you'll be sorry that you messed with us

arthur wakes up in a cabin in the middle of the sea his captor claims to be a god name merlin who stole him away from a club. he has to deal with being trapped by a nutter who is completely out of touch with humanity. fighting his attraction to his captor and always looking for a way to escape while dealing with visions from the past as king. will arthur be pushed to his breaking point?

#bbc merlin #merthur #merthur fanfic #dark #dark fanfiction #merlin #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #my writing #fanfiction #dark fic #reincarnation au

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Title: stunt double

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: none

Category: M/M F/M

Fandom: Merlin (TV)

Relationship: Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Leon/Morgana (Merlin), Gwen/Lancelot, (Merlin) Gwaine/Mithian (Merlin), Freya/Will (Merlin), Kara/Mordred (Merlin)

Characters: Merlin (Merlin), Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Morgana (Merlin), Hunith (Merlin), Freya (Merlin), Will (Merlin), Gwaine (Merlin), Kilgharrah (Merlin), Gaius (Merlin), Leon (Merlin), Elyan (Merlin), Percival (Merlin), Cenred (Merlin), Mordred (Merlin), Mithian (Merlin), Gwen (Merlin), Lancelot (Merlin)

Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Modern Era, Strangers to Lovers, Awkward Romance, Roommates, Getting Together, Established Relationship, Secret Relationship, Actor Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), stuntman merlin, Closeted Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Gay Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Bisexual Merlin (Merlin), homeless arthur pendragon, Domestic Fluff, Romantic Fluff, Coming Out, Marriage Proposal, Top Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Bottom Arthur Pendragon (Merlin), Top Merlin (Merlin), Bottom Merlin (Merlin), Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, Hand Jobs, Come Eating, Rimming, Spit As Lube, Dirty Talk, Dry Humping, Butt Plugs, Sex Toys, Facials, Face-Fucking, Face-Sitting, BDSM, Flogging, Restraints, Outdoor Sex, Crossdressing, Lingerie, Mirror Sex, Nipple Piercings, Cock Warming, Video Sex, Double Penetration, Mutual Masturbation, 69 (Sex Position), Frottage, Intercrural Sex, Tattoos

Language: English

Word count: 67.5k

Summary:

famous actor arthur pendragon has a secret, he is a closeted gay man and that is about to be thrown out the window when he mets a mystery man at the latest table read for kilgharrah newest flim

after very awkward moments and heated sexual interactions, they become flatmates

a story of an actor and stuntman told through getting together, being a secret, and coming out with a bunch of sexy times throughout

#merthur #merthur fanfic #merlin #bbc merlin #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #merthur au #modern merthur #fanfic #smut fic #mine

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Merlin if he fucked

#why do I dress him like this in all my fics

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#bradley james #merlin #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #swords #gif #mine #bts

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anyway,. back to your usual queue'd posts.

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Title: mermaid

Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning: Rape/Non-Con

Category: M/M

Fandom: Merlin (TV)

Relationship: Merlin/Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)

Characters: Merlin (Merlin) Arthur Pendragon (Merlin)

Additional Tags:

Alternate Universe - Modern with Magic, Dark, Dark Merlin (Merlin), Merlin is Emrys (Merlin), God Merlin (Merlin), Song: Mermaids (Florence + The Machine), Kidnapping, Rimming, Anal Sex, Self-Lubrication, merlin is a god/mermaid/something that lives in the sea, Dead Dove: Do Not Eat, Cannibalism, Extremely Dubious Consent, Alternate Universe - Dark

Language: English

Word count: 2.2k

Summary:

and with your mermaid hair and your teeth so sharp you crawled from the sea to break that sailor's heart you only get one night upon the shore so dance like you've never danced before and the dance floor is filling up with blood

emrys is older than time itself and get a gift of once a year. the ability to come onto land to hunt for the heart of mortals. he meets his mark for the night and feel's a pull when his target turns out to be the son of uther pendragon that man who has been hunting down this kind for years. it will be a great pleasure to steal away the son of the man he hates. this was the best night this old god has had in a long time

#bbc merlin #merthur #merthur fanfic #arthur pendragon #merlin emrys #merlin #fanfiction #dark fanfiction #dark fic #song fic #my writing

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Dear big ears,

Don’t get on me. You know they’re huge, but that’s okay. I like to nibble them. Do you miss me yet? I miss you so much. It’s painful. They talk in myths and legends about how, when you are parted from your one, it will be like you lost yourself. I never paid much attention to my tutors when they talk about it, but I wish I had.

Then I could put these feelings into words instead of just writing that without you, my world is less bright. I feel as if I’m walking with a limp, like a part of me is missing.

I wish you could see it here, Merlin. Most of the media like to think Africa is just dry, red, nothing. While it is dry and red, it is also so very green. As we flew over the Congolian rainforests, I never saw so much green in one area. It’s huge! It’s full of so much life, Merlin. I want to show you someday together.

Even now, I see and are told things that I want to share with you. Always thinking ‘I have to tell Merlin’ I’m sorry that we aren’t able to keep in contact much. I know we said it would be like I never left, and that turned out to be a lie.

But I have to do this. I have to help these people give back what I can. Not because I’ll get brownie points or just want to help the common folk, but because I’m able to. I hold this status and money. I can really do something. Something that will help others.

My mother told me before her death to give everything you can to people and more. That we had opportunities most people don’t have. We need to help others, so we can build a better world for all. I want to help others as much as I can.

Even when the monarchy is dismantled. I know you’re waiting for that part. I will keep doing this, and you will come with me. Not only that, but I’ll help build and you could teach everyone art. I would even bring supplies. There is a little girl here who mixes her paints from minerals naturally found here.

I wish you could see it. It’s like nothing I’ve ever seen before, and I know you’d just go bonkers.

Well, I must go and get this off to be posted before I can’t for another three days. I miss you, Merlin, and await my return.

Love, Arthur

#merthur #fanfiction #bbc merlin #merthur fanfic #arthur pendragon #merlin emrys #snippet #my writing #wpita #modern royalty au

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Arthur : 😐👑 Merlin: 😍 Gwen: 😏

MERLIN | 1x09 "Excalibur"

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Merlin rewatch | 2x01 “The Curse of Cornelius Sigan”

bonus: #jealous!merlin 

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I love that clip of merlin saying he didn't tell arthur about his magic because arthur would have chopped his head off and arthur goes "i'm not sure what I would have done" because I've read many many magic reveal fics now and yeah we don't know what you would have done either buddy

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me: *writing touching inner thoughts sappy moment*

muse: *knocks in codependency and unhealthy attachment* :)

me: why

#writing #fanfiction

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arthur whispers this song into Merlin’s ear as they slow dance to it on a beach in spain after running away from the royal wedding to elope 

#wpita #merthur #snippet #Spotify

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friends to lovers never had a bad track. “scared i’ll ruin what we have” SLAPS. “friendship cuddles while secretly dying inside” BANGER. “teasing each other and holding eye contact for a little too long” KILLS ME. and don’t even get me STARTED on “screaming i love you in the middle of a heated argument.”

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“I don’t see your point. I don’t want to work for royalty. I don't want anything to do with them, and I definitely don’t want anything to do with the prince.” Gwaine just frowned at him. Setting down his beer, Gwaine looked at him seriously.

“Arthur was the one who encouraged me to leave behind the title and do what I wanted and not what my father wanted of me. He is still my friend and is kind and strong. I believe that he will change this country, and it will be for the best. I saw your painting and knew it was him, and he hasn’t been shutting up about the dark-haired twink with a big dick for a month. Likewise, I knew it was you after seeing that painting. You should be thanking me, or would’ve been painting a ghost for the rest of your life.”

Merlin was frowning and trying to find a hole in Gwaine's logic, but was struggling. “Well, he’s a cock slut!” Merlin cried, and Gwaine just threw his head back and let out a long, deep laugh. “He barely saw me for twenty minutes before he was on his knees!”

Gwaine was laughing so hard he had tears in his eyes. “Yeah, he is like that. I’m surprised they have not caught yet him. Though Uther keeps his sexuality under lock and key. Thinks that just because he’s bisexual, that the whole ‘liking men’ thing is a phase.”

He felt his heart break a little about that. Most people think bisexuality is fake. That they only really like one side. If they are dating a man, that means they will just cheat on them with a woman. Or if they date a woman, that means they don’t really love her, and she’s just a beard. You really couldn’t win. It wasn’t just the straights that believed that, but most of the queer community.

It made Merlin want to reach out to Arthur, bring him into his arms, and tell the blonde that it was okay and that he understood. He had been on a date before he met Freya and Merlin had casually let it slip that he was bisexual and his date had gone very quiet before asking.

“So does that mean if we date, you’re going to be fucking men on the side?”

Merlin had been so taken aback, he didn’t even react when she had stood up and told him to call her when he picked the right side. Coming home had been a blur, walking into the flat, Gwaine took one look at his face and sat him down.

They had spent the night passing a bottle of cheap vodka back and forth, talking about sexuality. Gwaine was pansexual and mentioned that sometimes people asked him if it was even a real thing.

Freya hadn’t been like that; she was never thinking Merlin would be fickle or pick a side. Everything had been great till she broke it off with him, telling him that he needed to find passion. Looking over to the painting on the easel, he felt his heart flutter at all the colors.

The whole thing screamed of intense burning desire. It was kinda scary, looking at the feelings he had inside on a canvas for him to see outside himself. When he had painted for Freya it had been monochrome, still images of love and compassion, but it was dull. It was after she had seen the painting he had done for her that she broke it off.

To have these emotions for someone he barely knew and only met twice was making him a little nauseous, like when you’ve been on the Big Dipper for too long, but he wasn’t sure if he wanted off the ride yet. It was with every drop his stomach fluttered, and he rose out of his seat. He looked back at Gwaine, who was watching him with a knowing smirk.

“I just want to say that the month after the party I’ve never seen Arthur pine as much as he did when he thought he wouldn’t see you again, and I had to watch the Sophia disaster of twenty-sixteen, so let me tell you that means something.”

Hearing that made Merlin’s heart flutter and the hairs on the back of his neck stand up. “And how you wore his jacket and painted his face. I know the feelings are mutual.” Merlin flushed and tried to think how to deny it, but couldn’t come up with an excuse.

“I didn’t even know he was.” Merlin said lamely, and Gwaine just nodded, like it was the answer to everything. He couldn’t help that feeling of a thread being attached between him and the blonde at the moment they locked eyes.

Gwaine just picked up his controller and unpaused the game. “Sometimes that’s all it takes.” He said wisely. Leaving Merlin standing next to his painting, feeling lost.

#modern royalty au #snippet #merthur #merlin #my writing #wip

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currently working on a modern royalty fic that has so much monarch bashing is it still considered a modern royalty au